#my siblings now someones fiance ;w;

[sexysilverstrider]

congratulations to my baby sister for getting engaged!

#i was so busy yesterday but im so happy hehe #MY SISTER GOT ENGAGED!!!! AAAAAAA #my siblings now someones fiance ;w; #also this picture is nice i like it haha #fafar yaps #pija

[desertno3]

Converge

Bob Floyd x BradshawSister!Reader (Call sign: Redwing) Word Count: 2281 words

The three most important people in your life are called back to Top Gun and you have to deal with the way these various threads of your life come together.

Author’s Note: Technically a Bob x Reader but also very heavy on the sibling dynamic with Rooster and a bit on the father figure dynamic with Maverick. IDK why - it just intrigues me, had to explore it.

Tags/Warnings: fem!reader, sibling arguing, secret-ish relationship, swearing, bit of fluff, bit of angst, very slice of life-y vignettes

This is a little disjointed compared to my other stuff but I so badly needed to get these little scenes out of my head and written down so here you go. No proofreading we die like men.

Run down of the scenes at the end, if you need clarity.

Red, I’ve been called back to Top Gun. Guess I’ll be seeing you before Christmas after all.

You stare at your godfather’s message, worrying your lip, wondering what the hell the Vice Admiral was up to. You’d received a similar message from your brother a few days ago, telling you he was being assigned to North Island for a brief stint. It was the first text you’d received from him in months. And the day after, Bob had called telling you the same.

Under any other circumstances, you would have been elated to have your favourite boys all in town but you were starting to feel like this wasn’t going to be an assignment you were going to be happy about for any of them.

“Fuck,” You murmur, sending a reply to Maverick, realising he and Bradley were probably going to bump into each other while they were here.

“Oh, fuck,” You repeat out loud, remembering that you had never told Maverick and Bradley you had been seeing someone and now they were going to have to meet Bob for the first time as your fiance.

You smile as the crowd’s cheers die down and Bradley fidgets with his sunglasses.

“Should’ve been a performer, Rooster,” You say, catching his attention.

He blinks, surprised to see you here at The Hard Deck. “Y/N.”

You roll your eyes and throw your arms around him. “You’re an idiot. I’ve missed you.”

You feel him relax and hug you back. “Yeah. Missed you too.”

Things had never been the same between you ever since Maverick interfered with your individual plans to join the academy – Bradley perpetually angry at the fact that you’d so easily forgiven Mav after you graduated. 

“What’s done is done, Bradley!” You’d shouted at him, the first Christmas you’d had without your mom. “Alright? I reached out to him because he’s one of the only family we have left. And what he did was shitty–” “Shitty? He ruined our lives!” “How did he–” You frown at him. “We still became pilots, Bradley.” “Years later than we could have been! He’s not family to me, Y/N, and if he’s coming here, I’m fucking leaving.”

Over the years, the shouting matches never eased in intensity when Maverick was the topic and it was probably for the best that you were all stationed in different locations. But what you told him was true. You missed the hell out of him.

“How’ve you been?” He murmurs, pulling back to look at you. “North Island treating you alright?”

You shrug, “Can’t complain.”

“C’mon, come meet the others.”

You recognised a lot of the faces around the pool table as you walked towards it, having crossed paths at some point over the years.

“Well if it isn’t Bradshaw number two,” Hangman says, straightening up from the table. “You here for the mission as well, beautiful?”

“You know very well that I’m not.”

“Mm. Still don’t know why you chose Seahawks over strike fighters.”

“I’ll let you know next time I prevent one of your carriers from being obliterated by a torpedo.”

“She’s got you there, Bagman,” Phoenix butts in, leaning on her cue stick impatiently. “Hurry up and take your shot already.”

As the group settles into different conversations and Hangman and Phoenix into their match, you sidle over to Bob who had been less watching the game at the pool table and more watching you.

“Floyd,” You greet, trying to bite back a stupid grin.

“Bradshaw,” He nods, the corner of his mouth quirking up a little.

You lean on the beam beside him and sigh, “This is going to be harder than I thought.”

He looks over at you. “Yeah?”

“Yeah. I wish I could just kiss you right now.”

He snorts, turning his attention back to the table. Or trying to, anyway.

“Steady, lieutenant,” He murmurs with a smile. “You already had your way with me this morning.”

“Oh now you’re just being unfair, bringing that up,” You bump his shoulder, trying to ignore how much you wanted him all over again. “I need a drink.”

“You knew.”

You look at your brother, your annoyance already rising. The moment you saw him storming towards you, you knew what he was going to say.

“You knew he was coming,” He continues. “And you didn’t even tell me.”

“What would you have done? Tell the Vice Admiral you’re not coming back to Top Gun because you’ve got a life-long grudge against Pete Mitchell?”

“It would have been nice to have gotten a heads up! That’s all!”

“I’m not responsible for mitigating whatever is going on between you and Mav, alright?” You tell him. “I only found out a few days ago that he was coming, let alone why he was here. Cut me some slack.”

Your brother glares at you for a beat before scoffing and walking away.

“Sweetheart?”

You hear the familiar drawl from the front door and call out to Bob, your voice muffled by the pillow. A few moments later the bed dips and you turn your head to see him sitting on the edge, smiling fondly at you.

“How was your first day?” You ask wearily.

“Interesting. Maverick’s going to be our instructor - but you already knew that.”

You hum. “Rooster gave me a piece of his mind this afternoon for not telling him.”

“Would it have made a difference if you did?”

“Who knows,” You sigh. “I just… I feel like we’re mad at each other more than we’re not and I hate it.”

The bed dips again as Bob lays beside you and pulls you into his embrace. You snuggle against him, your head resting against his chest.

“I really want to tell him - the both of them - about us,” You say quietly. “And I have to tell Bradley before I tell Mav or else…”

You lift a hand and mimic an explosion with it. Bob chuckles and takes it, threading his fingers between yours.

“Don’t rush it,” Your fiance tells you, lips brushing the crown of your head. “You’ll find the right moment eventually.”

You prop yourself up on your elbow to look at him. “I love you, you know.”

He smiles, propping himself up as well so his lips are inches from yours.

“I know,” He murmurs, before kissing you senseless.

“Training looks like it’s going well,” You say to Maverick, finding him and the team on the beach. You had to admit you were envious of them, after your long day of being on the base.

“Well, nothing like dogfight football to bring everyone together.”

You watch as Rooster hoists Bob up on his shoulders and you feel a pang of emotion seeing the two of them like that. This is what you’ve always wanted – you, Rooster and Maverick in the same place, Bob being brought into the fold like he always belonged there. You’re annoyed at yourself for not doing more to make that happen.

“Red? Redwing.” You’re jolted out of your thoughts at Maverick’s voice. “You okay?”

You nod, turning to face him. “You can’t tell me anything, can you? Who you might pick?”

From what you’d gathered from the tidbits from Bob and Maverick and gossip around the base, it was going to be one of the most high-stakes missions they’d ever attempted. And that did not sit well with you at all.

“Afraid not. Sorry, Red.”

And you know the apologetic look in his eye is for more than not being able to tell you the mission detail. He was going to pick Rooster. Only time would tell if Bob would be chosen, too.

“You got anyone in town you want contacted, Bob?” The medic asks, hovering over him.

Bob grimaces, knowing you’d kill him if he kept this from you.

“My fiancee, please,” He replies. “She’s here on the base. Y/N.”

“Last name?”

Bob glances over at the rest of the pilots nearby, knowing they were well within earshot.

“Bradshaw,” He tells the medic, shutting his eyes as if it would help detach him from the situation. He can practically hear heads turn in his direction.

“Bob–” He hears Rooster start but then he’s being wheeled away to the infirmary.

He thinks if the eject didn’t kill him, one of the Bradshaw siblings would.

-

All the questions building in Rooster’s mind as he strode towards the infirmary vanishes when he sees you sitting in the hall looking like you’d gone into shock. Immediately, his top priority becomes making sure you’re alright.

"They won’t let me in until they’re done checking over him,” You say when he sits down next to you, your eyes on the wall across the way. “I was about to fly out just now when Cyclone came over the comms and pulled me. I thought he was going to say one of you had fucking died.”

You choke at the end of your sentence and Rooster doesn’t hesitate to pull you into a hug.

“I can’t lose him, Roose,” You say into his jacket. “I can’t.”

“You won’t. He’s just in there for monitoring. He’s not going anywhere.”

You nod, knowing that, but he holds you for a long while, letting you sniffle against his shoulder anyway.

“I knew there was something between you and ol’ Bobby,” He eventually says, trying to lighten the mood. “You’re not very subtle, you know. Kept making eyes at him every time you were at The Hard Deck.”

You snort, leaning away from him to wipe at your cheeks. “I’m engaged to him, of course I’m going to be making eyes.”

Your expression goes sad again and Rooster prepares for another onslaught of tears but then you just look at him.

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,” You say. “I just kept trying to find the right moment but… it’s stupid now that I think about it. I should’ve just told you.”

“That’s on me, I think,” He says, giving you a rueful smile. “I haven’t been the easiest to talk to, these last few years. But I’m so happy for you, Red. Bob’s a great guy.”

“He really is,” You sigh, leaning back against your seat.

“Masterful WSO, too,” Rooster continues. “You know how to pick ‘em.”

“Can you believe of all the people I could’ve fallen in love with, I fell in love with an ace WSO?” You muse and he’s glad to see the light coming back into your eyes. “I take after mom too much.”

“That and Dad would never have let you live it down if you got engaged to a shit one.”

That elicits a watery laugh out of you but it’s a laugh nonetheless and Rooster smiles, feeling accomplished.

You feel like your heart is being ripped out of your chest at the sight of your boys, the three men you cared about most in the world, geared up and ready to go. You knew this was going to be damn near impossible. They hadn’t said a word about it but their actions these last few days said it all. They knew there was a chance they’d never see you again.

“I don’t care what it takes,” You tell them, trying to keep your voice level. “You all have to come home to me.”

You know they’re not stupid enough to make hollow promises and they don’t. Maverick steps up first to hug you.

“I’ll keep them out of trouble,” He says to you. “Don’t you worry.”

“You stay out of trouble too,” You tell him. “I’ll kill you if you’re not at my wedding.”

He smiles and gives you a salute before heading off.

“Don’t do anything stupid,” You say the moment Rooster picks you up in a hug.

“Wouldn’t dream of it.”

He puts you down and you hate that he looks so solemn. You realise this is what you were always able to avoid. Always being stationed far from him, you never had to face the fact that you could lose him just as suddenly as you lost your mom and dad.

“Bradley–”

“Don’t cry or else I’ll cry,” He says, kissing your forehead. “Save the tears for your main man over here.”

You laugh wetly, meeting Bob’s gaze over his shoulder.

“I’ll see you, alright?”

You nod and watch Rooster go before finally turning Bob, not being able to help the tears stinging your eyes.

Stepping closer, Bob caresses your cheek and you lean into his touch, your brow furrowing slightly.

“Come home to me, Robert Floyd,” You whisper

“You know I’ll do everything I can to,” He murmurs, pressing a kiss to your lips and then another one. “I love you. So much.”

“I love you too.”

It’s dawn when you’re jolted out of your sleep by a hand on your shoulder. You bolt upright, your heart beating at the familiar silhouette at your bedside.

“Bob?”

“Hi, sweetheart."

You choke back a sob, flinging yourself into his arms. "You're back."

"We came in a few hours ago," He tells you. "Mav and Rooster said they'll stop by tomorrow."

You sob in relief and he wraps his arms around you. “Everyone’s okay?”

His mind briefly flashes with the memory of Maverick’s plane going down, then Rooster’s. Remembers the way his heart sank when Rooster’s voice crackled over the comms.

“Bob. Take care of her.”

He pushes the memory away, focusing on you instead. “Yeah. Everyone’s good.”

He knows you’ll find out soon enough the details of what happened but for now, he just holds you close and showers you with kisses, happy to be home in your arms.

End!

Message me about any of this pls <3 I feel like I have so much backstory for this Bradshaw Sister character, ESPECIALLY how she and Bob met and how like, in my head, they’d only been engaged like two and a half weeks when Bob got called back to Top Gun here. Might write about that too, tbh.

Here’s the scene run down, just to give some context:

Finding out Maverick, Rooster and Bob are coming down to Top Gun

Right after Rooster sings Great Balls of Fire

After Mav’s introduced to everyone as their instructor

Same as #3, just later

Beach football scene, my beloved

After the bird strike

Before they leave for the mission

After the mission

(mind you I’ve only seen the movie once so this could totally be out of whack with canon)

#bob floyd x reader #robert floyd x reader #top gun maverick x reader #top gun maverick fanfiction #bob floyd fanfiction #*writing

[wolf-knights]

You haven't changed

Pairing: Charlie Cox x m!reader(afab)

A/N: hi there! This really got me in the zone for writing, you might expect a two parter one shot in this or next week and hope you all enjoy this (it's quite long). (This is not edited if there's any mistake, let me know) Adding a song for the waltz

mentions: strong language, angst(?), slight toxic family mentioned,drinking, negative emotions, drinking, gay pining(?). DO NOT READ IF UNCOMFORTABLE OR UNDER THE AGE OF 18. MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DONT INTERACT. if theres any warning i left out please let me know.

-> 18+only, do not repost, copy or translate my works nor post them anywhere else. Minors and ageless blogs do not interact with my blog or my fics. Reblogs, likes and comments are appreciated.

It had been a couple of years since you graduated from college and your parents had been bugging you since day one to find someone, someone you can love be with but what they didn't know is that your heart belonged to another even those feelings had been buried deep in your heart you wouldn't be able to love and bear someone else as your partner. That someone was now known as one of the most feared mob boss and is also known as a world-renowned biker, Charlie Cox.

