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random0lover · 1 year
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Hi! I was wondering if u can write how simon ghost riley reacts to if u want to fem!reader being all dolled up for an event or sumn. you imagine the rest 😭😭😭😭😭. love ur writing btw 🙏
A Day for First’s and Adding a Second
Pairing: Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x wife fem!reader
Summary: It’s your and Simon’s son’s kindergarten graduation so you have to dress nicely and Simon loves it. Also a little surprise at the end.
Word Count: 1,686
Warnings: slightly NSFW (grinding while fully clothed) so 18+, established relationship, fluff at the end, reader is called love once, Simon being all hot and bothered, Price is your dad 🫣, pregnancy mentioned towards the end, is fem!reader and should be POC friendly! If you notice anything that makes you feel otherwise please let me know! I never want anyone to feel excluded with/in my work ♡
Notes: This is my first Simon fic and I honestly don’t know how to feel about it. Part of me adores it and the other thinks it’s trash, either way I wanted to respond to this request as it’s so sweet and the idea is adorable. I hope I was able to do your request justice my love! Also flashback are in italics.
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You don’t often dress fancy but today your and Simon’s son was going to be graduating kindergarten. He goes to a private school at the moment so there were certain expectations and dress codes that you had to follow whether you wanted to or not.
The kids were all to wear navy blues and the parents were all to wear white or black. Everyone dressing formally.
You were currently getting ready in yours and Simons shared bathroom while Simon was helping your son finish getting ready.
You decided pretty quickly that while you would’ve loved to wear a white dress, being around children for up to three hours did not go well with the color white.
So you went with a black dress that reached right above your knees with loose sleeves that went down your arms to help make sure that you wouldn’t be cold with a neckline that was set right above your chest. The dress wasn’t to form fitting so that you would be able to sit for an hour or two without being uncomfortable or feeling constricted.
You were just finishing up your preferred makeup look when there was a light tap at the bathroom door.
You call out a small come in but start digging through the jewelry box on the counter that Simon had slowly been filling up over the years that you had been together no matter how much you protested against it.
You heard the door click open but didn’t hear Simon come in but you could feel his presence there, you always could.
“Hey Si, which necklace do you think I should wear?” You’re holding a necklace in each hand. The one in your right hand was the first necklace he had ever gotten you for your 6 month anniversary. It had two pear-shaped diamonds at the center surrounded by round-cut diamonds on a sterling silver chain.
The one in your left was a necklace that had been passed down through your family line and not too long ago your dad gifted it to you as a birthday present. It has 20 round shaped diamonds and in the center sits an oval shaped diamond with a white gold setting on a Singapore chain.
You usually didn’t have a hard time choosing a piece of jewelry but today you were slightly conflicted and his silence wasn’t helping.
You finally look up from the jewelry in your hand to look into the mirror and find Simon leaning against the bathroom door frame in an all black suit with gloves to match. He usually wears a black face mask out in public but he doesn’t have it on yet leaving it off until you were all ready to leave.
You feel his gaze slide along your body leaving a hot trail in its wake and you patiently wait until his eyes connect with yours in the mirror. Once they do you can’t help the sharp breath that escapes your mouth from the intense look he is holding in his dark brown hues.
A hum starts in your core when he steps towards you in three large steps and slightly leans his weight into you causing you to lean over the counter slightly.
You squeeze your eyes shut relishing in the heat surrounding you. Your lips part in a silent gasp when he slides his hand down your spine leaving it to settle on your hip and in the same moment runs his mouth along the arch of your neck and up to your ear.
“If we didn’t have somewhere to be I would take my time ravishing you against this sink.” His deep voice wraps around your body making goosebumps trail the lengths of your arms.
The impact of his words on your hazy brain makes you grind back against him, he lets out a small groan and rocks his hips into you while tightening his grip on your hip and pulling you back against him causing the perfect amount of friction.
You’re both lost in the moment trying to keep your moans and his grunts as quiet as possible so that your son didn’t hear.
Your body is getting hotter the longer you both claw at each other. It has been too long since the last time you’ve had the chance to feel each other's skin without being interrupted. You can tell that he’s getting close from the way his breath is puffing at your ear and he’s pulling you into him harder and harder, almost lifting your feet up off the ground.
Your ears are starting to ring from the pleasure and the rope in your stomach that is pulling taut when you hear little feet running across the house combined with giggling when you yank yourself away from Simon and open your eyes for the first time since this whole ordeal started.
You're busy trying to fix your dress and Simon is adjusting the bugle in his slacks when you hear the running stop outside yours and Simon's shared room before picking up again and the giggling sounding farther away.
He’s staring at you again when you look up at him making the fire in your body that was slowly sizzling out to start up again.
“The one your dad gave you.” You look at him confused for a moment and he smirks lightly, “the necklace.”
You look over at the two necklaces that had been carelessly tossed onto the counter during your moment. You pick up the necklace he said and offer it to him while moving your hair out of the way making your neck available for him.
You face the mirror and once he’s behind you you look into his eyes in the mirror, “Speaking of my dad,” you let out a sigh,”he offered to babysit tonight.”
He pauses mid wrapping the chain around your neck, his eyebrows lifting, “Price actually offered to watch him?”
You roll your eyes, “How many years have we been together and how old is our son now? I’m pretty sure my dad being mad at you is gone by now.”
He latches the necklace and slides his hand around you to grip your chin making sure your eyes stay connected in the mirror, “I don’t know,” he moves his mouth right up against your ear making you shiver, “I can still hear how mad he was when he found out his lieutenant was doing more than helping his captain's daughter move into her new flat.”
You sigh, mind flashing back to the day that all the tension between you and Simon finally snapped.
You had found a flat to finally move into and your dad was supposed to help you but something came up at work that was a bit more important so he sent over a man he knew he could rely on. What he didn’t know is that you and Simon had been fighting the urge to give into one another and you two being alone all day? It was bound to happen.
Price had walked in when Simon was helping you put the last of the furniture in which was your couch. You weren’t in a compromising position or anything but your neck was littered with love bites. You had a glow to you that you didn’t have that morning when you saw Price, and you were wearing Simon’s shirt leaving him with just a black wife beater on.
The man flew into a rage slamming his fist into Simon's face and a shocked Soap was left gawking until he kicked into gear yanking his captain up off of his lieutenant which was not an easy feat.
Simon didn’t fight back one bit as he knew that this was the reaction he was going to get. The captain had made one rule with his team, “Don’t touch my fucking daughter.”
It took months for your dad to even be okay with seeing you together at all. He could see how in love with each other you were and so the day Simon asked for his blessing he of course said yes.
You're pulled out of your thoughts from Simon sighing into your neck and gently kissing a sensitive spot. “Was thinking we could maybe make your favorite dinner and watch a movie?”
He nods, stepping away from you, “sounds good to me love.”
You give him a smirk in the mirror, “I also have a surprise for you.”
His eyes glide over you again focusing on how the dress hugs you in all the right places, “oh really? I’m going to hold you to that so no getting all cuddled up in my lap and falling asleep early.”
You know he’s teasing so you snort and roll your eyes before shooing him out of the bathroom trying to keep a knowing smile hidden, “I’m almost ready so why don’t you go get our little energy ball in his car seat.”
He gives you a quick kiss before walking out of the room and you hear him calling for your son. You listen for a moment to make sure he won’t be coming back and once you're sure you pull out a little key to unlock a part of the jewelry box.
You dig your hand into the open drawer and pull out a light blue rectangle box with a pink ribbon tied around it. Inside the box were three positive pregnancy tests. You wanted to be sure and didn’t want to get your hopes up so you wanted to take more than one.
You were so excited to tell him about the pregnancy as a few weeks ago he came to you asking if you would ever want another baby. You were hoping for a little girl this time around, the perfect addition to your family of three. Adding a second bundle of joy to your lives.
You hear Simon calling into the house for you and you yell back that you were coming. You put the little box back into the drawer and grab your purse and leave the room thinking about how your life is so different than what you thought it would be and honestly you couldn’t be happier.
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Hi my lovelies, I hope you liked this little fic! I wasn’t sure how to go about the ending so personally don’t know how to feel about it and would love some feed back. Anyways I hope you all have amazing days <3
Requests are open! I can not promise when or if I will write them but I do prefer requests that are slightly more specific as I find them a little bit easier to write but it’s not required. Thanks for reading my darlings ♡
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sofasoap · 10 months
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Sofasoap's Call of Duty Fic Rec
Always wanted to make a list of my very subjective CoD fic rec list, and also I promised my good buddy @groguspicklejar ( famous author of Beloved series) a list of fic recs, let me list some of my beautiful mutual's and some amazing writers and artists so they can go binge read.
Edit : I'll keep adding artist/writers on as I go. When my brain cells is functioning.
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@saltofmercury -Let's start off with the mother of my Mini MacTavish. The one who made me fell in love and hit the nail in the coffin for CoD fandom.
If you are into König, her " Break-in" series is a must read. check out her Soap fics too :) Masterlist
@floral-force - My bestie! delicious Simon/Ghost fics.
American Hospitality is my favourite. Or honeypot is guarantee making you crave for more :)
Check out their Mando fics too :)
@a-small-writer-in-a-big-world - You want slow burn? check out lovely Bear's "The Roommate Series". Wonderful progression of relationship between Simon and his room mate. Your Friendly Neighbor Soap and Shy reader, OH SO CUTE.
@deadbranch - Spy and Cold war style fics? You are in the right place. The killing moon and Dying sun series. Gut wrenching.
or check out the light hearted None Taken ( personal favourite!), threesome fics? Goth style Reader? Check out their MASTERLIST for full list of goodies.
@brewed-pangolin The president of "Soap Squad" club.
Fireside Whiskey - personal favourite. Soft and thoughtful Soap is just heaven. Kati's page is full of wonderful Soap deliciousness. check it out if you want some Soap fun.
@writeforfandoms  - Jen jen jen jen jen. Multifandom talent. AU Prodigy. But let's focus on the CoD here, Puppy Love - Price and puppy? can't go wrong with that. Born for Greatness and Howlin' For You Shifter!AU is my latest obsession here.
@random-thot-generator - Kris, The princess of Thotland and Thotlandia. Their latest work: A Patient Man - had me all hot and bothered. Sweet sweet Rudy. OH how can you be so sexy.
@jynxmirage, Jynx!!!! the one I blame for falling into Top Gun fandom. but that's not the point :P
Communication is Key - my current obsession :) Soft caring Price, oh give me this Captain price any day...
@as-is-above-so-below  - Oh Gezez, Simon X OC ( Freya ) fic The Captain is utterly brilliant. Angst, suspension, Thirst, smut... you name it, you get it.
