#quite devastated actually

[ssparksflyy]

THEYRE TAKING MAMMA MIA OFF OF NETFLIX HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE NOW.

#NETFLIX WTF #WHY CANT YOU KEEP GOOD THINGS #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH IN SCIENCE NOW #WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO PULL UP IN ANY CLASS IM FREE IN NOW #quite devastated actually #mamma mia #abba #bells' diary ˚୨୧⋆｡

[starflungwaddledee]

it's the day before my birthday, and my girlfriend surprised me with an outing to a local bird aviary/botanic gardens in the mountains!!!

this was an absolute delight for me, known bird enjoyer, and i got to have many cute and phenomenal birds perched on my head (which i loved and plushie magolor 'tolerated', on account of it being my birthday). i even got to see a nicobar pigeon, which i had never seen in person before!

they also surprised me with an early birthday present to use at the incredible mountain-top picnic spread my gf planned (😭😭) of this extraordinarily cute kirby themed liquid-glitter cup!!

and of course, in true starflung fashion i injured myself twice

once, not three minutes into the outing when my umbrella (which i only require because i'm allergic to both the sun and sunscreen) bit me, and my gf had to run to reception to get me a bandaid. later, when i just totally fkn stacked it on some loose gravel on a slope and i got the umbrella back by slamming it into the ground, along with my knees and one palm. but not the other palm, which was holding plushie magolor, who touched neither gravel nor dirt and never will while i still breathe!

#i am so accident prone and also stupidly fragile in every way. but i'm fine and i found both of these incidents hilarious! #i feel it is important that everybody know that my mum (who has dementia but recognises plushie magolor) asked “is that magolor” when- #she saw meta knight on the cup. i said “no that's meta knight” and she replied “oh i should have known. he's not as cute as magolor.” #and magolor's ego grew THREE TIMES that day let me tell you #the cup is also extremely important as a gift actually. i recently accidentally smashed a childhood glitter cup i've had my whole life #i adored it to bits; comfort item; it had toucans on it. i was quite devastated when it broke #but it's been impossible to replace (despite my gf's best efforts) and we knew no substitute would really hit the same. #but THIS is similar enough yet different enough and so *perfect* in its own right that it really... fills the spot. #my gf is phenomenal at gifts and surprises. truly she is unfathomable. i am so spoiled 🥺 #7inch plushie magolor return to dreamland #he does have other bows btw!! he's been dressing up for halloween and christmas and such but this is his Party Bow! #starflungs personal tag

[arundolyn]

national holiday (bridget briday)

#bridget #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #crow.gif #guilty gif #poses #taunts #yaaaaall dont even know how bad i wish there was a mod like the cheat table for xrd #SPECIFICALLY so i can freeze models and get like #moves and walk cycles and stuff #freezing the camera isnt quite sufficient #devastating. id die for it! alas idk fuckall about how to make it or id do it myself tbh #which like its odd cause uuu can freeze like the whole game. so one would think they would function somewhat similarly #i actually like found a console command that might work #but of course strive isnt about to let you touch the console. stingy.

[spielzeugkaiser]

Have you seen the video of that boy who to embarrass his younger brother goes to pick him up at the school bus stop in a different costume every time? Do you think OnlyFans!Jaskier would give it for Lambert

I just saw it: the brother also did it to make some fun memories before he goes off to college and then I got ;___;

[MASTERPOST]

#onlyfans!jaskier #jaskier #geraskier #geralt of rivia #lambert #the witcher #trans!geralt #honestly I think it was kind of devastating for Lambert when Geralt and Jaskier moved (and I do believe they moved quite far actually) #because suddenly he was alone with Vesemir (with Eskel already long out of the house) #and I think they all have their separation issues #(although I feel Geralt beats them all with his that's a big can of worms) #but yes! of course Lambert tried to be stoic about it but he was also quite obviously (for his family) upset about it all #so they try to do a lot of fun things with him the months before they move

[lottiemilfews]

is it really a ship when one of them hasn't bled out in the other's arms at least once

#going to THROW UP #finished s1. i mean. i KNOW theyre both not rly dead (yet. lmao) but this was actually quite devastating #and the boat flashback........... sorry they are in love. you cant convince me otherwise. titanic pose???? #ouuuuuuugh #the penthouse #sbs penthouse #surhee #shim suryeon x oh yoonhee #kdramaedit #kdramasource #blood tw #death tw #my post #*m.gif

[lavenderjewels]

(JJK 236 spoilers/leaks)

now that there’s been a main character sacrifice this means nobara can come back!