"Sir y/n , it is about time you returned. Your parents wish for your presence at breakfast this morning, your mother wants your opinion on somethings."you had a habit of going for a run early in the morning to freshen your mind. Here you were coming out of your bathroom fully dressed, your personal butler stood near your dressing table "Let them know I'll be there in a bit." you say as you look at your phone after hearing the ring tone. The butler leaves as you answer the call "y/n" "lily? What is it?" you ask as you brush your hair "guess what" she says "how am I supposed to know if you won't tell me" you reply "fine we are having reunion, a college reunion." she says excitedly "sounds interesting, who will be there?" "all of our friend group" as soon as lily says that you pale "um w-will Charlie he there to?" you ask as you sit on your bed "yeah he said he was in town." she replies back "g-great I'll be there, which reminds me when is it?" "oh today everyone was free today."

You and lily talk for awhile before you go to the dining room to see your two youngest siblings getting out of their chairs running to hug you while your elder brother and his wife looks at you with a smile but you could see the frown on your parents faces "good morning mother, father." you say and take your seat at the table "why were you late y/n?" your father asks "a friend called, my college friends are having a reunion today." you say taking a bite from your plate, they both nod "tomorrow you will be accompanying valerie with finding her match, you might try to do the same." your mother says this was just like the day before every ball that was held. You take a deep breath "I'll try my best mother." you say with a fake smile before excusing yourself from the table. They always had brought up the same topic and it was annoying you to no point. They always asked your reason to why you wouldn't find someone you couldn't just directly tell them that your heart belonged to another and that person was a mob boss. Your parents have always talked about not tarnishing their reputation. When you came out to them saying that you were worried out of your mind about it would be an understatement.

[time skip]

Lily had sent you the address to the bar where you all were meeting up, you quickly get dressed in something casual and head out. You arrive at the bar in a few and excuse the driver to go back home. You go in the bar and see lily running up to you, you hug her "everyone is waiting to see you especially Charlie." she drags you to the booth they were sitting in "guess who finally arrived" she says excitedly before taking a seat next to her fiance leaving you to sit beside the one and only charlie, you give her a look before taking the seat "hi" you say and "ordered you your favorite old fashioned with bourbon not whiskey." charlie slides you the glass, you smile at him and thank him taking a sip of the drink "how did you remember?" you ask while lily and her fiance and your other two friends go to the dance floor "I remember a lot of things y/n" charlie says with a smirk making you look anywhere but him "I do too but that's the past char." you say with sigh "you haven't changed tho still the same way, quite and pulling on that small fake smile when you don't like something." he says matter-of-factly, you roll your eyes before looking at the dance floor and then looking back charlie "so what have you been up to?" charlie asks at which you scoff/laugh "you really can't guess what I have been doing?" you ask as you take a sip of your drink "let me guess then...um attending balls!" charlie says with a fake cheer "wow you are brilliant!" you say before looking at the dance floor again "seems like you want to dance prince" charlie says and offers a hand to you at which you chuckle and move away while looking at him a walking to the dance floor "I do want to dance charlie, now do I get a dance partner?" you ask with a smirk, he chuckles and that voice runs a shiver down your spine. He takes your hand and leads you to the dance floor the air was sweat-stained with people dancing to the flirtatious yet intimate song. Charlie twirls you away from him, you hand almost slipping away from his grip but he quickly pulls you closer, dipping you low before bringing you back up, the smirk on his face was so nostalgic to you. It seemed like everyone else had disappeared. Charlie moves his left foot backward and your right foot chased after his, you could feel his fingers tightening on your ribs as he looked into your eyes, he pulls your hips closer as you come to a stop. You were so close that your lips threatened to brush against each others but before anything could happen the music picks up again and he pushes you away as if you were insufferable yet to glorious to be near, the mob boss held your hand as if to never let it go, he reeled you back in, strong arms wrapping around your waist tightly before twirling you and casting you out again as you connect again both of you could feel your bodies touching, you could feel his hot breath on your cheek as he towered over you. Those feelings you had pushed so far down a bubbled up yet again, your heart beat was growing faster along with your guys movement and music. Your guys dance was perfect; everything from your breathing to how your feet stayed in sync. Soon the musi ends and your breath was taken away by how close Charlie was holding you, how both of your chests raised and fell, your cheeks turning red as you both moved away, feeling charlie's lingering touches but you both walk back to your booth and you down your drink in one go...

As the night ends you say goodbye and leave to go back home. You arrive home and head to your bedroom falling on the bed and screaming into your pillow as the memories of the dance occupied your mind. The only thing you hoped for was to get over him even if you had tried years ago to do the same.

It was the next day, you wake up at your usual timing before getting ready to go for a run especially today. You run on the track you usually do only to be caught up by your sister, Valerie"y/n you seem stressed." she says "I'm fine Valerie just thinking about something." you reply back as you feel her eyes on you "I know you y/n, I'm your twin sister." Valerie says and sits on one of the benches in the park and then asking you sit beside her which you do "did something happen yesterday at the reunion" she hit the nail on the head "yeah, you remember charlie?" "I do, he was that guy you were smitting over" "he is the guy I'm smitting over actually. We danced last night a-and all of the feelings I so long have buried." I say and look at her to see a smirk on her face "w-what?"you ask confused "did he do or say something that might have indicated that he may have the same feelings?" she asks with a knowing look "well h-he did ask me for a dance and there was these moments w-where it felt like it was just us in the room and nobody else and for a moment i-i thought we might kiss." you whisper and Valerie smiles at you "we can invite him to the ball y/n" she says "w-no! no mum and dad will kill me if they find out about charlie." you mumble the last part "they won't kill you, how about I talk to them?" she says sensing your worry about the matter " Valerie you do know who charlie is?" you look at her with a frown "I know who he is y/n, I'm not stupid." she says before standing up grabbing your hand "let's go back, it's a race" she says quickly before starting to run you following after her.

[time skip]

As you calmed down valerie told you to go talk to charlie to which you agreed without a second thought this time for some reason. As you walked out of the room you see charlie talking with your parents which sent chills through your spine, after awhile he walks up to you asking if you felt okay to which you nodded with that fake smile "the fake smile doesn't work on me n/n" he says with a knowing look in his eyes "can we talk somewhere more private?" you bite your lip in a worry that he might say no "we sure can, why don't you lead the way." you guide charlie to the garden, as you reach the area you knew no one would be able to see or hear you "what is it n/n?" you look around you before you feel Charlie's hands on your shoulder "y/n tell me what's going on?" he could see you were freaked out by something but didn't know what. Charlie makes you sit down on the bench, he could feel you working yourself up into a panic attack "hey take a deep breath y/n, follow my breathing pattern." he says in a soft calm voice knowing that it helped you. After you had calmed down he sits beside you and holds your hand, gently running his thumb over your knuckles "are you feeling better?" he asks softly to which you nod "my parents..." you trail off trying to tell him "what's up dar-y/n" he cuts himself off "my parents want me to m-marry someone else who I don't like." you whisper looking at the ground "wh-who do you like?" that somehow pissed you off a little more "is that really a question charlie!? Who do i like?" you stand up looking at charlie "have you ever wondered why I'm denying all of those proposals and shit! I'm still in love with you idiot even after years of not seeing you, I see you in my dreams think about all those moments with you!" you shouted and put up your hands "y-you still like me?" charlie stands up looking at you moving closer to you "this is just too much, I can’t pretend like this, like I don’t love you anymore" you whisper as tears run down your face, you didn't even know you where crying. Charlie was froze for a while "I-I can't y/n, with what I'm doing I-I can't r-risk the life of someone who I love and care for." he says inching closer to you "if you are going to say your work is to dangerous for us to be together than fuck it I don't care if it's dangerous! I'm already in danger, I was in danger when we were dating." "I can't, we can't." he could see your heart breaking bit by bit "do you remember what you once told me 'love is not a weakness, it's a power.' why don't you follow your own advice sometimes." you say and turn around walking away but he grabs your wrist pulling your closer to himself, your chests touching, you could feel his breath on your neck.

You were in your room when valerie barges in "guess what" she says sitting on your bed "I don't know?" you try to answer, she rolls her eyes "guess who will be at the ball?" she says excitedly and it downs on you "you asked?" "of course I asked." she hugs you "ask him about his feelings about you y/n, communicate." she says with a smirk "and btw I didn't even need to ask them they had already invited charlie." she says before leaving the room, leaving you alone with your thoughts.

[time skip]

You had gotten ready for the ball, you take a deep breath before walking out of your room to find your sister coming out of hers, you hold out your hand for her which she takes as you both walk down the stairs to the ballroom, Valerie was quickly taken away by her group of friends. Now what you didn't know was that someone was watching you intensely until you felt someone eyes on you, you turn around to look for the pair of eyes, only to see the beautiful hazel-green pair of eyes that you had so long ago fall in love with. Charlie walks over to you "well if it isn't the prince himself" charlie grabs two drinks from a passing by waiter and gives you one "how are you?" you ask with a small smile "I'm good, I was actually quite surprised when I got the invite." he says as he looks around the room sipping his drink "I was just as surprised to hear about it." you say as you stare at his face before someone taps you on your shoulder, you turn around to see Valerie "can I steal you for a moment y/n" she asks in a whisper "lead the way" you say and hand your drink to charlie as you and valerie walk away "what is it val?" "firstly have you asked him yet?" she asks "no I haven't, I'll do it soon tho, what's the second thing you wanted to tell me." you ask her while looking around "actually um it's not as exciting..." she says with a worried voice while looking at the ground "valerie what's going on?" "I heard mum and dad talking." she grabs your hand and takes you into a private room "sit" she says and closes the door "valerie well you tell me what's going on before I go insane." you look at her "ju-just sit." she takes a deep breath and you sit down looking at her with the 'tell me' look "okay um mum and dad are going to make you marry." you look at and laugh while shaking your head "t-they can't do that they can't." you say as you look at her "I know so talk to charlie as soon as you get out there, talk about it without making mum and dad suspicious." you breathing picks up "I-I can't talk to him" you say as tears start forming in your eyes "why y/n, don't you want to be happy!?" she asks frustrated "because me and him dated okay we dated! and I still have feelings for him!" you yell in a whisper "w-what? wh-why did you break up then?" she walks near you seeing you needed comforting "because of mum and dad." you whisper and look at seeing what her next question would be "they found out about it, they had some hard feelings about charlie and well his work." you try hold in your tears but as valerie hugs you, you let the tears fall "I understand now why you were shocked finding out that he would be here." she whispers in your hair rubbing your back.

"I guess I might have to." he whispers in your ear, he grabs your chin ever so gently before softly kissing your lips, the kiss was passionate yet romantic in its own way. The kiss was short yet romantic, you could feel charlie tightening his grip on your waist as if you were going to disappear and he would wake up realizing it was all a dream but you move your hand to his neck gently running your thumb across his jawline resting your foreheads together, charlie uses his other hand to stroke your cheek ever so gently "is this real charlie?" you say in a hushed voice "as real as it ever will be my love." he says back in the same hushed voice "can I kiss you again?" charlie asks tucking some of your hair behind your ear "please." you almost whimper as he kisses you again, he traps you against the wall as he moves his hand to the back of your head to keep you close as soon as you both pull away he kisses your forehead then your neck. You hide your face heated face in his neck, an action that was oh so familiar for both of you that it made charlie chuckle a little "I'll come tomorrow, I'll ask your parents for you to be mine forever." he whispers in your ear as he rubs your back "you will?" "I will darling obviously we aren't going to get married right after but I'll know you are mine and you would know that you are mine." he says as he strokes your cheek kissing your forehead yet again "do you want to go back in...dance together?" you ask as you fix his suit a little "don't need to ask me twice." he says and kisses you yet again this time deepening it but still keeping it sweet and romantic.

As you guys walk back in, you could see valerie dancing with one of her friends, she looks at yours and charlie's conjoined hands a smile paints her face as the song that was going on another songs picks up and charlie pulls you into dancing with him. As you both waltzed around the room, charlie's body moved so elegantly with the music but you could feel people's eyes on you both and charlie could feel your distraction "you seem distracted darling." he whispers in your ear slightly nuzzling his face in your neck, he pulls you closer "char" you whisper "everyone is looking at us." Charlie squeezes your waist slightly and smiled "really, I didn't notice you had taken all my attention." he whispers cheekly, you let out a small laugh "just focus on me darling."charlie said with a soft smile to calm you down, he continued to guide you across dance floor, his eyes on you through out all of it. The way you both moved felt as if it were natural, like a second instinct, nothing about it felt forced. You take a deep breath deciding to let all your worries go, and to just enjoy this moment right now. Whenever you were with charlie nothing else seemed to matter, you gave all of yourself to him letting him take you anywhere he wanted on the dance floor. You became one like the beat of the song no one could separate you guys. You continued until the music came to an end, even tho I was a little sad to not be enveloped into his warmth.

That was the moment you both knew that this was one of the best decision you both could make. Charlie was the only one for you and to him you were the only one for him.

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Thank you for reading this and I hope you enjoyed it, I definitely had fun writing this. As always love you all and I hope you have a good day/night. Also tagging @smoke-n-fiire.

#wolf knights writes #charlie cox #charlie cox x m!reader #charlie cox x male reader #charlie cox x afab reader #mafia charlie cox #when scars become art #Spotify

[edie-k]

12 Days of Christmas Drabbles! Asks Are Open!

Hi all,

Follow-through is always a weakness of mine so we're starting early. I have been dabbling in some shorter stories than usual, and my love of Christmas has me wanting to post12 Christmas Drabbles this holiday season.

I would love your help! Here are a few holiday-themed prompts but I am open to any other holiday scenarios you want to throw my way! I’d love to see what you want me to take a shot at!