@roosterr - my Fellow Nikolai fanatic, check out her "guardian angel"
series, action action action and of course, love story :)
@siilvan - another one of my fellow Nikolai fanatic, Aqua Regia
series , Nikolai the flirt, sexy flirt , complete with smut * smirk *
@homicidal-slvt - How can I forget the spark to my Lastochka series?
and one of my biggest supporter.
Check out their creative CoD Headcanons and full list of CoD works that will guarantee satisfaction.
@nrdmssgs - to round off my Nikolai fanatic club , and also brilliant artist, A heart full of pity series is one of my latest obsession featuring good old Nikolai.
@captainpriceslover - my crack fic inspo buddy ( miss you a lot!!!). the one gifted me ideas of Soap dispensers lol.
aiaigasa (相合傘) - featuring our TF141 sweet boy, Gaz, had my heart melting.
@starstruckmiraclekitty  - You want H/C and scenarios? * falling out of the bag * here is the place to go. :)
@random0lover - you want soft fluffy Soap? Hot Chocolate & Hoodies, you want angsty type of story? Open Wounds and War Paint
you get all with Kat!!!
@lethalchiralium , how can I forget Keri! ( I knew I forgot someone.. argh )
@namedlunagoddess - another 3Drender goddess. OH CHECK OUT HER Sowa Team fic if you are into Gromsko, its HOT SMUTTY DELICIOUS FIC.
The Happiness series, don’t let the title fool ya (well it does bring you happiness reading such talented writing) this story is like washing machine, throws your emotions all over the place, let you grip onto your chair, wanting more.
@mistydeyes so many awesome stories to choose from! My current favourite is "choose your flowers, carefully" Good old Gaz x reader story, and one of my favourite trope - childhood to lovers 🥺 please go check it out!
Now , Some brilliant artists:
@shkretart - This utterly utterly talented person, Price and Nikolai and Simon, will have your nose bleeding within 0.1 seconds.
@ave661 - out of this world 3Drenders always have my eyes popping out of the socket.
@nrdmssgs - mentioned once, should mention again, beautiful art :)
@wombywoo - TF141 boys in their dress uniform? YES PLEASE.
@loneghostwolf oh, another wonderful 3D render artist that bless us with wonderful food of the CoD boys
@hffhifjou - You want rugby boys? You get rugby boys :) and football. and all sort of deliciousness :)
@lululandd  - FROGGY CoD boys!!!!!!!! and wonderful fics too, please check THEM OUT MASTERLIST
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I am sorry If I miss out anyone. after 13+ hours at work I am exhausted.
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Sending this ask again since my internet is being wonky so ignore this if you got the other one!
But I’ve been having some… thoughts about roommates Simon. Reader knows that he’s touch deprived and so when Simon let’s her top one time, she doesn’t let him touch her. Making him keep his hand firmly by his sides (takes way more self control than them being tied up) or she lets him put them on her hips but if he moves them she stops (or if you want to get a little crazy she edges him until he’s begging 🫣)
Ignore my dirty thoughts lol, switch!Simon has been on my mind all day as well as reader being a little mean 😅
AHHHHHHH AUDGAJSBJDABUSHSUABSIS @random0lover
Oh my god I love this idea so much I might have to write it because I love this. Simon would go so crazy no being able to touch you that he may or may not accidentally break the rules. You’ll just have to start all over again and he give him proper punishments
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ale-belle · 9 months
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rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 other people to do it too!
thank you for the tag, love @northernbluess
appearance:
i’m over 5’5 // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
hobbies + talents:
i play a sport // i can play an instrument // i am artistic // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
relationships:
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online
aesthetics:
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favorite season
miscellaneous:
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
This was super fun! No pressure tags: @beardsanddetectives @random0lover sorry if you've been tagged
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random0lover · 11 months
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Hello !! Am I allowed to request for maybe all of 141 (If possible with your schedule !! I undestand if its not !!) or just Price and Ghost (separate) with a reader whos a military kid so theyre kinda just used to them going away for long periods of time with deployment. Bonus points if they werent aware of reader being a military kid till they break down and confess as to how abandoned and angry they feel when they leave :,)) Fluffy Hurt/Comfort thats SFW, please :)) Thank you ^^
TF141 x Gn!Reader That Was a Military Kid
Pairings: John Price x gn!reader & Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x gn!reader
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: Angst with Comfort, SFW, reader is mean, talk of parental death, crying, reader is called: sweetheart, love, dove. Hints at depression, John and Simon are both big softies for reader, established relationships. That should be it! Let me know if I missed any <3
Things to know: Some hc’s with mini fic parts. Should be Gn!reader as I tried to avoid talking about readers body or anything that could indicate anything other than gn!reader! Also POC friendly! If you notice anything that makes you feel otherwise please let me know! I never want anyone to feel excluded with/in my work ♡, Also a warning to anyone that decides to follow me- if you do not have your age in your bio or a pinned post I will block you… just a fair warning.
Notes: Thank you for requesting this anon! I loved the idea so much so I hope this does your request justice! I kinda went a little soft with the Price one because for some reason I can’t stand the thought of reader being mean to that sweet man (if you want though send me another request and I can write one that’s more angst filled 😊) although I did bring out the reader being angry in Simons. Another thing, I wrote this for Simon and not ghost but if you want I can write another one that has reader dealing with Ghost but be warned it will be angsty with lots of hurt from both parties! Sorry if the editing is bad I did try though lol and there will be more parts to this!
Tags: @homicidal-slvt (promised I’d tag you so here we are)
Price & Simon (You’re here!), Soap & Gaz, Alejandro, Rudy & König
(I will add the links as I post each part!)
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John Price
-I feel like he may have wondered if you were a military kid since you didn’t seem to be phased by him having to leave so often
-There were other things that also made him wonder, like how you always made your bed in the mornings, how schedules were majorly important to you to the point that if you knew you were going to be late, you'd get majorly upset, and how you also seemed to understand military lingo up to a certain point. He never asked though since you didn’t talk about your childhood much so he just figured that if you wanted to tell him that you would -But he started to notice that lately, you started to seem off when you found out he would have to be deployed soon.
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John had been awake since the early hours of the morning. He couldn't seem to get much sleep in the few days before his next deployment. He had left the warmth of your shared bed before even the morning birds could be heard outside, hoping not to wake you with his restlessness, but little did he know that you hadn't slept at all.
By the time you stumbled out of bed with bags under your eyes and your mind feeling exhausted from the lack of sleep and your own brain tearing itself apart, it was well past 10 a.m., which wasn’t the most unusual for you, but on the day before John would be deploying it was a little odd since usually you were up trying to help him get his stuff together and would make a huge breakfast since you both weren’t sure how long it would be until he would get to enjoy a home-cooked meal again.
You had hoped to get to the kitchen and make yourself a cup of coffee before seeing John, but he was standing at the fridge, putting groceries away from multiple brown paper bags.
You made your way to the coffee pot that seemed to have a fresh pot being made and got a cup from the cabinet before he started to talk, “I noticed we were getting low on some things so I thought I’d save you a trip to—,” he pauses, causing you to turn to face him, “Sweetheart?”
You were pressing your hands into your eyes, trying to relieve the aching pressure that was remaining consistent behind them, when he made his way across the kitchen and gently cupped your cheeks, “Are you feeling alright, love?”
You didn’t mean to do it, but you flinched away from his hands, taking a few steps back so that there was some distance between you both. You could see the hurt in his eyes before they were overcome with confusion and you hated that he was looking at you as if you were a skittish kitten that would run at the smallest movement.
He reaches an arm out slowly, as if to not startle you.
“Love, what’s wrong?”
You shake your head, pulling your arms tight around you, and try to focus on keeping your breathing calm, like your parents taught you when you were little.
He takes a small step forward so that his fingers are almost grazing your arm but stops when sees you curling in on yourself, “Sweetheart, something is obviously wrong. You're crying, and your body is shaking.”
“Hey,” you finally look up into his eyes, “you don’t have to tell me what’s wrong, but at least let me help you.”
Your heart breaks from the pain you can see in his eyes. In all the time you've been together, you’ve never pulled away from him like this. Usually, you were the one open about your emotions and what you were feeling while having to coax John into telling you what was going on in his mind, “Please, darling.”
You let yourself fall into his open arms at that point, sobbing into his neck. He presses you against his chest, gently speaking into your ear, assuring you that everything is fine, that he is here for you, and that he will always be there.
You mumble into his neck, causing him to gently pull you back so that he can hear you: “What was that, sweetheart?”
You try to concentrate on the sensation of his calm heartbeat against your chest before finally saying, "My parents promised me the same thing."
He pulls away, puzzled, and you notice him looking at you in the corner of your eye, so you burrow your face into his chest and say, "They were both military. They died when I was 14," you finish, taking a deep breath. “They were deployed together when it happened… They said that it was an accident, that my mom got stuck on a timed land mine, and my dad wouldn’t leave her no matter what.”
"Oh, love." You feel his body tense before relaxing.
He gently grips the back of your neck and pulls you back so that you're looking into his eyes; the softness in them is almost enough to send you running as far as possible so that you never have to feel the type of pain that you did the day that you found out your parents died.
“Love, I'm not going anywhere,” you go to speak but he shushes you, “You are my world, the person I’m fighting for.”
He brings his hand under your chin so that he is gripping it gently and says, “You are the reason I’m still alive. The reason why I feel like life is still worth living and fighting for.”
He tips his head down so that his lips are grazing yours, “I’ll always come home, love.”
You push forward so that your lips are fully pressing against his, then he pulls back, “Why don’t we go take a bath, get you feeling better?”
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The next morning you wake frantically looking around, hoping that he didn’t leave without saying goodbye, when he walks in carrying a tray of food, “John? I thought you had to leave this morning.”
He smiles gently, his eyes lighting up, “Called Kate, they don’t actually need me for another week, and I figured my love needs me a little bit more than my job at the moment.” He sets the tray down on the bed, and you jump into his arms with a happy squeal, “I love you, John.”
"I love you too, sweetheart," he says as he gently kisses you.
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Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley
-So we all know Simon is amazing at reading people, but I don’t think he would know that you were a military kid. He could see all the signs that you may have had a difficult childhood, but he personally knows what it’s like to have a childhood you don’t want to talk about, so he never has and never will question you about your past. -Pasts are a hard topic for Simon in the first place, so I could honestly see him being a bit grateful that you didn’t share the bad parts of your childhood, meaning that he also didn’t have to share his. It was almost a silent agreement between you both to not talk about the negative parts of things unless one of you came to the other wanting to talk about it.
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Back to him being great at reading people: He could tell that over the past few days, your body language had been changing, becoming more standoffish. Not being as open to cuddling and kisses, not even wanting him to walk up behind you and wrap his arms around you, which you usually loved.
He figured that maybe you were just having a few rough days, which was normal for anyone; hell, he knew he had them quite often, and you were always there for him no matter how bad they got, so he wanted to do the same for you.
