#sadgorl

[limetimo]

RAB fics i read (Feb 24)

you do it naturally (move me, baby) by Anonymous James/Reglus/BArty smut (kinky)

At The Library(english version) - (Bartylus Oneshot) ABO by Fanfiqueiro__00 Bartylus ABO smut (sweet)

i must sin by Anonymous james/regulus/barty smut (vampire barty)

Heart of the Lion by PhantomGrimalkin Remus/regulus, plot and smut, trans regulus, v nice

Pavane for a Dead Prince by redsuit Regulus died when he was 9 and then again when he was 18. I'm assuming his debt to Death will be paid when he destroys horcruxes? Bartylus but im suspecting Jegulus endgame (no, i did not look at the tags too closely). we stan Pandora

PS. I Hate You by SnarkyMagpie ♥♥♥ the best friend' brother trope we know and love, beautiful execution

Mortal Once More by SheOfTheBookAndSong regulus takes snape's place in the narrative

So Determined to Drag Him Back by KrisKikstorky part of Regulus/Voldemort ABO series, Regulus isn't in this one chapter but im screaming none the less. smut

Pillow Talk by cywscross soft post-war regulus with owen from fast and furious

The Wolf and the Woodsman by PhantomGrimalkin little red rding hood retelling with Prince!Regulus and werewolf/woodsman remus

Harry Potter and the Year That Should Have Been Normal by 3andaHalfGayWizardsinaTrenchcoat in 1995 harry died by voldemort as per mysterious penpal's instructions and got his godfather back from the veil thank to the mysterious RAB panpal

Stop Worrying And Hold Me Again by adore_via0 soft bartylus sleepover

Best Part of Waking Up by starling011, TemieTem remus/sirius/ragulus smut with plot

The Campaign by Wouldntyouliketoknowweatherboy04 This is super interesting! In bull-headed attempt at proving his parents wrond about him, Sirius is running for the Mayor of London. Regulus somehow ended up disowned and living with his boyfriend James, James' ex gf Lily and their son Harry, Lily's gf Mary, and their friend Remus and Remus' son Teddy. When Sirius gets cornered by the papparazzis in front of the polycule's house it somehow leads to the 7 scroundels moving into Sirius' house for publicity. Will the forced proximity help the brothers recconect? Will Sirius heed Snape's advice and date Remus for clout? really excited for this one

Blue Bird (bluebird) by LoonyHarr1son jegulus with good slytherins, the gryffindors forget about james' b-day

Crazy Ex-Boyfriend by AmethystHeart2421 This was really good! Remus stalks his long-time crush Sirius (and ends up sleeping with the little brother instead)

the golden king by maladaptivewriting needs no itroduction, regulus dies then goes to school with golden trio and then and then and then

Past Zero Hour by anonymsly !!!! ♥♥♥♥♥ !!!!!

all I want by Zazzander Regulus is an alpha with a bg heart and a bigger pack

Twisting Fate by Anonymous time travellig sirius

unremarkable days. by sadgorl sirius si fighting custody battle for regulus and falling apart at the seams

Why You Should Run Away To Brazil (A “Guide?” By James Potter) by Charliemaraudersfan86 james finds out he's bipolar and doesn't handle it really well. but its ok his boyfriends are willing to wait

More than Magic by Hometown_Nerd squib-ified regulus takes custody of harry ect very good very nice

Gods Under Broken Skies by IndigoIrisis regulus dies and goes back in time with no fucks to give

Contractual Courtship by Killaurey I'M HYPED regulus/lily

White lies take all of the color from you by strawberrywinedrunk regulus got preggo, lived, and now his daughter is causing mischief at hogwarts and voldemort is back and oh well. Very good

The ache of knowing everything was gonna change by strawberrywinedrunk carna accidentally time travels to marauders era and accidentally pulls her dad along. oh well they'll just kick voldy's ass sooner

Don't go Icarus, don't forget your father by White_marigold unlce barty explains to harry that he can't be adopted because nobody would give a baby to a transitioning teenage single mother already struggling with one baby

Pegasus and chai by White_marigold james finds out he's a dad... to twins....

