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greendy2l · 7 months
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physically crying, mentally here
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raitonsfw · 3 months
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𝓈𝓎𝓃𝑜𝓅𝓈𝒾𝓈: | 1 | Nikolai switched the plates on you, and suddenly the aphrodisiacs that were supposed to be coursing through his veins suddenly rushed through yours... | 2 | Round after round after round, Nikolai decided his cock was best spent nestled deep inside your cunt for the night– sleep evading your senses.
warnings: 18+ mdni, smut, fem!reader... | 1 | aphrodisiacs, accidental drug usage, manipulation, teasing, dirty talk, desperation, mentions of multiple positions & kinks (anal, spanking, bondage, use of nikolai's ability for sexual purposes), petnames (dove, my love, my sweet) | 2 | pussy worship, cockwarming, dirty talk, p in v intercourse, creampie, hint of a breeding kink, petnames (princess, dove), he's lovey dovey here and slightly whiney (he doesn't wanna pull out)
a/n: | 1 | i found a way to include his ability hehe, this thirst had me reeling for a long while. wc: 600ish. | 2 | to cockwarm nikolai would be an honour... he's just sooo pretty. wc: 600ish. v-day m.list | m.list
thirst count: 2
divider credit: @hitobaby & @firefly-graphics
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Oh, you didn’t think Nikolai would be so cruel. When you tried to stand from the confines of the table, you saw the smirk that leveled his face. “N-Nikolai, did you switch the food?”
“Whatever are you talking about, dove?” He smirked at you, his hand resting carefully against the nook of his gloved palm. His eyes had sparkled the very first time you took a bite of the dinner you had made for the two of you– one plate mixed with potent aphrodisiacs and the other simmered down with nothing but what was originally in the rice pot. 
You wanted to see him panting, ripping off his clothing, his cloak– yours too, just to be inside you, inside something that would calm him down from the painful ache of the aphrodisiacs… and the best part is he wouldn’t even know why he was like that. He’d be totally overwhelmed by the throb of his pretty cock, straining against his striped trousers and he wouldn’t even realize that you had put sexual stimulants in his rice until he was on his knees in front of you– begging for relief from his precious innocent girl. And that’s when he’d realize, his cards falling out of favor.
 It was the perfect plan to get him to submit to you for once. 
But you realized that your plan had totally backfired as your arousal dripped into the lace, pooling right underneath the warmth of your cunt. It was cool and sticky against your skin and you squirmed in your seat, a needy whine escaping your throat as you moved too suddenly, the lace rubbing up against your swollen clit. 
“My love, are you– aroused?” Nikolai had lifted from his seat with faux shock painting his face, his hand offering out towards your shoulder and you immediately tried to pull him down but he shifted back with a smirk. “Need some help?”
“Need you to fuck me– Lai, shit, I hate you…” And he only murmured as you cursed him for swapping the rice dishes. Your mind was absolutely whirling, your skin flushed hot and all you could think about was getting his cock inside you as soon as possible. You fucking needed it– honestly you needed anything at this point and your fingers came down to swipe at the wet material of your clothing, you were like a goddamn leaky faucet. Your pussy clenched around nothing as he tutted at you with a frowny face, moving to stand behind you. 
“No, no… I didn’t tell you to touch yourself.” He ran a finger down the underside of your chin before softly grabbing at it, making you peer towards his face above you and you tilted your neck up obediently. You didn’t care to listen to what he had to say after that though, your senses far gone from the grasps of reality.
You started to babble on about the ideas floating in your head. Normally, you’d keep quiet about your fantasies, but you couldn’t help yourself; it all came spilling out as you looked up at him, his heterochromatic eyes lurking with a mischievous smile. “Nikolai– can we try a new position? Want you to fuck me on this table, but not my pussy…” 
“Anal? Why not also try bondage, my sweet?” Nikolai had both hands on your shoulders now, careful to not rouse you too much as he bent down beside you. His silky braid fluttered against your back as he whispered in your ear, one glove escaping into his coat as he pulled out a wrap of ribboned rope from the golden portal within “Maybe I can get you in the perfect position, where I can spank you for being such a bad girl…” 
Yes, Nikolai was cruel– vile and you practically felt his devious grin floating behind your ear as he swept down to bind you.
