#she was so patient with me listening about bcg

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talked to school bestie 2 hours on phone god im out of breath with my chest hurting but it so worth the talk

#she was so patient with me listening about bcg #like i do not talk anyone about my relationship because why would i #but i talk to her and everything related to him flows out naturally #because she's know me since i was 9 and we've gone through all these years together knowing each other's personality like no ones #and ofc i didn't start out of nowhere she really wanted to know she said this is serious for us #and i giggled because yes all the times ranting to each other about silly crushes but this is a serious thing #and i could let her know everything and she was so patient so listening towards me #so considerate so tender i almost wanted to say how i miss seeing her face everyday and talking shit until we're both panting with all the #talking #i miss her being in her life actively #god im so grateful for her #she understands me so much not to mention she knows parts of me better than me #i need to let her know next time this everything i mean i have couple of times but yk #im so full of emotions rn