Today had been the worst day of all, though. You were almost refusing to talk to him completely unless it was one-word answers, which he was able to roll with pretty easily. You would move rooms almost every time he would come in, not even saying anything, just picking up your things and going.
This made him decide on leaving you alone for the most part, other than when he would bring you a fresh cup of tea or was just checking in on you. So he decided on cleaning up the house a little bit, he was going to be deploying again in a week and he wanted to help however he could, knowing that it was a rough transition from having him around to it being an empty house again.
He had just finished cleaning the dishes when he looked at the time and decided on ordering out for dinner, which would hopefully raise your mood a bit and it would also be an easy enough mess to clean up. He found you in the living room watching a movie on Netflix with a blanket wrapped tightly around you and stood in the doorway for a moment just admiring you when you paused it.
When you snap at him, "What do you want, Simon?" Your eyes aren't even on him but on your phone, which is on your lap.
He feels his eye twitch but he keeps himself calm and makes sure that it shows in his tone that your attitude is leaving him unaffected, “I was just goin’ to ask what you wanted for takeout, love.”
You huff and try to pull yourself up from the couch while also trying to unwrap the blanket from around you, almost falling, but Simon rushes forward and straightens you up, but you quickly pull away.
You look at him with fury in your eyes, “Can't you just leave me the hell alone?” Your voice is rising slightly, and your face is flushed with rage. “It’s what you constantly do anyway!”
You can see Simon's eyes widen, but you don't care; the words are just spilling out of your mouth before you can stop them, "You're never actually here when I need you, but when you are, you can't take the fucking hint of when I just want you to leave me alone!"
"Sometimes Simon," you pause, feeling the tears flood into your vision, making the floor blurry, "I wonder why I even stay when you are just going to end up hurting me exactly like he did," you whisper, staring hard at the ground, your chest puffing in and out quickly, trying to pull in air after your large outburst.
The words come out in a whisper, the room becoming so silent that you can almost hear the gears in his head turning, wondering who the hell you were talking about.
You hear him take a step forward on the wood flooring, his voice incredibly soft, “Dove.”
You look up through the tears and see his hands reaching out for you, and for the first time in all the time you two have been together, Simon Riley almost looks scared—not scared of you but as if his world was coming apart.
When his hand gently touches your arm, it pulls you out of your stupor, making you pull away, frantically shaking your head, “Don’t touch me.”
The words come out shaky and broken, but they make him freeze nonetheless, and you can see in his eyes that he’s trying to pull himself together, trying to figure out what he's supposed to do in a situation like this.
He takes a small step back, his gaze fixed on yours, and he holds his hands out in front of him, as if to demonstrate that he is not a threat. "Okay, I won't touch you." He comes to a halt, seeing the fear in your eyes, the look of a frightened animal ready to flee at any moment. "It's okay, love, everything's fine-"
He doesn't even finish his sentence before you're flying down the hallway, grabbing your bag from the hooks by the front door and bolting out the door, slamming it loudly behind you, leaving him standing halfway down the hallway, his mouth slack-jawed, unsure of what the hell just happened.
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After nearly ten minutes of fast walking, you finally slowed down and stopped in the nearest store to clean your face of tear marks and, hopefully, make yourself look presentable. You sent a quick text to Simon, letting him know that you were safe and that you didn't know when you'd be back. You left your phone on long enough to see him read the message and the text bubble pop up before you shut the phone completely off and tucked it into the bottom of your bag.
You spent the next two hours wandering aimlessly, wondering if you'd just ruined your relationship with the only man you'll ever love, when you came across the small Italian restaurant where Simon had taken you on your first date. You remember the way you tried to pay for your half of the dinner, but he quickly slipped his card to the waitress before you could even argue, saying something about how if you decided not to go on a second date with him, you deserved to at least get a free meal from it, and you teased him by asking him if there was a reason you shouldn't want to go on another date with him.
The memories make your stomach queasy, making you want to kick yourself in the back for being so stupid, but you walk in and order your and Simon's favorite dishes and try to keep the food as warm as possible on your walk back to your shared home. One side of you hopes you’ll find him there, not an empty house, and the other side wants to avoid this conversation for as long as possible.
You walk up the steps, and most of the house seems to be dark except for the living room, where a single light is on. You unlock the door and try as quietly as possible to slip your shoes off while also trying not to drop the food.
You make your way towards the living room to find Simon sitting on the couch, his elbows on his knees, and his face buried in his hands. You look over to the coffee table and see bags with your favorite restaurant's logo tied off, trying to keep the heat in the bags, making your heart ache with the fact that he still thought of you after you treated him like complete trash.
He was the first man ever to treat you with so much love. Even while he was deployed, he was making efforts to show you that he cared, like scheduling a delivery of your favorite flowers to show up on your day off with a little note, paying for over a month's worth of your order at your favorite coffee shop, and bringing back little trinkets from the places he was deployed too.
You knew him being deployed wasn’t his fault; it was part of his job. You knew he wasn't your dad and that it wasn't Simon’s fault that the man who was supposed to love you treated you as if you weren't even his child but rather just another one of his soldiers.
It wasn’t his fault that your dad wouldn't be home for months on end; it wasn’t his fault that the last time you ever saw your dad, you told him you hated him for never being home; it wasn't his fault that the day your dad was supposed to come home from a four-month deployment, instead of hearing him come home, there were four hard knocks on the door; it wasn't his fault that two soldiers were standing at the door; it wasn’t his fault that they were holding a folded-up flag with your dad’s military dog tags on them.
It. Wasn’t. His. Fault.
Yet you treated him as if it were. You didn't know which was worse, the fact that he didn't already know about what happened to your dad or the fact that you wished he did so that he could have a reason to hate you for lashing out.
You step into the room, setting the food you got by the food he ordered. “Simon?”
He doesn’t move for a second, then he looks up at you, and you feel your heart shatter for the umpteenth time tonight. “Oh, Simon,” you whisper, moving so that you’re standing in front of him and drop down onto your knees, “I am so fucking sorry. I don't even have the words to tell you how sorry I am. I shouldn’t have lashed out at you… I should’ve just talked to you instead of letting it build up.”
You move your hands up to gently cradle his face in both your hands and connect your eyes with his molten ones, which usually provided you with comfort. Now, though, all you can see is the look he gave you after you yelled at him, “I— I never should have let my feelings bottle up about me being upset about you having to be gone. I know it's not your fault. I knew what I was getting myself into when we made things official all those years ago. I knew what your job would bring before then; I made the choice to be with you. I'll never regret that.’’
You move your eyes across his face, trying to gauge his emotions, but you get nothing.
“Si, baby?” you whisper.
His eyes move away from you. “Who were you talking about when you said I'm just going to hurt you like he did?’’
You look away, your eyes settling on a loose string on his pants. “I was talking about my dad.” You take a deep breath before continuing, knowing that you have to tell him, “H– He was military like you.”
His hand reaches out to gently lift your chin, bringing your gaze to his. “He died,” you continue, “He died and the last time I ever saw him, I told him I hated him because he was always gone. He…I let him go that day without saying goodbye or telling him I loved him, and the next time I saw him, his body was in a casket."
"Love," he says with a gentle frown.
"No, Simon," you say, shaking your head. Just because I’m scared—no, fucking terrified—of that happening again with you doesn't give me the right to treat you that way. I am so sorry.”
He leans back in the couch and pulls you up into his lap; once you're comfortable, he brings his hands up so that one is cupping your cheek and the other trails down your arm to hold your hand. "Dove, I know what it's like to lose family. I know what it can do to you. I understand that pain more than you know. Pain like that is unlike anything else.”
Tears well up in your eyes, and you blink them away quickly before they fall. "You've lost family, too?"
He nods gently, and you can see deep emotions that seemed to have been buried for a long time beginning to surface. “My mum, my younger brother Tommy, and his wife Beth.” He closes his eyes, and when he opens them, they are filled with unshed tears. “My nephew Joseph.”
You can feel the back of your throat starting to burn from keeping your tears in, but you push your forehead against his anyway. “Simon.”
He looks into your eyes before whispering, “I wish I could tell you it would stop hurting eventually, but I can’t. I’m not going to lie to you and say I’ll always make it back home to you; that's not something I can guarantee, but one thing I can promise is that I will always try my damn hardest to make it back. I will always fight with everything in my soul to make it back to you.”
Tears are softly running down your face at this point, falling to land on Simon’s hoodie. “I love you so much, sweets. I never want to lose you.”
You let out a choked cry before you kissed him gingerly, and you could taste the saltiness of your tears mixed in with all the flavors that reminded you of Simon. Of home.
“I love you so much too, Si.”
He leans in to kiss you again with a light press of his lips to yours before he pulls away and looks at the forgotten food on the coffee table and lets out a light chuckle, “I see we both had the same idea.”
You let out a shaky laugh and nod your head before snuggling your head into the warm crook of his neck. He runs a large hand up and down your back, slowly stopping at the bottom to rub gentle circles into a spot that usually bothers you. "Well, why don’t we eat, and maybe in the morning we can talk a little bit more.”
Yawning into his neck, you pull back and ask, “Can we finish the movie I was watching earlier? It was just getting to the good part before I stopped it.”
He nods, and you excitedly get out of his lap to get your blanket and the TV remote before he pulls the coffee table closer to the couch so that he can start opening the containers. Once you start the movie, you look over to Simon to find him already watching you with a soft look, and all you can think is how thankful you are to have found a man who loves you through all your faults and you through his.
You were grateful for ever getting the chance to be loved by Simon Riley, a man who truly believed that he couldn’t love and that he wasn’t worth loving. You knew that it would probably take your whole lives to heal from the things you've both been through, but as long as you were together, that was all that mattered.
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Her Past Is Their Torture
Pairing: Simon "Ghost" Riley x GN!reader
Word Count: 1.3k
Warnings: Angst/No Comfort (yet), SFW, talk of death, readers fake funeral is mentioned, fake identity is mentioned, healing wound referenced, A gun is mentioned one time, words "terrorist group" is used once, nothing to serious!
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Notes: I wrote this in 3 hours after not writing anything for a while, so I hope this is okay! This somehow is getting turned into a mini-series, but I cannot make any promises on how fast each part will come out, but it will be a happy ending!! Kind of proof read but not really so sorry for any errors <3
Part 1 Part 2 (You’re here!)
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You were not supposed to be alive. Your heart had stopped while you were lying in the arms of the man you loved but somehow you were alive sneaking your way through the base that you used to call home. 
Today was the day of your funeral, a month after the incident, you knew it would be your only chance to make it onto base to grab a few of your main keepsakes from your room, and no matter how bad of an idea it was, you wanted to stop in Simon’s room one last time. 
Laswell didn't know you were here as far as she knew you were on your way to pick up everything to complete your temporary new identity. A 24-year-old from the States wanting to get some traveling in after completing nursing school before going back home to start their job as an ER nurse. Enough information to satisfy anyone that wanted to have a chat but nothing that would be too memorable. 
