#sometimes even while im answering)

[inkskinned]

probably time for this story i guess but when i was a kid there was a summer that my brother was really into making smoothies and milkshakes. part of this was that we didn't have AC and couldn't afford to run fans all day so it was kind of important to get good at making Cool Down Concoctions.

we also had a patch of mint, and he had two impressionable little sisters who had the attitude of "fuck it, might as well."

at one point, for fun, this 16 year old boy with a dream in his eye and scientific fervor in heart just wanted to see how far one could push the idea of "vanilla mint smoothie". how much vanilla extract and how much mint can go into a blender before it truly is inedible.

the answer is 3 cups of vanilla extract, 1/2 cup milk alternative, and about 50 sprigs (not leaves, whole spring) of mint. add ice and the courage of a child. idk, it was summer and we were bored.

the word i would use to describe the feeling of drinking it would maybe be "violent" or perhaps, like. "triangular." my nose felt pristine. inhaling following the first sip was like trying to sculpt a new face. i was ensconced in a mesh of horror. it was something beyond taste. for years after, i assumed those commercials that said "this is how it feels to chew five gum" were referencing the exact experience of this singular viscous smoothie.

what's worse is that we knew our mother would hate that we wasted so much vanilla extract. so we had to make it worth it. we had to actually finish the drink. it wasn't "wasting" it if we actually drank it, right? we huddled around outside in the blistering sun, gagging and passing around a single green potion, shivering with disgust. each sip was transcendent, but in a sort of non-euclidean way. i think this is where i lost my binary gender. it eroded certain parts of me in an acidic gut ecology collapse.

here's the thing about love and trust: the next day my brother made a different shake, and i drank it without complaint. it's been like 15 years. he's now a genuinely skilled cook. sometimes one of the three of us will fuck up in the kitchen or find something horrible or make a terrible smoothie mistake and then we pass it to each other, single potion bottle, and we say try it it's delicious. it always smells disgusting. and then, cerimonious, we drink it together. because that's what family does.

#this is true #writeblr #warm up #relatedly for some reason one of our Favorite Jokes #amongst the Siblings #is like - ''this is so good u will love it'' #while we are reacting to something we OBVIOUSLY find viscerally disgusting #like we will be actively retching and be like ''nooooo it's so good'' #to the point that i sometimes get nervous if someone outside my family is like oh u should try it its good #(obvi we never force each other to eat anything. we are all just curious birds and #like. we're GONNA try the new thing.) #edit to answer why we had so much vanilla: #my mom is a very good cook and we LOVE to bake. so she just had a lot of staples in the house. #it's one of those things that's like. have u ever continuously thought ''ah i should get butter im probably out'' #even tho u are not out of butter. so u end up with like 5 years of butter. #my mom would do that in a costco but like with vanilla extract #to be fair we WERE always using WAY TOO MUCH bc we were kids #so like she was right to stock up #ps. yes we were VERY sick after this lol i just didn't want to include it in the post in case ppl had an ick about that #u can tell it's real bc we knew "oh no we fucked up that's too much vanilla to waste'' but our reaction was to just. keep drinking it #> sibling understanding that vanilla extract isn't free > knowledge mother doesnt mind if we use it for milkshakes #> sibling choice to maybe get in a loophole of ''not wasting it'' if we drink it bc that's the same as using it (not throwing it out) #listen bud i was like 13 and my sister was like 9 #when my mom discovered this we. got in. A LOT. of trouble. a lot of it. a LOT of it. #3rd edit bc i guess it isn't clear - i am 1 of my brother's 2 little sisters #i am the middle child #out of all the ways i have had to explain a post before being like ''did u forget a middle child can happen'' is my favorite

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

How do the girls get along

Pretty great actually!

Jenny and Kim are very good/close friends, since they met relatively early compared to others (they actually met each other first out of everyone, then others at one point and another) and had a shared adventure sometime after the ends of their respective shows (wink wonk).

But, their first meeting was not actually very um, positive. There was some conflict, but after it was resolved both of them gained a very solid friend for life!

Jenny, was glad to meet someone else (beside Brad) who treated her like a person/normal teenager (instead of an 8th wonder of the world or a freaky robot) and not to mention she got a fellow superheroine girl friend! After Misty, she kind of missed having someone like that to kick butt with (considering that like, 70% of her friends are dudes) or just hang out.

