#my soul hurts oh god

[ywpd-translations]

Ride 749: The last Straight Road*

(NdT.: same pun Kinaka always makes with his name and the word for straight road)

Pag 1

1: I....

3: Imaizumi-san!!

4: Go- good work!!

Good work!!

You were taking a long time for this lap

Pag 2

1: Yes, teh, I got a fl-fl-flat- my bike!!

Yessir!!

2: It's the tire!!

4: Only tires can get a flat

Ah- damn, yes, that's right

Right!!

6: I thought something like this might have happened, so I brought these

Replacement tubes, tire levers, and a pump. Use them

Pag 3

2: This is unusual!! I never thought Imaizumi-san was the attentive type – is it just for us!?

Yeah!! I thought first and second years were just not important to him....

3: You don't want to use the,?

We'll use them, thank you so much!!

4: You saved us, teh....!!

That's true

6: Ah, uhm... but..... Imaizumi-san

Earlier you said that

7: Sugimoto-san won't come”, what did you mean?

Pag 4

1: He retired

Pag 5

1: He's still displayed on the board, but

3: There's still time until midnight

If Sugimoto-kun....

4: Please leave the possibility open in case Sugimoto-kun wants to come back!!

5: Onoda insisted

6: Re... tired.....

Sugi..... moto-san....

Pag 6

1: He used up all his stamina and mental strength in his fight against Danchiku, and he was defeated

2: You didn't notice because you've been on the course the whole time

4: Ah... actually, when it got dark, Sugimoto-san and Danchiku-san passed us various times... teh

Huh!? That? So at that time-!?

5: You have no time to talk about unimportant things

As soon as you're done with the repairs, run, first years

6: Soon

Pag 7

1: Waa, ye-yes, teh, thank you for the tools

Yeah, there's still 40km

2: If we join our strengths....

Don't cooperate

5: Teh!?

7: From now on, you can't allow yourselves to run like friends

8: Huh....

Our “buddies” stickers.....!?

You have to fight

Pag 8

1: And win the last spot to be an Inter High member!!

Pag 9

1: Fa.... ight....

2: Against.... Kinaka-kun

3: Against.... Rokudai

4: 35km left!!

Gooo!! Kinakaa, Rokudaii!!

Do your best...!!

5: I feel like they'll be able to run the 1000km!!

Amazing!

Ah, but there was no distance between them just now?

Pag 10

1: Fight....

2: The spot as a regular in the two-times national champion, Sohoku....

3: I can't take it by just being friendly....!!

4: And also

5: There's Sugimoto-san's wish!!

Pag 11

1: Wa- wait, please, Imaizumi-san

But.... if in this training camp the condition to become the sixth regular was to finish the 1000km first....

2: Then why did Sugimoto-san and Danchiku-san race!?

4: I came here to give you a message from Sugimoto

5: I think, I think it's necessary, you know

Sohoku is a team that connect and support each other

6: Just like during our first year, you, Naruko, and Onoda, connected your wishes and aimed for the goal

7: And last year Kaburagi ran with Aoyagi-san and carried the team until the mountains on the third day

8: So I think we need it

9: Our third year Inter High members

Pag 12

1: Definitely need a “first year”!!

3: Even if he knew he was making his own situation worse, he thought about the best shape for the team would be

4: He accepted it, and fought

Pag 13

1: For the fifth place

3: Among the first years, those two are left, I look forward to see what they do!!

That's too much food

4: Danchiku probably understood it, too

That's why he fought with all his strength

6: Now you two have to run with the weight of those expectations on your back!!

7: Fight, against your opponent and against yourself!! Use all your strength

Pag 14

1: And pull to yourself that last jersey!!

2: Straaa-

Pag 15

1: Straight roaaad!!

2: - traight!!

3: …. ngh

Ugh.....

4: Kinaka-kun.....

5: Don't cry, Rokudai!!

Pag 16

1: What are you doing, oi!! I'll leave you behind like this!! I'll tear you off!!

If you give up, then it's lucky for me!!

2: My goal has always been the Inter High jersey!!

To get back at those senpai who made fun of me!!

