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hyperfixationtimego · 3 years

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Taka gets sad and Mondo just. Hug. With permission. And shows him his dog plushie bc they are That Close and Comfortable w each other

Mm yes cuddles yes I am projecting

And they take naps and it’s nice so they both finally get good sleep (there are neurological benefits to that!! I won’t go into detail though bc I can’t remember the specifics)

And they both like really soft blankets bc good texture and warm and comfy

And weighted blankets bc Soothing™️

If one of them ever goes into a sensory overload they just talk very slowly to the other, especially if the other went nonverbal

And they came up with a little communication system for cases like this

So they can just. Do something and then they know what to do to help

ADHD Mondo & comorbid ADHD/Autistic Taka solidarity

And they read books together:)

They both really like Frankenstein

Taka likes it bc mmm classical literature and the discussion of ethics and theoretical science. He also really enjoys the wording and how the scenes can carry on for whole chapters and not get boring to him. The exact descriptions and the definitions in the footnotes are one of the best parts to him because he’s given all the information needed to answer his questions that are supposed to be answered:)

Mondo likes it bc of the sort of mystery bits and it gives him something to think about that he can process bc he and Taka discuss it regularly:) and he really likes the concept of Frankenstein’s monster and how there was a second chance at life, even if it was poorly handled by the other characters

hsbwvwvshdhshsvsv cuddlesssssss 🥺🥺🥺🥺

godddd the trust it takes for Mondo to even CONSIDER showing u his dog plushie,,,,,, Taka’s just like. this is literally the highest honor im-

Taka also likes plushies to begin with so it just makes him go :D

and hdbdvdvdvdvdv they do oh my godddd like,,,,,they just,,,,,fit together,,,,,,so nicely??? very good position and tactile sensation for sleep,,,,,,warm n nice,,,,,,,,ghdhdvdvdvd good

also hdbsbdbd sorry I know u were being serious and that’s so cool, but I feel like they also use that as an excuse CONSTANTLY like if they happen to be cuddling or drowsy in a place where people are liable to walk in on them or smth, they’re both just like “iT’S FOR NEUROLOGICAL BENEFITS-” even tho they’re already dating and literally nobody would care ldbsnsbsjsbdbdbdb

and yes yes yes!!!!! the blanketssssss ohdhdhdhs I think taka in particular probably really likes having a weighted blanket over him because it’s so grounding and present and ??? just there’s something covering almost every inch of his body and he loves it

and they both feel the texture of the other blankets and go >:0 because!!!!!! hsvwhsbsbsbs soft!!!!!!!

oh yes absolutely!!! I’d say that Mondo maybe teaches Ishi a few phrases in jsl (either phrases or words - whichever is simpler/easier to remember in the moment. Things that basically mean “I need to talk”, “I can’t talk right now,” “please hold me” “don’t touch me” “can you talk to me?” “please sit here in silence with me,” etc.) taka’s a bit shaky with it at first, but gets the hang of it!!

They DO read books together!!!!

god ur reasons for why they both like it are such??? galaxy brain takes???? ilysm oh my god

also,,,,,,concept of them snuggling,,,,,,,reading together,,,,,im soft 🥺

hsbshsbsbs also like. impromptu book club things happen sometimes with other classmates/students bc like 👀

they can’t discuss literature in front of Byakuya because he’ll call them idiots and imply that they don’t understand the “true meaning/s” of whatever it was they read

Taka and Korekiyo probably discuss the former’s latest reads quite a bit - they exchange interpretations of the text from their own points of views, which is always fascinating for both! Taka receives quite a few lectures on anthropological and cultural findings that are relevant to the time period of the novel, or historical events that the plot references and how that affects things, etc. etc. and Korekiyo gets to engage in positive social interaction with a friend to study human behavior a bit more by learning about taka’s thought processes firsthand

whenever Toko hears ishi and mondo discussing what they’ve read, she just. sort of hovers menacingly around them until Taka notices her and invites her over. She acts like she doesn’t give a shit but actually, being able to discuss literary topics is QUITE a nice change of pace. Not to mention that both taka and mondo are pretty nice people to be around and there’s little to no risk of being made fun of <3

Leon’s not much of a reader (freaking loves comics and graphic novels, tho!) but he’s more than happy to listen to The Boys™️ while they excitedly talk and debate and bounce concepts and topics off of each other. Their enthusiasm is almost enough to make him wanna read, too!

Almost.

Kyoko’s sat in on conversations once or twice - mostly for detective/mystery stories hsbsbddb

anyways yeah soft ishimondo things???? I love them smmmm

also Taka getting to rant and rave and infodump about his philosophy interests and stuff and mondo just sitting there listening to him like 💖💗💘💝

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okaybutlikeimagine · 5 years

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Can you write a scene for Bratty Billy of him finding out someone has been bullying Will or smth?

