#okay but this is true around here

[sol-draws-sometimes]

Maybe it’s my fear of not being believed but I literally can’t do comedy where the other person isn’t being believed. Straight up, at first I would get stressed when the Human Centipede clip was going around. Like, do you know how terrifying it is to be in a wild ass date where you think you’re in danger and the waiter notices but has they have to open their mouth so now you have lie. Or the Elmo Rocko memes like, OF COURSE ELMO’S DISTRESSED! I WOULD BE TOO! LIKE EVERYONE IS TELLING YOU THIS ROCK IS REAL WHEN IT’S NOT(and like yah I’m sure there’s nuance to the situation but like COME ON).

Or Bibi from La Familia Peluche, I remember liking the show as kid and I still do but like, fuck man, the borderline emotional abuse than girl goes through IS WILD. LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING TELLING YOU THAT YOU’RE NOT NORMAL AND FEELING LIKE YOU’RE GOING CRAZY. I remember rewatching La Familia Peluche in Highschool and like fuck man, that period episode. Or to this day I remember the scene where they were serving food and she started to eat first and her family chastised her so she stops but then they make her feel back cause she already started so now she just continue to eat it and like I’ve literally been in a similar situation. And for those who haven’t watched the show, the whole shitck is that this is an absurd world where everyone works on a different level and Bibi’s the only who reacts normally to our eyes(the comedic straight man to alot of the jokes), which leads to the iconic line “Bibi porque no eres una niña normal”(Bibi why aren’t you a normal girl) that is said in every episode. Which from a dramatic irony perspective that we the audience know she’s the only normal person, makes it a funny joke, but if you think about it too hard, it’s so fucking sad, I just can’t help but not fully enjoy the show cause I just constantly feel bad for her.

Fuck even watching HALF LIFE VR BUT THE AI IS SELF AWARE FUCKS WITH ME! Like yes I very much enjoy the series! But, most of the time I’m just feeling bad for Gordon, like fuck man, I’d react the same way, wouldn’t you. Like ESPECIALLY BENRY! MAN DID HE STRESS ME OUT! I genuinely felt so bad for Gordon!

And then this slides into how I can’t enjoy alot of comedy(especially cringe humor) cause even though I understand the joke and think it funny on paper, I just end up feeling too bad for the character to actually enjoy. And it’s awful because I’ll STILL watch the shows because I’m invested in the characters not the humor if that makes sense??? (Oh, Community/The Office, the hate love relationship I have with you).

Anyway, yes I’m so fun to watch comedy with, I literally can’t be in the same room from some scenes. And yes, all my favorite characters follow the Only Sane Man trope, why’d you ask?

#sol talks #my post #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai #sesame street #Elmo #neruodivergent #<-I didn’t mention in the post cause I think anyone can relate but I feel like people in this tag would relate more??? #Bibi P Luche #red flags tom cardy #la familia peluche #La familia P. Luche #elmo sesame street #Elmo rocko #comedy #some should do a video/post analysis the autistic coding around Bibi from La Familia P Luche #sorry for referencing a show that’s only in Spanish that only Latinos know 😔 #Like just thinking about Bibi too much fucking distresses me #Also this is also why Framing plot lines freak me the fuck out #Like YES I did mentally breakdown when relisting to tma and truley processed the framing plotline #and yes I DID spam my gc about it #And yes body swaping story/Time Loop stories also scare me cause of the ‘people not believing you’ #Well Body Swap stories are inherently terrifying in the other sense that you can fuck up their life and vice versa #but that’s a different rant for a different day #Also it’s not true that ALL my fav character follow the trope that’s a hypervole but ALOT/MOST of them are #Uuuuh can you tell it’s past 9:00pm(insert that tumblr post here) #okay it’s like 1:00am goodnight #if you read all this you’re the real mvp

[quietwingsinthesky]

the amount of time i spend thinking about Even carrying the metacrisis doctor’s fob watch is really quite disproportionate to how much ive fleshed out that part of the story in my head