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“Sorry, princess… Couldn’t go another second without your pussy squeezing me soo tightly.” Nikolai groaned into your ear as he bottomed out in you again, for the third time that night. 
“Lai…” You moaned into his mouth as he pressed it against yours, reveling in the way he slid in and out of you feverishly. You were tired, but you just couldn’t resist him; it was Valentine’s Day after all and you barely got to see him with his carded debut in his shady organization. 
He hiked your legs up against his shoulders, his braid fluttering down his chest and you threw your head back in a bitey moan. You knew his eyes were gleaming on your folds, taking him in so nicely as they swiped slick onto his cock. Even behind his card mask you could recognize the shine to them from the turquoised scar; he was focusing solely on how wet you were and how so fucking pliant you were, sucking him in with every thrust. Nikolai was a creature of habit, you knew all his tricks and that made you perfect for him, perfect for the length of his cock nearly folding you in two.
“Gonna fill you up again– Ah, c’mon dove, don’t be shy…” He teased, voice rough and his white knuckled gloves came up to brush your arm away from your face. Every roll of his hips had you in a trance, rutting against your sweet spot and gripped at his hands as they intertwined with yours. A smirk plastered onto his face as he saw your eyes roll back when he worked his thrusts faster into you. 
You whimpered as you felt his cock twitch inside of you and a weak moan fell from his lips as he came inside of you, some of it leaking out as he fucked it into you with a heavy sigh. He had buried his face into the crook of your neck not long after, lavishing kisses against it as you rode out your high. As you regained your senses, the feeling in your cunt felt a little odd and you realized Nikolai hadn’t pulled out yet. 
Did he want to go another round?
“Nikolai.” You said in a quiet tone as you rubbed your palms up the sides of his waist which in turn, he shuddered. “Are you not going to pull out?” 
“Don’t think so.” He said flatly. You couldn’t detect if this was a joke or not, but he didn’t budge even as you wiggled underneath him. “Hey–!” 
“Lai, come on.” You said with a short laugh, sleep trudging up within your eyelids and you were a few minutes from passing out. “Come lay next to me.”
“But you’re soo warm around me… I don’t wanna pull out.”  He muttered into your skin, his tongue laving at a bruise he marked on you earlier in the day. You whined at the soreness of it, scratching at his back lovingly to try to get him to roll off of you. You were quickly losing the battle though as he dug himself deeper into you, his cock snug and his chest flush with yours. Nikolai let out a soft noise of content as your body relaxed against his, his hands mimicking yours against your waist.
You watched as his head bobbed up to stare at you and you reached up with a small smile, removing his card mask to reveal his other eye. Jade peeked back at you in a mischievous glance, a coy smile written on his lips. “There you are. Did you want to sleep like this?” 
“Absolutely.” His voice was like static to you, raspy and quiet as his eyes etched with sleep whilst looking at you. And you figured, why not let him? 
You just have to be ready to wake up later on… with his thrusts shaking you awake.
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kolyasangel · 26 days
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i'd love to see me from your pov
synopsis: you and nikolai have a heart-to-heart conversation, sharing your insecurities with each other...
genre: fem!reader, fluff, comfort, lots of cuddles (*´ᗜ`*)
etc: пелюстка = petal, милашка = cutie
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It had been a while since you felt this way. These feelings rise up once again in your chest like a tidal wave, drowning you in intensity. Your insecurities are bothering you, why... why now? Nikolai and you were currently in your bedroom hanging out, he was looking in the mirror while trying on your hair accessories and being silly. He's such an adorable goofball. You thought and smiled to yourself finding your boyfriend's antics endearing, but you still couldn't shake off that weird feeling in your chest.
"Baby?"
His voice breaks your trance. You didn't realize you had been staring at him for a few minutes now without saying a word. 
Did he realize something was bothering you?
