#outright deranged

[alternian-cringe-collector]

Hey whats up. Former Mod Karkat 2. Yeah I'm alternian kin LMAO. Me on the blog was just me fuckin around from the start. Sure, I'm a mutant and would get fuckin murdered on that planet, but I just belong there. Oh fucking well

[ ] [ ]h I'm SURE y[ ]u w[ ]uldn't. Y[ ]u have a great habit [ ]f s[ ]meh[ ]w c[ ]nvincing highbl[ ][ ]ds t[ ] defend y[ ]u, apparently! Because SEULI[ ], WH[ ] IS AB[ ]UT T[ ] GET A TASTE [ ]F MY R[ ]PEKIND, IS DEFENDING Y[ ]U IN [ ]UR GR[ ]UP CHAT LIKE HE'S GETTING PAID F[ ]R IT. [ ]

[ ] And trust me, I've kn[ ]wn him since we were grubs, he has DEV[ ]TI[ ]N t[ ] m[ ]ney. [ ]

#mod trout #I HAVE A FUCKING DREAM THAT SOMENIGHT #SOME FUCKING NIGHT #INTERPERSONAL DRAMA ON YOUR BLOG WONT BLEED INTO OURS #outright deranged #hatemail

[mugentakeda]

i just loveeeee the idea that there was a big gap of understanding between lu ten and iroh the same way theres a big gap of understanding between zuko and iroh. mistakes that iroh didnt realize he made with his son he then also made with his nephew and still not realizing it. a whole world of things about lu ten that iroh didnt know about, and will never know about. im gonna talk about it though because i am insane so look away from my cringe

lu ten had gone to his father with problems before, and iroh cant help but wonder, now, if his son had ever been trying to imply deeper things in between sugarcoated words because there were things you just didnt say in the palace, and irohs head had been so far up his ass he hadnt seen it. despite it being waved practically right in his face by his son, desperate for sound advice from his father, whos brain was too waterlogged by thoughts of how he was going to pull off his next bloody conquest. like how zuko was always howling for help, hurt and confused like a cornered animal, hidden deep under his fits of rage, and irohs head was Still so far up his ass that he kept meeting zukos silent begging for straightforward guidance with convoluted proverbs. he can sit here and bury his face in his hands in shame over the sheer amount of times hed failed his nephew without realizing, and how much convincing it'll take to get his nephew to understand that yes, iroh did fail him so many times, and he couldve prevented so much suffering simply by holding himself to the same standards he held his nephew to. all those times during those three years before the avatar returned that he couldve done something. sit here and think about how sad it is that he has to even try hard to convince his nephew such a thing, how sad it is that he finally got zuko to stop seeing ozai as some all-wise god that can do no error as a father, just for zuko to start seeing iroh as some all-wise god that has done no error as an uncle. but he can at least go and do something about it. he can never do something about what he did to his son. the things he knows he did, the things he doesnt know he did, and everything in between. he will never find out what lu ten truly thought about him. he will never have that reconciliation, that silent scream of relief and violent shiver in the crook of his neck that zuko gave when iroh yanked him in close after their separation, with his lu ten. he just has to hear about his own son through word of mouth and somehow be content with that. and worst of all, its all his own and his god damned family's fault. no amount of healing and learning by trying to do right by zuko and the world he helped nearly ruin not much more than a half decade ago can act as a balm for the agony that brings him. he knows healing his guilty conscience isnt supposed to even be a reason for why he helped the avatar, but god- it's when the rationality leaves him and he realizes that this is something he cant seem to make himself be the bigger person in. he knows its his own fault, that there are hundreds- thousands, maybe- of earth kingdom sons he personally stole from earth kingdom fathers, and only gave up on his siege when the consequences of his war came into his own backyard, but he cant help it. doesnt want to help it. hes still angry and hateful anyway. his son should still be here. his son should still be here. his son should still be here. and if he tells zuko about how much he still hates himself as both an uncle and a father, zuko will definitely rush to reassure him, all the while he is chained to his desk and meetings day in and day out, fixing this uncles mistakes best he can, losing sleep and forgetting to eat. none of it will mean anything to zuko, if it means he can make his uncle feel better. and if that happens, iroh might actually vomit in front of his nephew.

