#n like they took my phone

[txtistheloml]

no bcs im ab to cry what the fuck.

#im literally 18 turning 19 am i supposed to not even have a bit of privacy #i fucking hate it when people go through my things ok #n i found out my dad went through MY phone n my texts as well like wtf #and he said “we’ll have a talk ab this some time” #n like they took my phone #i dont fucking get it im not a fucking 10 year old can i have some fucking privacy #i grew up with them teaching me privacy is sth that should be respected no matter with who #and here they are looking through my fucking things #bro. #i cant fucking do this bro i wanna cry so bad #sorry for ranting lol #evelyn rambles

[cosmocove]

their t4t swag

#bonk.txt #bonk.png #<- art tag that i gotta use retroactively n also took me way too long to come up with #parappa the rapper #drew this entirely from memory n sunny is like a mix of her canon design n some details so shes easier + more fun to draw #the background was uh meant to be transparent idk what happened there #could be the app i drew this with could just be my phone's photo editor that i used to crop it #there are some like things i probably shouldve fixed but i simply do not care 👍 #id in alt text

[bbbrianjones]

gilles villeneuve on the 1982 san marino grand prix podium.

#gilles villeneuve #they say a picture tells a thousand words. ....... #so here have six of them :) #it's impossible not to feel bad for gilles at the moment #like yeah. he deserved to feel like this. you can just see it on his face. #also I C O N I C A L L Y my brother was trying to show a feature on his phone that removes watermarks #and he took a picture of one of these and as he looking he goes 'great now i have a picture of senna on my phone' #SENNA??? AYRTON SENNA??? THE BRAZILIAN GUY?? #he got corrected very quickly #classic f1 #1970s #1980s

[rouge-the-bat]

having adhd will make you not have the energy to do shit like cooking and cleaning and general Things You Need To Do To Live but WILL make you have extreme motivation to make a transcript of all dialogue of a 100+ episode 90s anime, take a million screenshots, rip models from a ps2 game of the anime when you have no experience with doing that, so not only you can use them but also all of this can be available online for peoples easy access. just because the anime is your fucking hyperfixation

#yes this is about yyh no i havent actually gone through all this yet #ive made. PROGRESS on the model thing but since my old tablet died i havent gotten back on it #id need to reinstall the emulator and figure out what all i was doing again n shit #and all the screenshots i took of the anime before arent of the best quality bc they were done on my phone from funimations site #BUT NOW I HAVE THE BOX SET and so its soooo fucking crisp and clean and beautiful i wanna screenshot it all soooo bad #but to rip the frames (instead of taking screenshots thatd be resizing the pics based on the screen being used) #id need a blu ray disc reader thatd let me rip data. and idk what to look for for a good one that allows that and isnt super expensive... #and i cant find a transcript online of the dialogue but i think itd be really useful for being able to quickly check back on what was said #like for fic writing n stuff #and can do word searches n stuff through the whole thing #u hyperfixate on a 90s anime and see theres things missing about it online and go ''is anybody gonna fix that'' and not wait for an answer

[minty-bubblegum]

Ugly sketch because I haven't done digital art in years who do you think itbks

#Okay hint he's from the furry dorm #lilypad sillyposts #Which furry am I drawing 🤔🤔 #We may never know #My poor fingers 😿 #THis took forever ngl BECAUSE I KEPT MESSING UP GRR 🤬🤬 #I know nothing about anatomy #So i just did what looked right #Didn't like the original pose I traditionally did so I switched it #He looks goofy #Sigh #This is for moony btw #Ugly ass I want to break my phone #I put on my playlist that's supposed to be emo shit n stuff and IT'S PLAY SPICE GIRLS #I DONT REMEMBER ADDING THAT #WAIT actually nevermind I do 😭😭 #Bru now it's s&m 🙄 #I thought I was gonna listen to MCR but yk what it's okay #😋

