#nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

now listen tish --

... u may not be entirely wrong.......

#palia #<-reminder u can filter tags in ur settings #nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

I signed up for Pixel Cats End because you mentioned it a few times. It looks very cute even if I have no idea what I'm doing.

yay :DD yeah it takes a bit to figure stuff out, i can give u a quick tutorial. also if u wanna add me on there my profile is here :3

everyday u can visit ur own profile and click the quick links to go to the most important dailies:

#pixel cats end #ask #reply #answer #anon #nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

yasmin is on the plane on the way here rn

idk if u guys know this but irl she dresses very classy and minimalistic like beige and black and white type stuff and not garish. and she prefers the apartment also look that way like minimalistic and tidy aesthetic

on the other hand me the bf prefers pink sparkly things and tacky garbage

i made the bed with clean beddings now before she arrives ofc. but she doesnt know i was gifted a new bedding set while she was away :)

#irl #nonhorsgaem #personal

[juni-ravenhall]

if ur loudly anti ai bc u support artists, but then u think artists should do commissions for less than $100 a piece.... which is including hourly wage, the cost of their skill level (years of training), the tools (tablet etc if not trad materials), and even giving you rights to use the art..... then do you actually support artists right to earn a living wage or not?

#nonhorsgaem #just really fucking annoyed at ppl who think artists should work for pennies but then go omg ai is whats ruining jobs for artists #sweetie for that 15 dollars u wanted to pay the artist would need to generate 95% of the pic in ai to make it worthwhile #if they actually need to pay for food and living expenses and healthcare and you know things humans need to live #teenage artists who do it to earn extra money for unnecessary expenses should not normalise low costs and bring down - #the perceived value of artists work for everyone but thats exactly what happened during the history of digital art on the internet #and now even ppl who are actually trying to pay their bills and eat food are pushed to sell for nothing while you say “i hate ai” #but youre not equally loud about fair commission pricing and the actual value of artists work outside of the ai context

[juni-ravenhall]

the long dark update dropped :ooooooooooo

#nonhorsgaem #the long dark

[juni-ravenhall]

first seconds of me getting in the game and promptly realising theres skirt physics, proceeding to excitedly skip around in my purple skirt

#palia #nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

whats ur non mainstream film taste then? genuinly curious to hear. as someone whos ended up in some weird ass corners of the film world like Neil breen Zachary Oberzan 0 budget stuff i love hearing what kind of weird indie corners other people have gotten into :3

i will talk a lot below that prob wont be interesting anyway, but i have to say first that i mostly stopped watching movies and now i mostly watch things @yasminewestbank chooses (not all the time but mostly) bc shes a movie nerd, so she picks movies that are usually either genuinely good or at least watchable, and if it was just me alone id prob not be bothering to watch those anyway, bc even a great movie just doesnt give me that much. i suffer from pretty severe apathy :( so if u want someone who hypes up genuinely good movies rather than me who is like "this is genuinely good but im still apathetic and dont really care" then yasmin is better to talk to. (im also generally more of a nonfiction type when it comes to video content, i could hype up Tasting History on youtube most days of the week but i struggle to hype up any movie at all. oh, and animated shorts, there are always some interesting student films and stuff.) the rest ⬇

my taste is usually "its [symbolic or not] critical commentary on something i care about" (feminism and misogyny, classism, bigotry, racism, the queer experience, abuse, trauma, violence, human self development, etc etc) or "its portraying human experiences [internal and external] in an interesting or just realistic way", like. realistic but in a highly specific meaning of realistic. i dont care about realism as a concept itself in art (realistic visuals or realistic setting or realistic costume etc i rly do not care about), what i mean is just about capturing a real essence of human brains and experiences, not copypasting stereotypical ideas without meaning. i can also enjoy some more abstract like david lynch bc its expressing human feelings and experiences in an appealing way. im really big on symbolic stuff and will just keep talking about what different parts of the movie meant or represented after i watch something w yasmin.

(edit to add... i should prob note that many of the movies i mention have adult content and heavy topics depending on who you ask? but i assume ppl who read this would already know to check ratings and warnings)

on the criticising / teaching side of meaningful, it would be for example, Poor Things [2023].... on the realistic / documenting side, for example Burning [2018] or Naked [1993], and i liked ryuusuke hamaguchi's movies Wheel of Fortune and Fantasy, and Drive My Car (tho that one has a really badly written scene in it by the end that i hated) for the characters too. i dont know if those are the best examples its more just off the top of my head. theres also mainstream movies that fit my criteria, so for that criticising / teaching side, there's for example Pleasantville [1998], and Pretty Woman, which yasmin told me ppl tend to hate, but if thats the case i think ppl really didnt understand what it was about (it showed so much about misogyny and class issues, coated in such a way that you could get average boomers to watch it as a "romantic" movie without being aware of the actual meaning of what youre going into, the same way pleasantville can be watched as a goofy gimmick movie without being aware of the meaning youre going into, tho pleasantville is heavyhanded by the end, and i guess pretty woman manages to still fly over ppls heads? but not too surprising considering all those mainstream things now will literally just explain every joke and every meaning.... its like all of media is mickey mouse clubhouse, you know?)

