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sorry-i-ship-drarry · 3 years

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Feelings without a name

I think I couldn't provide too much Angst or any if that but I'd compensate it in prompt 20, hope you still like it anyways.

I'm gonna do both of them btw-

Dialogue Prompt - 22. Look he/she wants you, just make him/her happy | MILD ANGST | FLUFF | DOMESTIC|

" could you scooch a little ?" Draco asked harry with two wine glasses in his hands.

Harry took his legs off the couch, shifting over and making some space for draco.

" thanks " draco murmured as he collapsed down next to harry and handed one wine glass to harry.

" white ?" Harry asked and draco nodded.

" what did I miss ?" Draco asked he he shifted to bring his back supported against the arm rest and his feets tucked beneath Harry's thighs.

" they're trying to set me up on a date with someone and apparently making a deal of how long I would be single for " harry rolled his eyes with a little playful grin over his face.

" oh, count me in on the bet " draco announced to the room full of their friends raising his wine glass.

" you're supposed to support me " harry playfully hit draco before he raised his right arm and adjusted himself to lay his head over draco's chest. Draco very casually circled his arms around Harry's available torso and gave him more space so harry was cuddled into him.

" I mean it only makes sense, you've been single for more longer than my parents are married for " draco joked. Harry nudged draco by his elbows before laughing it off.

" how about the guy from the flower shop ?" Blaise asked cuddling Ron into him.

" eh, he gives straight vibes " harry mumbled

" okay how about the guy you met in IKEA, he gave you his number didn't he ?" Ginny asked eating from her bowl of popcorn

" nah, he's too lanky " harry shook his head pouting.

" what about " Hermione paused thinking of someone " oh right, the guy from your quidditch practices "

"mione I saw him making out with Megan" harry raised an eyebrow at her to validate his point

" date a rabbit, you won't find flaws in it " Seamus suggested

" as good as it sounds, I wouldn't make a nice humping toy " harry joked.

" harrrry, eww" everyone cringed throwing some popcorn at him before the room dissolved into laughter giving up the idea of setting harry up with someone.

Almost 2 hours later, harry was wandering about the house trying to find draco and ultimately realising he wasn't on the floor and decided to check upon their sneak up spot, the terrace.

Harry almost smiled when he caught glimpse of draco standing against the railings before harry stepped on another stair and caught full glance of draco and theo kissing.

Until that moment harry had never realised how much draco kissing someone might've effected him until he saw the very look of it and couldn't bring himself to look away and only broke his trance when he heard his name being yelled and in all abruptness harry went downstairs a strange feeling constraining his heart.

" where were you ?" Hermione asked but harry only shook his head not trusting his voice. Hermione frowned at him before she tried asking if everything was fine and harry responded with a nod.

But everything was far from fine.

Harry always knew he somewhat felt differently about draco but until now he never knew how differently or what kind of different and now when he saw him kissing theo, he knew it was a strange combination of sadness and jealousy forming a strange chemical reaction inside of him.

But he tried not be effected by it everytime after that he saw draco. The more he saw him, the more he was faced with harsh reality that draco liked theo because if he didn't, he'd had never kissed him. And in all sanity harry maintained his distance until he figured what he felt for draco. Of course it wasn't love, but it wasn't nothing either, it was something, it just didn't had a name.

Although it was very vividly clear to everyone that harry was partially ignoring draco. It was clear in the ways that harry sat now on the floor rather than on the couch with draco even when it has space, or even when draco offered but nobody dared to ask because everyone knew better that if harry wanted to talk about something, he'd be clear about it and if he didn't, he's just waiting for the right moment but draco played the only exception in his life. He didn't take Harry's shit and more often called him right out which created a lot fights between them in past and present and perhaps this was also the reason why harry always felt draco was one of a kind.

" you're ignoring me " draco said one day when he dropped by Harry's office before they went home.

Harry was stuffing back his bag when he heard draco but didn't stop and continued keeping his things in the bag " I'm not "

" yes you are " Draco snapped as he slammed the door shut and dropping his bags on the floor.

