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jjareauprentiss · 3 years

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A faithful night (Jemily Fic)

Ship: Jemily (Criminal Minds)

Warnings: Very tiny bit of smut, swearing

2025 Words.

Summary: After Will breaks off their marriage due to the stress of Jennifer’s job right after she finds out she is pregnant with their child, she seeks comfort in the arm’s of a coworker and friend, though maybe “friend” isn’t quite the word.

Emily wasn't expecting any guests. It was 3 in the morning after all. She was going through her nightly routine of being a night owl. She cleaned up and put away dishes, and was making her way to her bedroom for a quick night shower when she heard a soft, almost hesitant knock at her front door. Panic and fear set in as her right hand reached for where her holster and gun usually are on her hip only to realize those items were put away long ago before the sunset.

The brunette made her way to her door, softly, trying to mask her footsteps on the wooden floor in case the knocker was in fact someone she needed to protect herself from. To her surprise, she was met with a blonde figure turning back around and walking towards the elevator, looking disappointed, shoulders slugged and head hung low. She recognized those gold-coloured locks from a mile away and with a furrowed brow of confusion, she harshly opened the door.

"JJ?" She loudly questioned the walking blonde. When she turned around Emily saw it. Jennifer's face was completely drained of colour except for a rosy nose and red under eyes indicating many shed tears. Her hair was a mess and she was trembling head to toe throughout her small frame. Emily was a little dumbfounded and speechless at the broken look on her coworker's face. JJ opened her mouth to begin a sentence but all that came out were loud sobs as the brunette practically sprinted and engulfed her in a hug.

They stood there for what could have been hours, in each other's arms before Emily pulled away.

"Let's go inside okay?" She softly suggested, still holding on to JJ's shaking arms. She led her into her apartment and handed her a warm blanket as both women sat on the living room couch. They sat there in silence for a little while, JJ still refusing to meet her eye before getting the courage to speak, voice strained from crying.

"Emily, I- I'm really sorry I shouldn't have come over, it's late, You were probably sleeping, god I'm really sorry Em," She said as she tried to stand up from the brown couch only to be stopped by the gentle hand covering her wrist.

"Jayje, hey. You're always welcome here, you know that, and you also know I rarely am asleep at 3 am, so c'mere sit. please let me help, what's wrong?" Emily said with a soft smile slowly bringing JJ to sit back down on the couch with her.

"Uh um it's Will" JJ's voice cracked at his name. "We got in a huge fight, a couple of days ago and he um said that my job took priority over our marriage and he stormed out. When I got back today, all his stuff was out of the house. He moved back to New Orleans I guess." Emily stood completely still at this new information trying to find comforting words that could possibly help the blonde.

"Emily I'm pregnant. and I- I just I can't do this alone, I don't know what I'm going to do" She finished as she sobbed into Emily's arms. With the newest revelation, Emily was even more shocked and still trying to find some words of encouragement she just held JJ on the couch. slowly running a hand with her hair and squeezing her tight, but soon enough the blonde's breathing got more erratic, so heavy she thought she was going to pass out.

"Hey JJ!, Jennifer, honey look at me!' She loudly exclaimed pulling away, trying to get JJ's attention so she wouldn't in fact faint in her arms. And when sparkling blue eyes looked up at her she knew she succeeded.

"Breathe, slowly, It's okay, shhh I got you, I'm right here. It's all going to be okay" She whispered into her hair, holding her to her chest, having JJ mimic her breathing rhythm.

"I will be here for you, for both of you every step of the way. You have me and the whole bau by your side. I'll always be here for you Jen" She finished her loving statement by pressing a kiss to the younger agent's head. And as JJ looked up once more at her she saw a look that could only be described as pure love staring up into her own brown eyes. Nobody had ever looked at her like Jennifer was at this very moment. It was breathtaking in every way possible, realizing that maybe JJ did in fact reciprocate those strong feelings she did such a horrible job at hiding.

It was JJ who took the next step since Emily looked almost paralyzed still trying to process her emotions at the moment. She reached up, looking into Emily's chocolate coloured eyes and slowly connected their rosy lips together.

