#no but actually i have finals in like a week im not gonna make it

[myfairkatiecat]

Guest pastor at the church I play piano for decided to be a real piece of work this week :)

Okay gonna put the rant under the cut in case someone doesn’t feel like scrolling past my indignant ranting about the guest pastor at my church

we’ve had arguments in the past over picking hymns. Because that’s my job. If she were the actual pastor she’d get final say, but as I am the one actually employed at this church and she is a guest, technically I get the final say.

That’s technically. But in practice, I’m seventeen, and she’s sixty-something, and I don’t like getting into arguments with people with a lot of years on me.

But she picks gross hymns that no one can sing, and the congregation backed me and said I need to get to pick the hymns. So we compromised. She picks the middle hymn, I pick the opening and closing hymns.

Whatever. That’s only one weird hymn a week.

Weird hymns are also really hard to play because they make no musical sense (there’s a reason no church ever sings them ever). So I spend most of my time practicing the weird song.

Today I got to the church and I practiced briefly the ones I picked, and then extensively the weird one she picked.

Then, one minute til the service starts—and I mean 9:59 for a 10:00 service—she says, “just to be clear—we aren’t doing number 650, we’re doing ‘his banner over me is love.’”

And I was like 🧍‍♀️ what

And she’s like “I emailed you this weeks ago…..”

So I pulled up the email she sent me weeks ago and pointed to the fact that she said we were doing hymn 650. Which was a horrible terrible disgusting hymn I never want to ever have to play ever again ever

She points to the bottom of the email, which is a link to Ultimate Guitar, and says, “but we talked about this song and you said you loved it and already knew it!”

And I was like

Huh

I’ve never heard that song in my life

What the heck are you talking about. That conversation definitely did not happen.

So I’m like “listen. That’s a link to chords on ultimate guitar for a song I don’t know. You said you’d ‘love to play it during the sermon’ underneath the part where you explicitly said we were going to sing hymn 650 this week. I can read chords, but I don’t know the melody so that doesn’t really do anyone any good. I assumed when I first got this email that when you said you’d love to play this song during the sermon, you meant that you’d have a recording, because in the past you’ve played recordings of songs before during your sermons. It was also below you explicitly saying that we were doing hymn 650, and we’ve established that you only pick one song a week.”

And she said, “I only picked one song… it’s this song”

And I’m like “then WHAT IS THIS??” Because the email she sent DEFINITELY had that song explicitly written on it!

She kept not answering that part and I couldn’t isolate the question and force and answer cause like I said it was 9:59 for a 10:00 service

So I told her, “I’m not going to play this song, because I don’t know it and you did not make clear that I was supposed to learn it, you also didn’t send me actual sheet music for it and explicitly named your one hymn choice for this week that you are now saying I wasted my time learning.”

So she’s all upset and passive aggressive like “whatever 🙄 we’ll just sing it without music. I’ll teach it to them. EXCUSE ME EVERYONE! IM GONNA TEACH YOU A SONG NOW!”

And the congregation is kinda like……ok??????

And she starts singing but no one can follow her because she’s not really in any particular key……..

So uh

That’s my story from this morning

*deep breaths* I am a Christian and Christians love I am a Christian and Christians love I am a Christian and Christians love

#Christianity #Katie’s church job

[waterghostype]

i thought this was a beautiful nonbinary lesbian but it’s just morro from ninjago

#still a nonbinary lesbian i just wasnt expecting it to be him #ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago morro #morro ninjago #morro wu #is that really what the people call him #ninjago euphrasia #euphrasia ninjago #i realize this has p much the exact same composition as my movie pixal art so sorryyyy…. #ive been totally busy lately but i procrastinated by drawinf this so eh #no but actually i have finals in like a week im not gonna make it #design is super totally simplified bc once again #you could hold me at gunpoint and tell me to try and understand how to interpret minifigures #and i would ask you to shoot #though this was heavily inspired by a morro design i saw once upon a time BUT IDK WHERE IT WENT!!!! #aphid artisms #i like morro but i dont like his haircut so i gave him the filipino lesbian semblance #yay for morro

[lilybug-02]

Bribed with Chocolate. The way it should be.

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--Full Series--

More to come as this is a two-parter. But you know how I am with schedules.

Bonus:

I think this was an equally possible reaction from Chara.

