#not hungry anymore

[starving-for-collarbones]

🤍🦷🍓 Ethereal coquette thinspo🍓🦷🤍

#mine #not hungry anymore #not pro for anyone but myself #not pro just using tags #not pr0 anything #thinsp1 #thin girl #thinspo #thin$p0 #thinspi #pro anna

[tipsygeek]

I'm sorry UberEats are you just trying to make sure I don't order anything? 🤢

(That's KFC, for all non french canadians out there...)

#kfc #disgusting #thanks but no thanks #is that really a sandwich? #not hungry anymore

[llamapear]

“You said you were hungry“

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sth #metal sonic #cubot #orbot #eggman #food #art #myart #he's not hungry anymore #this took me 9 hours in total to make

[ierobots]

So we’ve all seen the my chem ‘condom’ candy but did you know what the candy looks like? Or that it came with chocolate? These were handed out at concerts in ‘05 on the Three Cheers tour

#I know this because I fucking ate them 13 years later #ierobots collection #but not anymore I got too hungry #my chemical romance #my chem #mcr #Frank iero #frnkiero #mikey way #Gerard way #Ray toro

[bixels]

When I was getting my diagnosis, my psychiatrist told me right after giving me my prescription that I need to consider eating food a part of my medication, and that flipped a switch in my brain that oh. Maybe willingly starving myself and eating only one meal a day isn't healthy.

#typing this while i'm at work and so hungry my stomach is aching and hurting #personal #delete later #i don't even know why i starve myself i don't have an eating disorder and it's not like i forget to eat #it's just i have so little time to eat meals nowadays that i don't consider it important anymore #so i just try and tough it out #tw: eating issues #tw: eating problems #tw: disordered eating #idk what tw to put on this #tw: medication

[sameboot]

an evil wizard and a pair of his minions

#imagination hungry must feed it funny looking creatures #my art #wizard #actually a concept I’ve been toying with for awhile #was gonna be part of the src universe but hrmmmmm not sure anymore

[smoke-glass]

Just to let everyone know after I found out what happened with Wilbur.

I no longer will be talking about him or making posts about him. I'm a bit devastated, I've been watching Wilbur since 2020 and finding out he did. I don't know if I can talk about him anymore.

Sorry to Shelby who was the victim of this. She deserves all the kindness and love. Again sorry I'm mainly doing this b/c I don't support emotional/physical abuse and I just want to make myself clear about this, again sorry.

#qsmp #wilbur soot #qsmp discourse #wilbur neg #wilbur situation #shubble #suppport victims #i was hungry before i found out about this #im not anymore..... #also sorry for tagging the qsmp tag #i just want more people to know about this

[hyruviandoctor]

Just a reminder that we all are carrying unseen burdens.

For example, Destiny 2 is my favorite game.

#Listen that Final Shape gameplay reveal was CHOICE #Bungie been COOKING and I'm so here for it #this is mostly a joke about how the community is incredibly negative and how some of the execs are money hungry morons #but the devs themselves are incredible and the community is actually so happy with everything revealed lately #It's nice to not be one of the only ones with hope for the future anymore #Destiny #Destiny 2 #The Final Shape

[focsle]

Something about this little note a whaler added in the margins of his journal gets me.

224 [days out] My book is very damp ink spreads.

Can’t really articulate why but I think it’s something about…the process of reading it now in all its spreading ink, and seeing this little complaint he penned in the moment to explain the ink quality. It‘s a concrete physical link to a little moment in time when this book was new (yet damp) in a fellow’s hands 170 years ago.

#cooper chappell #awhalin #all the bits in these journals where they’re basically like ‘OH I CAN’T WRITE ANYMORE GOT TO GO THERE’S WHALES’ #or ‘i want to write more on this but I’m so tired I got 2 hours of sleep’ #are the ones that get me the most because of that specific tie to a moment #and to a real person who u know…gets tired and hungry and what have you

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

I've been thinking about how Vash always seems to be hungry. Or at least, that he's shown eating quite often in the manga. Happily having his salmon sandwiches. Eating an entire box of donuts in the side car. Knowing the conversion rate of bullets to pizza. Seeing a flower and immediately wondering if it's edible. Pondering his life over breakfast. It's a really cute little character detail about him - he likes food.

But then I kind of started to think about the angel arm and its specific brand of destruction. How there were no bodies to be recovered. Nothing but a crater left of July, left on the Fifth Moon. It's all been incinerated. Devoured, even. Tristamp takes it even a step further and makes the power something akin to a black hole - a yawning drain; a constant destructive hunger.

Vash is clearly terrified of this potential for destruction, and for very good reason. But it's not separate from him as some kind of "power he can't control" - it's his arm. It's literally his arm. It is him. Vash is scared of himself, scared of losing control. He does what he can to repress it, even subconsciously (the gaps in his memory whenever it activates). He can't control it in the moment, so he takes steps to preemptively push it down, to avoid the use of his abilities entirely, to hide himself away.

I talked a bit in a previous post about how there are probably several interrelated reasons for Vash's chronically avoidant behaviour, but I'd like to throw one more into the ring and suggest that it's not just a matter of not deserving to want things, but maybe also that he's afraid of wanting. That if he allows himself to even think about what he wants personally that he'll want too much, take too much, and that the only cure in his mind for this is to give and give repeatedly.