If We Have Each Other by aithusarosekiller Regulus has a bad day and a bit of a public meltdown and outs his secret relationship with james to sirius

Thinking Of You by aithusarosekiller remus/regulus, cute

The Ice Feels Colder Without You by FlowerLikeLotus teenage regulus faceplants on ice, gets disowned, moves in with his also disowned brother, dates teh brother's best friend, goes back to ice skating

i love to wake up next to you (i love to hold you close) by CanYouHearMyFear jegulus smut (watersports)

on behalf of the good dark by FiresFromOurHearts the series where draco is reincarnated regulus

Fated to Fall by ouzell soulmates jegulus au

Darker than Black by mariesanasz

Little Stars Server Birthday & Holiday Fics smut on top of smut on top of smut ft black bros incest

so give me all you've got (i can take it) by JohnnysLittleMonster, Sagiko_AKA_RegulusBlackKinnieBITFW james survived voldemort, regulus and pandora took care of teh horcruxes

‘Cause Boy We’re Gold by Disco_serpant fare dating bartylus

Late by cassiopeiablack1994 way too late sirisu and james realise that they're totally in romantic and sexual love with each other, hurting their spouses in the process. future regulily

Creamy Italian by starling011 bartylus smut

Hot for Teacher by starling011, TemieTem regulus has a really bad divorce, moves to wales colose with his brother, and starts falling in love with the local adorable teacher james

Death is an Art - I am an Artist by Narratiuncula regulus dies but death thinks he was cool doing it, and sends him to another universe to be reborn as a child of Hades. Regulus is now a diAngelo, the older brother to Nico and Bianca (PJO)

When the sun sets by northernnovel regulus and james fake date so that james would notice regulus§

I Wish You Would by earthmoonstars musicians au fake dating to real dating regulus

How to live (when you've long been dead) by DisorganizedKitten Danny Fenton crossover (regulus adopts danny)

Seven Months Away by DisorganizedKitten for AnOceanOfQuietThoughts It'd be nice if Regulus could just kill Voldemort and go home to his (doubtiously aquired) children instead of sitting in endless meetings... Barty is here to make sure that Voldemort never stands between a Regulus and a baby.

you flower, you feast. by Salviaqueer T4T regulily smut

Uncharted by bonafake Reg and lily meet on the way to prongsfoot wedding

#regulus black #fic rec

[mvnvgedmischief]

it’s about time for a pinned post!

hi everyone! i’m sami! i’m 24 and i have loved the marauders for most of my life. i’ve been active in writing spaces on tumblr for like 10 years (cringe) and i’ve had this blog for about three. i figured it’s time for an introduction.

what i write:

most of the time i write wolfstar and wolfstar adjacent content. i love all of the marauders, but character studies into sirius and remus have always been my bread and butter. i love the dynamic. that being said, i also cover friendships between our boys, family dynamics of the lupin and black/potter family, and i do write a fair few aus.

a bit about me:

i’m 24, i graduated from college in 2021. i went abroad to london in 2020. i have a full time job as a finance recruiter but i majored in religion after i dropped out of art school. i’m a lesbian, i have a butch gf who i love very very much. i read harry potter the first time as a kid, and i’ve loved them ever since. jkr blows!!!! anti terf!!!!

my shit:

all of the stuff i write should be tagged as #my shit.

where you can find me:

my personal blog is @diazepcm my ao3: account is sadgorl, and you totally can ask me for my discord

my most popular works:

unremarkable days

evergreen

bad luck

lay me gently in the cold, dark earth

shit i wrote on tumblr

buy me a cup of coffee:

ko-fi.com/mvnvgedmischief

#pinned post

[kimhortons]

nakita ko sa tiktok yung screenshots ng issue ni H2 sa mama niya, naiyak ako sa last part nung humingi ng pasensya si H2 about nga sa issue. grabe may mga ganon kalala pala talagang magulang. pero hanga ako sa pasensya niya at pagmamahal niya kahit ganon yung nanay niya, ako yung na-stress at nahirapan maimagine ko palang na ganon yung sitwasyon e. lakas maka manipulative sadgorl ng nanay niya, sana yun nalang maisipan din ni H2, mukhang kailangan din ng nanay niya ng professional help talaga, hindi normal na magulang ang magsasalita ng ganon. hay. bigla rin tuloy ako napaisip sa sitwasyon ng pamilya ko, though iba iba naman tayo ng kwento sa mga issues natin sa family. wala lang hirap talaga pag usapang pamilya. huehue