Kim was fascinated by Jenny, not because she is a robot (tho she does think its pretty cool) but because it kind of gave her a contrast to her own life in a weird way? Like, Kim was a normal teenager who got into superheroing on accident and just went with it, while Jenny was created with a goal of being Earth's defender but rebeled to have some sort of normal life. And now they both live those weird semi-normal lives, that led them to meeting each other.

Jun is around 5-6 years their junior and while they met each other much later on, when Jun was a little older (like not 11-12 age of the show), she still kind of looked up to them and both Jenny and Kim felt an instant kinship with the girl.

Before she met Jenny and Kim, Jun only knew a couple other guys as fellow heroes/magical protectors (guess who ;D lol), and while she had plenty of female role models (Ama/Jasmine being the most prominent) and friends, she kind of enjoyed meeting some cool older superheroines to bond with! It also helped that despite the age difference, both Jenny and Kim never looked down at her when it came to superheroing/fighting, but respected her abilities and expertise (considering that Jun was practically an apprentice to her Ama since at least 8-9ish of age, when her powers first awakened, she has a lot of experience).

They both are kind of like cool older cousins to her, who travel a lot for their work and come visit to hang out often and tell/share stories about their adventures. Their and her lines of work while similar, also run in completely different circles (human/interplanetary vs magical/supernatural), so its always a treat to hear about the things they do.

(And yes sometimes she feels jealous about the fact that both of them get to travel all over the world, and despite the developments, more often than not she has to stay town locked and limit her excursions to magical realms.)

Silly thing, but Jun absolutely adores Jenny, for one simple fact that she can travel to space just like that (she and Danny, fellow astronaut/space fans, share that, despite the fact that Danny kinda can travel to space just like that too.)

#que? #hom au #hom au q&a #juniper lee #jenny xj9 #kim possible #fun fact: both jenny and jun have beef with some other person in their friend group while Kim doesn't #Kim is very likable ;3 and also sensible even if she is sometimes overly competitive and a perfectionist lol #both Jun and Jenny can get overly passionate and thus they have a recurring beef/argument/tension with their respective opponent (?) #Jenny and Kim are that sort of friendship that one makes in a camp and you exchange numbers/e-mails and you dont see each other for months #but message almost every day and like know a lot about each others lives and when you meet again u like instantly hug and everythng is cool #also their families (some members at least) are sort of? friends now too. i will elaborate on that later ;3 #still answering homauQ in broad strokes because i just cant decide on the details lol #i promise im answering asks TToTT i was just eyebrows deep in the comic itself to actually answer properly #i have like several in drafts and some in askbox and also i think i lost a few when i was cleaning my other askboxes so um like sorry #if i never answer those they are now forever lost in tumblr graveyard

[ask-mark-stuff]

I once left 23+ asks in this box and I haven’t seen them all

Sorry kids! Me and Mark are a little busy with our lessons and activities sometimes, so we don't really get to answer everything quickly!

Yeah..we love every ask though! :}

#yk i have school n a life outside of this right #i really do love asks! i enjoy every single ask! #and somrtimes i save asks which have potential to be a longer ask for later cuz often times im too busy 2 make long asks #i do feel bad that somrtimes i take a while 2 answer asks #but sometimes im just too tired or busy for it #maybe ur asks r in the queue too! currently i have 5 posts queued and it post once a day #please dont demand me 2 answer all your asks quickly. i really dont appreciate it /lh #i love asks though!! please dont take this wrongly. i absolutely adore your asks n i love it when ppl send alot of asks #i just dont really appreciate being rushed 2 do it yk? #slash lighthearted btw. sorry anon ik it can feel annoying when ppl dont answer ur ask for a long period of time #but yeah please be patient with me <3 #oop im rambling now ill stop loll this got long #ykw im not even gonna queue this ill just post it rn #ashur gharavi #mark and friends #an answer for an ask #maf #twomp #ask blog

[birdmenmanga]

FFFFUCK YEAH FIRST CHOICE TRAILER CASTING SWEEP ! ! ! ! ! !