#i still find myself not caring if the metacrisis doctor couldnt use one. he can because i said so and because donna shouldn’t get amnesiaed #alone. #but anyway. even. its just something about like. #here is your best friend. the man who showed you how big the universe could be. its still him human or not. its still the doctor. #can’t call him that. have to watch your tongue always because no matter how familiar their faces are. these two people do not remember #everything you did together and never can. at least they still love each other. nothing could change that. that’s what matters. you steer #them into each other’s lives so carefully and watch to see if they’re going to get hurt. but they don’t. it’s okay. #and still. and still. you carry your best friend’s life. everything that he is. you can hold it in the palm of your hand. he gave it to you. #he entrusted it to you. well. that’s not entirely true. technically you volunteered. but how else could you say thank you. #you made your world so so small again. for him. larger than you would’ve been used to once but you know what galaxies feel like to fly #across. and now you’re stuck in time and space. this is for love too. this is for the life you hold in your hands. #or wear around your neck on a chain. and because you chose this. you can never see him again. or you see him every day and he doesn’t #recognize all of you. #that would make anyone desperate wouldn’t it? make you do something stupid. make you turn to someone you shouldn’t. #even makes bad choices when they are cornered. i think. #dw oc #the important bit is of course that the only way they can ever get rid of it is by their own choice. which they never would choose to do. #(because tentoo won’t take it back. he’s his own person. impressions of the doctor influencing him. but the part of him that is donna doing #so as well. a whole new person. who does not want her memories back and to be unmade.) #but the point is that the moment even takes it. they will never let it go. they will lose it. on painful occasion. but it always finds its #way back. depending on the context this presence and responsibility is either comforting in its constancy. #or. in a less kind world. a horrifying reminder of how far they have fallen from who they tried to be for him.

[just-bendy]

(( Asks are back open and we are starting the Christmas event! The Christmas event will basically just be them dressed up in holiday sweaters and have various Christmas decor around the house. ))

(( I will close the ask box again once it goes over 30, but I'll do my best to answer them quickly. ))

#bendy #batim #batim bendy #doodle #mun #amerrybendychristmas #<- tag for the christmas event #ive been waiting to put bendy in a christmas sweater ever since this blog first started and now my dreams are coming true #he is drinking hot chocolate :> #idk when but around christmas time i will be going away to spend christmas with my cousins so i wont be here for christmas #eh i'll make a post about it when the time comes #i've made a few changes to the blog.. okay maybe just two #the first one is how bendy's eyes work. he now moves the whole pupil and not the pie cut part #and now they are not the only toons in the world anymore! now there are lots of toons walking around. toons and regular humans #these are not ''canon'' toons but ocs because i dont want to do crossovers #thats pretty much it #oh yeah. im putting one thing from the game into the au #its small and unimportant tho so its not too interesting #a lot of whats in the game is already in the au as well as stuff that cant happen in the au #this is getting long so i'll end it here

[pollyanna-nana]

Hey. Why are so many younger people on this site suddenly so comfortable with telling people to “kys” or generally sui-bait people. Like I get the urge to say that sort of thing to horrible bigots but I thought we all agreed a long time ago that you never do that no matter who you’re arguing with? Like it’s not fucking okay and you need to cut it out? Like seriously I’m kind of at my limit with some people on here especially when they say this casually to like. Fandom opinions they disagree with. It’s not cute or funny and never has been.

#Polly rants #tw suicide #tw sui-bait #like I’m here to tell you that it’s NOT OKAY #and if you do this you need to stop 1000% #you’re hurting yourself and everyone around you who may struggle with suicidal ideation #just figure out better insults or even better block and disengage #you’re not cute or quirky you’re perpetuating harm. sorry it’s harsh but it’s true #if you do this kind of thing I just block you and disregard your opinions even if I agree #is this another thing Twitter has inflicted upon us

[silverselfshippingchaos]

hi, ash! i'd love to hear about your ffxv s/i and your ship with gladio! also, what does iris think about your s/i? :O

YAY!! I love talking about this kind of stuff!!!

(Some talk of death, injury, drowning, a bit of blood + spoilers for the game)

F.FXV Ash was born in the Crown City to two members of the Crownsguard (eventually the Kingsglaive). Ever since she was young, Ash was always fed this idea that her kingdom was amazing. She loved her home so much and she wanted to grow up there forever with her parents and her sister. It all changed when she was 16. She parents were killed in combat.