#blah

[whomst-the-hell]

the remus centric wolfstar marauders fic where remus has a secret delinquent muggle life and friends? did you mean bad luck by sadgorl?

#this is a fic rec. #marauders #remus lupin #wolfstar #wolfstar fic rec

[hyperako]

mini kwento • 06012023

morning? tamang breakdown and relapses bago mag lunch, tamang gaslight sa sarili, konting pa sadgorl moment, at malalang self questioning ng mga bagay bagay.

anyways, ingat kayo today! sana masarap ang ulam nyo at sana ngumiti tayo palagi kasi wala tayo choice kundi lumaban araw araw.

[heyyitsmah--thoughts]

HAHAHAHAHAHA Edi sige ikaw na. baka magpaka sadgorl ka nnaman

[artinthusiast]

Life take aways

so since ang stance ko nga with life is just earn (not financially), learn (not just literally the curricular-bookish-type-of-learning) and gather feelings and experiences pero dapat it comes with realizations and observations -tingin ko talaga ito yung entrance sa exam sa next realm, habang nasa cr kanina e naisip kong ilist na itong mga take aways ko in life, so far.

[college] wag masyadong maging masaya kasi iiyak ka later. lagi ko tong sinasabi sa mga college mates ko kapag napansin kong masyado na kaming mahaharot at feeling ko kasi e may quota lang yung tawa naten everyday. di ko alam na it’s a common thing pala, so common the world actually had a term for it - cherophobia. hindi ko na maconfirm kung naniniwala pa ba ko dito up to now kasi parang di naman na ko nagiging overly happy lately (waw sadgorl? haha)

[pre-adulthood] dapat meron kang kahit isang dish lang, na magiging specialty mo. marunong ka man mag-luto or kahit hindi, dapat meron kang isang dish na you can own it!

[taxpayer este employed] pag may sobrang pera, may dadating na gastusin and it’s usually a very bad type of gastos. so bad like sickness, bill for hospital, sirang gamit all of a sudden even death, as in pambayad sa hospital para mailabas na yung body. can’t help not to think of it kasi it actually happened. kaya alanganin akong magipon ng malaki before kasi takot akong magkaron ng malaking pera dahil parang the bigger the money, the worse the problem na darating. this is not a defense mechanism or an alibi to spoil myself kasi di talaga ako magastos lalo before ni hindi mo ko mapapabili ng gamit ko puro sa bahay lagi kaya parang naging dagdag-isipin pa sakin yan before paano ko mapapalabas yung pera na di ako nasasayangan.

[entering adulthood] it’s very important na yung dalawang pundasyon ng isang pamilya ay totoong nagmamahalan. well someone just actually told me this one before and nung time na yun di pa nga sya nag-sink in pero as time goes by na tumatanda ako with my family, dun ko narealize na it’s actually true. POV ka man ng  as husband/wife or as the parent, ito dapat talaga yung aim at itry mong ikeep mo, kasi mahirap yung concept na nag-hohold together nalang yung family dahil sa mga anak. pag yung mag-asawa they genuinely and honestly love and care for each other, everything else will follow, kasi nakikita yan ng mga anak. aaand v.v. kung hindi kayo ganun, e nakikita din ng mga anak. 

