#my friends: stop being so dramatic

[rosepompadour]

GENE TIERNEY in NEVER LET ME GO

#my friends: stop being so dramatic #me: #gene tierney #never let me go #the silver screen #*

[zootopiathingz]

I’m sorry but why am I always the one who has to make the plans when it comes to hanging out with friends? Not to sound like a bitch but I’m literally the only one who makes any effort to reach out and plan something with my friends and lately it’s been kinda draining and lonely. Why am I always the one who has to put in the effort? Why am I the one who has to suggest that we hang out? Like I’m always the one who texts first and asks to see them and it’s never the other way around, ever. If I don’t ask for us to hang out then we don’t hang out.

I know I’m nobody’s first choice, but is it too much to ask to be a choice at all?

#it doesn’t help that my long distance friend stopped talking to me altogether bc he got a girlfriend #and therefor doesn’t need me to talk to anymore #and when I tried to plan for my friends to come over for thanksgiving they just. didn’t really cooperate??? #like they said ‘yeah you can come over’ and I said ‘well I kinda meant for you guys to come to my house’ and the conversation ended there #I love my friends but I’m sick of being the only one putting in any effort #I’m so lonely all the time I just want one person who actually enjoys my company and wants me around #maybe im just being dramatic #idk I just want. to feel loved..in any way #vent #lady luxo rambles

[crystalkleure]

Characters who are intentionally written to be horrible little bastard goblins: ✔️ Hilarious

Characters who are supposed to be viewed as being A Good Person in spite of them continuously doing horrible asshole things that would make any reasonable person fucking punch them IRL: ❌ Infuriating

#.It speaks #About me yo #I HATE THAT SECOND THING SO MUCH #INTENTIONAL ASSHOLES MY BELOVED. UNINTENTIONAL ASSHOLES MY BELOATHED. #The Goody Two Shoes Good Guy Protag @ their sad friend: ''Hey buddy! I am going to shame you for Not Being Happy!'' #''Don't you understand that that's rude to all of your friends? You're killing all of our vibes! It Is Morally Bad To Be Visibly Sad!'' #All of the other characters: ''Yeah!! What protag said!! We love you and forgive you @ Sad Guy but you need to stop being sad Right Now!'' #And Everybody Claps #Literal worst thing in the world. #Like it is DRAMATICALLY DIFFERENT if the protag doing something like this has ACTUAL ACCURATE CONSEQUENCES #Like. Say. Sad Guy bottling too much up for too long and then eventually finally exploding in protag's face. #[And NOT being portrayed as Evil for doing so. Might be SEEN as evil by the protag but Is Not Narratively The Bad Guy For It.] #THAT does not bother me. Fuck yeah Sad Guy tell the emotionally abusive fuck and all their flying monkeys to eat shit. #BUT IF THE LITERAL ABUSED CHARACTER TRYING TO STAND UP FOR THEMSELF MAKES THEM THE VILLAIN OF THE WEEK/SEASON I'M MAD #You know? #Protag who THINKS they are Morally Infallible but is actually perfectly human and wrong/does bad shit sometimes: ✔️✔️✔️ #Protag who is a total penis and their dickheadery WINS every time it causes conflict; the /conflict/ is portrayed as unreasonable: ❌❌❌ #If you know me really well you can probably guess which specific two characters I am talking about #I hate both of those little bastards so much

[isymposium]

I'm in this awful middle ground of "I love sharing my music and I don't want to stop" and "The mere thought of the Vocaloid community makes me so sick with anxiety I could throw up" and I don't know what to do about it...? The problem is that everyone who interacts with my music is so nice, but I still live in nauseating fear that specific people will sic their audience on me (despite having no reason to believe this will happen). I've already lost all my friends in this community because of those people (which was honestly really good for me in the long run LOL but it was devastating when it happened). I spend so much emotional energy fearing that one day a song of mine will get a little too popular and these people will be annoyed enough by my presence that they'll try to harass me off the internet. I mean, they've done that before. They did that to a 14 year old. If I am so scared of this happening then is there a point to existing online at all? I can make this anxiety go away by literally just getting offline, LOL.