(In Episode A.rdyn, there's a boss fight against two soldiers... Those were her parents.)

Ash stayed in the city long enough to graduate high-school, but after that, she just couldn't keep going. She felt hollow and empty inside. The murder of her parents shattered her in every single way possible, wrecked her faith and her love to kingdom, ruined her life. She's messed up.

And so, Ash leaves. She makes a name for herself as a monster hunter, drifting from town to town and protecting the people. She comes to be known as Eos' Rose. Beautiful, but with thorns too. She didn't choose to be called The Rose, it's just that part of her outfit is a long, red coat. I still need to work out the details of her outfit and all that, but she has a red coat and quite a few earrings. She has a chain threader going through two lobe piercings on one ear, and a dangling rose earring on the other. Both silver.

(Whenever she was about 20, she met a lonely chocobo chick. This chocobo stays with Ash for a long time. She is a green chocobo named Sage. Sage is Ash's companion and best friend. Sage is very friendly to everybody, but she has a distaste for Gladio and has tried to bite him on multiple occasions. She succeeded once, but more on that later.

Again, Sage is naturally green. Prompto asks about this once.

"Hey, Ash! Why is your chocobo green?"

"Well, I dunno, Prompto. Why are you blond?"

It gets a good chuckle out of everyone.)

Anyways, early into the game, the Chocobros run into Ash! She actually draws her sword on Noct at first and then she realizes "holy shit, you're the prince. Oh my god, I tried to kill the prince. Oh no, oh no, oh no-"

It's a bit of a funny moment, but she ends up allying with the bros and she gets especially close with Gladio. They get along really well, both protectors of people and absolutely dorks too.

Ash is a gamer, so she gets along well with Prompto and Noct. They actually all played Kings Knight together online! So it's a bit of a "WAIT WE'RE KINGS KNIGHT MOOTS?!" whenever they finally meet. She gets along really well with Ignis too! Ash is very close with all of the gang. It's not long before her and Gladio are falling in love, kissing and sharing Cup Noodles under the stars.

And as for Iris, Iris ADORES Ash! Looks up to her as the big sister she never had. Iris thinks Ash is so cool and strong! And she tells Gladdy that if he breaks her heart, she'll kick his ass! Ash really loves Iris too. She was always the youngest in her family too, so it means a lot to her to be able to be an older sister figure to someone. Ash teaches Iris a bit about how to use a sword too.

Anywho, back to the plot.

Ash accompanies the bros whenever they go onto the boat to Altissia. Her and Gladio have a sweet, romantic date there. But that happiness doesn't last. It's been a bit of a running joke that Ash doesn't know how to swim.

The last thing Gladio expected was to lose her.

As Altissia falls, Ash sacrifices herself to save Gladio and Prompto. They both have to watch as Ash falls from a bridge and into the water. They watch as Ash dies. But there's not enough time to save her. Prompto sobs, Gladio screams in horror. Ash is content. She's going to die protecting the people she loves, right? It's not that cute and her almost drowning to death was the scariest moment of her life. She's choking and gasping for air, trying to grab any rubble she can just to stay alive.

Ash isn't seen again for a while. It's part of the reason why Gladio lashes out on the train—he's mourning his girlfriend's death. Whenever he's sitting there across the table from Ignis, you can hear him crying.

However, a few chapters later... Guess who comes back. She's injured, has scars on her face, and her coat is in tatters. Gladio hugs her and cries, Ash tells him to loosen up a bit since she has a few cracked ribs.

"What's the matter? Not a fan of ghosts?"

Gladio tells her that this isn't the time to crack jokes, but he hugs her so tight. She was alive. She was okay.

(However, during this time, Gladio actually found Sage and told her that Ash was dead. Sage bit him hard that day.)

But... How exactly did Ash survive..?

That gets explained in Episode Ignis. I won't talk about Ash's involvement in every DLC just to not make this to lengthy, but in Iggy's... Ravus sees her drowning. He grabs her out of the water and onto land. He's not gentle about it, and the impact of being thrown against rubble isn't great for Ash's bones, but she's alive. Ash is nursed back to health by the survivors of the town. There's a lot more detail there, but that's the gist of what happens.