#i love when characters outright refuse to heal or move on!!!! yayyy!!!!!!!!! three cheers for bitterness and hate forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #making lu ten a personality and then remembering hes lit dead so so cool. Like hes just dead. he will never come back. No plot armor #sometimes... characters having unsatisfying unhappy ends.... is the best. #THIS NIGHT HAS OPENED MY EYES.... AND I WILL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN........................ #HE SAID HED CURE YOUR ILLS... BUT HE DIDNT AND HE NEVER WILL.................................... #(starts vomiting blood everywhere #i should tie this with my hcs about ursa and lu ten being close cus they were left alone together in the palace a lot #and how lu ten helped shoulder a kind of deranged amount from her by basically co parenting zuko and azula with her #meanwhile ursa was a grown adult and lu ten was like . 15 #oh the curses of being the eldest sibling oh the horrors #atla

[the-everqueen]

was talking to the other postdoc (same fellowship, different field) and it's wild how outright rude our host departments have been. with the exception of one or two people, we've had multiple microaggressions and dismissal of our research (while both depts are literally searching for someone to fill a position that would theoretically encompass what we do). again, i get we're temporary, and there's no obligation to really connect with us, but. i've gone to other dept lectures out of curiosity/overlapping research interest and the faculty have been SO nice, made a point of remembering my name if they saw me again, asked about my research, etc.

#welcome to academia #like it's bare minimum type shit i expect #mostly bc i do it when i'm at conferences #the degree of outright exclusion is not entirely unexpected but it IS deranged #(both of us are also in...fields that i would say encourage these pockets of conservatism) #(so both our host depts are largely [if not entirely] white dudes) #i hope their job searches fail. if they're this bad to some light-skinned poc postdocs #they're gonna make some ntt bipoc faculty's life hell

[teas-of-trin]

When i want to dig through my emotional trauma regarding my mom —> sharp objects ( book or series because both together slaughter me so beautifully. Something something our mother is our carver and grave digger something something we never escape the house we grew up in, the house we lost everything in; always being afraid to become who hurt us—tangling ourselves in the line between the kindness in ourselves and the sickness in our parents)

When i want to dig through my emotional trauma regarding my dad —> succession (there is nothing for me to say here, i watch a dad kick his children and watch them come back to him no matter what circumstance because they want his love; dangling the legacy, the opportunity of a lifetime in front of your kids and then drowning them when they get to close; wanting your kids to be killer, but them never doing it because they want your love too much; fear vs love)

When i want to dig through both my maternal and paternal issues and also the fact that love is carnal —> hannibal (i mean surrogate parents; manipulation at the highest form, obsession for understanding; layers upon layers of desire unfurling themselves under each other; trying to find parents in the people who took the most from you; having someone affect your life so deeply there is a before and after with them in the middle)

#idk what this is #personal #sharp objects #camille preaker you made me feel seen #adora crellin #amma crellin #succession #what can i say its about your family never outright showing love #its about how your parent can make life into a game and you learn to compete for love and respect through those rules #the roys #shiv roy #also roman roy #kendall roy #and #conner roy #my deranged children #like ahhhhh #screams ferally into an article of clothing hanging on the back of a closed door #hannibal #hannibal and will are on anither level #i hate them i love them i want to dissect their dynamic i want them to dissect me #hannibal lector #will graham #abigail hobbs #i project onto you way too much

[todayisafridaynight]

okay nishiki fans may infantilize him but at least they’re not like daigo fans…99% of them are DERANGED and i feel at times they care more about the ships than daigo himself…

speaking of ships if i see one more minedai piss fic i might actually mail someone a pipe bomb. i’m joking, of course. i would never do that nor would i ever send death threats on the internet haha..

i cant even knock you for the idea of people overlooking daigo as an individual and instead sees him as a piece to pair off with