#just thinking thoughts... #I DIDN"T THINK I COULD DO IT. #partially I DID pick some of these because I thought they'd be willing but like soren for example. I don't talk to him at all #but I'm telling you. his voice is perfect for ouwei Im TELLING you. #the dry humor... the chill... #another one I didn't think I'd get was Gary. they're hard to reach sometimes depending on whether they're off at war (the lab) #so while I was pretty sure they'd be more than happy to participate I figured they might not even see my message LOL #BUT THEY DID!! #originally I wasn't sure about that decision but I think Noah's personality has since shifted and my beloved garence works really well now #I also wanted to stuff kitsoa in this LMAO #but I've never heard her voice so I was a bit worried about casting her as one of the key characters #so I put her as the interviewer. you know. #I think it makes sense. from a meta perspective you know. #that she's the one asking the questions about this world #because I think she of all people would want to knwo the answer the most. yhea. #bruhh i dunno if I can do suzume but I also just like. I'm lazy alright. I don't want to ask around for people's younger siblings #I'll just do a toddler voice myself. #takagi's voicing genta I can fucking voice suzume

[keepinventory]

maintaining eye contact is one of the most unnecessary social rules ever made. who decided we should all look at eachothers wetballs

#👽 < text tag #my issues with eye contact arent even because of my eye trigger i just cant do it #like i try my best to put the 'stare at the nose not the eyes' trick to work. but sometimes i end up looking at the eyes anyway and have to #look away for a second -_- not to MENTION every damn time i answer someones question i never ever look at them while im thinking (or #sometimes even while im answering) #if im too busy lookin at your damn face i cant PROCESS YOUR QUESTION and THINK OF THE ANSWER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i used to think i didnt have any problems with eye contact. but that was when i was busy being horrifically isolated i never spoke to anyon #now that i work customer service i can feel every single time i avoid eye contact. and i do it so much. #But i only realize it after the interaction is complete. Never before or during. #everytime ive responded to somebody's “thank you!” with a “you're welcome!” while im ACTIVELY LOOKING DOWN flashing before my eyes #& when i say actively i mean WHOLE HEAD POINTING DOWNWARDS #i mean i am usually throwing something away but like. WHY DO I NEVER WAIT UNTIL AFTER THEY'VE LEFT TO THROW IT AWAY!?!?!

[stupid-dyke]

stayed up til 3 when I have an 8am again. I do this because I hate myself so sos sososososososososo much. It's really funny because I don;t fall asleep in class thanks to my meds but I've noticed every time I go to class after 4 hrs sleep people act weird around me which is how I know im acting really weird. And I am so extremely angry at myself. I spent 4 hours. well 8 hours. Well all day. Pretending I'm going to do homework and distracting myself with various other things on my laptop or crying on the phone to my parents. Got zerooooo work done at all i stayed up most of the nihght for literally no gain whatsoever this is pure self harm. Which I do becauase again I hate myself. Because I didn't do my work. Which i won't do tomorrow either because i'll be so tired I wont be able to string a sentence together even though I'm supposed to give a presentation haha. My favorite activity is staring at the clock on my laptop getting later and later and later. new high score etc. Who's a hypersomniac now. Imagine how much easier this semester would have been if I'd gone to bed before 2am ever. I'm so fucking angry at myself I'm not sure I'll be able to sleep now even. If I fail my classes again my parents are gonna make me live at home forever and say im too crazy to live on my own. I know I was supposed to get a therapist but I hate them all so, so, so much. I think people get that job bc they feel powerful telling some pathetic person what to do knowing I literally cannot do it and will come back week after week admittingn failure and paying

I know I was supposed to take the new experimental FDA approved drug for IH but the list of side effects is fucking terrifying and I live and sleep alone so i really don't want to take a super powerful sedative that can make you stop breathing. So I'm gonna keep taking stimualnts and lying to myself that today is the last day I stay up extremely late for no reason.

#it's really sad I'll skip the meds sometimes to try to sleep and it doesn't even help. I just feel worse while awake. #The real reason i can't sleep is because im screwing myself over by doing no work and im terrified im going to fail my fucking classes #and theyre all going to say im crazy if I fail my classes. theyre going to say im crazy and I self sabotaged on purpose #bc i dont want to succeed. Dad says that every day #Dad loves telling me everytjhing wrong with me multiple times a day every day so i never ever forget #hes so helpful. He's trying so hard to help. If i dont answer the phone he starts worrying ive committed suicide #again i was suicidal one week in 2019. Get the fuck over it. You've literally threatened to kill yourself multiple times. Fucking hypocrite #a bunch of my friends are going to graduate this semester and best case scenario i graudate next semester and then I'll lose touch with eve #ybody #and then the good times are over and life is boring and hell forever and ill get more disabled every year until I can't work and then I'll #run out of money and die #you know when I talked to my genetics professor about the alzheimer's results he said somethign will kill you eventually and it #wont be that unless you live to old age which will be good! #so true bestie. so ture #Guys lets be real here. Why the fuck. Do we live. why. It is so goddamn hard. Maybe it;s easy when u get sleep . But that hasn't happened t #me for a while #all my classes end next week and i havent done most assignments since spring break #also over spring break my parents met w a lawyer to revise their will adn afterwards dad told me im executor and explained to me what will #happen after each person in my family dies. #the assumption is that I will outlive everyone. they don't think my sister will live to old age adn they are already old #the lawyer apparently has clients with the same disability as me and all of them had the same thing happen. Once they get another disabilit #and get older it becomes impossible to manage IH and they cant work til retirement age #i just spent an hour typing this shit instead of sleeping. 4am-730am sleep lets go. I should kill myself #i hate my parents fucking advicce bc they;; be like well when i was ur age I was married it sure must suck to be single!!!! fuck you guys f