#Chara and Azzy have another talk #Finally Chara shows their mischievous side. #and Azzy knows Chara's language well #my art #deltarune chara timeline #art #bread #deltarune #ngl im so happy with how that chocolate shake came out. I want to eat it so bad #yay 6 pages of taking :') i hope you guys like that lmao #Glad I got this one done in basically a month and a week! Hah. I'm trying me best :') Halloween.. Exams and a ton of other things came up #surprisingly these backgrounds weren't terrible to do... I mean took more than two hours but you know what I mean #i struggled with how to frame the background though. I actually liked drawing it. But because both the background and my characters-- #--are super colorful I have to make sure I don't muddle the whole page. #Ive been thinking of doing the overworld in black and white recently... may help me actually finish the comic lol. idk i may make a poll #gonna try and get the new part out in maybe a month again? sorry. Thanksgiving and Christmas get me exhausted.

[cathalbravecog]

A very self indulgent drawing of Misty I've been working on for a few weeks... On and off. But now it's here! :]

#i promiSED ID RESPOND TO THE ASKS I GOT AFTER I GOT HOME BUT I WAS MOTIVATED TO FINALLY FINISH THIS SINCE IVE BEEN WORKING ON IT ON AND OFF #FOR LITERAL *WEEKS* NOW #IM VERY HAPPY WITH THE RESULT THO ITS VERY FUN #SO MAD TUMBLR IS GONNA FUCK UP THE QUALITY THO LIKE ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #IM SORRY I WAS JUST SUPER EXHAUSTED AND I KNEW THE ASKS WILL AWAKEN TEN GATES OF ADHD AUTISM SO I PUT THEM OFF LOLLLL i will get to them #eventually but im not promising a certian time bc i need to stop making promises OOPS bc my BRAIN IS LIKE THAT #ANYWAYS THIS IS A VERY SELF IDULGENT THING I LIKE PUTTING CHARACTERS INTO GOOFY SCENE COLORFUL OUTFITS #i learned that the way to make these the best is to just slap stuff you like there that you think is cool and not worry about accuracy and #ohhahhahhPHOHOHHHH inspo real clothing #JURST HAVE FUN!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! **RUNS IN A CIRLE** BARK BARK BARK #very self indulgent bc theres TWO whole girs here #toontown #toontown corporate clash #rainmaker #guz art #fav #(personal fav bc idk ! i dont have a tag for personal fav stuff) #btw someone put inktale reaction stuff on this on clashcord. if anyone mentions inktale sans here im actually going to take their guts

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#i say goodbye to my boss tomorrow #not like officially officially bc im still employed into August so we have meetings #and hopefully we'll collaborate in future on projects and i have papers to write with her still #but like this is the last time ill physically see her bc shes not coming back until August and ill b gone by then #so its like. sad. bc shes my science mum. today she was complaining abt some stupid politics stuff #that went on this week in the department and she was like i kno i should b more professional but i feel like since ur leaving now #were more colleagues and friends. and im like 😭 god dammit ur gonna make me fucking cry #i came this this school to work with u and u were so great. i was so lucky to have ended up in her lab #bc i didnt kno wtf i was doing and shes not perfect but i learned a lot from her and ill b really sad to not b working with her so much #but thats how it goes. ill have to make her something cool as a parting gift #god. thatll b a fucking pain but she deserves something that takes a lot of effort #were meeting tomorrow to go over a protocol but im not sure if that's actually what were doing or if theres a surprise involved #bc she likes to do that and it stresses me the fuck out. she's been wanting to get me ice cream for the last 2 months so that might actually #b what's happening. or both could b happening. ugh. anyway. just me crying abt how im gonna miss my boss who im literally seeing tomorrow #im gonna have to giver her a painfully earnest letter abt how great she is and apologize for kinda having a breakdown #i mean i wasnt totally nonfunctional but like. it was not good and im sure i kinda sucked to b around #but whatever. god. the move it finally on the horizon. it finally feels like its getting real #unrelated

[erythristicbones]

also starting tomorrow Steph is going on a 2 week vacation and taking her tablet(which i often steal to draw with) with her so like. i should absolutely use these two weeks to edit my book since i can't do art, but my prediction is that instead y'all will have to deal with a barrage of text posts about my ocs

#i can be SO ANNOYING about the blorbos from my brain #i can think of at least 4 text posts about them i could already make #im gonna broadcast every original story thought i have 24/7 for 2 weeks #to be honest tho i really REALLY hope i get some editing done bc this is important to me #ive also just been half dead mentally for like 3 weeks now and have been making very little progress #figured out some more important plot points for the finale of the trilogy! #organized my list of changes to make in draft number 4! #but have done no actual editing for over a week and im frustrating myself so much

