#okay now I’m sad again

[erixadraws]

I just want to close my eyes and fall asleep in your arms, while listening to the beat of your heart

#okay now I’m sad again #blades of light and shadow #aerin valleros x mc #aerin valleros #choices fanart #bolas mc #choices bolas #digital art #erixadraws

[greg-montgomery]

rewatching 9x5 is not for the weak

#‘are you okay?’ ‘i am now’ his love for jack 🥺🥺 #‘she’s not you’ imagine being beth in this situation #bc this episode makes it clear that he never got over haley no matter how much he liked beth or not #if he could have haley again he’d drop beth with no second thought and it really shows in that episode </3 #i am not a fan of either relationship bc i’m jealous lol but it’s just sad to think about it #he never got over haley #never got over her death and never got over her as his first love #i mean he didn’t want the divorce in the first place so #hotch 🪐

[whumpy-wyrms]

this man’s hair is changing without my permission again

#very slightly but it’s still a million times better than before imo #erm me drawing sad wet cat anton again? wow what a surprise #ignore the fact i am drawing this diagonally on my canvas. i’m quirky like that okay. #ignore the fact he is staring directly into your soul in this image #also anon i see you. i hear you. more dew art coming soon i just gotta get this outta my system… #i cannot stop drawing him i actually can’t it’s actually a problem (no its not) #anyway this is art that’s gonna be based on the next chappy 💥💥💥 #dew will also be in it 💥💥💥 #in the art i mean (obviously he’ll be in the chapter) guys that’s why the canvas is like that. that’s why #crazy shit #i love talking absolute complete nonsense and confusing everyone who’s reading #yeah. yeah i bet ur confused right now. about what the hell im talking about. me too #doodles #anton oc

[lesbianfakir]

Princess tutu tulpa save me save me save me princess tutu tulpa

#feeling sooooooo shit about my artistic ability today #it’s like why even bother making things #but princess tutu would be like no! #you love to make art #why should you value what you do any less because of how others perceive it #isn’t it enough that YOU love to make it? #and I’m like but princess tutu the friends I would share the experience with are gone now #and she’d be like that’s sad and it’s okay to mourn that but there’s nothing you can do now #one day there will be people you can share the experience of creating art with again #but today you just have to keep going and hold on to what you love #why do you look to others to assign meaning to your creations #and I’d be like damn i guess you’re right princess tutu thank you #anyways thank u to everyone for tuning in to me attempting to give myself therapy via fictional character 👍 #lea talks

[harmonictechnicality]

just popping on to say hey hi hello, and that i miss all of you lovely sunflowers v much

#got diagnosed with pmdd ayooo I love having hormones #no no but I’m v grateful to have a diagnosis now cause falling apart once a month was eating me alive #if anyone reading my rambly tags ALSO has this - pls know my heart fully goes out to you #you are a brave soul just doing your best #I’ve never experienced such intense sadness so I’m giving you the biggest hugs #but on a positive note I’m writing again #and cannot WAIT to go gush over all the lovely comments y’all have left on ao3 #seriously this community is full of precious little pebbles and I appreciate all of the kindnes so so much #okay I’m done bein gross i swearrrrr #back to the doods 😎🤙

[islenskihesturinn]

This is a picture from half a year ago, but it occurred to me yesterday while I was keeping Lilja’s head in place during her second treatment that these animals really have to trust us a hecking lot to just let us do these things to them.

She’s been drugged to stay calm and feel a bit less as her teeth get filed down from being like a staircase to nearly straight (it was bad, now it’s almost good). Machines that make loud noises and vibrate get put in her mouth and there’s weird smelling dust everywhere. Meanwhile her human is gently patting her hair and praising her for staying put, and half an hour later she’s back with Fjara and eating hay like nothing happened.

Same goes for the other 3 (namely Týra, Solita and Ieniemini), who just come walking up to you after all that, asking for a treat (and a brush bc it’s shedding season and they’re all itchy ladies).

I don’t really think about it often, but sometimes it’ll hit me how much they trust that we have their best interests at heart and they know this in their own way.

