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#narrowly dodged being sent to the hospital today when we told our therapist our suicidal thoughts are getting worse
jackpotsadmon
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#narrowly dodged being sent to the hospital today when we told our therapist our suicidal thoughts are getting worse
#at least it’s jsut me and not the others in the system
#every day it gets harder to think of my mom and my brothers when i get like this and it’s too hot to use my weighted blanket to calm down
#the semester is almost over but that’s almost making it worse
#i don’t know what i want. i want to die but i don’t want to because it would hurt people and i want to go home to see my family but also i
#don’t because i won’t be able to go outside again and i’ll have to go to my dads every week
#dying feels easier
#but if i don’t die then i’ll get kicked out
#of school
#my therapist said i should make a list of things i want to live for but i am not in a space
#for that right now. gd
#this is probably some kind of punishment from gd for being the way that i am
#i don’t know. i don’t know what to do. nothing helps. nothing works. nothing is going to get better. everyone else in the system is getting
#better except for me. and i’m so proud of them
#but i wish i was a better host
#i’m probably not gonna kill myself so don’t worry @ my friends if you see this
#i’m just having a moment.
#tw suicide
#suicide
#religion
#religious guilt tw
#kinda wanna cry in my moms arms like a fuckinh baby
#ngl
#i miss feeling loved
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