#right now it’s trigun for me

[oneguardian15]

anyone else ever get like emotionally dependent on a certain hyperfixation? like your main and nearly only source of joy comes from that thing and content for it and it’s like the main thing you think about or that’s in the back of your mind all day? and it’s like you’re so dependent on it, and you’re aware of it, to the point where it’s like you’re blissful but also deeply sad at the exact same time when thinking about it or consuming it? it’s like a bone deep euphoric melancholy… and it’ll consume you for a while until you slowly become less dependent on it. and it’s like you don’t get to choose when that is. it just happens. either slowly or all at once. maybe another hyperfixation takes it place or something. anyway, yeah, i get like that sometimes. never know how long it’ll last.

#right now it’s trigun for me #if i’m not listening to the music or looking at the spiky husbando i’m in despair #i’ve watched my fave scenes from the show several times in just the past few days #watched the show like twice in the past week #it would be more if i didn’t have a job. but i still gotta adult #but like i’m super aware of it this time which is almost worse #so i’m trying to control myself #i need to chill #but it’s not easy #played some genshin last night just to keep my hands busy and my mind off of it #this happened to me six months ago with one piece too #was totally blissful until it started making me sad and then it was both #so #yeah i’m simultaneously happy and sad #weird feeling #like an out of body experience or something #anyway #interview with the guardian

[kitamars]

im not immune to mermay it seems

#listen. i will shove eriks into any situation i can as is my god given right #also i had to doodle that quick comic for them last night or i thought i was gonna die #also…..orca wolfwood…….simply for the black and white thing……. #i have no in depth thoughts on this au just vague fever dream ideas from 5 in the morning #but it was fun #they’re so stupid and annoying #say it with me now: #partners (affectionately derogatory) #vash #vash the stampede #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash x wolfwood #vashwood #mermay #trigun #trigun maximum #ok bye

[ryanthel0ser]

So I read Trimax...and rewatched Stampede after...

I cried so hard and for so long and so frequently that the next day my eyes and head still hurt. I think about it and just want to curl up and cry over it again. Tis peak 10/10, I am resisting the urge to read it all again. I will rewatch Tristamp and 98 another 10 more times.

#These quotes keep coming back to me when I'm trying to do stuff im being haunted #Trigun might take permanent residence in my head #I need those deluxe editions right now #I need an estimated release year for season 2 of tristamp from studio orange #im clawing at the walls im so in love with this series oh my god #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #tristamp #trimax #i dont think trimax is meant to be read in a less than 48 hour period cause im so emotionally drained #btw this is dated the 21st

[rayewarrrd]

matthew 5:9

#trigun #trigun fanart #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #uhhhhhhh this was supposed to be soft but something went wrong in the process #i mean. softer than it is right now. #anyway happy bday to me i guess! #my art

[ohitslen]

Angry Vash for me and myself specifically

also extra Vashwood:

#that’s right buddies. MORE FANGS #and also angry Stampede Vash because he deserves to go a little insane every now and then #with how things are going on around him I wouldn’t really blame him #also I’m so sure that the people who’ve seen Vash bet this pissed off are Knives and WW #you ever think about that? #again stampede exclusive content although WW is like a weird mixture of all adaptations #WW my spirit animal fs because i too would want for him to chew me like a dog toy #I am so SLEEPY BUT THIS WOULDNT LET ME KNOW REST #OKAY BYE IM FALLING ASLEE AS I WRITE #vash the stampede #trigun #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun fanart #trigun stampede #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #vashwood #nicholas the punisher #Vash fangs agenda #trigun comic

[funsize-cenobites]

The weight of knowing Nightow said in an interview that Vash avoids taking lovers and deepening most relationships because of the disparity of time between Humans and Plants and the pain that comes from that... Yet he explicitly chose Wolfwood; a man who's time had already been stolen from... to spend the rest of his tomorrows with...

Indescribable.

I am genuinely unsure how to recover from this level of longing. This acceptance of the inherent tragedy that makes love beautiful at its core: That impermanence.

Vash spent all that time avoiding and yearning. Loving always at arms length and loving so hard to try and make up for that. Then when he finally finds someone strong enough, who loves Vash the same. Someone that has even a snowballs chance in hell of understanding any part of him. he loses him. Not immediately though, that would've been a mercy. No, Vash got just enough time to realize how close he was.

Vash got to start building a home in Wolfwood just in time to see it collapse.

It's haunting in a way most of the media around these themes has rarely managed to be to me personally. Vash is possibly my favorite example of that one quote:

"Grief is just love with no where to go."

And god... Vash has so so so much love trapped inside.

#trigun #Trimax #Vashwood #Im straight losing my mind rn #They're all I can think about right now sorry #Sorry for putting all this in the tags but woo boy #I have to exercise the demons or they'll claw out of me #Also #trimax spoilers #I guess?? #trigun maximum spoilers

[weirdcat1213]

#do you know for long ive fucking had the screenshot #but i just now remembered i wanted to do this #thank you timeline for reminding me #ANYWAY YEAH I SAW THAT POST AND I WAS LIKE THATS HIM RIGHT THERE #MA BOI #ily john green #trigun #trimax #trigun maximum

[cozylittleartblog]

The sixty billion double-dollar man.