The kiss was soft, almost non-existent and it went away all too soon, when JJ pulled back, judging for a reaction from Emily.

The heaviness of the situation at hand hit Emily. How this all could have been out of a moment of desperation, longing for touch and not actually reciprocated feelings towards the brunette at all. The panic and insecurity set in and JJ saw It in Emily's eyes as she pulled away further looking at the ground in shame.

"JJ, I- 'm sorry I can't..." She looked up at the tears once again colouring JJ's face and forced herself to look back down at the carpet continuing her statement "I don't want us to do anything you will regret. I could never hurt you like that."

"Emily... please" Her broken voice pleaded at the brunette.

She took a deep breath before forcing herself to once again explain herself.

"Jennifer I love you, I've loved you for so long and I would never forgive myself if I lost you because I couldn't keep my own feelings under control" Emily pleaded back, trying to explain how much that kiss actually meant, though she really wasn't planning to confess her undying love for the blonde with that statement but all logic reasoning in Emily's brain really had been thrown out the window when JJ kissed her for the first time.

"Emily Prentiss you must be going insane if you think I would ever regret spending time with you, trusting you, kissing you or loving you for god's sake! I'm in love with you Emily Prentiss and how can you be so blind as to not see that!" JJ Screamed

"My relationship with Will. It was easy, I was going through a really rough patch when I met him, and fuck, he was there and he cared and I fell for him. But the second I saw your face at our wedding I realized my mistake. I was a coward for not telling you before and I was a coward for still going through with this marriage knowing how much I love you. I'm sorry Emily. I'm sorry I never told you how I felt" She finished, now a lot less angry.

"I didnt- I didn't know," She said now with a shocked expression on her face, mouth slightly agape, wide eyes standing by her kitchen, having walked away from the couch, after the initial shock of the kiss. Looking at JJ still sitting on her couch, now having just screamed how much she truly loved her back.

Seeing the insecurity flashing on Emily's face, her own expression softened suddenly feeling horrible for her actions.

"Well, now you do, now come over here and kiss me" She demanded

Emily finally for once in her life, took the hint and sat back down on the couch, launching herself at the younger woman's lips. This kiss was so much different than the first. It held years of broken hearts, longing stares and passion poured into every second of it.

Clothes started being removed from each other's bodies before JJ breathlessly exclaimed "bed" and Emily laughed at her antic's before grabbing JJ's hand, slowly kissing their way to her bedroom.

As JJ managed to unclip Emily's bra at the door of her bedroom she stared at Emily as pure lust filled her eyes.

"Enjoying the view?" Emily snickered seeing how JJ was staring for just a tiny bit too long.

"God, you're going to be the end of me Emily Prentiss" She laughed breathlessly, cupping the brunette's cheek, and began kissing every inch of her body, staring at her lips, slowly travelling down to her neck and collarbone. When she finally hit that one spot on her neck, she loved, Emily let out a loud moan and god did JJ love hearing it.

"I've been waiting way too long to hear those beautiful sounds from you" She whispered into Emily's neck suddenly pinning the brunette against the door and picking up her legs, wrapping them around her own waist. Emily was needless to say very surprised at the blond's strength but she wrapped her arms around her neck, letting JJ lead this one. Moving Emily to her bed, she quickly laid her down and moved to straddle her hips, in once quick move but before she could continue the attack on Emily's lips, the brunette looked into the blonde, who currently looked like a goddess from above her.

"You know, out of all the times I pictured this, you carrying me to bed was not something I thought you could do"

"You pictured this?" JJ responded with a smirk as Emily flushed with embarrassment.

"Just shut up and kiss me" She fired back quite confident now.

"Gladly" JJ winked as she went back to their earlier activities, hands roaming south and moans filling the previously quiet room.

