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stayallnite · 1 year

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nowplaying Gangster Blues by Mattafix out of Signs Of A Struggle

#nowplaying #mattafix #signs of a struggle

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my-autism-adhd-blog · 3 months

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Signs of Autistic Burnout

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#autism #actually autistic #autism burnout #signs of burnout #autism struggles #personal experiences #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #actually neurodivergent #feel free to share/reblog #neurodivergent_lou (Facebook)

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anntickwittee · 4 months

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TAMORA PIERCE HAS RETIRED!?!?

#tamora pierce #noooooooo!!!#she's everything to me #I never got my last 2 circle of magic books signed either #ok #breathing #I knew she was struggling with her health #I'm so sad she's not doing well #sending her all of my good thoughts and prayers

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inkskinned · 1 year

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one of the things about having an unstable parent is that it can so easily ruin your future. you want to get out, but getting out takes having agency. it takes the resume and the grades and the stellar community service history.

but you have to choose your battles. you know if you sign up for an after-school activity, it'll be okay for a while, so long as the activity is parent-approved and god-fearing. over time, like all things, it will become an argument (i can't keep carting your ass to these things) or a weapon (talk to me like that again, see if you get to go to practice). sometimes, if you love the thing, it's worth it. but you also know better than to love something: that's how they get you. if you ever actually want something, it will always be the center of their attention. they will never stop threatening you with it. telling you of course i'm a good parent, i came to all of those stupid events.

you learn to balance yourself perfectly. you can either have a social life or you can have hobbies. both of these things will be under constant scrutiny. you spend too much time with her, you should be at home with family is equally paired with you're acting like this because you're addicted to what's on that goddamn screen. you cannot ever actually win, so everything falls within a barter system that you calculate before entering: do you want to learn how to drive? if so, you'll need to give up asking for a new laptop, even though yours died. maybe you can work on a computer at the library. of course, that would mean you'd be allowed to go to the library, which would mean something else has to bleed. nothing ever actually comes free.

and that bitter, horrible irony: you could be literally following their orders and it still isn't pretty. they tell you to get a job; they hate that your job keeps you late and gives you access to actual money. they tell you to do better in school; they say no child of mine needs a tutor. they want you to stop being so morose, don't you know there are people who are really suffering - but they revile the idea you might actually need therapy.

you didn't survive that fall the way other people would. you've seen other people scramble and get their way out, however they could. maybe you were made too-soft: the answer didn't come to you easily. it wasn't quick. it was brutal and nasty. some people even asked you why didn't you just work hard and escape during school? and you felt your head spinning. why didn't you? (they control your financial aid. they control your loan status. they love having that kind of thing). maybe in another life you got diagnosed sooner and got the meds you needed to actually focus and got attention from the right teachers who helped you clear hurdles to get up out of here - but for now? here?

the effort of trying. the effort of not-dying. that kind of effort was absolutely agonizing.

#writeblr #btw i got out #even though i felt this way #i was undiagnosed and was in a particularly fucked up situation #(it's complicated lol)#i had no money and no way out #no car no license . i still had a curfew at 22 years old #and still. i got out.#you can get out too.#i wasn't allowed to literally do anything after school we were pretty much only allowed 1 hobby #and STILL i got out.#it wasn't bc i was particularly smart or capable or clever. it's that 1. i got lucky & 2.#i knew there had to be The Rest of The World #and I wanted to at least VAGUELY get to the Rest of the World before i gave up trying #sometimes it's the spite that gets u thru it. that sense - fuck u #FUCK YOU ACTUALLY.#im gonna make my own life u stupid bitch. since u seem so convinced i could never REALLY do it.#whenever ppl are like <3 just cut out ur parents <3 im like <3 have u never been poor lol <3 #<3 i needed them to sign my loans <3 #<3 bestie not every person who is struggling is going to be able to make the grades and hero status to get a free ride.#and guess what baby!! we still deserve to get out and have a good life.

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envysparkler · 24 days

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Imagine Tim's fake uncle getting like, seriously concerned about the welfare of this kid. He thought he was being hired for a stand-in or something, but this kid apparently seriously does not have any parental supervision and he's getting more and more sure that Tim Drake should not be left to his own devices. Add to that that Bruce Wayne keeps glaring at him, he's pretty sure Batman is tailing him, and why is Red Hood writing threatening messages on the wall about cuckoo birds?

Tim: don't worry about it. I'm 90% sure that's fake blood.

