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stusbunker · 7 days
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Spotless: Arpeggio
Chapter Twenty
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Featuring: Dean Winchester/Reader, Dean/Bela
Other characters: Sam/Madison, Bobby/Annie, Pam/Lee, OFC Gibson, Ash, Benny, Cesar/Jesse, Kevin, Cas, and Charlie
Word Count: 4031
Warnings, etc: Mutual pining, recreational drug use, surprise birthday guests, Dean being a giant kid, actually it's everyone, more history and an uh-oh, unbeta'd
A/N: You know how you outline bullet points that you need covered in a chapter and then you write all day long and forget one of the biggest ones until literally the last sentence? Yeah, me neither.
Anyway, I can't believe we are TWENTY whole chapters into this beast. Thank you all, so SO much for hanging around. xoxo Stu
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Dean’s morning began with a blow horn blast compliments of Sam, who then received a bitch slap from his very frightened and at odds older brother. 
“Rise and shine, jerk. It’s the last year of your thirties!”
Dean groaned and buried his head beneath the pillows, poorly hiding from anymore horns. “Hephha waaff to wff agy hpp birfay”
“WHAT?! I can’t hear you?!”
Dean flipped Sam off and rolled over. “Helluva way to wish a guy Happy Birthday.”
Sam laughed. “Don’t worry, that’s not all.”
He pulled out a bag of the greasiest breakfast burritos from a shop around the corner from Charlies that they had discovered after being up all night gaming, drunk and caffeinated out of their minds. 
“Oh my god, you do love me!” Dean snatched the bag out of Sam’s hand and grabbed a burrito and cradled it to his chest. He looked up at Sam and said fervently, “I take back every mean thing I’ve ever said to you.”
“No you don’t. You’re just hungry. You want me to leave you two alone or should I take it back downstairs where the coffee lives?”
Dean stared down at the warm lump in his hand and honestly considered eating it right away, but Sam was right and scrambled eggs and peppers were not something he wanted to clean off his sheets whenever he found them again after the coming festivities.
“Yeah, thanks, let me grab some clothes and I’ll meet you down there.”
“You got it,” Sam took the burrito back as Dean dropped it into his outstretched hand. 
“No fucking with it now, I know how it’s supposed to be wrapped,” Dean warned with a firm pointer finger.
Sam rolled his eyes and his hair along with them and stalked out of Dean’s room towards the backstairs that led into the kitchen.
They ate breakfast in relative silence, coffee and contemplation and all that. Just two brothers celebrating a year that both of them were worried wouldn’t come. Aging might be a bitch, but it is definitely better than the alternative. And for the Winchester brothers, a blessing they weren’t ever quite sure they deserved.
Charlie and you slinked in just after noon, after Dean and Sam had half-heartedly worked off their breakfasts and showered for the day. You had the most obnoxious balloon cowboy hat for him while Charlie presented him with a ‘birthday prince’ sash that he was under orders to keep on all day.
Dean eyed you both with a simmering shame-twinged annoyance. This wasn’t supposed to be a big deal. He already got looks when he went out as it was, plus only a douche of a grown man demands strangers acknowledge his birthday that way.
“Guys, come on. I’m not— this is a little ridiculous,” Dean didn’t want to be ungrateful.
You sighed. “Okay, fine, spoilsport. Just let us take a few pictures and you can ditch the hat.”
“Oh! The hat was the best part!” Sam lamented.
“Can it, Sammy,” Dean snipped.
Charlie chuckled. “Okay, but you can totally wear the sash where we’re going, because nobody else will even be there to see you in it, just your friends.”
Dean pursed his lips and looked the redhead in the eye, she wasn’t going to let him win. “Great—- just great.”
Lee and Benny were gonna have a field day with this one.
“Atta boy! Say CHEESE!” Charlie chirped, taking way too many shots and angles with him and his birthday attire.
They hung out and shared a joint, picking at a cheese tray that Sam had pulled out. Sure they had places to be, but that was the beauty of being the guest of honor, everything revolved around Dean-time. And as absolutely narcissistic as that sounded, Dean could get used to that kind of schedule.
The party bus arrived just before two. It was actually the band’s touring bus, which meant it was roomy and stocked to the brim with alcohol and edibles. Bud itself was never left on the bus to dry out. Inside were Benny, Cesar and Jesse, all moderately sober as they were also acting as light security detail for the day. Pam and Lee brought Gibson along, which told Dean wherever they were headed was going to be fun, however wholesome. Madison and Annie were there with Bobby upfront driving ‘The Proud Mary’ as the bus was so lovingly called. And around the table in the small kitchenette were Kevin, Ash and Cas.
Holy shit, Dean had to blink.
He turned around on the stairs and looked at you, who were the only one daring enough to pull this off. “Are you kidding me right now?!”
“What?” You smirked and batted your eyelashes with fake innocence.
Dean looked at you and felt something in his chest crack.  But before he could get overrun by the emotions, gratitude, fear, even anger, Sam cleared his throat.
“In or out, Dean, air’s on.”
Dean nodded and blinked away the awe. “Thank you,” he grunted beneath his breath and turned to the cheers and jeers of his people.
“There he is!”
“Birthday boy!”
“Hey Winchester, I like your do-hickey,” Benny teased.
“It’s a sash, dumbass,” Cesar quipped, flicking the brim of Benny’s cap.
“HAPPY BIRTH-DAY,” Pam started offkey and then everybody joined in. Dean nodded along, faux-conducting and fighting the blush on his cheeks with every out of tune note.
He bowed as the song ended and then griped, “Yeah, okay, enough of that. Let’s get this shit started, shall we?! Uh, Gibson you good to DD on the way home, buddy?”
Everyone laughed.
“UNCLE DEAN! I can’t drive yet.”
“You sure?”
“I’m only six!”
“I don’t know,” Dean said thoughtfully, bending to look the stringbean over. “I think you could pass for seven or eight maybe.”
“Nuh-uh!”
Dean ruffled his hair and pulled him into a hug. “Fine! I’ll let Bobby keep his spot for today, but when you get your license, come talk to me about a job young man,” Dean promised.
Dean eased onto the bus, with you and Sam on his heels until you broke off to find a seat. He nodded and accepted hugs and high fives before he made his way to the table in the back, well that section’s back. The bunks and the bathroom were down a short hallway past the eating area and bar.
“Hey guys, thanks for coming,” Dean said broadly, but his eyes couldn’t stop looking for Cas’.
“Of course, man! Gotta celebrate another trip around the sun,” Ash exclaimed, his hair bouncing with his enthusiasm.
Kevin sniggered as he looked up at Dean and back across to Cas. “You know he’s real and everything.”
“He even speaks,” Cas deadpanned, turning his glare at Kevin.
“Hey, Cas.”
“Happy birthday, Dean.”
Dean felt the lurch of the bus entering traffic and panic resurfaced. “Good to see you. But, uh, we’ll catch up at some point? I gotta,” Dean sputtered and thumbed toward the general direction of the side-by-side seats along one wall.
“Of course,” Cas nodded, but gave Dean a tentative smile. Dean felt lightheaded but he felt better when he had a solid seat underneath his ass. Talk about a mindfuck. 
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath and silently thanked the universe that he agreed to these super secret, group, birthday shenanigans.
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The adventure park was suspiciously abandoned, even for a weekend day. But Dean took it as part of the present, no paps, no families with kids too young for school clogging up the Skee Ball lanes or having accidents on the go karts. He was kind of amazed y’all were able to pull this off, but it was far enough away from the busier parts of town that maybe you had scored a good deal. Or maybe Dean didn’t want to think about how much you and Sam and probably Bobby had shelled out for the day.
Even after years of his own success, Dean felt guilty whenever people spent money on him.
“Okay, line up for your wristbands. Everyone gets one, if you run out of tokens, tough luck. Laser Tag and Go Karts are available if we ask, just make sure there’s a big enough group to make up for the staff being pulled to those locations. Pizza will be set out as a buffet at five. I’ll get pitchers of water and soda out in the meantime,” you used a teacher's voice over the rowdy crowd as they beelined out of the bus and up to the gates.
Dean was almost giddy; he was so excited.
You bestowed a lanyard over his head, instead of a wristband. Which meant unlimited tokens for games and a turn in the vortex machine where paper tickets floated around and he was supposed to catch them for prizes. He was banking on letting Gibson take that responsibility, but hadn’t said anything because he knew Pam hated to spoil him, especially on someone else’s birthday. Oh well, being a surrogate Uncle held some leeway afterall.
“First one to the gokarts is a rotten egg!” Ash called out, making everyone turn on their heels and book it through the doors.
Dean laughed at the reversion to grade school taunts, but definitely tripped Sam on his way passed.
Somehow, Bobby and Annie got the first kart, but then again Dean didn’t remember seeing them as you made your little announcement, so they must have had a head start. The line was a mass of people bickering for a turn, which color kart they wanted, or which number if you were Charlie and Kevin. Dean had his shotgun attached at his hip, bouncing on the soles of his feet. But everytime he glanced up and saw Cas talking to Sam or nodding at something Pam said, he had to do a double take.