Ash's relationship with Ravus is fascinating. They bond quite a bit and have a chat under the stars much later, right before Ash reunites with Gladio. I had to dig through like two years worth of discord messages for this but it went something like this

Oh and you know that level that's just Gladio and Ignis? Yeah, Ash is there too. She cusses out Ardyn actually. Although I really like Ardyn, my S/I doesn't. He makes a comment that she's quite grown up now. You know how he gets those flashbacks of peoples' memories after he kills people in his DLC? He saw an image of a little girl with red glasses. And here she was, a grown woman.

She breaks off from the group before the Ravus fight. I don't want her to see him like that.

Anyways, then timeskip rolls around. Whenever Noct arrives at Hammerhead is met with a familiar "kweh-kweh!". Sage greets Noct after ten long years, and then Ash runs over. They have a cute hug scene.

However, Ash's outfit is different. Not only is her hair curly (pre-ts Ash had it straightened), but she's wearing... Kingsglaive armor?! Her outfit is vaguely inspired by Crowe from Kingsglaive, but Ash had become a soldier. Not just to follow in her parents' footsteps, but because she had spent her whole life feeling lost and she had finally found a purpose. Traveling with Noct and Co had made her realize that her life had a purpose. She wanted to spend her life protecting her kingdom.

After her parents died, she didn't know what to do with herself. Noct was both her best friend and her king. Noct says that the Kingsglaive outfit looks good on her. It makes her smile. Ash had finally come home to Insomnia, and she had finally found what she was meant to do.

Before the gang leaves, she gives Noct a long hug and tells him to come back alive. She gives Gladio a kiss too.

And that's basically it!

#answered #OH BOY THAT WAS A LOT #i think i missed some details here and there but it's been a while haha! but yeah! that's basically who f.f15 ash is! #theres more ofc and she has lots of banter whenever shes running around with the bros but thats basically who she is #shes very fun! she makes a lot of puns and jokes but she's a great fighter! i'm really happy she finds a home with the bros :) #g.ladio loves her a lot! and she loves him too!!!! #they get married after the end of the game. BECAUSE NOCT IS FINE AND OKAY. HE'S FINE... SNIFFLES... #though there is an AU i have about how Ash fares if none of the bros come back. she just disappears. runs away just like she did after her #parents died. she sees the empty camp chairs outside the city and breaks down #but ahem!! They're all okay!! noct is okay!!! her and g.ladio have a very nice wedding! her dress is very pretty #and in true f.f15 fashion it's black! but yeah! i love ash a lot #(but i like sage even more! kweh kweh!) #sage is a very fun-loving bird and she likes it whenever prompto takes pictures of her. ash calls it chocobo to chocobo bonding #thanks again for the ask my friend!

[meeko-mar]

BNHA SPOILERS, AS USUAL, KEEP MOVIN' 💗

Certain fans: The adults in MHA are terrible! They're using CHILDREN in their war! This is terrible for the story!

Certain fans: But Katsuki should stay dead tho. That's good for the story.

Horikoshi: Hey, so here are the consequences of the flawed society, and children being used by desperate adults in a war situation, and here's some Pro Heroes who are doing everything, including sacrificing themselves, to make sure that Katsuki, a child, survives the war.

Horikoshi: Also, here's how it affects Tenko/Tomura to see this, it's going to start a major reaction in him that will be integral to the next chapters and eventually, in IZuku rescuing him; as well as AFO pointing out the implications of using children/students to fight the war when Adults abandoned the fight.

Certain fans:

#Here come the consequences #bnha spoilers #bnha 365 #Yes horrible decisions have been made on the part of the adults in the story and that is the POINT #that's part of the CONFLICT #your story needs CONFLICT to be COMPELLING #In case you haven't noticed this is a story about coming of age #and generations of kinda messing things up because Quirks were a huge fucking shift in the status Quo and society evolved imperfectly... #around them. #Its like yall don't have faith in horikoshi when you say stuff like this #The hypocrisy of thinking that the adults are terible for having failed the students #but also thinking that KAtsuki staying dead is a benefit to the story #like what are you okay #IDK #feeling ranty #the tea #hiatus got me thinking about certain takes on these chapters and how everyones' true colors with Katsuki etc are coming out