[prodkeiji]

ep 9 is a lot to process uhm

#well yang kindaaa went batshit crazy (only bc of that fucking cat whos the real antagonist all along) but im glad she still got herself tgt #ruby is obviously gonna live i think. but yea its implied but idt shes gna use cresent rose anymore 💔💔 LIKE NOOO CRESENT ROSE WAS SO OG #also what the actual fuck is going on w the fight scene like???? #okay i get why neo has no reason to return anymore BUT JAUNE FALLING? #LITERALLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ROOSTER TEETH IS HE DEAD DONT YOU DARE KILL HIM OFF I FUCKING SWEAR #i hate that fucking cat so much bro hes so annoying i want him DEAD by next week once the final ep drops #but if he dies ... does that mean neo will die to since shes the vessel :( #as much as i hope thats not gna be the case it's a bitttt inevitable? pls let me have my delusions of neo having her redemption arc pleasee #anyways go ruby do what makes u happy 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 as much as i love cresent rose if not using her anymore is what makes u heal + #+ happy i will have no complaints do whats best for you baby 🥹 ueueue i love her sm #no but what if she just uses summers weapons to kill off that cat #and then when they go back to remnant it's back to cresent rose (im delusional) #it's very impossible looking at rubys situation now but hey one can dream yk #SPEAKING OF SUMMER I WAS VERY SURPRISED WHEN I SAW HER IN THE FIRST BIT #i wish they showed her face like cmon why is rt acting like we didnt see her face in that one season like?? 🙁 let me see the pretty mother #AGAIN WHAT THE FUCK IS RWBY V9 EP 9 it felt like some type of filler ep 💀 not that i hate it but it was kinda short to me #season finale next week better be good or else im gna be so mad like we did not just see neo getting POSSESSED all 4 a bad ending 4 the szn #on a side note: i hope we get to see the others again pls pls pls i NEED renora development 😣😣 my og childhood bffs to lovers 40k words + #+ mutual pining and slowburn romance (it took them 8 seasons to kiss) #rwby v9 spoilers #this was so long to break down damn sorry for the typos i am not redoing all of these tags just to correct them

[ironmanstan]

at this rate im gonna be on my 6 hour shift (two 3 hour lectures) on no sleep but thats ok i remembered to pack my lunch this time (^__^)b

#forgot my lunch at home after i put in the effort to pack it up and started crying at school 2 day ago b4 my mom texted me #n was like do u need me to buy u lunch again #so thats how im doing <- insane #i am actually doing better than i have been i think my meds finally calibrated to my brain again #performed mild system maintenance and updates (cleaned my room did my laundry) #also my computer scared the hell out of me bc it kept bluescreening. guess who on loop forgot to take it apart and clean it out ! #for a year ! #it was so dusty in there ! #it took half an hour to clean all the parts ! #now the fan makes no noise so like shes all better ^__^ #just gotta get through monday <- i say this every week #i stay up till 7 doing a painting and i know my teacher is gonna give me like 70 on it but thats ok #the gamer speaks uwu

[adelaidedrubman]

im considering...... finally trying to...... god help me.......... make a proper writing outline for wildfire.

#im so fucking allergic to outlining but ive been finally nailing down and making decisions about story points ive been undecided on #and im really in my mind like. tightening up and smoothing out the events. #but i also still have so many like. character development ''''filler'''' ish conversations #that i NEED to happen for the characters to really get where they're going emotionally. #and im so worried about it getting too tight now that we're getting past the '10k every week of john and jessie shooting the shit!' phase #and i realize 'aaaaaaaaah this conversation should have happened way before this!!!' #so im thinking of making like. an events outline and a Necessary Chats column so i can try to work out a fucking timeline #god i don't fucking know how to outline HELP #also im so so scared about the things i actually have planned like. oh god oh no everyone is gonna hate me.

[mildswearingat4am]

im dying scoob

#babbling moth #FINALS WEEK AAAAAAAA #four final projects!! #and 3 of 4 have to be presented too ughhhhhhh #plus a final bc the professor was like fuck it we're gonna make you do a project AND study for a cumulative exam #:))) #im halfway done and actually doing okay time-wise but also like. fuck this i wanna sleep

[orcelito]

I should make an actual outline for the coming chapters of discacc. Maybe if I'm more organized it can make writing easier