In all, they filled nearly all the available twelve karts. Dean and Gibson were in number 11, Lee, Benny, Pam, Cas, Ash, Kevin, Cesar, Jesse and Charlie all drove solo. While Sam and Madison, Bobby and Annie paired off. No one could get you in one of those things if they tried, and they all knew better than to try. Which Dean was grateful for, he hated rehashing your shit for other people’s understanding.
They did four lap races for almost an hour, with Dean sneaking past Bobby for the final victory. But everyone (except for Ash and Charlie) had lost count of their stats by the time they got inside to chug some soda and hit the arcade area before dinner.
Dean was sweating, faux satin clinging to his back through his shirts as he polished off a cup of flat cola. But he couldn’t keep the grin off his face long, seeing all of his favorite people milling around, trying to one up each other or just beat one another to a coveted game. It was the stuff of childhood birthdays he had only ever dreamed about, but you had made possible.
Lee held Gibson on his shoulders as they took Sam on at the free throw alleys. Charlie and Madison were playing some kind of shooting game while Kevin and Cesar watched them, obviously impressed by their stances with the fake rifles. It made him think of Jo and Big Buck Hunter for the briefest moment, but he tucked that away and chose to relish in the moment instead. Cas and Jesse were at the air hockey table and Bobby and Ash huddled by the wall of Skeeball machines, not partaking themselves, just watching you as you sank ball after ball into the 300 or better rings.
Dean couldn’t pick what he wanted to do next, so he just watched for a few minutes, soaking in the joy around him.
Eventually, his stomach chose for him. The pizzas were delivered in a tidy row down a side table of every cheap topping option available. There was even a mushroom option, which was probably the only thing close to a vegetable in the place, but it meant Sam couldn’t bitch. Everyone chowed down, standing and sitting in hodgepodge groupings, laughing and debating on what to do next.
Pam was comparing Cas’ and Kevin’s tattoos as Dean approached, paper plate firmly in hand, chewing as he silently butt into the conversation.
“Looks good, I mean, he’d hate them, but you know that would only be for show,” Pam said about the late Rufus.
“Yeah,” Cas agreed, pulling his arm back.
“Crotchety old bastard,” Dean added between bites.
“May he rest in peace,” Pam added, respect and mirth flitted in her eyes.
“So, Cas, how’s the kid and the band and fucking everything?” Pam changed the subject.
“Uh, we’re—- making progress,” Cas said simply, clearly unsure what to do with Dean’s presence. He worried at his lip ring like he always did when he was uncomfortable, but Dean was too damn curious and stubborn to take the hint.
“They’re finding their sound, it’s kind of cool to see it happen. You should go with me sometime to their rehearsals. It’s very organic,” Kevin explained. “It’s like they can sense what the other is thinking and just go for it.”
Dean couldn’t even pretend that that didn’t sting.
He cleared his throat. “So, where do you guys practice?”
“Oh— my place,” Cas said.
The fact that Kevin had been hanging with Cas and getting tattoos was one thing. The fact that he was in on this new band and its budding chemistry all while getting to spend time in Cas’ space was nothing short of getting his knees kicked out.
Not to mention, Cas had barely a townhouse with only one extra bedroom. He always preferred to live simply, as he put it.
“How does that work?”
Pam crossed her arms and raised her eyebrows, seeing where this was going better than Dean. “Are you a garage band, Cas?”
He just shrugged.
Dean chuckled under his breath. “That’s what you meant by organic,” he said to Kevin.
“Not exactly— that’s part of it, but I don’t know if it’s like some gene thing or a psychic connection. They’re just really good together.”
Pamela inhaled as Dean squinted at Cas, who had gone stock still with Kevin’s words.
“Gene thing?”
“Dean—,” Pamela warned.
“Oh, crap,” Kevin said, realizing too late that Dean was apparently more in the dark than he’d known.
Castiel remained silent, eyes boring into Dean, waiting for the explosion. It made Dean sick to realize that Cas was afraid of him, of his temper, still.
Dean set down his slice of pizza and squared his shoulders, trying to keep it civil. To not be that guy anymore. “Cas, come on man. What’s that about? He some long lost cousin or something?”
“Jack’s my kid, actually.”
Dean sputtered. “Yeah right, nice one.”
Everyone glared at him.
“You’re serious? How? When? I would have fucking noticed if you had actually boned down some chick—- I mean how old is he?”
Cas rolled his eyes and Dean had the sinking sensation that absolutely none of this was his business. But Cas had been his best friend for most of their lives— it was important information to have, even if it was twenty years too late.
Kevin and Pam silently agreed to disappear, but Dean couldn’t pinpoint the moment it happened. They were there and then they were gone.
“Dean,” Cas chastised.
“No— I deserve to know. I mean, what the hell? A kid?”
Cas raised his eyebrow, the one with the damn ring in it and Dean wanted, not for the first time, to yank it out.
“Kind of like I— like we deserved to know you were in an underground fighting ring? Like you had some sort of deathwish pact with a pimp and a known murderer?”
Dean felt an icy chill run down his spine, his hands instantly turned to fists and he had to breathe to keep the rage at bay. But his chest was so tight and the shame had become worms in his stomach. He wasn’t going to puke at his own birthday party, not from something as pathetic as his own mistakes. Alcohol would have been an easier taste in his mouth.
The party continued around them, but Dean didn’t reply. He couldn’t.
Cas seemed to register that and looked down at his boots before meeting Dean’s eye once more. “Dean, I’m sorry— that— that was uncalled for.” 
Dean swallowed down the bile and exhaled.
He unclenched his fists, shaking them slightly to feel something other than overwhelming emotion, the kind he’d need a few sessions with Missouri to even name.
“Don’t worry about it,” Dean grunted, head down as he got himself together.
“Dean— we should talk, but I can’t really explain myself in front of everyone.”
Dean hummed.
“It’s just— I think there’s a lot we never got off our chests and it only made the last couple of years harder— on both of us.”
“It seems like everyone else already knows your business, Cas. Just kind of sucks to be the last to know.”
Cas nodded, eyes still tight, still on guard.
“But I guess the way I was— kind of makes sense. I didn’t deserve to know.”
Cas’ face softened. “Dean— that’s not. Let’s not, right now. Later. Okay?”
Dean nodded. “Yeah. Okay.”
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Dean inched around the corner, weapon drawn and head on a swivel. He couldn’t see much, but endless nooks for the enemy to hide. The arena was dark, out of necessity, but it only added to the adrenaline pumping through him. Dean nodded to his teammate and they spun around the next edge, fingers on their triggers as they stood back to back. 
He really wished they had communication between the other members of Green Team, but that was just rich people thinking for a family entertainment center. It wasn’t like they were storming the beaches of Normandy here.
Something moved in his periphery but before Dean could turn you shot behind him, getting Kevin square in the chest. You both watched as Kevin fell dramatically to the floor, one down, five more to go.
“Nice shot,” Dean said out of the corner of his mouth.
“I feel like that was too easy,” you replied, searching the area while you whispered.
“Might have been a scout,” Dean agreed.
“Yeah, but—” 
He felt you shift behind him and he rounded to cover you, but Benny was already there, a near wall of guns behind him. 
“It was a fire fight!” Ash screamed out of his spot above them, taking Charlie out with the distraction.
You kept your body turned, lessening their target and fired without even blinking, but Sam had height on you and you ended up taking each other out. Dean, unable to make a shot connect, cursed, turned tail, and ran, ducking down a ladder and trying to loop back on Benny and Pam.
Three down to his team’s one, that he knew of, still good odds.
But then he saw Jesse sitting with his back against a wall, clearly down. Dean needed to find Cas and Cesar yesterday. Or they wouldn’t be able to call it in their favor. He crouched down and checked his back, without you to watch his six he felt extra exposed, though he kept to the edges, using the shadows to his advantage.
He heard whispering and he immediately hit the deck, rolling until he was flush with wall length-wise. But the voices stopped about ten feet away, either on the level above him or around the corner out of sight. Dean waited, gun drawn and senses on overdrive.
The telltale electronic chime of a chest plate activating sounded off and the voices turned from whispers to shouts of shock. Someone had gotten Pam. 
Which meant that Lee and Benny were the only ones left from Sam’s team.
And Lee was alone looking to the rafters from the sounds of it.
Dean army-crawled around the corner and got Lee from underneath, his cackle of victory the only way Lee even knew he was there.
“You sonofabitch!” Lee griped, helping Dean up before disappearing to the land of misfit toys, aka following Pam to the nearest exit.
Cesar appeared, seemingly out of nowhere and nodded Dean back to the rest of the team. Cas and Ash were still alive and kicking, strategizing on how to find or draw out Benny. But before Dean could turn and let Cesar back into the huddle, his chest piece crackled to life: Benny had shot him in the back.
Dean waved him off, trying to catch up with Benny’s trail, as Ash and Cas flanked him widely. They tried to cast a broad net, but instead they left too much space and Benny wound around them and took Ash out without Dean or Cas even seeing him.
Dean looked at Cas and Cas nodded, doubling back and letting Dean take point. 
It felt like hours, but really it only took maybe five more minutes of creeping around the obstacles in the center of the arena for Dean to catch sight of Benny. His sturdy frame ducked behind a pillar as Dean slowly followed. But he was too slow, because Benny had spun around and had his gun on Dean’s back plate before Dean could move.
“Bang bang,” Benny taunted, but he didn’t pull the trigger. He wanted Dean to surrender, but that wouldn’t do anything unless… Benny didn’t know Cas was still out there.
