#oh god the fixations getting to me......

[mistakes-have-been-made]

Ody,,,,,,, ough....,, save me Hades 2 Odysseus

,,..,save me...

#[jackie art post 😱😱] #hades 2 #hades 2 odysseus #odysseus #the odyssey #oh god the fixations getting to me...... #I AM SO HAPPY FOR HADES 2 DUDE #AND THE UNDERWORLD SAGA #WHICH I WANT TO MAKE ART FOR BUT I WILL DO THAT EVENTUALLY #MAYBE #actually i wanna finish SIGVERSE Hadestown au b4 that #whatever I'll cross that bridge when i get there

[daily-crowley]

Crowley Of The Day: gorgeous 😍

(I used up all my hashtags that I couldn’t do my usual GO tags that I always do lol I don’t care)

#personal update #I got into Trolls #but I mean really really really into it #new fixation the brainrot is unstoppable #it’s all I think about I’m to the point that I need all Trolls content to survive #all Trolls content HAND IT OVER! merch fanart fics ALL OF IT #I’m so in love with Branch Floyd and John Dory #Rock Zombie Branch is sooooooo #and so I’d Rock Zombie Poppy #I AM THE NUMBER ONE JOHN FORY DEFENDER LEAVE HIM ALONE HE DID NOTHING WRONG AND DOESNT DEAERVE THE HATE HE GETS #I need what Broppy have oh my fucking god it’s so cute the love they have for each other it’s consuming me #and I need more of Branch and Clay those two rule following safety loving nerds would have such a great relationship #DID YOU SEE CLAY FAWNING OVER BRANCH WHEN THEY REUNITED SQUISHING HIS CHEEKS #THATS HIS BABY BROTHER AND HES AS CUTE NOW AS HE WAS WHEN HE WAS A BABY #AND THE ENDING WHEN HE TOLD HIM HE WAS SORRY FOR MISSING HIM GROW UP BUT COULDNT WAIT FOR THWM TO HANG OUT NOW #everyone focuses on Branch and Floyd but I NEED BRANCH AND CLAY #Speaking of Floyd I love him so much. he’s all I think about. that is if I’m not thinking of Branch #John Dory is everything to me? like I’m obsessed with him in a different way. like I said I’ll defend him every single time #BRUUUUUUUCE!!! 💞💞💞💞💞 #Trolls 3 is still in cinemas and I’ve literally been going to rewatch it once a week #no joke I’m going again this Wednesday #AND I HAVE THE FILM AT HOME! I have all 3 of them and I watch them every day #I’m telling you the brainrot is unstoppable I am going insane #People apparently don’t like when I talk about any other interest of mine especially Trolls #it’s like I’m almost not allowed to talk about anything other than Good Omens #so since people don’t like me doing permanent posts YOU’RE GETTING IT IN THE TAGS #okay I’m done…. for now. #Crowley #Crowley Of The Day #Good Omens

[tomurakii]

Listen. The draw of my bloodweave fic to me is characterisation accuracy. And in the spirit of accuracy I simply cannot envision a universe that doesn't end with God Gale. Like even if you go evil mode and "corrupt" Gale to an extent he'll always disapprove of ascending Astarion, which if they were dating would be enough to convince Astarion not to do it, but Astarion wouldn't disapprove of Gale taking the crown. And Gale would be even MORE motivated to achieve godhood when he's a mortal with an immortal partner who is known to abandon his love interest if they become illithid (which is, to be clear, the correct choice as they are soulless BUT is not the choice Gale makes), giving this full-commitment idealist a bit of a fear of ageing out of his forever-pretty bf's sphere of interest. Like I would love to be convinced that they'd get the good ending but idk

#i feel the only way would be if gale could become fixated on the idea of making astarion mortal instead. because then he'd care less #oh actually maybe I'm lying and can think of a way that it could work. its all about convincing Gale not to become god really #rather than convincing astarion to do it. and i feel like. i know how that could be done #maybe #who knows #anyway pls try and reason me into a good ending or else you're getting “astarion starts burning in the sun and gale dips to find godhood” #bg3 #gale dekarios #astarion ancunin #bloodweave

[cassmouse]

Me, walking out of the cinema after watching Frozen Empire: Well that was terrible and forgettable and disappointing and I didn't like it at all.