Kate was the first person you saw after you woke up in a room that was decorated with floral designs that reminded you of the worn couch that sat in your grandmother's living room until the day she passed away. She told you that your getting shot that night wasn’t a coincidence and that the same people you've spent the last few years running from were once again coming after you.
 Before you became part of Task Force 141 you had previously been part of a different unit, one that now has no evidence of existing after a mission that went haywire. You had all been tasked to eradicate a terrorist group that had supposedly made threats to multiple governments not knowing that you were not the first unit being sent in, that it was a death wish going after them. You and your captain had been the only ones to survive at first until four months later you woke in the middle of the night to a frantic phone call from him saying that they were going to come for you next, the sound of a shotgun being cocked, then the line went dead. Not ten minutes later you had packed a bag and were getting ready to go out the backdoor when you heard your front door being kicked in, if it hadn't been for your captain making that call you would've been dead too.
From that day you spent two years running, going everywhere from China to The United States, to Poland, to Japan, anywhere you could hide until Kate had you staying in the UK which is when she introduced you to Captain John Price and you officially became part of task force 141. Price was the only one that knew your full story until you told Simon but you never got the chance to tell him that you might have to keep running one day. That the people that were after you would only show up to try and kill you to then disappear without a trace until they decided to come after you again.
You had become too comfortable, too hopeful that they were not going to come after you again, that maybe it was all over but the healing bullet wound in your side states otherwise.
You shake your head to get out of your thoughts and continue to make your way through the base while keeping your head down.
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This morning you had watched to make sure all of the task force members had left so that you didn't risk running into any of them. You had already been to your room making sure to grab the necklace Soap and Gaz had gifted you on your birthday last year, the little notebook Soap would doodle in when he would sit in your room with you, the t-shirt you had stolen from Simon’s closet, and a coffee mug that Price had jokingly given you that said “dad’s favorite”. 
You knew it was all pointless stuff but the little things had always meant the most to you especially when it was things that people that were as close to family as you'll get had given you.
Walking through the men's barracks would not be a good idea usually but today they were mostly barren for obvious reasons. You quickly made it to Simon’s room having to resist stopping in Gaz’s room and staying focused. Oddly enough the door was unlocked but you didn’t think much of it, mainly just thanking the stars that you got lucky enough that he forgot.
You make your way into the room gently shutting the door behind you and move until you're standing beside his bed closing your eyes for a moment taking a deep breath, taking in the smell of pine and cedar mixed with notes of vanilla and a small hint of smoke. 
You open your eyes and finally let your eyes drift across the room. The room itself is completely clean not a thing out of place almost as if it hadn't been touched since the morning before that last mission what catches your attention though is the small desk in the corner that is currently the dirtiest you've ever seen it, covered in a few stacks of paperwork, mugs that have dried-out tea bags in them, and not so shockingly your file. It was sitting on top of everything else but you could tell from the creases and a few dirt stains in the manilla folder that it had been opened multiple times and maybe even thrown or dropped a few times. 
You feel in your pocket for the folded note that you had written the night before and pull it out. You stare at it for a moment before opening the folder and sliding it in between some papers at the bottom of the stack hoping that he’ll find it. As soon as you close the folder you hear some voices coming down the hallway and make your way towards his closed closet waiting to see if you’ll need to hide. You hear the voice fade and let out the breath you were holding until you see the door handle turning and frantically throw yourself into the closet hiding behind his clothes and trying to shut the door.
Simon comes into your view for a moment and you see him looking around the room, you hear him let out a sigh before taking a deep breath and you see his body go rigid, you freeze hoping he didn’t hear you, and hear him sniff again almost as if he smells something weird. He turns towards the closet and you can see his eyes settle on the door, you want to slap yourself for not making sure to close it all the way and suck in a breath as he takes a step forward reaching out to open the door but before he can you hear his door open again.
“You got that file you were looking for Lt.?” Soap asks from the doorway.
Simon looks at the closet door one more time before turning to the desk and grabbing the file, “Yeah Johnny, let’s go.” 
You wait in the closet for another five minutes before you decide that it’s safe to venture out and quickly make your exit, locking the door behind you before you sneak off base. 
As soon as you reach your car the burner phone that was in the center console starts ringing the screen saying ‘GREEN’ in big bold letters meaning that it’s Kate. You pull out the phone and answer it while starting the car. “Where are you? You were supposed to be here twenty minutes ago.”
 “I'm almost there Kate, I’ll be there soon. Promise.” You sigh before hanging up.
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Open Wounds and War Paint
Pairing: Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x GN!reader
Word Count: 1,614
Warnings: Angst/no comfort, SFW, reader death(?), proclamation of love, blood, emotional shit, reader gets called dove and love, reader calls Simon baby one time.
Things to know: Should be POC friendly! If you notice anything that makes you feel otherwise please let me know! I never want anyone to feel excluded with/in my work ♡, Also a warning to anyone that decides to follow me- if you do not have your age in your bio or a pinned post I will block you… just a fair warning.
Notes: This has been sitting in my drafts for like two months now and I’m having writer's block on the main piece I’m writing and I had motivation for this so here we are! I might write a second part to this and maybe two different types, one that continues that angst/no comfort and one that is a happy ending and fluffy. This isn’t my best work and honestly I don't know how to feel about it :/
Part 1 (You’re here!) Part 2
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You’re laying with your head in Ghost’s lap just thinking about things. Letting your mind wander into some saddening thoughts.
“Ghost”
“Yeah love?”
“Sometimes I’m scared I’ll never find real love.”
He doesn’t say anything but you know he’s listening, he was always listening when you spoke.
“I know I have you and the rest of the team and that we all see each other as family and I absolutely adore that, I really do.”
You pause thinking about what you want to say.
“I want someone to love me. Not my body or who I am at work. I want them to be in love with my soul and I want to love their soul right back.”
This whole time you had been picking at a loose string on Ghost's cargo pants but finally risked looking up at him and for once he’s not looking at you instead he’s staring up at the ceiling.
You look away again.
“I want to be so comfortable with the love that we have that when we wake up in the morning my first thought isn’t about how if I look okay or if I looked like I was attacked by a pack of wild dogs,” you push air out of your nose in an attempt to laugh, “I want to make myself a cup of coffee and bring them a cup of tea exactly how they like it and there be a comfortable silence. I want to watch the sun rise with them and know that they love me as much as I love them.”
You look up to find him already staring down at you, his pupils dilated to the point of almost pushing the soft molten out completely.
His thumb drifts across your cheek gently memorizing every line from the ones around your eyes from how much you always laughed to the ones that settle between your eyebrows from the amount of time you’d stressed over everyone’s safety.
The moment is interrupted though with pain filled coughs wracking your body causing your head to jostle in his lap.
The hand that’s holding your tightens.
Once the coughing stops you wipe your loose hand across your mouth and find dark red liquid on it that almost looks black.
“Simon.”
He blinks hard.
This was the first time you had used his name during a mission.
You’d only start calling him that when you were both alone on base having early morning conversations while he drank his tea and you your coffee.
You reach a hand up and slide it underneath his mask to rest it on his cheek.
“Simon promise me you’ll find a love like that.”
His eyes search yours and all he can find is love and adoration. You had lost enough blood that you were starting to go numb, your body finally taking mercy on you in your final moments.
His hand reaches up to cover the one you still have under his mask and grips it tightly almost as if he’s trying to ground himself.
You two were not alone in the room but you had already said your goodbyes to everyone else leaving Simon for last. You were worried about what your death would bring for the team, not about the consequences of anyone’s actions but the emotional stability of everyone. They already had hard times dealing with when one of their own were taken but you had yet to see their reaction to anyone that they were close to dying but you’d always imagined that you would be there for them. You would be but they wouldn’t be able to see you, you promised that you would still watch over them in death just like you did in life. You’d become their guardian angel.
Ghost never showed any weakness, he wouldn’t allow himself to after what happened to his family but somehow you wiggled your way into the heart that he thought he had locked and thrown into the deepest darkest parts of the ocean. But Ghost wasn’t the one that was present in this situation, it was Simon.
Simon, the man who knew your exact coffee order, the one that knew how annoyed you’d get at the smallest things when you were tired but you’d never take it out on anyone, the one who knew your real past, the only one you had shown your real full self too.
He knew it was dangerous to fall in love with you. Not because of your work but because he knew if he let you in he’d never be able to let you go and he was fucking terrified of that. He didn’t know who he’d become when you died and even the rest of the team was worried about that. They’d never seen him become so vicious in the field before but once he found out that you’d been hurt, it’s like all he could see was red. He took 8 men all by himself with just a combat knife and his fists. He walked away covered in blood, none of it his.
He blinks again, focusing on you, finding you smiling softly at him.
“You think too much Simon.”
He ignores that.
“Dove,” He runs a hand-covered glove across your cheek.
You drum your fingers against his hand gently at the pet name giving a soft hum.
That was his name for you in the soft moments. He claimed that you were too good, too pure, too caring to be in this line of work.
“But I already found a love like that.”
You let out a choked laugh mixing with the sound of a sob at the same time.
“I know, baby.” Under different circumstances you would’ve never let that term of endearment slip out of your mouth but in this moment you didn’t care.
You can’t help but cough again making blood splatter onto his vest, you try to wipe it off but he just grips your hand and shakes his head gently.
“I got lucky enough to find the love I was always looking for but was too chicken shit to say anything about it.” You attempt to laugh again but it only comes out in a heavy wheeze and your eyesight is starting to go slightly blurry.
You’re starting to panic. You don’t want to die. No no no no. You weren’t ready.
Another sob leaves your chest and you can see the pain in Simon’s eyes, one tear comes out sliding down his cheek and under your hand that is starting to go slightly slack.
“Simon I’m not ready,” your words are becoming slurred, “I don’t want to leave you yet.”
For once Simon didn’t know what to say, he never expected to be in this situation. You weren’t supposed to be bleeding out on a random bed in a shitty safe house waiting for evac that most likely wouldn’t make it in time. He had promised himself he would die for you, die before you. No matter what, you were supposed to be the one to outlive him, make it out of the military life to maybe one day start a family or maybe open that little bakery where you also took in cats to help them find new homes. You were supposed to make it out alive, not him. Not ghost.
He leans down pressing his forehead to yours, “It’s okay love, you don’t have to stay for me. It’s okay to let go.”
You shake your head violently trying to keep yourself awake. Keep yourself away from the warm comfort your mind was offering up to you. To focus on the man that you love.
“But Simon.”
He shushes you gently and you can feel the tears running down his cheek and under your hand. It causes the makeup around his eyes to run slowly, cleaning away the black stains, washing Ghost away and letting more of Simon be revealed.
You didn’t want to do this to him. You had finally started to see Simon come alive and you didn’t want to rip that from him.