#all these theories on how gojo isn’t dead when I haven’t forgotten how nobara is quite literally suspended in her state #like if ANY character has a return that’s set up it’s her 😭 #I’m so sad over gojo but I need all the kids to be able to move forward and actually change things #and for all I love gojo he WAS a complicated character #and he tried but also he was stuck in a place where his strength kind of contradicted the future he wanted #don’t get me wrong I would’ve been ok w him surviving but losing his technique/energy #since that’s interesting as hell too imo #but I just think if anyone deserves a whole comeback it’s nobara ahfjdjdjjf #jjk spoilers #jjk 236 #also nobara returning would heal me #idc for anyone who says she should stay dead idc idc #I think the writing left it very open even if that was just gege not knowing what to do w her #so it literally would Not bother me writing wise if she came back #yea the wait for the reveal was toooo long but I would be 100000000000% ok and unbeliably happy about it 😃 #yesI’m making gojo dying about nobara. I’m trying to move on (still devastated over gojo rip) #jujutsu kaisen #kugisaki nobara #gojo satoru

[get-back-homeward]

The thread from the weekend of the Beatles’ 1967 Bangor trip and Brian’s death to the vultures descending and India...

'He was like your father. I will be your father now.’

I think John got particularly frightened.

There was no one steering the ship.

...they were all there for the rich pickings called the Beatles. I thought it was a very sinister meeting.

Well, no, I’m afraid not, Robert.

They were able to fall back on what the Maharishi would advise...

John wasn’t in good shape at that time...Paul took the lead in Brian’s absence.

Brian’s death kind of opened the floodgates.

The trouble with him dying at that moment was that it actually pushed them into the arms of the Maharishi, whereas if he hadn’t died, it would have blown over...The Beatles would not have gone to India and all these things would not have happened.

From Debbie Geller’s In My Life: The Brian Epstein Story (2000) [x]

#debbie geller #the brian epstein story #brian epstein #the beatles #mine #marianne faithfull #every time i read marianne’s takes about brian and the band they feel like a fresh breath of air from all the terrible takes out there #so i shouldn't be surprised that she saw the link between brian's death and the beatles clinging to the maharishi as tied together #she was with them that weekend in bangor so she has one of the closest views of it all #she has quite a scathing view of the maharishi but her what if is sound #albeit devastating #(i actually don't think mediation was a terrible idea for them overall given all the anxiety and burnout they had by 67 #but i imagine the cultishness of 60s gurus pushing hindu philosophy in the vein of pyramid scheme marketing would be a turn off) #1967 #bug reading list #apple corps #im gonna have to add more joanne peterson's quotes in another post but her quotes read as forthright and accurate too #joanne petersen #her account of the 27th is harrowing #the men quoted are all weird about brian and sketch #peter brown and geoffrey ellis and robert stigwood #all vultures descending...

[bloobluebloo]

I honestly feel like Ganondorf's tendency to behave in such an unhinged manner when it comes to men is because he is inherently curious about them. He can't bear children so why should he care about pursuing men, he doesn't feel attraction to them, they are inferior to him in every way, his heart rate picking up slightly and the heat rising to his cheeks is nothing SHUT UP GET OUT OF MY SIGHT-

#ganonthots #poor man he needs help #about the bearing children part #I wrote a fic years ago where a younger gan was quite literally devastated that he could not biologically bear children #as it was the first time he realized that he was actually very different from his sisters #and nabooru ribs him about it when they're older because ya know #he didn't really get what a man was at that point #and he just dismisses it as childhood stupidity #but deep inside he knows that was probably the turning point for him with his feelings of alienation #not feeling like he quite belonged no matter what the Gerudo would tell him

[spannardnation]

this is another one of those times when jims mean to andy for NO reason and it makes his heart break

#when u refused to use the name he chose and then this? #like jim this man is a ball of sunshine its not HIS FAULT ur a stick in the mud #also he has a crush on u u have to b nice to him or he will quite literally die #u didnt just ask him to b a little quieter [valid bc it sounded bad] #u got his hopes up then were a dick #and LOOK AT HIM????? #u HURT HIM #fdsjghfkdjhkgjfdg #eds just too good at looking fucking devastated thats what this is #he coulda played it different and it wouldv been fine but no hes like “actually andys dying bc u were mean” #andy

[itspileofgoodthings]

it’s about the shift between meeting them and discovering their youth and their shyness and Romeo saying “I wish I was your bird” and Juliet saying “I can’t remember why I came back” (because she can’t handle looking in his eyes) and Romeo saying “I’ll just stay here forever looking at you until you remember it” and then suddenly remembering the gut punch of the prologue and the ending