[pierregaslays]

i love lewis more than merc ever could btw

#just in case you needed to know ! #i have more love in my heart for that man than his entire team ever could have #i still have the race recorded but i truly cannot bear to watch it bc i can’t see that podium i don’t wanna see lewis celebrating alone #i will end up burning brackley down if i do #like i’m sorry george crashed and i’m glad he’s okay but if lewis was third and crashed out and george had lucked into a podium merc would #treat it like he’s the second coming of christ i’m so sick of it #after everything lewis has done for this team and the last two years when they’ve refused to make a competitive car podiums/poles/wins are #not a guarantee anymore and it just makes me MAD that they didn’t show up for him i’ll never forget it lmfao #whatever merc have been showing their true colours recently and i’m not here for it #if i keep going i’m going to cry btw so im stopping before i do #he is SO graceful and grateful for everybody around him and i’m SICK OF IT #they know that lewis will never turn on them and i’m just !!!!!!! i can’t do this

[paging-possum]

Who up listening to good luck babe by chappell roan and having it resonate not in the way intended but resonating nonetheless. About to go ham in the tags about the overlap of being a lesbian and being aromantic...if u even care....

#my art #gore #organs #its 2am so not a lot of this is going to be very coherent but this song makes me feel a lot of things about it all #like. its the Expectations #the expectation that im going to date men and the expectation that im going to date at all have always felt equally stifling #theres that feeling of not trying hard enough or not realizing it at first or trying to lean into what you're told you should feel #and having it not pay off time and time again and wishing you could just make it work #because everyone else around you has it just fine and you dont get why you're struggling with it so much #THERE ARE MORE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THE TWO IS WHAT IM SAYING #like obviously figuring out aromanticism is especially weird because its a lack of something BUT THEYRE PRETTY SIMILAR #realizing I dont want to date anyone mirrors realizing I didn't like boys but like. idk man its worse sometimes? #I wouldn't trade it for the world it means a lot to me but its almost like people go out of their way not to understand it sometimes #at the end of the day I am the you in that song #it was a very very long road to being okay with never falling in love because that was something I wanted for a very very long time #at the end of the day I will never have to be someones wife and I think its better that way #but its also hard not to get jealous sometimes #like I know its irrational I know I get physically ill at just the thought of being asked out but like #sometimes ill see my friends with their girlfriends and ill feel like clawing my own chest out with want #but also if anyone asks me out I will have to dig myself into a pit and never come out. I think. #I want to be with women but I dont want to Be With Women if that makes sense #its another layer of difficulty that I dont think I'll ever be able to get past #I feel like at this point I should just be trying to conditioning myself out of any form of desire because its just not an option for me #which definitely isn't true and like chappell roan says. you'd have to stop the world just to stop the feeling. #but its also so tiring to have to sit here with the feeling and feel bad for having the feeling. #I dont know #I think if I felt a little more or a little less I’d be fine but I’m stuck in the middle #it feels very weird talking about this openly but also its very difficult to talk about with friends because most of them dont get it #anyways something something Josies monologue from bottoms #im going to bed

[mattodore]

me: hello everyone this is matthias he's my evil little guy and my number one enemy <3

person: oh so he's evil and bad

me: .……..now how could you say that abt him :(

#river dipping #skdjhdfgjkf #i'm trying to figure out how to explain that he's not actually evil he's just an asshole but like not really #but internally he's so so awful but also not #i need all of you to just be in my brain so you can understand the real depths here okay #he's kind of the worst but also my little guy . he's awful but he's sweet . #he's uhhhhh multidimensional or whatever #but yea i'm realizing now that maybe calling him evil all the time gave ppl some Ideas about him that aren't true at all 😭 #i'm finishing up checking on my activity feed as you can tell. this is the last thing i gotta reply to so i'm drafting my response 🧑‍💻 #also i didn't say hi when i logged in but hi #tho i'm actually going to bed soon so i'm posting to say hi but also bye kjdfgnkhjhf #i uh... definitely meant to update my game today so i could spin the sim lush made for me around #but. i've been wracked with Do Nothing-itis all day and have just been reading and occasionally coming on here to scroll for a bit

[muu-kun]