Dean held up his arms, but he didn’t drop his weapon.
“Alright, cher, nice and easy,” Benny coaxed Dean to turn face him.
“You got me,man,” Dean huffed, playing it up.
“Well, even the Birthday Prince loses sometimes.”
Then Benny’s chest flashed to life.
“What the—”
“And sometimes they still win,” Cas’ deadpan interrupted Benny’s surprise.
“Nice one, Cas!” Dean held up his hand for a high five, but Cas just cocked his head as the overheads snapped on, blinding them all in sudden light.
It wasn’t the first time that Dean thought Cas had some super-human senses. And he was happy to think that it probably wasn’t the last time either. Not anymore.
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Everything considered, Gibson won the day. Every single adult, even Kevin, forked over the prize tickets they had wracked up on their wristbands for Gibson to exchange for a four foot long stuffed dog from some show or another. Dean fist bumped him and helped him carry the thing back onto the bus. But before Dean could haul himself up the first step, Sam pulled him back to the curb.
“Here— don’t say I never got you anything.” Sam handed him a massive rainbowed Slinky.
“Holy shit! I didn’t even see that! This is awesome,” Dean geeked out. “Thanks, man.”
Sam just shook his head and grinned.
Everyone got back on the bus and started in on the adult beverages as you sorted the tab and made sure everything was alright with the staff. Dean sat on his hands, forcing himself not to run back in and add on his own tip. He really did trust you, but some habits were hard to break. 
“Ready?” Dean heard Bobby ask you before cranking the door shut.
The bus rumbled off the curb and into the neverending traffic of the city at night. But they had everything they could possibly need on board. And when you sat down in the spot beside him, Dean couldn’t think of a single thing that could make his birthday any better.
He looked over at you and smiled, soft, just a hint of it on his lips, trying to keep himself from saying something stupid. You rolled your eyes and smiled back. And yeah, today might have been one for the books. But there were still chapters left unwritten between you two and he wasn’t sure if he wanted to wait anymore to find out what they’d said.
Then his phone rang. “Dean? Happy birthday! How did you want to go celebrate?”
It was Bela.
He had completely forgotten to invite Bela.
And apparently, somehow, so had you.
Fuck.
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jerzwriter · 1 year
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Things Unsaid (2/3)
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This fic is part of a new Tobias & Casey AU, What's Forever For? (Learn more about it here.) For those who follow my T/C HC, their background is a little different here. A headcanon will be posted in the next day or two. 😊
Book:                   Open Heart (Post Series-Alternate Universe)
Pairing:                Tobias Carrick x F!MC (Casey)
Characters: Sienna Trinh
Rating:                 Teen
Category:            Angst/Short-Series/AU
Warnings: Regret, divorce, mention of miscarriage
Series Summary: Three days. That's all that stands between Tobias and Casey Carrick and the end of their marriage. The house is sold, they've said goodbye, and now they just have to wait to make it official. But what happens if one (or both) have second thoughts?
Chapter Summary: Having a hard time handling her upcoming divorce, Casey spends the day with Sienna, and the women share an enlightening heart-to-heart.
Words: 1,946
A/N: Participating in @choicesmonthlychallenge - Friends WFF? Universe Info & Masterlist Tobias & Casey Masterlist All Works Masterlist
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The grandfather clock down the hall chimed twelve times. Its loud gong echoed throughout the tiny home, louder each time it struck. It was already noon, but that mattered not to Casey. She pulled a pillow over her head, hoping to muffle the offensive noise, but it was too loud, and her attempt failed miserably. Didn’t the damn clock understand? Sleep was the only place she could hide nowadays. The only place where her heart, body, mind, and soul found as much as a kernel of respite. And this offensive object thought nothing of stealing it away. She struggled to sit up, having decided she’d have to face the day at some point. Besides, Sienna’s couch wasn’t all that comfy anyway.
“It’s a difficult time,” her mother would say. “But you’ll get through it. You’re strong! You can do this!”
And it wasn’t only her mother. Well-meaning friends offered up unsolicited advice and platitudes daily. Sometimes sharing their own stories of personal triumph to convince her she possessed what it took to make it through. On the best days, Casey smiled politely, and on the worst, she walked away. She didn’t need them to tell her she had what it took. She knew she was strong; she knew she’d survive. But she didn’t want to be strong… she wanted to be loved… and to love in return. She wanted to turn back the hands of time and pray for a different outcome, one that didn’t leave her heart torn in two. But the clock couldn’t do that for her; all it could do was rob her of the only peace she had left.
Somehow she managed to sit upright but had no plans of getting up. She stared blankly out the window, watching the sunlight poke through the new leaves covering the trees. Spring. Rebirth. This was usually her favorite time of year, but now there was little joy to be found.
Sienna poked her head in from the hall; her heart ached to see her friend so forlorn. Most days, she wondered if she’d ever get the old Casey back. But she wasn’t giving in. No, she was determined to get her best friend back on her feet, and sometimes, that required tough love. She walked across the room with conviction and firmly poked Casey on the shoulder.
“It’s afternoon now, you. How about getting up? You should get showered and dressed.”
“Why?” Casey groaned, pulling the blanket up over her head.
“Because it will make you feel better. Come on, we can do whatever you want, my treat! We can get lunch, or go shopping, take a long walk? Oh! I know! We can go to one of those places where you get drunk and throw axes at things! That’s what we should do!” 
Casey lowered the blanket just a bit, and Sienna was delighted to see a hint of a grin on her face.
“That would be the opposite of good, my friend. Trust! You don’t want to be around drunken Casey with sharp objects right now.”
“Why not?” Sienna shrugged. “I have nothing to fear. I thought places like that were practically made for people going through your situation.”
“Maybe for some,” Casey smiled sadly, “but not for me.”
“Perhaps not, but your approach is sleeping on my couch until mold overtakes your body isn’t working either,” Sienna scolded. “I’m done coddling you. You need to rejoin the land of the living, and not only when Kyle’s around. Come on! You need to come to.”
“I will,” Casey sighed grievously. “I just… I wish this week was over already. I just want it in the rearview mirror.”
Sienna’s demeanor softened, and she took her friend into her arms.
“I know,” Sienna whispered, her mind rushing back to the day she stood next to Casey as the beaming couple exchanged their vows. No one ever thinks it will end up here. “I can only imagine how hard this is, but each day will get you a little further to healed, right?”
“Huh,” Casey snorted, pulling away and sitting up straight. “Yeah, right. In three days, I get the privilege of entering a courtroom, looking at the only man I’ve ever loved in his eyes, and signing a paper that essentially says that the life we spent over a decade building together was all for shit.”
“Casey,” Sienna consoled, “you know that’s not true!”
“Isn’t it?”  She jumped to her feet. “Isn’t it, though? Congratulations, Dr. Carrick…oh, and you, Dr. Almost Not Carrick Anymore! You’ve given your blood, sweat, and tears for this… you gave your heart, and your soul, and your… everything… and it wasn’t enough. You gave it all, and it was all for shit!”
“It was not for shit! You have….”
“Don’t say, Kyle! I know our son is a blessing and, yes, I know he wouldn’t be here if….” Casey covered her mouth and swallowed hard only to gather herself, for there was no way of holding back tears. “… I couldn’t even give my baby a good home,” she sniveled. “I failed at everything.”
“OK, now you need to stop! A marriage takes two people, Casey; you didn’t end up here alone! And you’re not a failure! Marriage is hard! That’s why half of them fail! Besides….”
“Si,” Casey interrupted. “I know you mean well, but….”
“I’ll stop,” she acquiesced, motioning for Casey to join her on the couch. Once there, she laced her fingers with her friends and gave them a tight squeeze. Casey smiled softly, remembering how many times that tiny hand held onto her and got her through.
“Do you want me to take Wednesday off? I’ll go to court with you if you want. You shouldn’t be alone.”  
“No, Si, I appreciate it,” she smiled sadly. “But this is something I must do alone. Don’t worry. I’ll make it through.”  
“I know I was harping on you to go out today, but we can stay in if you want. I’ll order pizza and get a bottle of wine. We can watch movies about women who killed their husbands and got away with it.”
Casey let out a sharp cackle, holding her side as laughter overtook her. Sienna thought she was home free… but within seconds, the laughter turned into tears.
“Si, I didn’t want this,” she wailed.
“I know,” Sienna replied. She held her friend closed and stroked her hair, wishing she had the magic to make her happy again. “I know you didn’t.”
“No, you don’t understand. It’s not past tense, and I’m not being theoretical. I don’t want my marriage to be over.”  
“Case, what are you saying?”
“I’m saying that I still love Tobias. I don’t think I’ll ever love anyone else, and I don’t want to go through with this.”
Sienna was dumbfounded. “Casey… I know this is becoming real, and it’s got to be so painful, but you said… you said this was what you wanted?”
“Well, what else was I supposed to say? What else was I supposed to do when my husband told me he didn’t see us working out. That he had nothing left to give? It doesn’t matter what I want if he….” she stopped to bite her quivering lip. “He didn’t want me.”
“But, Casey… you’re the one who filed… I don’t….”
“Yes! To beat him to it! He was feeling so guilty that he wouldn’t pull the plug. It was dragging on and on, and I couldn’t live in limbo anymore. I couldn’t wake up every day wondering if today was the day I’d get served. So, I beat him to the punch! Because… because….”