"Are you listening to me? I was talking about what we should have for dinner. Or are you already bored of me dove?" He fakes cries and puts his head in his hands dramatically. After his brief theatrics, he looks at you again but this time with a more serious expression, and speaks in a gentle voice in case you did feel troubled as you seemed.
"Is something wrong dear? Wanna talk to your Kolya?" He says as he approaches you embracing you in a hug. His hugs are so comforting. You hugged him back, cradling his head and playing with his long unbraided hair as he leaned against your chest to feel your heartbeat. 
"You're so warm... you feel so good..." He wrapped his strong arms around your waist and rubbed your back gently. Nikolai could tell you were tense and were nervous, he didn't know the reason why but he decided against speaking about it for now. He didn't want to pressure you to tell him right away, he would give you time and let you decide whenever you want to speak your heart out to him. He was a patient man, at least when it came to you. He could always tell when something was wrong with his girl- it's like a superpower he had gained once he became your boyfriend.
"I'm here for you, пелюстка." He reassured you again, to let you know he was listening. He would wait for whenever you wanted to open up to him. 
It's like you see right through me. 
"Nikolai... this is so stupid but..."
You hesitate for a second.
"I'm just feeling a little down today, I don't feel beautiful..."
Nikolai's smile immediately falters and he cups your face with his large hands, making you look into his mismatched eyes before he responds. 
"What do you mean? All I see is beauty in front of me. You're lovely."
You don't know why you feel so emotional all of a sudden, but your vision starts to get blurry as your eyes water. You wanted to believe his words, you really did- but you couldn't. You didn't let yourself. You turned your head away from Nikolai not wanting him to see you in such a state. It felt embarrassing as your cheeks grew hotter and more red. 
"No, don't look away, look over here."
Nikolai's voice was stern but filled with comfort as he continued.
"Listen to me, you are the most beautiful and gorgeous human being in this universe. Do you understand that?"
Your lip quivers but you nod your head slowly, not having the courage and verve to counter with him. Nikolai feels his heart being pricked seeing you like this. In his mind, he couldn't understand why the most beautiful person in the world was insecure about something so trivial. He was convinced you were an angel sent from heaven just for him. 
"Come here." With a stern but soothing voice, he pulled you close to him and hugged you tightly. You could feel the warmth from his body flow to you, the warmth of his heartbeat, the warmth of everything. 
"You don't get to talk bad about yourself ever again, do you understand?" He asked while still hugging you, there was clear care for you in his voice. He hugged you tighter, not wanting you to escape from his embrace.
"This hug feels nice, right? Just let me do this, I want to be close to you for as long as I can." He says in a voice filled with genuine joy and care for his loved one, he loved hugging and cuddling the most to express his love. He softly shushed you as he wiped your tears. Nikolai looked at you with the softest gaze you had ever seen from him. 
"Emotions are difficult to deal with and understand, aren't they dove? Don't worry, you don't have to carry these burdens on your own. Let me take care of everything, let me take care of you." He always managed to make you feel like a blushing schoolgirl in front of him, it was like one of his talents at this point.
"Love, I would like to share something that's been on my mind since we're talking about this... You've seen them when we made love, right? But you're still not repulsed by my body, why?..."
You looked into Nikolai's eyes seeing the intense and unconcealed emotion in them. He didn't explicitly mention what he was talking about exactly but you knew what he was referring to. His scars. Nikolai had multiple scars on his body, some large ones, and some smaller ones. Some were on his chest and back while some were on his arms. He hated them, they were constant reminders of his past. You did vividly remember that night, he felt shy about showing you his scars for the first time but you reassured him that you love him for who he is. He was being so genuine in this moment, he was pouring out his soul to you. You suddenly had an idea and you couldn't wait any longer to execute it. 
Nikolai's eyes widened at the sudden demand. He felt paralyzed as your words echoed in his mind. 
"Take off your shirt. Let me show your scars some love."
Taking off his shirt? His scars being kissed? He gulped but he couldn't deny what was demanded of him, he slowly took off his shirt. His body is full of scars all over, he hated showing himself off, feeling disgusted at his own skin.