Me, over a month later: I have LITERALLY not thought of anything but Phoebe and Melody and the other silly little characters in this film for like five weeks straight it's becoming a slight problem- What? Oh yeah, I didn't like the film at all. anyway here's my Checkmatch playlist and all the fanfic I've read-

#I genuinely do not understand how this has happened #I have thought about the characters CHRONICALLY for weeks now I DONT GET IT #like when I say I didn't like the film I MEAN it I really really didn't #it was a bad film #it was a terrible ghostbusters franchise installation (in my opinion obv. I get people liked it and ofc that's fine) #and you should've seen my face during 80% of it #BUT DESPITE THAT #DESPITE FUCKING THAT #my brain has decided to absolutely fixate on these goddamn characters and their relationships and their lives because like #film was bad but the characters were banging 😭 #I absolutely adore the original two films but I didn't even fixate on them as much as I have with this one #Seriously what the fuck happened I'm being serious this is concerning 😭😭 #like I genuinely love the characters I really do and I think that's probably why #I thought this about afterlife tbh #like I remember thinking about it for a surprising amount of time after because the characters were cool #like this one tho. bad asf film I disliked it a lot #banging characters tho. again. #like wtf #girl wtf is this #HOW is this happening #Ghostbusters #ghostbusters frozen empire #ghostbusters afterlife #Phoebe Spengler #melody ghostbusters #checkmatch #I blame checkmatch actually #I think that's what set if off lmao #having a sapphic relationship to absolutely fixate on because I see so little of it in the media that the second it's implied I'm like #'oh my GOD LOOK THEYRE LIKE ME THATS AMAZING AAA'

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

so a non-welcome home related ask and i'm sorry if you already answered this before, but what got you into dragons? i'm slowly stalking through your tumblr and i can't help but admire how beautifully and effortlessly you draw the scaley fuckers (/pos) ✨

i've actually never gotten this question, so this is a delight! allow me to Overshare about this

i became interested in dragons at an early age - like, kindergarten / 1st grade age. i don't remember exactly how it started, but i think it was my fascination with dinosaurs, oddly enough? i've loved those guys since some of my earliest memories. it wasn't a big leap from "giant 'lizards' from our past" to 'even bigger mythological 'lizards' from always". the Hobbit and the first Temeraire (im trying to get my hands on the full series now actually) were read to me at this young age too, and the only parts i remember are the big dragon scenes lmao

i do know the ball Really got rolling with the first How To Train Your Dragon movie, which i saw in theaters in 2nd grade. INSTANT obsession with dragons. i'll never forget how it felt to see Toothless for the first time. but in general, i couldn't get enough of em. i made my own dragon manual, i got the Dragonology books, it was the whole enchilada!

then in 5th grade, i stumbled upon the newly released Wings Of Fire: The Dragonet Prophecy book! immediately fell in love with it. and its what pushed me to start actively pursuing art! and also what pushed me into my first online space: ~Deviantart~. i saw all of the amazing art of my favorite dragons and wanted in on it. i can actually pinpoint the main person who's art i loved and found inspiration in: someone named Liighty! i don't remember their user, it's probably changed in the many years since. i loved their stuff and wanted nothing more than to be able to draw like them

long story short, i've been in love with dragons for the majority of my life. HTTYD and WOF have been my biggest inspirations and fuel to the fire, and my first delve into the internet pushed me to start drawing dragons (specifically wof) like my life depended on it. i haven't looked back since!

#and thank you <3 scribbling them does not feel effortless in the least <3 they fight me at every turn <3 #and it has taken me so so long to get where i am in terms of skill. i still have a long ways to go but my fucking god #also i do not Ever mind non-welcome home asks ahaha #this blog isnt technically a WH blog! thats just my main fixation at present #eventually ill chill the fuck out and go back to primarily posting dragons / original creations #eventually.... #not anytime soon given that The Update is soon and that'll just rev me the fuck up but yk yk #rambles from the bog #i should dig through all of my old sketchbooks for a trip down memory lane... #i still have my very first one. ive havent thrown a single one away #in fact i should have some of my first wof drawings somewhere round here.... #i like archiving my artistic journey #but yeah! httyd dragonology and wof! my historic big three! #i actually own every single one of the wof books (except for the latest) and they have their own shelf #my original copy of the first book is still there. in a plastic bag. bc its been loved to hell and back & half of it is falling off #and its not just books lmao i have so much dragon Stuff #trinkets and plushes and pictures (oh my!) #my room is Decked Out in em #theyre just so neat... #started from the bottom and now im here (so many worldbuilding documents and endless sketch pages. and brainrot)

