Evaluating your habits and patterns should be something you're proud of on its own. I wish putting it into practice wasn't so hard... I've heard it said that 2 weeks is the sweet spot to start or stop something so you should be really proud. You seem like the type to follow through on things you want. <3
This sentiment had me very choked up this morning. 3 weeks now?
I still think of smoking everyday several times a day and maybe idk I always will but ..
I think im crawling closer to quitting nicotine cigarettes forever and I did that shit COLD TuRKEY.
I'm starting to believe maybe I'm stronger than I thought.
Bruh I need everyone seeing this to press play on this one, because holy shit I'd never heard of this band/singer/songwriter before (his name is Sam Cieri and he's in a band called Nicotine Dolls), and his music is some of the most highly polished and somehow still raw musical depiction of mental health struggles that I have ever heard in my life. His voice is so, so unique and expansive, this song is literally just his musical explanation of what his panic attacks and chronic anxiety are like for him to experience, and oh god when he throws his head back and wails near the end, like. When you know, you fucking know, and this man knows. Listen to his music.
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The ending? That direct, almost confrontational, accusatory stare that he shoots right into your gaze? That dazed, haunted, post-panic attack thousand-yard stare? Did you enjoy that little trip into my trauma? Holy SHIT, you guys. And his voice - his VOICE?!
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Listen to the first five seconds of this song and tell me you didn't keep listening, goddamn. This man is brilliant, whyarewenotfundingthis.gif? I NEED ALL OF YOU TO HEAR THIS?
“2 Weaks” by Nicotine Dolls
US-based indie rock band Nicotine Dolls comes to Wolf in a Suit once more and this time they deliver the sonic creation that is “2 Weaks”. With this stunning and beautifully crafted blend of melodies and lyrics, they give life to a soundscape that speaks to the heart and soul of each listener. The track flows with ease letting its message be heard and clearly…
sure wish I could say sorry for posting this dude and his band so much, but I'm really not because you all need to hear him. It's been a long, long time since I've experienced music that heals something in me, but this man has the formula by heart.