Urgently you blink your eyes even though it’s almost like you’re staring out a foggy window and can really only see his eyes now. But that’s all that mattered, you could read everything Simon was thinking and feeling just from his eyes alone.
Pain. Anger. Sorrow.
Love.
“Simon, I need you to live for me.”
He breathes deeply, “Love—“
“No, Simon I mean it,”
“Don’t let yourself fade away.” You take a deep breath.
“I need you to find that love again.”
For some reason you remember the conversation you had only hours ago, sitting on that rooftop. Before you knew you wouldn’t make it to the next morning. You had asked him what he wanted to do after the military and at first he just shook his head. He wasn’t supposed to make it out. This was his life and it was going to be his death. You knocked shoulders with him though, you knew what he was thinking and you always threatened to kill him yourself if he ever thought of dying in the field. You told him he wasn’t allowed to die, he had to help you find the perfect spot for your coffee shop and his pub.
“Oh, and that pub you talked about opening? You should really do it.”
You smile at him gently, your eyes starting to slide shut and you can see the panic in his eyes. You didn’t want him to panic, everything was going to be okay.
You tried to tell him that, saying the words in your mind but your lips didn’t move once.
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Johnny ‘Soap’ Mactavish Head Canon’s - dad edition (kinda)
This all occurs some time after mw2 so I think Johnny would be about 27-28 (this is just my opinion so you don’t have to include this part if you don’t want.
Here’s a Pinterest board I made to go with this… kinda struggled with this one tbh
Notes: kinda got carried away and gave a backstory… this is messy af. Wrote all of this while I was super tired and my brain was only half computing so I hope it makes sense. Oh this also is not edited *cries in exhaustion*
Word Count: 3,500 (damn I got carried away)
Warnings: I don’t really think there are any, SFW, afab!reader, pregnancy, marriage, children, fluff.
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- you two definitely had a whirlwind romance and probably met through a friend. Would love to say that you were a friend of Gaz.
- You knew he was on leave for almost 2 months (him and Soap were pretty messed up after a mission gone wrong) so you called him and he invited you out to a pub that he and his friend were going to that night.
- Once you got there and introductions were out of the way, Soap spent hours trying to make you laugh and trying to get to know you.
- The night ended with you helping a very drunk Gaz and Soap stumble back to Gaz’s flat. You spent the whole walk trying not to laugh when Soap would trip over his feet or when Gaz would start belting out lyrics to random songs.
- The next morning you woke up to a text from Soap- he had insisted on adding his number to your phone after his sixth drink- the contact name was a bar of soap. He was asking if you wanted to hang out again.
- You ended up spending everyday day together even if it was only for a few hours.
- It was the second week of his leave that you shared your first kiss. Gaz had gotten in contact with some of his other friends and you all went out for the night. You were standing out on the balcony of the little restaurant just staring at the view of the town below you.
- He joined you quietly- Johnny was never quiet unless he’s deep in thought- and it was a comfortable silence. Everything was comfortable with him and you’d honestly never gotten this close with anyone so fast and it kinda scared you.
- You know the whole situation where the girl says “beautiful isn’t it?” While she’s staring out at their surroundings and the guy says “yeah it really is” but he’s staring at her instead? Yeah that’s what happened that night on the roof.
- You felt his eyes on you so you looked over at him. He cupped both sides of your face while staring into your eyes and slowly leaned in to kiss you. You completed the kiss though.
- You didn’t sleep together that night but he did come home with you. You spent the whole night together just laying in bed with your head on his chest, sometimes just laying in silence, other moments were spent kissing and laughing. Just really enjoying each other’s company.
- It was the day before he and Gaz had to go back to base that you two finally made love. I don’t mean fucking I mean actually making love. There were tears sometimes coming from both of you but mainly you. You spent hours in bed getting to know each other's bodies.
- You woke up at about 2 am to him laying awake staring at the ceiling- he was confused tbh he’d never felt like this for anyone and he’d been with his fair share of people but no one had ever made him feel like you did-.
- You laid there with him just rubbing his chest when he told you he loved you. At first you didn’t know what to say. You knew the feelings you felt were more than just liking someone. So you told him you loved him too and made him promise to come back to you.
- He held you in his arms until you fell back asleep and when you woke he was gone. An old set of his dog tags lay on the pillow he slept on.
- You wore them around your neck only taking them off to shower and that’s it.
- It was four- almost five- months before you saw him again.
- You were rushing around your flat trying to get all your stuff together for a doctor's appointment when you heard a knock on your door. You opened it to find a fidgeting Johnny.
- Your mind was racing and you were trying not to panic. You honestly didn’t know if you would ever see him again. Your hand comes down to rest on your stomach, a habit you developed after finding out you were pregnant.
- You just staring at him with a slack jaw wasn’t helping his nerves one bit and you knew that but you couldn’t help it.
- “Bonnie?”
- As soon as the word left his mouth you let out a sob and leapt into his arms.
- He held you for a moment before pulling back to look at your tear streaked face before giving you a teasing smile, “Can I come in?”
- As soon as you stepped away from him your mind started racing but you let him in while you went to the kitchen to get yourself a bottle of water.
- You heard him go into the living room and didn’t think anything of it until you heard the duffel bag he was carrying fall onto the ground with a hard thump.
- He was standing by your coffee table holding an ultrasound picture that you got from your last doctor's appointment and you felt your mouth go dry.
- You didn’t know what to say. Today you were supposed to find out if it was a girl or a boy. You also knew for a fact that it was Johnny’s. He was the only person that you hand slept with in months and you didn’t get with anyone after he left.
- “It’s yours.”
- He didn’t say anything, just kept staring at that damn picture.
- You were starting to panic. You wouldn’t force him to stay, you promised yourself that if he wanted nothing to do with the baby that he didn’t have to stay. You made the choice of keeping the baby yourself. Once you found out you did try calling his phone but of course it went directly to voicemail as he kept that phone off when he was deployed.
- “Johnny,” you let the words start flowing, “You don’t have to stay, I don’t expect you too. I know with your work you were hesitant even getting into a relationship nevertheless having a baby so I’ll understand if you want to leave.”
- He’s frozen for a moment before he takes three long strides across the room and he’s kissing you.
- “Don’t say that, I could never leave you.” He’s covering your face in kisses and you can’t help but giggle and he smiles down at you with tear filled eyes.
- “You’re pregnant.” He whispers against your lips and you giggle again before nodding.
- “I was actually supposed to be finding out the gender today,” you look down at your watch covered wrist, “my appointment is in 15 minutes if you want to come.”
- He gives you a wide smile before giving you another kiss, “Then what are we waiting for?”
This is where the actual hc’s start if you want to skip the mini story above.
- This man could absolutely not hold still while sitting in the little plastic chair beside you. His eyes would be bouncing around, he’d be drumming his fingers against your hand, and he would be readjusting himself constantly.
- When he found out you were having a boy he was shocked. (Mini hc) He lived in a family of girls, no brothers just sisters so to think he would have a little mini him made him ecstatic.
- Feel like he would be the type to jump up and hug the doctor quickly lol (since you are laying down on the bed)
- He tried to bring up marriage but you didn’t want to get married just because you were having a baby. Instead you wanted to just keep dating until it felt like the time was actually right instead of just jumping into it.
- He had a flat back in Scotland which is where you end up relocating to since he has family there that could help while he was deployed. It had two bedrooms and 2 full bathrooms.
- He would be supportive of whatever birthing plan you choose as long as you and the baby come out safe and healthy.
- When you’re further along he does the thing where he stands behind you and lifts your belly to take some of the weight off your back.
- Will massage your feet whenever you ask.
- Before the baby is born anytime he goes out shopping he’ll come back with something for the baby to the point that you had to buy a shelf with cubbies to start putting it all in.
- The further along you get the more worried he is about you doing too much to the point he won’t even let you make it off the couch before he’s gently pushing you back down into the cushions saying he can do whatever it is you were needing/wanting to do.
- Calls his mom all the time to ask questions and if it’s too late to call you’ll often find him either on his phone or computer scrolling through articles.
- Definitely talks to the baby all the time. Sometimes he’ll crouch down and push his forehead against your stomach and start whispering things you can’t hear.
- Read somewhere that putting headphones over your belly and playing music can help the baby.
- Would love seeing you walk around the flat with just his shirt on, definitely gets turned on by how your stomach pushes the shirt out.
- You had spent hours ordering things for the baby's nursery and as things slowly got delivered you’d wake in the middle of the night and find Johnny sitting in the baby's room surrounded by empty boxes and random parts to things.
- It was a month before your delivery date when Johnny had to ship out again and for once he was scared. He knew he needed to come back to you. No matter what he couldn’t let the little boy in your stomach grow up without a dad.
- It took hours of reassurance from you and his family before he felt slightly okay with leaving. He honestly felt guilty, his job was insanely dangerous but when he first took the job he never saw himself being in an actual relationship, never mind having a kid.
- He left that night with his heart in his throat and a promise that he would be back as soon as possible and that he would be there when the baby was born.
- He almost didn’t make it. You had been in labor for hours though trying your hardest to wait until your baby’s father was there to hold your hand and cut the umbilical cord. He stumbled in still in all his gear other than his guns, he was frantic hoping that he made it in time.
- When he came in you let out a sigh of relief and within 20 minutes your little boy was born.
- Johnny cried. Idc what you have to say I totally believe this man would cry once he heard your baby’s screaming cries.
- The whole time he would be smothering you with praise about how good of a job you did. His hands would be shaking but the moment he held his little boy he had never felt more grounded in his life.
- Would definitely want to pick a name that had meaning to you both.
- The only time he moved away from you was to cut the umbilical cord and to go to the bathroom, otherwise he never left your side. Not once.
- He did absolutely everything he could to help with your healing after the birth.
- When the baby would cry at night he would be out of bed before you could even hear it. Sometimes though he would wake to find your side of the bed empty. He would rush into the nursery feeling horrible for the fact that you had to wake up but it would all be washed away when he would see your happy little smile.
- If you had PPD, he would do anything he could to help. Even offering a few good therapists.
- Once you were okay with being alone he would try to find a day where he and the baby could be out of the flat for a few hours so that you could have time to do whatever you wanted to do. Showering, napping, gaming, reading, anything you wanted to do. He just wanted to make sure you had the time.
- Bath time is his favorite.
- Buys a bunch of little water safe toys and would sit in the tub with your precious baby and spend so much time just playing.
- Nap time. Would totally fall asleep just holding your little boy.
- Baby boy is a carbon copy of him when it comes to energy so by the end of the night they're both exhausted.
- Fast forward two years and Johnny thought it was time to propose. He decided to take you back to the little restaurant where you shared your first kiss. Before that though you spent hours having fun, walking around town and even went back to the pub you met at.
- As the night got closer to an end he became super nervous. You could tell something was up because he kept talking too fast and some moments would become dead silent.