#I'm not saying “The Vocaloid community traumatized me” because that's dramatic as fuck and not true #But “The people I associated with have had a lasting negative impact on my mental health” is true #And it was true even before we stopped being friends #I don't blame them for most of the negative impacts they've had on me though #But after the way they got everyone I knew in the community to block me I just kind of live in fear of them #Which is so fucking stupid! It's Twitter shit! #I should not be afraid of some guy on the internet #Even if that guy has tens of thousands of followers #Me @ myself “Getting cyberbullied is so stupid just turn off your laptop 4head”

[criminalskies]

feels fitting that the last fic I wrote was for a friend and now after two months of being unable to write, I’m going to write a letter and it’s gonna be about how much they’ve fucking scarred me and made me sabotage every good relationship I have and made me hate myself all over again 🤩 Irony 🤩

#I hope it’ll bring me closure to feel my metaphorical digital pen piercing the fucking page #I hate you and I hate me and you made that happen #this feels so dramatic but I can’t overstate how much they fucking ruined my self confidence and my mental well-being #growth is realising my partner left because I haven’t been myself since the day this friend hurt me #I let my partner down and I stopped being the person I always wanted to be for them #and I stopped being the person I said I would be for them #and I need to close this chapter somehow #I have so much anger and sadness and nowhere to put it #fuck you buddy #not cm #personal #delete later

[shitouttabuck]

supposed to be hosting a birthday party sleepover sitch for a friend tonight and not One person has replied to confirm if they’re coming on the gc….. i’ve made enough hummus for twenty people…..

#i hate hosting anything at mine bc it means i can’t bail when i’m sick of socialising #so would love to know if anyone’s coming or if i can stop being stressed about it #i’m being very dramatic i will have a lovely time if they come but the lead up to doing Anything is always soooo #also my friends are simply terrible at confirming plans ahead of time i never know what we’re doing till an hour before 😭 #n

[katyspersonal]

Cool.. Our rent price got raised. :') I did not know it was even possible to get even MORE poor than me and mom already were, but here we are. Guess I'll start surviving on literal bread and water at this rate.

#/vent #personal #no but when will things stop getting worse? #in moments like this I feel especially bitter thinking about that asshole that went to me like: #'wahh wahh katy i won enough money in the court to buy everything I want but it doesn't matter because I can't buy YOU uwu' #*ten days later* 'actually I don't want a friend/sister anymore can you please stay in your bum spot and simply be my- #-online friend and listen to me ramble about my interests without any regards to yours and show off how cool my life is to you like always? #like no I am not materialistic but when people make dramatic promises of this kind they better stick to them #'nooo but you MUST get out of russia!!!' bitch how? I can hardly afford enough food let alone travelling and living abroad #anyways yeah I am done using the guy that pretended to want a better life for us both and then turned tail as a core for venting #sorry it just makes me angry #not so much living in powerty and not being able to crawl out of debt and my life state no matter what #but more about a very consistent trend of having friends that one day get RICH and dump me as 'lower class' right after that happens #he is not the only one like that in my life he is just the most recent one #really speaks about how unlikeable I am if people lose interest in me as soon as they can buy happy things instead #shows that my worth as a human being is super low and I only work as entertainment when people can't buy something to do that instead #like videogames food travels objects books etc etc... #I am just below those things and less interesting than those things and I'll die early hahaha lol #hopes are that supernatural luck power that doesn't want me to escape easily will send me something to help. because yeah my situation- #-is B A D.

[witchwhaat]

saw akira at cinema

#it absolutely SLAPPED #what an experience #i fucking love cinema #the quality was SO good #forgot how much i loved the opening scenes and the soundtrack when i watched it the first time #if you ever get a chance to see it in cinema i highly recommend #also was supposed to meet with my friends after but migraines loooooveto ruin my plans :( #so now i'm sitting in my room fighting for my live with a headache trying to watch a movie for class :( #instead of being out and having fun :( #agnes talking #edit: okay let me just. this animation is insane. it's so impressive and seeing it on the big screen was so exciting and cool #i wanted to squeak and clap when the iconic bike slide happened #the city??? the buildings?!! absolutely amazing chef's kiss #kei best girl #had to stop myself from laughing when kaneda screamed 'he's OUR friend only we have the right to kill him' like please aldhhdjsjd #he's so dramatic i love him #shoutout to the guy that excitedly scream whispered to his friend 'THEY MADE IT 35 YEARS AGO CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS KURWA' bc mood

[pens-personal]

Guess who got high and had a panic attack when his mom knocked on his door and hid in his room pretending to be asleep while his roommate took care of the situation and then had to have a text argument with said mother over the aforementioned roommate correcting her on his pronouns!!!