3: To show it to the Onii-san who taught me how to ride bikes!!

So, for that....

6: So I'm telling you not to cry!!

Pag 17

1: But, Kinaka-kun....

It's that your “Straitgh road”, wasn't fast at all....!!

4: You knee? It's your knee, right?

Since when? Since a while ago?

5: Since when we were at about 800km

Pag 18

1: It's a race, Rokudai

2: You should have told me, teh

I didn't notice, teh!!

3: I'm such an incapable former manager, teh....

4: Since when I lost to you in the first years' race

6: I've been thinking that I would definitely not lose the next time we race

7: Even though the truth is that I don't really care about that anymore

So, once again...

Pag 19

1: It's a race, Rokudai!!

3: Let's do it, Rokudai!!

I can't, teh

4: Race me, pedal!!

I don't want to, teh....

5: Fight me!!

I won't pedal, teh

Pag 20

1: Because, if I fight you now, Kinaka-kun, I'll end up winning, teh

Pag 22

1: With that kindness of yours, support our senpai during the Inter High

#yowamushi pedal #yowamushi pedal translations #yowapeda #yowapeda manga #yowamushi pedal manga #yowamushi pedal spoilers #ride 749 #the tags arent enough for the essay i want and need to write about this chapter #most painful chapter but also one of the best chapter of the whole manga imho #IVE BEEN CRYING SINCE YESTRDAY WTF WATANABE HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO MY BABIES #YOU NEED TO PAY FOR MY THERAPY NOW #kinaka and roku's relationship is probably the most wholesome in the whole manga i love them so much #and this chap HURT SO BAD OH MY GOD #kinakaaaaa you're so strong for this ;A; the way he didnt want to tell roku about his knee bc he knew that roku would break #the way he even tried to provoke him to push him to race!! and he says he didnt want to lose against him again! but!! #He actually doesnt care about that anymore!!! hes just doing this for rokudai!!! #And rokuuuu!!! baby boy ;A; hes the purest boy ever!!! He didnt want to win like this against kinaka he didnt want to leave him behind ;A; #leave me alone im gonna cry forever ;A; (no actually dont leave me alone keep me company in my suffering plz) #page 21 is forever ingraved in my soul #even tho imaizumi told them not to cooperate in the end they did support each other until the last moment ;A; #(on a lighter not im happy that we finally have a reason for the race btwn sugimoto and danchiku - they both knew the team needed a first #year* so only one of them could be on the team)

[jounosparticles]

MY HEART

#oh my GOD #his face in the second picture oh my god my soul #oh my god. #also did fyodor’s death seem more real here than the anime? #for me it did at least #GOD HE HURTS ME #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd 112 #bsd chapter 112 #bsd spoilers #bsd nikolai #nikolai bsd #nikolai gogol

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

examining your relationship with your art can be fun

but watch out

#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis #or *another crisis if you're like me #sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct #to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction #though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away #closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again. #its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?' #will admit i have these thoughts every other day #ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling #and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH??? #i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3 #anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods #OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT. #not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part #oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around #that Will fix me! for sure! #when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass #AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. #LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW #when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul.... #absolutely unprompted #but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line #am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough??? #are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time #am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to. #i think im going to go do the dishes....

[barbieaiden]

still struggling with interior lighting but oh my god it has gotten better what the fuck is going on in the first picture lmao

#WHAT WAS I DOINGGGGGGGG #like i still don't know what i'm doing but it LOOKS BETTER #it looks SO MUCH BETTER #and the second one isn't even fully edited #oh my god i can't look at this anymore it's hurting my eyes.............. #it's hurting my soul....... #well. at least i knew it didn't look great lmao

[where-i-overanalyze]

Croma week day 6: Madness

teehee :)

inspired by my own thoughts LOL one of the questions on the Soul Eater ask board that's been passed around asked which of your favorite characters would you turn into a villian (or something like that) and so i ran w/ that a while ago and haven't stopped thinking about it. scenario is that after Crona's put on Lord Death's list, Maka leaves the Spartoi to defend Crona and try to help them before the others can get to them (i got into the idea a bit more here)

also, this was one of the WIPs i mentioned that got deleted in The Incident. i luckily was able to be scrappy and resourceful and bring this piece back from the dead, but my sketches for tomorrow also got deleted so i Most Likely won't have anything to post tomorrow even though i love that prompt </3