#brb crying but in a thankful way #anyway Týra is fully okay again (had a freshly broken tooth pulled) #Lilja can actually chew normally again now and with one more treatment she should be normally aligned again #same goes for Solita and Ieniemini! #Hviða and Fjara were both fully alright and only need yearly check ups now #Lilja…Lilja was off worst and had basically spent longer than I like hanging a jaw like a bulldog #lower jaw forward #she couldn’t put it back bc her teeth had been ground down wrong #I could tell at first from the weird squeaky noises she made while chewing #and then lots of shaking of her head and holding the bit #but now at this point in time 1. all her hooves are nice and regular and supporting 2. she can move her jaw normally and 3. her entire body #is physically okay (got checked by a physician yesterday) #she’s mentally happy as well (was a bit down since December (same Lil. same.) #I’ve been making an effort since for both her and me to spend more time with her #I wasn’t well and aside from it taking a toll on me it also took a toll on her #naively I didn’t think my absence would matter #stupidly even. my own sad brain got to me. #lesson learned: horses make happy chemicals in the brain. apparently humans can do that for their horses too. #and now I’m crying again. been doing that a lot lately🥲 #anyway the trust my horses have for us are not something I take for granted and it’s humbling and an honour

[cha1cedony]

(For the question thing you asked for :D) what are some of your favorite fanfics? Dndads or other-wise?

Ooooh thank you! It’s been years since I’ve read more than a few fics for any other fandom, and I don’t really remember any that stuck out to me by name :( Not that you want to read old Danganronpa fic anyway lolol

However, I DO have a favorite DnDads fic! Which is Mine to Bear by pen_ultimate. Be warned that it’s very NSFW and has a lot of other content warnings. But it also has my favorite Darryl and Henry characterization everrrr. Holding the Line that Holds his Heart by trustycustard is another favorite, mostly because it’s one of the very first DnDads fics I read, and I love rereading it :) My favorite fics are typically long slow-burns lol so sorry about that :P They’re really good, though! Highly recommend.

Apart from that… 😬 I really need to start bookmarking stuff, because I KNOW I have a lot of oneshots and shorter fics that really stuck with me, especially when I first got into the fandom and was binge-reading every fic, but I can’t find them (because I never used to comment on things 😭)

I remember REALLY loving some from travvymybeloved (@officialgleamstar)’s Soulmate September 2023 series. I’ve reread how dare you want more by LordAxxington (@aximili) soooo many times. o_o please don't say you love me by nonbinaryjesse appeals to me VERY specifically lol (OCD Grant fic) and I love it. Come Home by @isadora-greenhall made me think about Nicholas and Jodie for an unhealthy amount of time HAHA

Maybe I’ll edit this someday or just make a new rec list in the future if I can remember more of my faves? 😭😭 I need to start bookmarking stuff sooo bad. Wish there was a way for me to see what fics I’ve left kudos on. ANYWAY. So sorry this is a messy response, but tysm for asking!!! ^_^

#and hopefully everyone I tagged is okay with being tagged? :’D #I’ve never written one of these before #I’m sad bc I know I have a lot of other fics that I absolutely LOVED but can’t find now unless I go searching through the main DnDads tag 😭 #sigh #chances are I recommend most character-driven angsty fics lol #anything with Grant usually #automatic kudos /lh #also if you put ‘queerplatonic’ in the tags I’m in love immediately /lh again lol #:) thank you for the ask. feeling good this morning #ask #chalcy stuff

[hella1975]

#tams plot outline: so the siblings are travelling again and they travel with some refugees for a bit. that’s it that’s all I’ve got down #me: okay… just make some OCs for it no biggie…. it’s just i think im going to flesh them out for no reason and get attached #and then get upset that the ‘showing the reality of war typically through the unjust treatment of helpless civilians’ fic #goes on to treat the civilians unjustly #like it’s just so SAD why did I put so much life into them just to have them be treated terribly #i have got so ridiculously attached in the TWENTY MINUTES they’ve existed as a concept #like not even written them yet #and now I’m getting upset for them and their injustice #and YEAH that’s sort of the point of tams and shows me im doing something right #but also OWWWWWWW #the dancing scene. that’s it #in my defence of the next tams chapter I’ve been listening to american pie on loop while hashing it out #it was always going to be heartbreaking. blame don mclean #twice as many stars

[mymelodyisme]