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When Emily's eyes fluttered open the next morning she was almost convinced it was all a dream until she looked down her body to see blonde locks covering her own very naked chest, and small puffs of air tickling her, JJ's face almost buried in her neck. It was at this moment when she realized just how in love she was with Jennifer Jareau. She knew the road ahead was long and complicated but all she could imagine was the little family she created in her own mind. Her and JJ happy together with a young child by their side, looking the spitting image of their mother, with blonde hair and those gorgeous blue eyes she loved oh so much.

God, she was in so deep, but the way Jennifer's legs tangled in her own, and the way her toned arm was tightly wrapped around the older agent's waist, holding her impossibly close it was paradise in her eyes, and she would do just about anything to never leave it.

She was snapped out of her lingering thoughts when she felt a pair of lips lightly press a kiss to her now very bruised neck.

"What's on that pretty mind of yours?" JJ said croakily, only having just woken up, still dazed from their activities last night.

"Morning gorgeous" Emily responded sweetly as she leaned down to press another kiss on those lips she loved so much.

"Morning, love" She smiled as Emily pulled away once more. "So? I never got an answer, watcha thinking about?"

"Ah you know... how amazing it is to waking up next to you, like this"

"It's pretty great isn't it?"

"Sooo, no regrets?" Emily asked cautiously

"After what happened last night? no, never" JJ sweetly said receiving a giggle from the brunette.

"Good, good, I'm glad. But you should know I meant every word I said yesterday. I'll always love and be here for both of you for as long as you'll let me"

"That's perfect because I have no plans of ever letting you go" She replied looking into sparkling brown eyes, knowing how much love they carried.

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criminalmindsmoodrn · 3 years

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Traveling in a different reality

chapter 3

as always->⚠️spoilers season 6

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Breathing in the scent of black coffee and pen ink, everything just felt right...but it wasn't, of course it wasn't because they weren't all there to drink that coffee, they weren't all there to joke around, they weren't all there, and that didn't feel right at all. It's four thirty I'm sitting in the conference room, by myself letting my eyes wonder around the room , they weren't searching for anything particular just looking at the room with sappy tears in them, not sure why.

"Are you okay love?" I turn my head to the sound of Penelope's concerned voice "Sure, just bit overwhelmed you know" i said giving her a forced smile" I'm sorry you have to feel that way sweetie... can I...uhm can I ask you something?" she was sitting beside me on the couch, taking my hand "sure thing"..."Why she left?I mean we could've helped her, we are her family" her voice is shacking and a single tear makes her way down Penelope's cheek, and my eyes start to fill up with tears"That's why she had to leave Garcia, you-we are her family; the only think she wants to do is protect us that's it... You know on her way to Boston we didn't talk much, but the few times we did she was always talking about you guys, how much she loves you and how sorry she was that she had to keep all of this a secret...she tried to talk to Easter about it but he didn't want anyone else to know.She told me that she was grateful to call this team her family"Now my voice was shaking; I had tears on my cheeks and Penelope was smiling and crying at the same time."You know, she told me that she never had in mind to be a big sister but when she entered this team... me, you and JJ became her little sister and she was so happy about it-"her voice cracked she was crying now, but not like a few tears more like crying crying, the real type."Come here"I moved closer to her and hugged her as tight as I could"I promise she'll be back, she's one of the strongest people I know, she'll know what to do and if she doesn't we sure as hell be there to give her a hand".

We sat there all night, or at least the few hours that separate us from the light of day, never letting go of each others hands.When the rest of the team came in that morning they woke us up which was kinda embarrassing cause we had the make up of the day before destroyed by our tears so we looked like sleepy panda ,which is not as cute as you imagine. First thing Hotch did was calling me outside- fantastic morning yell is always a thing that I look forward to-"Hey I meant to wake you earlier but I saw you last night with Garcia and I wanted to let you sleep a little, I told myself that I was going to wake you up thirty minutes before the meeting but I forgot, I'm sorry [y/n]." That was actually the cutest thing ever he sounded really mortified"It's fine no problem, really; just call Garcia out and we'll go change, we'll be back in ten." I gave him a small hug which he didn't seam to mind, he gave me a kiss on my forehead and called Penelope out then we made our way down, before heading down the stairs I mouthed him a thank you, cause I was actually surprised on how awesome he was being with me.