[the-acid-pear]

I never tried the option myself bc it'd probably mean skipping the Reason You Suck speech at the end (fire for speedrunners though) but I Love that you can frame your Phoneys in 3, especially so if you've already killed the previous two. Like yeah couldn't send you off to die so i'll let the goverment do it for me 🧸 like its just Peak evil imo.

#luly talks #i do relinquish in the pain and the agony but dont get me wrong the thought of any of them 3 getting jailed makes me SO sad #rog esp since he's the one im writing about and the biggest nerve wreck #gingi voice they'll be the last one to pick the board game for prison-game-night.......... #actually yknow i wonder if rog would end up almost believing it after all when you try to gaslight him for the shits and giggles #(as in: telling HE was victim of the bite of 87 and the like) he tells you to not do that bc his brain is already scrambled or something #so there's a chance perhaps he'd believe it if he had everyone constantly accussing him of it? #not like it'd matter much i have no hopes for the dsaf justice system i know its been 35 years since jack got framed but still #i just remembered when the option popped up i said ''god im really becoming steven 😭'' #first time i made the joke too was when i said ''imagine your boss sucks so bad you turn suicidal'' no clue what the context was #OH YEAH JAKE SAYING HE'D RATHER FUCKING DIE THAN KEEP WORKING HERE yeah. poor guy. #anyway im derailing my own post again uhhh. yeah. yeah i dont trust any phoney is avoiding the death sentence #dsaf #roger jones #dsaf roger #btw just for the sake of yapping longer i truly cant decide whether harry or jake would survive better in the enviroment #probably jake to be honest. I mean Harry has a lot of experience inside freddy's but he didnt really live outside it muhc #jake is so confrontational though #hey did you guys watch the hit movie felon? sure that guy wasn't framed but. i feel like jake would end up w that attitude #except for. you know. everything else that happens in the hit movie felon. #hey actually forget about this game go watch the 10/10 movie Felon from 2008 starring Val Kilmer and Stephen Dorff #because its one of my all time fave movies and probably the saddest i've seen #not bc there arent movies that are more tragic but bc no movie was able to break thru my walls of idgaf and make me cry anyway #yeah you thought i couldnt bring up my movie fixations on my different fandom posts well you were WRONG in fact #im gonna go tag my other post i left untagged yesterday bc my ass was Cooking

[dearreader]

something is not right about a 26 year old adult picking fights with 14 year olds and lying about people being racist and antisemitic and suicide bating because they rightfully called you out and you like the drama

#THIS ISN’T ABOUT SWIFTIES #kelly babels #not going to say who cause i have them blocked #but oh my god finding out what this person is saying about my friends/mutuals #anyway on the off chance that person finds me #hi! the fact that you’re nearing 30 and are so knee deep in drama cause you love it #and posting genuinely idiotic and wrong comments about your fav and others is genuinely awful #your tales are worse then the guy in my comic books class who said the jewish coded characters were german and were being discriminated #against for starting ww2 #you’re dumber than kaylors who still believe taylor swift is in a lavender marriage with karlie kloss #you’re genuinely one of the dumbest people i’ve ever had the displeasure of hearing your comments #and please note: i graduated with a degree in english literature and didn’t semesters full of classes listening to men give awful opinions #i’ve read a creative writing piece about a man’s penis getting so big he has to be wheeled around in wheelchair #i have been a fucking swiftie since i was 13 and fought directioners and was in the trenches of 2016 #i have been to hell in back and have seen every awful take possibly imagined on literature #and i’m here to tell you that you’re takes on your fav and the source material are worse then all of that #congratulations! you’re a fucking idiot and have been hyper fixated on this series longer than me and i know more than you #i honestly just feel bad for you :( to like such a complicated and well written character but unable to understand him at a base level #save

[gideonisms]

I bet whoever started the church doctrine of never loving anything in the world more than god just had god as a special interest