#soul eater #cromaweek #maka albarn #soul eater manga #crona gorgon #crona soul eater #maka soul eater #i have been staring at this piece for TOO LONG #oh my god my back hurts #i am free i am free #soul eater fanart

[tei-to-tei]

fireflies would adore him

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt mikey #rise mikey #rottmnt michelangelo #rise fanart #rottmnt fanart #this idea has been stuck in my head for so long #but everytime i tried to sketch it i would just die instead #you guys dont understand how cute he is #this doesn't do him justice #but also oh my god he broke my hand and my soul #my hand hurts #but it was worth it for firefly mikey

[denkisauce]

SOBBING HES JUST LIKE ME FOR REAL 😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

my dabihawks playlist, runaway deku playlist, and bkdk playlist all feature her if you wanna hear how her music already intertwines with my hero sooo well 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕 (and the deku playlist is called runaway because of her song ahhhhh)

also her first album is deeply todoroki coded specifically these songs 🥺🥺🥺

sobbing at the club!!!!!!!!!

#AVIVAS MY HERO GUIDE TO AURORA BECAUSE OH MY GOD HORIKOSHI OF COURSE YOU LOVE HER MUSIC #her music is so crybaby hero coded 🥺🥺 #soft protag yearning for love even if it hurts them trying to save the world with the heart of warrior but soul of a child i!!!!!!!!! #emotional right now #aurora #my stuff #perbsonal

[mangk0]

DOES ATREUS WEAR YELLOW BECAUSE OF FAYE

#IM GOING TO THROW SOMETHING #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #THAT HURTS ME DEEP IN THE SOUL OH MY GODDDDDDDD #gowr #atreus #faye #god of war #not mil #im going to burst into tears

[kikiswords]

every day i think about the one conversation between orestes and pylades in orestes by euripedes

#BROOOOOOO #this hurts my soul everytime i see this i cry #like bawl my eyes out cause. pylades loves orestes. #pylades knows the fury of the furies. he knows orestes is haunted by the matricide he committed #and he says he'll take care of him despite knowing that this haunting will likely not stop in a while #pylades and orestes oh my fucking god #greek tragedy #greek myths #euripedes #anne carson

[starberry-skies]

they should make meds you don't have to taste and showers you don't have to stand up for and lights that turn off on their own and a bed that makes itself and laundry that is always clean and water that you don't have to get and food that's always ready and they should make a body that takes care of itself

#chirping #sad posting. or something #repetition tw #repetition #god what i would give to be a deer right now #or maybe a nice plushie. a nice bashful bunny whose fur was matted with age and love #i'm so tired and taking care of myself is just so much work #i'm completely ignoring my meds bc thinking about them hurts my soul #they just taste so goddamn awful. and ik like 'oh all medications taste bad' like duh. doesn't help me tho #and i have work in the morning (a lot earlier than i would like) #i'm glad i'm getting more hours bc i haven't been working too much this week #but still like. open to close?? on a saturday???? goddamn #(we close fairly early so it's not That bad but like. still) #god what i would do to be cat. or a strawberry. or a bird #a strawberry in a nice sunny field. there's blueberries in the orchard next to it. orange trees cover the hills. god i'm tired #delete later #or maybe not. who knows #personal

[milfygerard]

im sorry that my bitter old fag side is coming out but. you put WILLY WONKA? AND THE GREATEST SHOWMAN <- WHICH ISNT EVEN A STAGE PRODUCTION AND DIDNT PUT A SINGLE SONDHEIM SHOW

#barry.txt #this made me go blind im just. #not even into the woods? #no hate to op who im sure is judt young and mostly consumes musicals thru the internet but i am disgusted by both the formatting #and the musicals chosen for this #high school musical is here. and you dont have sunday in the park with george. #oh my god wait they dont even have phantom of the opera or cats #cats is STILL touring! girl! #YOU HAVE GREATWST SHOWMAN AND DONT HAVE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA #YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE MUSIC MAN! THE ACTUAL STAGE PRODUCTION THAT HUGH JACKMAN IS IN #seriously ive never #in all my days #and i love the king and i. in a way. what is it doing here #seeing mean girls next to mamma mia hurts my soul PLEASE! give abba SOME respect!