Okay when i first read this it was when i had just woken up from a nap and i thought it said Will Smith and i was like, yeah sure, no one fucks w/ the Fresh Prince and then i was like: wait a sec……..

Anyway YES my lil heart B U R S T S at the thought of Billy + the Byers boys ♥ Billy is Protective Older Brother to a T and protects Jonathan but once he finds out the shit they say about Will??? It is ON, my dudes. No one fucks w/ Will and survives bc he’s basically Billy’s favorite (even though Billy would never admit it to Will bc Will is quiet and cute but Sassy when he wants to be and that shit is Tiring)

But Billy doesn’t know bc he minds his damn business at school and is either w/ Carol and Tommy or more recently w/ Jonathan and Nancy. And yeah, the middle school is right next to the high school, but they’re still separate and Billy has no reason to be going over there. Like? He’s not trying to look like a pedo, he doesn’t need to be lurking around the middle school. And Billy wasn’t around at the beginning of the school year when everyone was picking on Will and calling him “zombie boy” so he really doesn’t know.

But it’s one day at lunch and Billy is feeling especially anti-social today and so rather than talk w/ Carol and Tommy about the next party this weekend or Jonathan and Nancy about the study group they’re planning bc exams are on the way, he’s decided to lean against the building at the edge of campus closest to the middle school to just chew some gum and think. He would have opted for the other side of the school, but a bunch of narcs decided to sit on that side to eat their lunch so the decision was made for him. And really, he wishes he could be smoking, but he quit cigarettes months go when he moved in w/ Hop bc Hop also quit cigarettes. It was for El and now for Will, too. Every now and then he wishes he could have one, even though he’s far less dependent on them now. sometimes he just needs something in his mouth and lollipops or gum don’t always cut it. But Hop was adamant about not killing his lungs or the lungs of the children around them so Billy rolled his eyes and stamped his cigarette out and now he chews gum like a cow chewing cud.

So there he is, chewing and thinking and humming, alone w/ his thoughts and kind of fine w/ that, honestly, when he hears feet running. He looks around but doesn’t see anyone. His first thought is that the feet are pretty far away when he realizes: maybe they’re just really tiny feet….?

And that latter thought is correct bc in about 3 seconds he’s being side blinded by a small body and Billy is about to grab at it when he realizes it’s Will.

“Oh! Sorry Billy.” Will says, completely and utterly frantic, body basically vibrating, as he tries to move around Billy and get away.

And this time Billy does grab at him, holding him in place and pinning him with a look.

“Woah there, pipsqueak, where’s the fire?”

And woah wait Will really is shaking, eyes shifting all over and Billy has never seen him this freaked out. He’s immediately worried, thinking there could be a lot of different causes here but in a few more seconds, he figures it out.

Bc now there’s a group of little feet running, paired with angry little voices shouting things like “You’re dead meat, you stupid little nerd!” and “Quit running, zombie boy!” and Billy let’s Will wiggle out of his grasp to get behind him but he doesn’t let him run away. And now there’s 3 boys standing in front of Billy, a few inches shorter than him, eyes mean and hard that immediately turn scared and shocked when they realize they’re not face to face w/ Will Byers but rather face to chest with Billy fucking Hargrove.

“Uhhhhhhh….” the kid in the front stammers. Billy is popping his gum in a rather intimidating way (he’s been working on it since he can’t blow smoke in people’s faces anymore)

“The fuck is happening here?” Billy’s voice is low and intimidating, arms crossed and muscles flexing.

“Uhhh… well uh….” one of them stammers while another one crosses his arms too and looks Billy in the eye with the stupid excuse of:

“We were just looking for our friend.”

Billy smacks his gum more, rolling his eyes in thought.

“Riiiight. I know I chase my friends down and call them names and threaten to kill them.” (and sometimes Billy does but he doesn’t need to let them know that.)

“Look, we’re… we’re just messing around!” the third kid holds his hands up in surrender and Billy thinks they better surrender bc he’s about to grab some kid’s collar but he’s doing his damn best to show some restraint

“Well I’m not.” Billy says matter of factly before he bends down a bit to look them all in the eye. “And if I see, hear, or hell even think that you assholes are being shitty to Will, then I’m going to follow you home in my car and see just how fast you can run, got it? I’m gonna give ‘paint the town red’ a whole new meaning.”

The boys are shaking before the more vocal one twists his face up angrily.

“You can’t threaten us like that. You live with the Chief of Police now, right?”

Billy chuckles menacingly. “Yeah, who do you think is gonna help me hide the bodies?”