#speculation nation #discacc shit #my mental outline only process probably isnt going to keep working with me diverging from the plot of the game #i just kinda followed along with the game for a While. and then the past week in fic has been pretth easy to follow #bc it's just a week. #but we r gonna start actually moving through time more. it's been only a day or two per chapter. sometimes less. #but for next chapter i have in mind uhhh. well starting on monday. a few things throughout the thing #and then i think thursday is what i have in mind for the final scene. That one is very important. #in large part a lot of what we'll be getting is the New Normal. so there will b mundane scenes and time skips #but also peeks into the Training Process #and then we enter the next stuff lol. idk how long it'll take to get there. #maybe i should try to figure that out. #haha just a funny what if but what if i tried to plot out the remaining chapters. Loosely. #i still like the plan as i go thing bc im a very impulsive author lmao. if the characters r tugging me a different way from my plans #then yea i'll follow them. more organic that way. #but it'd be nice to have a better idea of Approximately how many more chapters there r gonna be #maybe it'd make it feel like less of an endless beast #bc someday discacc Will end. it will. im going to see this through. #on god it will end. but it's gonna b several hundred thousand words more lol #GOD i really am looking forward to smth in like a month in fic time #we r in end of september rn. and near the end of october is a very mean plan for goro lol #but when am i ever not mean to goro lmao. Rarely. #anyways hi im out of work and somehow despite the sleep deprivation i am consumed by thoughts of the discacc #i already have 41 largely thought out. but i need to officially decide on the scenes and order. #definitely gonna be less action than we've been getting. but theres smth really important coming up. So.

[darkaac]

literally what's the point

#''you have to understand. with the kitchen being how it is...'' im not the one with week old dishes #or a legion of fishing casters (idk how to call the spinny thing with the thread) with a decade of salt in them #in the sink. or a house 22 years in renovation bc you keep milkmaiding yourself out of any progress #by the way could you stop ignoring me each week when i tell you i don't like the things you show me #and could you not be a fucking prick making me put on the music you like and then complaining that it's a bad version #like genuinely what is your angle there #things that would also be nice! if you trim the yard a bit like i asked you all pretty please like #so i don't carry fleas all the way back home. again. smiles #ooh speaking of which! remember how you didn't believe me the first time we had an infestation #even though the cats and i were getting eaten alive #until you got bit once? of course you don't. why would you! #and on that topic! how are the yard cats doing. huh? still sick and dying because you refuse to take any actual responsibility? hm hm i see #im not gonna say that i'll laugh and cackle and gloat when they finally sue your ass over the literal shit smell of the house #because saying such a thing is not polite :)

[straykats]

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#kats personal #i cant tell if im coping good or if im like #in some self destructive state of denial and/or numbness #like i dont think im letting myself feel emotions about it anymore #i either try to wrao up the tears real quick or just. literally dont think about it at all #occupy the brain at all times #it doesnt help that i have so much academic work goijg on as well #like i NEED to keep my shit together ot else im not gonna manage uni #and why the fuck did i agree to take on another side job bro i cant so this rn #i think some part of me believes that if i can manage uni and work #that means everything is okay #but i dont.. think thats how it works #i also just. hate myself for 'taking this so well' rn #makes me feel so heartless and like i didnt care at all #anyways. great content for my writing assignments this semester HAHAHAHAHA #'did i really ever care about my parents?' <- my personal essay question /hj #that.. is actually pretty fruitful tho. i have ideas. #give me a week without any other assignments and my final piece for that class is sorted

[yo9urt]

today i return to the sea

#mine #its my last first day of school (until/unless i go to grad school but thats way off if it even happens) #the rest of these tags are all just going to be complaints so keep scrolling if you dont gaf #ok first complaint. my schedule is stupid and awful i think #winters schedule was weird too. but this one kinda sucks #the main problem i see is that both of my main classes are in the middle of the day so theres probably going to be people eating #(i have mis0phon1a) #so thats number 1. 2nd problem is that those classes also have the grading scale where u need at least 95 PERCENT to get an A. girl! #they are also both 400 level spanish classes so theyre just going to be kind of hard and annoying and a lot of work in general #the next problem is that my other class is actually not quite a class it is a teaching practicum. which i didnt even 100% want to do #but the certificate could be useful so im doing it anyway. #one of the guys in that class (i know some of the students already from winter) eats like a hog for like the first 20-30 mins so thats goin #to be miserable i bet. also at some point im gonna have to teach a lesson myself #which is scary and also frustrating because again i didnt even really want to do this. WHATEVER #ok what else. ummmmm #oh i think i might be unemployed LOL normally my boss would have done schedule coordination stuff like last week but i havent heard from he #at all. this is because we are government funded and the government does not want to fund us anymore -_- suck my balls #and my hog too. so money is going to be a concern which is especially awesome because ive already been trying to save up #becaues im moving out this year hopefully so im gonna need $ for that and for probably upgrades like i might get a new phone and computer #and stuff etc. and i live in an HCOL area so even though i literally just buy groceries my bill is like $294358939358/month #SIGH. also of course the final problem on the list is the behemoth of them all: i have to apply for jobs #i made a little spreadsheet to hopefully make the process easier. but its going to be agony lol fucking resumes and cover letters how about #i just kill myself now -_- and fucking interviews too. fuuuuuck you suck my nuts and dick and balls #i dont know how im going to cope iwth any of this LOL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and also as usual i have like no friends so its just me going it alo #alone* in this big awful spring. 2 and a half months of this. #i suppose i will need to go back to the dispensary. #fuuuuuuuuuck man