[kyuala]

hmm

#having Thoughts that maybe i shouldnt be having #so i have a friend who's handsome hot nice kind sweet funny etc he's like the whole package #yesterday one of our friends told him i didnt have his contact saved on my phone and we (jokingly) made a whole thing out of it #so he took the convo from our gc to our private messages to let me know he had mine saved WITH A SUNFLOWER EMOJI NEXT TO MY NAME #bc ATTENTION according to him i am little flower and im radiant like the sun so = sunflower #like 🥹🥹🥹🥹❓❓❓❓ #n then he told me i didnt have to change my pfp bc i alr looked pretty in it then he called me his love and today #we're all going to a party our friends' cheerleading squad is hosting right and he won't go bc he'll be busy that day #i was moping in the gc bc i wanted the promotional prices (im the only one who doesnt go to their uni n non student prices r higher) and #they weren't available anymore so he messaged me to tell me he'd help me go?? i said how he said he'd pay me the difference i was like 💀 #so i said okay it's only like 10 bucks and he sent me 20 like hello? i know this doesnt sound like much but we're all broke college students #so like? why did he do it #he said if he wasn't able to go he'd like to at least help me go then sent me extra w a cute little message telling me to enjoy the party #and have fun and calling me a sweet pet name now im like . Confused #bottom line is idk if he's flirting and i probably won't bc a) he's already said he doesnt know to make a move on pretty girls and b) here's #the catch: we have a mutual friend who confessed to me like 3? months ago. i turned her down for a number of reasons n i also knew they had #hooked up before so when i said no ig they started hooking up/going out again? and i wasnt fully aware of that until like. last month #and prior to that i hit on him at a party at our friend's house and all he did was stand there kinda speechless 💀 #so i took it as a no n moved on but now idk if its bc like. he was alr w her or he just got shy or if he actually just didnt want it at all #and im just imagining things. and circling back to it: i guess i wont find out bc 1) he won't do anything 2) idk whats the current status of #their relationship (ig over bc they weren't all over e/o at our last function) and 3) even if theyre not together anymore i absolutely would #not try anything behind our friend's back or w/o her knowledge or consent bc they did have something doesnt rly matter what it was and #shes still my friend above all so i gotta be mindful of her feelings for me AND for him and abt us or whatever #so yea thats something thats been on my mind since yesterday #im not like. suffering over it btw its just something on my mind that i wanted to share #i probably wont even do anything about it and then forget abt it next week lol #mari.txt #but also feel free to like comment on this or something i love it when yall r nosey lmfao

[mikkouille]

"ur always complaining abt that boba store closing down" last year they merged my kpopper's birthday event with halloween n i got a red drink to fit the vibe and it was so so tasty n they gave so many freebies with it i could put their pc in my phonecase fr fr if the spot wasnt already taken by the most beautiful woman ever (same guy in a wig) could put it in my wallet if the spot wasnt already taken by the angel of savings (same guy but edited as a biblical figure telling me to treat myself giurl) and this year i wont even get kpoppie treat of a little themed drink sticker with tapioca balls and cake to party abt some dude being born once whch is funny. i had made little hats for my pcs back then. i was so unemployed. n now im so unemployed AGAIN n i cant even do unemployed shit cuz the place doesnt exist anymore. might as well cry and sobetc

#reminds me i had also made a lil cutout wonwon who also got a hat cuz it was funny n then he was ibn my phonecase til i once #dropped the phone in the toilet (not gonna specify if before or after use u can infer that from the fact that he's not there anymore) #rip wonwon </3 #my phone doing good tho but i had dropped it at work it was awful a terrible time #the case took the blunt of the piss water #i kept it off all day id never seen my phone so naked #cuz like i washed it the way i could with soapey soggy tissue method which isnt good enouuuuugh there wasnt any actual sanitizer #that has nothing to do with the cafe tho #i miss iiiiiit how tf will i get to party now #i still have the bday hats i believe but id have to make more cuz i got more pcs now

[bloggirl8842]

Being me is so embarrassing like wahhh I’m Niku I’ve had a crush on the same guy for years I’m a painter I don’t believe in myself my dad’s an asshole wahhh girl pleaseee get something else going on 😭