#; ♡ ; okay to reblog #muu has admittedly been describing is self perceived melancholy and isolation regarding it #as being comparable to the circle drawn around Sadness in Inside Out due to others finding his emotions to be Too Much in capacity #and that as such he has thus been persistently trying to make himself very very small in spaces #so that maybe perhaps someone would soon be able to reside in the circle with him just until he gets to where he feels he is supposed to be #muu has also stated on numerous actions that while he is adamant about self healing he is not necessarily of preference #to not have the assistance of peers and their feedback and he tends he show it most predominantly in asking them to hear Everything #about himself in the form of the big box because one he wants assurances at the end of it all but also because he Has to be explaining #his processes of thought and general state of where he is now to people so that they may go Oh so that why you do the neurotic shit you do #but it really be hard out here when you don't know how to self advocate for a persistently emotionally present romantic partner #you don't really have any friends and you are either God awful at making new ones or you don't want to try for reasons of either #feeling scorned past close friends of yours have left time and time again OR #because you don't know what version of yourself is the Real one or the Good one or the Authentic one so you avoid socializing #until you can properly answer that dilemma but in turn you've left yourself with 1 person to seek out and talk to #but with that comes the existential dread of either a this person is also going to leave me or #b I am in fact so totally codependent on them that it isn't fair to be my sole research for assistance that I ought to fend for myself #but what do you even do to fend for yourself when you don't even know how to Advocate for yourself?? #you devise a plan to shrink down and provide no indication to those around you that you are struggling with anything #that perhaps shriveling yourself down like that will allow for people to find you tolerable enough to be around #and that their presences will patch up every interpersonal wound in your system until eventually what you are faking has come true #; ♡ ; inner thoughts

[weed-cat]

.

#how do i express that while it is not realistic or even desirable for everyone to strive for a monastic life or a life dedicated to pacifism #i think it's actually a really fucking important perspective to exist in the world. we need true pacifists among us. not all of us. but som #not everyone can or should dedicate themselves to meditating on and preserving the inherent sacredness of life BUT SOMEONE HAS TO. #i see a lot on here about how it's not immoral and is in fact necessary to fight back against bigotry by any means necessary #but i am of the opinion that it goes both ways. #i think it's stupid and naive and self important to believe that fighting against oppression and establishing peace are one and the same #individualism has poisoned you guys so bad that you're walking around thinking that there's a specific philosophy or mindset #that is the opposite of oppression and that every progressive should eventually arrive at. it isn't true. it doesn't exist. #that's my problem with [redacted] too but yall aren't ready for that one. #you guys are full of ideas that you think are new and radical but are irrevocably based in a western perspective #diversity in society means diversity in mentality. #someone who commits themselves to doing no harm to anyone or anything ever is not an inherent enemy or in antithesis to leftism. #this feels like such a 'making up a guy to get mad at' thing as im typing it but i don't think it is. #i think it's dishearteningly common for passionate and angry progressive fighters to assert that the only way to make a better world #is for everyone to feel and think and act like them and throw out or convert anyone who doesn't. #i don't think it's productive. i think it alienates and individualizes people who ultimately want the same ends and should be collaborating #okay im done now

[qilinkisser]

I feel bad blocking my friend on this blog. but she can't see this anymore.

#vents 🌧️ #tw sui #I just. god I'm a bad friend aren't I. #she's venting to me about how she wishes she had a partner and how she just wants to be loved #and I get it. I really do. and I'm telling her that I love her and that I'm here for her #but where was she when I fucking needed her. #today my dad said that he doesn't care about my life. he knows how bad my depression is. he knows I've been really suicidal. #and he screamed it so loud. there's no way he thought I couldn't hear #that's not something you say about your fucking suicidal child when you know they're in earshot #maybe it's better this way. I won't have to question whether he cares if I live or die #I can never go back to normal after this. I am going to spend the rest of my life carrying this around #I just wish someone would use gentle words and tell me that everything will be okay. like I try so fucking hard to do for everybody else #oneka always said 'you can't pour from an empty cup' and I'm so close to running out. one day I'm going to stop being able to do anything #because the people I pour to most will never fucking fill my cup. #I'm probably saying things that aren't true #but I'm hurting so much #and I can't fucking SAY 'oh yeah my dad said he doesn't care if I die' to anybody. so I have to say it here #I'm sorry. I'm so sorry #I know things are going to get much worse soon. #I'm just a kid. do I really deserve this? #tw suicide