Romione is obviously my favorite but I like to write Trio Friendship and Weasley family as well as the Doctors Granger. If you want to challenge me with other canon couples or even non-canon couples that don’t break Romione, I might give it a shot (hey, I've done Lavender/Dudley, sometimes a challenge is fun).  

ASK AWAY!

Character A keeps receiving mysterious packages leading up to the 12 Days of Christmas. 

Character A returns to their hometown after many years away. What happens when they run into Character B, their childhood best friend?

Character A works in a toy store on Christmas Eve. Character B comes in just before closing, requesting a very specific gift. 

They work together in an office and are paired for secret Santa.

Character A loses a bet and has to wear something ridiculous to a family function. 

Character A gets way too serious about putting up decorations. 

Character A sees something in the sky that could only be Father Christmas on his sleigh. Is Character B secretly responsible for the sweet surprise?  

Characters A and B hate each other fiercely, but somehow find themselves stuck together during a blizzard. 

Character A plans to surprise Character B with a sexy holiday costume. This doesn’t go according to plan. 

What could go wrong when someone spikes the hot cocoa?

Character A is being a real Scrooge. Character B helps them see the light. 

Christmas is the only time of year when a certain magical event can happen. What is it, and why does Character A need Character B’s help? 

What could go wrong when they have a baby due on Christmas Eve?

Ice skating

Snowball Fight

Blizzard 

Christmas Party

Ugly Sweaters

Christmas Caroling

Christmas Shopping

Decorating the Tree

Christmas Morning

Christmas Eve

Visiting Santa at the Mall

Tree Shopping

Writing Letters to Santa

Christmas Music/Movies AU

Decorating for Christmas

White Elephant/Yankee Swap

Getting Stuck Under the Mistletoe

Christmas w/ Kids

Sledding

Building a Snowman

Secret Santa

Baking Christmas Goods

Exchanging Gifts

Gingerbread Houses

Character A and Character B, sworn enemies, are chosen to prepare the company Christmas Party.

Character A’s best friend rigs the Secret Santa, because they know Character A has a crush on Character B.

Character A works as a Santa’s helper. Character B has a small sibling/child.

Character A is desperate to find a particular item (book/toy/etc.) as a present for someone, but it’s been sold out everywhere. Character B helps.

Character A and Character B are co-workers, but they barely know each other. But they both have to work through the holidays.

Character A and Character B meet in the ER on Christmas Eve.

Character A can’t wrap gifts to save their life. Character B is thir neighbor and can help.

Character A’s ex will be at the Christmas Party A is attending. Character B poses as A’s fiance.

Character A vows to do something nice for a stranger during the Christmas time. Character B is that stranger.

Character A and Character B both sign up for a Christmas Pen Pal project to exchange postcards.

Character A and Character B broke up, but now they meet at a Christmas party.

Character A is stuck working in coffee shop on Christmas Day and Character B is the lonely soul spending their whole day there.

Character A’s little sibling/child wants to meet their favorite celebrity/writer/person for Christmas. Character B is said “Christmas present”.

Character A can’t travel to see their family on Christmas, so they invite their grumpy loner neighbor Character B.

Character A and Character B compete in Christmas house decoration.

Character A bakes too many Christmas cookies so they share it with Character B.

Character A has to dress up as Santa for Christmas.

Character A and Character B have to save Christmas.

It’s Character A’s first Christmas since a tragedy.

Character A returns to their birth-town for the holidays. Character B is their estranged childhood best friend.

Character A is pretending to be their friend’s lover for the sake of the friend’s family. Character B is said friend’s sibling.

Character A loses a bet and has to wear a different ugly Christmas sweater every day till Christmas. Character B works at a clothes store.

Character owns a struggling toy store. Character B is looking for a Christmas present.

Character A doesn’t feel the Christmas spirit but Character B, who lives above them, keeps playing Christmas carols really loud.

Character A overhears Character B’s Christmas wish and decides to fulfill it

These prompts came from various sources (a list was shared with me on Discord) including but not limited to this Tumblr post.

#ask edie #12 drabbles of christmas #romione fanfic #romione #hermione granger #ron x hermione #hp fanfic #romione fanfiction #christmas fanfiction #romione christmas fluff

[calebwittebane]

naur but legitimately. ppl im actually close to to any degree are people i rly rly care about which includes my fiance and my sibling and the two close friends that i have. other than that its like. the kinda bonds where i help them if they need my help and they help me if i need their help, but overall we dont expect each other to be in contact or be close emotionally. because We Live In A Society and its healthy and necessary to maintain mutually beneficial bonds and offer a sense of belonging. and i dont hang out with people and i tend to go places alone and i organize my time based on what i want. really the only hanging out i do is with some of these aforementioned close ones, which is to say mostly my fiance. im not interested in meeting new people, or be involved in Friends Groups. my closed ones dont even rly know one another, like they know about one anothers existence but thats about it, so theres absolutely no possibility of Internal Drama here, theyre each from a different Circle. im super wary of people. i just dont fuck w nobody! if someones attempting to know me well they can try but i can already tell them the outcome. do my long and complicated questline first, if you want to unlock my route. i can be vulnerable w people if it fits into the aforementioned notion of helping and being helped - which is to say there have been people im not like Super close with who have approached me to have a candid conversation about trauma (especially the incest kind), because i offered and because once again thats part of Helping And Being Helped, cuz in this case i think its vital for survivors to stick together and make each other feel heard and understood and not alone, and share own experiences with one another. but Thats Different cuz we're connecting about something that transcends regular human bonds i think. idk its an if you know you know thing, i think. my point is i dont fuck with nobody and im better for it. I Stay Out Of Shite. someone in close proximity having some kinda drama? well phew cause i dont know any of the people involved and dont have any kinda Allegiance and the possibility of making myself look like an idiot to defend a dipshit friend - or making myself look like an idiot And exposing myself to tedious hostility by trying to explain to a dipshit friend that theyre being a dipshit - doesnt even appear on the table. Good. i only concern myself with my own flaws, and brother, i have plenty! i stay in my lane and boy what a bumpy lane full of potholes it is, so i better pay full attention. with the exception of two, maybe three people, I Dont Trust People With Information. i dont subject myself to people. masking is a fucking chore i dont have energy for, why would i do it willingly? for fun, to hang out with people for fun? thats not fun at all. if i dont trust them enough to let them see me as i am then whats the fucking point genuinely. I Lied To The Producers So Im Sorry Now, Im Not Neurotypical-Passing In The Slightest, Bitch, I Tried

[cripplestein]

So I cross my heart, and I hope to die (c!Quackity Angst and c!TntDuo fluff)

TW: Smoking, referenced/implied alcoholism, mentioned sex and riding, panic attacks, mentions of murder and death

Characters: c!Wilbur, c!Quackity, mentioned c!Niki, c!Ranboo, c!George

Fandom: Dream SMP /rp

Wilbur and Quackity had a strange relationship. Quackity would say that they are rivals, enemies even. While Wilbur would call something a bit more, intimate. It was common knowledge that the two of them definitely have some sexual tension, but it was less known that on nights when Quackity didn't have papers to sign or contacts to make deals with. He was with Wilbur, watching as a bounced on his cock.

Quackity couldn't help but feel guilty for his relationship with Wilbur, still hung up on his ex fiances. He kept their wedding rings in a box that he stores under his bed, just incase they come back. He knew they wouldn't, why would they? Quackity was a rude, arrogant prick who didn't care for anyone other than himself.

At least, that's what he's been telling himself.He spent most nights drinking, he'd probably join his ex husband in hell if he kept this up, but he didn't care. He was too tired to care. Everyday felt the same, get up, do boring country stuff, drink his problems away, rinse and repeat.

Expect when he was with Wilbur. Wilbur made him feel a way he hadn't felt in a long time. Loved. Even if it was just them getting together to fulfill their sexual needs, Quackity felt nice with Wilbur in his arms.

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Quackity leaned over the side of the glass railing, looking down from the eighth floor. His cigarette hung from his fingers, ashes falling to the ground as he moved it between his fingers. He sighed and brought it up to his lips, taking a long drag and blowing it out into the night sky.

He allowed his bare feet to rest comfortable against the cold quartz floor. His golden wings spread out as a particular cold gust of wind his him dead on. He shivered a bit and took another hit from his cigarette.I

t was nearly two in the morning, the lights from the casinos still blaring and the sound of construction covering the city in a dull noise. Quackity was on the verge of tears as he thought about back when him and his siblings would go out and watch the construction of cabins and buildings near the small town they lived in. Him and Niki would climb the scaffolding, while George would stay on the ground, holding Ranboo's hand and yelling at them to get down before someone saw them. They'd always come home covered in mud or something and their Obi would help them clean up and put them to bed with a story.

Quackity missed those days, now his siblings wouldn't even talk to him and his dad tried to kill his Obi, relationship goals am I right?

He ran his hands through his through his hair, sighing and finally letting tears fall. He buried his face in his arms, leaning probably a bit too far over the edge. He choked out sobs and gasps, almost unable to breath. He fell down onto his knees, banging his head against the glass railing.

He was in full panic mode when he heard soft footsteps from behind him. "Quackity?" Wilbur said, slowly coming up behind him. The hybrid continued to let out gurgled sounds, unable to make any real words. "Hey, hey it's okay. I'm here." Wilbur said, wrapping his arms around his lover and kissing him on the forehead.

"W-wilbur-?" Quackity breathed out, returning the embrace. Wilbur just shushed him and continued to let his hair, letting Quackity sob into his night shirt. Quackity held Wilbur even closer as he calmed down some, sitting up and looking at him. "D-did I wake you up?" He asked.

"Yeah, you did, but I don't mind." The brit said, running a hand down Quackity's back. " What's wrong my dear? " He questioned.

"Can we- can we talk about it in the morning? I just want to go to bed." He replied. Wilbur nodded and help them both off the ground. He led him into their bedroom, pulling down the sheets for him. Quackity climbed in, pulling Will down with him and holding him to his chest.

"Goodnight Wilbur." Quackity said, turning off the lamp next to their bed.

"Goodnight my dear, sweet dreams." Wilbur said, kissing the scar on his face. Quackity smiled and rested a hand in his lovers hair, before peacefully falling asleep.

#tnt duo #c!quackity #c!wilbur #tw smoking #tw death mention #tw panic attack #angst #fluff #las nevadas #tnt duo fluff #c!quackity angst #dream smp fanfiction #dream smp #c!quackbur #minecraft roleplay

[corvidaedream]

things that fuck me up at work:

when i was writing my initial tour script, my supervisors and i had some conversations about putting relatable personal information into it (like seth’s family situation w his siblings for instance) & when i was writing her After The War part i realized she doesnt have kids until the war is nearly over (and long gone from boston) even though most women around that time have a kid within nine months of the wedding, if that, and seth spends the war at home in cambridge.

and i decided to fill in the blanks of why that happened bc there’s several reasons it could be the case, but i decided to present it as a choice she’s making, or that she and seth are making together, because i know so many people, including myself, who want kids, but don’t have the means to provide for one and don’t feel that theyre at a stable enough point in their lives, but also are looking out at the world and are kind of scared to bring someone else into it.

like i know a friend from college in particular who wants to have a baby eventually, but she’s told me she doesn’t know if she’s damning that kid to an unlivable adulthood, and i think about that a lot. like the idea that there might not be a future.

but also, we don’t have the money. we don’t have the resources.

another college buddy of mine is in the exact situation right now where she and her fiance are acting as guardians to her younger sister.

and so i tell guests that seth & i made the difficult decision to put off having children, because we dont know what the future holds and resources are strained enough trying to feed ourselves and 6 year old josiah, but maybe one day we’ll be able to keep a house full of babies warm and fed and safe, but it just isnt an option right now in 1774

and sometimes when im talking about it, i see other people nodding in understanding. and sometimes its people my age, who i assume are going through the same feelings im going through, but sometimes it’s parents with children. and that makes me feel hopeful, seeing someone who can empathize with that, and yet has come out the other side, with children they take to museums on saturdays.

and idk it just makes me emotional, man.

#messages from the ouija board #sadies day job #literally so much of what i say as lucy is like historical facts + my actual emotions

[ovvnwords]

WANTED  CONNECTIONS  ....  hi  here  is  a  list  of  connections  i  would  really  really  want  for  my  gremlins.  inspo  from  all  places  ;  music,  movies,  pins,  etc.  i’ll  post  this  in  the  server  /  put  it  linked  in  my  pinned  post  but  for  best  results  send  me  a  dm  on  d/scord  bc  i  suck  at  things!  thank.

AVIVA  ROUX  .  podcaster  /  content  creator (  meg  t.  stallion )  !

GIRL  GANG  !  not  necessarily  ‘girls’  but  yk  what  i  mean.  very  close  knit,  always  hanging  out,  never  one  w/o  the  other,  etc.  i  like  the  idea  of  them  all  bein’  kind  of  different  ----  breakfast  club  style?  (  aviva  cld  be  the  *jughead  vc*  i’m  a  weirdo  for  example  ).  idk  i  think  it’d  be  neat  n  interesting  cld  even  have  group  chat  edits  n  things  on  the  dash  frankly  i  wld  just  like  for  her  to  have  some  friends!  inspo  ( one  ,  two )  .

PODCAST  PARTNER  ! the  shane  to  her  ryan,  so  to  speak.  the  show  talks  about  mysteries  and  internet  oddities  and  different  spooky  things ( they  borderline  on  true  crime,  but  they  don’t  necessarily  go  into  detail  about  cases  if  that  makes  sense  )  .  i  think  the  dynamic  of  a  outrageous  thinker  to  her  pessimistic  ideals.  inspo  ( one  ,  two ,  three  ,  this  tag  ) .

