#or if nobody truly cares

[masakia]

I do love creating games in college and all but god 4 years non stop of making a game every six months have left me so burned out that I don't even know if I want a job in the industry anymore

#kia text #nothing for me coming close to the feeling of seeing a story that you wrote being translated into a game #but men it does gets tiring writing non stop something you are not passionate about #don't get me wrong I love the game we are making now but god #it's really hard to balance telling the story with the gameplay #one side the game design team (3 people really) want me to make a character dialogue shorter and simpler #but on the other side the art team (1 person) says that the dialogue fells too simple #like I don't know what you want me to do here #I dunno #just tired of creating stuff that doesn't speaks to me #and the tought part is #in the end nobody really reads the script I write #or the articles I spent days having meltdowns over #just fells like nothing I do really matters #god I don't think I ever heard someone saying “wow you did a good job” apart from my mom #and I don't know if my job is really shit and people just don't wanna tell me #or if nobody truly cares #sorry everyone #i'm just venting #just frustade with things I guess

[skyberia]

#bg3 spoilers #''nobody cares about murder as long as you murder the right people'' ideal world. truly

[narliee]

how was your exam? it was good!

#heartstopperedit #heartstopper #narlieedit #nick x charlie #usergay #dailylgbtq #useranne #usermiraa #userrjoana #userkimmy #usersnat #tuserlucie #tusercarolina #userjake #usermagda #osemanverse #gifs* #the complete lack of caring about the year 11 boys seeing them makes me so 🥹 #like they need to hug each other in that moment there is truly nobody else in the world but eachother

[medicalunprofessional]

never change, man !

#phantom of the paradise #potp #swan potp #nightmaretheater #65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp #Look into my beautiful mind boy #Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw #but i had to push a specific look for this piece #hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look #Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan #I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That #as awful as he is he desperately needed help #it might seem like vanity on the surface #but i think its… more than that #long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry #It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again #i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems #he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away #anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him* #i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal #sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick #i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad #*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha #sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please #adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse #to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like #the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this #sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol

[the-batblog]

This is probably a hot take but I don't think anybody actually cares who Batman is outside of the GCPD and conspiracy theorists.

When Batman first shows up he's a friggen poltergeist. He's a cryptid. For a second there maybe people thought he was just a creepypasta.

Then when people start to think… actually it kinda seems like he's a guy…? Like, he's a real…? Person…???

Then the GCPD is like, 'Okay, well, then he's breaking laws.'

But your average schmo is like, 'And? Yeah he's a guy; he gave me fifty bucks to get home last night. Right after he saved me from an acid piranha pit.'

But the thing is, Bats has his own personality. He's a whole person as the mask. People don't ask who Superman's secret identity is because, as far as they're concerned, Superman is just Superman, and when they can't see him, it's because he went home. It would be the same with Batman. They probably think he sleeps or hangs upside-down all day.

I think Gothamites like him as Just Batman; he's the city's pet monster, and they like it that way.

I think we get super caught up in the, "Batman's secret identity might be revealed! 😱" because Batman's secret identity is famous. But if someone unmasked Clark or Barry or Hal it would be like

"…I have no idea who this is."

And they expect the same of Batman.

GCPD wants to know so they can arrest him, conspiracy theorists want to know because they wanna know where he fits into the machine, gossip columnists want to know so they can get catch some drama, and real-person fanfic authors wanna know so they can accurately describe him when he takes his mask off to kiss Bruce Wayne.

#Batman #Bruce Wayne #Bruceman #Gothamites #I don't make the rules #I really truly believe nobody cares honestly #Joker specifically doesn't want to know #any other rogue who wants to know is given dirty looks because they're trying to cheat by targeting him at his house #that's just bad sportsmanship #Bane knows already and he's keeping it to himself because it's really really funny #🦇

[salsflore]

i think self shippers should be nicer to themselves. seeing people call themselves weird or cringy or embarrassing is like NO!! NOT AT ALL!! i am giving you a hug actually. and a slice of cake

BANNER DESCRIBED IN ALT. TEXT

#i know a lot of them mean it as a joke or just. not seriously but then there are some that truly #believe they are doing something wrong somehow that they are odd or like meh nobody cares about [] anyways #wrong!! me!! i care!&@*$!! #i support peoples rights to kiss or hug or beat the shit out of their fave fictional characters. you should do jt more often btw #they say sorry for the bad art or gushing even when no one cares NO!!!! throws a cake at you (like affectionately)

[coffinsister]

Something very interesting about how little Andrew cares about morality and how deeply ingrained morality is into Ashley's worldview

#Ashley deeply hates people not just women who she perceives to be unfaithful and disloyal #and she's deeply convinced she is an evil person a person nobody could ever choose or truly love #and its so funny cuz andrew couldn't care less about any of that #this man is like Dostoevsky who ? #soleil shut up #the coffin of andy and leyley #ashley graves #andrew graves #coffincest #lowkey

[theborzoiarebackintown]

Ya don’t see borzoi ears like that everyday!!! I mean. I do. Cause I live with them. But. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.