#she was being so goddamn dramatic too like jeezus crist man #she's always telling me how bad victim narratives are and YET #parental trauma #transphobia #exmo #she was like “tell your friend to stop policing my language” and I was like “mom I can't police HER language” #parental abuse

[lovecoredeity]

someone a while ago commented on how I draw sleeves and it made it apparently that I am very much a slut for interesting sleeves in my own art and in like the actual clothing i buy

#deity dialogue #you ever see clothing and it’s like ‘you would be a 10/10 slay if your sleeves were more dramatic’ #OR you see clothing with iconic sleeves but the rest of it is SO boring #about to start stealing the sleeves off of boring clothing and using them for clothing that is otherwise fun but lacking interesting sleeves #idk I have always loved sleeves they’re very very fun #that being said I have got to stop buying shirts and dressed my friends are going to kill me about it I need more pants blah blah #I also don’t NEED more shoes but I’d like a pair of white shoes to better match my clothing #I like matching #or if I’m not gonna match then like

[angelsdean]

probs won't hit post limit bc i spent a good chunk of the day watching smallville

#my currently smallville thoughts as of getting halfway thru s5: #jensen's character is dead and gone rip jason teague #also he turned out to be working with his evil mom and held my girl martha and jonathan hostage. so not too sad to see his character go lol #chloe is still getting on my nerves but a little bit less #she seems to have finally accepted her role as sidekick friend who will never be the Love Interest #lois continues to grow on me<3 the 'i barely (but fondly) tolerate you' friendship she and clark have rn is cute #CLARK AND LANA DATING FOR REALS THIS TIME. my shipper heart soars. soaking it all up bc i knowww it will not last </3 #also them being each other's firsts. cute and also. VINDICATION. it's just simply what's meant to be. that's his first love ok #clark and lex's rapidly deteriorating friendship in s5 breaks my goddamn heart tho. also lex suddenly interested in lana like. no dude stop #like. i can only get one of my two favorite clark relationships to be afloat at a time. i get a clark x lana win this seasons #only to lose clark and lex :( #my girl martha continues to slay. all the awards to annette o'toole. literally every scene she's in just banger #and lionel's glorious hair finally back. we just love lionel in general. a fun bad dad. it's the flair for dramatics that makes him so fun #also just john glover is constantly slaying every scene too #smallville watch

[remicilline]

im not that picky w dramas because ive been watching national and international (mostly brazilian and argentinian) teleseries since i was born*

#this is also why dramatic classic anime adaptations such as saint seiya have such a huge following in latam #we're used to that level of drama so we can enjoy it wo thinking about it too much. suspension of disbelief etc realismo magico etcetc #**not exactly an exaggeration as the whole family watched teleseries when i was growing up #i remember being in first grade and getting into arguments w my friends cause their families watched teleseries from a different channel #back in the early 00s u were either a tvn or a canal 13 teleserie watcher #ginni stop talking

[i-legitimately-dont-know]

current mood :/

#just feel like being dramatic pay no mind #i truly just need to go to sleep and i’ll be fine for at least a little while #i’m just frustrated with myself i feel so fucking stupid all the time and then keep putting myself in the same situation over and over again #insane shit #also just like motherfucker how are you so unaware of the shit you do and say like fucking hell #and like do you even give a fuck about me in any meaningful way or am i just an npc you can summon when you’re bored or need something #but at the same time i feel like i’m always bothering you god everything is so fucked #BUT YOU’RE LITERALLY SO CONTENT AND THAT’S WHATS REALLY FUCKED #quite literally how the fuck am i not over this i’m so tired and maybe i should’ve taken some space in december #but if i had i feel like we would’ve lost touch #and now we’re way closer than before but i can’t stop wanting shit that i can’t have and it’s pathetic #so i guess im just doomed like holy shit i want to be dating someone to move tf on but i truly don’t give a fuck about these tinder people #and like i said friends is fine and i meant it but i didn’t think it’d be so fucking hard #and with all the time we spend together like why tf don’t we just give it a shot just to see like fuck you’re not even a little curious #like am i that awful #i just wish i could care exactly the same amount as you do #i don’t wanna not be friends i’m just sick of feeling guilty cause my brain keeps saying like oh you’re a terrible friend #cause you only do xyz cause you think it’ll make them want you #and that’s not true #for the most part 🫠 #but also fuck maybe i just should not be around as much and like quietly get a little bit of distance #but i don’t want that shit lmao #wtf do i even do god i hate thisss #also fuck you cause you really have me going sometimes like things are different #but in your head you’re literally just saying things #FUCK UGH #anyway this should’ve been typed in my notes app lmao #but it’s already here and it’s almost 5am so presumably no one will see it