😔 unrelated but related my sister (same as the last post) said I was bossy

#🥺 she specifically said to me that i was just going to be bossy again like i always am #my mom then also proceeded to say my sister told her I was being bossy and she lowkey agreed 😭 #she swears it wasn’t in a bad way but that i even nods her around #and yesterday?? my mom 😭 commented on my clothes and yes I know I didn’t look too nice I was sweaty and tired #but i don’t have pretty clothes or style as sister once pointed out so like 🥹 just let me be #i thought I was cute and now I’m a lil insecure about them #😔 okay that’s enough it was just stuff that bothered me #actually this is completely unrelated but i always wanna participate in those #‘show me your oc and I’ll draw it for this themed thing’ posts my friends do #but 😭 i don’t wanna inconvenience them so I never participate #it makes me a little sad that my life is an inconvenience to others in my head #okay That’s it hope you’re well if you read all that

[petrichorium]

Happy anniversary of the time I wrote 20k words in a week and got ghosted by the artist who was supposed to make art for the fic lol

#it’s been a year I can be bitter now right #for a SINGLE DAD BAKUGO FIC r u kidding I should have had artists lining up to make the art and instead I get shafted #I don’t fully blame the Big Bang staff. I think it could’ve been handled better but it’s mostly on the artist #but wow that rlly happened huh LMFAOOOOOO #shoutout to Shay for being the most supportive friend through all that truly #I got to live vicariously through her assigned artist who was amazing && also she drew me some stuff that was adorable 🥺 #if anyone wants to know why sleeping is taking so long to write it’s bc I was fueled by spite and a deadline for the first chapter and now #I am just. kinda bitter and sad abt the rest #which sucks bc I love the fic I rlly do #hopefully I can get over it bc it’s silly to let something like that ruin the fic entirely #SO insane tho. the way I was the only one who made the cut and didn’t get art too #not even bc I didn’t get picked but bc my artist was a sham. nice. love that truly #the staff was okay. I’m not gonna pretend I felt supported but I get that it’s a complicated and stressful event #and it was a difficult situation bc my artist insisted they were working on stuff. never got an official ‘sorry I’m dropping out’ message #so I get it. but I’m also still pissed :) abt the whole situation not. at any singular member or staff or anything #mostly at the artist #but again could have been handled better fr

[notapsychologistfox]

#okay now I’m sad again they didn’t get Vince back for seasons 10/11 #:( #I love his season 6/7/8 stuff #the x files #txf #the x files poll #txf polls #polls #poll #x files #vince gilligan

[snoopyblankie]

Gonna bake stuff with my boyfriend tomorrow ! We’re gonna make Cookies and I’m Excited and he’s gonna sleep over nodnodnod

#lil pup speaks ! #sometimes when I regress around him I get real sad bc he’s gotta leave #so it doesn’t happen every time but I’ll start crying #and it happened again today but he was nice and helped calm me down #so even though I’m a lil sad again now I’m okay cuz I remember him bein all nice #AND that he’s comin over tomorrow so it’ll all be okay #age regressor #agere #age regression #agere blog #age regression blog

[akkivee]

regardless if it’s a timeskip or not i do think the new outfits signify a new chapter in their lives??? like in the case of bat:

kuukou’s still punk still monk lol but more importantly, he still has his sachihoko symbols on his haori thing. kuukou’s always changed the symbols on his coat whenever he gets a new one so it’s an important point!!! sachihoko are guardians to protect from storms so kuukou still has his protector/protection imagery

jyushi’s overcoat is still the same style but it is longer and darker and his outfit as a whole is grandiose lol like even more vkei, so i’d say this is jyushi’s final form a jyushi more true to himself and braver than ever before and ready to perform on his biggest stage yet

hitoya’s i’m not too sure actually lol but it reminds me a lot of his fit back when he helped out kuukou and jyushi. if that’s the angle then it might have him playing support for whatever he’ll be getting into as jakurai’s partner. also lends to his own knight imagery since that’s the period of time we see him as a defender