#dogblr #petblr #dog #sighthound #borzoi #margo #the hound ears in this breed are truly out of control lolol #spoiled with both Margo and Charlie having high tight tiny ears #Kram’s are like okay #lower and larger than I’d like but not wholly offensive #for vex we shall see! #I’d wager they’ll be in between margo and kram in style and set #we care about tiny high tight ears because 1. aerodynamic #2. it’s an indication of tight skin #which is an indication of tight connective tissue #which is a point in favor of longevity and speed #there seems to be a correlation with small tight high set ears and speed #shown in one speed study #but nobody has redone said speed study so it can’t be used as facts #anyway #also it is a big factor of breed type #you lose breed type you lose the breed #okay I’m done now

[hellenhighwater]

Wait is that actually your ex-boyfriend's hand? What happened to him?

He works with real live dinosaurs so....

Nah, he and are are super good friends--we were before we dated, and remained so after, because the breakup was extremely amicable, and he's one of those people who's a terribly good gift-giver. Most years we still exchange gifts sometime between our respective birthdays and christmas, and he sent me that hand (it's a replica) as a gift one year. I made him the archaeopteryx fossil bowl this year.

Just because this is the OG bone-stealing witch website, I will clearly state that the only real human bones I possess are my own. My animal bones are all either scavenged myself or gifted to me by the people that scavenged them. (I have a sort of energy that consistently makes people go "I saw this dead thing and thought of you!")

I don't have a problem with owning human remains that are ethically sourced, but the reality is that unless you can very precisely trace the origin of human remains to the specific person who clearly and unequivocally stated in life that they're cool with someone keeping and displaying their now-unused crunchy bits, it's...probably not ethical. So if someone has some of their own bones that they're done using that they want to send my way: cool, let's talk, ideally before it's necessary to have the conversation by seance. Otherwise, I will continue to be perfectly happy with my replica remains.

I'd like to will my crunchy bits to someone who will make dramatic monologues to my noggin, but hopefully that's not an issue I'll need to deal with for a while yet.

#is the gift giving secretly a competition? maybe but in a fun way! both of my college ex boyfriends and I are still close #in fact we're all going on a big college buddies camping trip this summer #my third college ex boyfriend no longer exists #because she came out as trans #good for her! #we are also still on friendly terms but we don't keep in touch as much #anyways truly genuinely i dont care what's done with my body after i die but I DO want my estate used #to put up a really dramatic ominous angel in a cemetery somewhere #so that future melodramatic counterculture kids have a place to take terrible futuremyspace selfies #it is the gift i wish to give to future generations #nobodys making morbid statuary for the graveyards anymore

[64tzu]

expression doodles to get me through the day

#hotaru no yomeiri #firefly wedding #just found out that nobody rlly cares if I don't post fully shaded pieces life is truly beautiful #cake is truly cake #.png

[jinsoro]

Saying Toshiro dislikes laios for the same reason he likes Fallin is a take outta nowhere. Guessing this came from someone who just skimmed the series

#its not even subtle #fallin is actually great at handling people did manga readers forget #she's a bit weird like her brother but shes still different #rants as if im even in the fandom anymore #dunmeshi #they just saw this take being passed around on tktok or something #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #fallin touden #toshiro nakamoto #laios touden #the fact that he endured it the entire time. even went along fighting with laios whole he was starving and exhausted #the only time he said all that was when fallin was involved #and he had the RIGHT to be angry #if you found out someone used forbidden sorcery to bring a person you care for back to life #knowing nobody can gurantee the safety of both fallin and many other people #marcille and laios werent normal for this lol #like it showed they truly loved her but didnt think twice to consider the consequences

[uncanny-tranny]