" I'm not " harry replied zipping his bag and wearing his coat.

" don't lie to me. You've been keeping distance. I want to know if there's something I did wrong ?" Draco asked following after harry as he walked in the room, locking things away.

" you didn't do anything draco and I am not ignoring you " harry replied more sternly as he casted the curtains shut.

" don't fucking lie to me " draco snapped as he whirled harry around to face him

" you think I don't know you're ignoring me, I can see it. You won't even look at me as if I've done something wrong " draco scrunched his face as if he was disgusted.

" yes,fine, you have. I thought we're best friends and supposed to tell each other everything but somehow I think it may have slipped your mind to mention that you're snogging theo now " harry Snapped jerking away from draco's hold and collected his bags of the table.

" oh " draco only replied as he too slowly turned around " I " he breathed " I didn't know you knew that "

" I saw you two kissing " harry sternly replied facing draco properly now.

" it was nothing act-"

" then why didn't you tell me ?" Harry crossed his arms over his front.

" because it meant nothing- or- I don't know- it doesn't matter. You don't like theo and I would never date someone I know you hate " draco hastily replied decreasing the distance between them.

" do you like him though ?" Harry sucked in his cheeks waiting for an answer.

" do you ?" He asked again when met with silence.

" I- I don't know " draco replied shrugging. Harry exhaled heavily before he picked up his bag and almost left the room when Draco stopped him.

" wait- I- I really mean it, I don't know. If it were something I'd had told you before "

" do me a favour draco then, if you know then tell me " harry replied and Marched out of his office.

The next time they saw each other was 2 weeks later at Luna's birthday and harry was sitting at the bar talking with the bartender, when his eyes fell upon the door of the bar and people outside who seemed to be fighting. Harry frowned trying to get a clearer image when he finally saw the other man walking away, theo and in an instant harry realised it was draco standing abandoned. It ached harry to even find the sight of a draco looking hurt. And Before he could even process anything, he was making his way Outside to draco.

" hi " harry titled his head for emphasis.

" hey " draco sighed as he turned around to face harry.

" saw you two fighting " harry reduced some distance between them.

"yeah- we- well we haven't started dating yet and everything and he already have issues " draco sighed leaning against the wall before sitting down over the ground, his knees pressed against his chest.

All of Harry's anger, jealousy evaporated when he saw draco. Didn't he Always swore to be the best friend he could ever be?!

Without much thinking harry went and sat down next to him.

" I mean I am no one to say but if he's already fighting do you think he's the one for you ?" Harry asked as he side glanced draco.

Draco inhaled sharply leaning his head over Harry's shoulder before speaking up " I don't know. I like him harry but I - I can't date knowing I'm dating Someone you absolutely loathe and it's not because of how he's an asshole or anything but because he treats you like shit-"

" draco- wait- stop, you can't not date him because of me. If you like him date him " harry egged him on

" but-"

" no. If you like him don't let me be a reason to stop you from dating him. I'll deal with it. So what If I'll only meet you guys twice a month or call his name wrong every single time, I'll deal with it " harry Chuckled. Draco gave a small laugh before he raised his head from Harry's shoulder and looked at him.

" you'll be fine with it ?" Draco asked

Harry wanted to say no, how could he be fine with everything, how could he be fine knowing that he doesn't have draco to call his own even if he didn't know what he felt for him. No, he wasn't fine with seeing him being someone else's boyfriend. He wanted draco to be his boyfriend but he wasn't selfish enough to stop him, he'd never be.

" does he like you ?" Harry only asked

" yeah, I think so " draco raised his eyebrows for emphasis.

" does he want you ?" Harry asked again

" yeah " draco nodded.

" then be with him " harry replied

" harry -"

" look he wants you, just make him happy alright " harry cut him off.

" and what about you ? Does that make you happy?" Draco asked looking into harry's eyes.

