#prolonged agony

[archetype-archives]

Spoilers for Prolonged Agony

Chapter 16!

Content Warning for horror under cut.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt au #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt au #rottmnt fanfiction #rottmnt fanart #feral leo #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt ao3 #rise movie #rottmnt movie alternate ending #Prolonged Agony

[kylejsugarman]

just extra fucking infuriated abt palestine tonight. the insulin pens, the sanitary products, the fucking israeli demons blocking aid trucks......this suffering is fucking incomprehensible and i hope to god that hell is real so those responsible burn for all eternity lol. hillary clinton sad tweeting that barbie didnt get enough oscar noms.......there are babies being blown to unidentifiable pieces by bombs. obviously not trying to be discouraging or lose hope, its just the deepest most earth shaking anger imaginable.

#syd squeaks #the prolonged and theatrical torture of an entire people in ways that cannot be comprehended. the agony.

[hannie-dul-set]

can these kpop boys please stop releasing new videos new music new content when i have a midterm to study for ☹️.

#every time i open yt to find background noise while i work......i see their faces and go NO. NO I WON'T WATCH and it hurts me #at least onsite classes r cancelled again tomorrow because of the heat. my exam is postponed too HUSHDSJAJ. which is both good n bad bcs #yay!!! more time to study!!! but boo!!!! bcs my agony is yet again PROLONGED!!!! #might tune in to the txt cb later as a treat 😔😔😔 #GOSH i want to nap

[mlentertainment]

cross dissolve my best friend and audio bandaid cross dissolve

#i hate this fucking movie i can't wait to stop working on it [prolongs my agony through procrastination] [prolongs my agony through procra #personal

[aobabes]

If you were having a good day, think about the fact that after Clear dies, Aoba is left without him for a little over a year, then he is fixed and returns to him but six months later (after the events of re:connect), Clear suddenly malfunctions and his original processing systems continue to deteriorate from the damage he sustained at Platinum Jail and the only thing that can save Clear is to transfer his brain/consciousness/soul into a “new” alpha body.

Clear is scared of the idea, fearing he might default into an alpha while Aoba is trying to keep it together, fearing he might lose Clear a second time…so they both hold on to the precious moments they have now and they can do nothing but count down the days until Clear eventually shuts down completely; and also think about the fact that Clear asks Aoba that when he stops working or when Aoba dies, can they go to eternal sleep (die) together and to that Aoba says yes and they make that a sacred promise between one another. To die together whenever Clear or Aoba’s limited time comes.

They will never grow old together, they will never live long lives with each other, and they can only make the best of what borrowed time they have left. Even if Clear wasn't slowly deteriorating and shutting down little by little, there's still the fact that Clear is an andriod whilst Aoba is a human and human lives always end in due time. Aoba will die and Clear will be left alone or either destroy himself, as he sees a world without Aoba a world not worth living in. With ClearAo, there is no eternal love. Only love that runs on an unpredictable time limit.

Yes, it's realistic because life is just as unpredictable as death, but there's essentially no happy ending with ClearAo. Only an ending after a limited period of trying to make the best of however little time they had left.

#dmmd #dramatical murder #aoba #aoba seragaki #clear (dmmd) #clearao #aoba x clear #if you were having a good day not anymore #I think it's also because of this that I ship NoiCle/Noikuri more than ClearAo because I feel like with Noiz Clear would have a bit more of #a chance to prologue the inevitable (noiz is more skilled with technology and was able to hack into Platnium Jail’s systems multiple times) #(also he did maintenance on Clear in the Dramatical Murder anime which is canon to the game so) #(the damage Clear sustained in Platinum Jail was what caused him to die in the main game but Noiz was able to fix him in the anime) #(so I feel like Clear would have a better chance at at least prolonging the inevitable with Noiz) #not at all saying ClearAo is a bad ship but jfc is that ship 50% fluff 50% unnecessary pain and agony #also wtf they're sick for making Clear sit on an hour glass for his drama cd cover???

[pumpkingeorge]

I ordered dental forceps and they’ll be here next week, but I think I’m about to rip this tooth out with my bare hands

#it hurts like a bitch #but leaving it in will prolong my agony #do. not. copy. me. #my wisdom tooth broke and went bad. now I can’t function

[sweetfirebird]

It would be so funny on WWDITS if it turned out Guillermo can't be turned because of his family legacy or something. Like genetically or magically it can't happen.

#and by funny i mean funny of the writers to do it and prolong the agony #but also not funny and horribly cockblocky to the rest of us

[whentherewerebicycles]

ok just had my dr appt and am feeling a lot better.

we’re going to increase my dosage of the meds + do a diagnostic test on friday to see if my fallopian tubes are blocked (and i guess the test itself can improve conception rates after because of the type of dye they use?). the cost of the test is within the range i felt i could afford so that’s good too. most importantly she was really reassuring about the “if you have 3 failed cycles IUI won’t work for you” advice that is allllll over the internet. her take is that the research focuses mostly on heterosexual couples who likely had difficulties conceiving naturally for a year or more before seeking fertility care... meaning they’ve typically gone through 15-16 unsuccessful cycles (12 of trying to conceive naturally + 3-4 with IUI). in that case there’s likely some other reason things aren’t working and so it makes sense, timing wise and financially, to move on to the highest-tech option (ie IVF). but for single women and/or lesbians who are trying to conceive, those 3-4 IUI cycles are their first and only attempts. and if the medical history looks good and the person is responding well to the medication, then it might just be a timing and luck thing. so she says if everything looks good on the test we’re doing friday, she recommends that i try six cycles before we reassess. and if i can balance the costs and don’t want to do IVF, she says there’s no reason why i couldn’t follow the regular guidance for couples trying non-medicated cycles ie a full year of trying (although at that point i might decide the financial / emotional cost isn’t worth it). 