YOUNGER  SIBLING  !  i  like  to  imagine  they’re  pretty  close,  maybe  close  in  age?  i  don’t  rlly  have  much  to  say  about  this  one,  should  probably  put  it  on  the  main,  but  i  love  sibling  connects  so  !

HATEHSHIP  !  someone  she  jus  can’t  stand  yet  can’t  stay  away  from.  maybe  they’re  an  asshole  but  damn  cute,  or  another  reason.  inspo (  one  )  .

ROOMMATES  ! like  to  imagine  it’s  a  bunch  of  them  living  friends-style,  either  in  the  same  apartment  or  even  building  (  or  wld  that  be  jersey  shore  style.  idk  ) but  it  cld  be  fun  especially  if  they  don’t  get  along  all  that  well  but  the  rent  is  nice  and  they  make  it  work.

FIRST  CRUSH  ! eeeeeeeeeeeee  they  cld’ve  met  when  they  were  children  and  had  one  of  those  one  day  long  things  in  elementary  school  where  they  broke  up  bc  they  didn’t  share  crayons  or  something  JSDVKJDFVKJV  they  could’ve  remained  friends,  been  neighbors,  had  crushes  or  a  fling  in  high  school  .

EX  SQUAD  !  i  like  the  idea  of  aviva  having  a  solid  friend  group  in  high  school  that  all  aren’t  good  terms  with  each  other  for  whatever  reason  ..  don’t  have  to  figure  it  out  asap  i  just  love  the  tension  thts  all.

BEST  FRIEND  /  RIDE  OR  DIE  ! someone  who  has  her  back  and  vice  versa.  supports  each  other  thru  thick  and  thin,  gives  each  other  the  whack  on  the  head  they  need  every  once  in  a  while.  inspo  (  one,  two )  .

FLING  /  FWB  /  HOOK  UPS  ! kind  of  self  explanatory.  aviva  doesn’t  really  have  a  preference,  if  she’s  attracted  to  u  she’s  attracted  to  you,  has  her  fun  but  s*x  isn’t  really  her  idea  of  a  fun  thing  to  do  24  /  7  .  like  to  imagine  she  mostly  goes  for  women  ( hey  ladies  .... )  !

EX  PARTNER  ! i  like  the  idea  of  them  being  super  cute  n  lovey  dovey  in  hs  but  then  maybe  one  of  them  went  off  to  college?  they  had  a  falling  out?  ended  on  not  so  great  terms?  the  possibilities  are  endless  to  be  frank!

RIVAL  /  ENEMY  /  SOMEONE  SHE  JUST  CAN’T  STAND  !  ig  this  could  be  more  chemsitry  based  but  they  just  avidly  dislike  each  other  for  one  reason  or  another?  can’t  stand  each  other?  petty  tweets  /  subtweets  etc  etc  .  could  be  fun  n  juicy.

FRIENDS  !  self  explanatory.

DAWSON  ELLIS .  unemployed  /  formal  journalist ( chris  pine  )  !

FRIENDS  !  self  explanatory.    he’s  40,  so  rlly  he  just  kinda  vibing.

RIVALS  /  ENEMIES  !  i  like  the  idea  of  just  hating  each  other  since  high  school  and  just  have  this  burning  hatred  for  each  other  even  after  all  this  time  …  chuckles.  inspo  (  one  )  .

PEOPLE  HE  TAKES  UNDER  HIS  WING  !  idk  what  this  could  entail  maybe  he  jus  likes  one  of  u  youngins  …  doesn’t  want  to  see  u  in  the  same  path  he  went  down,  tries  to  steer  u  straight  a  little  bit.  stuff  like  that.  very  dad  like  as  if  he  has  a  maternal  bone  in  his  body.

EX FIANCE ! heheh .. i plan on making this a wc possibly, but i like the idea of someone who he dated for a long period of time after he graduated and left irving, eventually who he proposed two. maybe his addiction could have caused a strain, maybe it was because he was traveling so much, or some other reason but then they broke it off. they came back to irving for one reason or another, he came back bc he’s sober now, there’s tension. kind of based on exile by taylor swift + bon iver .

EMPLOYER  !  this  man  needs  a  job.  so  ........    hands  on  hips  who  is  hiring.

FRIENDS  FROM  HIGH  SCHOOL  !  if  anyone  grew  up  in  irving  /  or  was  in  hs  around  the  time  he  was,  it  could  be  quite  fun  to  reconnect.  old  friends  yadda  yadda  yadda.  

SOMEONE  WHO  KNOWS  HIM  ONLY  FROM  HIS  SISTER  !  smiles  at  jean  so  wide  .....  yes  dawson  is  leonora’s  annoying  lil  brother.  he’s  very  elusive  (  or  so  he  thinks  …  )  so  .  we  cld  do  something  with  that  perhaps.

ELIJAH  PALERMO .  little  league  coach  /  student  (  lukas  gage  )  !

THE  LAST  PALERMO  SIBLING  !  yes  …  this  is  on  the  main  but  i  imagine  elijah  and  them  to  be  very  close  and  it’d  be  fun!  sorry  for  the  grey  hairs  though.

BEST  FRIEND  !  this  is  someone  elijah  trusts  more  than  jus  abt  anybody  ..  including  his  siblings  maybe.  they’re  always  together,  never  apart,  besties  forever.  causing  chaos  and  mayhem.  probably  co-parent  georgia.  knows  each  others  fast  food  orders,  encouraging  their  bad  behaviors  …  

EXES  !  i  like  to  imagine  elijah  is  the  type  to  rush  into  a  relationship  then  have  it  all  turn  to  shit.  could  be  on  good  terms,  bad  term,  neutral.  

EX  FRIENDS  !  along  the  same  vein,  maybe  they  had  a  falling  out?  one  of  them  just  didn’t  want  to  be  friends  anymore?  they  just  stopped  talking?  give  me  angst  thank  u.

FRIENDS  !  hes  so  talkative  and  annoying  please  give  him  more  friends  …  my  personal  favorites  are  old  couple  bickering  /  complete  opposites  /  good  or  bad  influences  /  new  age  “thembo  summit”  where  there’s  no  got  damn  thought  in  anyones  head  just  vibes.

FLIRTATIONSHIP  !  they  flirt  …  they  give  each  other  eyes.  and  yet?  nothing.  wtf.

HOOK  UPS  /  FWBS  !  they’re  hot.  and  he  has  eyes.  it’s  basic  math.  

RIVAL  /  ENEMY  !  i  like  to  imagine  elijah  didn’t  mean  to  be  rude  /  or  did  something  bad  to  this  person  but  he  did,  even  accidentally,  but  now  they  hate  him.  or  even  mutual  hatred  <3  constant  subtweets  n  petty  comments  in  public  …

PARTY  BUDDIES  !  theyre  always  together  at  parties  …  self  explanatory.  

PARENT  OF  KIDS  HE  COACHES  !  self-explanatory.

CLASSMATES  !  must  go  to  community  college,  but  otherwise  self-explanatory.  

WILL  THEY  /  WON’T  THEY  !  i  love  this  kinda  shit  ..  theyre  constantly  acting  like  a  couple  but  also  aren’t  one.  everyone  is  dying  to  know  like  …...  so  isn’t  eli  <3

HATEHSHIP  !  they  hate  each  other  .  but  also  f*ck.  then  hate  each  other  again.

ROOMMATES  !  pls  give  him  a  roommate  this  fucker  can’t  function  by  himself.

KALANI  MADDEN  .  student  (  auli’i  cravalho  )  !

PEOPLE  SHE  TEACHES  ASL  !  this  is  my  favorite.  pls  pls  pls.  she  uses  asl  as  her  primary  source  of  communication,  she’s  most  comfortable  with  it  due  to  her  hearing,  but  many  people  don’t  know  it  so  pls  let  her  teach  ur  muse  i’d  love  it  so  much.

FRIENDS  /  BEST  FRIENDS  !  i’d  love  to  have  a  lil  squad  ..  lil  baby  squad  or  even  just  a  best  friend  who  they’re  always  sharing  tiktoks  over  videos  and  having  sleepovers  and  going  to  wendys  at  1  am  bc  they’re  bored.  

RIVALS  /  ENEMIES  !  people  who  just  don’t  fuckin  like  her  bc  she’s  annoying  like  i  understand.

PEOPLE  WHO  DON’T  TAKE  HER  SHIT  /  HATE  HER  DRAMATICS  !  pls  hate  her.  punt  her  to  the  moon.  

PEOPLE  SHE  SPOILS  WITH  HER  PARENTS  MONEY  !  pls  let  her  sugar  mama  u.  she  will  buy  u  legit  anything  if  ur  nice  to  her.  

FLIRTATIONSHIP  !  this  wld  be  a  bit  cute  ..  almost  a  will  they  won’t  they  vibe.  they  flirt.  they  smile.  they  make  googley  eyes.  they  subtweet  each  other.  it’s  messy  and  cute.  

BAD  INFLUENCES  /  GOOD  INFLUENCES  !  people  who  lead  her  either  down  a  really  good  or  really  bad  path.  

PEOPLE  SHE  KNOWS  BC  OF  HER  BROTHER  !  self-explanatory  but  also  kind  of  need  him  for  this  so  .  hehe  .

HER  BROTHER  !  on  the  main,  but  pls  bring  this  kid  her  parent  (  almost  )  .

PEOPLE  SHE  KNEW  BACK  IN  NYC  !  self-explanatory.  her  family  is  very  wealthy,  famous  in  the  social  scene.

#ooc. #wipes sweat.

[yuseonguarchive]

—  WANTED CONNECTIONS

some of these are romantic, some are platonic, some could go either way. if you’re interested in any of them, give this post a little like & i’ll come ask you about it!!

SONG CHAEWON 

i don’t really have much in depth info for this lmao, chaewon just wants a girlfriend to love n take care of

LEE SOHYUN

sohyun’s parents died when she was 13 & she started hanging around with a bad crowd. she’s moved on since then, but give me some of her old friends trying to hang around with her again?? i just love bad influences idk

MOON DEOKAH

deokah’s a vampire with the world’s most powerful maternal urges. give her vampire kids to adopt okay

GONG HAIBO

this might be easier for me to explain in full over ims lmao, but a plot based on the thai film the blue hour. the tl;dr version is haibo has a shitty family, meets a hookup at an allegedly haunted pool, it turns into more than a hookup & ends in a plot to murder haibo’s family. you gotta be okay w/ dual-shipping for this one bc haibo has a mdzs verse ship as well lmao

JEON MINGI

another spicy one, please can i get some of mingi’s exes?? the whole time they dated mingi was the perfect boyfriend, until they slept together for the first time & then suddenly mingi broke up with her with no real explanation. maybe they’re still friends, maybe your muse absolutely despises him, it’s all up to you babie

CHOI HYEON

hyeon’s old army fuck buddy!! another one that's plot heavy lmao, hyeon's definitely a straight man but one of his army buddies managed to charm their way into his pants ( and eventually his heart ) during their military service. except he has a girlfriend that hyeon found out about on their discharge date & he still isn't okay with that. their 6 month reunion is coming up soon & hyeon's planning on making a scene ( except he'll probably chicken out lmao )

KIM GUNTAEK

please i am begging you give me the gumiho that cursed him. he’s been searching for her ever since she cursed him and he has one hell of a grudge. we can plot where this goes, like, whether her cursing him was an accident or intentional, whether she feels bad about it or gives no shits, stuff like that u feel

PEARL MASON

psa first & foremost that i know absolutely nothing about the hunger games & my default verse is basically an information that miyabis gives me lmao but can i get some hunger games threads for miss pearl pls

CHOI TAEJOO

TW DOMESTIC ABUSE, SEXUAL ASSAULT, HIV STATUS because apparently i love traumatising my muses, can i get taejoo’s ex-girlfriend. this one would need to be heavily plotted out given the circumstances, but the tl;dr version of events is gayoung & taejoo started dating when she was 16 & he was 15, she was physically & sexually abusive for the entirety of their relationship & taejoo ended up contracting hiv from her which gave him the final push he needed to leave her. it’s been 4 years since then & taejoo is finally starting to move on with his life so to me that’s the perfect reason to bring her back into his life lmao

KANG JAEHA CONNECTION 2

one of jaeha’s brothers!! maybe they find out about him being a drag queen, maybe they’re supportive, maybe they aren’t. i just love sibling interactions okay

THE INVINCIBLES

friends!! enemies!! lovers!! who knows what, i just want more interactions for the invincibles!!

RHATHA ‘RURI’ NAKPRASIK

a secret girlfriend!! this can either be someone from back in chiang rai or someone she’s met since coming to seoul. ruri isn’t out to her family & has a fiance back home in thailand, but that doesn’t mean she isn’t gonna try & find her True LoveTM in the meantime

CHAE SUJONG

sujong’s old culinary school pals!! maybe they’ve started working in a restaurant, maybe they’ve opened their own places, they’ve all gone their separate paths and now it’s time they all reunited

KITTIPAT ‘KLA’ CHANTHOKRACHANG

mmm controversial but someone that knows kla murdered his babysitter when he was a kid?? or someone who’s suspicious of him and can’t quite put their finger on why?? kla is absolutely prepared to kill again if it means saving his own skin, i just want that good cat & mouse game for him, u feel??