Harry heart skipped a beat, his eyes travelling from his eyes to his lips and then again to his eyes and he whispered " yes. I'll be happy if he makes you happy "

Draco brushed a strand behind Harry's ear before he rested his head against his shoulder again, draco arm encircling around Harry's muscles in comfort.

" what kind of a boyfriend do you think he is ?" Draco asked after a while.

" a shit one compared to me" harry gave a small laugh

" really? And you'd be a good boyfriend ?" Draco asked amused.

" oh yeah for sure " harry nodded before he laughed it out with draco.

It took them moments to calm down and draco snuggled closer to harry and looked at him through his shoulder.

" if you were my boyfriend, how would you be ?" Draco whispered.

Harry swallowed not Daring to look at draco, his thoughts running wild with everything he had thought of until now, how he'd treat him, how he'd like to be treated, how he'd want to wake him up with breakfast in bed and several other things that he had in Denial thought of, but really did.

" I'd be like a friend, only better.. I'd take you on a fancy date every Friday, spend the Saturday at the animal shop because you love animals and have a lazy Sunday because we work too hard all week, and feed you cooked dinner on Sunday nights. We'd do the staying at each other's place for a while, one weekend at yours, one weekend at mine until we move in together and I'll snap at you for leaving your towels over the floor "

They laughed.

" then what ?" Draco bit his lip still watching harry from his neck..

" then " harry breathed roughly as his heart raced Faster and he fumbled with his fingers " then I'll cage you away in a den and make you my prisoner" harry joked away to hide away his feelings but draco didn't laugh and only Stared at him until harry gazed back at draco. It might've been the moment harry had been waiting for, the one where they stared at each other Long and the dissolved in a small kiss but harry remained in his senses even if draco wasn't and cleared his throat looking away.

Draco gulped, shifting away from harry and soon standing up, clearing his throat too " I- I'm go-"

" yeah, you go ahead. They must be looking for you " harry hastily replied as he stood up shrugging his back of his clothes to dust it off.

" yeah. You're joining right ?" Draco awkwardly asked.

" oh yeah- ofcourse I am. I'll be inside in a second " harry nodded his head vigorously .

"great-i- I'll see you then " and with stumbling over his feets draco walked back inside.

Harry released the breath he had been holding on for far too long and finally walked back inside too, wishing the night didn't happen.

Things remained strangely awkward between harry and Draco for a while which included awkward head bobs, nodding at each other randomly, weird hand shakes, and stolen glances which left everybody else confused. Meanwhile draco had began dating theo and harry had tuned into little isolation for his feelings to go away.

And perhaps everything was working fine until the common Saturday night when Harry had friend's over and was getting out of the washroom when he met with draco standing just at the door.

" hi"

" hey" harry replied.

Draco bit his lip while Harry clicked his tongue, waiting for Someone to say at least something first.

" you want to use the washroom ?" Harry finally asked pointing inside.

Draco nodded Before he shook his head " no I'm good " and practically ran away..

Harry shut his eyes for a moment, sighing to himself knowing the Time had come to talk to draco and dreading it all the way too.

Nearly an hour later harry finally decided to talk to draco and made his way to the terrace because he knew he'd be there and so he was, alone this time.

" draco " harry called him before he went and stood next to him..

" am I needed downstairs or-"

" no, I Just" harry breathed turning to draco " I came here to talk to you actually "

" oh " draco awkwardly breathed in before he urged harry to go on.

" nothing happened that night between us right. And it's just- it's getting weird and I was wondering if we could just work on it "

" of course, yeah, I was gonna do the same thing" draco rambled.

" right so " and they both stopped talking waiting for the other one to speak up until they both did simultaneously

" whatever happened-"

" nothing happened-"

" let me, maybe it'd better ?" Harry asked after the dead silence and draco nodded.

" nothing really happened that night.. we were just caught up in the moment and there's obviously no feelings involved so it shouldn't be this awkward right. Besides you're with theo now so " harry pressed his lips in thin losing his vocabulary to further go on.