clean vibes a.k.a. intentions are not just important, but also healthy. wala yang mga pa-furniture setup ng feng shui kung yung mga tao sa loob ng bahay or any space ay may angst and grudge sa isa’t isa, hinding hindi papasok yung swerte. actually kahit hindi kayo parang nasa battle royale na physically may tension, or even kahit behind backs lang e you’re talking shit against each other, kahit walang ganun pero may burried issues kayo with isa’t isa na parang cold war - it won’t work. it would never. the blessing of the universe would never be in your favor. of course shit happens di naman perpekto ang mga human beings i know pero yun nga yung point, dapat ni-rereconcile hindi binubury and finofossilized sa kaluluwa mo. actually pag nasa ganyang point na nga kayo dun na lalong nagiging pabor yung universe sainyo kasi parang kumabaga natutuwa sila sainyo na ginagamit mo ng maayos yung isa sa sandamukal na function na pinrogram sayo as a human.

karma is a bitch. sobrang clichè i know, pero naniniwala talaga ko dito. kaya ako nagmumukang mabait e kahit malayong hindi naman, dahil lang kasi alam kong babalik sya and it’s usually so damn fast pag dating sakin. anyways, yung sinasabi nila na hayaan mo na sila, karma na bahala dyan. damn it’s actually not a myth and it’s li-te-ra-lly true. tho it mostly happens pag di ko intentionally na hahayaan na lang sila, sadyang siguro wala ako sa mood magalit that time, and i just let it pass ganon- and that’s the sign. a bad sign actually, kaya iniisip ko pag nagagalit ako, swerte mo nagagalit ako kasi kung hindi, yung universe yung magagalit for me, and you wouldn’t like it. i mean -maaksidente ng motor? mawalan ng work? bitch puhleaze.

if there’s a situation na binigay sayo na kaya mong gawin, do it. pag kaya mong ibigay, give it. ito talaga yung napansin kong nakakapag-piss off ng universe eh, kaya as much as i can afford it, binibigay ko. ‘yan madali lang kasi proven na bumabalik naman, minsan nga mas malaki pa. pero yung “gagawin” na part, yung bibigyan ka ng opportunity and all you have to do is do it, dito ko palaging nadadali. at once na i-fuck up mo yan, dude i’m telling you, sunod-sunod na yan! tipong gusto ko talagang bigyan ng leksyon ng universe at gigil na gigil sila sayo kasi sinisira mo yung plano nila, hello freewill lol. siguro pinagmumura ka na nun kung nasan man sila, ”taenang ‘tong taong di na naman sumunod sa gameplay dinedelay yung timeline hayup!” hahahha. Ewan ko, eventually dadating ulit yung ganong opportunity, probably ‘yun talaga kasi ‘yung meant sayo kaya hangga’t di mo yun ginagawa e you would just be stuck circling in a loop, pero bago nila i-latag sayo yung contingency plan nila e totorturein ka muna nila because you’re causing them repetitive work. 

---- to be continued, alam ko sobrang madami pang iba kaso this is all i can recall at the moment. brb xD

[thehopeless-wandererr]

Just wana cuddle tho damn

#sadgorl

[tiinfoiil]

I’m hungry, but I’m starting to see my rids when I raise my arms so I think I will skip out on food haha

#progress #ana #sadgorl #sorrymom

[limetimo]

RAB FICS I READ May

L'Astre Noir by Calypte black bros being bros (6 years age difference)

unremarkable days. by sadgorl focus wolfstar, regulus is in sirius' custody

This Is Why I Hate Mondays by AtomicMint crack spoofs

What We Do For The Cause by piximera for greenmegsnoham regulus seduces voldy to learn his secrets. it sucks (the plan, not the fic)

Take my love as the antidote, use me to treat your pain by fairies_withspirits sirius and regulus having comfort sex

Little Star (How Could I Love You If I Stayed?) by fairies_withspirits black bros cest

Two Knights Defence by Keysie  idk man dorcas regulus and remus are all werewolves under Queenie's plotty plots

We are Malfoys and we are Blacks: Pre-Hogwarts by Kiramiel regulus reborn as draco's twin

A Boy and his Cat by aCanadianMuggle regulus spends time with sirius secretly

Draco Malfoy and The Portrait at the End of the Hall little draco finds Regulus' portrait in the Manor. it changes things

been waiting a lifetime (to be with you) by justprompts harry and draco time travel