“Because you wanted to hurt him as much as he hurt you… and Case, I’m not judging you. Hell, I would even say kudos if you were a divorce was what you really wanted… but if that wasn’t your desired end, then… then….”
“Then I fucked up.”
“Well, you both did your share of fucking up. But hindsight is 20-20. But what would you do right now? If Tobias burst through that door and said let’s call this off, I want to make it work. What would you say?”
“I’d say yes,” she replied without hesitation. “I’d say yes, let’s do it. I don’t care if we already split our things and sold our house. I wouldn’t care if people mocked us or said we were idiots. If I had another chance, Si, I’d grab it in a minute.”
“Then,” Sienna said firmly. “Then you know what you have to do.”
Casey looked at Sienna quizzically, a nervous chuckle in her chest as she shook her head.
“No. Absolutely not. Don’t be ridiculous!”
“I’m not. This isn’t something to take lightly. This is a divorce! This is final, and if you’re uncertain, you have to let Tobias know.”
“Sienna, I may have been the one who filed… but he’s the one who told me our marriage was over. He’s the one who said we’d be better apart. I pulled the plug, but he set it all in motion. He doesn’t want to be married… at least not to me… and I can’t grovel for him to tell me that one more time.”
Sienna’s face twisted, and she bit her lip to prevent herself from saying any more. But she and Casey were two peas in the same pod, they knew each other too well, and Casey could almost feel the words her best friend wouldn’t say.
“What? What do you want to say?” She ordered.
“Case… you guys have been through so much in recent years. So much, and… ever since….”
“You can say it, Si, ever since my miscarriage.”
“I’m just saying it was a lot for anyone. Maybe you both just needed more time….”
“The miscarriage was hell, but in its aftermath… that’s when we learned how different we wanted our futures to be.”  
“If that’s true, then why second guess your decision now?”  
“Because I realize that I jumped the gun. I was being as stubborn as he was and unwilling to compromise. And a marriage takes compromise. If I had a chance to do it all again, I would have handled things so differently, and the outcome may have been the same, but I would have done more and tried harder. We were… we were worth it.”  
“If you really feel that way… then you have to tell him.”
“I can’t….”
“Yes, you can! What do you have to lose? You’re getting divorced Wednesday. The only way there is a change that changes is if you talk to him.”
“Sienna! I can’t do it again. Do you know how it felt to hear him tell me we’re through? To see him look at me like I was a stranger. I can’t be vulnerable again. I can’t hand him my heart to let him smash one more time.”
“What if he feels the same? What if he’s somewhere now telling someone the same thing you’re telling me.”
“Huh,” Casey laughed ruefully. “He’s not. Trust me, he’s not.” Her mind drifted to his friends who he had been leaning on since things changed between them. Casey wasn’t a fan, and they returned the sentiment. Especially one friend… that’s likely where he was.
Sienna sighed in frustration and threw her hands in the air. “When is he due to pick up Kyle?”
“Tomorrow night. Why?”
“Why? Because I’ll be there when he arrives. Kyle and his favorite aunt can do something together, so the two of you can talk!”
“Sienna! I appreciate you, but all that’s left is our signatures. We had a thousand chances, and we blew everyone.”
“So then don’t blow this one. Because you still have one chance left, Casey. I don’t want to see you live with the regret of not taking it. You have one more chance.”  
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thegirl20 · 2 years
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WFF Prompt #28 - Scream
From @bamf-jaskier‘s list of prompts.  
All filled prompts are on AO3.
She strides down the winding hallway towards her private chambers, rolling her eyes at Vilgefortz’ continued presence behind her, even though she’d told him she wanted to be alone. “All I’m saying is that you need to rest, and perhaps with a clearer head, you’ll-”
She stops walking and turns to look at him. “I’ll what?” She knows what he’s going to say. He’s been saying it since before they even left the battlefield. 
He puts his hands on her shoulders and she has to stop herself from physically shuddering at the touch. “You’ll finally admit to yourself what you know in your heart to be true.”
“Which is what?” she presses.
He sighs. “That Yennefer is dead.”
“I’ll do no such thing,” Tissaia says, shrugging his hands off and resuming her previous walking pace. “Until I see evidence of her death, I-”
“You’ve seen no evidence that she’s alive,” he protests, still trailing her. 
“It’s barely been a week since we’ve returned,” Tissaia says, stopping in front of the door to her chambers. “I will continue to search for her until I have exhausted every avenue.” She looks up at him, willing her chin not to wobble. “I owe her at least that much. We all owe her that after what she did.”
“Tissaia,” he begins, looking at her in that condescending way that makes her skin crawl. “I know the girl was special to you for some-”
“I’m tired,” Tissaia interrupts, unwilling to continue a conversation in which he discusses Yennefer in the past tense. “And I wish to be alone.”
“Very well.” He nods, then tilts his head. “I do not say these things to hurt you. I only want you to stop denying what is obvious and allow yourself to grieve and move on.” 
“Move on,” she says, with a bitter laugh. She shakes her head. “Oh how easy you make it sound. As if I’ve had an unsatisfying meal.”
“I’m sorry you feel that way,” he says. “I don’t mean to diminish your feelings for the girl. I just-”
“Please, leave me in peace,” Tissaia says, closing her eyes. “I have listened to quite enough of this already.”
He nods and turns to leave. She watches him go, unwilling to open the door until he is a good distance away in case he turns back and follows her in. Once his footsteps have grown soft she turns back to the door but before she can do anything, she is grabbed roughly from behind and a hand is pressed across her mouth.
She readies herself to blast her attacker, when a familiar voice speaks right beside her ear.
“Don’t scream. And don’t fucking throw me through the wall either.”
Tissaia stops struggling, going limp against the body behind her. “Yennefer?” The word is muffled by the grimy hand still covering her mouth.
“Yes,” Yennefer says, loosening her grip enough to allow Tissaia to turn. 
When she does, she’s greeted with the most glorious sight she’s ever seen. Yennefer is alive and mostly unscathed, although she could definitely do with a bath and some sleep. Unable to help herself, Tissaia pulls her close, wrapping her arms as tightly as she can around her. Yennefer half collapses against her, clearly exhausted. Tissaia pulls back and takes Yennefer’s face in her hands, looking into the eyes she feared she’d never see again. For all her bravado in front of Vilgefortz, she had, of course, considered the possibility Yennefer might be dead.
“You’re alive,” Tissaia says, warm tears spilling from her eyes.
“Just about,” Yennefer says, with a tired smile. “I hear you’ve missed me.”
Tissaia laughs, sliding a hand behind Yennefer’s neck and drawing her in so their foreheads touch. She closes her eyes. “A little,” she says. She frowns. Something is off about Yennefer, something she should have realised straight away when she was able to surprise her so thoroughly.
“Are you cuffed?” she asks, stepping back and pushing the cloak Yennefer is wearing aside to check her wrists for dimeritium. “Where is it?”
Yennefer catches her hand and holds it in both of her own. She shakes her head. “I’m not cuffed. I-” She nods to the door. “Can we go inside? I don’t want anyone overhearing this conversation.” She smiles that tired smile again. “And I’ve been travelling for days and fear I might fall down if I don’t sit down soon.”
“Oh, of course!” Tissaia quickly undoes the enchantment on the door and ushers Yennefer inside and into an armchair by the fire. Unwilling to put any distance between them, Tissaia arranges her skirts and sits on the floor at Yennefer’s feet, holding her hand. “Tell me what’s happened?”
Blowing out a breath, Yennefer squeezes her hand. “In brief, I was captured by Fringilla, then we were both captured by elves. Myself, Fringilla and an elven sorceress called Francesca were all having odd dreams about a cloaked figure. I read an inscription on an altar and all three of us ended up in the woods in front of a house on legs-”
“The deathless mother,” Tissaia whispers. “I thought she had been banished to another realm centuries ago.”
“No, she’s quite real. She appeared to me as a young girl at first,” Yennefer says. “She- she could tell that I’d lost my magic at Sodden.” She looks down at their joined hands. “Called me ‘Piglet’ once or twice.” She laughs, softly. “I thought it was some younger version of you that I’d conjured up in my mind but…then she showed me her true form.” She sighs. “She feeds off despair, Tissaia. She wants me to be desperate, wants me to beg her to return my magic. And I-” She meets Tissaia’s eyes. “I’m scared that I’ll do just that.”
“No,” Tissaia shakes her head firmly. “You’ve made no deal with her, no bargain, so you are not beholden to her in any way.” She squeezes Yennefer’s hand. “And if she offered to return your magic to you, then it must be possible to get it back.” She smiles up at Yennefer. “We will find a way, I promise.” 
Yennefer nods, and a tear makes its way down her cheek. “That’s why I came straight here,” she says. “I knew if you couldn’t-” Without warning she slides from the chair until she’s on the floor as well. She rests her head on Tissaia’s shoulder, her forehead pressed to her neck. “Thank you,” she whispers.
Tissaia wraps her arms around Yennefer as best she can in the position they’re in and closes her eyes. “I won’t let any harm come to you,” she swears. “You’re safe now.”