Sensing harry had come to a stop draco nodded vigorously " of couse, yeah, totally agreed "

" then we're sorted, that's cool " harry raised his shoulders

" definitely " draco nodded.

" good. I'll be going then. I- well I have nothing to do but I should wind up downstairs " harry pressed his lips in thin line, earning no response and finally turning to walk away.

" harry- wait "

" what ?" Harry asked as he turned around to see a restless draco.

" there's" he breathed " there's at least something involved. I don't know what or how or when but it's just there. It's something which only comes sometimes or maybe it was always there but I never really realised but Its there, like I can feel, not with theo of course if you're worried about that, it's you, like that night when nothing happened, on technicality of course nothing happened but something did and i don't know what-"

" I like you too " harry chuckled, interjecting draco's ramble holding his arm.

Draco released a heavy breath before he rested his head against harry's shoulder and waited for his breathing to get back to normal.

" merlin thank you do or I would've flipped out "

" you were already flipping out draco " harry chuckled holding draco by his waist now..

" well, I mean-"

" shush " harry whispered cupping draco's face and pressing their foreheads together.

" all the questions and answer can wait till after this "

"may I ? harry whispered and draco nodded and Harry cupped draco's face and kissed him softly, letting his consciousness subdue in the pleasure and pulling draco closer to him.

It doesn't matter for how Long they kissed or for how less they kissed, they focused on the breathlessness and the need to keep kissing but they did break it away only to kiss again as of their life depended on it, maybe it did, they didn't know but the answers Could've waited for after this and the questions Could've waited for after the answers. It was their moment and the holocaust could've happened, they still wouldn't had broken away from their blissful moment.

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starkbucks-prompts · 6 years

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Omg I've dreamed of a blog like this! Could you guys possibly do a prompt where Howard is the director of SHIELD and makes the mistake of bringing Steve and Bucky home to the mansion when they're found, only to grow mortified when he realizes that his two friends are flirting with his son? Possibly where Howard isn't an asshole to Tony either?? Thank you so much, I love your blog!

Okay so it officially eight pas six over here so it’s evening. Which means I can post this for you guys! There’s another prompt already written + I am halfway through another not-prompt, but starkbucks so you guys won’t have to wait too long on the next one. BTW, from now on I will tag the “name” of the story, it is easy to find it + any installations in the same AU. This is not edited (by someone else), so sorry for any mistakes!

Hope you enjoy Xx CJ

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Even though Howard was feared and revered inside of Shield, everyone knew that inside the house he had nothing to say. His loving wife and brilliant son overruled him in everything. It wasn’t even that he had no authority in his own home; the simple fact was that Howard was a total pushover when it came to the two people he loved most in this world.

That was why, when Howard announced that the two recently de-iced super soldiers were coming to his house because his son wanted to meet them, nobody was even the slightest bit of surprised. It didn’t matter that the super soldiers were technically still classified; Tony had adored them all his live, so he going to meet them. The old and loyal employees still remembered the twelve-year-old boy with big round eyes, following his dad with a Bucky-bear in one hand and a Captain America backpack around his shoulder, touching everything, talking with the scientist (and actually keeping up with them) and hugging his dad’s leg.

“I can not believe I am actually meeting them,” Tony said into the phone. Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes are actually gonna be in my house tonight!” Tony could barely keep still on the phone, because of the excitement. He was wiggling around as he talked to Pepper on the other side. “I am gonna be breathing the same air as the leaders of the Howling Commandos, Pep. Pep? Pep! Are you still listening?! This is the best day of my live and you are not even listening,” Tony whined into the phone, theatrically falling onto his Shield-covered bed.

“I am not listening because I am 100% sure that I should not even know that these super soldiers exist, Tony. Honestly, you better make sure that you are better at keeping secrets once we are starting our company, because if you leak or sensitive information to corporate enemies I will actually murder you.”

“But, Pep, Pepper, spice of my life. You will know not to trust me with secrets. That’s why you are going to run the company and I am just going to run around and play in the R&D department. I thought this out, do not fret my dear.”