[camscendants]

Had a meltdown :/

#I think a might have a bit of autism #I’ve been diagnosed with adhd #I really think these are meltdowns #horrible #I’m exhausted from it #happens like every month or so #things start building up and then Boom #the worst ones like this one are around people #especially since no one knows how to help my brother told me to stop being a baby and to calm down #they always boil it down to me being overly dramatic about what the final straw was ‘it’s just a show’ cause the thing that put me over the #edge was finding out I was gonna miss the premiere for toh #like I scream and cry kick and hit things throw things pull my hair and hit my head #and idk if it’s not a meltdown then I’m just stupid and throw stupid baby tantrums #I think all my friends hate me my dad and brother keep going out to get food without me Halloween costume issues I’m losing things and #things are breaking so many stupid little things just built up to be too much and toh just toppled it all #I’m sad and tired #bye gonna go cry myself to sleep go to school then work #:(

[fleshdyke]

absvejavbehevsn

#bad day. augh. #why is all the shit i get genuinely upset about so fucking stupid and insignificant #like literally it doesnt fucking matter no one cares….. stop being fucking dramatic ‼️ #im so fucking done with school . its literally not wven that bad but i want to explode #like im perfectly fine talking in detail abt absolute atrocities being committed against my communities just across the border #but i’m so scared i cant fucking move when i don’t have anyone to sit with me at lunch. like its so fucking pathetic #the usual spot me and my friends eat in is closed for ramadan which is great but he havent established a new spot and my best friends keep #going off to be with their partners and wander around and i feel so fucking broken because they dont even like me anymore #like im too disabled to walk around this 5 story school and im too much of a fucking loser for anyone to even possibly want in the slightest #and two of my best friends just fucking leave with their partners because theyre not absolutely godawful people #and like i know i can’t be expectex to find someone in hs i know that logically but i feel so fucking broken #bc why doesnt anyone want me. why has no one ever fucking wanted me #the only time ive ever been wanted in my whole fucking life was when i was raped as a little kid and i want it back so fucking bad i wanf it #back i just want to be fucking wanted again #and i dont think anyones actually my friend like i dont think anyone actually likes me bc why would they #i hace to live with myself every minute of every day and i can tell why no one fucking likes me bc im so fucking annoying #ok nevermind . done now. my brother just walked into my room took one look at me ( i have very obviously been crying) and asked if i wanted #to watch him play minecraft #rambles #vent

[daydreamerdrew]

The Avengers (1963) #12

#I remember the early issues playing with the team not coordinating well in fights and so getting in each others way #so the other side of the coin that the way the team functions didn’t make the team members friends #is that it has succeeded in making them effective in fights #which is probably the primary metric by which they’re judging the success of the team at this point #even if we are seeing some problems arise from the team members’ occasional lack of kindness or trust or respect for one another #I feel like the main times we see the team together when they’re not actively on a mission is when they’re in a meeting or training #I think there have been small little bits that fall outside of that #but I would like to see attempting to form stronger bonds and spend time with each other outside of those bounds #not because I necessarily think them being friends is necessary for the book to be interesting #but because I think the process of all that would be interesting to read #like I could take them trying and failing at being friends tbh #and regarding them probably judging the team just on how well they handle their supervillain conflicts #I think the concept of a team that doesn’t always like each other but functions well as a superhero team and so continues on #because nothing dramatically makes them stop being a team it’s just not all executed ideally #could work really well with its kind of quieter interpersonal conflict #marvel #steve rogers #tony stark #janet van dyne #my posts #comic panels