#my dad IS an asshole we were lookinng at my blood test results and my hemoglobin n shit is low bc of anemia and he remarked that my cells #are physically smaller than theyre supposed to be and i went ‘’oh that must be why i feel sick all the time’’ and he goes ‘’you dont feel #sick ALL the TIME.’’ and my moms like yea she feels tired and weak and i go yes and i also get nauseous and he goes you get nauseous ALL th #TIME? and im like no i get nauseous often. why do i have to justify this to you youve SEEN ME feeling ill #and hes looking at my test tesults on my phone so when hes done i snatch it out of his hand and leave and he whines to my mom and #exaggerates the way i took it back. fucking sick of him #i genuinely dont have much affection for him he thinks hes better than all of us. characterizes my brother as a hustler and my mom & i as #disappointments #im just going to not talk about anything i genuinely care about or invested in around him bc since childhood he has shown over and over tha #the only viewpoint he cares about is his own. and its my fault that i keep trying to fucking connect with such a brick wall of a man #today though i showed him an in progress painting and asked him if he liked it and he said he wouldnt know til it was done.. i DO support #that he was right for that. i cant ask for ppl to like my shit b4 its finished bc then ill never finish it!

[hyuuukais]

FINALLY got into my ocas account !!!! looking at my transcripts and holy shit i did so good in my last year ??????????????????? huh ????????

#lakes thoughts #sometimes i forget i graduated w gr 12 honours #probably thanks to the pandemic i ajnt gonna lie #i got 100 in art ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! dayum #i feel like my good grades were also bc. i had no friends LMAOOOO #no friends + a broken phone = paying attention during class #n e ways #stawwwp i did so well i'm proud of 16/17 yr old me they did so well despite it all #i know they were Going Through It #so glad i took math in my last year too since now i might be going into accounting and will need that lmfao #i only did it bc nothing else appealed to me

[plushie-lovey]

Looking to order a new plushie in honor of my birthday today

#obviously the plush wont be here in time cause again my birthday is literally right now right this second #but this is a gift I wanna get myself #especially because Im sad today. its been a very mid bday #my fam took me out to lunch but my sis took part of my food cause we always trade some #but it ended up being half ofmy portion so I didn't get to eat a lot of the main course #amd other than that I've done literally everything else I do daily today #like I went to look around the nearby mall which Im at literally every day cause its close to work/is my bus stop #and then went home after an hour because I've already seen literally everything there #and now I get to sit at home on the corner of my bed on my phone. ir maybe draw on my pc #like I do every day of my life #amd Im sure some people will be like “why didn't you do smth different” couldn't because I have tp bus everywhere #amd nobody wanted to wake up or get dressed to go out until 2 #then we went to eat. amd by the time we were done it was 4 #so too late to travel by bus anywhere interesting cause it'd take an hour n a half/2 hours to arrive at wherever #caus by time we get there we gotta get the bus in an hour or 2 before it stops running for the day #and maybe I should just be grateful fpr a normal day and that I got to spend it with family #but my family sucks but I am appreciative #but this is a milestone birthday #idk if it's selfish t want a little more than the norm or not because of it. my mind is leaning towards yes #but anyways. plushies #idk whatIm getting yet #I want something colorful I think #I'll show pics when I choose/order #viti shoosh

[cosmocove]

forgot to post these whoops

#bonk.txt #exocolonist spoilers #pmmm spoilers #<- for exactly one of these lmao #exocolonist #teenage exocolonist #i was a teenage exocolonist #the only one of these that is like actually finished is the sol 🤝 homura one n the other two arent getting finished cause i got a new phon #so i no longer have like the files for them lmao #nomi nomi was drawn like the day before halloween i drew them cause i originally was gonna draw dys to go with them #cause their friendship means the world to me i love that dys chose to start wearing those gamer gaulets to match with nomi nomi #but this was pretty much as far as i got i changed the lineart color to purple cause it looked better but i dont have a good image of that1 #the 'your parents named you' one was actually the first fanart i ever drew the original sketch of it was made like on september 16th ithink #n i worked on n off again for a week on it before deciding i didnt like it n never touched it again wait forgot to tag #undescribed #anyway the sol 🤝 homura run was drawn on october 20th cause i realized that the way i was playing the game i always maxxed out hearts with #tammy first n just generally took her side on everything n went wait a second #genuinely meant to post these a while ago after i got my new phone but forgot to asfjhejdjdj #none of these are in the same style cause im not consistent n have trouble drawing characters that arent my ocs #if u look for more than a second at sol 🤝 homura you'll notice i forgot to draw homura's other arm n i never fixed it #bonk.png