#this is vee speaking #i didn’t have the bandwidth to actively think about rosho’s glasses #but it struck me as closure for rosho and i read a thread yesterday that filled in the blanks for me lol #rosasa back at again with their self contained story lol #rio i’m kinda excited for lol he took off the uniform!!!!!!! is his war about to be over?????? #gentaro took off two elements of his outfit i think?????? like that black coat is gone and so is his turtleneck!!!!! #he’s opening up y’all 🥹🥹🥹 #what’s cracking me up about jiro’s fit is that he’s wearing that plaid button shirt UNBUTTONED #AND UNDERNEATH his usual black shirt like bruh lmao #ichiro!!!!!!! is back in black and red!!!!!!!! he’s back in his tdd era colours where he actively wanted power!!!!!! #similarly samatoki is back in leather!!!!!!! (MY LONGEST YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII EVER) #he wore aloha shirts after the tdd timeskip and i’ve always been of the opinion he’s wearing comfort clothes since he’s been that depressed #so maybe now that nemu’s okay and thriving!!!!!! he can be a leather baby/daddy again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #juto and red has always been a Thing the brain just hasn’t ever made the connection with why red’s important to juto and i’m sad ☹️☹️☹️ #he looks good but i still don’t know what red means to him ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #ramuda in posse yellow ;w; his beret is rly cute too he wore a hat during the tdd era and i feel like that’s the trend with tdd #they’ve rediscovered their purpose from back then 🤔🤔🤔 #and so with sensei uhhhhhh well it’s certainly the brightest version of his clothes yet 😭😭😭 #he’s peak happy by this point maybe and i do wish that for him lol #anyone else i didn’t mention i’m still thinking on lol

[darlingfreddie]

Ugh I hate feeling so frustrated and hopeless because of this pandemic, like it’s hard not to mourn all the opportunities or things I’ll be passing up because I can’t afford to get sick. And it’s also hard not to mourn all the ways my life would be been different in the future if it hadn’t happened to begin with 🫡

#I’m okay just feeling really down about covid #I miss going to the movies. I miss walking around the mall and seeing other people’s bare faces #without worrying if they have this virus that could kill me #it’s really sad and it sucks and I know there’s nothing we can do about it now #but I think it feels even worse bc the government doesn’t give a fuck about us anymore #it’s like if we die then we die and who cares and it’s like how am I supposed to be hopeful in a situation like this #sometimes I wish really hard for this to all be a dream and just go away when I wake up but it never does!!! #like life will never be normal again isn’t that crazy #who else feels the same way let’s talk about it lol

[rosicheeks]

i am a little worried about you Princess. are you ok?

#I’m doing….. okay?????? #I love my new job so that’s great #I get to be with puppies all day #have to do a lot of cleaning but they are worth it 🫶 #but my depression and anxiety have been baaaaaaad lately #I have a few ideas why my depression has been rough lately #but that doesn’t make it any easier #I want to work and be with dogs all day every day but I can’t work thaaaat much (only part time) #also it doesn’t pay amazingly unfortunately so I’ll probably have to find another job on top of it #especially with my 26th birthday coming A LOT faster than I’d like #I’ve had to do a lot of cleaning and packing which is completely fair since my parents want to have people over for the holidays #totally totally fair #but it’s also sad cause I have to box up a lot of my stuff/hobbies #like I boxed up practically all of my painting stuff since idk when I’ll be able to do that again #my room is jam packed with shit so I’ve only been home to sleep #spend the rest of the time in the car but it’s not really mine so I can’t smoke in here so half of the time I fall asleep #idk idk idk I just feel like I’m complaining all the damn time so I’m trying to shut up and keep it to myself a bit #it’s just the same thing over and over again and nothing is gonna change unless I move #and that’s incredibly unrealistic right now #also I’m worried about my dad more and more each day so that doesn’t help #I want to do something with him or for him but our relationship hasn’t been the best and idk how to fix it #and I’m terrified something is going to happen and I won’t be able to #oooofda that was a lot #and that was only a little bit of what’s going on #but at least I have a job now so that’s cool haha #sometime I’ll have to show you guys some puppy pics I have so many now haha #thanks for checking in lovely #I hope you’ve been doing ok 🫶 #ask

[chellestrash]

going back to the tattoo studio and immediately helping my friend re-pierce her ear feels like going back home after a really really long day at work

#this place and these people just make it feel like this is where i’m supposed to be #it’s just sad that right now i can’t make living out of this #it’s sad i need to do something else and it’s sad how happy i am here #i wish i could be here every day again #not just sometimes when i have a moment after work #i hope i’ll get to be back here again at some point #i really hope this chapter isn’t over yet #OKAY BLA BLA BLA #shut up #michelle talks