Imma be honest homies i'm so fucking tired of being in Japan. It's like mostly first world problems like boo hoo no central air or heat so you can barely sleep in the extreme seasons, boo hoo sometimes everything shakes and it could be at any second you don't know, boo boo you go to the grocery store and they are out of ALL BEEF PRODUCTS and you can't even get ground beef above like 2 ounces and EVEN THEN THERES ONLY LIKE THREE PACKS IN THE WHOLE FIVKING STORE TF IS THIS PLACE????? I'm tired of only having one grocery store not having a car, having almost no social life and when i do it's centered around drinking. (I swear i'm on the edge of going sober or atleast never drunk fuck this). The doctors barely take me seriously (at least it's cheap), and i'm always stared at and treated differently or asked the same fricking questions every single time it's been years of this shit it DOESNT LET UP. ITS RELENTLESS I WANNA GO HOME.
I have another 16 months left here 😭 Please pray for me and also please pray that i get into college again in my home state for engineering. I'm studying math rn so i can score high on the placement tests or whatever bc i don't think they'll just accept me now. But i wouldn't necessarily say it is the most prostegious program but it's a good one so i'm stressed about that.
(Friendship with translation ended now electrical engineering is my new bff FUCK JAPANESE IDEC ABOUT THIS LANGUAGE) ((im being dramatic but I am so sick of it all. 😖😖))
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shout out to praytell who unfortunately isnt currently on tumblr BUT is a great writer nevertheless
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I am considering murder
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i'm wearing a secret little smile right now because all is well in the world. i love you dream you gay ass freak bitch. - praytell
god is good dnf is real i am going home in 12 hours life is NICE
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taylor saying that she loves the people from chicago and then singing the lakes are you KIDDING ME
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wow. truly an incredible thing to say
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i am Once Again asking mister vlatko sir your lordship what the FUCK crystal dunn has to do to play in an attacking position for the national team
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I HAVE POLLS NOW
I'll probably never actually use this again, but I do have one question I'd like to present
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Just wondering, do you block liberally or only if people are bigots? Because I'm blocked but we've never interacted before save me liking a couple of your posts and I'm wondering if there was something bigoted on my blog. Thanks.
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“Well- I have to say I personally have never drawn such a sharp line between ‘good’ and ‘bad’ as you. For me that line is often false. The two are never disconnected. One can’t exist without the other. As long as I am acting out of love, I feel I am best I know how.” - The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt.
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I should like. Use this site correctly or something.
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WHY ARE HIS FINGERS SO LONG!?!?!??!?!?!!
(I found this on Pinterest so I don't know the artist but WTF WHY THESE FINGERS 😭)
he can reach my womb, so not a bad thing i suppose😋
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🚀, 🏷, and🔥!
🚀 - do you like to outline your fics first or create as you go?
its kind of 50/50. i outline the important plot points, then see where it takes me! i write very non-linear, i start with random scenes from the middle and end and then i kind of just connect them. i ALWAYS write the begining last because i have trouble with beginings. but thete is always an outline uwu
🏷 - is there a tag you like to search for when looking for fanfics to read?
i mostly exclude tags instead of include, but every now and again i will search for internalised homophobia fics to see if i missed any. these are my excluded tags, in addition i also exclude loads of irrelevant ships and the sbi boys as characters
🔥 - have you invluded any sexy scenes in your fics? If yes, do you find them easy or difficult to write
😭😭😭 i find it a struggle NOT to include a sex scene lmao. i love writing awkward sex/sex with mistakes/sex that is stopped in the middle for whatever reason etc shksjssj
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i love coming back to this website after a day of touching grass and having no fucking clue what everyone's talking about suddenly
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Hanging out with straight people is just (explains why I like the muppet movie) (explains why I like time loops) (explains how I’m trans) (explains how Disney hates gay people) (explains my entire psyche so they get off my fucking back)
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what kentucky bastard put "anear" in this crosswords book man thats bogus
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