[toruvi]

you ever go through a period in your life where everything is just changing so much and you dont really adjust well to change but you also dont want things to stay the way they are but you also get kinda sad bc even if things were shitty there were still some things that were comforting but those things just arent as comforting anymore but you dont know what can comfort you now so you’re desperately trying to hold onto what was while also hoping for something new and its jusgdfhgntjkdgrgfwelrkgjflkhjg AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

#SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY #i am a mess #i miss tumblr i miss what it was #i feel like i lost a friend group on here sometimes and i know theyre not really ~gone~ but its not the same yk #and it feels like everyone can move on but me and im just ...here? #iunnoooooooooooooooooo #i just really miss being a part of a fandom where the show was airing!!!!!! when it's active!!!!!!!!!!! #and yes itll return one more time but it wont be the same #i might not even be around the same people and sometimes it is sad to think about #idk i handle change very poorly as you can see LOL #AND I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW BEING SOCIAL COULD HELP #i am trying but i am.....realistically its hard for me to just connect with people :(((( #and i get asks and people do talk to me dont get me wrong im not complaining abt that!!! #it just takes a while for me to feel like opening up ya know....... #ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im just emo #this isnt even solely about tumblr its just a lot of things happening in life in general #wwwwwwejklshfdklhgbfldjk #ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS im gonna pour my sad onto paychecks levi #also im so sorry for being slow at answering stuff i really do enjoy replying and chatting im just down in the dumps #and want to give meaningful replies :(

[cathalbravecog]

wait hold on frostbite is (part) cog??? did I hear that right?

if so can I throw a pie at them will they be fine

frostbite isn't part cog - they ARE a cog. they were built to look like a toon to be like a spy toon (by brian, actually) but things went wrong and they rebelled and now do goofy things while having to like.. PRETEND to be a normal toon or like - not let others know they're actually just a cog when around other toons (that aren't a part of their club)

but with other cogs they usually care about this less, but they gotta trust em more before they 'drop hints'. though they are stupid and reckless as hell and probably a lot of toons know they're a cog but Don't Care.

anyways! they have two types of hp! their normal cog hp and their toon laff! once they go sad and are damaged in that state the cog damage they take starts to show and actually does something. but also, even at full laff when attacked with heavy gags it will still do notable damage. but like, fruit pies and such might not do much. think of it as cartoon logic - the amount of damage they take depends on the situation or whether or not it's funny. also they're almost always overcharged as this thing lowkey has an oil addiction

like...its mORE COMPLICATED THAN THIS and has MORE THOUGHT IN IT but i dont feel like over explaining rn.

ANYWAYS TO ACTUALLY ANSWER YOUR QUESTION: a pie, yeah they will be fine. just annoyed and take like a tiny bit of damage that goes unnoticed probably. hey fun fact they tend to violently act out. Run.

#sorry i was infodumping my deltarune au lore just now so im in a rambly mood #i over explain a lot #there's a lot of stuff on frostbite #i have their full lore on their art fight but also in a post i made a while back #i dont mind talking about frost ever but issue is i talk a lot and im feeling bad for it because i say too much and nobody ever reads what #i write because of it - sometimes even myself lol #[answered] #thing is some cog logic doesnt apply to them #theyre too silly for that. #but also theyre a goofy robot so most toons are gonna be violent if they knew #after all the toons in ttcc are very.... black and white on things #thats a ramble on its own i talked about this for hours in private