- For his sake though you were going to pretend you didn’t notice.
- Totally wanted to do the whole ring in a champagne glass thing but was scared you would swallow it lmao.
- Instead he opted to get you a little puppy and on its collar the name tag said “will you marry me?”
- When you looked up you found Johnny down on one knee with a beaming smile.
- Stumbled through his speech and completely abandoned the one he had planned and written.
- You decided to go with a traditional Scottish wedding just a few months later.
- Once you were back from your honeymoon you and Johnny decided that is was time to find a bigger place as your son was getting bigger and bigger as the days went by.
- It was an older two story brick country home that had been renovated by the sellers. 4 bedroom 3 bath with an attached garage, it was on 4 acres of land, leaving plenty of space for the kids to grow into.
- Johnny is kinda a pain in the ass to pack with. He would be going through things to pack and would get so easily distracted, telling the stories behind each item.
- He would also have the role of distracting your son so that you could pack stuff without getting side tracked every two seconds.
- Would probably call Gaz and make his ass come help lmao and this leads to you having the whole task force lugging boxes and furniture around like it’s nothing. They would all insist that they didn’t need your help but would be ecstatic when you called into the back of the house that you made sandwiches.
- Fast forward about two years. Your son is 4 now.
- You had the whole group in your home. Johnny liked to have them all over for a meal the first week they were back from a deployment (he likes to tell them that you’re the one that’s asking them all to be there)
- That’s the night you tell him you’re pregnant. Zoom forwards some months and you find out it’s twin girls.
- Johnny passed out 💀
- This was a planned pregnancy 100%. You both wanted this pregnancy to be different from the first. Not that you weren’t grateful for that pregnancy, you both just didn’t want any surprises.
- He would make jokes about it being a two for one deal all the time.
- Would totally be willing to get a vasectomy after the girls were born.
- You were both happy with the amount of children you had and honestly didn’t want anymore.
- Playful dad completely. Can be serious when he needs to be though which is honestly not often but as the kids get older his stricter side would have to come out.
- Totally the type of dad that would wander into the kitchen to see what the kids are making and when they’re not looking would snatch some of whatever it is.
- Would be the dad to offer your kid a drink of beer because he knows they wouldn’t like it and it makes him laugh 💀
- Would build a tree house for them and as they get older would add more to it.
- When trick or treating he would secretly be eating the kid’s candy.
- birthday parties are so important to this man. Literally goes all out with a theme of the kids' choice. Like the house or whoever the party is being held looks like it got pulled out of the game/movie/book.
- Family game nights and movie nights.
- He would be so happy if any of your kids got into football as he loved it himself when he was a kid.
- Handles tantrums with distractions. Like handing them a glass of water or just helping them reload focus. King at handling tantrums. (He almost cried every time until he learned what to do.)
- Anytime you leave them all alone you know they’d be up to some mischief. One time you came home to see them all covered in paint in the backyard.
- Laser tag enthusiast. Your kids 100% got their competitiveness from him.
- Big on encouraging your kids to follow their dreams.
- He’s super amazing at science (mini hc 🤷🏻‍♀️) but when it comes to Language Arts he is like no help.
- Would go all out on science fairs and honestly just loves to help the kid with school projects.
- Had so much fun teaching them how to ride a bike but is the type to make them wear full gear complete with knee pads, elbow pads, helmet, and maybe even shin pads.
- Super protective dad.
- Would hold the same standard for all of your kids, doesn’t matter if they are a girl or a boy they are not dating until they turn 16.
- When introduced to girlfriends/boyfriends he would be completely welcoming but would have the underlying tone of “istg if you hurt my kid”.
- Would be accepting if any of your kids were part of lgbtq+ community. Would probably tell them about his “adventures” of his early 20’s *wink wink*
- Would teach all of them self defense and even how to use a few select weapons like knives, guns, and how to form a weapons out of “nothing” (what you have around)
- Would get tears in his eyes on prom night but would joke about using protection.
- Would not be ashamed about teaching your kids about safe sex. He knows at their age he was having sex and he would prefer for them to be safe and aware rather than being lost and making bad decisions.
- Patient dad energy fr. Would not yell at the kids when they're having to hold a flashlight for him but instead would try to keep a calm tone and maybe even show them what exactly he needs them to do.
- Teaches them how to make harmless little rockets. Nothing too serious and would only shoot a few feet into the air.
- First aid. Would make them take actual classes to make them become certified if for any reason they would need it.
- Would do spa nights with your daughters. Meaning face masks, letting them paint his nails, and would let them convince him to wax his nose hairs (only one time though cause it hurt like a bitch)
- Would want them to know that they can call him about anything. Even if it’s something they're scared of getting in trouble for. He would ensure them that their safety and well being tops everything so making sure they're okay would come before any punishments.
- Honestly, I don't think he would be too keen on punishments. Would prefer to sit down and talk about why they did what they did and would have a punishment that would focus on making sure they understood why what they did wasn’t okay.
- Chill dad until he’s not. Don’t fuck with his kids… that’s one way to get on his bad side
- Was super emotional when dropping them off at Uni.
- If they chose not to go to uni he would be supportive but would want to know their plans.
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I think that’s it… this was a mess and I feel like it was more of a story type thing rather than hc’s *sigh* my brain is scrambled. I’m sorry if this is bad 😭
Requests are open but can’t guarantee when or if I’ll write them. I prefer more specific requests as I find them easier to write. Thanks for reading my loves <3
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random0lover · 1 year
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something like a fluff soap x reader?
Hot Chocolate & Hoodies
Pairing: Johnny ‘Soap’ Mactavish x GN!reader
Word Count: 1,226
Warnings: Fluff, SFW, reader is upset at the beginning and a little sad, reader puts on pajama pants and a hoodie, GN!reader, although reader is called bonnie, hen, and sweets.
Notes: Honestly don’t think this is the greatest as it didn’t take me long to write. This should be POC friendly as I didn’t really do any describing of the reader's body but really only of their emotions and actions. If you find anything that makes you believe otherwise please let me know as I do not want anyone to feel excluded when reading my work!
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Today had been exhausting. All you wanted to do was go home, make yourself a cup of tea or hot chocolate, and crawl into your and Johnny's bed to watch your favorite movie and hopefully not cry yourself to sleep again.
Johnny had been deployed for three months and there was a strict no contact rule due to the sensitivity of the mission. You missed him terribly and wished he would be home already but you didn’t know when that would be so for now you had to make do with wearing Johnny’s hoodie to sleep and carrying around an old pair of his dog tags which you had been anxiously grabbing all day.
Today your boss had decided to yell at you for something you had nothing to do with and you walked out. You usually didn’t deal with things like that but you had enough. It had been happening for months now, people lying and saying you did something when it was really them that did it. You tried going to HR about it and they just shoved the issue away as if you were lying and you finally snapped. You knew you probably wouldn’t have a job to go to Monday but you honestly couldn’t care less.
With a sigh you put your car in park and stare at your apartment building for a moment dreading returning to the empty space. Things always felt duller when he wasn’t around to fill the space with his stupid jokes that you loved or his obnoxious laughter that you could hear from the other side of your small home.
You quickly grab all of your stuff from the passenger seat and make your way into the building and to the elevator. You're lost in thought and before you know it you're standing in front of the grey door that’s marked with a simple gold painted “26”.
You lean your head against the cold surface and try to find all the keys to unlock the three locks.
Johnny had been worried about your safety for when he wasn’t here so he insisted on installing a security system and having three locks and an extra two on the inside of the door that could not be unlocked from the outside.
Finally pushing the door open, you sit your bag on the little table beside the door and put your car keys on the little hooks. You kick your shoes off putting them in the little basket.
Walking through the flat you turn on the lights you know you’ll need and make your way to the master bedroom so that you can change out of your work clothes, deciding that you’ll take a shower later.
As soon as you're in the room you quickly rid yourself of your work clothes and pull on a pair of pajama pants that were littered with little bars of soap and Johnny’s hoodie. You pull the material up to your nose and take in the smell on his cologne and feel your shoulders slowly going slack.
You feel the tears welling up in your eyes and shake your head trying to rid yourself of the thoughts of how much you missed him and wished he was here.
You walk out of the room and try to decide on whether you’re going to make tea or hot chocolate. You’re about to pass the living room when you hear a voice and your heart squeeze’s.
“Johnny?” You whisper and work yourself around to find him sitting on the couch and looking like he just got out of the shower.
He chuckles, “Am I really not that noticeable bonnie?”
The tears that you tried to repress are freely falling down your cheeks and you aggressively wipe them away trying not to make a fool of yourself.
He quickly comes up to you, large hands gripping your cheeks and thumbs wiping away your tears, ”Oh hen, please don’t cry.”
He starts kissing around your face causing you to giggle and snuggle your face into his chest, “I missed you so much Johnny.”
He sets his chin on the top of your head and releases a deep sigh before wrapping his arms around you tightly. You stand like this for what feels like 15 minutes before he leans back to look down at you with a gentle look. He pulls one hand from your waist and uses it to tilt your chin up higher towards him.
He places a gentle kiss to your lips and you sigh into it leaning your body more into him. He pulls away kissing you a few more times, “Were you about to make something to drink?”
You nod pulling yourself away from him to walk to the kitchen but his hand gripping yours stops you. You give him a questioning look but he answers with a nod of his head over to the coffee table where two coffee cups sit filled with a dark brown liquid.
You excitedly smile, “you made hot chocolate?”
He smiles gently before picking up the cups and handing them to you, “Why don’t you go get the room set up and I’ll get some snacks and we can watch some of our favorites? Then we can order out from that little place down the street that you like?”
You feel the tears welling up in your eyes from how loved he made you feel. He always knew the right things that would make you feel better and always had the right things to say. You loved him so much and as long as he would have you you wouldn’t let him go.
He pats your butt gently before walking around you to get some popcorn started and grab a few of your other favorite snacks.
You quickly—well as quickly as you can with two cups of burning hot liquid—get to your shared room and fix the room up. You turn the tv on and click Netflix, fix the messy blankets, and dim the lights down so that they would offer a little light.
You’re getting yourself comfortable in the bed when Johnny walks in carrying a large popcorn bowl, some candy, and a few other types of snacks. He sets it all down in their designated spots before climbing under the soft blankets and pulling you to lay on his chest.
Pressing play on his favorite movie, you snuggle yourself further into him, letting the sound of his heart beating under your ear and the smell of his cologne calm you. His hand starts to massage your shoulders, sometimes running down your back to massage the tense muscles there.
Your eyes are getting harder to keep open the more his hand roams across your back. You haven’t felt this content since he left and honestly it couldn’t have been a better day for him to come home. You needed him today and for the first time today you actually felt happy and not wanting to rip someone's head off.
“I love you sweets.”
You sigh happily into his chest and feel yourself drifting away into the best sleep you’ve had in awhile, “I love you so much Johnny.”
