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yakkunmori · 2 years
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Today i can’t see out of one of my eyes
But on yesterday first.
My dad is so mean to me :(
I don’t know why but i really wanted to go to that graduation party because it seems like it would have been so much fun. I would have been able to have snacks and hang out with my friends and everyone and it just makes me upset that I couldn’t go. If they gave me a reasonable explanation like they did for me not going to the beach then I would have accepted it. Now i just feel bad. I still do really want to go to the beach :(((
My shoe broke right before graduation and it sent me into such a panic. My superintendent stapled it back together enough for me to walk down the archway but then it came undone again. I switched shoes with one of the girls I know which saved me the embarrassment of walking barefoot to get my diploma. My family was so mean about it and I understand why because they were my sisters and i would be fucking pissed if one of my sisters broke the shoes that I just thrifted too. I’ll pay her back for it don’t worry it just made me sad :( i didnt mean to break them !!
@/wku95 watched me graduate!! I sent her the link to the livestream and she sent me soooooo many lovely messages about it. I feel like it was such a shit day but she made it so much better. She’s so kind to me and im so happy that she was there for it because it made me feel a little bit more important on a day that I wasn’t really looking forward to. I really love her so much and I hope I can love her for so many years into the future as we both grow up together.
Ok now todays stuff
Guys look at my laptop shit
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It looks like the 15.6 to me what do you guys think
I’m going with my dads suggestion because hes being so mean about it and i dont know what to do so i guess ill just do it.
It makes me so upset that hes like this and instead i have to think about being older and sharing an apartment with kat and being able to do the fun things we want to and not have to deal with my family
I also cant see out of one of my eyes lol its super blurry i think its because ive been rubbing it too much but my eyes are itchy :/
I think thats all for tonight ill edit the tags if I see anything else
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lovemesomesurveys · 3 years
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survey by n0b0dysp3rf3ct
—:: Who ::—
… was the last person you saw face to face?
My mom.
… was the last person you texted or messaged online? My aunt.
… was the last person who asked you for a favour? My mom earlier.
… was the last person you lent something to? I don’t recall.
… was the last person who told you a secret/confided in you? Probably my aunt.
… is the tallest person you know? My brother.
… the shortest person you know? Me, ha.
… your oldest (in years) friend? I don’t have any friends.
… is the oldest (in length of time) friend? --
… is your youngest friend? --
… is your newest friend? --
… is your closest relative? My mom and brother.
… was your favourite teacher? My 4th, who also ended up being my 8th, grade teacher.
… was your least favourite teacher? These two math professors I had at community college. They were really rude.
… did you spend the most time with when growing up? My parents, cousins, and grandparents.
… knows you the best? My mom. And ya’ll, ha.
… always beats you in games or sports? I don’t do a lot of competitive stuff, but let’s be real everyone would probably beat me cause I suck at everything.
… who is the most creative of the people you know? I have a few artistic and creative family members. I sadly did not get the gene.
… is the funniest person you know? My brother.
… is the most organised that you know? One of my aunts.
… that you know has travelled the most? My paternal grandparents and one of my uncles.
… has always been there for you? My family, especially my mom.
… has given you the most personal gift? What’s a personal gift, exactly?
… has an annoying laugh? *shrug*
… never forgets a birthday? I think I’m pretty good about that.
… do you live with? My parents, brother, and doggo.
…,do you have the most in common with? My mom and brother.
…is the sportiest person you know? My dad.
…was your last missed call? A spam call.
…did you last open your door for? Delivery person.
… has your heart? Me.
…do you share a special song with? No one.
…do you miss right now? I’ll always miss my loved ones who have passed away.
…last made you angry? Not sure about a who, but situations and circumstances lately have.
…did you last buy a gift for? My dad for Father’s Day.
…did you celebrate your last birthday with? My parents and brother.
…have you gone to a concert with? A former friend.
…can make you laugh? My family.
…has taught you how to do something? Teachers.
…has lost something of yours? Hmm.
…has broke your heart? A couple of people.
…has stood you up? Joseph.
:: What ::
...I
s your favourite colour?
...Pastels, rose gold, sea foam green, coral, yellow.