[jihnari]

hi!!! i just wanted to tell you that i just finished reading your qab series and oh my god!!!!! (warning for rambling ahead)

i love so much about this series its amazing in so many differebt ways like the format??? exquisite. delightful. the way how everythibg is laid out it just looks so???? cool?? especially like the tumblr section in one of the newest chapters.

also also also i just love the way how you show all the views everyone has inside the story because its so realistic!! the way how theres so many conflicting views but also people misunderstanding what each source says yet also completely overreactionary responses its just so good!!! god im so insane about it

anyway sorry for the very rambly ask i just really loved everything youve done with qab!!!!

hello!!! if you started qab recently then you probably never saw the old format, and... good, lol. im glad the current formatting is reading well!

ive been a lurker for most of my internet career and i think internet culture and internet group dynamics are suuuper interesting. it's the sort of thing id go into sociology for and then write lots of papers on, except ew... writing papers... so instead i think ive just been channeling all of that energy into qab. i also feel like a lot of authors don't bother supporting multiple conflicting povs? and that's their choice and i get it, it isn't easy, but i think it's such a waste to not show why/how people come into conflict with each other. that's like most interesting part!!

thanks for the ask!!! hopefully someday soon ill find the spare time to finish those last two chapters

#qab #writing #answered asks #sometimes i meet a normal person and im like wait you never perused r/incels or r/redpill? just to see what was going on over there? what a #and they never have #none of them!! #those communities are RIGHT THERE and we've all been told about how awful and terrible they are and you're not gonna go look?? not even a l #(actually those subreddits might be banned now it's been a while since ive checked in)

[cherry-shipping]

not that id ever want a job, and in reality if me and sans lived together hed probably be the one mostly responsible for our income on account of his countless fucked up jobs, BUT. i love the thought of sans being a cute shitty little househusband sending me off to work with a kiss and a lunchbox except the lunchbox is just, like, a compact bomb of as many sausages and a gross slurry of a million fucked up condiments as he could fit in there

#i try to open it and it just blasts me in the face like a pomegranet or an envelope bomb or something #theyre so doused in various condiments i dont even have to chew them i just slide them down my slippery gullet like its nothing #maybe sometimes he makes something other than that. but im sure its equally repulsive #like just. slams together shit in a pot and cooks it for a little while and calls it a day #cherry bomb #bf (bone friend) #this is‚ of course‚ all set in a potential universe where me and sans live together ALONE #if paps was there he would be so so much better at making lunches for me. so much fucking better #'but papyrus is a terrible chef' shut UP that was in the UNDERGROUND!!!! where he didnt have COOKBOOKS!!!!!!!! #and also his mentor was INSANE #anyway me and sans couldnt fucking possibly live together without anyone else mediating nobody would get anything done ever #it would be so messy and shitty and gross oh god. jesus christ #anyway that was todays dose of domestic skenp and sans ramblings except it probably wouldnt actually be like that at all #of course my made up ideas and rules for this specific selfship takes place in a world where we conveniently Dont Think About All That Shit #'what do you do for work how old are you where do you live where are your family members' the answer is dont even worry about it #i only think about the fun silly stuff and occasionally the not fun less silly but still conveniently vague stuff #you wouldnt get it.

[gayforcarstairsgirls]

Hi!! I really love your channel, and you seem like a great person, so I'd love to be your friend. But I'm too shy to actually ask you and idk why I'm even writing this anon, because when you actually react to it, I'll get even more shy and end up never befriending you 👍

Hi! Thank you so much that's so nice!!

Honestly valid sending asks to people can be daunting (so many ppl on here I wanna talk to... and yet I so rarely actually send them asks rip), but if you want to then please do send me another ask! We can chat!

#asks #anon #idk how to like assuage your shyness other than saying i love getting asks! come say hi! #which im now realising is a direct quote from my bio lol sorry #but hey it's true #even if it sometimes takes me A While to answer them sorry

[lith-myathar]

Do u have an ao3?

I do, idk that I want to share it though, if that makes sense? Like I've only got 2 small things on it because I have terminal can't finish anything disease, but apart from that I think I'd prefer to keep my online presence here separate from my writing. I enjoy the anonymity of fan fiction and not just from my end, I generally don't like to know much about the authors I read. It creates this weird thing in my head where I can't just enjoy the fic without having all these mental associations with the person.

I know it's weird but I've got a lot of emotional fuckery tied up in my own creativity. If I start to feel responsible to other people for the things I make, I stop making them, so it's sort of a fragile ecosystem.