i more or less prefer to watch an animated short or a weird animation on youtube/social media than watching a good live action movie. some animated shorts i really liked recently are Au Revoir Jerome, GLOIRE AMERE 40000, and BOLAVLK/WEREAWOLF, and vewn stuff. and i like those Molly Moon game tiktoks, as an example of like, low production stuff…. i dont care at all how much money or time went into something, but bc im usually not actively seeking fiction video content on my own, its more about what falls into my lap by chance, or yasmin/someone shows me.

i thought of listing more movies but its kinda hard for me to remember them after a while (re: apathy). i remember i liked another one from the Poor Things guy called The Favourite but i barely remember what happens in it. I liked one called This Must Be The Place, and one called Annette. those are movies yasmin showed me or that she picked for us to try together.

oh, one movie i saw on my own that i liked a lot is And Then We Danced. it has some less good parts, but overall it for some reason really lives rent free in my head. it felt like i went and lived in georgia with the characters for an hour, idk, it was done in an immersive way that impressed me and i found appealing. another one i remember from years ago is Lille Soldat (little soldier) which i really enjoyed the main character in. that stuck with me. ive tried to find this movie to show to yasmin, but its been hard to find.

i used to watch lots of random movies (from different countries, different times in history, i had a phase where i watched a bunch of really old horror movies) but most of its been forgotten and then i just stopped watching movies whatsoever bc the mainstream ones are generally unwatchably bad and i didnt have motivation to go out of my way to find good movies anymore. its still hard even with good ones. like, The Square, and Triangle of Sadness, i watched with yasmin and it was fine, but i had already tried watching The Square alone and had to stop after a minute bc it just made me cringe and feel bored. but watching it together with her was fine and i did enjoy the meaning. so thats why i say i might not even be watching good movies if it was up to me alone....

if u werent interested in that ramble i hope u stopped reading before now for ur own good :D i have an opportunity to express myself in rambles -> i will express myself in rambles

#ask #answer #reply #anon #nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

theres a chubby smart doll body now?!??!?! im shocked.........

those dolls are expensive but now i have way more interest in getting one in the far future. and, idk much about the company, but regardless what anyone thinks of any brand, chubby and fat fashion dolls are always something to be excited about imo bc its still so fucking rare to see fat or chubby people represented anywhere in any way.

#nonhorsgaem #sry for occasional doll fandom talk :3 #smart doll pear body

[juni-ravenhall]

random pretty pics from the market

#nonhorsgaem #irl #photos

[juni-ravenhall]

my entries for pixel cats end snail colouring contest (black lineart is not mine, the rest is!) lucky gacha springsnail and tie-dye springsnail

#pixel cats end #pce #nonhorsgaem #my art

[juni-ravenhall]

everytime that im forced to remember that this country has a royal family, that somehow ppl around me everywhere are like "yea we care about human rights and are anti racism and stuff... like totally..... but also we accept that the royal family claims they were simply born different and deserve to stay in that role and are entitled to special positions and priviledges and assets" i just want to explode

we disassembled christianity so fucking fast in those last decades that if u do or say anything christian here ppl are gonna look at you WEIRD. but u guys still dont care enough to disassemble the family of ppl pretending that they were just born special and therefore deserve more than you?????

#nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

im babysitting lisa at my parents house for a couple days

enjoy the angry majestic creature

#nonhorsgaem #my cat

[juni-ravenhall]

i was out walking and thought mb theres some ppl who didnt see glittery snow this year so i should post it for u so u can see it

#nonhorsgaem #today was VERY glittery

[juni-ravenhall]

@foggy-milk i showed the maple in a bonnet pics to my sibling and now those pics live in her head rent-free too

#nonhorsgaem

[juni-ravenhall]

my yule gift for @yasminewestbank

i knitted these leg warmers bc i couldn't afford to buy her premade ones, esp not with actual wool to be warm (this is a 75% wool mix yarn i got for cheap on sale). it took many hours across many days but they turned out really nice. (it's k2p2 ribbing if any beginner knitters see this and want to make the same thing.)

#nonhorsgaem #personal #irl #photos #my art #my crafts

[juni-ravenhall]

most of my medicine i feel more like annoyance or frustration towards but my sleeping pills i feel affection to. the fact that they help me actually feel sleepy and i get to lay in bed drifting off to sleep and have dreams that arent ptsd dreams.

after you experience severe long term insomnia just the feeling of sleepiness itself became something i really longed for. i forgot what it was like to feel sleepy and i forgot what it was like to sleep. and i feel so much affection to the small white propavan pills for giving me that back, even if it might not always keep working. to be able to feel cozy in bed and wrap yourself up in blankets and feel sleepy and to have your brain actually wind down. its something you really cant go without. i was going insane from it.

its fucked up that no docs care to find out why i have this level of insomnia tho :)

#nonhorsgaem #personal