WACHIRAWIT ‘MINT’ TIENPHOSUWAN

TW PROSTITUTION mint is a sex worker -- not because he has no choice, it’s because he likes sex & figured it was a good idea to get himself started after the Big MoveTM to bangkok. can i get some clients for him or smthng. he doesn’t discriminate, everyone’s welcome, just don’t try and couple up with him lmao

KRITTIPORN ‘FIAT’ CHUENCHAI

fiat has to endure walking in on his brother fucking on their couch & he wants to nut too. please just give fiat a girlfriend already. bonus points if she isn’t squeamish because chances are, if he ever takes her back to his, they’re going to inevitably walk in on ford’s cock

AO CHUXIA

hi can i get some fans for chuxia?? her favourite past-time is sliding into her fans dms to sweet talk her way into bed with them & maintain her ladykiller status lmao

KANG JOONHO

again, bc apparently i love traumatising my muses, can i get a half-sibling of some kind for joonho?? he’s another muse that has no idea who his father is & doesn’t really care to find out. there would probably be quite an age gap between him & any potential siblings bc joonho is the result of a teen pregnancy. idk i just want some kind of sibling for joonho lmao

#& ( ooc | allie speaks. ) #& ( ooc | wanted connections. )

[scarfacemarston]

My ONLY complaint with John / Abi and Bonnie/ John

I like both relationships and I like alternative ships too! I will say - I shouldn’t gate keep love and I realize that. Someone politely pointed out that I might have gate keeped John’s crying response and even though I had not intentionally written that way - they made a very good point and I just want to be aware of that. This is just my opinion. TLDR: Maybe John needs someone “softer” or has a different love language than Bonnie and Abigail. Conversely, Bonnie and Abigail’s may have different needs than John.

TLDR 2: Both Bonnie and Abigail are bad ass strong women. No doubt. They both went through hell in very different ways. John too. The women are very similar and may have different ways of showing love. It doesn’t make them bad at all. Everyone has different ways of showing it   But John clearly responds to words of affirmation, physical touch and other displays of “softness”. I think he’s very touch starved and has extremely low confidence because people berate him so much. I know Abigail and Bonnie joke with him and he’s okay with it. That’s fine. Also - John needs someone who is not afraid to push back.  He needs to be called out sometimes for sure which is what they both do.  I just don’t feel like he receives enough love - or at least not in the way he would best benefit from. There are different love languages and different ways to display each love language. I just wonder if John is giving love the  best way that would benefit Bonnie/ Abigail. 

Analysis: IIRC -Bonnie had six siblings. Five died and the last one is in New York and has become very wealthy. Now, her brother won’t acknowledge her father Drew or her. Her mother died young. She was given an upper class education in the hope that she would have a successful arranged marriage. Her fiance died on the way to see her. Her father loves her deeply, but he’s older. He doesn’t know w hat to do with t he ranch. They are constantly destitute because of the way ranching works and they are constantly being robbed. Bonnie had to take over the ranch. This hardened her.  

Abigail was an orphan who was likely forced into prostitution and her fate was sealed when she became unexpectedly pregnant. She had no help until several years later. (I just realized that John didn’t help for three years and we don’t know how helpful he was during pregnancy.) Then there are the events of rdr 2 which included death, being kidnapped, madness and more. Epilogue where she has to constantly look behind her , loss of a baby, being kidnapped in rdr 1 etc. This hardened her. 

Please realize I am in no no no way saying they are bad! I just think that they would fit better with partners like each other. Meaning, Bonnie being paired with a strong person with a personality like Abigail vice versa.  Funny enough, Abigail/ Bonnie was a super super popular ship. Anyway,They are good people! John is an extremely strong person and a good person! He’s clearly devoted to Abigail and could also work well with Bonnie. I feel like Abigail and Bonnie don’t respond well to softness and they don’t usually give it. This doesn’t mean they are heartless. It’s just their personality.  They didn’t receive a lot of love and are probably suspicious.  TBF I think maybe they need to feel safer to show love.Bonnie and Abigail have to be “on” all the time. Maybe once they are feeling safer and relaxed their love language / way of showing love would change.

 Both are still compatible with John. Their relationships can still work.  I just wonder if they could be even better together somehow OR if they were with different people. I’m not even saying that I have an ideal pairing. I think that’s what makes fanfiction with them or reader and self inserts so nice because we can all write what and how a relationship with John could be. 

#rdr 2 #rdr 1 #abigail marston #abigail roberts #john marston #Bonnie MacFarlane #john marston x abigail marston #macmarston #john marston x bonnie macfarlane #abigail marston x john marston

[mymelodyheart]

Forget Me Not Chapter 7 ~The Family Gathering~

"Are ye sure ye want to be the one to tell them, Sassenach? I had it already in mind what to tell ma and da, and I'm more or less prepared," Jamie said as he handed the last of the washed plates to Claire, giving her a reassuring smile. 

"I'm definitely sure," Claire replied softly, flipping the dishcloth over her shoulder as she put away dishes in the cupboard. "Since I'm very much involved, I really ought to say something. Ma and da would probably be interested in what I have to say too. You can tell them about Annalise afterwards." 

Annalise. Christ! How could I have forgotten about her? 

Although Claire was a picture of calm, Jamie could feel the anxiety and nervousness rioting through her. It's a sixth sense he had developed where she was concerned. Jamie was very familiar with the nuances of her emotions, expressions and behaviour. And even after her six years of physical absence in his life, he could still read her like a book.

Earlier, during dinner, Jamie had announced his wish for a family meeting after their meal. Usually a loud affair, with everyone talking at the same time, the banter and chatter were toned down a notch as they noted the seriousness in Jamie's voice. Ellen, his mother, though looking a tad worried, tried to lighten the mood with a smile. "Of course, Jamie, dear. We will take our drinks in the living room after we're done eating...that's if the whole family are in agreement."

Everyone nodded in reply while Brian harumphed when his wife gave him a look, knowing he'd rather be watching sports on TV after his meal.

Although curiosity and concern were etched on everyone's faces, no one asked any questions, preferring to wait until they were all gathered in the family room. Seeing the attention had turned to Claire as they noticed her fidgeting on her seat and her face turning crimson, Jamie tried to downplay the situation by asking Geillis and Jenny's fiance, Ian, to join the family meeting.  Fuck it! They might as well know.

After dinner, Claire had volunteered to clear up, and Jamie had joined her, offering to wash the dishes while she dried. He presumed she needed time to gather her thoughts and probably, to sort out the many emotions he'd seen displayed on her face.  Christ, is she having doubts about us?

The night before, following the news of Annalise's cervical cancer and pregnancy, they both went home lost in their own thoughts, holding each other's hands after Jamie called for a cab. Claire's mere presence was a relief. How many times had they sat in silence whenever he was troubled as kids, and not a word would pass through their lips, her solace and support speaking in volumes. He still had doubts about Claire's true feelings and hoped she wasn't confusing her sibling affection for him as a love between a man and a woman that desired one another. Having kissed her and felt her respond to him after years of hoping she felt the same way, his heart felt like two stones grinding together, knowing he would be leaving soon.  It's far too soon when we should be enjoying the beginnings of a committed relationship.  But it had always been that way with her - others' needs before hers, and he felt like a reprobate and a scumbag for not giving Annalise's plight much thought.  There will be enough time for that!  Jamie had five days before he departs for France and he meant to spend every second with Claire before he goes. 

Growing up, they had been demonstrative with their affection for one another and were thick as thieves, but Jamie couldn't help but notice of late, Claire's sudden shyness whenever he was near. She was full of contradictions as there was nothing shy about her kisses when she was in his arms. Probably too much, too soon, he thought, and it didn't help that he couldn't keep his hands off her. Claire's responsiveness to his kisses took every shred of decency he possessed not to take it any further, thinking he might frighten her away.  Damn it!  He wished sometimes they didn't have those shared childhood memories labelled as siblings because it made their current relationship seem wrong in her eyes.

Without much thought of anyone that may walk in on them, he suddenly took Claire's hand and led her to the walk-in pantry. She didn't say a word, her smile hinting she knew what he was up to. In the small confines of the tiny room, he brought her up against him, enfolding her in a hug that made the world seem right again. He wanted so badly to reassure her that there was nothing wrong with what they felt for one another.

"Sassenach, after we've talked to everyone...ye and I...we're going to have a very long talk too," he muttered, grazing his teeth at the side of her neck. He heard a delicate whimper, and his heart started to race.  Oh fuck!  How could he concentrate on the task at hand when Claire reacts like that every time he touched her. It blew his mind that she enjoyed his kisses as much as he did.

"Talk sure, but kissing is better," she whispered, her hands pulling down his neck to bring his mouth closer to hers.

He resisted, though it pained him to do so. He'd taken to heart what Claire had said about doing the right thing by Annalise, but he needed to sort whatever is between them before he goes. "Christ Claire, I'm trying my hardest to be grown-up here and do the right thing when all I want is to be with ye. When I leave for France, there should be nae doubts between us and I need to know if ye'll be waiting for me. I'm all in, Sassenach...all the way in, and I want ye more than anything in life and always have, but I want ye to be sure if this is what ye want...us..."  Christ, being responsible is too fucking painful.

Claire seemed to search for the right words, as Jaime held his breath. "Yes, Jamie, I'm all in, if you are." 

It was all he needed to hear. "Good lass..." Then his mouth crushed down on Claire's for an intense kiss, willing whatever trepidation she had to vanish.

..........

This is what I want, right? Jamie...yes definitely. What if Annalise's health improves and Jamie falls in love with her again? What if the baby is his? Oh God, why am I sending this beautiful man who wants me away? It's too late to change my mind now. Fickle is immature and childish. Yes, I'm all in. I can do this. Oh fuck, what if I can't? 

One of her other biggest worries was, disappointing the only family she had left. It didn't help that memories of her being ostracised in school kept resurfacing for being unconventional. Now that she was back, what would the people that knew her, say. All she ever wanted was to fit in, and Jamie, for as long as she can remember, had always made sure she belonged. Now he wants her to belong to him...to be with him. Would that be acceptable in the eyes of the people that knew and love the Fraser family? Would ma and da be disappointed? This was in a hamlet where views and beliefs were still stuck in the past and very old fashion. In a lot of people's eyes, fostered or not, she was the Frasers' daughter, even though she had retained her real parents' name. For far too long, she suppressed the attraction she felt towards Jamie, not even daring to let it dwell in her thoughts, thinking it was unethical. Surely, not anymore, in this day and age.

Claire chewed her bottom lip, as she checked her phone, aware that Jamie's eyes were on her. She didn't want to raise her head in case someone saw the dread plastered on her face.

Everyone was seated in the family room, except for Brian. He had gone to retrieve a bottle of whisky from the cellar to replenish the drinks' cabinet as they all waited apprehensively...save for Geillis. She had a knowing smile on her face, having a fair idea of what is about to transpire. Claire avoided sitting next to Jamie and sat next to Willie instead. She knew the rest of the family would find it odd as she and Jamie had always sat together whenever possible when they were growing up, Ellen often mentioning that they were attached at the hip. Their usual seat was occupied by Ian and Jenny, a single armchair that they would have normally squeezed into.

"Right...so everyone has a glass?" Brian walked in with the whisky, and everyone perked up, eager for the family talk to get started.

Oh, God, here goes nothing.   Claire had prepared her speech and had been going through it in her head for the last fifteen minutes. She watched as Brian poured whisky in each glass, and when it came to her, she whispered, "Make it a treble, da." She was beyond caring. She needed the drink badly.

Without saying anything, Brian cocked an eyebrow at Claire as he poured her desired measure. Once the whisky was served, he settled down next to Ellen. "Alright, what's the meeting all about then, Jamie?" Brian addressed, asserting his position as the head of the family.

Before Jamie, could reply and before her bravado could leave her, Claire jumped onto her feet, surprising Willie and almost spilling his drink. "I'll go first," she announced in a cracked voice, as she walked into the middle of the room, facing the semi-circle formation of the occupied seats. She swigged her whisky and took one big swallow before continuing. "I have something to say too."

Nobody said a word except for a few "Ohs.". They weren't expecting her to commence the assemblage, but they all looked at her with surprised curiosity. Claire was about to speak further when it occurred to her, the speech she had prepared mentally, had gone flying out the window.  Oh fuck!  She slammed her eyes shut, trying to find the words.  Wing it, Beauchamp, for fuck sake, just wing it!  She looked at her audiences' eager faces, urging her to say something and decided to concentrate on one face. Jenny's! Her expression was always deadpan and the least distracting. 

Inhaling deeply, she let the words flow out. "I'm in love, " Claire blurted, regretting the outburst half a second later. 

Jesus H. Roosevelt Christ! Did I just say that! Too late Beauchamp...keep winging it!  It wasn't supposed to come out that way. Claire continued to grope in the dark for the speech she prepared, but the carefully memorised words remained elusive. She glanced quickly at Jamie. He was shaking his head with his eyes closed, a hand holding his forehead. He knew too that wasn't how it was supposed to come out.  Too late!

There was a hushed silence, as she refocused her attention on Jenny, whose face was slowly breaking into a smile and her head bobbing for Claire to continue while squeezing Ian's hand.

"Oh, that's lovely dear, " Ellen gushed, and in her periphery, Claire saw her foster mother lay both hands on her chest awaiting what her next words would be.

"Who's the lad?" Brian asked, seemingly unaffected by the announcement.

"Is it Frank?" Willie chimed in, a disappointment already forming his face.

Geillis didn't say a word. There was an irritating smug look on her face, and Claire knew, her friend was entertained by the whole scenario.

"I'm in love with one of my siblings."  Damn, damn, damn, it still came out wrong. Oh, fuck, never mind!  Indeed never mind...there it was now, out in the open. Claire let out a breath she'd been holding and waited. She saw Jenny's eyes widened, and Ian straightened up from his slumped position, while everyone remained hushed. She realised her gaze was still unwaveringly focused on Jenny.

It was Jenny who spoke first, her words coming out slow and careful. "Claire lass, ye're in love with me?"

Ellen gasped, and Jaime groaned.

Claire felt mortified at the misunderstanding. "Oh no, not you, Jenny! I do love you but no...oh God, not that way. Jesus! This is all coming out wrong, isn't it?"  Oh fuck!