#harrow coded. #the process of creating this post was like. reads poem about icarus aging into a boring office job #thinks oh cool poem! but this author and i have different perspectives of the world i think it's great to be cringe & fail if it means #you get to eat every day and funnel your energy into niche projects that make you happy #starts thinking about all the niche topics in this world that make me happy & how it's great to be alive so i can think about niche topics #remembers old sermon that i took way too literally when i was fixating on various books as a kid #then i felt bad about it bc if i was really good at religion i'd be fixating on god instead #thinks hmm that rule probably was intended for people who love things a normal amount #thinks wait no. no one who loved things a normal amount would have created this rule in the first place #thus. hyperfixation on jesus christ #thus. harrow coded #thanks for coming to my ted talk enjoy this look into what's going on in my brain while i'm supposed to be studying & doing my laundry

[novelconcepts]

oh shit, is this the year I finally sit down and watch Monster?

#i've only been meaning to get around to it for 20 years don't look at me #look you think it's bad me hyperfixating on an actor who's been active for like a decade? imagine what'll happen when i wind up fixating on #ricci or someone #this damn blog will become lawless #me just snapping and watching the entire filmography of every YJ cast member #god help us all #oh god it would include so much heterosexuality. i don't know that i could do it

[skrunksthatwunk]

mannnn ok i've been waiting for the yyh fixation cycle to put me back on (!!!!!!!) rather than (thing i am so normal about but it's dormant) and it's taken a little longer than i expected and i was worried it was going away but i am happy to announce that WE ARE SO BACK BABYYY

#like giggling in The most girly lovestruck unbecoming way at eeevery line outta Anyone's mouth it's soooo sickening #god i love this show. oh my god it's so. jdgdhsmbssjjdhdkvbjbvvdn #im such a sucker for the four saint beasts arc. did you know that? it's so good to me #love to see my boys together at last #and the rando arc is always better than i think until it gets to the rando fight and then it kinda blows #x2 speed privileges unlocked by having seen this pt of the show like 7 times #same with the suzaku fight. you slow down when it cuts to botan/keiko or kurama/hiei/kuwabara but the rest is x2. begone with ye #and it's soooo fucking funny and the voice acting mmmmwah i keep replaying lines and giggling bc like the choices are so scrunchy #starting to think i might just have a thing for voices or something #sighing longingly as we speak #i think yyh is my comfort show if i had to pick one it's just so..... <33 #ptutu is probably up there as well but it's a very different vibe and has its place on the fixation track #yyh is the show i want to pick me up and spin me around in a flowery meadow. if that makes sense #like it's not just that i love it it's that im in love with it. i guess? idk why. kinda besotted atm though #a bit worried bc the transition from yukina to dark tournament is always a little bumpy for me and it's where im most likely to drop off #historically speaking. i think it's the shift in pacing? going from 3-5 ep arcs to a 40 ep arc is like. whoof #(thats part of why i prefer chapter black to dark tournament tbh <3 BUT i love dark tourny i get it believe me) #but i think this round's pretty secure bc the spell this shit has me under. wheewwwww #nyarla dni #just realized that i mightve kept snappy kuwabara as my banner for so long not just bc it's fun and cute #but also as a way of holding on to yyh as part of my online presence and identity. like the yyh pt of my heart saying im still here!! :D #esp after i changed my pfp from hiei. snappy kuwabara + yukina was my last holdout OMG MY DOG'S HOWLING #SHE NEVER DOES THAT HOLD ON

[1o1percentmilk]

i love my security prof he's like if suzuki touichirou was real and wasnt a terrorist and gave lame ass computer security lectures instead

#yeah he kinda looks like how toui looks like in my head #look i know it is wrong of me to have these feelings but i also spend a lot of time thinking abt him normally #on acct of him running the security and privacy lab here #(let me in i am normal and can be trusted around my fixations) #imho ithink he actually kind of sucks at lectures but is otherwise very interesting i think i prefer one of the other security profs #but he gets some points for being a hot dilf <3 #yap #ohmy god his little aside about vampire wire keyloggers right now oh my god i tbink i hauve covid

[merevide]

2 in the morning, trying to not fuck up putting on nail polish and i just remembered nat scatorccio is dead in the dirt actually not coming back going cold in the earth permanently eternally fucking DEAD. what the fuck.