[zukoromantic]

I love how there are such mixed opinions on battamonda precure but the one thing he evokes in everyone is violence

Love him or hate him but you want that twink obliterated 👊!🙌

#battamonda #how is he so funny #people look at him and go what if he suffered physical violence what then 🤔🤔 #i do this too obviously 🙌💚 #he's my babygirl though <3 #every single time i bring him up to my friends either they or i end up saying something violent etc #i will kill him like bug. bug man. 💕 #i try to be normal about him on main okay but it is hard so let me have this here for once #also it's so fucking funny bc this is true. either people hate him and say they wsnt him destroyed #or they like him and say the same thing #because he is simply like that. there is no way around it

[fingertipsmp3]

My dream last night gave me the weirdest epiphany. Apparently, “people treat regional accents like they’re a party trick”

#in the dream i was in a writing seminar which was specifically how to write better fanfiction lol #and the person leading the seminar asked me about the original characters i was going to use #so i was like ‘here’s dash; he’s a shifter/werewolf; he’s from lancashire and has a strong lancastrian accent’ #(can’t stress enough that dash spawned in my dream. i do not have a character by this description but in the dream he had a faceclaim etc) #some girl the other side of the room started scream-laughing at this #and the instructor said something like ‘i’m not sure why the concept of a werewolf with a lancastrian accent is funny to people’ #and i without missing a beat said ‘oh it’s because people treat regional accents like party tricks. they think they’re hilarious. #when really everyone has an accent’ #the girl who’d laughed stared daggers at me throughout the rest of the class #the more i think about it the more true it is though? #like whenever i’m around southerners they ask me to say ‘ey up’ #and people get visibly disappointed when my accent isn’t that strong. but the exact same people make fun of me if i lapse into full-on #‘naaah then; y’awriiight?’ and ‘is that okay fer yoo?’ or even ‘am on’t’ train #if you’re from yorkshire you never say you’re on the anything. you say ont #it’s a party trick!! i’ve cracked the code #personal

[suitetarts]

so astarion x durge. amirite

#i keep seeing the posts and discussions about the writers “canonizing” the pairing and being unapologetic about them getting more content #i dont want to get into it but here i am. getting into it #after stressing myself out in previous fandom spaces i vastly prefer to be ignored and yell into a void about characters i'm obsessed with #but as someone who fucking adores astarion x durge and has 200+ hours in two different playthroughs with this pairing I FEEL SO GUILTY #astarion's romance and storyline is literally the golden child being lovingly swung around the pool #while the other companions are in various stages of drowning #some more than others. cough. wyll and karlach #it fuckin sucks that other characters and pairings weren't given the time and care that astarion x durge got #its supremely unfair and shitty to the other characters that they get so much less #im grateful to larian for making my game of the year but damn. the other companions were done so fucking dirty #obviously bg3 is not a game with strictly defined canon and anyone who says that is being so fucking weird #each player's particular story is true to them and different to everyone else #that said... astarion x durge is my “true story” though and i hope no one thinks less of me as i talk about them constantly #okay ive said my piece and now i'll hopefully feel less bad about being a nasty little vampire-loving durge #astarion x durge

[yourfaveis-prolife]

yeah please dont post art thats not yours, even if its edited onto a flag. all of the genshin characters youve posted are fanart and you don't credit the artists, and considering most artists dont like reposts especially without credit, you should take them down. especialy since most ppl r pro choice and i would be appalled to see my art stolen for a blog supporting an ideology i dont support.

im sorry, you’re right. i didn’t consider it because i was mostly thinking about them just being for myself when i made them—i didn’t really know if anyone would ever end up seeing them, so it didn’t occur to me to give credit (and that was wrong of me). i will take them down.

#gonna address the ‘most people are pro choice’ comment for a hot second #you are not very observant or wise if you really think that #(most people AROUND you are pro choice) (there sre plenty pro lifers out here! a lot of us just dont say anything bc we will get cancelled) #(lol) #(and also even if most people being pro choice was true thats not a valid argument #most people were pro-slavery all those years ago. did that make slavery okay? nah #just something to consider #not trying to start anything just wanted to say my small piece