"Claire, sweetheart which one of the lads?" Brian asked his voice steady and firm, seemingly the only one who understood the drift of what she was trying to say and understanding her discomfort.

Momentarily closing her eyes, she pointed a finger towards Jamie's direction, just like a child after being asked by a teacher who the culprit was.  Christ why couldn't I have just said his name...I'm such an idiot!  There was a long deafening silence, that seemed to go on forever. She hoped when she opened her eyes, they would all have disappeared. Unfortunately for her, when she did, they were all still there, their faces a picture of  awe?  That can't be, right? Not Willie's tone though.

"Jamie, what have ye done?" It was Willie, sounding displeased as if he had caught his younger brother doing something forbidden.

"What do you mean, what have I done?" Jamie retorted, a hint of annoyance in his voice.

Claire spun around to look at Willie, his face was full of accusation. Then it dawned on her what her older foster brother must have been thinking. It was blowing all across his features like a red flag. "For fuck sake, Willie...lay off Jamie, will you! He's done nothing wrong. If you must know, I've never been with a man...I'm a virgin!"  Oh sweet mother of God, too much information....why can't I fucking shut my mouth up.

"Ye are?" Jenny and Willie asked simultaneously, their eyes genuinely wide as saucers in disbelief.

In the background, she could hear Geillis trying to smother a giggle.  Damn her! She started all this with her French kiss lessons!

Claire didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but she could feel hysteria rising up from the pit of her guts. If she hadn't been in the middle of this shamble, she would have found the situation amusing. Unfortunately, she had created this for herself, and she wished the floor would open up and swallow her whole.

Before Claire could respond and say anything more, Jenny got up from her seat and squealed, hugging her tight. "Oh Claire, I've had my suspicions over the years, but I wasn't too sure. Ah ye wee dafty, is that why ye been acting funny these days?" And then she turned to Jamie. "Weel, lad...I suppose ye ken about this?"

It wasn't the reaction Claire was expecting. She looked at each of their faces staring at her. There was no look of disapproval nor reproach. Surprise yes and a hint of a smile from ma and da, while Willie's expression remained indiscernible as he looked on impassively.

Jamie nodded with a grin, winking at Claire. She could see the tension, had eased from his shoulders. "I have been in love with Claire for years, but I only told her yesterday," he confessed, the tips of his ears turning pink as everyone's attention turned to him.

"And I'm only hearing this now?" Willie asked his brother in a clipped voice, a frown marring his brow.

Claire glanced over at Willie to find him, what seemed like to her, scowling at Jamie. She thought this behaviour was odd as Willie was the most mild-mannered and least temperamental out of the three siblings.

"Ye were tae busy adulting, Willie...ye wanted nought to do with us children, in case ye've forgotten," Jamie pointed out, his lips twitching.

It was apparent to Claire that Jamie caught that funny tone on Willie's voice. Jamie had only told the truth as there was five years age gap between the brothers and growing up, Jamie was closer to Claire than he was with Willie and Jenny.

Her attention riveted to Ellen, as she stood up from her seat. Claire's heart skipping a beat, she waited with bated breath for what Ellen had to say. "Och, darling, my baby girl...come here." Claire blinked, as she was pulled into her arms, one hand stroking the back of her head. "Sweet, sweet, girl is in love with my boy."

Claire stifled a sob, as a wave of relief washed over her. Oh, how she had wanted their approval so much and now that she had it, she couldn't be any happier. She knew Jamie must feel the same way too. But the discussion was far from over as there was the case with Annalise to be told. She looked at Brian over Ellen's shoulder, who simply nodded and raised his tumbler of whisky as if to say, he was happy for them too. 

"Oh, God, ma...I thought you'd be mad."

"Mad?" Ellen appeared surprised. "Why should I be mad, darling? Love is something that comes to us all when we least expect it." Then Ellen leaned closer to her ears. "I'm just glad it was with ye Jamie has fallen in love with." 

She could hardly believe what Ellen was saying, as she stood there stupidly trying to take in all their reactions.

Claire was brought back from her thoughts when Brian brought their attention to him with a knuckle rap on the coffee table. "So, are we all done and sorted? Can I go now and watch the footie?" Everyone laughed. Brian didn't seem too bothered about Jamie and Claire's news, but he looked happy enough to ease Claire's worries.

"Er...da, we're not done yet. There's something else..." Jamie added quickly before everyone dispersed from the room.

"Aye, weel, get on with it, lad. I don't have all evening, ye ken."

The family remained seated as Jamie took Claire's place on the floor, explaining the situation with his ex-girlfriend. Although they felt sorry for Annalise's plight and didn't doubt Jamie's words when he said he doesn't think the baby she was carrying was his, the sad story was overshadowed by Claire's earlier confession. None of them had ever met Annalise; hence the lack of emotional connection. It was only Ellen who voiced her approval of what Jamie planned to do...the right thing.  Just in case...just in case the child Annalise is carrying is Jamie's and would be left orphaned if Annalise did die.

Claire looked around to ask Willie what he thought, but instead, she found an empty seat that he occupied earlier. She felt a tinge of sadness in her heart, as she wanted him badly to approve of her relationship with Jamie. 

...........

Later alone in her room, Claire let out a massive sigh of relief, but it was short-lived as her thoughts wandered back to reality. Jamie will be leaving for France in five days, to see another woman. His ex-girlfriend, no less. Oh God, for once, she wanted to be selfish, and she didn't want him to go. She looked at her reflection on the dressing table's mirror. Jesus, no wonder everyone... well almost everyone, can read her like an open book. Her expression was the epitome of conflicted.  No, stop it, Beauchamp, get a grip! He will be back before you know it.   She knew she will be busy enough once the hotel re-opens and hours will be rigorous to keep her mind preoccupied.

The door opened slowly, and Jamie let himself in. Claire had been expecting him after he gave her a nod earlier before she ran up the stairs. Their knack for understanding each other's unspoken communication had become finely honed over the years. 

Standing before her, Jamie's sheer size made her room suddenly seemed so small. He had always been a tall lad for his age while growing up, but over time, he had filled out too nicely. Having taken off his sweatshirt earlier, his grey top hugged tightly across the expanse of his muscular chest and taut washboard abs. Awareness crept over her, lifting goosebumps down the length of her arms, making her thighs feel like gelatin. Her breath hitched when he lifted her up from her dressing table seat and took her place, settling her on his lap with her legs, straddling his thighs. Her wrists locked automatically behind his neck.

He pressed his forehead against hers, a beautiful smile forming his lips. "How are ye, Sassenach? It wasna too bad earlier, was it?" he murmured, adjusting his hold to bring her closer against his chest.

She laughed if somewhat a wee bit shakily, his warm breath on her face doing wonders to her insides. "Not too bad? I thought you were dying a little out there, every time I opened my mouth to speak."

"Mmm, speaking of mouth, I thought the evening would never end. All I could think of is kissing you," came Jamie's low voice from her thick curls hanging around his shoulders. Claire could feel a finger tugging at a lone tendril. "This house has far too many people. How about we go to my house for a bit of privacy?"

Claire knew precisely what Jamie meant. In Frasers' household, nobody ever knocks on the door...they simply walked in. Although their secret wasn't secret anymore, she didn't want anyone walking on them while kissing. "Privacy to do what?" she teased, smiling against his lips as he brushed his mouth tantalisingly across hers.

"We can stay the night there. I have a mattress I use when working late in the house. We can carry it next to the fireplace, and we'll bring extra blankets and duvets." Mistaking her shudder for apprehension, he pulled away and looked directly into her eyes. "We're just going to cuddle, Sassenach and maybe talk a little. I want to spend a lot of time with ye before I go to France if that's alright?" His hands caressed her back and arms, his eyes, dark and intense, betraying how aware he was of her as she was of him.

"Of course Jamie, I would like that." She hardly heard her own voice when she replied as she felt a stirring coming to life inside of her. Yearning for something she couldn't verbalise, there was an unexpected awareness of emptiness in places she never knew, that she understood with sudden clarity, only Jamie could fill. "I'll just grab a few things. But before we go, I need to have a word with Willie," she croaked, her mouth suddenly feeling parched.

"Aye, do that, and I'll grab a few blankets and other things." He stood up, lifting Claire away from him, the gravelly tone of his voice revealing his effort of exercising control. "Don't take too long!" 

..........

Claire looked everywhere for Willie and finally found him sat outside on the doorstep, cradling an empty glass.

"Hey! There you are"

Willie looked up at her, scooting to the side so she can sit down. "Hey to ye too," he replied with a weak smile, dragging a hand through his hair.

"Want a top-up?" Claire showed a bottle of whisky she brought with her and took out her own glass from her jacket pocket. "It's cold out here, and I thought this should warm you up."

"Aye, thank ye." He watched as she poured the whisky. "Ye've developed quite a taste for excellent single malt over the years haven't ye?"

She laughed, raising the glass to him. "Does that mean, I'm officially a Scot?"

"Not quite. Ye still have that bloody posh English accent. I dinna ken how ye managed to hang on to it after all these years living here." When Claire didn't reply, he purposely bumped his shoulder against hers. "But ye ken, it doesnae matter if ye still carry the name Beauchamp...to me ye'll always be a Fraser."

Claire smiled, grateful that the frown on his face was gone. "Willie... I want to know if...if you disapprove of Jamie and me." She paused, taking a sip of her amber liquid. "You didn't look too happy in there earlier. And it's important to me that you don't hate me for it."

He laughed without humour as he took a sip of his own drink. "Ach, don't mind me, Claire. You know fine that I don't hate ye. I was probably just shocked. I dinna expect..." Willie swallowed hard. "I dinna expect ye and Jamie. I always thought ye were just a couple of kids beings kids. Don't worry about it."

"That's good. I'm glad..." Claire whispered. "Actually, I expected the shock reaction more from Jenny and ma and da...but, not from you."

Willie cocked an eyebrow, looking at her this time. "Aye? Really? Why is that?"

"I don't know. I guess maybe it's because you rarely told me off or disapproved any of my life decisions. And I've done a lot of crazy things in my travels that you knew about and ye were the only one that I managed not to shock. Remember when I did that bungee jump? Christ, I received a lot rollicking from everyone, especially ma and Jamie...but you...you thought it was bloody brave of me."

Willie laughed out loud, the sound of his laughter more sincere this time. "Aye, that was brave of ye. I've always admired yer passion for adventure. I like the fact that ye dae what ye love to dae..." He shook his head, smiling. "Are ye happy, Claire?"

"Yes...very happy but sad at the same time that Jamie will be leaving soon." Then remembering it was her idea to send Jamie to Annalise, she added with a slightly defensive tone, "But I know he'll be doing the right thing, right? What do you think?"

He sighed and opened his arms to give her a hug. Claire scooted nearer and laid her head on his shoulder, his arms going around her back. "I cannae answer that Claire, but If I was Jamie, I wouldn't even think of leaving ye," Willie whispered, his eyes faraway looking into the dark of the night.

"Sassenach, are ye ready?" Jamie asked softly as he stood in the doorway, looking down at them.

Willie and Claire hadn't heard Jamie approached nor the door opened. "Just give me a minute Jamie...I shan't be long," Claire replied, inclining her head towards him. Then she turned to Willie. "I'll see you tomorrow? Jamie is taking me to his house."

Willie nodded with a smile. "Aye, see ye tomorrow. And leave the whisky behind, please. I think I'll sit here for a while."

Claire handed the bottle to him. "Don't drink the whole bottle, alright? Leave some for tomorrow. And here..." Claire took the scarf from her neck and gave it to him. "Sit on this or else the steps will freeze your arse off."

Willie laughed, taking the bottle and her scarf off her hand. "Thanks...now go...Jamie is waiting."

She gave Willie a quick peck on the cheek before clambering up the stairs, her legs twinging with pins and needles. Glancing back at Willie, she noticed he had wrapped her scarf around his shoulders instead of laying it on the steps to sit on. She sighed as she hoped and prayed, in her heart of hearts, that sombre smile he had just given her wasn't any indication that he was displeased with his brother.

#melodyheart #forgetmenot #Claire Beauchamp/Jamie Fraser #outlanderfanfic

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               𝓻𝓪𝓺'𝓼 ( 𝕥𝕖𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕧𝕖 )  𝓹𝓵𝓸𝓽 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽 𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 002

        hey y’all  it’s  me,  lowering the bar  for  us  all.  as usual  let  me  know  if  i  missed  anything  cause  to  no  one’s  surprise : i’m  dumb !  now  that  i  have  4  muses  i  wanna  like,,,, make  sure  i  have  a  good  amount  of  plots  for  each  one  sooooo don’t  mind  me  if  i  roll  up  demanding  attention.  alright, bye love u plot with me pls imma do replies now

𝔹𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕖 ℙ𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕥  /  24

leigh-anne pinnock. cisfemale.  she/her.  ／  billie prescott  just pulled up blasting girls need love by summer walker — that song is so them ! you know, for a(n) twenty-four year old singer, i’ve heard they’re really pessimistic,  but that they make up for it by being so audacious. if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say small forgotten &  meaningless tattoos, patron filled shot glasses, and texts left on read . here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble ! (  it’s me raq im sorry u have to see 4 muses from me )

intro  here

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vc: little mix  //  leigh-anne pinnock ( * possibly summer walker im. still debating ) 

tl;dr :  her  parents  were  divorced,  which  sent  her  into  a  crazy  phase  of  running  away  and  not  trusting  anyone  around  her.  her  father  gave  up  on  her,  she  hates  her  mother  –  her  grandfather  billy  is  the  only  person  who  seemed  to  continue  to  care  and  support  her .  she’s  still  quite  untrusting,  her  best  defense  mechanism  being  sarcasm  and  a  little  bit  of  coldness.  she’s  not  the  best  lover  cause  she  doesn’t  believe  in  all  that  but  she  is  a  rather  loyal  friend.  if  you  know  any  of  my  older  muses  she’s,,, a  margo  lite.  margo  with  some  goals  and  direction .

current  connections :  

best  friends :  girls  of  equilibrium,  harris,  milena ,  kami 

i-- lmao that’s it i’m working on the rest

wanted  connections: 

party  friends 

bad influences on her

good  influences on her

people she’s a bad influence on

someone  new  to  the  industry  that  she’s  protective  over

casual  flings

exes 

anything pls

𝔻𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝔻𝕒𝕣𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘  /  23

 normani. cis-female. she/her. ／  dove darling just pulled up blasting pressing me by rico nasty — that song is so them ! you know, for a twenty three year old actress/musician, i’ve heard they’re really stubborn, but that they make up for it by being so vivacious . if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say early 2000s r&b playlists, princess cut diamonds, and shiny lipgloss over perfectly lined lips . here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble !

intro here.

