#no rb

[somos-deseos]

Grabé el sonido de tu risa en mis oídos.

Guardé tu sonrisa en mi retina

Tme tatué tus caricias en mi cuerpo

aun te guardo en mi corazón

incluso después del final...

Seguen

#seguen #personal #flagelos de poeta #citas #fragmentos #textos #versos cortos #frases #escritores #escritos #frases en español #tumblr #notas #pensamientos #no rb #junio2023

[clownrecess]

(TW VENT AND VIOLENCE MENTION)

Everyone experience different and need stop act like everybody same.

Neurofeedback HURT ME. NOT HELP. NOT HELP ME.

Neurofeedback supposed to help people, NOT HELP ME. HURT. HURT.

my brain waves were "irregular", it made me feel sick, and I want to cry.

STOP ACT LIKE ALL HELP. Help some. not all. not help me. feel terrible. hurt. hurt.

made me feel fucking terrible and I want someone to crush my head with a sledge hammer. (/nsrs)

#tw vent #vent #tw violent death #tw violent thoughts #tw violence #neurofeedback #nonspeaking #high support needs #actually autistic #neurodivergent #aac user #autism #nonspeaking autistic #aac users #disabled #nonverbal #no rb

[elektrostantsiya]

ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ Hi!

Helena

25 y/o

cis woman ♀️

Polish 🇵🇱

electrical engineer ⚡

crazy cat lady 🐈

I'm Helena (or Hela, for short), but you can call me Storm or Lightning. I love cats 😻, and I have 2 beautiful kitties named Pyhäjoki and Tuulikki 😸😺. I'm an electrical engineer ⚡ and currently work in a power electronics company as a design engineer. I'm also trying to complete a Master's degree 🎓, but it doesn't go as planned 😝. I like many different kinds of music, from metal to dark electro, from indie pop to folk. At the moment my fav band is Arkona, but it may change in like a month. I also watch anime, when I have time for this (and now I don't). My fav anime is Ergo Proxy. I also love plants 🪴, tea 🫖 and thunderstorms ⛈️.

This blog is mostly for aesthetic (a mix of cyberpunk, soft grunge, stormcore, post-apocalyptic and a few other styles with some power lines photos 🔌) + occasional personal stuff. @sunlightpeach is my "softer" side aesthetic blog, @lightning-storm-studies is my studyblr, @hopeful-engineer is my positivity blog.

#pinned post #pinned intro #intro post #no rb #no reblog #do not reblog #do not rb #personal #pinned info #elektrostantsiyapost

[sweet-cockroach]

I wish there was a way I could engage in menhera and jirai content without feeding into my own unhealthy thoughts/behaviours.

like I've come a really long way in terms of maintaining healthy relationships and my own emotions and shit but I'll always feel connected to cute, dark things. I want to be full of love and light but it's also just as comforting to fill myself with cute things and just,, idk, rot.

for a long time I thought I'd never make progress, that I'd always be too intense and blow up and destroy everything I'd worked so hard to attain. I still have times where I feel completely empty inside and just throw myself into the cute things I love to try and ignore the void feeling.

but it's also that love of cuteness that's helped, I think. finding joy in things, finding comfort in knowing that even if I'm damaged and born to be destructive that i can still be something beautiful. I'll never know what it means to be normal or to be healthy but I can 1000% say I'm no longer self destructive, so where does that place me?

I won't explode at the slightest touch anymore, but I'm still weak. I envy those who can express their unfiltered thoughts without being perceived or the subject of concern. I want to let out that negativity and express the dark side of myself cutely, but I don't know how to do that without it turning unhealthy. living with BPD is such such an isolating, shameful experience and as much as I seek community, I'm scared I'm somehow not 'bad' enough anymore to be deserving of it. that I'm too positive despite that being a coping mechanism of mine, much like surrounding myself with cute things.

idk.

#ramble #no rb #menhera #jirai #just bpd things #mental illness

[honey-fire]

!!!! i am a child again

LIGHTS

#okay i still need safety gear and to loosen the trucks before i can take them outside but!! #no rb

[patroclusdefencesquad]

highlights from the louvre today!

#don't ask me what they are i've already forgotten i just think they're neat #no rb #el randoms

[nahalism]

#no rb #my heart #take me here

[rottingsick]

social media isn't good for my health methinks

#text #rotting #no rb #mine #what if I just deleted all my social media. would I be happier.

[angelboycult]

shoutout to my body for giving me appendicitis whenever I have big assignments due

#its not really apendicitis yet but i recognise some of the early symptoms and im gonna be real pissed off it it gets bad #do not fear mutuals its only a real problem if its servere otherwise it can heal itself or needs antibiotics #maybe i just have an upset tummy who knows #personal #no rb

[mangosimoothie]

get to know you - how do you dress irl? Is your aesthetic like your sims?

This is a gooood q. I think of my sims I probably dress like a mix of Willow and Aja??? One time my friend told me I dress like the queer coded best friend in a Disney Channel show which I took as a huge compliment lmao. Some very On Brand imo mango fits under the cut

#The formula is boots crop top dumb purse #About mango #Face! #no rb #Looking at my perpetually unmade bed is homophobic and very antiblack actually #face

[dreamcast641]

(WIP) oh this one is gonna take loong

#wip #no rb

[somos-deseos]

Voy a leer anónimos

#no rb #por fa

[bossofthebunnyuniverse]

Support @askthestarbunnie & @askmoondropxbunny to continue this Amazing channel of hers.

The Editor (Me) aka @madamqueenoffandoms will put clips!

#No Rb #galaxy king #vtuber #Darings pls follow her #Youtube

[swingsdown]

also to every single dumbfuck motherfucker i see gloating about "hahaha you said vote blue?? well that didn't do anything" we ended up here because NOT ENOUGH PEOPLE VOTED WHEN IT COUNTED THE MOST

"dems control the presidency and the senate! this is proof they don't care!" do you NOT UNDERSTAND HOW THE SCOTUS WORKS? DO YOU NOT? UNDERSTAND????

#a's whining for ts #uspoli #no rb

[honey-fire]

thinking back to when my brother bought me dark chocolate and told me to always keep it handy and then drew parallels between dementors and depression and that chocolate was a cure in the movie for a reason. makes me smile. he’s not wrong. happy beautiful sunday, my loves.

#i love the dress i’m wearing today #no rb

[nahalism]

#no rb #🖤