...Can you do that most your friends can’t? ---
...Is your birthday? July 28th, mark your calendars. 
...Colour eyes do you have? Brown.
...Form of transport do you take to work/school? I don’t work/done with school.
...Music do you like to listen to in the car? My parents and brother each play their Spotify playlists in their cars, so I hear whoever’s playlist of the car I’m in.
...Languages can you speak? I’m only fluent in English, but I know a little Spanish. ...Was the last thing you drank? Water.
...Was the last thing you ate? 4 over-easy eggs, loaded hash browns (shredded cheese, country gravy, and onions), and toast with strawberry jam from Denny’s.
...Time did you wake up this morning? Around 8.
...Colour are your bedroom walls? White.
...Drink do you usually order when eating out? Coffee.
..Food can you cook well? Just ramen.
...Animals have you had for a pet? Doggos, fish, and a couple of hamsters.
...Are your initials? ---
...Kind of activities do you like to do on the weekends? I don’t do anything different.
...Movie do you know line by line? There’s a few.
...Band(s) have you seen in concert? I’ve seen several.
...Do you buy/get to treat yourself? Depends what I want.
...Colours your phone cover? It’s a clear one.
...Part of the world would you love to visit? I’d love to be able to travel all over.
...Subject were you good at in school? English.
...Careers do your parents have? My mom works at Walgreens and my dad works at a car repair shop.
...Brand of clothing do you buy most often? Most of my clothes are from Boxlunch, Hot Topic, and Kohl’s. 
...Chocolate bar is your favourite? White chocolate.
...TV show have you watched every series of? There’s a ton.
...Radio station do you listen to the most? I haven’t listened to the radio for like 4-5 years now.
...Podcasts are you subscribed to? None.
...Is your favourite dessert? Milkshakes, ice cream, brownies, cheesecake, cookies, cupcakes, donuts, muffins.
...Can’t you do that most around you seem to? >> Function. <<<
...Are 5 qualities you value in a friend? Someone I can confide in, someone that’s easy to be around, good listener, loyal, understanding.
...Are 5 qualities you value in a partner? Patient, understanding, caring, good sense of humor, loyal. 
...Size pizza do you usually order? It depends. If my family and I are all getting pizza, we usually get 2 mediums ad one of those are the toppings of my choosing and they’ll have some of that as well as the pizza of their choosing (I’m the picky one that’s why we get two, ha). If I’m just getting pizza then I’ll get a personal.
...Cuisine do you like to order or cook? I love Italian, Mexican, and Chinese food. I’m not a cook except for ramen.
...Colour(s) dominate your wardrobe? Black.
...Toothpaste brand do you use? Sensodyne.
...Sounds can you hear right now? ASMR video, my fans, and the TV.
...Is the weather like today? It’s currently 90F.
...Are your plans for tomorrow? Just another day.
:: Where ::
...
Do you keep your phone when not using it?
It’s usually always near me somewhere.
...Were you born? California.
...Do you go to unwind? My bed. And the beach when I’m able, which isn’t often. :( I wish I lived near one cause I’d be there a lot.
...Is your best friend right now? Work.
...Can you go nearby to have a good time? My city is lame.
...Is the nearest restaurant? Not even a 5 minute drive from my house.
...Is the nearest beach? About 2 1/2 hours away.
...Did you meet your closest friend? --
...Did you go for your last vacation? I went to Disneyland last year and it ended up being right before the pandemic and lockdown stuff happened. Like literally two weeks before.
...Is the nearest mall or superstore? About a 10 minute drive.
...Did you last get an injury? I don’t remember.
...Is the most extravagant place you’ve stayed at? I’ve stayed at nice hotels.
...Do most the local kids play? *shrug*
...Have you been with your family? Uhh, lots of places?
...Did you spend Christmas last year? At home.
...Did your parents grow up? My mom has lived here all her life and my dad moved around a bit coast to coast.
...Did you buy the shoes you’re wearing? I'm not wearing shoes, but no I didn’t buy the pair I last wore.
...Would you like to go right now if you could? Somewhere with cool weather and a beach.
...Do you miss the most from your childhood? Being a kid.
...Is the best restaurant you know? Wingstop.