#iui tag #that weekend of wallowing was uhh little bit rough on me but #i feel better and ready to keep moving #applied for a second job for the summer/fall that would help offset the cost #and if i don't hear about that one i might reach out to my old bosses to see if they'd take me back on #i think if i can work out the money stuff it'll just alleviate a lot of the stress around each individual try #like i think a lot of my panic is just watching my savings dwindle so fast #right as i am preparing to take a very sizeable pay cut #the pay cut is 100000% worth it for my sanity lol but it does put pressure on other areas of my life #blah blah okay #i also think i learned a valuable lesson from this last time which is: don't test a day early and in fact consider testing a day late #testing a day early just prolongs the agony of the 'waiting for your period to start' period and tips you from hopeful into despairing #like 24 hours earlier than you need to be there #SO yeah. #idk anyway hopefully the test goes well and i can do this cycle #and if not i will have more info on friday and can make more decisions then

[djappleblush]

B!tches really be waiting eagerly for weekends to get wrecked by this drama. Again.

#苍兰诀 #it's me #I am b!tches #why are they prolonging the agony lmaooo #gimme me all the angst now #and then the HAPPY ENDING #this better have a happy ending wtf #love between fairy and devil #dylan wang #esther yu #shipping problems #cang lan jue #dong fang qing cang #xiao lan hua

[1kari]

how do you guys stay alive when everything goes to shit

#actually asking. like im unemployed and so suicidal and like just killing myself seems so much more worth it. i dont have to put in effort #and i also dont have to keep prolonging this agony for the sake of the people around me. i know im selfish but id still rather be dead than #do anything anymore #and i have 9 months of my lease left but i think i will probably be dead if i go back to that. what do i do

[voidstilesplease]

"We are going to see a couple of two boys who love each other very much and who are in love, but overwhelmed by the fact that they face situations and are surprised by life. And every beautiful story they built, and all the serenity they had, get shaken a little."

I will go back to this answer when I finish the season and see how "little" things get shaken indeed

#patrivan #elite s6 #why can't nov 18 come sooner #this waiting game is prolonging my agony over not knowing their fate #the translation is not perfectly accurate but it's the gist

[archetype-archives]

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I drew feral Leo but was unsure about what to do with him so I thought I'd post him as is, with the added bonus of his brothers' reactions.

Below the cut I have expanded upon their feelings. There are spoilers if you haven't read up to the current chapter though.

Mikey:

He took one of Donnie's weapons with a clear goal in mind, though it is unknown what the weapon is and what he intends to do with it. He is serious though, he will not go easy on (Not) Leo.

Afterall he desperately wants Leo back but keeps jumping back and forth over whether or not the mutant turtle they pulled out of the Prison Dimension is really his brother or not.

Maybe Karai can help him answer that?

Raph:

Raph loves Leo so much and nothing will make him happier to get him home. But his family is getting hurt in the process. Leo seems more than reluctant to come home, and he's scared that Leo's now unpredictable and violent nature will get his family hurt or even worst... killed.

He knows it all the results of having been trapped alone with Krang Prime, but he has no idea how to help his brother come back from that.

Maybe going to the EPF will help him figure it out?

Donnie:

He will do anything to get his twin back. He doesn't care how much he gets hurt, but he will not risk hurting Leo more than he already is. He will keep trying to talk with his twin, offer help and support in anyway he can. He's not good with emotions, and is well aware that he's more likely going to mess it up than fix anything, but he will never stop trying.

However he is unsure whether or not being patient and understanding with Leo is helping.

Maybe Leo can help clear his resolve?

#prolonged agony #rottmnt #rottmnt angst #rise of the tmnt fanart #save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rise of the tmnt #unpause rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt au #tmnt au #save rottmnt #unpause rottmnt #rottmnt ao3

[unhonestlymirror]

The way suicidal thoughts attack me when I hear even a pinch of criticism from the people I care about is not even funny anymore

#someone: okay so next time try to do better! #my brain: how about we stop exist right now. they hate us. we're never gonna recover so why to prolonge the agony #i need to hear criticism more often so i get used to it

[eohachu]

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god no one will ever let seonho die 😭 why won't someone just let him

#tw suicide #. under the readmore bc idk how people feel about this - could be triggering #. it's not like i'd be happy about seonho dying by his own choice but #. in his specific case?? every time someone prevents him from dying it just feels like it prolongs his agony #. i don't wish him death; in fact i WANT him to live #. but we (and him) know that his life will never have this turning point where everything 'goes back to normal' #. or where everyone lives happily ever after #. so in his case... people keep saving him against his will while he is really just suffering and suffering and suffering #. i just want him to find peace and if that peace is in death then so be it #r watches #r watches mctna

[drbrownscelray]

#prolonging the agony garden style

[melancholyhime]

todays a fucking dark one my bretheren

got too fucking close to a truth and now i wanna lock myself out for like a hundred years

#i cant do it anymore i cant #i say as i lay in my home in my bed and prolong my agony bc im too afraid #i cant do it anymore knowing full well ill still be doing it tomorrow bc im a fucking self conscious coward #i have nothing to complain about except myself and yet here i am complaining #i cant but i will #its not strength its fucking stuborn stupidity