#snap chats #like theres degrees here #nishiki fans are deranged in how they baby him and excuse him murdering shinji and reina #or just outright act like it didnt happen #but thats just class A woobification and nishiki fans credits i have spoken with ones that really know their shit #inversely i love my homies who like daigo but i also cant really agree with them and their takes with him sometimes #and maybe im a prude but the oversexualization with him really makes me be like. Hm. yk #again i cold just be a lame prude but idk.. just hits me the wrong way #like obviously ive drawn saucy art and wrote saucy fics with daigo im not sayin that bad at all #idk... maybe im a hypocrite 🥴it just feels especially extra sometimes yk #i feel like people think daigo is a character that doesnt warrant a lot of thought to understand #but like even if he is i feel like sometimes people still miss him and what hes about #lke mine's easy to understand isnt he? but people still miss the mark on him #idk idk. but youre right about the piss and other extremely-niche kinks that shit'll forever weird me out LMAO

[raayllum]

have two smaller but impactful metas sitting in my drafts to write tonight as a treat to myself <3

#dragons rambles #one about tdp's narrative evolving into one of restoration > outright redemption and what both mean thematically #the other about rayla as a delayer / deranged speculation as to why callum getting harrow's letter went the way it idd #*did

[spiritualviolation]

god, sometimes i really wanna know what goes on in enoch's head while 2-3 is happening

like. you concoct this very detailed plan for about a year. it's absurd because it involves the lead coroner of scotland yard herself and a piece of history that no one would think to connect because it's a tenuous link not even most of the public know. but it's because the concept is absurd, and the trust the public have in the coroner itself is great that they wouldn't think she'd purposefully fabricate an autopsy report (ignoring the fabrication in klint's autopsy since that is COMPLETELY out of public knowledge at the time). and to top it off, it perfectly lays the blame on the person you're constructing the machine for, without you being considered since the 'culprit' would've been obvious.

and then this japanese law student just goes into court, with the sheer determination of defending said person's innocence no matter the cost, just fucking unravels it all, even down to the very detail of every reasoning behind every action that you'd thought no one would get. like, seriously, if he wasn't correct, he would've sounded absolutely fucking crazy! but he is correct on every point, thus tearing apart your plan that you've devised for an entire year.

no wonder enoch exponentially got pissed as the trial went on, like. case 2-3 is fucking batshit INSANE the longer you think about it

#the great ace attorney #tgaa spoilers #dgs spoilers #the great ace attorney spoilers #dai gyakuten saiban #do i tag this with spoilers? i guess #i don't mean that case 2-3 isn't already crazy enough even on surface level #but the longer you think about it it's a fucking MIRACLE ryuu even had the adequate resources and evidence #to back up his claims #because otherwise it genuinely would've sounded insane #obviously in real life it's believable these authorities could've fabricated evidence and whatnot #but in-game they literally stated outright how much the public has trust in sithe via the jurors #it's also more towards the fact that. the coroner was coerced. by using a fucking waxwork of all things. #and the waxwork was used as a body double for the victim in a science experiment-slash-stage magic device? #but the waxwork literally looks nothing like the victim? #like. even you gotta admit if it wasn't for the very tight and detailed explanation given after #even you gotta admit it feels like a stretch when you first present it #this is NOT dunking on case 2-3 btw!! i just think the absolute deranged insanity that was the #writing of case 2-3 is one of the best fucking things i've ever seen in any media

[ereh-emanresu-tresni]

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#literally though Every option that i considered worthwhile for my life has derailed or become outright impossible now and idk how the fuck #I'm supposed to salvage it now lol #mental health's imploded too much to handle intellectually rigorous career #chronic physical pain and slowness fucks w things like culinary that i considered a fallback #and even my absolute baseline of like trophy spouse got undermined by being too deranged to feel justified pursuing relationships #if i even knew how lmao. ugh. what's even left

[annoyinglibra]

What the fuck is wrong with this website

#this persons other posts are also absolutely deranged #and also outright offensive