#trigun #trigun fanart #trigun 98 #vash the stampede #anime #art #illustration #highlight reel #yet another sopping wet cringefail little man has captivated me. woe #this image is so beautiful but i had to crunch it so hard in the current climate of the internet :( #art prints of this will be available on my you know what sometime today hopefully #im insane this came out so good. everyone clap right now

[redhotarsenic]

THE STORM IS ABOUT TO RAGE!!

(for the lovely @nowfallc)

#hi hi very very sorry for taking a million years forgive meeeeee #please accept this humble offering. pulling it out of my trench coat like it’s contraband. I’ve got the goods. #I’ll do another btw. I’m already formulating MANY evil plans. my villainy WILL continue <3 #hehehehehehe >:3 #now! excuse me while I collapse into a pile of bones! because this one killed me fr! 🙏 #also listen to the storm by machine girl NOW right NOW that’s what this is supposed to be based around so DO IT okay I COMMAND you! <3 #there’s a vibe I was trying to match! I don’t know if I accomplished it! but this picture is DONE as FUCK!! #trigun #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun stampede #trigun fanart

[rrogueamendiares]

sleepless nights

#ok so. this sooo messy but it's okay. wolfwood tits. #i wanted to make more doodles but then i went what if i colored this. and then i got distracted #also i am sooo self-critical abt anatomy and poses everything looks weird to me. i need to sign up for life drawing classes RIGHT NOW #anyway hes rotting my brain from the inside <3 #trigun #trigun 98 #nicholas d. wolfwood #trigun fanart #wolfwood fanart #my art

[lizkreates]

Auto-ejecting // Double action B)

#trigun #trigun stampede #vash #vash the stampede #stampede #who else is not ready for emotional damage stampede saturday?? #yasuhiro nightow rule gotta make everything look cool af #also hi I really don't draw much right now but trying to change that #trigun has awakened my creative energy #trigun got me into drawing so we're coming full circle here #my art

[lovexpeacexdonuts]

@taaamaaaooo1 on twitter

#trigun stampede #trigun stampede spoilers #vash the stampede #millions knives #trigun fanart #this makes me want to cry #realizing knives has never been shown genuinely happy as an adult in any version of this series #heartbroken for a fictional plant man right now #vash has probably spent over a century wishing he could hug his brother #why am I feeling all these feelings #crying in the club

[snekromancer-art]

Knives (based on trigun chapter #8: fifth moon) Michelangelo looking ass mf

#millions knives #trigun #trimax #trigun maximum #i am soooooo fucking trigun pilled right now its insane #i feel insane #inspired me enough to sketch but i still couldnt bring myself to finish it ahahaha #my art

[ba1laur]

m&ms

#me 1 month ago ughrahh need something that makes me draw peoplee. trigun: overwatch blonde woman angel reachung her hand towards me #why doesnbt the big yuri eat the little yuri png #fucking lovethat image bro #loooove her stampy desifn but i miss the cape foerever #anywaaaaay..ep 10 spoeiler?*scratches ass* now that old man yaoi is dead is it milly time #trigun stampede #meryl #milly #millie #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #ifdk which ones thge right one amin #fanart tag #trigun #art tag

[duncanor]

I still don't understand why Trigun was never mentioned anywhere on queer manga rec lists.. Like, even if you discard the gay and trans subtext,

Zazie and Elendira are right there. Like, that's canon rep. I've seen less popular animes/manga being recommended for less than that.

Why did Trigun fly under the radar that bad, I really don't get it.

#trigun #trimax #queer manga #Like I know zazie is basically a bunch of worms in a trench coat #But they still are canonically gender fluid like #They are #And Elendira is trans #And if you don't ignore the subtext #Vashwood is right there #And there's a lot of trans subtext for the twins #Like #This manga is queer as fuck #And it was popular 20 years ago!! #How did no one tell me about this #Huh #I can type right now queer manga rec and it will never be there #Why

[bobosbillionsknives]

LITERALLY Vash and Knives im telling you I was foaming at the mouth at this realization. It's literally them dude

#the way that the earth angel rose is closed off and the love and peace rose is open 😅 like whaaaat #literally them #knives closed off from the world. like whaaaat #also the fact that its specifically love and peace and not peace and love dude i was twitching the fuck out like there's no way #vash open to humanity like whaaaat what are we talking about right now loooool #liiike earth. angel. waht are wr talking about thats quite literally knives #watch me go into nature and be like “omfg trigun reference” brooo touching grass doesn't even help its literally a trigun ref im cursed #not like a gaf tho 🚬🚬🚬😂 #trigun #millions knives #vash the stampede