#this is so poorly put but idk how else to express it #i am....selfish about the things i make i think? i struggle with collaborative RP for this reason #once youve established something in a shared world you can't just go back and change it later plus you're to some degree beholden to others #and their stories #and sometimes even sharing the things you make feels.... #well. it's losing control to a degree and i struggle with that. #and my ability to create period is still recovering #perfectionism killed it a while back and it's one of my therapy things lol #so to answer yoyr question anon yes i do but im too chicken to share it at the moment so idk watch this space

[galpyn]

i like to think about my muse's future. so i'm sitting here thinking ok what is tyler going to do when he's older? and it's just... blank. not even bc of the whole hyde situation, because i do think with time he will be able to properly control and manage that, even if it's very much present but it's more like a use it when i want it and not a i have no idea what's going on thing. i feel like even regarding masters it'll be easier because not just anyone will manage to control him, he has learnt his lesson. but the thing is : i feel like ty doesn't really know what he wants to do. he's very confused and still doesn't know himself, so it's hard for him to easily say what he wants to do or to imagine himself in 5 / 10 / 20 years. what he's sure of is that he wants to get out of that town as soon as he can.

#in this house ty gets a redemption #so he'd get the chance to go to college bc i say so #and he probably isn't even sure about the major he picked but #he picks a college faaar away #and that is enough for him for a while #discovers a lot about himself in college #probably switches majors #but idk what to bc... he doesn't know either #he's not telling me #it's exhausting when your muse has 0 answers for you sigh #also when i say ty gets to redeem himself...................... #he can still be an asshole sometimes #he still very much has a short temper #and anger issues #and yes he will lash out occasionally #but it won't result in someone getting seriously harmed #......................... unless he wants that to happen #and it's justified #don't fuck with a hyde that's all im saying #' ━━ ( 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐞𝐧. ) / OOC

[actualsunflower]

I finally start work again. I answer this stupid fucking phone. The dude is very clearly driving while on the phone, loud as fuck background noise can't hear shit. Asks me some fucking dumb ass question I literally can't even answer and when I'm like huh???? He calls me stupid, says I'm an idiot, and that I need to pay attention. Not only am I not gonna sit here and be called stupid by a dude fucking driving and calling customer service but how the fuck was I even supposed to answer the fucking question he asked????

Who asks the world's dumbest fucking question while it sounds like they're standing in a fucking jet engine and then get mad when someone doesn't understand??????

#i cant say what he was asking for privacy reasons.. but like it was the dumbest fucking question #that i literally couldn't have even answered even if i hadnt hung up on him #but like im stupid??? youre the one mumbling into your phone from across your car while driving at what sounds like highway speeds #oh bluetooth wireless calls blah blah i don't give a shit. stay off your phone PERIOD #sunflower posts #like 80% of callers are on the road im not joking or exaggerating. you can very clearly hear the cars and blinkers. horns sometimes #sorry im pissed off #again

[luxwing]

Hmmm I think I'm having one of those moments where I just need to let myself be sad for a while 🤔

#its hard to explain them but basically i sit and think about why im so sad and i check off everything its not #and when i run out of stuff to check i realize oh you just need to go be depressed for a while #once i stop beating myself up over it or forcing myself to act otherwise i just let it out take a nap and im usually ok in like 24 hours #is that weird? is that normal? is that healthy? the answers to all those is a resounding 🤷 #i figure its healthier than repressing it until i crack at least #my life is lived like an egg in the microwave at this point ngl #like im better than i used to be!!! dont get me wrong!!!! but also sometimes everything is a lot and im a bit less #know what i mean? idk if anyone is even gonna read these tags but if you are then thanks heres your reward #ඞ

[we-dont-talk-about-potato-nonono]

"Sends good vibes to you "

shaking you aggressively (affectionate)

#I wish I could keep this in my inbox and read it everyday! #i am doing good rn btw… just going thru a lot at once irl #and being online wasn't helping that much #and sometimes i get memories that makes me feel like shit #so it’s nice getting asks and interacting with you guys! #even if it’s just a small greetings like ‘hi how are you’ <3 #it’s just it might take me a while to answer some of them #and in some cases I might not even have an answer so thats why it took me some time to think #but I'm happy to receive them nonetheless! <3 #and i am slowly working on this art idea of my ocs from the inbox. im very excited too!!!! cant wait to show it to u guys #wholesome ask #ask