[bb-drayster]

anyway imagine if we made out in the giggle pod

-🐉

#[he hasn’t posted anything outright deranged in a while so here u go] #rotumblr #pokeblr #pkmn irl #pokemon irl #pokeblogging #pokemon rp #pokeblog roleplay

[alternian-cringe-collector]

fuckin YIKEZZ your takezz are rancid [hatemail]

⎈ What takes? I haven't said anything opinion-based yet. ⎈

⎈ You want a bad opinion take from me? I believe the entirety of the clown church, as a whole, needs to be deconstructed and surgically removed from the government. I don't believe being a lime or cherry inherently makes one cullable. I think caliroll sushi is delicious. I believe the entire system of culling, both Alternian and Beforian, is flawed deeply and requires deep adjustments. I have never liked earl grey tea and I think everyone who claims to like it is a liar. I threw someone overboard and into the ocean, tied to several cinderblocks, in a drunken rage back on Beforus and was never prosecuted. I believe everyone should install a dayshade on their hive, just because they look good. I think voting-based systems could be incorporated into governmental systems. I, personally, would find a long-term effort to transfuse blood into another troll to change their blood color fascinating and would happily fund it. I believe tartan is the ugliest thing ever made and the creator should be rebuked for all time. ⎈

⎈ You haven't even sea-n rancid yet, love. ⎈

#hatemail #mod anchor #outright deranged #the other mods can whine and bitch all they please about it #those are just my opinions. cant help how i feel. #tee hee hee.

[genderfreakxx]

The way anyone feels about this “Beast” transformation in the Vanessa Hudgens adaptation of Beauty and The Beast tells me p much all I need to know about how you’re gonna treat alt and queer people in general tbh. Easiest red flag test in modern cishet media.

#pictured on the left is a trust fund baby rich kid who would absolutely hate crime me #pictured on the right is a morherfucker I would share a smoke with and is indescribably hot as hell #at the press of a button I can become one of these men? it’s 100% the dude on the right are you kidding me #I’ve never seen such an insanely hot fucken transformation portrayed as beastly outside of outright furry depictions. like. #they skipped right over a furry interpretation of The Beast and just made a HOT AS FUCK MAN #deranged media. he’s so hot. god damn. #blithering on

[tamamita]

Liberal Zionists on twitter trying to smear the airman who burned himself as a white supremecist or a mentally ill man if not just outright mocking him genuinely deranged shit man

Do any of us expect a group of genocide supporters to have a heart at this point?

[puripurin]

Yandere actor x makeup artist reader (too long? Sorry 😞)

— Yan!Actor who has an absolutely terrible attitude when it comes to the other staff members expect for you.

He thinks that no one other than you could do his makeup right, and you knew how mad he could get when nothing went his way. From scolding to outright degrading, there was no denying that his attitude is foul.

Every time you walked into his personal room, your anxiety spikes up. Just the fear of him getting angry for something that could wipe off easily made you fearful. Over time, this fear made your body ridged when doing your work, and unfortunately, you had gotten sick from the stress.

The day after when you came back from your sick leave, you saw how deranged this man was.

"You... how could you. Getting sick... from stress? Ha! How pathetic and weak... Those cunts who didn't my makeup in the time you were away was absolutely horrendous. So filming had to stop because there was no way I'm going to film in shittily done makeup. Just like those other untalented makeup artists, I will saw off your hands if you don't comply."

Not my best work cus i was writing an actual thing for it before it became like this. Also dw pookie its not too long 🫶🏾

#yandere #yandere x reader #male yandere #yandere actor

[todayisafridaynight]

RAAAGH SECRETARY YURI!!!!!!

THEY SHOULD KISS AND HOLD HANDS AND IGNORE THEIR BOSSES' EMAILS !!!!!!!!!!