And while one of the kids isn’t the most convinced, the other two are absolutely terrified and pull their friend away and back to the school, running faster than they ran to get here.

Billy straightens out, watching them run and feeling a sick sense of joy over being able to make these stupid kids squirm, when he notices Will trying to leave with a mumbled thanks.

Billy grabs his elbow.

“Nuh uh, wait a sec, pipsqueak. Where are your dumb friends? Why’d they let this happen?”

“I uh- they didn’t know. They had something to do and I was gonna head to the library to check out a book.”

“Okay. How often does this happen?”

Will shrugs. “I dunno… a lot?”

Billy scoffs, completely disbelieving what he’s hearing.

“You and your fucking brother... “ he says under his breath.

“What?”

“It’s just… you guys fought fucking monsters that those kids would piss their pants seeing but then you let twerps like them walk all over you two. I don’t get it.”

Will shrugs. “I guess we’re just kinda sick of fighting.”

Billy chews at the inside of his lip and nods.

“Yeah… fine. Still, that happens again you fucking come find me.”

Will nods quietly, before mumbling: “You’re not actually gonna hurt them… are you?”

Billy chuckles and gives a shark like grin. “Nah, but I’m definitely not gonna give them a reason to doubt me. Now c’mon.”

“Where are we going?”

“I’m walking you to the library.” Billy puts a hand on Will’s head and points him to the middle school library and they start walking.

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cirrocumulation · 4 years

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screams i was reading the sonic idw comics and the zombot virus is such a HORRIFYING concept hello but now im imagining 🤔 what my ocs would do in that scenario and god

leer and lore can fly which notably makes avoiding most of the infection easy; i wanna say charge’s energy generation might also be a way to ‘burn off’ the infection a la how sonic runs his off? i super wonder how the zombot virus would react with someone like haunt who’s Literally an undead vampire dude and who’s ‘organic matter’ wouldnt necessarily be an ‘alive’ cell to infect.. eggman mentioned the processed wood of a flower pot wasnt infected when he doused a flower in the virus, so honestly? i feel like it’d be smth like that?

god. blue would be kinda fucked. which is super fucked up. shes a whole ass kid who doenst deserve this but - even w/ her magic-mirror-illusion bullshit, that’s not much in regards to combating the zombots. she’d probably be able to distract some, lure them away from bystands--but she’d definitely rush into it w/o thinking enough, or let herself get cornered.. god. god. god. charge would try to rush in and save her and she’d already be infected and panic and shove him away and infect him too and then probably get so overwhelmed by bots . oof. oof! while charge has no choice but to retreat while burning off what he can.

i want to say leer would fall trying to protect lore.. both of them have their really intense illusion powers themselves, but theyre very heavily based on preying on target’s mental capacity, and zombots dont really Have that--theyd effectively be Powerless 😰 however, leer is good at keeping a level head, and lore is very attentive to their surroundings--if leer had to, he’d sacrifice himself for lore, and vice versa, but maybe it wouldnt come to that, esp given that they can keep above most masses of zombots, since only so many can fly..

oof though. maybe haunt wouldnt get infected, but might be a carrier? oof. outbreaks happen in a couple safe havens where no one finds an initial zombot and no one can figure out why.. but haunt is good at nothing if not hiding away in his house once someone puts it together! so! he’d quickly make to seclude himself to not infect anyone else, at the cost of an able-bodied ally capable of fighting back hordes. he might resurface at a climatic a big battle, careful to not come into contact w/ anyone and only focus on fighting- but even then, since we dont know the cure yet, would the cure even work on him, since the virus itself didnt really work to begin with? if the cure eventually eradicates the zombot cells, tho, then--sure

even if charge could burn off the virus for a little bit, tho, hes notably such a tired dude- so easily exhausted bc his powers are untrained and unchecked. sonic’s only lasted so long bc he keeps going and keeps running- and can only afford tiny naps in between before he risks the virus getting the better of him, so--charge would probably..easily fall eventually and that mcSucks! but - i also feel like a zombot wouldn’t be able to comprehend how to use his energy powers any better than he can, so a zombot charge would either... not use them at all, or outright tire himself out and be a useless heap most of the day, lmfao. i can see him sacrificing himself in one last-ditch attempt to buy everyone escaping some time..

olivia, being Also a generator, but a more Controlled one, would be able to more effeciently use her energy to stave off the infection from taking over--that being said, she would probably get infected; she’d outlast charge easily, however, and probably ... maybe even sonic, at this rate? especially since sonic’s exhaustion is largely due to him throwing himself into battle and exacerbating his infection over and over again; olivia would not risk herself like that, so she’d have a slower rate of infection to deal with over the same period of time

sergé would be Too bleeding heart, and probably fall really quickly; too self-righteous and short-sighted for his own good :’V he kinda a dick tho so he can get humbled, thats ok