You feel his lips push into the hair at the top of your head before your mind is gone, floating away into unconsciousness.
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I really enjoyed writing this as I’ve been having a rough few days lately and I really just need to cuddle up with any of the cod men at this point! Anyways I hope you enjoy and that I was able to give you the type of fluff you wanted <3
Requests are open! I can not promise when or if I will write them but I do prefer requests that are slightly more specific as I find them a little bit easier to write but it’s not required. Thanks for reading my darlings ♡
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John Price Head Canon’s - dad edition (kinda)
This all occurs after mw2 so John is in his late 30’s… probably about a year after mw2 so he’d be like 38. 
Word Count: 1,582
Warnings: None I think, SFW, reader is AFAB, pregnancy is talked about, marriage, children, fluff, reader referred to as wife
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⁃ okay so I don’t really think he wanted to have kids at first, mainly because of his job but he also hadn’t found anyone that he found worthy of settling down with. That was until he met you.
⁃ After many dates (cause this man is all about courtship) that spanned almost a year- only because of him being deployed- he knew that he wanted to marry you.
⁃ You ended up moving in with him- as his place was bigger than your own- about 8 months into the relationship.
⁃ It was after him coming back from a rough mission that he proposed (he had carried the ring around with him for about 3 months before he proposed). He had ordered your favorite food and you two had a picnic while watching the sun go down, you were lost in your thoughts when you looked over to find John down on one knee. 
⁃ (you were only “officially” together for a year when he proposed but you “dated” for 9 months before that)
⁃ He tried giving the whole spiel about how much he loved you and how he couldn’t see himself with anyone else but you interrupted him mid speech by launching yourself into his arms and smothering him with kisses.
⁃ It took three months to plan the wedding and it was a spring wedding.
⁃ It was a simple backyard wedding- you had insisted that you were fine with it and would rather spend money on buying a house than an expensive wedding- with just your close friends and family. 
⁃ It was that night when you both went back to your shared flat that you gave him a little rectangular blue box with a light pink ribbon tied around it. Inside were three positive pregnancy tests. You were about two months along then.
⁃ He honestly didn’t expect for y’all to have kids so quickly but he was insanely excited.
⁃ That night you both stayed up for hours doing some house hunting, trying to find the perfect place for your blooming family.
⁃ Five months later you and the rest of the task force was helping John carry boxes into your new home that was a two story farmhouse- five bedroom three bath- in the English countryside. It was on 10+ acres of land as he wanted plenty of room but he also wanted to make sure that you would all be safe, even when he couldn’t be there. 
⁃ Price is definitely a girl dad. I don’t care what anyone says. 
⁃ He went to every single doctor’s appointment that he could make it to and when he was called away for a month-long mission he almost had a heart attack but you promised him that you- and your little girl- would be absolutely fine. 
⁃ When he heard your little girl’s heartbeats for the first time he cried. The man almost never cried but when he heard the sound of yours and his daughter’s heartbeat he absolutely bawled and wasn’t ashamed one bit. 
⁃ During the whole pregnancy he tried to keep you off your feet as much as possible. He would run you baths- with all the soap and little herbs you wanted- when he noticed your back was bothering you and would often get in with you so he could give you full back massages. I also think that if you asked him to shave ~down there~ or your legs he would totally do it and not be bothered. You were his wife and he would do anything to make sure you were comfortable.
⁃ After y’all had moved into the new house he baby proofed absolutely anything that could be a danger to the new baby. You tried to explain that it didn’t need to be done for a while as the baby would mainly be sleeping and eating for the first few months but he didn’t care, he just wanted to be prepared. 
⁃ I feel like he would let you pick the names… he might come up with a few but he wasn’t really picky although i could see him preferably wanting more traditional names.
⁃ Once the baby was born he would do absolutely anything to help. He insisted on doing all the night feedings- since he was used to having a wonky sleep schedule because of his job- unless you happen to wake up and wanted to do it yourself. 
⁃ He made sure to always make time for you to have at least two hours to yourself. Whether you were showering or just reading a book, he knew it was important for you to still have some time to yourself. If you ever asked him to do anything he would be right on top of it no matter what he had been doing before you asked. 
⁃ Would not pressure you about sex at all. If anything he was more worried about you getting hurt than you were. Even after the doctor gave the okay he wanted to wait an extra two to three weeks just to make sure that you would be 100% comfortable.
⁃ After you had the baby he would tell you that you could become a stay at home mom if you wanted to. He made plenty enough money to provide for you and your growing family but he would leave it up to you.
⁃ I also firmly believe that he would want to carry your sweet girl everywhere and would love the little wraps that holds the baby to your chest and would have multiple colors so that he could match it to her outfit for the day.
⁃ MATCHING OUTFITS 
⁃ He would 100% buy a shirt that would match her onesies.
⁃ His first mission away from you both was absolute hell for him. It almost made him consider retiring early but he knew he needed to wait just a few more years. 
⁃ As time progressed you ended up having two more little girls. They were all two years apart. 
⁃ He ended up retiring when your oldest was 9, middle was 7, and youngest was 5. Making him in his mid to late 40’s.
⁃ After you had your second girl you had finally decided to become a full time stay at home mom as it was easier to do that then trying to keep a babysitter around. So when John retired it left you two at home alone when the girls were at school. 
⁃ This leads to the ~making~ of baby number four.
⁃ But this time it’s a little boy.
⁃ When I tell you this man was frozen for a hot second when he heard that you were going to have a son. He was honestly surprised. He kinda thought he could only produce girls lol. 
⁃ Before you had your son though he was completely content being a girl dad. He would take all of them separately on little daddy daughter dates. Complete with him coming to knock on the door with flowers and him admiring their cute little outfits. He wanted to show them the proper way they should be treated so that when they got older they would have insanely high expectations (cause let’s be honest this man is probably a god at being a gentleman). He honestly would do this until the day they told him they didn’t feel like doing them anymore. If that day would ever come I feel like he would cry into your arms later that night about his little girls getting older. 
⁃ As your son got older he would do the same with him but it would be more of just a father son bonding type thing. He would show him how to fix cars, protect any and all women, to be a gentleman, and if your son is into sports you could often find them outside practicing.
⁃ John Price would be the ultimate dad istg.
⁃ I feel like he would be the type of dad to make his kids feel comfortable enough to come to him about anything but he would also be stern when he needed to be. 
⁃ Self defense.
⁃ All of your kids would be trained on how to defend themselves properly by the time they were 13 but he would make them keep learning new things as they kept growing. He would also teach them how to use guns- including gun safety- just incase they absolutely needed to but would also teach them that it wasn’t the first thing to go towards in a heated situation.
⁃ Would be the type of dad to have a safety plan for every situation.
⁃ Trusts your kids to make good choices as he knows you both did your best to raise them right. 
⁃ Encourage all of them when they show interest in new hobbies even if it’s not something he would be interested in himself. 
⁃ Would totally be the loudest parent at any of their competitions. I could almost see him becoming a coach after retiring 🫣
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I think that’s it for now… John would just be the best dad ever tbh. I love this man with my whole soul *dreamy sigh*
Requests are open but I can’t guarantee how fast things will be out.
Thanks for reading my loves <3
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Bar/Pub Owners!141, Los Vaqueros, König, and Kate Laswell Head Canon’s
Word Count: 943
Warnings: talk of drunk people, liquor, harassment is mentioned, blood is mentioned one time. I think that’s it, if not please let me know!
Notes:So I’m watching Drink Master’s on Netflix right now and all I can thing about bar/pub owners!141 with los vaqueros, Kate and König. I also keep imagining it to be like a high end type of bar (so expensive af) and they even have a kitchen but it’s limited menu.
More Notes: This is so random and I literally sat and wrote this down in a spur of the moment. Also haven’t posted anything in a bit and kinda feel bad about it but I promise I’m working on a request and the next part to Open Wounds (both the fluff part and the angst one). This is slightly edited but not really.
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Gaz and Soap would 100% be bartending. They get the people relaxed and everyone feeling comfortable. Definitely a lot of laughter coming from the bar! They also have a wide range on non-alcoholic drinks to and are very adamant about no one feeling pressured to drink. Also, for the people that don’t know or just don’t have a lot of knowledge on drinks, they keep cute little menu’s that have descriptions of the drinks sat out in little baskets that anyone can grab form incase you are to nervous to ask about drinks! (This was totally König’s idea and no one can convince me otherwise. Oh! And Soap is the one that drew out the designs for them!)
Rudy and Alejandro do all the cooking (y’know they make some bomb ass food- don’t even try to lie) They go all out with presentation and flavors are always top notch. Difference between their food and other high end bars is they don’t serve plates of food that only the center of the plate has food on it, no their food covers the whole plate. So if you’re paying 40 dollars for one plate, it’s definitely worth it all the way.
Ghost and König are kinda like security but instead of making it obvious that they are security they try to just blend in with the crowd by sitting at a table with a drink or ordering from the bar. They do this because people tend to be more stupid when they think that there is no one watching them so it makes it easier for them to pin point who the idiots are pretty early. Definitely have kicked plenty of people out that get to handsy with people that don’t want that type of attention! They’ve had to call plenty of Ubers for people that were a little to drunk. So their job is really just to keep an eye on everyone to make sure everyone is okay!
Kate likes to go around and mingle with everyone so I feel like she would totally plan some themed events from time to time! Definitely makes friends (or just gets to know) with the regulars, probably does background checks on the people that linger around or people that give weird vibes. She is also all about safety for everyone so she does the best she can to take those steps like having the drink covers available at the bar where only open part of the cover is where the straw comes through, they definitely do the key word things like an angel shot or words that have different meaning on them, is very adamant about people not leaving alone or driving drunk so they are totally open to covering peoples Ubers as long as they are going home.
Price in my opinion would kinda be like the main guy over things (Kate would totally be half owner too btw) so generally he’ll be up in his office or making rounds talking to everyone to make sure everything is running smoothly. He would also try to get to know the regulars. Also, he’s definitely “went out for a cigar” and came back in with bloody knuckles after knocking some sense into a guy that was harassing a group of women (no one talk about it Soap just hands him some bandages from underneath the bar and Rudy gets him a random frozen bag of something from the freezer). If there is ever a group of women harassing a group of guys he gets Kate to deal with it if the women won’t listen to him.
Could also see Ghost filling in for either Gaz or Soap if they ever need to take a sick day or anything. He honestly makes amazing drinks just doesn’t prefer being center of attention like that and prefers being able to just observe everyone.
Any food that is left over from the night either gets distributed to everyone, given out for free, or it’ll get packed into to-go containers to be given out to the homeless… (I can totally see Rudy doing this. Man is such a sweetheart)
König has walked many people to their cars. Don’t ask I just know he does. Oh, he also had a girl ask him to do the thing where he pretends to be their boyfriend, man was so flustered but was so concerned about their safety that he pushed it aside and got the kicked out after. (They definitely did not go on a date after that 🤭)
For my GhostSoap people- Johnny 100% winks at Simon through the night and when everything’s closed down and their the last two there for the night Johnny and Simon will slow dance to whatever song is playing through the speakers.
