#personal snitchy post

[bullet-prooflove]

Just a PSA when watching Chicago Med..

If you think something Lanik did was cruel or snitchy, just remember how Gwen Garrett manipulates him..

Remember at the start of Season 4 (S4 E3) when the man kidnapped his son so he could save his life? Then Gwen didn't let him and made Choi and Goodwin call the cops? So the guy ends up unaliving himself so his son would get his kidney. Afterwards, Lanik goes to Garrett horrified, and says "What did we do?". She says "YOU are the physician-" and basically puts it on him before telling him how "your choices my not give you the results you want, but it doesn't mean it was a bad choice in the first place".

Maybe I'm just defending one of my favourite characters but he definitely resents her towards the end. I wholeheartedly hate Gwen Garrett and the amount of stress she put on Chicago Med.

Her smile/grimace looks like the thing from the horror movie SMILE. Freaks me out...

Also Lanik is so short it's adorable...

I'm physically restraining myself from filling your ask box with requests for him. I have quite a few writing pieces for him but I haven't posted them because theres no demand for him. I kind of love that a little bit though. He's my precious underrated asshole <3

I feel llike this is his fuck off Gwen face.

To be fair I thought she was a really good foil character for them all. Like that ep with her baby in the car, the look she does when she finds out Sharon told Natalie to tell her husband. She is an incredible actress because she chilled me to the bone.

You will kind of realise I sort of don't give a shit about demand for certain characters. Like there's only one other person on this site that loves Rodrigo Sanchez from SWAT and I still write fuck tons of stuff for him because I just love his char and the fact he is bascially an unapologetic asshole.

I would love the opportunity to write Lanik and develop his char in my brain so feel free to pop in as many prompts as you like because it really helps me learn more about my own version of the char.

#james lanik

[cursed-sun]

also, i keep getting this email about how my account at RBC is suspended and im laughing because that aint my bank so i know it’s a scam

#personal snitchy post

[xolotoofficial]

Rise and Shine.

> Marvus wakes up with a headache, sore, and hungry as fuck.

Oh, and he kinda feels like he got hit by a truck.

He giggles a little, realizing that he must be woozier than he felt - that almost sounded like a lyric, haha.

His mediculler bay is full to the gills with various flowers, balloons and cards, a rainbow of flora dancing in front of his eyes. His fans sure do move quickly. What time was it? He felt like he had been asleep for too long, eyes dry and body stiff. There’s a clown he doesn’t quite recognize knelt next to his bed, and a chair with a pile of blankets and a pair of familiar horns - aw, Koko is here? He feels bad, but it was nice to know the kid was being so well-behaved in the midst of all of this fuckery.

What happened starts to come back to him and... Fuck, he feels like such a chump. Looking down at his bandaged chest, his brain races a mile a minute. There was no reason he should have lost that fight, no matter how long he had been performing that night or how much blood was in his eyes or how out of practice he was. He clicks his teeth, and the brother at his bedside looks up.

“You’re awake. Finally. Thankfully.” Marvus smiles and glances at Koko in his sleeping spot. This isn’t often his first instinct, but as he looks up at the other person, he blurts it.

“Bro, I’m so sorry. I feel like such a motherfuckin’ disgrace, gettin’ my shit punched in by a cave slinker.”

The troll snorts a little, patting Marvus’ head, as if he wasn’t a sweep or two younger than the performer. “It’s alright, man. We get it. Ain’t yo fault some rando-ass jade thotty decided to abandon his post and try and assassinate you. Been cases like these all over the city or highbloods dyin’ and bein’ targeted by low bloods. The church already got some of them teal snitchy-bitches on it.”

Marvus licks his teeth as the other clown grins down knowingly at him. He had definitely been at one of the parties Lanque threw. Marvus remembers inviting him and slipping him a little baggy of churchly provisions.

“My motherfuckin’ clowns.” He laughs, a little pain surging up his side and into his ribcage. He felt like trash, but compared to someone of lower blood, he was probably doing way better than he had a right to. “They up and got the narrative all composed already, don’t they? I love church tales.”

The troll laughs with him, “Shit, me the motherfuck too. Will be easy to make this an opportunity.”

Ears perk up at the sound of that. Opportunity. Marvus can already see the tours, the interviews, the magazines, the funding.

“I’ll be back to work to-motherfuckin’-day.”

He almost immediately cringes when he hears an indignant little honk from the chair next to his cot.

You absolutely will mother[HONK]in’ not!

#xxxtras! | unstreamed actions #Word Count | 505 #drug ment // #injuries // #hospitals // #gendered slurs //

[edienotsedgwick]

Hello everyone, it’s been a while since i’ve posted about music here. But i’m super duper happy to say that i’ve definitely gone places sinces I released the first version of You Left Me. 

Since then I have put out the whole EP that I have been working really hard on for this whole year and I have so many people to thank for helping me make that happen! However I have described it long enough on other posts on other social media. (But i’ll totally post some links to those posts later.) 