I wonder how starved he is for love. Vash loves hard, after all. Once he loves (and I’m not talking about the broad, distant love/compassion he has in general), for better or worse, he carries them around with him forever, long after they've passed. Does he feel like it'd be selfish to admit this kind of want? His love isn't really a passive thing after all - it's the drive at his very core; a mournful inferno he is just barely suppressing. Does he remember how to love in a way that doesn't consume him entirely?

Is that part of the reason he checks out at signs of intimacy? Diverts gifts towards others? Tends to accept kind gestures only when under an assumed name? Intentionally starves himself in Tristamp? Runs and runs and runs? Is he afraid he won't be able to stop hungering? That allowing himself to want means his want will become insatiable?

I just have to wonder how much of his avoidance of connection is being scared that he will cause more destruction (to them? or to him?) by trying to take far too much into his hands than he ever caused by turning his back and running.

...of course I may just be entirely deranged here sorry.

#yeah idk either i wrote this in a haze at 1 am #also i have not yet finished trimax so idk how these kinds of matters are going to be tackled or if i am way off base #if nothing else this kind of reads like one of my guilt spirals and writing it out made me realize how batshit insane i must sound #outside of my own head so if nothing else i guess it was kind of useful for that? #anyways. vash's solution to being hungry all the time is to pretend he isn't hungry for so long he doesn't know what he craves anymore #incredible. #on that note by contrast i'm intrigued by meryl and milly ordering their trademark food and drink with such confidence #also i do love how this fear of a part of himself conflicts so strongly with how incredibly confident he is otherwise #cool character choices you know? #aghhh ok i guess i'll post this before i chicken out. i can always delete it if i hate it after #trigun #trimax #tristamp #vash the stampede #storyrambles

[divinearlequin]

#art #reanimator #reanimator 1985 #herbert west #bride of reanimator #re animator fanart #herbert west reanimator #herbert west fanart #daniel cain fan art #dan cain #daniel cain #horror film #horror art #idk anymore im hungry #hp lovecraft #digital art #jeffrey combs #bruce abbott

[fiendishartist2]

work in progress?

#ik the main problem is the hair since it pops but i dont feel like animating anymore lol #im happy with it tho :) its a lot smoother than what i could make in october #im improving yayyyy #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #petscop #animation #paul leskowitz #carrie mark #petscop paul #petscop care #ouughghghgh im so hungry i need to go get dinner now #goodbye petscop nation its dinnar time

[nikoisme]

okay what happens when you're so tired to the point you're not tired anymore??? you wish nothing but to sleep but sleep won't come?? Asking for a friend.

#yknow when you're so hungry to the point you're not hungry anymore. yeah. like that #niko rambles

[a-tired-human-draws-junk]

Dunmeshi themes of consumption on the brain

#i just love dunmeshi so much #its exactly my jam #falin chimera form my beloved #showed this to my mom amd she was like is she just holding the blood?? playing in it? #and i was just like idk shes hungry *shrugs* #ehich sounds super funny and kinda ominous #fitting for dunmeshi i think lol #i just love the whole to live is to consume #to eat #whatever #to live you have to eat #to have lived is to be eaten #i think falin is really interesting in that aspect #especially in chimera form #her mouth is to small to keep her fed properly with her huge body #she died and was revived and she was turned into a dragon #and now revived and under thistles order is she truly living for she cannot be full #and the whole immortal town or whatever #they dont eat anymore because they dont need to #they dont eat #are they truly living? #and the answer is no #atleast not well #idk i just like the eating themes #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #falin #falin touden #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi fanart

[dimeadozencows]

Merry crisis

#deltarune #noelle deltarune #kris deltarune #susie deltarune #dess deltarune #december deltarune #gaster #my art #i missed watercolors :] #noelle holiday deltarune i wish you the happiest of days #im actually of the opinion that noelle doesn't enjoy Christmas- or can't enjoy it as much anymore #i mean it is literally the holiday dess was named after #i love all the noelle going batshit over Christmas getting closer posts but.. i don't think she enjoys this time of year anymore #but i needed to put her in a cute sweater as her number one fan seeing her happy and comfy adds 9999 years to my life span #susie is eating sans branded fried snow from the outside sidewalk next to the supermarket (now for only 0 #dess ate the donut but she wasn't that hungry #if you're reading this i hope you're doing well :] goodnight ❤️

[mxwhore]

can i get a fucking Break

#ok so basically #grandma realized that she couldnt exert control over what i eat anymore (since i pay for basically ALL my food) #so now my WATER and GAS PRIVILEGES ARE BEING RESTRICTED #which is arguably worse!!! #i can show up hungry to work but stinky???? #for context my total shower time of the ENTIRE WEEK is like 25 minutes. i take one long 10 minute shower on sundays to wash my hair #and even THEN half of them are with cold water because were nearing summer and i like them #for MORE CONTEXT #1. my parents give her money for bills 2. the government give her money for bills #and more importantly 3. I EVEN OFFERED TO GIVE HER MONEY FROM MY OWN 'I NEED TO GTFO' SAVINGS!!! #she just sneered and said You dont have money. huh??? #she genuinely thinks i sleep around for food lmao #tldr; this is just another power play and i need to Get Out #i cant even save up for top surgery because all my money goes to food and my escape fund #please help lmao i will draw you pictures and everything