#fic ideas #outsider pov #poor guy #he's just a struggling actor #he didn't sign up for bat melodrama

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thasorns · 5 months

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– Seventy Years of Sleep # 4. nikka ursula (n.t)

#the sign #the sign the series #thesignedit #babe tanatat #billy patchanon #tusersilence #userlinnea #esmetracks #zeystuff #gif: tsts #gif: quote #choosing fonts and positioning them is always a struggle with me BUT I made the set finally #now I'll just leave this here and go b/c I can't look at it anymore

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criesinspanishxp · 1 month

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Thought I’d share a different angle of Diva Sam standing up to wave at all of us while he waited for Jacob to finish signing books

#jacob anderson #sam reid #jam reiderson #sam and jacob took so much time to sign stuff and take pics they were so sweet #poor jacob was struggling with all the dried up markers #mine being the first marker he used that didnt work 🙃#shoutout to everyone who loaned him a marker lmao

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fumifooms · 8 months

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My world shattering when I realize that Chilchuck is underweight

Post-canon Chilchuck stops dieting and gains weight real

Edit: I am going to SCREAM

#Dungeon meshi #chilchuck tims #give him the dad bod. He earned his beer belly #It makes me sad please retire and let yourself live. Gonna draw him chubby.#Someone mentioned that with the changeling incident halfling Marcille and dwarf Laios had a hard time keeping up with the others’ pace #Which implied that Chilchuk is normally kind of running everywhere with the party #He doesn’t look toned tho he looks like he’s all skin and bones nooooo #Senshi feed this man #i reblogged with more evidence/interesting stuff btw #Isn’t it kinda messed up how half-foots don’t show the same physical signs of starving that other races do?#Who knows how many of them are malnourished. You can’t tell at a look #That does tie in with how other races dismiss them and their struggles tbh. Such “small” and “hard to notice” problems

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inthewychelm · 1 year

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ive been thinking about hard of hearing steve, who started losing his hearing after starcourt, the scoops troops are the first to find out because of how attached they are, robin erica and dustin all insist on steve learning to sign but he's insecure about learning a new language so they slowly learn and start teaching him

after vecna, eddie gets adopted to their little group and starts picking up on the signs and learning on his own, still struggles to hold a conversation, esp with the likes of robin or dustin, but he atleast knows simple words and phrases enough to communicate, eddie also gets into the habit of signing ILY to steve before he leaves, except steve rarely studies asl on his own most of what he remembers is from robin/erica/dustin, who never thought to teach him that specific sign, so steve just thinks eddie is just being a metalhead throwing up a 'rock on' gesture, hes still absolutely endeared by eddie doing this but he doesn't realize that eddie saying he loves him everyday, what follows is a ridiculous amount of pining where only steve doesn't know because everyone else know what that sign means, he only finds out because after gossiping with robin(who has tried to tell steve that its reciprocated) about eddie, erica interupts their convo by telling steve that eddie tells him he loves steve everyday (that clown is so obviously in love with you, how are you still pining? you're supposed to be a expert, steve?)

(edit 07/23: this fic is now on ao3)

#she says this loudly in the middle of an empty family video eddie walks in during the middle of the argument that follows #immediately gets roasted and gets a boyfriend bc steve is not running from the chance in front of him #yes i am projecting my hearing loss onto steve deal with it #also i dont like the idea that steve hates himself for losing his hearing even if its from tramua bc it makes me feel shitty about mine #instead i like to think he leans into it like a grandpa he might never get hearing aids or maybe he does and avoids ever turning them on #but i do think he would be insecure about trying to learn a new language when he previously has shown to struggle with school #so even after eight months of learning he's still kinda learning basic signs while the other scoop troops are catching on more #hard of hearing steve is something so personal to me #stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #hoh steve harrington #hard of hearing steve harrington #stranger things headcanons #steddie ficlet

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wishlands · 5 months

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there’s nothing you have to do. there’s nothing for you to do. creation is finished, what is there left for you to “try” and manifest? there is no need to try & no need to attempt — only the need to accept your guaranteed, inevitable success.

don’t check for results or proof, creation is done. don’t obssessively affirm, creation is done. don’t seek out movement, creation is done. don’t look for new signs, creation is done. you’ve already passed the finish line! there is nothing left for you to do!!

you have your desires NOW, whether or not they show up in the 3d yet. this is an objective fact of life, so live like it. you don’t have to do anything if not just be, and enjoy having all your desires fulfilled. ♡

#made this post because i struggle with checking or looking for signs. here is a reminder for myself (and whoever needs it) that its DONE.#i have nothing to do. i just need to vibe and flourish like i was meant to.#law of assumption #manifestation #loa #neville goddard #manifesting #girlblogging

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rovetrade · 5 months

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#kglw #intrasportposting #tumblr struggled really hard to post this the first time i tried to and maybe that shouldve been a sign

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luckys-last-brain-cell · 4 months

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If your tumblr is a safe space for you and you want to keep it fairly light, please don't feel pressured to post things. Even the things that say "if you dont reblog this you're a terrible person". I promise not reblogging that strongly worded post will not make you the worst person alive, it will just make you someone who didn't reblog that post.

#signed someone with ocd who struggles with this

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my-autism-adhd-blog · 3 months

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Late Diagnosis of ADHD in Women