...Will you never go again as it was so bad? I haven’t had that bad of a restaurant experience.
:: When ::
was your last vacation? ...February of last year.
…did you graduate? I graduated UC in 2015.
…did you decide what career you wanted? My freshman year of high school. 
…did you have your first kiss? I was 16.
…did you learn how to swim? I haven’t.
…did you have your first relationship? 2005.
…did you meet your best friend? She’s my mo.
…do you feel the most at peace? At the beach is the closest I get to that.
…do you usually fall asleep? When the sun is almost rising or already has.
…do you usually wake up? Between like 9 and 12.
…did you last watch a movie? I saw A Quiet Place 2 a few weeks ago.
…did you last go to a party? A few weekends ago to my bro’s grad party.
…did you last cry? Yesterday. It’s a daily thing nowadays, at least once. Usually more.
…did you laugh really hard? I don’t remember. 
…did you buy something pricey last? For Mother’s Day.
…did you have an argument last? Recently.
…did you last have a sick day? All the time?
…did you last recieve a hug? The other day.
…when is your best friend’s birthday? September.
…did you learn how to drive? I haven’t.
…did you last receive a surprise? I received a bad, unexpected one recently.
:: How ::
Many pets do you have?
One.
Many houses have you lived in? A few.
Often do you shower? About every 2-3 days.
Well can you cook? I only cook ramen.
Many close friends do you have? None.
Many Brothers or sisters do you have? I have two brothers.
Often do you go swimming? I don't.
Many times have you texted today? Zero.
Do you like your toast (colour, topping)? A light brown with butter or jelly.
Do you like your tea and/or coffee? I like a packet or two of sweetener with my tea and flavored cream or cream and sugar with my coffee.
Do you like to celebrate your birthdays? Just chill and lowkey.
Are you feeling today? Hot and tired and meh.
Serious are you about your career goals? I’m not even doing anything in regards to that as of now. I have no idea what I want to do and I can’t put the time, energy, focus, or effort to figure it out at this time. I’m dealing with and focusing on my health and can’t work right now anyway.
Many bedrooms in your house? 2 bedrooms.
Did you do in your school exams? I did well.
Close do you live to your parents? I live with my parents.
Close do you live to your siblings? I live with my younger brother and my older brother doesn’t live far away.
Sensitive to criticism are you? I’m sensitive, but it’s definitely gotten worse in recent years.
Motivated to make changes are you? That’s something I’ve been struggling with and it’s certainly doing me no favors. :/
Creative are you (1-10): I missed the creative gene.
Hard working are you (1-10): Not very much at all anymore. :/
Sporty are you (1-10): Not at all. 
Musical are you (1-10): I don’t play any instruments. Do you prefer your eggs? Over-easy, scrambled, deviled, hard boiled.
Often do you go out to eat? I get takeout a lot. I just started going out to eat again recently, having been to Denny’s twice now in the past week. It’s a new tradition my mom and I are starting couple or so times a week when we go for a morning walk.
Would your best friend describe you? Meh.
Can someone cheer you up if you’re sad? It’s honestly better to just leave me alone.
Often do you meet up with your friends?  ---
Important is religion to you? My faith is very important to me.
Old were you when you first stayed overnight from home? *shrug* I was a kid.
Old were you when you got your first pet? Like 3.
Tech savvy are you? Eh, I know some stuff.
Often do you cut your hair? It’s been over a year since the last time.
Often do you paint your nails? It’s been a few years since the last time. 
Many countries have you visited? Just one apart from my own.
Boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? Two.
:: Why ::
… did you choose your username?
Cause I love me some surveys. ‘Nuff said.
… did you take this survey? I wanted to.
… did you choose the career you did? I don’t have one.
…did you last leave the house? My mom and I took our walk this morning and stopped to have breakfast along the way. 
…did you last give up on something? I gave up on myself in a lot of ways the past few years and I’ve paying for it.
…did you search the last thing you searched? I was looking up how many miles away something was for one of the questions.
…would you give up on someone completely? I did that easily with myself, but it would take a lot to do that with someone else.
:: If…::
You could live in any country which would you choose?
I’ll just stay here.
You could choose any animal as a pet which one? I like having doggos.