You swiftly pushed him down onto your bed, getting on top of him and rubbing circles on his arm knowing that it comforted him. You begin to place a gentle kiss on each and every scar on his body, starting with the biggest one on the right in the middle of his chest. 
Nikolai's eyes were closed as he felt the kisses of your soft lips on his skin, it was one of the most romantic moments he'd ever experienced. He didn't even know he could blush and feel nervous like this but here he was. His heart rate steadily increased with every kiss you laid on his scars. Your warm hand massaged his arm as you kissed him, making him melt under your touch.
You give each scar a small kitten lick before kissing it tenderly. Nikolai couldn't help but release a small whimper in response to what you were doing to him, feeling a jolt of pleasure and heat rising as you continued to kiss his scars. There was a fire in his heart that couldn't be extinguished. He was utterly allured by you. He didn't know it was possible to feel this sensation from something as simple as kisses and licks so he was overwhelmed with what he was feeling right now. 
"I know you probably can't be happy with them, but I want you to know that you're so much more than these scars." 
You glanced at the scar below his left eye, the only one left waiting to be kissed by your lips. Carefully dragging your fingers across it, feeling the hardened fibrous tissue. You leaned in giving his scar a gentle lick before kissing it. 
"I love your scars."
Nikolai swallowed heavily, he'd never thought of his scars as something someone could love of all things. He had a hard time accepting them so it was surprising to see someone else accept them and love them. His eyes opened to reveal that he was teary-eyed as he looked at you. 
"Y-you do?"
Nodding, you brushed your knuckles against his cheek. 
One look into his eyes told you everything on his mind. He wanted you to hold him and never let go. Your gentle actions made all the walls he had built up for his insecurities crumble. Nikolai pulled you into a tight embrace and held you, burying his face in your shoulder as your warmth washed over him. He was so grateful to have you in his life that he was ready to burst into tears but held you tightly as he held back crying. This was the happiest he had been in a long time. 
"You're allowed to cry, Kolya. You're safe with me, you don't have to hide anymore."
With those words he couldn't hold it back any longer, he began to violently sob on your shoulder, the release of emotions he'd bottled inside for so long was finally coming out. His sobs were loud as he cried into your shoulder, he has never felt safe enough to show this side of himself but you made him feel so safe that he felt completely exposed and vulnerable. 
You held Nikolai close and stroked his hair while rubbing his bare back. You lightly scratched his back to ease him, your fingernails dragging along his skin. His skin felt feverish, hot to the touch. His cries broke your heart, his emotions were so raw and real. It made you even more fond of him, you knew he was scared of looking weak in front of you but he was taking this next step to be completely transparent about his emotions because he loves you. He felt like a human when he was with you.
Nikolai's sobs died down as his breathing slowed, his body beginning to finally relax. The kisses that you gave him made him feel loved and cared for, he was in bliss with your presence alone. He slowly pulled away and looked into your eyes, he had never felt his heart pounding so hard before but the sight of your face made him forget everything. You looked at him, admiring his beautiful face and body. This man is angelic. 
It started to rain outside as if the sky was crying tears of joy after witnessing their affectionate moment, celebrating it. You two were now cuddling in bed, not worrying about anything else other than enjoying each other's presence. You felt happy as Nikolai held you in his arms. You rested your head on his bicep and traced the muscles on his other arm. Nikolai continued to stare at you while he held you, looking like a puppy who wanted more treats. 
"Are you comfortable, love?" He asks before brushing a stray hair from your face and tucking it behind your ear. You nod, you loved it when he showed you subtle yet sweet acts of affection. 
"You're so pretty, милашка"
You felt your cheeks heating up, even more so as he grazed his lips on your neck and collarbone. 
"Kolya, you make me feel beautiful." You blurted out as he was starting to nibble on your neck. He stopped for a moment to look up at you and smile. He is elated at your statement and how your confidence has increased just by his words of consolation. It seems his words had an effect on you and gave you some relief. He leaned in, his lips barely touching yours before whispering.
"Good, because you are beautiful. Can I kiss you?"
You smile and giggle at his question.
"You don't have to ask, you can kiss me any time you want."