“Anthony,” Pepper sharply said, and Tony could just picture her rolling her eyes at him from the other side of the phone, “I am not running this company by myself. You will have responsibilities.”

“Okay, okay,” Tony whined. “We’ll talk about it later, for now let’s focus on the hot beefcakes that are going to sit at my table in a couple hours.”

Pepper sighed.

“Cara stop fretting. You look amazing and the captain and sergeant will most definitely agree.” Tony and Maria were sitting at the table, waiting for their father and husband to come out of work, with two recently defrosted soldiers in his tow. Tony had agonized about what he would wear for two hours, before he simply gave up and called his friend Jan, who was a fashion guru and, coincidentally, always right. So now Tony was sitting at his table wearing dark jeans, a red blouse that looked delectable on him and black dress shoes -with in them soft and fuzzy socks that Tony loved to wear, but nobody but Jarivis needed to know that one tiny detail. He knew he looked great, but still he couldn’t stop fuzzing with his cufflinks, his watch, his ears -with the piercings in them that he had to beg for for months-, his collar and then back to his cufflinks again. Honestly it was a miracle that his mother hadn’t taped his hand to the table already. “I’m sorry, mamma.”

Finally the door opened and Tony could hear Jarvis, his father and two voices he had heard countless times on war reels conversing in the hall. Tony jittered with his legs, noticed, and forced himself to sit still. He was anxiously watching the door, preparing himself to see the two guys that had always played a role in his life. From stories about their bravery as bedtime stories to the very first wet dream, to the countless mastrubation sessions that followed. They were his heroes when he was just a little boy, his anchor when he was going through puberty, all through his rebellious phase and his idols now that he was in MIT. They were his heroes. His idols.

His idols were stupid. Like, actually too stupid to function. Steve had taken one look at Tony and promptly tripped over his feet. James had been using stupid one-liners all through dinner to catch Tony’s attention. They were both a trainwreck and Maria was smiling indulgently, while Howard was looking murderous and amused at the same time.

“So, we were told at the base that you were a big fan of The Howling Commandos back in the day,” Steve started as soon as he saw that Bucky opened his mouth again. Everytime Bucky said something Howard got a glint in his eyes that said he was thinking about where he stashed the shotgun. “Who was your favourite?” The added effect of making Tony blush made Steve happy that he had gone with that question. In his state right now the alternative was ‘So… you like bread?’ so he had limited options anyway. Maria’s laugh was delicate and made Steve think of tiny bells tinkling.

“Oh yeah. Tony loved The howling Commandos. He still has a Bucky Bear in his room. He actually,-”

“Mom,” Tony interrupted her, his soft pink blush changing into a deep red flush sitting on his cheeks and creeping to his neck. “They really do not want to hear about my childhood obsession.” In the background everyone could hear marry scoff. “Childhood. As if he…” She was cut off by Tony again, now talking louder to drown his mother out.

“And besides, my favourite was always Aunt Peggy. Let’s be honest, she was the most badass of all the Commandos. Even is she wasn’t technically in it. She could kick all the guys ass at the same time, probably. Probably could still. I remember a week ago when she took at this one guy in the room with a spoon. It was awesome and it looked quite painful, especially be,-”

“Tony, dear, you’re rambling.” Howard said, with an amused smile.

“Oh,” Tony chuckled. The table fell silent. Steve and Bucky were looking sad, offended and fond at the same time and Howard knew the smile on Maria’s face meant trouble for him. And his sanity.

After dinner,Tony and Maria were walking in the front of the group to the pink chamber for some coffee. Howard took hold of both Bucky and Steve’s shoulder and pulled them back.

“If you hurt one hair on my boy’s head I will rain down the wrath of the entirety of SHIELD. And all the righteous fury of Peggy.” Steve and Bucky turned white and nodded quickly. They knew for certain that once Peggy was done with them, all SHIELD had to do was find their body parts and stash them somewhere.

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