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vc:  doja  cat  &  normani

she’s  a  hollywood  starlite  but  also  kinda  a  meme.  daughter  of  an  actor  and  a  socialite  –  dove  comes  from  bunches  of  money.  she’s  a  bit  spoiled,  but  that  doesn’t  really  make  her  any  less  friendly.  tends  to  expect  people  to  like  her  cause  she’s  so  good  at  pretending.  still,  she  balances  that  with  being  genuine.  often  described  as  surprisingly  quirky in  the  media  dove  is   honestly  too  fucking  silly  for  her  own  good.   probably  anime  trash  on  the  low.  your pr  team’s  wet  dream  thanks  to  her  squeaky  clean  public  reputation .   just  because  she’s  never  been  caught  doing  something  bad –  definitely  does  not  mean  she’s   an  angel  by  any  means.  

current connections:

best / close  friends:  marnie,  kaia ,  maeve,  parker, jack,  allie, ashley , 

current  pr boyfriend :  brodie

childhood best friend: milena

ex on good terms:  rhett  

exes on bad terms: harris

flirtationship:  logan

party friends: angel

ex fiance: harris

wanted connections:

party friends aka people dove really only hangs with in passing,  usually  after  a  few  drinks .

ex on bad terms  there  probably  aren’t  many  of  these !  but,  give  her  one  that  just  really doesn’t  like  her  bc  they  dated  after  her  engagement  was  called  off and she  was  more  emotionally  unavailable  than  ever.

ex pr relationships:  self  explaintory  but,  i’d  like  to  see maybe  one where they  fell for  her  and  she’s  like “lmao this is fake… relax.”

enemies ! the more the better to balence out how many friends she has skajafs

anything else!

ℕ𝕠𝕖𝕝 𝕃𝕒𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥 / 22

―   chance perdomo. he/him. cismale.  ／  noel laurent  just pulled up blasting a boy is a gun by tyler, the creator  — that song is so them ! you know, for a(n) twenty-two year old rapper, i’ve heard they’re really reckless, but that they make up for it by being so altruistic. if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say rolled up sleeves on an oversized sweater, missed 2am calls, messy notebooks filled with lyrics. here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble !

intro here

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vc: kevin abstract

aka   gay   panic .  my mother  trucking  baby.  period.  too  kind  to  ever  really  stand  up  for  himself.  my  one muse  that  is  definitely  a  pacifist  and  avoids  confrontation  at  all  costs  – unless you’re  coming  for  someone  he  loves. ( but tbh even  then  he  doesn’t  really  want  smoke sgkads)   literally  just  a  sweet  boy. super  soft  inside  and  out,  loyal  to  a  fault,  and  overall  well meaning.   nurturer /  dad  friend .  will  often  ignore  his  own  problems  simply  for  what  he  thinks  is  the  greater  good  of  his  friends.  selfless  to  a  fault.   tendency  to  fall  into  bad  situations  thanks  to  his  reckless  nature  and  inability  to  say  no.

current  connections:

best  /  close  friends:  malachi,  future  iridescence  boys,  milena,  brodie,  maeve, marnie, 

neighbor /  light  meaningless  admiration / neighbors : harris

complicated not ( but definitely ) boyfriend: scout

weird terms: samyr 

he’s  scared  of  them: parker lmao

past  hookups: valentina

friendzoned  friends :  kaia

sister: hallie 

wanted  connections:

more  of  the  irridesence  boys  ( deadass  the  next  person  who  brings  one  of  them  will  get  free  dash  icons  from  me.  any  style.  i’m  begging.  bribery?  it  works !  )

unlikely  friends !

exes  on  bad  terms  and  good   terms.

people  he  produces  for .

anything  else  your  sweet  lil  head  desires !

𝕊𝕔𝕠𝕥𝕥𝕪 𝕊𝕥.𝕁𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕤 / 23

luke hemmings. cismale. he/him. ／  scotty  st.james  just pulled up blasting despicable by grandson — that song is so them ! you know, for a(n) twenty-three year old musician, i’ve heard they’re really  detached ,but that they make up for it by being so venturesome . if i had to choose three things to describe them, i’d probably say old guitars, the smell of cigarettes and bourbon, and hundred dollar bills thrown in the air . here’s to hoping they don’t cause too much trouble ! ( it’s me! the raq )

intro

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vc: 5sos /  luke hemmings

a  hot…. mess  tbh.  scott’s   been  through  so  much  so  he’s  really  guarded ,  over  protective ,  and self  loathing  as  hell.  tendency  to  keep  everyone  at  an  arms  length  unless   you’re  someone  very  special  to  him  and  does  not  deal  well  with  whatever  he  deems  betrayal.  though,  that  doesn’t  stop  him  from  being  an  absolute  buffoon  when  it  comes  to  seriously  committing. as  a  side  effect  though,  if  you’re  on  the  list  of  people  he  really  fucks  with  he  will  fight  for  you.  also,  will  fight  cause  he’s  short  tempered  and  shit  at  expressing  himself.   really  fears  abandonment   seriously.  lowkey  scared  of  the  dark  eye – :( he’s  such  a  sweet  boy  on  the  inside  but  outwardly  a  prick  like  99.9% of  the  time.

current  connections:

best  /  good  friends:  brodie ,  harris ,   maeve ,   gus  and  parker

enemies:  angel / harris

acquaintances ( aka  friends  but  he’s  too  much  of  a  dick  to  claim  them ):   ashley,   kaia??

his sister but he doesn’t know it :  ashley 

ex on  really  bad  terms:  genevieve /  marnie

adoptive sibling: stas, scout 

childhood  girlfriend  /  something  really  complicated :  maeve

wanted  connections:

unrequited crush on him because im sure he milked that bc he wants affection w/o the commitment

party “friends”  friends  is  so  loose because  he…  never  calls  more than like 4  ppl  his  friend  but  he  treats  them  like  friends akass

a very  bad ex  pr  relationship  that  he  publicly  cheated  on  so  they  could  end  things  because  he  literally  can’t  fucking  stan  pr  shit akjdfas

neighbors !

an enemies with  benefits Perhaps? dont see that going further than they bicker but also smash ig sakfdjafd

anything else !

#this graphic? TERRIBLE! #but i had to add bill #also plot with me :) #plot list #yeeeeeee #connections list

[rosecolcrs-blog]

hellooooo i’m kavi, he/they, 18, est, & this is my baby sutton. he’s a .... how do you say..... hot mess. i’m currently out of state but i’ll be on mobile for a bit to plot so like this and i’ll message you or you can shoot me a d*scord message ( greedling#3129 ). 

damn, is that SUTTON YEUN ? the CHOI SAN lookalike gotten quite the reputation around here. the TWENTY year old ENGINEERING STUDENT has been in london for TWO years now. people say they are only DISHONEST + SELFISH, but they’re actually OBSERVANT + RESOURCEFUL once you get to know them. don’t get too comfortable, though, no one knows THAT THEY SLEPT WITH THEIR SISTER’S HUSBAND TO GET A PRESTIGIOUS INTERNSHIP POSITION.

TWS: cheating, homophobia, minor violence, nsfw ment

quick facts

demiboy (he/they)

gay

5′8

has the red&black hair san did during hala hala

knows many languages

kind of an asshole but unintentionally 

has a siamese cat named rocky

in his second year of university, studying biomedical engineering

middle child (sister is 6 years older, brother is 3 years younger)

about

the yeun family moved from south korea to new york city a year after sutton was born. their dad was an amazing doctor and their mom was a lawyer. 

their parents were rarely home for long, and when they were, they were preoccupied with work. sutton’s sister ended up taking care of her younger siblings and never complained once. the three of them were very close, almost inseparable 

when sutton was 14, he figured out that he likes boys. he confided in his sister, and she accepted him without a problem. the biggest issue was at school. he was already getting picked on, but the entire i like boys part brought up a few issues. after the first few times, sutton started fighting back. one kid almost had to be sent to the hospital. sutton got suspended from school, and his parents decided to just transfer him midyear to a private boys-only highschcool.

yeah ..... sutton didn’t tell his parents about being gay. he didn’t mind the transfer at all. 

he had a bf or two in highschool, but nothing that lasted very long. overall, highschool was unmemorable. he graduated valedictorian.

it had already been a few years since his sister moved to london to study medicine. she met a guy while in med school who is the son of the CEO of a very big medical devices company. 

sutton decided to move to london to continue his education, and ended up studying biomedical engineering. during his first year, his sister announced her engagement.

near the end of his first year, sutton was looking for internship opportunities and he brought it up to his sister. she remarked that her fiance works in a big medical device company and that his dad is the ceo. 

on a day that his sister was doing hospital rotations, he met her fiance about the internship. the meeting had started innocently enough, but it ended with sutton laying in his sister’s fiance’s bed staring at the ceiling as the fiance told him he’d get the paid internship.

sutton didn’t feel guilty at all initially, but it happened several more times before the wedding because the fiance ‘wasn’t sure that he’d be able to get him the internship’. he didn’t make eye contact with the happy couple the entire night. 

he got the internship. it’s really prestigious and honestly he could have gotten it without this, but he’s too scared to admit it to himself.

sutton lives in the same apartment complex as his sister and her now husband which makes things extremely awkward. he rarely answers her calls and messages and theyre definitely not as close as they were when they were kids. as for him and her husband, he feels sick to his stomach whenever his name is brought up. 

hey at least sutton basically has a guaranteed job at this big company, right?

connections

if.... someone were to bring in the sister i would not be opposed to that

friends from new york? he spent his entire life there basically so.

friends he made now, possibly through university?

exes, fwb, enemies w benefits idk

maybe a confidant, someone he tells everything to

gimme someone that has a cat so that their cats can have playdates 

someone who he just . doesnt get along with . at all . but he cannot stop running into them

maybe a friend of his sister’s who therefore believes that they are now friends. maybe they met at his sister’s wedding.

i would give an arm and a leg for someone he fake dated for the wedding. maybe they on/off fake date for different occasions. maybe theyre friends or maybe they don’t like eachother and this is just some mutual agreement because it’s convenient 

??? idk im open to anything 

#vendettaintro

[simxiety]

[ loner | family oriented | lazy ]

GET TO KNOW ME TAG why r there so many questions </3

@viiavi​ tagged me(and mayb someone else??? i dont know tumblr notifs are awful)

uhhhmmm i tag @ratboysims​ @felicitum​ @bullsim​ @keysims​ @bratsims​ and uhhmmmmm any1 else that wants to do it just say i tag u

also here’s a bad edit of my simselfs outfit its cute and basically what i wear everyday gotta wear those nikes get some good ass arch support u feel me

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? byrd

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? byrdie, b

3. BIRTHDAY? june 3rd babey

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? harry potter

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? ye s

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? i dont think i have one. picking faves for literature has always been hard for me

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? i listen 2 podcasts

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? ummm dark chocolate or mango

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? awesome

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? thank you next look its a good song ok

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? ridiculous but how my mom says it like a harry potter spell

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? ummmm something by halsey i think

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? im binge watching greys anatomy so that i guess but also my fave show of all time stargate

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? moana

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? yea

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? failure

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i give good cuddles

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? i have no patience and i worry too much

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? yes(dogs)

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? fall

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? yes! we’re getting married next october :-)

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? no responsibilities!!! no bills!!!! also my moms cooking

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? her name is lauren but also my fiance and my dog

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? dark green

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? brown

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? my fam, my fiance, my dogs, my close friends

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? my fiance 100%

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? my parents i worry about their health and also my sister bc she’s in a new relationship

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? my sisters dog just had puppies so im excited to see them

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm rn sims

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? probably rugrats and also x files

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? my dad

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? hell yes big time

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? well i still cant drive so like. driving i guess

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT?uhhh behind i hate when others take pics of me lol

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? writing and simblr i guess

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? actually i think it was the adventure zone graphic novel does that count

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? the crimes of grindelwald

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? i can sing

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? owls

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? i feel like im on the spot ummmmm @felicitum @keysims @smart--milk @surreysimmer @hesitantpixels

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? u ever seen heroes? remember how peter was like a sponge well i wish i could do that but with like, normal knowledge/skills. like if i met someone who was a carpenter or dr i could shake their hand and i knew everything they did about that and could learn new languages that way too. i wanna b a sponge

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my bed w my fiance and dogs in a cuddle pile

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? when we ask blu if she’s a sleepy baby and she tilts her head

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? none bitch

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? water all day every day im a camel hi

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? uhhh probably recently at work

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? as i get older yes

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? when people talk down to me because of my identity or age

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? yea!! the last one we went to was p!nk im pretty sure

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? no

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? a cardiologist

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? hmmmmmmmm probs harry potter tbh

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? money!!!!