#headcanons #ooc #charge #blue #rly useless info but i wanted it Out of my brain and put into words SO

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aitian · 3 years

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June 19, 2021

Sat 3:05am

its been a long time. not much has changed, still at home. i was dreading going back to school for a long time. idk, maybe it wont be so bad. alice has been home for a few days before her residency starts. locked myself in my room tonight bc i didnt want to talk to anyone. feels rly bad that mom & alice commplain abt dad, then keep enabling his bad behavior by letting him do things that he knows will make everyone unhappy then pretending that everything is okay whenever he wants to be ok. i always felt like a mediator growing up & i still keep doing work 1-1 with everyone in this family bc they wont think abt what they need from each other & just bicker all the time. then they tell me abt it like im a little puppy or a magical imaginary friend or smth. i was having anxiety naps then was watching mick & yune & eren livestream on ultrarareos twitch. i dreamed that it was mom & dads birthday, & we all went somewhere for dinner, then alice was asking me which bar we should go to for a drink next & i was like any one is ok bc i havent gone to any & she was getting frustrated at me for not making the decision, & i was already so mad at dad, & mom was saying how the bbar isnt so different from the restaurant so why dont we stay here, so i told alice its ok to stay here too, & she got mad at me for changing the plans. felt rly bullied waking up that my dream couldnt be abt something else. i started watching twitch streams mostly bc i have no friends, & i wanted to hear someone talk, esp bc adele doesnt rly msg me & sherry is kinda gone into internet bullshit so i feel like she doesnt even rly want to hang out when we r together. i miss having queer friends, i miss thinking someone is looking out for me, wanting to see me, or wanting to know how i feel. i msged simon a few weeks ago, who i used to know of as shirley. we hung out twice, & i want to see him again, but i think he isnt so interested in me bc i am boring these days. he was very excited to meet me bc i was mysterious & intriguing but i think it died down fast. its ok. i think its better to be distant friends instead of building up the kind of resentment toward friendships i have when everyone needs me to feel good at strange times in their lives but insists on our relationship model as unimportant and transient. i hate this idea but i also rly do want to date at some point. i have so much resentment toward the thought that it is the only viable thing to do, esp for someone so unviable like me. maybe i just wanna have sex, to feel wanted for a moment, & to think that there r tangible ways to walk into the future. fucking sucks. i think i can imagine more clearly how it feels to have sex tho, & i want it. maybe i wanna top a man that feels like the earth... vast & incapable of malice, able to give & receive violence, no more precious than my own body bc we r of each other. i got a metal wand a few days ago & i get it now. it feels rly good to let the motions move me. feels more like pressing buttons tho, but i can imagine how the feelings could resonate & amplify with scent, taste, & touch. i was reading an instagram post abt how beel hooks said in an interview that sexual liberation is celibacy & i dont think shes wrong. i think it probably has something to do with that article she wrote abt tasting, or having taste for, the other. i think, for myself, i have to learn someday.. to be anarchic on the level of myself... to be full & communal within myself.. to let go of those desires to hold on forever, so tightly, so intensely, to trust... & rly be in relationship with myself & my satisfactions. it sounds antithetical to why i was interested in anarchism to begin with, that idea that i could depend on other ppl bc it is the only way that anyone hasnt died. i still think it is true, but i think it is also an idea that is going to hurt me over & over & over in ways worse than being here or not here anymore.

theres this seed that grows in the desert. the thing is, its going to die, right? theres no way it can grow there. im thinking abt how folks like me end up here, & what comes after. i dont want to leave home. isnt that the cruelest thing to my spirit & to the physical lives of everyone who is severed from my presence? maybe that cruelness isnt so bad. the thing is, the desert is everywhere. the seed might learn to get carried in the wind toward an unfamiliar stretch of desert. whose to say if the forests of origin still exist? can succession occur in this place that has been treated as garbage? its a paradise for those desert-dwelling folks. but seeds are only here to die. it feels like punishment. i dont want to grow scales & crawl with the rest of the folks who live. they have hurt & abused & chuckled while i have been withering. i dont blame them for living, but i will not forgive & become them either. they r the ppl i have grown up being told to love, for their love sustains my short moment of being. what do ppl like me do? it doesnt matter bc they arent me. the ones who survive r the ones i feel resentful toward. they betray me, they pretend to love me as much as they love the desert, they gaslight me into wanting this life. i am not grateful. maybe if i live long enough, i will become a vibrant poison. otherwise, this refusal is retribution enough.

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