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xxtha-blog · 4 years
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So apperently I wrote a oneshot fanfic and forgot about it for almost 2 years
And because it's comedy fucking gold, and also some quality post-comic Ace content, I thought I'd share it with you people here.
Without further adieu, may I present to you
A Casual Encounter With Ace
Ink knew very little of Ace. He had met him once, briefly, in the last moments before his AU disappeared into nothingness, Ace sneaking through the portal Dream had created and slipping away from the destruction of his own home like it was nothing more than an average Saturday. Ink barely had the chance to talk to him, didn’t even know his name, he just knew that there was a flamboyant top hat wearing skeleton that enjoyed stealing things and harassing Dream, prancing around the multiverse and causing chaos with no restrictions. Of course, Ink planned to catch him… eventually… if he hadn’t forgotten… multiple times. But it was Ace who seemed to catch him instead.
  Ink had been sitting in the snow, crouched behind the trees of Underswap, checking up on the stability of the timeline, when he heard a voice behind him. At first, he thought it was Blue, the only one who would know to look for him there, but the accent threw him off. Ink turned slowly, curious, and saw the black and red skeleton leaning against his staff behind him, smiling modestly as he surveyed the rest of the underground as Ink did.
  Ink paused for a second. “Hey– Don’t I know you…?” He tapped a pencil against his chin, working with all his might to remember.
  “Perhaps, dear sir, perhaps indeed, for I am quite popular, simply ask my wonderous fans, who may be reading this right now! Which does remind me, do you ever realize that we transcend not only drawings and comic books, but also code, writing, and animations. It’s quite crazy when you think about it, I mean, just look at you. What? One of the most popular characters in the entire fandom created by a mere teenager! Mind boggling and simply astounding, our existence, both of us in fact, relies only on two simple teenagers bringing us to life.” Ace talked mellifluously, his accent smooth and precise, as though someone had mashed together a French and British accent and added a gay flare to it. He talked incredibly fast, as though to confuse everyone with his slur of words, despite them not being slurred in the slightest.
  Ink stood up, brushing the snow off his sweater. “Wait a second!” He glanced up again his eyes widening. “Aren’t you that magician guy?!”
 Ace tilted his head, intrigued.
   “Aha!” Ink declared in triumph. “I finally found you!”
  “Magician guy is quite vague. And a guy, no, no, dear sir, not at all, I simply am I, an illusionist, a magician, a slight bit insane, but far saner than you, so I must ask for you to be a tad bit more specific for fear I may misinterpret what you wish to say and be unable to reply!” Ace spun his staff around, giving Ink a slight smirk.
  “You’re from that AU- Oh what was it.” Ink spun his hands through the air, churning his memory around. “Magicwhatever, Lucktale, Underchance, Chancyluck, Chance, Chance something, Chancetale-? CHANCETALE!” He put his hands on his hips proudly.
  “A dead name, no?” Ace raised his eye sockets into a quizzical expression.
  “I mean, yeah, but you’re still here, which means you’re screwing up timelines. Which means I gotta stop ya!” With a quick flip of his arm behind his head, Ink pulled his paintbrush out in front of him and pointed it towards Ace.
  “Stop me? Stop me! Oh, how wonderful!” Ace’s eyes lit up as he spun on his heel with glee.
  “You’re supposed to be worried,” Ink pointed out. “Like, oh no he’s going to catch me?! Whatever shall I do! And then I go, heck yeah I’m going to catch you! Because I’ve got a super cool paintbrush!”
  “I dare say you do not.”
  “What do you mean? My paintbrush is awesome, I mean just look at it–" he stopped. "Where’s my paintbrush?” Ink’s hands were empty, his fingers grasping at the cold air around them and nothing more. He wondered if his memory had lapsed again, but he could have sworn he had just been holding it. He reached back only to grasp at the air once more.
  Ace casually spun the paintbrush in his hands, still standing stationary a dozen or so feet away, studying the fine patterns on the metal clasps. “Quite a nice paintbrush, indeed, I do not disagree with that, however, you do not have it, therefore your statement was false.” Without another word, the paintbrush disappeared into thin air, and Ace merely tilted his top hat.
  Ink started to take things a little more seriously, his smile fading. He straightened. “This’ll be interesting.”
  “Oh, tis always interesting when I’m here! Just ask your dear friend Dream!”
  “We’re not really friends,” Ink said with a shrug. “He just happens to be useful sometimes.”
  “Oh my! What wonderful news we have here! I’ll be sure to keep it in mind to use against you so that I can slowly break apart your relationship until you are both mortal enemies in which case I can use your turmoil to my advantage!” He clasped his hands together, smiling softly, before adding, "If need be."
  Ink stared for a second. “You know if you really want to be evil, you shouldn’t announce what you’re going to do out loud.”
  “Evil? No, I’m not evil. Never in my wildest dreams would I ever consider myself to be evil, for that would mean I am profoundly immoral, and although I am profound, immoral I am not. I know precisely what is right and wrong, and good and bad, and have no trouble discerning between the two. I simply choose to do good and choose to do bad based on the situation and outcome it will provide me, and dear sir, it is quite a bore to be simply one or the other, is it not? I mean, you’re one to speak, think of the things you have done and the people you have hurt for your own benefit, quite chaotic indeed, but not evil. Few would call the fabulous Ink evil. Therefore I am not evil. I am just spontaneous, whether that be something pleasant or something disagreeable.”
  “You really do talk a lot,” Ink said, crossing his arms.
  “Tis a showman thing.”
  “Showman?”
  “Oh! Would you like to see a show?!”
  “Not really. I was in the middle of–”
  Ace clapped his hands together cutting Ink off, his staff forming between his palms as he pulled them apart. He twirled his staff like a baton before stamping it down into the snow and pulling his top hat off his head, taking a slight bow before beginning, “A magic show! For the fabulous Encre!”
  Ace began to perform his dazzling illusions. As real as reality, yet as mad as a dream. He swept up beside Ink and before Ink could say a word, slipped his scarf right over his head and turned it a kaleidoscope of brown butterflies. Ink went to protest, but a butterfly zipped over top of his mouth and turned into a brown piece of duct tape. The rest of the butterflies froze, falling to ice cubes on the ground before bursting into tiny glass shards that glimmered with little lights.
  “Butterflies were not meant for the underground! How unfortunate. The terms and conditions said nothing about turning to glass, however! Then again, I did not read them. Alas, now I must clean this all up.” Ace spun back around Ink, standing over top of the pile of glass shards.
  Ink shouted, but his words came out as muffled gibberish. He tried to pull the duct tape off, but it refused to budge. He waved his arms around, exasperated.
  “What’s that dear sir? You wish to see more magic tricks? Well, I wish to perform more as well!” Ace spread his arms out, the glass shards levitating off the ground around him before spinning into a small ball and transforming into a lightbulb above Ace's fingertips. He caught it out of the air, studying it closely, before looking back up at Ink.
  “I would put this above my head and say I do so happen to have an idea, but that would be terribly cliché, would it not?”
  “Mphfffff!”
  “I wholeheartedly agree! I’ll put it inside my mouth instead!”
  Ace slipped the lightbulb between his teeth, smiling deviously.
  “Now dear sir,” he said with zero hindrance, despite the lightbulb clamped between his teeth. “It is a well-known fact that when one puts a lightbulb inside their mouth, it shall go in quite fine and then never ever come out again in one piece! Today I am here to prove that theory wrong and promote the putting of light bulbs in your mouth everywhere!” Ace let out a small laugh before quickly inhaling the lightbulb.
  Ink’s eyes narrowed, giving up his attempts to talk through the duct tape.
  “Where ever has it gone? Ah! I know!” Ace reaches a hand inside his left eye socket and pulls the lightbulb into the place his heart-shaped pupil should have been.
  “And now to turn it on!”
  With a slight flick of his wrist, Ace summoned an egg out of midair, then cracked it against the nearest tree. From the cracked shell sprang a toaster, which Ace caught in his hands as though he had done this many a time. He quickly plugged the toaster into the tree and waited a few seconds, but nothing seemed to happen.
   Ink watched, both baffled and annoyed, only able to express his feelings through a few grunts and shakes of his head. Ink had seen many things over his life, AUs full of nothing but Sanses, characters made of watermelons, atrocious crossovers, but nothing quite as strange as this.
  “Oh, I see what I’m doing wrong! Forgive me, dear sir, I have never used a toaster in my life! I run solely off of white chocolate!” Ace unplugged the toaster from the tree and threw it as far as he could muster. “Farewell, dear toast maker. I shall miss thee.”
  He reached inside the small red pouch on his shirt, barely bigger than a golf ball, and pulled a full sized hair dryer.
  Why do you have a hairdryer?! Ink shouted, his eyes wide, but it simply came out as “Wff duh vu hvv a her dyr?!”
  “For this, dear sir, why else.” Ace put the end of the hairdryer up to his eye and turned it on. It wasn’t plugged into anything, the cord dangling around Ace's ankles. As the hairdryer whirred to life, the light bulb flickered on.
  Ace pulled the hair dryer away, making it disappear into a flurry of little pink sparkles before taking a long bow, one of his eyes now made of a little yellow glowing light bulb.
  Ink clapped sarcastically.
  “Why thank you! Thank you! Truly an amusing time we've had here today!” He pranced over to Ink, patting him on the head twice. When Ink tried to grab him, his entire vision spun around and he was suddenly facing the complete opposite direction.