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? yes and no

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? yup!!! i dont sing as often as i used to tho its sad

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? no

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? i really love big bear and catalina island

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? doesnt really matter as long as its not a big city and relatively close to family

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? we have 2 doggos

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? tbh i am a mix of both now, tho i used to be a night owl

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? sunset

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? no :-)

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? earbuds sometimes headphones hurt my ears esp bc i always wear glasses

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? yes and im getting war flashbacks

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? pretty much anything besides hardcore rap, country, and religious music, also nothing too poppy

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? probs my mama

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? ye

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? when they only brew decaf at work

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? both

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? i really loved english

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? i have two brothers and two sisters

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? flowers for my mother in law

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′7″

75. CAN YOU COOK? yes

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? coffee, purple flowers, the lil potbellies that all puppies have

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? decaf coffee, peas, when people say my name wrong

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? uhhh i guess just bc thats who im around more

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? gay af my dudes

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? i live in southern california

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? my mom i think

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a while ago 

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? garrett watts is fun

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? sure

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? digit it saves me money

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? im super close with my parents and relatively close w my fiances parents as well

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? hmmm probs middle eastern

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? seattle

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 3

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? lmao no

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? not really

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? both but i tend to lean more towards the ocean

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? not at all im a chicken

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? nope

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? y...es

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? n o?

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? when i am wrong lol i dont care too much about being right

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? forest 100%

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? trust your instincts

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? hufflepuff

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? sometimes

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? v big introvert

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? no

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? kind of

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? pick it up and return it to its owner

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? yes but they have to believe in it too

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? yes but u cant tell nobody knows ok thanks

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? yeah they’re cool

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? my ears and my septum

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? sam carter from stargate shes smart

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? yeah i have 10 i think

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? opening up to people

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? 110% yes

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yeah i want 5 but i dont think i can afford that many someone start a gofundme for my future babeys

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? my best friend

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? i told my middle school crush that i liked her and then she told everyone and thats the story of how i repressed me sexuality until i was 20

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? many times

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? black

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? yes but carefully planned and well thought out adventures where i have a checklist and a binder of all the information i need listen i am v anxious everything is scary

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? when i was a baby i was on the news lmao

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 25

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? to thine own self be true wow super lame and cliche thanks im tired is this done yet

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savory i dont have much of a sweet tooth

#tagged #about #simself #i stayed up past my bedtime to do this #im sleepy

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Alphabet Tag

I was tagged by @jinyoungmoans - thank you lovely!

RULES: Answer the questions in a new post and tag some blogs you would like to get to know better.

A: Age

32

B: Birthplace

New Zealand

C: Current Time

1:56pm

D: Drink You Last Had

Water

E: Easiest Person to Talk To

Probably @ongsung - Ash and I can discuss literally anything and everything with ease! 

My best friend lives with me and I would say I can talk to @this-song-thats-only-for-you with ease too... but I tend to bottle my emotions too well in person, which is frustrating for her and me. We get there in the end though XD

F: Favorite Song

My favourite song changes a lot... but probably Icarus - JJ Project. I can listen to it on repeat and never grow bored. 

G: Grossest Memory

Ahh... I’m so old and I can’t think of anything that really grosses me out (minus the thought of my leg when it was broken, that just did my head in)... but recently Octavia unfortunately had a bout of diarrhoea whilst I was out doing groceries in her crate and well, it went EVERYWHERE. Cleaning that up was fun times since she had it on her, on the bedding, on the walls. She’s talented, I guess >_< 

H: Hogwarts House

Hufflepuff. At first I was devastated, but as time goes by, I find Hufflepuff really interesting. << Same as Nik, I always wanted to be Ravenclaw but am stuck in Hufflepuff.

I: In Love

Sure, I’m in love with a bunch of idols that have no idea I exist so ... forever alone XD

J: Jealous of People

I get jealous irrationally over people ... more so due to feeling inferior? So my jealousy stems from my own self-doubt and not the real situation. It’s something I am working on improving and realising I am worth people putting their attention on me. 

I used to judge myself against my peers and why was my life different but I’m too old to care about that now and like what I have mostly.

K: Killed Someone

If The Sims count, then yes. Once I let Daehyun drown in a pool on The Sims 3 because for some reason, the stairs wouldn’t let him out. My poorly constructed pool design >_> Thank god for save points and the Reset Sim option - my Sim would have been heartbroken to lose her fiance hahaha.

L: Love at First Sight or Should I Walk By Again?

Lust at First Sight is what I believe in. Loving someone comes from connection, so they’d have to walk by a few times haha. I definitely believe that connections can happen quickly with the right people. Even so, maybe I’m old-fashioned, but I do believe love needs time... Lust can be automatic and very fulfilling until love settles in. 

M: Middle Name

Joy. 

N: Number of Siblings

1 younger brother and 1 baby sister we essentially adopted (thanks anon for pointing my error!)

O: One Wish

For my family to stop struggling this year and fulfil all their goals they’re actively seeking out.

P: Person You Called Last

The people who owned the land our horses live on... their horse had no water. (So we gave him some since no one was home)

Q: Question You are Always Asked

From family: “when do you plan to stop making those fake babies and get married and have real ones?” / “when are you going to go get pregnant?” 

From tumblr: “when are you going to stop denying Park Jinyoung?” -- I already have :)

From my sister: “can I have more internet time?”

R: Reason to Smile

My family, friends, pets, creativity, kpop/k-dramas and a few more.

S: Song You Sang Last

All Night - ASTRO cos it’s literally playing right now and I failed MJ’s note haha.

T: Time You Woke Up

7am today.

U: Underwear Colour

Blue with white stripes. Yes I checked.

V: Vacation Destination

The entire Italian peninsula, even though I’m pretty sure I’d just be eating nonstop salads the entire time. I want to see the places I invested 5 years of study into.

W: Worst Habit

Overeating. I tend to feel guilty if there’s food left behind and will eat more than my share if it’s good too. I have to be pretty mindful when eating cos I can snack and not realise I ate more than I should have. 

Also, I try to take responsibility for things even when it should be up to another person, because I’d prefer to just get it sorted and control the situation again... I’m improving on this, but now people see me as giving no fucks about them so it’s kind of annoying.

X: X-rays

I’ve had so many in my lifetime, I could fill an entire bookcase shelf easily >_<

Y: Your Favourite Food

Chocolate. What shouldn’t I be eating anymore? Sugar. Sigh. I can do gluten free, but chocolate is just... so hard to give up. My goal is to be very successful in being gluten free and then go processed sugars free. Hahahaha future Chelle is crying already. 

Jokes aside, I love Chicken Katsudon, and Sesame Chicken. Both which are my favourite dishes to make. 

Z: Zodiac Sign

The other day I learned I’m not a Gemini, but a Gemini - Cancer cusp even though everything basically calls me a Gemini. After reading THIS ARTICLE I have never felt so connected to a piece of astrology facts until now. 

I have to go pick up my sister from school now, so I just tag whoever wants to do this Xxx

#pwyl; tagged

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one of my favorite worst things to Think About are the ways herb’s casually neglectful childhood sometimes just....surfaces in the every day world of his life now. and since his whole shtick is my childhood was perfect my father is basically god and i have absolutely no parent issues idk what ur talking abt, he winds up having to flail, having to learn on the way down, and try to keep up a cover that he knew all along. which, usually, doesn’t work, and just makes it all the more sad. here’s a few examples i’ve thought of because i don’t love myself:

someone around the station gets stuck with something metal and comments they might need a tetanus shot. herb was definitely never taken to the doctor’s for a checkup and regular vaccinations as a child, and since he works daytime hours lucille takes the kids while he’s at work, so he literally has never had a shot and he doesn’t fully understand what vaccines are, aside from cultural osmosis, so he asks in telling confusion, “what’s that supposed to mean?” @piper-aileen-lenox specifically, thnx for making me think of this and ruining my life xx

when herb and lucille moved in together (i imagine they were engaged but maybe not married just yet) lucille made it clear to her rather sexist fiance that she was expecting him to tow the line around the house just as much as her, which he agreed to, except when she asked him to do the grocery shopping thinking that was a harmless thing he could do (not like she’d trust him to actually get the dishes clean or fold her clothes so they don’t wrinkle). they almost never had food consistently in the house growing up and if they did eat full meals, they only had the food for THAT MEAL around because 1. herb sr. and ruby (herb’s parents) lived an erratic lifestyle of little to no money or a whole lot of money but only for a second because it was burning a hole in herb sr.’s pocket, and because 2. ruby quickly learned spending money on food ahead was pointless because either herb sr. hecked off somewhere w/o warning and it went bad, or his deadbeat friends hung around and ate it all, so she only bought for that day if they had the money for anything. but since no one was ever around to TEACH herb anything and he figured most things out on his own, herb doesn’t understand all this and he literally thinks you’re not supposed to by food until you run out or that you have to throw out whatever you have left at the end of the week because....... who knows ???? that’s just what he thought. it caused multiple arguments early into herb and lucille’s relationship before she figured it out and explained it to him because he didn’t know well enough to ask.

when herb and lucille’s first child, bunny, was born, he had to be shown how to hold a baby by the doctor. he had literally never held or even interacted with a baby before until that moment. he had no siblings (that he knew of), he had no friends as a child because if he wasn’t the bully he was the target and he was an ass just like dear old dad so no one liked him anyway, and he had 0 other family. lucille realized in that moment as she watched his palpable confusion when she extended their newborn child to him that he was going to have a lot of learning and growing to do. she hoped he was ready for it.

god that time there was a station fam barbecue early into herb’s wkrp career and someone, maybe mr. carlson, is like ‘WHO WANTS TO BE THE GRILL MASTER’ like its a big deal and everyone is like oh it has to be herb bc he’s the newest out of us and hes aware all the men see it as a status symbol and he CAN’T be less of a man than another man bc Ego (tm) so hes like of course im the grill master !!! and then panics for the next thirty minutes because he’s literally never even stood next to a grill let alone used one HOW DOES IT WORK the first fifteen minutes he doesnt even have the gas on rip

when herb was, like, 15, he taught himself how to drive a car because one of his “friends” (peers who was a bully that he called a friend and hung out with to stop also getting bullied but who was still bullying him anyway, herb was just brainwashed into thinking that’s what friendship is) wanted them to go out cruising and herb wanted to be a Cool Guy and not look like a chump so he lied and said he could drive. they got pulled over, because of course they did, and herb got in big trouble for you know, driving w/o a licences. the kicker though is that herb didn’t fucking know you can’t drive without a license or that licenses and road tests and drivers ed were even a THING because he literally raised himself and no one ever  t a u g h t   h i m   a n y t h i n g. anyways his dad got called home to deal with it from wherever he was away at at the time and he got in big trouble for interrupting dear old dad’s work anyways so :) what a healthy family

surprisingly, herb DID know how to cook the basics. grilled cheese, pasta, stir fries, a couple casseroles. lucille asked him about it because he was always such a Gender Roles (tm) type of man who wouldn’t even wear a brighter shade of red than like. maroon. in case it got loosely contaminated with the concept of the color pink and he’d have to change his name and move to alaska. so why was he doing a “ womans job “ (cooking) and herb just looked confused and said “what, guys don’t cook?” she told him that no, they usually didn’t and would have laughed at her if she tried to make them, and he laughed awkwardly and absently stirred the pot on the stove and shrugged in mild confusion. “that’s weird. if i didn’t cook i’d have... starved, i guess.”

the bad news is his cooking wasnt GREAT and lucille was happy to take over because again.........self taught. and he has one (1) brain cell so. not Great

LITERALLY DIDN’T KNOW ALL CLOTHES DON’T HAVE TO BE DRY CLEANED. his dad literally wore clothes that had to be dry cleaned Every Day (and we wonder why the tarlek family was short on the food budget god) (and they were ugly clothes too akdhfjfg) and ofc if ruby washed her clothes, it was while herb was at school. he dry cleaned so many clothes that do Not Make Sense to dry clean in college before he slowly figured that out.

did not know what an allowance was. bunny asked him for one and not willing to seem stupid to his swift daughter he told her to ‘ask her mother’, who thought it was hecking weird that her money obsessed husband would say that, so she asked him why and after several long minutes he just shrugged helplessly and said “what’s an allowance?”

don’t even get me started on herb and lucille planning their wedding ( ‘what kind of stuff should we put on the gift register?’ “put on the WHAT?”  ‘what are we going to put on top of the cake?’ “there’s gonna be CAKE?”  ‘i can’t wait for daddy to walk down the isle with me, it’ll mean a lot to him’ “your DAD is gonna walk you down the isle....?? but you’re marrying ME, right?”   ) also herb not knowing the wedding look of the bride is supposed to be a Secret and barging into the room w a question or smth while lucille and her bridesmaids are getting ready, and everyone is hella miffed and he’s like WHAT i’ve seen her naked before and theyre all like THATS NOT THE POINT HERB

herb did Not Know about seasonal allergies. he just........didn’t know. he just thought god hated him and every spring and fall his head sprung a leak. and the whole time he was growing up no one A. listened to him complain about them and put 2 and 2 together, nor B. just taught him about basic first aid stuff in general for that matter he doesnt know shit. anyways, then lucille was like why are you such a tough guy just stop complaining and take some medicine for your stupid allergies and he was like take some what for my what now

ANYWAYS herb’s mom left while he was v young and he doesn’t remember much about her. herb’s dad was literally   n e v e r   home. the people herb’s dad left him with would work for obscenely low amounts of pay or owed herb sr. money and largely used all the money for their own food, drugs, alcohol, or other more unsightly business, and left herb alone to fend for himself. this is the disaster human that that produced, thanks, family dynamics! don’t abandon your children, kids, thanks for coming to my ted talk

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