He finally leaned in to kiss you, his soft lips moved against yours. It wasn't rough or brief, no. The kiss was slow, sensual, and passionate. 
After a few minutes, you both were forced to pull away from each other to take a breath. You swept his bangs aside and took some time to pepper kisses on his cheeks and forehead, anywhere your lips could reach. No words were being spoken, just the sound of both of you breathing, the sound of rain pouring outside, and the sounds of your soft smooches being made against his skin. 
This moment was too serene to be interrupted, you thought. But the following words slipped out of your mouth regardless. Your heart felt so full, you were so grateful to have Nikolai in your life and wanted to thank him for loving you unconditionally. 
"I love you, Nikolai. Thank you for everything..."
An adorable pink hue dusted his cheeks, flustered from your sudden utterance. His heart pounded in his chest and he held your hand, placing it against his chest so you could feel his heartbeat. 
"I love you more... thank you for loving me... all of me..."
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estellarjj · 4 months
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souhh yeah, did this My apologies for keeping you wait miladies @nikolaiismysugardaddy @stinkyme @doukeshi-kun ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა
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onannamist · 6 months
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starfishart · 29 days
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Happy birthday Nikolai Gogol BSD you will always be famous
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sparklefrogg · 7 months
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I desperately want to see Nikolai and Q interact. i have no clue how it would go but i think it’d be fascinating
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3rr0r-202 · 2 months
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Bsd Nikolai!!!
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xinvisiblestringsx · 6 days
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"I love you, it's ruining my life."
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cyber-night · 4 months
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Nikolai using one of these to talk to Ded Fyodor.
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greendy2l · 1 year
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wizardfrog69 · 9 months
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Fyodor was finally taking a nap after long negotiations. But, when we woke up, his cane was gone! He looked around for a bit and realised Nikolai must have stolen it.
He got out of bed carefully and made his way to the loving room slowly, hoping not to pass out or fall down.
Eventually, he made his way down and found performing a magic show for an imaginary audience. Fyodor's cane was in his hand as he performed.
Nikolai soon noticed Fyodor and walked up to him with the cane still in his hand. "I see you wanted your cane." Nikolai teased as he held the cane out of Fyodor's reach. Fyodor only gave him a deadly stare in response. He tried to get his cane back, but Nikolai moved out of the way, which annoyed Fyodor.
Fyodor walked up Nikolai and pulled him close by the waist, successfully distracting Nikolai and getting his cane back, lightly hitting Nikolai on the head with it.
༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻
I looking at my note book and found the shitty drawing of Fyodor w a cane and drew this.
Also I am shit at drawing people. Like I wanted to draw a person and the legs turned out fine, but the rest is a fucking fish!
That was also better in my head, I apologise.
Have a wonderful day/night and sleep well!
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kolyasangel · 29 days
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you remembered?
a/n: this is my first official post so the writing may not be that great, and there may be errors. regardless, I hope you enjoy! happy birthday kolya ヾ(≧▽≦*)o mwah
synopsis: it's nikolai's birthday and you plan a surprise for him...
genre: fem!reader, fluff
etc: Коханий = beloved, я тебе люблю = i love you
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It was spring already, and the weather was warming up making you content with the change of seasons. You were walking through multiple shops trying to find something for your boyfriend as it was his birthday today. You curse under your breath, regretting not finding a gift for him earlier. At the same time, you couldn't blame yourself too much, what did someone like Nikolai even want as a gift? You sigh to yourself, swearing this was the fifth shop you walked into. Going out today was a last-minute decision as you felt insecure about what to gift Nikolai. 
"What could he want?.. What if he already has what I want to give him? What if he doesn't like it?... this is so annoying..."
You wanted to get something nice for your eccentric boyfriend, feeling as if the handwritten card and homemade piroshki you planned to give him later that day wasn't enough. You manage to pick out a gift for Nikolai and thank God that it didn't take the whole day.
An hour later, you finally come home feeling tired. You wanted to take a nice bath and relax for a few hours, but that would have to come later. Nikolai would be coming over to your place soon, so you had to prepare the surprise you had for him. 