Like I promised Hotch ,me and Penelope were back in ten with new clothes and a little makeup on our faces so we didn’t look like two zombies.JJ turned on the big screen behind her and started presenting "I talked to a friend from Langley, he couldn't give me Emily's full CIA file but this is what we got plus the info[y/n] gave us last night. She went undercover as Lauren Reynolds to be part of a special task force that was profiling terrorist, formed after 9-11"on the screen there was a photo of Emily I mean Lauren file which include a picture of her and all the info about her and the mission "As we know serial killers and terrorist have different profiles but Doyle was, their last case and now all the people involved in the task are on his hit list" I say while JJ's showing pictures of all the people that were involved in the task like Emily and Clyde Easter "Now this photos were taken during Emily's undercover time; Derek I know what you're about to say, she seams comfortable cause in a way she was, they checked everything about him and that includes romantic relationships...and Emily was his type" I say basically stealing JJ line but that's not the important part, the important part is that now I feel like a profiler which is cool, just kidding that's not important, the face they all made when I said that Emily was his type were kinda hilarious; and JJ? Omg she looked low-key jealous but no one is ready for that talk especially JJ and Em.

Morgan was the most shocked and angry so I decided that it was better if I talked to him before he and Rossi went at Emily's apartment"Morgan could you come up here just a sec please"I basically yelled from the conference room because he was at his desk, he entered the room not even looking at me probably because you could read into his eyes how furious he was"Look Morgan I know you're angry, she's you partner and she didn't tell you what was going on, if it makes you feel better just know that she couldn't; she was under a oath of some sort I don't really know but you have to understand that she din't betrayed you"there wasn't much I could say to him to make him feel better but at least I can say I tried."Sure; but you know.How, it's what I'm asking myself. I have to go see ya".He went back on his steps and I was left alone with my thoughts.

Shit shit shit"Guys I forgot something wait!"Why do I always forget the important stuff "I'm an idiot"I said running down at Rossi's desk"Clyde should be on a plane to Boston as we speak also Doyle should be at the bar, he's probably looking for Jack something I don't remember his last name but I saw him the bar last night with Emily."We all looked at Garcia who was rushing in the room"Guys Clyde is on a plane to Boston-"Hotch stopped her"We know Collins just told us, we are all going there; You too Garcia."they all went at their desks and took their go bag"Girl aren't you taking your bag"Said Penelope giggling"Sure that's what I was going to do...if only I knew where it was"I said quietly"It's right there, next to my chocolate thunder desk"she pointed."Sure of course, thank you Penelope"I gave her a quick smile, took my bag and went down to the garage with her and Spencer .Just like with Emily the drive was quiet and when we arrived to the jet we took our places and took off.On the jet there wasn't that much of a conversation we were all lost in ours minds- I could've just tell Emily to tell the team...everything would be fine now, she would be on this jet with us and they wouldn't be this stressed out, god I'm stupid-"Put the seatbelt on [y/n], we are landing"Hotch was right next to me which wasn't that bad cause at a point I fell asleep for like twenty minutes and when I woke up I was resting on his shoulder an he was checking some files-part two of how great Hotch is-.The drive to the Boston PD wasn't as quiet as the previous one, in fact they sent us a video of the security cameras right outside the bar and we could clearly see Emily getting shot by Doyle, which didn't please very much Garcia or any of us-also our ears weren't please, when Penelope saw Doyle shooting Emily she screamed right in my ear, not cool- "Guys I really hate to be the one to ask but...how long does Emily have?"Penelope asked; I couldn't see her face cause she was in the back sit, me and Hotch glanced at each other and he nodded at me"Well, he took her for last, he sees her like his stressor so"I cleared my throat"he will probably take his time with her"No one talked after that.My thoughts were a mess, I knew what was happening to Em right in that moment, we were sitting Im our cars, safe, she was tied up on a chair with Doyle ready to to everything to make her pay.

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