It's okay to want to pass or to bind or tuck or things like that, and it's insensitive to imply that trans people doing so is proof they are trying to "conform to cissexism". It is okay to want to transition "traditionally". It is okay to not want that, too. What isn't okay (and will never be okay) is to degrade other people for the choices they make or for the choices they have to make.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #as always: saw something that really missed the mark somewhere else #i've seen BOTH sides degrade peoples' choices and it's bad! no matter why you're doing it! #just stop! *the sound of my scream blasts everything away from me within a twenty mile radius like i'm todd howard* #do you honestly and truly know if somebody or some rando is trying to be cissexist by transitioning? #as somebody who does want to 'conventionally' transition in many ways - you don't know. you can't know #what's more important - degrading people or protecting them? #i'll tell you when you degrade people for no reason you will be alone. you don't want to be alone especially if you're a minority #a trans person who isolates themself because they degrade other trans people - for example - will be alone when they are targetted #that's what i mean. i've seen it a lot more than i care to. it's upsetting and tragic and i hate it. i want it to stop #transition (or lack thereof) is all about you. nobody else. it shouldn't BE solely for somebody else #absolutely there are cases where part of transition is for somebody else and that's fine. but if that doesn't apply that's cool #my transition is focused on me. because i do it for myself and my comfort and my safety and prosperity. because i want to Live and not live #big L live is different than little l live

[etoilesbienne]

spreens character makes me insane because he says he doesn't like roleplay and he doesn't like playing a character but his character is easily one of the best in the server i wish people didn't send him a bunch of hate for playing into an antagonist RAGH. Have some more confidence in your rp abilities man. you would be so good if you let loose a little more.

#posts from the aether #ik the main reason he isn't logging in is bc of the shipping but like. UGH #spreens one of the more interesting characters because he truly Does Not Care about his fucking egg he hates that thing #and NOBODY ELSE IS FUCKING LIKE THAT AT ALL!!!!! #anyway his character ends up being a coward and a fool but incredibly determined in his own ideals

[flammedoudoune]

Random interactions I've had in the past couple of days in Japan:

-old naked lady at the sento who did her best to explain to 3 confused french tourists who had never been to a public bathhouse how to proceed, despite us barely speaking any japanese, and her barely speaking any english. She also gave us sweets afterwards. She was lovely.

-middle aged man who stopped us in the street to tell us we were beautiful. He then said "I am crazy", smiled, gave us a thumbs up, and left.

-brazilian tourist who started talking to me in the bus and told me I should go visit Himeji.

-old japanese man who started talking to me in the train station and told me I should go visit Himeji.

#the bathhouse was truly an experience #equal parts uncomfortable and nice #my friends were stressed out about it beforehand #but i kinda assumed that we'd each have our own space to take off our clothes and wash #and we'd have our little towel to cover us #and the only time we'd be fully naked would be when we're in the water so no big deal right #seems easy enough to avoid being naked in front of friends and family members right #wrong #you are naked so much in there #we were not prepared #but the place was pretty though #and the bath itself was very relaxing #and the old lady and the other customers were all very nice and patient with us #also i was feeling a bit nervous about people seeing that i only have one tit and a half #but nobody batted an eye #people genuinely did not care at all about how the others looked like #which actually felt very nice

[spacedlexi]

it honestly frustrates me when i see people reduce the ericsons cast down to "just some teens in the woods" acting like theyre no different than any other group of lone teenagers from other existing properties and treating them like an overused trope

it is sooo important to acknowledge the "troubled youth" aspect of the whole equation. theyre not just some random teens in the woods clem stumbles across. these kids were abandoned by their families for their various "difficulties" and fucked up by The System before the outbreak even began. and then once zombies started roaming the streets their familes never came back for them and the adults that were in charge of taking care of them just left them there to rot in that old boarding school (except for ms martin who was like their lee 🥺 the only person who ever saw them as the scared traumatized kids they were and died protecting them)

the whole aspect of them already being fucked up by the adults that controlled their lives is like.....kind of important when discussing the whole "delta is stealing kids to force them to fight in a war they have no real part in and want nothing to do with" aspect of the season. and its important when comparing them to clem and her journey of also suffering at the hands of the adults around her forcing her to become self reliant. AND its important when discussing the "just trying to build a safe home (and future) worth fighting for in this world that wants them dead" aspect of the season as well

these kids were forced to come together to survive. and a Lot of them didnt... theyre the only family they have left and you can tell that even when they argue with each other theyre still a close knit group who looks out for each other. theyre a Real family before clem even gets there (and its why what really happened with the twins and brody and marlon hits them all so especially hard)

all of this is what REALLY makes ericsons such a perfect home for clem. its a Real community of her True peers. theyre not Just teens. they mightve had a layer of safety clem never had by at least having walls to keep them safe. and having the benefit of the school being hard to find. its the only reason theyre still alive when clem shows up. but theyre also some of the only people who can Truly understand where clem and aj are coming from. and its why it hurts so much when they vote to kick them out. but its also partially why she merges back into the fold so easily when she returns. plus the fact that shes Really the only one who has any idea what shes doing. shes their rock and she makes them feel safe because underneath it all theyre still just those scared traumatized kids ("EVERYONE is scared, clem..." vi was Definitely including herself in that 'everyone'), and on some level, so is clem

they saved clementines life. and she saved theirs. "the school was supposed to help them with their trauma, now they help each other" its about the LOVE the COMMUNITY the SUPPORT!!!! and thats the shit that makes good zombie media honestly 👌

