#sorry for the vent in the tags im a bit emotionally tired

[noircartoons]

me: hmm i want to assign colors to julius and felicity, and make my own design for her, but i can't choose any. considering oswald and mickey are blue and red, i could give julius yellow like primary colors? but what color should i gibe to felicity then? i could give her purple or magenta but i'm tired of making every rubberhose girl so far with colors between pink and purple, i want something else for her(and besides magenta would be too close to red, and purple or indigo would be too close to blue, i dont want that). i could change and give julius purple or magenta and her yellow, but i don't want to make her share any colors with mickey,theyre already too similar.

my tests and missing homeworks waiting to be done: are you serious right now

#pierre.txt #joking a bit to light up the mood #school has been overwhelming and stressful so im running a bit more to this rubberhose hyperfixation to relax #tho its probably hard to notice considering im more focused on reading that fic and drawing then posting on tumblr #i dont want to run away but sometimes black and white mice and cats and rabbits and zany kids are the only thing that calm me down 😔 #the more stress the more i give my attention and energy to these toons. even if its thinking about colors at midnight instead of sleeping #sorry for the vent in the tags im a bit emotionally tired

[psychedelic-ink]

man i am so not looking forward for tomorrow-- gonna go to a charity concert because it'll be a "change of pace" like no i wanna stay home and watch charlie cox movies

i've been working my ass off these past couple of week and just wanna do something self indulgent for the weekend 😭😭😭

also i'm gonna be posting a matt x fem!reader this weekend and i'm very excited to share it, tho it is gonna be somewhat of an angsty one 💔

#sil talks.🎤 #and i feel like im on the verge of burning out #but like not from writing #well maybe a lil bit from writing but i cant really complain since i need to work and im lucky enough to do what i love #anyways #im also beginning to feel emotionally burnt out from like being lonely #im so tired of it #but im also kinda used to being lonely now #if that makes sense? #i take care of myself #cheer myself up #make myself cry #ahem #pleasure myself #at this point im on the verge of ust being fuck it #im doing it all myself anyway #lmaoo i wasnt planing on venting in the tag #s #sorry sdfsd #if you read this far #hi #how are you #hope youre doing well #ily

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#sorry i've been so inconsistent recently :/ #im in a bit of a funk #plus im just... so exhausted all the time #and while yes like tired like plz let me sleep #but also like physically and emotionally just... tired... #im just not a morning person and having to get up early all the time is destroying me #which like... i guess is partially my own fault #BUT I CAN GO TO BED AT LIKE 10 AND GET UP AT 8 AND STILL BE FUCKING EXHAUTED #no matter how much sleep i get i cannot do mornings #so my life consists of getting 3 hours of sleep then waking up and helping at preschool #and then coming home and sleeping for another 3/4 hours and then being awake till 4 am or whatever #plus my mind right now is just exhausting #brain could you just fucking chill sometime and not make me hate myself and everything all the time #sighs :/ #like i cant even get myself to play video games right now because that's far too tiring :/ #ive just been feeling so ... worthless and pathetic again for like this whole month honestly and im just... tired... #anyway ill shut up now. half the time im just complaining/venting in my tags #i had wanted to write some halloween things but ): that hasn't happened #i guess i still technically have time to do that #reoishdgnvoiewbsgfu2eowjsd #ugg. just sorry im failing at updating recently. ill try for wednesday. since i dont help at preschool so ill at least get sleep that day #talks