#if some random tv showrunner decided to tell this story of two teenagers who kill themselves #because they think they can’t live without each other tbh it would NOt be valid #it takes a master to pull it off without glamorizing or degrading #but Shakespeare is quite literally the master. and the play hits exactly as hard as it should #anyway this is my 4th time teaching it and my 6th time reading it and one of its most powerful qualities #is that you FORGET the ending #like. there is something in the dialogue/story/humor wipes the ending out of your mind #and it just …. it never feels possible. it feels like the farthest thing #and there’s even foreshadowing! and predictions but you don’t feel it #you just feel the sunshine of it and the jokes and the shy teenagers and the crass servants #and then on the OTHER side the clumsy almost grotesque violence of the feud and emotionally you’re just like ‘whatever’ #and then suddenly the end of the play hits and it is this EXPLOSION of almost accidental violence #hamlet ends in an explosion of violence but you know it’s coming. it’s inevitable almost #Romeo and Juliet it just …. falls out of the sky #and it is devastating #anyway re-tellings of Romeo and Juliet should change the ending actually #if you’re not Shakespeare make it happy actually #anyway #romeo and juliet #Shakespeare

[hjemne]

I've been going through the shittest of times possible atm and I've had very little sleep and have been very very stressed, and I just want to say thank you to all you guys on my phone who send me little notifications and make me smile <3 I've really been needing those little moments of silly joy and friendship recently and I love you all so much

#<3333333 #even if i am quite actually emotionally devastated that i missed april fools #thank you guys fr #rambles

[cannivalisms]

πολύ περίεργο συναίσθημα. μια φίλη της φίλης μου ήταν στο ατύχημα στα τέμπη και είναι από τα άτομα που αγνοούνται

#greek.txt #notnow #not trying to get attention for it or anything there are dozens of actually grieving families and i didn’t even like this girl #but it’s an odd feeling. having someone ‘closer’ to the tragedy. my friend is devastated #και να πούμε την αλήθεια. θέλω να το θέσω ανθρώπινα αλλά δεν ξέρω πως/δεν έχω τα λόγια. αλλά ήταν στο πρώτο βαγόνι #έτσι και να λέμε ότι τώρα ‘αγνοείται’ #νιώθει σαν a blanketing of a much harder word that we can’t quite work up to yet. you know #i don’t know. i don’t know. i was just talking about her six days ago with a γνωστή μου #εγώ την κακολογουσα λίγο έλεγα ότι μου φάνηκε αγενής #και αυτή ήταν σε φάση οχιιιι οχιιιι απλα ντρεπόταν είναι socially awkward #να την υπερασπίζεται #και ούτε μια βδομάδα μετά. α ναι. μπορεί και να μην ζει #δεν το χωράει ο νους #πως θα νιώθει το αγόρι της; οι γονείς της; αυτούς πήγαινε να επισκεφτεί #δεν μπορώ να το φανταστώ it makes me feel physically sick #δεν το αξιζε αυτο κανεις τους δεν το αξιζε

[smallrat-child]

Sooo, anyways, tlou episode 3 was devastating. They gave us the love story of the century inside of the zombie show of the century. What a show.

#tlou #the last of us #frank tlou #bill tlou #i’m quite insane actually #I’m quite literally devastated #WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT #shitting pissing screaming crying #the love story we needed but not the love story we deserved #i will take no criticism #i will take no questions #gay #queer #queer love story that literally devastated everyone who saw it

[hey-hermy]

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#next stop is mood drop city #oh boy i am not feeling good #what to do when ur best friend tells you to your face you're not good enough ?? that you haven't been good enough for a long while ?? #i am feeling a little devastated a little in pain a little like im edging a panic attack a little like im going to throw up #she is still my best friend and we'll get through this #but right now i feel like ive been shot #n like im really rather quite alone actually #life really is just me and myself huh #sometimes i very very violently cba #someone idk #send a hug #its bad enough i hold myself to impossibly high standards i can't live up to but to hear the same thing from a friend ? its too much #its irrational to think but how the hell am i meant to live knowing im a serial disappointment to everyone around me ? #how does good enough exist when ive been shown time and fucking again that if im not perfect im not good enough and will be discarded #im rambling now but really im just hurting and i need to talk to the void for a bit

[eggtrolls]

I should fuck off after work today to get kabuli palow at the Afghan restaurant in Hells Kitchen. because I’m worth it*

*also because the cops keep calling me for a description of the guy who attacked me and now I might have to actually go to the station tomorrow and do the whole line up picking ordeal and it’s draining, right after the whole Alice Sebold settlement thing just wrapped

#okay but focus on the palow #literally no possible downsides to this #unless I start crying about how I’ll never make palow as good as theirs #that would actually be quite devastating to me. hm. #Egg talks

[frogbogs]

i had to withdraw my forestry craftsperson job application bc of reasons out of my control ... faaack 🥲

#still proud of myself for trying tho #i am actually quite devastated ngl HHH