#it speaks #twdg #there i go again writing another essay but i will Always defend the ericson cast theyre one of the strongest out of all 4 seasons #complaints ive seen about s4 typically include mentions of the teens as a trope being overused and im like.......did you even pay attention #the fact they were branded “troubled youth” and basically thrown away by everyone who was supposed to take care of them is SO IMPORTANT #these kids are Fucked Up but theyre Trying to make a kinder world #nobody talk to me i fucking love the ericson cast 😭😭😭 theres not a single one of them i dont like im serious #them using poor pilgrim of sorrow in ep3....ericsons is heaven to clem 😭 all the comments she can make about feeling safe there 😭😭 #clem being everyones rock but violet being clems rock back 🥺😭💕 waaaaahhh thats why it was over for me when vi stood up for them in ep 2 #vi having the courage to stand up to her group for aj........... yeah she had me in a vice grip after that. she fought for them so hard #and if it wasnt for her advocating so hard for them to stay they ALL would have been taken or killed #vi cared about clem so much she undoomed them all #and aj loved clem so much he undoomed her :') #s4 is just the perfect ending to clems story truly itll make me happy for the rest of my life im so happy for u clem 🥺 #tfw the media you like gets a good ending and the main characters are respected and it feels like it was made from a place of love #instead of being like...actively hostile to its fanbase and destroying its own characters for the Laughs #and when i say “good” i dont necessarily mean “happy” i just mean “competently written" #i wouldnt call it perfect but it survived both a cancellation AND the financial collapse of a major game studio. its perfect to Me #for what it is (and what it originally almost was with the clems house plot) we truly lucked out so fucking hard #truly a return to form of season 1 but with less despair and more hope which i appreciate :') #all the things ive liked over the years that were destroyed for me by bad or weird writing decisions... clutches onto twdg like a lifeboat #god i love s4 so much nothing has ever been More Specifically Written For Me Personally

[bunnihearted]

🌧️🫧💭

#i shouldnt have fav mutuals bc i get sooo sad when they soft block me #which *always* happens like im not joking the day will come when they're just like nahhh bye #🥲🥲 nd i cant help but get sad #nd i dont even agree w that anon who said that 'no wonder everyone blocks u' bc im never mean to anyone #i think it's just bc im fundamentally unlikable and unlovable and the time will come when smth abt me #ticks them off nd nothing abt me is ever tolerated i always have to be perfect for everyone so then i just get cut off like dead weight lmao #also it shows that i get attached so easily but in reality ... ppl are not at all as attached to me 💀💀 #like i care abt them but they dont care abt me nd it makes me feel so stupid #why do i so easily care for ppl?????? why do i have to care nd like ppl when it's always gonna end the same way #me being me is bad nd wrong and nobody could ever truly know me nd still like me #i have to live my life constantly hiding parts of myself and making sure im not too authentic or too open bc then i will make ppl dislike me #it rlly is that. im never mean. i never fight. ppl just see smth abt me nd go 'oh ewwwwww' nd then leave #nd if it hasnt already happened it will at some point nd im constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop #whenever i realize i say or did smth wrong im tense waiting for the moment where they'll leave me will arrive #ok this might sound silly bc i was like 'triggered' by smth small but like #all my life thats just how it's been. im not even mean or cruel. i just exist and ppl dont like me or who i am or what i think #i can never be truly myself anywhere. that is sure to result in being all alone 4ever. but i dont like hiding parts of myself #but i have to. but its hard when im trying to hide nd be lowkey but i still manage to make ppl dislike me T-T #idek what im supposed to do bc i just exist nd im not likable. i try to be that but im still not. idk what to do #anyway.. who cares.. j'appartiens seul #but yeah it is bc it's like this for me all the time nd ig that triggered me lmao #i mean just w my sisters.. their issue is just who i am. my personality. i havent been cruel to them. or bullied them. or put them down #they just get irritated from my personality nd who i am. thats what makes them mad. nd they kinda want me to just stop being me nd idk how #to do that and therefore we arent even talking. havent talked for a year #i wanna cry like????? what am i supposed to do??????? im so extremely fucking horrible that just by exisiting nd not being mean or cruel mak #es me unworthy of everything. idk idk like. omg i feel so stupid for being triggered by that #maybe if i had irl friends and a job and a life i wouldnt care but im a fucking loser failure worthless good for nothing idiot. ofc im this