#snap chats #//slams fists on the table shaking crying screaming// FUCK #ive already crafted a nine-part saga in my head on how they meet and get together and #AS would make the first move i just know it. yk that tweet where the girls are texting #and one of thems like 'ik youre not good with social cues so let me tell you outright' yeah thats them. to me. #i saw that fire and passion when she was tellin aoki murder's ok.... in a roundabout sense of course... i see the potential... #anyway aoki should die inside about how his secretary can get a girlfriend but he couldnt but he also cant do anything about it #on that note. its funny that when i draw katase i think of mine I THINK I MADE THIS POINT ALREADY BUT IM MAKING IT AGAIN #like they both have A Pronounced Hair Part that goes to the right.. they both have NICE lips.. they both got that sort-of square/round hea #AND they got pinstripe suits. AND brown hair cause i forgot that fact somehow. i dont think katase's deranged tho <3 #on the real had it not been for the heterobait they could just look like a pair of siblings and thats hilarious #in my heart mine and katase are Vaguely Friends But Not FRIEND Friends But They'll Say Hi To Each Other Every Morning #anyway let me STOPPP before i reach Category Seven Levels of delusional

[weebsinstash]

so like in the most awful manipulative evil way possible can you imagine Valentino pulling some outright DEBAUCHED, VILLANOUS shit like making Angel do one of those "ha ha you were blindfolded and your partner isn't who you thought it was" sorta pornos because yes that's an entire genre and for him, the blindfold gets ripped off and it's, ya know, his friend, YOU

and you'd think "oh chicks would be safe though right" WRONG BECAUSE APPARENTLY ON ANGEL'S WIKI IT SAYS HE'LL FUCK WOMEN IF THEY PAY EXTRA also like how does that even work out. Like... dude is a hole a hole for you??? Like with Husker??? I guess being able to withstand sex is different than being actively turned on and desiring but I guess that's pretty sad on his part, he's probably snorting pills and shit to get it up just to get the job done

Also I need to visit genuine nonplatonic yan Angel x male Reader at some point but that's a story for another time. God the absolutely TOXIC potential of poly Val/Angel/Reader like ughhhhh the suffering, throw Vox in there too and you've got just a bunch of toxic codependent horny addicts and then also there's the TV they watch porn on cjfjfnfjr

But like. Valentino just being a MENACE because one or both of you have CROSSED HIM. he wants to punish you both in such a fucked up horrible way that he also wants to get off on and potentially film for himself or profit(and I imagine even outside of this specific scenario, Val would be 500% a voyeur/cuck to some degree and loves watching his toys play together, like didn't he even kinda make Vox strip in a gram post once? Once you're his ho, you're his ho, that certain "I haven't fucked you" type of respect is never regained back)

I just picture. Maybe Angel is blindfolded but he's still in an aggressive dominant role and maybe even instructed to be rough or say really mean shit (slapping you, calling you a whore, demeaning you about how much you're definitely enjoying this) and all he can tell is that his partner is gagged and restrained, and at some point in the most traumatizing post nut clarity possible the blindfold is removed and one of two things happens

1. You were gagged but unlike him WASNT blindfolded so you could see him and cry through your gag and like pointlessly uselessly call for his help and tell him who you are but it doesn't work and that's like part of your punishment

Or 2. You're blindfolded and kept ignorant and Valentino holds this over Angel's head like an atomic fucking bomb. "You better remember this the next time you try to betray me, because I have pleeeenty of nice footage to show your little friend if this happens again"

just saying, I doubt Valentino would even NEED to use Angel's contract to make him behave anymore after getting THAT kind of dirt on him. Angel's SO lonely, and he can't lose his best friend, and also, he couldn't possibly traumatize you even worse like that.... totally not also being potentially selfish and self serving "I can only protect you if you're around me" or some deranged shit... and of course, now Val gets another nice little plaything out of it too, isn't that so nice for him ❤️

#yandere hellaverse #yandere hazbin hotel #sinprompts #yandere x reader #yandere stuff #make no mistake Valentino DEFINITELY tells you anyways and turns angel into the bad guy #'well if he cared about you why didnt he come clean. maybe he liked it' boom done friendship sabotaged #also haha I maybe have a vox fic thats 90 percent finished and in trying to tie it up now fingers crossed