[arolesbianism]

Also holy shit it's so nice having a phone that doesn't die in like 2 hours like I was able to watch a video on it while I ate smth and it didn't immediately drop to 40% I can actually use my phone again yayyyyy

#rat rambles #and I can finally ditch that stupid fucking bluetooth charging disk I hate it SO much #oh also for some context on why I got my phone it was a mix of a birthday gift and a starting college celebration gift #and I dont think Ive actually mentioned the college thing before? so uh ya thats kinda happening #and by kinda I mean Im only dipping my toes in with two community college classes #a japanese class and a 3d animation class since those are both things Im interested in #I got to tour the campus today and its a nice place so Im hesitantly excited #because I genuinely do wanna take these classes and its like. smth for me to actually go out and do yknow? #but its also yknow. school. #ofc its not as bad since its only two days a week and I only have to be there by like 3 pm #so I am excited just also a bit nervous still #hopefully itll go well tho! I heard that the japanese teacher is well liked at least so thats smth #oh but I am not looking forward to rolling the dice with the other students in my japanese class #I have a History with attracting the worst flavors of anime kids for my entire life I am gonna have to be on high alert dhmdyd #especially since Im genuinely just interested in learning japanese cause it appeals to me as a language I do not wanna deal with this #Ive had enough ppl first convo tell me abt how much they love yaoi I will cry if I have to keep playing nice with these ppl </3 #hopefully theyll just be normal tho #it would be cool if I could make some like. actual irl friends #I am struggling to fight against my general school pessomism but I wanna believe Ill meet some nice ppl #I could really Really use some irl friends who I could actually go out and like. do stuff with. #bonus points if theyre fellow queer ppl (fellow aros especially pls pls pls pspspsps) #not gonna hold my breath on that last part tho Ive met like. a aro person and I didnt even talk to them abt aro stuff much #I actually think we followed eachother on here for a while on my old main but idk if they remember me #but ya things are certainly abt to happen rn today was a good day and Im hoping things will keep going well #again I cant help but struggle with being optimistic abt anything relating to school but I am still managing to be excited for now #lets pray that my 3d animation class will use smth that my laptop can run </3

[ff2-soda-pop]

having. bad moment today alright-

#everything in class was too overwhelming to the point i couldnt even talk anymore and i couldnt leave and i didnt wanna stim because then #people would See Me and stuff so i just sat there suffering with that. #and then ig we're preparing for Finals but i barely have understood this whole class because it goes Too Fast for me and im scared im gonna #fail and i cant fail otherwise im gonna get the help w/ the financial stuff taken away and thats basically gonna screw me over big time but #idk what im doing!! and then the teacher said things about like 'oh if you say you're not taking this again next semester i'll take off #points' BUT IDK IF SHE WAS SERIOUS OR NOT?????? like shes generally pretty nice but like i cant tell if she was kidding or not at all but i #dont wanna ask because no one else seemed confused by it and i dont wanna stick out so i just. am confused #also im scared if i fail this class my mom'll get pissed because shes very insistent that i am the 'normal' one and so i 'have' to go to #school ad basically live life like a Normal Allistic Person which. is bullshit but thats besides the point #and my only class rn is japanese which until now ive been consistently GOOD at so if i fail that my mom'll probably get Extra pissed at me #for it because of that. also trying to ask for help hasnt worked so good so far because i tried and the teachers like 'you're doing fine! #dont worry about it :D' and im like 'i have barely understood anything for weeks on end but idk how to argue you on this and it feels rude #to try and be like No Actually Wrong' so then i just. dont say anything #also i still have no accommodations because i still havent gotten copies of papers i need and they wont let me do anything until i have #those copies of things from older schools before i went here. EVEN THOUGH IM LITERALLY DIAGNOSED AND AM STRUGGLING BUT APPARENTLY PAPERS #FROM OLD SCHOOLS ARE THE ONLY THING THAT CAN 'PROVE' I NEED HELP???? WHICH MAKES NO SENSE TO ME BUT ANYWAYS- #anyways everything is too much and i wanna curl up in a ball and just kinda stay like that forever #vent