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#of my faves leave but ow*n still there wtf. it's sick
ashleysanatomy · 3 years
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don't like spoiling things for people but this is for the sake of your mental wellbeing……. ow*n is still very much alive in the current season. at this point I don't think we‘ll ever find peace again
SHUT UPPPPPP I'LL KILL KYSELF
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lov3bone · 7 years
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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Francesca
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Pretty shy generally
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My coworker tomorrow, he just got back from hip surgery and I’ve been worried lmao
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I can be, but I know I can flip like a switch on some people.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
Probably not.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
People who are kind of jerks, or have a kind of mean personality. I also love people who are witty, and make it easy to keep a conversation going tbh.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I don’t know things are kinda rough rn lmao
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
This guy named Jeremy 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Kinda
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Jeremy
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
I was kinda drunk, but I was talking about how I’m very confused
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Help - Blackbear, Guillotine - Jon Bellion, The Good In Me - Jon Bellion, Tear In My Heart - twenty one pilots, I Needed You - Blackbear (I’ve been fixated on blackbear lately)
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Yeah, but only from certain people
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Yeah lmAO
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I got to march in the gay pride parade
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah I would
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
There has to be. We definitely are not the only ones out here man omg
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope
19. Do you like bubble baths?
ehhhh nah
20. Do you like your neighbors?
Wouldn’t know, never met them. It’s been 16 years. Not gonna do it now.
21. What are you bad habits?
Drinking, pushing people away before they get a chance to get close, getting anxious and clinging to people while also not letting them help me lmfao
22. Where would you like to travel?
I wanna go to Sicily one day to see part of my family!
23. Do you have trust issues?
Y e s. sorry
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Wandering around by myself after work for a couple hours
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
Jawline. Like. My neck. The little part between your chin and neck. I hate it.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Kind of sit there and boot for a second, then check my phone
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I think I’m fine with my skin lmao
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My cousin, the age difference prevents me from really relating though. But she’s one of the only people that I feel safe around rn.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Yep.
30. Do you ever want to get married?
Nope
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
n o 
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
None because I’m uncomfortable with sex LOL
33. Spell your name with your chin.
e,l,l,kioigt
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I don’t participate in sports anymore. But I used to be on a competitive crew team.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
I would rather live without tv
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Yes, many times
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I usually break that by doing something stupid or blurting out something stupid because awkward silences are uncomfortable
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Pretty sure I’ve answered this before, but my answer is definitely changed since then. My dream person would be someone who’s there for me. Not leave me on read, reassure me when I start getting anxious, not see only my mental illness. Go on adventures with me, hold my hand a lot and be down for cuddling whenever.
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Target, hot topic (y EAH FUCKING FIGHT ME I LIKE THE T SHIRTS), zumiez, and tj maxx
40. What do you want to do after high school?
I’ve already been through it. But, I still don’t know. I’m trying to find my way the best I can.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Fuck no.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
If I’m being extremely quiet in person that’s pretty normal it’s more my facial expression while I’m being quiet that gives anything away. If it’s texting and I’m not seeking you out or not answering you should probably be concerned.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Sometimes
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Outer space, the ocean is cool too but fuck the bottom hell no
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Either anxiety about my mom or I have to go to my job
46. What are you paranoid about?
Trusting others, being alone, certain people in my life, me
47. Have you ever been high?
Yes
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yes
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
I really don’t fucking care at this point, but I guess. I did a big bad thing earlier today.
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Red
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
Yes
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
My personality
53. Favourite makeup brand?
None lmao
54. Favourite store?
This pet store that’s kinda close to my house
55. Favourite blog?
@humiliated B)
56. Favourite colour?
My hair color, multiple types of greens and blues are my faves. I don’t really have a favorite 
57. Favourite food? 
cherry poptarts
58. Last thing you ate?
cherry poptarts
59. First thing you ate this morning?
nothing
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I don’t remember what I wrote last time but I don’t think it was anything
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Almost was expelled from my mom being an asshole and telling the school that I was a ‘ticking time bomb,’ they took it very seriously
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope
63. Ever been in love? 
Yes
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
It was with a boy and it was gross
65. Are you hungry right now?
no, I actually kinda feel sick
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
This is a bad question. I love all of my friends equally. 
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
No
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
Azalea, Daria, Gianna
71. Craving something? What?
Affection, feeling wanted
72. What colour are your towels?
White.. With patches of green dye lmao
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
six
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no, unless my dinosaur shaped pillow counts?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Around 15 or more idk
75. Favourite animal?
Mantis shrimp. I get really excited about those fuckers for some reason.
76. What colour is your underwear?
Black, and covered in pokemon
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Green tea
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Light blue
80. What colour pants?
Blue
81. Favourite tv show?
BoJack Horseman
82. Favourite movie?
Ig zootopia
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Janis Ian
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
The turtle
87. First person you talked to today?
Francesca
88. Last person you talked to today?
Daria
89. Name a person you hate?
Jeremy
90. Name a person you love?
Nobody
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Yes
92. In a fight with someone?
Yes
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
3 pairs
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
13
95. Last movie you watched?
The Babadook
96. Favourite actress?
None
97. Favourite actor?
None
98. Do you tan a lot?
No
99. Have any pets?
Yeah I have a lot of pets lmao
100. How are you feeling?
Really bad now tbh
101. Do you type fast?
Depends on how I’m feeling
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes. Many things.
103. Can you spell well?
I do if I’m not intoxicated or anxious
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yeah 
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Nope
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I guess
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes
108. What should you be doing?
Making amends
109. Is something irritating you right now?
YEP
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Mhm
111. Do you have trust issues?
Y e s. This was answered earlier on wtf
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I don’t really cry in front of people. I can’t remember. Probably Marielle. That was almost a year ago.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
Samsam
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes
115. Do you play the Wii?
Not anymore
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah, listening to blackbear
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Not really tbh
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes I love chinese food
119. Favourite book?
Perks of being a wallflower
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
A little bit
121. Are you mean?
As of lately, yeah
122. Is cheating ever okay?
It’s never okay to do that.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
Hell nO LMAO
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No
125. Do you believe in true love?
I’m not sure
126. Are you currently bored?
No
127. What makes you happy?
Not much. 
128. Would you change your name?
Yeah, I’m currently trying to 
129. What your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius 
130. Do you like subway?
Eh
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Give it a go, whatever.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Wtf more double questions. But Jeremy.
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
‘I’ve been going to sleep with my head fucking pounding, ow’
It’s fucking relatable okay
134. Can you count to one million?
Probably
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
“Yeah I’m not drunk I swear.”
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed
137. How tall are you?
5′2
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Straight
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
Winter
141. Night or Day?
Night
142. Favourite month?
October
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Fuck no
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Dark
145. Tea or Coffee?
Coffee
146. Was today a good day?
No
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
Well, you come by it honestly, the ugliness inside you. You were born broken, that’s your birthright. There’s no cure for that. -BoJacks mother Beatrice
Kinda just hits home lmao
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
I’ve answered this like 4 times. Yes.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
A skin of seaweed had washed up on the rocks and jumped with sea lice.
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