#genuinely considering breaking out the eyeshadow and the eyeliner just to beat my face and take it all off so i don''t have to think about #this. haaaahahahahahaha like wow. hm #this thought doesn't hit me until it does god i swear if s3 opens with nat's funeral. god #dont ask me what i'm doing up at 2 in the morning putting on nail polish shhhhh thats not the point here shh #how do i talk about this with a therapist in a totally casual way that doesnt scream i have no social life and #get so fixated on fiction i let it seep into my subconscious. oh well #my text #delete later maybe possibly who knows how i'll feel about this in the actual morning #yellowjackets

[cherryhrat]

Im ashamed to say im back on my naruto shit

Hes my son your honor, hes just a little guy

Id die for him

#naruto #help i cant believe im about the hyper fixate on naruto for the 4th time #watching the first show reminds me of everything wrong with boruto especially art and animation wise #god I fucking hate boruto #anyways naruto so silly i love him so much #thinking about team 7 found family.... #thinking about if sakura was well written... #so much potential.. wasted :c #I hc that shes actually not a boy crazy idiot and simply has a crush like a normal person and that she ACTUALLY HAS MUSCLES BC YA KNOW #HER WHOLE FUCKING THING IS STRENGTH CHARACTER DESIGNERS WERE YOU HIGH???? #and I hc that she was actually used well in fight scenes like the one against puppet guy and she didn't cry for naruto to solve everything #and that she didnt fuck with his feelings in that one episode when she 'confessed' to get him to go home #and that sasuke wasnt a lame piece of edgy shit and was a better written antagonist #and that naruto didnt have an absolutely unhealthy obsession with him #sorry but people who ship naruto and sasuke are gross #its already abusive and unhealthy as all get out and now you want to add r o m a n c e??? #im sure narutos crush on sakura got weird too #oh yeah like when he transformed into sasuke to trick her into kissing him #naruto writers be normal about romance for once please #shikamaru and temari and naruto and hinata were pretty good #idk personally I ship naruto and gaara and naruto and shikamaru #oops im rambling in the tags what can I say I fucking love naruto and have a lot of opinions on it

[seventh-district]

why have i suddenly been gripped with the desire to get back into fishkeeping

#Seven.txt #fish stuff #fishkeeping #fish keeping #fishblr #i’m not complaining cause i’ve lowkey missed feeling so passionate about the hobby but. my brain couldn’t have picked a less convenient tim #me: trying to spend less money and manage my time better #my brain: hey hey hey you know what you should do? you should get back into a really expensive and time-consuming hobby!!! it’ll be fun!!! #and i mean. it’s not like i truly ever got out of it i just sort of dialed back the number of tanks and fish i have over the past few years #so i’ve currently got a bunch of empty tanks and equipment sitting around collecting dust #i do still have three fish that i thought would be my last for a While. i’ve had them for a number of years and they’re all old by now #so i’m just trying to help them live the rest of their days as comfortably as they can #well. Paprika and Thing One are near their end but in spite of the Mystery Growth on Thing Two’s head that little guy is still doing fine #so he could still be here for awhile. who knows. but anyways #fishkeeping was one of my first really intense and long lasting special interests/hyperfixations so it’s such a strange feeling #to have it come back so strongly and for no obvious reason. but. that’s the nature of fixations i suppose! #insert Drake and Josh ‘I do not control the hyperfixation’ meme here #anyways. the project to finally set up the 75gal that’s been sitting empty for years is finally underway!!! so that’s exciting! #now i’ve got to make a list of things i need and find somewhere to set up a quarantine tank. hrmmm #and also cry over the fact that the filter i need is 200 dollars ahahahaaaaa why did my brain have to latch onto this hobby oh my god #oh man. i’ve gotta order the snails and activated media before the weather gets any warmer or they’ll cook in the bag on the way here ugh #This Post Brought To You By- me sitting here refreshing my email every 10 mins. waiting for Cynthia to let me know if she still has #these two adorable Sakura Ranchus avaliable to purchase. i mean. they were listed in Sep. 2021 so i will be Shocked if she still has them #but maybe the universe will smile upon me and i'll get lucky!

[cloudsrust]

Currently trying to rewire my current main fixation with one of the lesser ones since I need tame and relaxing thoughts atm,,

It's hard.