  “Now, now, that’s no way to treat someone who just performed for you.”
  Ink turned on his heels, looking around for Ace, but he was nowhere to be seen. The piece of duct tape had vanished.
  “Farewell, dear Ink, until you wish for another magic show!”
  The voice came from nowhere and echoed throughout the trees before fading into nothingness. On the ground, there was a small paper card. Ink bent over and picked it up, flipping it open. Inside was a tiny brush, smaller than a thumbtack, taped to the inside of the card with a small heart and delicate cursive handwriting: I believe this belonged to you?
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lovelyshawnn · 5 years
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Nervous: CEO!Reader x Intern!Shawn
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My heels clicked loudly onto the white marble tiles of my company’s building as I made my way down the hall, towards my office that overlooked the city. The volume of the chatter from my subordinates decreased as their eyes followed my body, silencing their words. The whole floor would quiet down unintentionally out of pure intimidation whenever they sensed my presence. I’m really not as scary as they think I am, but I have a reputation to obtain. I’m not here to make friends, I’m here to be their boss.
My assistant, Arlene, spotted my iconic high ponytail above the walls of the many cubicles on the office floor, taking that as her cue to stand up with my schedule in her hand, walking with me to my office as she read it out loud. She understood how I wanted everything to be organized and fastpaced. She was to read my schedule aloud every morning as soon as I walked through the door, not a single second late. As a CEO, I have a lot of things to do, so I don’t appreciate an assistant that isn’t quick on their feet for everything and anything. Which is probably why I went through dozens of assistants before I found Arlene. We quickly grew a bond and she was one of the few employees that I could actually bear in this company. I even consider her a close friend since we know each other like the back of our hands. This was not the case for the rest of my employees, who probably have never seen me shown any emotion besides irritated.
“We have a staff meeting at 9am, lunch with the representative of WFF at 1pm, videochat interview with Vogue magazine at 9pm, then we need you to read and sign these forms by 12pm tonight,” Arlene said all in one breath as quickly as she could.
“Oh! And our new intern, Shawn, starts today!” She said excitedly as she ushered him into my office. I looked up from the pile of papers on my desk to see Shawn walk in nervously, a tightlipped smile etched on his face. My brows raised in surprise. I was expecting some lanky, nerdy kid as the new intern but Shawn was quite the opposite. He was 6 foot and 2 inches of sculpted muscle. My eyes travelled up and down his glorious body like a predator stalking its prey.
“Hello, its a pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Y/L/N,” he said. As soon as I heard his deep voice,I knew he was done for. I wanted so badly to just wreck him, taking him right then and there. I didn’t even know why I was thinking of this, I’ve never been truly attracted to a coworker in all my years of working, but here I was. There was just something about his pink blush that complimented his pale skintone, his big calloused hands, his perfectly wavy hair and...wait, what? I have to snap out of this haze, he’s just an intern. An incredibly cute intern, but still just an intern.
I shook my head to vacate all the inappropriate thoughts from my head. “Hi Shawn,” I replied, sticking a hand out for him to shake. His large hand flew up to firmly grip my small one, which ignited tiny little sparks in my hand that created a blush on my face.
I quickly pulled my hand back and diverted the focus from his hand to my work to avoid the awkwardness. Arlene took the hint as she saw my eyes shift back to the paper work, so she ushered Shawn out of my office to let me be. I decided to begin my work day by reading over some forms to sign but my mind kept thinking back to how his hand felt wrapped around mine. Why was my mind so occupied on this one guy? Fuck, maybe I just have to get laid. I never get this weak for one guy.
I huffed in frustration before getting up and making my way to the office kitchen/break room in desperate need of coffee. Usually I’d just ask Arlene to do it but today, I felt the need to get out of my office and clear my head for a bit. As I rounded the corner and walked into the break room, I spotted Shawn’s muscular back turned towards me as he was fixing himself a cup of coffee. It amazed me how someone can look so good in a pair of trousers and regular old sweater. I rolled my eyes at my own out of character thoughts. Treat him like every other employee. He’s no different.
His head turned toward me as he heard the clicking sounds of my heels. “Mrs. Y/L/N! Arlene said I should make you a coffee before the staff meeting, so uh, here you go,” Shawn stuttered out nervously. I eyed the cup of coffee that looked rather small in comparison to his huge hand, before taking it away from his grasp and taking a sip. My face scrunched up in horror at the taste, “Shawn, have you ever made a coffee before in your life?”
His eyes widened in fear, which made me smile at his innocence, but I was quick to cover it by turning away from him and towards the coffee maker. Or so I thought, but little did I know that Shawn most definitely caught the sight of the tiny smile that graced your lips, which eased some of his worried nerves.
“I like my coffee iced if its before 3pm with 2 sugars and some creamer,” I said as I made my coffee in front of him to demonstrate, “If its after 3pm, just make me some caffinated tea. Please tell me you know how to do that, at least.” He nodded frantically.
“I’d study this if I were you, you’re gonna be making a lot of these throughout the next few months,” I said with a bit of harshness in my tone before closing the lid on my coffee cup and strutting out of the room with a sway in my hips, not once looking at him as I finished my sentence.
He watched as my legs carried me away from him, his eyes trained on that perky ass of mine as he felt his pants tightened against his bulge. As soon as I left the room, he let out a breath that he didn’t even know he was holding. His new boss scared the shit out of him, but he had to admit, he was kind of into it. And the fact that she was hot as hell didn’t help his innappropriate infatuation with her. He snapped out of his thoughts as he remembered that he was supposed to be at the staff meeting and quickly made his way to the office.
I was sat on the end of the big rectangular desk with Arlene to my left and Shawn to my right. The rest of the main employees were sat all around the desk as they took turns updating me with how their department was holding up, and if there was anything we needed to do to fix it. As Dwayne from finances was talking about our budget for the month, you noticed that Shawn’s occasional nod had stopped, and he was now staring off into the distance lifelessly. I took my heel clad foot and gently tapped his calf to gain his attention, raising my brow at him in a disapproving way. He jumped up slightly at the sudden realization that he had zoned off, resulting in him leaning forward, trying to seem more intrigued in the insanely boring meeting. I smirked at how obvious it was that this poor guy was intimidated by me before ending the meeting after everyone had a chance to talk.
I walked back to my office side by side with Arlene, Shawn trailing closely behind, as she gave me any updates or any new information that you needed to know. “The representative for WWF just called saying he can’t make it to lunch today, should I reschedule?”
I rolled my eyes at their unprofessionalism and lack of punctuality. ”No, that won’t be necessary. Remind me to never waste my time on them again,” I said with irritation. My annoyance only grew as my stomach grumbled and my hunger grew.
“I’m still hungry, though. Would you like to accompany me to Le Petit Bistro?” I smiled at Arlene hopefully.
She shook her head no, “I’m sorry babe, I got a bunch of deadlines coming up today, I don’t have the time.” I pouted slightly in disappointment until I spotted Shawn, who was awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck as his eyes scanned all over the office that was still new to him.
“You. Shawn. Would you like to go to lunch with me?” I asked in a straight forward fashion. His eyebrows raised and eyes widened as he realized that you were talking to him. He glanced between you and Arlene, unsure of what to say. Arlene gave him an encouraging nod, mouthing something along the words “Say yes!” Shawn swallowed the lump in his throat before nodding, “Y-yeah, I’d love to.”
I grinned and turned in my heels, making a beeline to the office elevators. As I got in, I noticed that Shawn was still stood exactly where I left him, “You coming?”
He rushed to meet me in the elevator before it closed. His heart was racing, feeling anxious about being alone with the CEO of this medium sized company.
“So, where are you from, Shawn?” I said in an attempt to make small talk. “Oh, uhm, I’m from Pickering, Canada.”
My brows lifted in surprise, “Wow, really? When did you move to San Francisco?”
“About a month ago, I moved as soon as I found out that I got the internship.”
My heart dropped as soon as I heard this. Suddenly, I felt pretty bad about not treating him a little more kind. This guy was completely new to this city, and a scary boss wasn’t going to help him get settled in. I weighed the pros and cons before making the final decision, “How about we do some sight seeing today? Have you seen the Golden Gate bridge yet?”
Shawn’s eyes widened for what seemed like the hundredth time today, “No, I’ve been meaning to, but wait don’t you hav-“
“No buts! We’re going!” I cut him off, earning a small chuckle from him. We walked out of the elevator and made our way to my car, where I replaced my black stilettos with sneakers that are more appropriate for walking around all day.
“Alright. First stop: Pier 39!” I screamed with excitement as he watched my childlike outburst from the passenger seat. Truthfully, I’ve been living in SF my whole life so I couldn’t care less about the tourist attractions, but this was the first time in a long while that I did something spontaneous. I have to admit that I’m a workaholic, and I love to stick to strict schedules and routines. But I was loving the thrill of finally doing something out of the blue.
After a pain in the ass time looking for parking, we finally made our way to the pier. We spent the hour walking in to all the cute little shops, enjoying the live entertainment, taking a ride on the carousel, and stopping for some clam chowder.
To end the day’s adventure, we took a boat ride that allowed us to get a good view of Alcatraz Island and the Golden Gate bridge. The soaring wind made me a bit chilly, making me wrap my arms around yourself, clinging onto my thin dress shirt to find some kind of warmth. Shawn noticed my actions before taking off his jacket and handing it over to me.