You could be famous for something what would you like? >> I don't want to be famous. <<<
You are sad, how do you combat it? >> I am sad almost all the time lately, and there's nothing I can do about it. It's not something to "combat", I'm not trying to be in a fucking battle with myself and I'm tired of that rhetoric. I just wish I was less sad. I can't be less sad. But I wish I could. <<< 
You can drive when did you learn? --
You could have any job what would it be? I don’t knowwww.
You could go anywhere for a vacation where would you go? Somewhere far away with a nice beach.
You could eat anything right now what would it be? I just put in my Doordash order for Wingstop.
You wrote a book what genre/topic would it be? Murder mystery/psychological thriller.
You had a theme song what would it be? *shrug*
You could meet any band/singer in person which one? Hmm.
You could act in any movie which would it be? No thanks.
You get married what venue would you like? I don’t want to get married.
If you have kids do you have names picked out? I don’t want kids.
Could describe your dream home what would it be like? Spacious enough for 4 adults and a doggo, near a beach, hardwood floor, big backyard with patio deck, pizza oven, grill, deck, nice sitting and eating area, pool, and a balcony.
You could go back in time what would you change? I’d take better care of myself.
Could use 3 words to describe your childhood which ones? Good, fun, memorable.
Could get the answer to any question which question would you choose? I don’t know cause if it’s bad I don’t wanna know.
You could have an endless supply of something what would it be? Money.
Meet anyone who no longer lives who’d you choose? Chester Bennington.
:: Can ::
… you ride a bike?
No.
… you ski? No.
… you bake a cake? >> I'm sure I could wing a box cake. <<< Yeah, that’s all I do. I’m not in there whipping stuff up from scratch.
… you sing well? Nope.
… you do your own taxes? >> I don't do taxes, I don't earn a taxable income. <<<
… you remain calm in a crisis? I tend to freak out.
… you do first aid? No.
… remember your best friend’s family members’ names? They’re my family, too.
… you fire a gun? I’ve only done it once when I went to a shooting range with some friends a few years ago. I didn’t want to do more than that.
… your parents drive? Yes.
…your best friend dance well? She doesn’t like to dance.
…you make people laugh easily? I don’t think I’m funny. I’ll have my moments now and then and I own that shit when it happens haha but it’s at random.
…stand up for yourself? I’m not great a that. I’m too shy, too awkward, suck at expressing myself, and don’t like confrontation.
…you do a martial art? No.
:: Would ::
You like to learn a new language?
I’d like to be fluent in Spanish. I only know some.
Save the life of a stray animal? If I could help in some way.
Know what to do if there was a hurricane? >> Not entirely, because I've never lived in a hurricane-prone area. <<< Me either, thankfully.
Try a new cuisine? If it sounded good to me. I’m very picky and particular with food.
Risk your life for anyone? My loved ones.
You like to get back in touch with someone? Ideally, but it’s not ideal right now.
You drive in the middle of the night to get a stuck friend? I don’t drive so I wouldn’t be any help. I could call them an Uber, though.
You Know how to perform CPR? No.
You likely win in a game of chess? Nope, I don’t even know how to play.
You stop talking for a day for $100? Yeah.
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deeeelightfuldee · 3 years
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surveyss 005.
When’s the last time you ran?  Last week. blegh. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? some of them do, some of them don’t... just depends on my mood. What are you dreading right now? this grad school drama.. it makes me physically ill to think about. Do you celebrate 420? Nope. Definitely not anything im interested in.
Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night?  Consecutively? no. Sporadically? No.