[crymeariveronceagain]

oh also currently reading frankenstein and i need to make a playlist because as much as Mary Shelley is literally the author of my victorian cryptid writer dreams, i am having a hard time vibing with the intense language that she's absolutely in love with....... i am an english major i swear

#frankenstein #oh im halfway through and im now at the heart rending soul twisting what are we but God's monsters point #summer tbr #im getting into it but my brain hurts tbh #shelley is ICONIC and I LOVE HER #but oh my stars woman i get it you're so smart i love you please explain it to me like im 13 years old

[kai-ni]

Honestly I'd love to keep a crowley-lookalike snake as a pet (and by God please do not get me wrong I don't say this flippantly like a kid seeing finding Nemo for the first time and wanting a clownfish - I keep reptiles. I keep snakes. I am very well versed in their care and passionate about them as animals and not props lmao I was a reptile keeper first) but I cried like a little baby when my ball python bit me, you wouldn't catch me keeping a venomous animal in a million fucking years.

Don't think the species is legal in the US anyway but lmao God no. Cutie tho

#GOD when Eos tried to eat my hand was legitimately awful. bad stupid idiot he didnt mean it!!!!! but hes dumb #he had to just gnaw on me. the shithead #It hurt so much but i would never hurt his precious little soul so i just bit a hole through my lip and waited for him to let go lmao #oh to have learned the hand sanitizer trick but i dont think i could have done that either it feels mean #my baby

[sweetface-the-dollbaby]

I shouldn’t of cried over that but I fucking did

#I am so fucking entitled when it comes to my favorite characters #Like that was a completely harmless thing that they showed me but like #God it made my soul hurt Idek why :[ #I can’t handle a different fucking opinion #there is something wrong with me #oh my fucking god

[sapsolais]

i love nimona

#i'm going 2 ramble here in the tags ok. okay? ok #god. look. i went into this movie thinking 'yeah yeah obv trans allegory woohoo' thinkin that's great! but #idk. i thought it would be something that could be brushed aside or sanitized easily maybe. y'know? like passed off as another kids movie #and i thought maybe other trans folks could relate 2 the movie and i was like ok that's cool let's watch it and. it was just #that one scene. #everyone talked abt how they cried and how it really Hit and i didn't get it until then #at the statue #i cried. a lot. and i never do that w media and i don't mean that to be edgy or whatever kssdfkjg but just #oh fuck #they Get It #that part. it reached into my soul and grabbed that core part of me and Tugged. #it Hurt and i felt it. the exhaustion. ready to give up. the cry nimona let out. i cried because i got it. and then i cried harder because #i'd give anything for a ballister in my life #my thoughts are 'they got us in the second half ngl' basically KSDJHFKSJDHFKSD #first half of the movie? great! but second half? oh. oh it punches u in the face over and over and gets better and better #it's so. SO good. god. i don't know when everything clicked 4 me i don't think it was a singular moment but. man. oh man #i need to rewatch that immediately #instantly a favorite. shit #it's so unapologetically nimona. it's so Itself and it's not sorry and i love it and it feels so special and i'm holding it so close #there's 2 much to gush about in these tags there's not enough space but just know. i am Insane about this #sap says #god. fuck

[peregrineggsandham]

AKA hyperspecific poll: Liveaboard sailing edition.

#specific poll #sam says stuff sometimes #oh god I'm getting all nostalgic #I swear I love it here but sometimes I look at a city skyline and just #my soul hurts #at night the halyards do not bang #my bed does not rock but I've made it a lee cloth anyway #A different kind of siren wails at night #I want to go home but can't define it #''where are you from'' ha! ha! great question. #what can I say? #there were fish.