Three's Family by darkbluedark draco and harry time travel to Wiz war 1

Moonlight Shenanigans by puddinghater26 regulus went with snape and got werewolfed

El Reyezuelo de El Dorado by AmethystHeart2421 for greenmegsnoham regulus is wanting to fuck a werewolf, specifically his brother's boyfriend. it um kinda backfires???? idk its been a while since i read it

hair dye by justice_for_rab wrong number au jegulus

you'd ruin me with a smile by Valeriesgirl wrong number au jegulus

no ones gonna love you by allforthegayz wrong number au jegulus

The Cadence of Part-time Poets by motswolo wolfstar focus band au regulus is there

black, mirror shards by puddinghater26 sirius leaves Regulus the mirror when he runs away flash forward to the cave you get the gist very angsty very powerful very beautiful

Tale As Old As Time by xojosten Regulus and James get yot forward in time to golden trio's 8th year

to the dark lord by justwhatialwayswanted  !!!!!!!!!!! good shit. not joining voldemort not joining dumbledore but a secret third thing (creating a side of your own)

A Little Bird Told Me by MidnightStargazer regulus doesnt go to the cave and claims imperius. it's a bummer when voldy comes bakk in 95

The Sounds of Us by Sniper_Jade regulus/remus, regulus' music sooths remus' werewolf pains, v cute premise

Wolfsbane of My Existence by AmethystHeart2421 ravenclaw remus, remus/regulus

**Bonus Scene** - Shower Wank by AmethystHeart2421 wolfsbane of my existence regulus wanks in the shower

Sky Full of Stars by TowardTheStars focus is sirius and child sexual abuse in hollywood, mind the tags it gets really fucked up around chapter 18ish. severus/sirius, regulus is freinds with severus and lily

Umbrella Drinks by Patriceavril for nanneramma the suit life of peter and regulus (yes i made it a zac and cody reference lol)

Crimson Rivers by bizarrestars for moonymoment  i didn't read it because i knew it'd make me sad but ppl are going bonkers over it. hunger games au

The Journal of Regulus Arcturus Black by gokioh draco finds regulus' journal. it helps him make better decisions re: voldy

Waters Run Deep by knight_bus_of_doom crying creaming throwing up. can be rad alone but you really should read the first part of the series to get the maximum emotions out of it

The Only Faith We Have (is faith in us) by orphan_account jegulily modern muggle detectives au

The Life and Death of Regina Black by Sniper_Jade trans regulus said fuck it we ball

New Year's Eve, 1981 by MidnightStargazer this was really good. reading the series The Ancient and Ever-Changing House of Black is adviced

the hold you have on me by mcplestreet for swoons james smells regulus in his amoretia and gets really stalkery about it

grow as we go by quynhorlose sirius and his hair centric

Domestic Fluff (literally) by Zoya1416 they go fabric shopping!

Reborn from the Ashes by MidnightStargazer regulus teaches ancient runes and hunts horcruxes and also sirius escapes azkaban

I was enchanted to meet you by coincidences vernon dies and petunia starts dancing the new mysterious bachelor from number 6 (regulus) very neat i loved it

daisy chain lovers by Beyond_the_Grace petunia/regulus this is such a tiny ship but omg

#fic rec #regulus black #scrolling through my history and seeing 4 wrong number/texting fics in a row is somehow even more embarrassing than a wall of PWP

[mvnvgedmischief]

Chapters: 14/? Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin Characters: Regulus Black, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin Additional Tags: Marauders, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Modern Marauders (Harry Potter), Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter), ok so this is mostly just sirius trying to take care of a traumatized regulus, Modern AU, Sirius trying to be a father figure, to his brother who was just removed from his home, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers, Artist Sirius Black, Writer Remus Lupin, Young Regulus Black, Past Child Abuse, Trauma, everyone is sad, Custody Battle, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, Past Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Anorexia, Eating Disorders, Domestic Violence Summary:

Sirius black is trying to be a good man, a good brother, a good person. Sirius has a steady job designing book covers for a publishing house, a flat he never leaves, and a traumatized brother who was just removed from the custody of his parents. All in all, it's wildly unremarkable.