If anyone came to your house on your “lazy day” what would ya’ll do? probably order food, watch bobs burgers, do surveys, play board games, etc. Who last grabbed your ass? Oof... either a former coworker or my last boyfriend. Eerrr, actually I think it might have been a guy I was dating briefly. Have you ever been on your school’s track team? Uh, sure. I was homeschooled so I guess if I was running in highschool then I was the track team. Do you own a pair of converse? I don’t have any, no. Do you eat raw cookie dough? oh heck yea. Have you ever kicked a vending machine?  I don’t think I kicked it, but I definitely shook and smacked the one at work. It would always get stuck. Don’t you hate it when radios ruin good songs by playing them over and over? Nah, I don’t listen to the radio a lot, so it doesn’t bother me much. Do you watch Trading Spaces? Back in the day I used to. Is it still on? Man that show used to make me so angry how people could do their neighbors so dirty. How do you eat oreos? Either dunk in milk or eat as many of the chocolate bits first and then save an enormous amount of the creamy goodness to eat at one time. Have you ever stayed online for a long time waiting for someone? AHHHHHHHH yes. Then it turned into staying awake to see if someone would message me. No more of that. Are you cocky? Nope. I can be confident about things, but not cocky. Could you live without a computer? Not at the moment, that wouldn’t be feasible with school. Do you wear your shoes in the house? Sometimes, yeah Who or what sleeps with you? Pillows. Occasionally benny. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn’t real? So, I never stood a chance because my siblings are all older than I am and definitely ruined that for me. Which is so sad because my neighbor used to dress up as Santa and his son would be an elf and they’d come over with gifts and I was like 5 years old and said “you know my siblings ruined this for me, right?” How many phones are in your house, that includes cell phones? Oooof.. umm three. I forgot we got rid of our landline. What do you do when you’re sad? I either stay in my room or I go for a really long drive to places I’ve never been and I don’t bother to keep a map up. Do you know anyone born in the year 1985? Yes Who would you call first if you won the lottery? My mom. I don’t know who else hahah Last time you saw your best friend?  I saw my besties today. Are you in high school? I am not What jewelry are you wearing? I have a necklace on still. Is anyone on your bad side now? Yes. It doesn’t happen often that I get this way, but I’m just so tired of being treated as garbage  When did reality become tv? Whatever happened to sitcoms, game shows  What’s the first thing you do when you get online? usually check emails or open up something fun. When I’m in school it is all business. Do you watch Grey’s Anatomy? I used to love watching it. How do you most people spell your name? Some people spell it correctly, though some people add two n’s or swap an A for an E. I think some people do it on purpose. Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? If it fit, yah. But historically the guys I have dated are muscular but slim.  What are you doing tomorrow? Putting together the pool and patio, sorting out retirement info for mom, planning 4th of july plans, planning birthday plans, meal planning. 
Where do you draw the line? Depends on what the situation is. I typically have pretty high self-respect, so if I am encountering a situation that is disrespectful towards myself, then I am normally out. The exception to that rule has been for someone I genuinely love and care about. Finding that line has been unclear. I think I found the line now that it’s becoming a safety concern. Favorite name for a girl? Violet, Eleanor, Faye.  Favorite boy name? I love soooo many. Jack Montgomery, Theodore (Theo) Graham, etc. Will you keep your last name when you get married? Doubt it. I am okay with letting this one go.  When was the last time you left your house?  I left the house today.  Do you return your cart? HECK YES.  Do you have a dishwasher? I do. Thank gooooooooooodness.  What noise do you hear? Well, I have four separate fans running, so that’s a large amount of the noise. I also have Bob’s Burgers playing in the background because that’s my happy place. Also, my phone is going off like crazy. Would you survive in prison? Probably not. Guilt would get to me for whatever got me there in the first place. I’m not an aggressive person and I know you have to be in order to make it. Who is the youngest in the family? you’re talkin’ to her Road trip! Who would most likely overpack? Most likely me. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? I used to work with a lady who had my name. She was notttttt my cup of tea.  What’s the last thing you purchased?  food.  Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you? Yeah, my sister notoriously tries to pay for me. My brothers not AS frequently, but my older brother will occasionally offer to buy food for me. My other brother is pretty skint. What brand are your pants right now? No pants. But my bottoms are black What brand is your digital camera? I wish I remembered.... kind of.  Do you own expensive perfume/cologne? One or two.  Do you watch movies with your parents? never my dad. Occasionally mom.  Ever been to Georgia (the state)? Yup! Planning to go again soon.  What irritates you the most? either being taken for granted, or lack of concern for safety.  Are you taking college classes right now? Graduated! I am ready to re-enroll haha.  Do you like sushi? I really, really, really do not.  Do you get your hair cut every month? Ok, sadly I have not gotten my hair cut in probably... 7 years?  Do you go online everyday? yes.
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