You quickly prepared everything, a plate full of freshly baked piroshkis, your handmade card, and the gift you had just purchased today. It didn't seem like much, but you just hoped he would like and appreciate the effort.
As if on cue, there was a knock on the door. You quickly went over to the door and opened it, greeting Nikolai who was wearing a casual outfit today. The sight made you blush. This wasn't the first time he wore casual clothing, but he looked so handsome no matter what he wore.
Nikolai embraced you in a bear hug, and you giggled while looking up at him which in turn made him giggle as well. It was as if he needed to squeeze you every time you two saw each other.
"Hello my lovely dove! Did you miss me?~"
You smiled and poked his cheek before giving him a peck on his lips. 
"Yes, I did miss you! Happy Birthday Kolya."
Nikolai felt his heart melt, looking at you with a tender gaze. Nobody had made the effort to remember his birthday before. Either they didn't care or thought he was lying like his typical self. After all, his birthday was on April Fool's. But now that Nikolai was in a loving relationship, he received so much love he had never felt or received before. It overwhelmed him yet it felt so good. He spoke the following words coyly, not in his usual tone.
"You... you remembered?"
Nikolai felt something stir up inside him. Butterflies perhaps? He felt an emotion so strong, a feeling his past self would hate to deal with. His past self was long gone. Now he just wanted to experience life to the fullest alongside you. He felt like everything was going to be okay as long as you were there beside him. You were his whole world. His thoughts were interrupted as you spoke. 
"Of course I remembered! I'm your girlfriend!" 
You stroked his fluffy bangs and gently traced his scar with your fingers.
"I have something for you. Can you close your eyes for a bit? I'll tell you when to open them."
Nikolai nodded without hesitation and waited for you to finish doing your thing. Once you allowed him to open his eyes, he gasped as he saw you holding a gift for him. He smiled and took the bag, excited to open his gift. 
"For me? You shouldn't have dear!"
He peeked inside the bag and pulled out a small box that seemed to contain something expensive and high quality. He opened the box that contained a brand new pair of white satin gloves. You had always liked Nikolai's sense of fashion and the way he accessorized himself. Nikolai didn't say anything at first, instead, he pulled you into a tight hug and caressed your hair lovingly. After a minute he finally pulled away and spoke in a soft voice.
"Thank you darling, I love them."
You blushed as you watched him try the new pair of gloves on. The gloves looked nice on him.
"I'm happy you like them. I have something else for you Kolya..." You hand him the card that you spent hours on. You delicately decorated it with ribbon and various cute stickers you knew he would find silly. Each word neatly written to declare your love and appreciation for his existence.
Nikolai opened the card and began to read it slowly, taking in every word. You swear you saw his eyes get watery. Was he crying?
"Kolya?" You leaned in closer to him to take a better look at his face, to discover he was indeed tearing up. Your heart softened as you saw him in an emotional state, you took your hand to gently caress his cheek and wipe a tear that fell. Nikolai sniffled a little before looking up at you astonished by what he had just read. He was so touched by your innocent way of expressing your love for him. He tried his best to hide his face but tears of joy kept leaking out, he looked so innocent and cute. Not even a second later, he pulls you into his lap and kisses your lips gently. 
"Thank you Коханий. я тебе люблю" 
After a few more kisses, he buries his face into your neck.
God, you loved it when he did that... his face fit so good in your neck. He looked up at you for a second before going back to nuzzling into your neck. He whispered loving words to you to thank you for the surprise, it was his way of showing gratitude. You giggled and stroked his snowy white hair.
"You're so cute, you know that?" You got up and held out a hand to him.
"Come, I made your favorite piroshki so let's eat them before they get cold!" Nikolai's eyes lit up excitedly and he took your hand, holding it in his larger one and giving it a slight squeeze. He couldn't wait to spend the rest of his special day with the one he loved most. 
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slightlyplant · 7 months
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original piece: “dying gauls”
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onannamist · 29 days
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A little birdie told me it was Nikolai's birthday! So, we have a fun little Fyolai comic :)
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