What I want to talk about here are what these songs are about. On Tumblr here in this big community I have built for myself, I feel like I can be at my most intimate so that’s what i’m going to do. I’m going to tell you all what these songs are about. After all, since most of you here have only heard the one demo I posted on here, I think it’s about time you all needed an update. 

So, the EP starts off with You Left Me. You all know what that’s about from my previous post and the meaning still obviously hasn’t changed, however this is a new version of You Left Me. After I released the first demo, I went into production to make a more refined and complete version. Still with as much of the heart that I intended to put in there. 

Genuine Tears is my second track and second single off this EP (It was released a couple weeks before the whole EP’s release with the new You Left Me.) It’s a song about an incident of bullying in my life where I felt like my emotions and story weren’t believed by most people due to rumour spreading. Unfortunately some of those people who spread the rumours were actually people I considered my “friends”. I felt like I was framed as a villain when really I was the victim. Since then I have been very self conscious about how people view my personality because of this. I’m scared of coming off as too annoying, too clingy and in this case it seemed like I was too snitchy! Too honest! This is a song as wanting to be seen, not as a bad guy, but just as a human who deserved support from most people unfortunately in a time when people were refusing to give it. 

I Can See You In The Fog, is the shortest track on the EP but it sure does get to the point easily. It’s about feeling unsafe in environments where I should have all the right to be. For the longest time, i’ve had to be around someone who doesn’t make me comfortable at all and it’s made me feel like they’ve always been out to get me. It makes me so anxious that I have to look around a lot and be alert at all times when they’re around. Sometimes I avoid certain places in general because I associate them with where that person always is. The song is about wanting to just relax and not feel like that for once and instead enjoy myself no matter where I have to be. 

Dream Person isn’t about anyone in particular, but it’s just about a general feeling that me and i’m sure many others might relate to. Ever since I broke up with my last partner, there has been this big hole in me that feels like it can only be filled by a relationship. Most people who know me know how badly I want the hole to be filled. Everyday, I have fantasies about being in love with someone and someone being in love with me. Doing all the things that lovers do that i’ve never really experienced, that lots of others I know do way more than me. (I’ve only ever properly dated two people in my whole life.) My biggest want in a relationship, is to one day just wake up lying in someone’s embrace as the sun shines into my room through the window. This manifests in the dreams I have at night. In my dreams i’m always with someone, it doesn’t matter who, all that matters is that in the dream i’m finally happy. When I wake up, I feel like i’m being tricked whenever I see that I was just cuddling a pillow the whole time. 

And yeah, long story short that’s the EP. I hope you all enjoy this songs as much as I was satisfied making them for you. I want people to be able to feel something hearing them and I want to be the one who’s music is there for you if you ever end up in a situation much like the ones i’ve been in. 

Thank you for following me, 

Edie Xx 

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[cursed-sun]

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#personal snitchy post #it's not a code #it's my incoherent screaming

[cursed-sun]

i was thinking about doing traditional art commissions....

#personal snitchy post #mind you i dont have a scanner and photos of the picture do jack shit so i'd have to send them by mail #or something. i dont know #also dk how much my art is even worth...

[cursed-sun]

a good april fools prank is licking the bottom of someone’s cookies while they’re in the next room over doing something and you were told to watch them

NOT

being a fucking dick with screamers and hurting people

#personal snitchy post #april fools #i actually did that to one of my friends like... fucking YEARS ago and it was hilarious

[cursed-sun]

i finally got my sweater

#personal snitchy post #it's not really how i imagined it? but it's still good #i love it #i'll wear it after i take a shower

[cursed-sun]

bonne fête à moi, bitches!!!

#personal snitchy post #Happy Birthday To Me #im 20 now

[cursed-sun]

Ahah guess who fucking cut his leg open with his nails.

 Me. I did. 

Gods I fucking hate myself so much.

#personal snitchy post

[cursed-sun]

I would like it if you didn’t decipher my ciphers. Especially if you know what one it is.

#personal snitchy post

[cursed-sun]

tfw u want food but like...too many steps to do the thing. so u just make tea instead

#personal snitchy post #:/

[cursed-sun]

i better not be getting my fucking period real soon or i will be so fucking pissed off that i will literally break something that’s probably important to me.  I did not want to be on this emotional rollercoaster you fucking jackass.

#personal snitchy post #mother nature if me being an emotional wreck for the past few days is your doingi will fucking kill you

[cursed-sun]

just getting gayer.... and gayer..... and even more gayer

#personal snitchy post #damn it pumpkin #ilu #qpp

[cursed-sun]

tfw ur fam still uses she/her/aunt/sis when referring to you even though you said not to

#personal snitchy post #negative #gods damn it guys #misgendering #u gotta stop that #i gave you terms to use instead and this still happensssss #also it feels so fucking weird being called my birthname now... #like yeah it pretty and a name of a nymph but like ???

[cursed-sun]

hi, yes, mother nature?  i’d like to report a murder. It’s fucking yours, you dick.

#personal snitchy post