I smiled up at him at the kind gesture before slotting my arms through and shrugging on the oversized jacket, ”Thank you.”
“No problem, honey,” he said, swinging an arm over your shoulder to keep the both of you warm. Hm. Honey. I replayed the way he said the word honey over and over in my head, thinking about how perfect it sounded rolling off his tongue.
As we made our way off the boat and back into my car to head back to the office, I couldn’t stop thinking about the way his body felt against mine. What seemed like just a harmless, relaxing getaway from my intense work load was now having me rethink everything about my love life. I haven’t dated anyone in the longest time, I’ve always been way too occupied with work to even think about men. But there was just something about Shawn. Like the way his soft voice makes me feel all warm and relaxing inside, or the way his smile was so goddamn contagious.
No. You’re just in love with the idea of him, the idea of someone being able to take you away from the stress of your demanding job, I thought. This is just a temporary crush that spawned from the fact that we were both out of the office doing fun things, it’ll die down as soon as we get settled back in the office, working.
We rode the elevator in silence and when we got to our floor, I noticed that no one else was in the office. I glanced at the clock, which read 8:30pm.
“Oh shit, its already 8:30?” I said in shock. ”I’m so sorry, I must’ve lost track of time. You can go ahead and head home now, Shawn. Our office usually closes at 6, but I still have some work to do.”
“Oh, uh, actually Arlene wanted me to finish organizing some of the files in your office before I leave for today,” Shawn lied. I mean, Arlene did tell him he could do that to start his first day doing something easy, but she never set a deadline for him. He just wanted to spend a little extra time with you.
“That’s fine, you can do that while I do my videochat interview in a bit,” I replied, unlocking my office door for the both of us to step in. Shawn nodded and headed for the file cabinets in my room while I set up my computer.
Within a few minutes, I heard the blaring skype ringtone. I quickly fixed my hair before accepting the call.
“Hi there! My name is Jess, I’m a journalist from Vogue magazine,” a woman with dark brown hair said. After we exchanged greetings, she explained how the interview would work and began asking typical questions like when I began my business and what it feels like to be a young female CEO in the city.
I answered all these questions with ease since people ask me them all the time, it was as if I was running on auto pilot. Some time during the interview, my eyes shifted from my computer screen to Shawn, who was currently sorting through some papers quickly with his massive hands. Fuck, those hands were beautiful. Watching his fingers fly through the papers made my mind wander off, thinking about how those fingers would feel on me.
“Mrs. Y/L/N?” Jess called out.
I quickly diverted my eyes back to the computer screen, “Yes, uh, what was the question again?”
Jess chuckled slightly, “Well, as a young female boss, where do you find the time to date? Are there any special men in your life at the moment?”
Shawn’s head snapped towards me once he heard the question clearly, curious to my answer. My mind blanked out as I processed the question. I never really got personal questions, but since this was Vogue that was interviewing me, I should’ve expected that.
I laughed nervously, “I’ve mostly been focusing on my work actually, so there hasn’t been any special men in my life for awhile.” Shawn’s eyebrows flew up a bit at your response before he turned his head and got back to his work. You furrowed your eyebrows slightly in confusion about his reaction. It looked as if he were questioning the legitimacy of your answer. For the most part, it was true. I’ve only been on a handful of dates here and there since the start of my career 2 years ago, but none of them really connected with me. Not until today... with Shawn.
After a few more questions, we said our goodbyes and ended the skype call.
Remembering how Shawn’s eyebrow lifted at me in a questioning way, I decided to stand up from my spot by my desk and walk over to him to confront him about it. “Why’d you look at me like that? When she asked about my ‘special men?’” I asked, using hand quotes mockingly for the words special men.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” He smirked without glancing up at me at all. That fucker knew exactly what I was talking about, it was evident in that cheeky smile he was wearing.
I rolled my eyes at him, placing both my hands on my hips and giving him my signature bitch face that I was known for around the office. He finally looked up at me, acknowledging the stance I was in before laughing lightly. Thats weird. No one ever laughed at me when I did my bitch face. They’d usually start apologizing or pissing their pants by now.
“Okay, okay,” he said as he placed his papers down, “I just find it hard to believe that someone as beautiful as you doesn’t have any ‘special men’ in your life.”
His words left me with my lips slightly parted, mouth opening and closing again while I tried to find the right words to say, but I was left speechless. A blush started to creep its way up my cheeks. Goddamn this intern and his ability to make me blush so hard. I made an effort to cover up the blush immediately by turning around to the stack of forms I still had to sign. I sat on the edge of my desk with my legs dangling off and papers placed on my lap.
“Well, it is true. I have so much work to do, and men are just a pain in the ass. I need to relax, and men make me do the complete opposite of that,” I said while rubbing my temples at the mere thought of being in a relationship at the moment.
He didn’t know what took over him. Maybe it was the wine that you two downed on the boat. Or maybe if was the way your perfectly tight high ponytail was now messy with baby hairs flying out of your head. Or maybe it was the way your skirt rode up your thighs when you took a seat on top of your desk. He didn’t know why at all, but the words just slipped out of his mouth before he could stop them, “I can help you relax.”
And before he knew it, his legs travelled the short distance from his spot by the file cabinets to right in between my legs that were slightly parted. One of my eyebrows quirked up in a curious way while my pupils dilated to watch his every move, still confused as to what was going on. The shy, nervous fresh faced intern that started the day off by being scared shitless of you was now bolder than ever.
At the lack of my response, Shawn leaned over to close the small gap between us and planted his lips on mine. It was like I was completely out of control around him because although it was against all the red flags in my head, I wrapped my arms around his neck and curled my fingers into his soft curls. His hands were on my waist as his lips meshed together with mine. In a swift power move, I gave a good tug on his hair which resulted in him letting out a small gasp. I took advantage of this by slipping my tongue through and adventuring into his pretty mouth.
The fact that we were all alone in this big office, doing exactly what we aren’t supposed to do made it so much hotter for us. The feeling of his skin on mine, his lips brushing against mine, ignited a once dead spark inside me. I craved the touch of a man that I was deprived of for so long, but more specifically, I craved him.
I took the initiative, moving my hand from behind his neck to the front, grasping his throat between my fingertips lightly before trailing them down his toned chest. Shawn whimpered almost inaudibly at the feeling of my hand around his neck, nails digging in just the right amount. If the office wasn’t completely vacant at the time, I would’ve missed how the tiny whimper escaped his swollen pink lips. I smirked into the kiss. Of course he’d be into that. God, I’m going to wreck him.
My hand travelled down to where he needed me the most, cupping his member with my palm right when the phone rang. We jumped at the sound of the ringtone, scrambling off of each other as I hopped off the desk and made my way over to the phone. Its like the phone’s ringtone was like a wakeup call, bringing us back to reality.
I’m his boss and he’s just an intern, we’re not supposed to be doing this. But fuck, that just made it feel better. I flattened my clothes out, smoothing over the creases before picking up the phone.
Arlene was on the other end of the line, reminding me of the deadlines for the paperwork that needed to be scanned and sent off and notifying me of a sponsor’s interest in our company. I thanked her and wrote down the notes in my planner before hanging up. I turned around to face Shawn, but instead I was met with my usual empty office. What used to be comforting to me, was now cold and lonely. The sadness creeped in as I took in my surroundings and saw how there was not another sign of life in this building.
He left. And you were alone, as usual.
a/n: there will be a part 2 to this!! im thinking about making this a whole ass series/fanfic so stay tuned and pls leave feedback heheh
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tvandmoviejunkie · 3 years
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Winnie: I'm so over it.
Britney: Can we not do this now?
Winnie: You're right. It's old news. And as your BFF...
Amber: Oh, if we're speaking in IM, you're more like a BFH. Bitch from hell.
Winnie: MYOB.
Amber: BMA.
Britney: WFF, guys?
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Describe your comfort zone—a typical you-fic.Fluffy and short lately. I’ve been working on some dramatic type fics so that may change soon!
Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?Oh I’d love to write a slow burn someday  
Is there a trope you wouldn’t touch with a ten foot pole?Yes. Hybrid. I’m not sure what it is, but that's probably one of the things you’ll never see me write. 
How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Care to share one of them?Ooooh actively nurturing two fics. One for Walls Fic Fest and one that's just my own brainchild and I'm calling it Awkward Roommates until I figure out the real title. I cant share my WFF idea, since its anonymous, but awkward roommates is essentially Louis and Harry find themselves living together after a series of unfortunate events. It'll be an enemies to lovers. I’m very excited about it!
Share one of your strengths.I think I’m pretty good at writing fluff
Share one of your weaknesses.I don’t know why but I struggle with writing long scenes of dialogue lately. Narrating the characters' movements and keeping in interesting while they converse. 
Share a snippet from one of your favorite pieces of prose you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.When he’s away, he can feel it in his bones how bad he misses Louis. It's like a tug at his heart that he’s sure if he followed it, he would wind up at home.I'm not sure why I’m so proud of this one. I guess it just makes me feel that feeling I was trying to describe every time I read it. It makes me feel like I’m there. 
Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes you’ve written and explain why you’re proud of it.“Back in March?” Louis clarifies and Harry nods his head. “Are you shitting me?” He says a moment later, his voice loud in the nearly empty diner when it fully dawns on him, “He gave you the ticket as soon as we bought them.” He tells the gorgeous man across the booth. He might kill Niall.Harry’s lips purse as he thinks that over and then a look of realization crosses his face, “He set us up.” He observes his cheeks suddenly a soft pink color that looks oh so lovely on him.Louis nods his head solemnly. “Yes, Harold. We have been set up. The little Irish shit has been trying to set me up on a blind date for months now, and I've told him no so many times. He saw his opportunity and took it.” He explainsPlease ignore the issues I don’t know why I didn't get this one beta’d. Anyway, I really like this part because it makes me giggle every time as they both realize what happened. 
Which fic has been the hardest to write?Actually, I struggled with I Knew For The First Time quite a bit. I love how it turned out, but I really had a lot of trouble continuing that one for a long time. 
Which fic has been the easiest to write?I think that as of right now it’s been my Walls Fic Fest Fic actually. I’m really liking writing it and I think its a pretty fun idea and I am excited to share with you all!  
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#BandofRobbers #TheBestMovie @@adamnee "#tbt to my failed TV pilot called "Dad's in Charge But He's Too Dumbass to Do Anything Right! Dumb Dad!" I think the title killed it. Maybe diversity. Anyhow, I played "Dad" and my catchphrase was "uh oh, was that feces cause it just tasted like regular brown?" #dad #feces #diversity #CW #bandofrobbers #wff #woodstock" #regrann @Regrann
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WFF Prompt #12 - Family
From @bamf-jaskier‘s list of prompts.  
All filled prompts are on AO3.
This is a follow up to Outside under the purple sky, diamonds in the snow sparkle
"This is torture, you know that, don't you? It's unfair. Potentially abusive, actually"
Tissaia rolls her eyes. This isn't the first time Yennefer has put forward this opinion. Hopefully it will be the last. She tightens her grip on Yennefer's arm as they trudge through the snow. Yennefer is holding the leash of an exuberant black labrador puppy, who hasn't yet realised that sniffing snow makes her sneeze.
"We could still go home?" Yennefer suggests, though Tissaia knows she's joking. "Ciri doesn't even know she's supposed to be getting a puppy, so it's not like she'll even be disappointed, right?"
Tissaia slaps her arm, though it makes no impact through the various layers both of them are wearing against the cold. They arrive at the gazebo in the park where they've arranged to meet Geralt and Jaskier and Ciri so they come to a stop and watch the puppy attempt to get up the few stairs.
It's Christmas morning, a year after they reunited on the roof of Tissaia's building. A lot has happened in that year. True to her word, Tissaia made major changes at her firm; raising salaries and improving flexibility. The result surprised even her. Productivity increased, creativity improved and people were just generally happier at their work. Tissaia also sought out and undertook a number of pro bono projects, giving back to the community and supporting local charities.
Yennefer had been promoted at work and had flourished in her new role, using her influence to take the charity in exciting directions and try new things.
They had moved back in together in the summer. To a new house, with no associations to their previous troubles. A place to make new memories together. They've worked hard to establish time to be together, where work doesn't trespass. They're happy. Happier than they were before, because they talk about things. They don't brush them under the carpet, or let things fester.
Tissaia looks up at Yennefer and smiles. Yennefer catches her and lifts her eyebrows. "What?"
"Nothing," Tissaia says. "Just thinking about how lucky I am."
"You are incredibly lucky," Yennefer agrees. "Lucky I haven't dumped you for forcing me to look after this puppy only to give her away."
"To a child who we thought might not even see this Christmas," Tissaia points out. "And I did promise her that I'd bring her a puppy this year. A promise is a promise."
"God, Tissaia," Yennefer says with a roll of her eyes. "Bring out the sick child guilt trip, why don't you?"
"She's not sick anymore," Tissaia points out, spotting two tall figures heading towards them, with a little person in between.
Yennefer ducks her head and kisses Tissaia's cheek. "Thanks to you."
"Thanks to access to skilled medical professionals," Tissaia says. "Which should not be the preserve of those who can afford it. I merely opened a door that should have been open all along."
"Oh, babe, you know it turns me on when you talk leftie," Yennefer murmurs, slipping an arm around Tissaia's waist, her hand sliding between the buttons on her coat.
"Yennefer," Tissaia complains. "We have company." Just at that, she sees another couple heading in their direction, smiling at their punctuality. Yennefer sighs, but dutifully removes her hand, turning to greet the newcomers. She frowns.
"Is- is that Triss and Sabrina?" she asks. Her mouth drops open and she gasps dramatically as she spots the chocolate lab puppy accompanying them. "Have- have they got a puppy too? Why the fuck would they get a puppy when Sabrina's about ready to pop?" She tuts. "This is so unfair. Everyone's got puppies but me!"
"So unfair," Tissaia agrees, biting her lip. She waves at Ciri who breaks away from her dads and runs. Tissaia steps away from Yennefer and the pup to catch her, lifting her into the air and spinning her around before settling her on her hip. Since her operation, she's been putting on weight, but she's still a slight little thing. "Merry Christmas, Ciri!"
"Merry Christmas Mrs Claus!" Ciri says, but her eyes are wide and flicking between the two puppies now greeting each other excitedly. "Look! Puppies!"
Jaskier and Geralt arrive, and Jaskier is also looking at the pups, his brow creased in worry. "You- you haven't-" he says. "Not two."
Geralt is already crouched down with the pups, letting them climb on him while he rubs their heads and mutters to them. Tissaia shakes her head slightly, setting Ciri back down on her feet.
"Ciri," she begins, taking her hand and leading her over to the pups. "Last year I promised you a puppy, didn't I?"
Triss smiles and holds out the pink leash she's holding, offering it to Ciri. "Here you go," she says. "She's all yours." Ciri takes the leash and turns to Tissaia.
"This is the best present ever," she whispers, before grabbing the puppy in a stranglehold while it licks her face.
"I'm sure your daddies would disagree," Tissaia says, with a wink at Jaskier, who returns it, his eyes glassy but his smile wide.
"Okay, wait," Yennefer says and Tissaia hides her smile as she turns to her.
She tilts her head. "Yes?"
"If that's Ciri's puppy," she says, pointing at the pup now running in manic circles around Ciri as she giggles. "Then-"
"Oh," Tissaia says, approaching her, tugging on the black lab's leash to encourage her to come back to them. She stoops and picks her up. "Then this one must be yours."
Yennefer's eyes grow wide, and her chin wobbles. She looks from the puppy to Tissaia. "Really?" she asks. "She's-" She sniffs and her breath catches. "She's really mine?"
"Oh, darling, yes, she's yours," Tissaia coos, moving in to catch a tear as it falls down Yennefer's cheek. The puppy licks her face and they both laugh. Yennefer wraps her arms around both of them. "I'm sorry for not telling you. I just wanted it to be a surprise."
"It's okay," Yennefer says, her face buried in the dog's coat. "I can't believe you pulled this off. I really thought I had to give her away!"
"No," Tissaia assures her. "She was always going to be yours." She pulls away and gestures to Triss and Sabrina. "I roped these two in a few weeks back to help me sell the ruse."
"And don't think we haven't had a few tears in our house this morning at the thought of saying goodbye to the furry little devil," Sabrina says, inclining her head towards Triss.
Triss lays a hand on Sabrina's bulging stomach, rubbing it, leaning her head on her shoulder. "I blame the pregnancy hormones," she says.
"You're not pregnant!" Sabrina points out.
Triss frowns. "Then I've clearly inhaled enough of yours to have an effect."
"Thank you," Yennefer whispers, finally setting the dog back down to join her friend. She pulls Tissaia into her arms, narrowing her eyes at her. "But I feel like I need to punish you for the genuine torture you put me through for a week."
A shiver goes through Tissaia that has nothing to do with the temperature. "I will accept whatever punishment you deem necessary."
"Disgusting," Sabrina says, wrinkling her nose.
"I'm gonna call her Roach!" Ciri announces to the assembled group. "That's the best name for a dog."
"Roach, really darling?" Jaskier asks. "What about Princess? Or Lady? Or-"
"Roach is a good name," Geralt agrees with a nod. "Roach it is."
"Fucking hell," Jaskier mutters.
"And what are you gonna call your puppy, Yen?" Triss asks.
"Not Princess or Lady," Yennefer says. She bends and calls the pup to her, laughing when she plants her front paws on her shoulders. "I dunno, I'll need to give it some thought."
"How about Destiny?" Tissaia suggests, thinking back to the fates that brought Yennefer back to her. She threads her fingers into Yennefer's hair, scratching at her scalp.
Yennefer looks up with a frown. "Bit of a stripper name, isn't it?" She takes the pup's face in her hands. "What do you say, girl? Are you our Destiny? Hmmm? Des?"
The puppy barks and licks Yennefer right on the lips.
Triss laughs. "I think she likes it."
Yennefer stands up and wraps an arm around Tissaia and she gladly snuggles into the embrace. It's an odd little bunch of people she's got around her, but she wouldn't change them for the world. They're her family.
"Merry Christmas everybody!" Ciri shouts, earning a chorus of greetings in return.
Tissaia looks up into the sky, wondering if the spirits can see her now. "Merry Christmas," she whispers.
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