[mickidona]

Hastily caramelised some pages from Super Sons of Tomorrow because the art is so cute but by gd am I sick of looking at white Damian

#on behalf of little brown boys everywhere i won't let white Damian live #honestly it's crap like this that contributed to me pretending to be white in highschool #and i could get away with it but a lot of us are visibly brown and can't hide it #and we shouldn't feel like we have to #these were done very shoddily on my phone too so pardon the lack of consistency but #i needed to see it #EDIT #took this out of the tags because it's really just for me to smile at #n i just tagged it for my own blog purposes but i don't need that #reminder that brown and mixed kids come in all shades and being darker than medium is not a bad thing #nor is it a common thing lol we're always lightened for white appeal

[monsterbisexual]

extremely autism moment to me

#p #from adv*nture time n i know the quality on these is absolute ass #i took a pic of my tv w my phone aldjdk #dont think u can take screenshots on hulu anyway so #but i was like woah man. extremely real

[nomaishuttle]

i forgot to turn my data back on lmao so idt it posted. nearly lodt my phone it eas scary i did nesrly start crying

#i tried using the button on my headphones to hit play on my video and nothing happened and i was lir ermmm weird. went to checj my phone to #see what was up. Couldnt find it started freaking out #hankfully marian took me back and i hesr my headphones link up with it so i was liek sleighh.. and i checked the table where i was waiting #utsjde it wasnt there Fear terror. went inside asked znonody had seen it fear terror. n then finally i was like Ohhh i mightve dropped #it while i climbed into the car... duh doy.... went and checked and there it was in the gutter #thank godd i found it so quick bc its pouring rain rn. but luckily it only got likee. the screen was wet but the ports n everything r #covered by rubber flaps on this phone so that helped protect it a lot :]] and shes all good naoe #so ya. its all good But i was rly scary and thats why i was like oh i need to update my voicemail direly. bc my coworker was calling my #phone to help find it and the voicemail was like Hi this is connor and i was like Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck

[bubbled-clouds]

uh so shit happened today !

#tw child abuse #tw phsyical violance #tw emotional abuse #um i think thats it #tw phsycial abuse #ok so this morning was amazing- i found out my art teacher is enby which made me really happy #but then when i got home my parents quite literaly hit my head + face + pulled on my hair (all with their hand) #and uh they took away my phone and all of my accessories and threatened to cut up my favorite stuffed animal #um i have not been calm for like. i think 6 hours now ? #and my makeup got taken away #they even threw my laptop on the floor (it's fine) #um irl mutuals if you see this please don't text my instagram and also if you wouldnt mind can you text my irl bestie like a ss of this ? #i dont want her to worry too much. um yeah so hiatus from literally everyone until an indefinite amount of time? #um i need to find a job n shit so pray for me ig lmao uh yeah that's all #i'll prlly only log onto tumblr whenever my parents are out #ok bye #bee updates aha #fuck. #i misspelled some shit so #tw physical abuse #tw physical violence #ok bye guys (im not gunna unalive dw lmao) #a cry for help from the gods?? if there even is one at this point ! #also irl bestie if you see this #could you tell apollo to not text me #thanks

[clingylilhoneybee]

:/

#my body hurtssss #I don’t like adulthood #I ate shit on the steps of work yesterday #thank GOD nobody saw #but one arm took the brunt #so my hands all scratched up #and my arm hurts #and both my knees got scratched #n I want to just be babied about it #but noooo #gotta type on my silly little computer #might reblog some asks games bc I have a feeling I’ll be real bored #also y’all should totally send ones from the one I reblogged this morning #bc I thrive off attention from you silly lil folks on my phone