Alejandro definitely gets distracted when taking people their food sometimes (bro is to busy flirting sometimes and taking compliments about the food) and Rudy will come out all exasperated giving him a pissed off look and will start to cuss him out in Spanish as their walking back into the kitchen 💀
Soap and Gaz will do competitions sometimes on who can make the most tips or who can make the better drink. Emphasis on the drink competitions- things will be slow as shit and they’ll randomly pull either a small group or a couple that is there and will offer them the drinks for free if they’ll just humor them. (Price gets so pissed about this sometimes because they’ll give out hundreds of dollars worth of drinks and liquor is not cheap… he’s not really mad though, he’s just happy everyone is having a good time.)
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Hi, my lovelies, I hope you liked this random little hc! Feedback is appreciated but not necessary. Anyways I hope you all have an amazing day <3
Requests are open! I can not promise when or if I will write them, but I do prefer requests that are slightly more specific as I find them a little bit easier to write but it's not required. Thanks for reading my darlings ♡
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random0lover · 1 year
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Requests Are Open!!
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Key for works
Fluff = ✨
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Smut = 🔥
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This includes CNC (CONSENSUAL non-consent), intense bondage, knife play, gun play, pet play, intense impact play, fear play. I think that’s it but more may be added.
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• Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley
🌩️☀️✨] A Day for First’s and Adding A Second
- Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x wife fem!reader, slight NSFW, established relationship, pregnancy mentioned, you and Simon have a son, fluff
🌨️🌪️✨] TF141 x gn!reader That Was a Military Kid
-Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x GN!reader, SFW, angst, fluff, reader is mean and dealing with a lot emotionally, talk of parental death, established relationship, Simon is understanding and caring
-mini series-🌪️🥀🌨️] Open Wounds and War Paint
- Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x GN!reader, SFW, Angst/No Comfort, blood, reader death(?)
-part 2- 🌪️🥀🌨️] Her Past is Their torture
- Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley x GN!reader, SFW, Angst/No Comfort (yet), nothing to serious for this part but make sure to read warnings
• Johnny ‘Soap’ Mactavish
❄️✨] Johnny Mactavish Head Canon’s - dad edition (kinda)
- John ‘soap’ Mactavish x afab!reader, SFW, marriage, pregnancy, fluff
🌨️✨] Hot Chocolate & Hoodies
- John ‘Soap’ Mactavish x GN!reader, SFW, Fluff
•Captain John Price
❄️✨]John Price Head Canon’s - dad edition (kinda)
-John Price x afab!reader, SFW, marriage, pregnancy, fluff
🌨️✨]Captain John Price Head Canon’s- SO that has Tourette’s Syndrome
-John Price x GN!reader, SFW, reader has Tourette’s Syndrome, John is supportive, fluff
🌨️🌪️✨]TF141 x gn!reader That Was a Military Kid
-John Price x GN!reader, SFW, angst, comfort, reader is emotionally dealing with a lot, established relationship, John’s a sweetheart, talk of parental death
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🍄✨]Bar/pub owners!141, Los Vaqueros, König, and Kate Laswell Head Canon’s
-SFW, fluff, alcohol mentioned, drunk people mentioned, harassment mentioned, ghostsoap mentioned one time, blood mentioned once
} Random One-Shots
These will be anywhere between 1,000 to 1,500 words
🔥🌨️] “What do you want?”
-Male!dom x GN!reader, Smut, NSFW
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Be aware of clicking the words in purple. The links lead to possibly NSFW things or topics that may be triggering for some.
- Watersports (what is this?) (not judging just not my thing)
- Pedophilia 😡
- Scatophilia (what is this?) (not judging just not my thing)
-Cannibalism (only time you would probably ever see this is if I’m writing an apocalypse fic but it would not be an important part of it)
-anything involving dead bodies or animals (I mean this in a sexual manner (like kinks people have) as this is absolutely disgusting and horrible)
} Things I’m not exactly comfortable writing
This is not to offend anyone as I would never judge anyone for their kinks! This is me just trying to set some personal boundaries <3
- age play
I have nothing against age play (as long as everyone is playing a legal age). I went through some childhood trauma that makes writing it hard and I would prefer not to write it for my own mental health <3
-CBT (what is this?)
Once again nothing against anyone that enjoys this! It’s just really not my cup of tea and I don’t want to offend anyone or spread any misinformation by writing it incorrectly!
-Tentacles
I myself have read a few fics like this but I don’t ever really see myself writing it. I don’t frequent in erotica like that so I really wouldn’t know what the hell I would be doing 😅
-Electro stimulation (what is this?)
Honestly never heard of it until I started looking into different kind of kinks. It’s definitely an interesting one but not something I could see myself writing.
} A Small Warning
I reblog and not very often but sometimes vent about sensitive topics. This can range from SA (what is this?), Abuse may come up at times (mainly mental and emotional), Childhood Trauma can often come up even if I do not go into detail, and things that probably piss me off or make me angry.
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random0lover · 1 year
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"What do you want?"
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Male!Dom x GN!reader
(This should be POC friendly. I tried my best to make sure it was. If you see anything that makes you feel otherwise, please let me know!)
Word Count: 1,056
Warnings: Smut (MDNI 18+), fingering, use of the nicknames "bunny", "sweet angel", "darling", "my love", only term used to describe sexual body parts is 'hole', promise of overstimulation, check-in, teasing.
Notes:
This probably really sucks but I wrote it at 2am after having a spicy dream 😭
I uh think that's it...
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You were a whimpering mess underneath him clawing at the sheets around you. 
The feeling of his fingers pushing in and out quickly and then slowing to rub against that perfect spot was making you see stars. 
He was sitting on his knees at the end of the bed with your own pulled around his waist so that you were arched into his playing fingers. He kept your legs locked around him so that you couldn’t run when it became too much (there also might’ve been a promise of punishment if you tried to move away.) 
You were letting out little whimpers from how his fingers felt inside you but it was  a mixture of pleasurable pain from overstimulation. 
His eyes were focused directly on how you were taking him in so greedily. 
He twists his hand so that his fingers are resting directly on the special spot inside you but not moving his fingers.
You let out a whine trying to grind down into his palm and he chuckles, “Just like that, such a good darling for me, hmm?” 
He finally relents by letting his fingers pull back an inch and push forward again keeping it at a constant motion, giving you just enough so that it feels good but not enough to push you over the edge. 
You bow your neck off the bed trying to thrust yourself into his hand a string of ‘please, please, please’ falling from your lips. 
He gives a mocking laugh and reaches up to grip your chin so that your eyes can not move from his, “Is it not enough my love?”
His eyes move across your body, his hand moving away from your chin to settle lightly on your throat. 
“You want more?” 
You whimper, squeezing yourself around his fingers.
He lets out a sound from the back of his throat, “you’re a greedy one aren’t ya?” 
You suck in a breath trying to clear your mind a little, you knew you were falling into the pleasure of him a little too quickly but you couldn’t help it.
He leans forward so that his breath is fanning across your ear causing goosebumps to trail down your quivering frame. 
“What do you want?” 
Your mind is begging for air, the pleasure wrecking your body, you were starting to ache with need. The deep breath from a moment ago wasn’t doing its job, your mind was becoming hazy and you knew that he wouldn’t let you go over the edge unless you said it but your mind was gone and all you could do was beg. 
“Please” 
He traces his lips over the curve of your neck and settles right above your collarbone and he lets out a chuckle. 
He settles his eyes on yours and you can’t help but gasp at the dark look in his eyes.
He tisks at you, “What did I tell you about saying exactly what you need?”
Your eyes widen and you open your mouth to speak. 
He shakes his head and tilts it lightly, “I thought I did a better job at training my bunny.” 
He hums and slowly pulls his fingers out of your pulsing hole, his other hand tracing over the curve of your body. 
He pushes you up the bed so that your head is resting on the pillows that lean against the headboard. 
He sits over you for a moment admiring the way your body twitches in anticipation. 
Your breathing is shallow as you stare up at him, trying to keep your eyes from sliding down his body.
He rests his hands on both of your ankles, sliding them up until they reach the hollow area behind your knees and pushes back until your legs are sitting against your chest leaving you vulnerable to the cold air in the room and to whatever he was going to do to you. 
His eyes meet yours and he gives you a teasing smile, “Oh my sweet, sweet angel.”
“You should’ve just told me exactly what you wanted,” he sighs, running his hand across your exposed thighs leaving goosebumps in his wake, “you could’ve had my thick cock in this pretty little hole.” 
You're trying not to show how his words are affecting you but it’s hard to do so when your body keeps trying to make his hands go to the exact spot he’s avoiding. 
Your eyes are pleading up at him, begging him to give you what you need. He knows that you’re desperate. He’d been teasing you with small touches and heated kisses for the past week but had always been pulled away by something that needed his attention more than you but that all ended today when you practically jumped him as soon as he walked through the front door. 
He slides down the bed leaving him staring right at your center and he brings his finger down to trace around you, “I’m going to make you come.”
You let out a small whimper, your hips trying to buck into the finger that’s still just tracing around you, not once touching any spots that could give you actual pleasure. 
“Don’t sound so excited,” he leans down letting the hot air from his mouth puff over you making you shiver, “I’m going to make you cum but I’m not going to stop until you're crying and begging me to stop.”
His dark eyes focus on yours from between your legs, “and once I’m done with that I’m going to spread this tight little hole around my aching cock and make you come again and again until you have nothing left.”
Your pupils are blown wide and you're trying to catch your racing mind up with his words but you're drawn out of your thoughts when he gently taps your thigh trying to get your attention.
“You know what to do if it actually becomes too much, right?” His eyes are momentarily soft trying to make sure that you knew he respects your boundaries and would stop as soon as you use the verbal or non-verbal ways to communicate your safe word. 
You give a soft nod and he gives you another smirk, the dark look in his eyes returning.
“That’s my good little bunny.” 
And then he’s diving into you drawing a deep guttural moan out of you and you know that you’re in for it when he quickly brings you to the edge and doesn’t stop even after your juices are dripping down his chin.
All you can think is.
Oh fuck.
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random0lover · 5 months
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I have tomorrow off so if anyone’s interested I was thinking of people either sending in a prompt or sending in a song for the vibe of little mini fic can be angst, fluff, smut or whatever for any of the 141 boys 🩶
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random0lover · 10 months
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You ever go back and read one of your works and be like, “I wrote that??? It’s so good though 🤨”
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random0lover · 5 months
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There’s a price smut fic idea that been clawing at my brain and for some reason I won’t just sit tf down and write it *sigh*
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