#the cloud can speak oh boi #I love PM games but they do stress me out a bit too much- thinking of dropping Limbus C. exactly for that reason #I could still follow someone else's gameplay afterall- I'm still very sad about it;; #but yeah- I'm in a very stressout mindset rn that is really taking a toll on my health #and I'm trying to change everything I can into something more relaxing #obvs cannot change classes and projects so that's unremovable stress alright #so I'm trying to get my brain to fixate again on more chill stuff- like Pokemon and Professor Layton- #or on comfort games like Smile for Me (oh boi how long has it been since I was in that fandom?) or deltarune #...god instead of getting better it just feels like I'm getting worse and worser- this really isnt my year #and I'm so sorry all you all are hearing from me is just rants and complaining;; it's just- rough.

[im-smart-i-swear]

Does Jiro has ghost like abilities (possession, ability to levitate things, etc etc) or does she just live in Shiro's head?

when i created this au, i thought the best option would be for her to be unable to interact with the physical world in any way(including possesion), beacuse i really wanted to lean into her isolation and how it affects her....... and while thats something i still want to emphasise here, lately ive been toying with the idea of jiro being able to impact the physical world somehow(though it still being fairly limited). i think letting her have some control could have a lot of potential! buuuut i also have no idea what abilities i want her to have lol

For now i think im not gonna give her any telekinetic abilities, bc i feel like it would be giving her too much power......... if she could throw shit, shed go APESHIT with it. it would made things too easy for her. i'm sorry babygirl but i'm NOT giving you the possibilty to throw knives and other sharp objects, i dont trust you to not kill someone:/

i really like the idea of her being able to temporarily posses her old body in certain circumstances tho- maybe when shiros uncouncious?? or like when hes is very tired or heavily injured she can kind of 'squeeze through' and take control back for a few minutes???? idk. i think this could be a very cool ability to give her- it cant be frequently used but can also be very helpful, and also theres so much potential for ✨shenanigans✨here>:) oh god i could put these fuckers in so many Situations with this..........

uhhh. so basically i think all of her influence on the physical world are through shiro. shes here bc of her connection to her old body, and thus its the only way for her to interact with anyone besides him- and shes NOT HAPPY about this(neither is shiro).

#ask #thank you for this ask!! it made me think more in depth about jiros abilities and come up with this so thanks<33333 #if you have any ideas pls share them with me cause im still not really 100% set on everything lol #also im making a new tag for this au -> #two distasters au #bc. theres two of them.. and theyre both Mentally Unwell #also im gonna use this ask as an excuse to ramble about jiros motivation and character a bit- #okay. so i feel like the most importrant things about jiro are her tunnel vision and self-rightiousness #she gets really focused on one thing at a time and then fixates on it so much that she doesnt see how her behavior affects others #so when she gets evicted from her own body her first reaction isnt 'oh god this is such a messed up and dehumanizing thing to do to your #friend. what the FUCK guys' #its instead 'oh COME ON how am i supposed to be the black paladin without a physical body??? what the FUCK guys' #and bc deep down she KNOWS that if she ever stopped and thought about her situation for like 5 seconds shed just fuckin BREAK. so. she #doesnt do that. #and bc her self worth hinges on being the black paladin #she is really protective of tha title and tries her hardest to make sure shiro knows just how much better at paladin-ing she is than him #and that he wouldnt be able to keep the role without her help #she doesnt have any sense of personhood besides her job and so she clings to it desperately #the same applies to her gender #when jiro gets a new body(did i mention that???? i feel like i forgot to mention that. whoopsie???) he #(sometimes im gonna use he/him for jiro for when im showing things from a certain characters perspective cause thats what pronouns #she was using at the time)(if thats not okay i can stop tho) was trying very hard to pretend that hes just Shiro No. 2 and nothing more #to kinda 'make things easier for everyone' and bc he could FEEL the gender crisis approaching and was just. dead set on ignoring it and #hoping those feelings would go away(spoiler- they very much didnt. it just made things so so much Worse) #so anyway. basically jiro is a person obsesed with being Good Enough and respected but also lacks the experience patience and foresight #wnich results in her ignoring everyone and everything else to focus on doing her job Correctly #does this makes sense?? im still figuring shit out with her but thats what ive got rn