//announcement: updates every week/two weeks!!

#wolfstar #wolfstar fic #modern marauders #unremarkable days #sirius x remus #wolfstar fan fiction #artist x poet au

[kimhortons]

medyo napahaba kong take away:

as someone na mabarkada noon, sobrang dami ko rin nito haha. pero kadalasan parang na-ghost lang ako, kasi bigla nalang kami di nag usap ganon haha. tsaka parang nagsimula ‘to lahat ever since lahat kami nag seryoso sa buhay, nagkawork, syempre adulthood, may iilan nalang talaga na nagkakaron ng small interactions.

yung pag categorized or pag level ng friendships din relate ako. haha. meron kasi nung kahit hindi mo madalas makita at di mo laging kausap, solid parin, meron nung kapag ang tagal mo di nakausap, parang awkward na. alam niyo yon?—di ko maexplain pero gets niyo yon. nakwento ko na ata yun dito e haha.

nung una ang hirap nito saken kasi sobra ako mag value ng friendship, like Mel, friendship love talaga ang second greatest saken, parang first pa nga siya noon kasi ever since ang gulo na talaga ng family ko, mga friends ko talaga takbuhan ko. nakaka sad lang nung—di naman first time—nagka problema ako sa family nung lockdown days pa ‘to, wala akong mahagilap na friends. tumblr people lang ang meron ako non, at iilan na friends outside tumblr. wala yung mga inaasahan kong malalapitan ko, though hindi naman ako totally ng reach out sakanila para tulungan ako. i just thought na baka magets nila at magkusa sila. (uy toxic trait) haha. inintindi ko nalang na baka may kanya kanya din silang problema na dinedeal.

kahit minsan na natetake for granted nalang ako, di nila nakikita yung effort ko para i-keep ‘tong friendship na ‘to, love ko parin sila. yung iniintindi mo sila pero ikaw inintindi ka ba nila? charot sadgorl yern? haha. eme lang. kung super close friends tayo at may nasabi kang di ko nagustuhan, call out kita at wag na muna tayo mag usap. saka nalang pag okay na ko. di ko alam kung toxic ba yon. haha. masyado akong honest at open e, siguro dahil sa trauma narin nung nagkaron ako ng isang fall out, dahil lang di ako nagexplain bakit di ako namansin haha. ngayon parang nasosobrahan naman ako sa pagka vocal. huehue.

basta yun, ma-value ako sa friends, di rin ako basta basta nagka-cut off. depende nalang sa level ng friendship natin. kaya siguro ganito rin ako magbigay ng chance sa romantic relationships ko e. parang sinasagad ko rin haha. pero pag nag break tayo at after ilang years okay na ko, papansinin parin kita pero hanggang dyan ka nalang, di ka na makakakuha ng premium saken ganon haha.

#Spotify

[dehydratedanddepressedmyguy-blog]

Hi my name is ready for death

#depression #spicy memes #sad boi hours #sadgorl #memeculture #hot memes #memes #meme

[isadgorl-blog]

02/06/20 838pm

#sadgorl

[sadgorl258-blog]

Somehow being told I’m a good person makes my heart hurt more while going through everything. Somehow it makes my actions hurt me more. Somehow being told that they think I’m a genuinely nice human, makes it feel bad that there’s the stipulation of it being despite how my ‘man isn’t appreciating’ me. Somehow this hurts worse. I guess maybe I thought if I wasn’t a good person, I deserved it? Maybe now I deserve it more

#sadgorl #sadgirl #sad boi hours #thoughts

[crazygaykirby]

The heteros makes me upsetero

But I cry when they say, that they're gay

Because I fall for them, but they end up liking men

No butterflies and flowers, only sad girl hours

I like women too, but I think I give them flu

So the only lover I got, is Kermit the frog

#sadgorl #why do i even bother #1 am ramblings