#my friends are probably asleep :

[buggiebite]

Long Day at School

Daddy! Peeta makes my heart melt. Figured everyone needed some of him to withstand the winter.

#dad bod! Peeta does things to me that I can’t explain on tumblr sorry #bc you can’t tell me after 20 years he doesn’t look like a dad #he’s in his 40s let him eat cheese buns and complain about his back hurting #and I just know the toast babies would hang on him and want to be held constantly #he’d want to hold them constantly #que walking into the bakery and he’s got both kids on his hips and he asks how he can help you #but my personal little heacannon for this pic #the school and bakery aren’t too far apart so he picks up the kids if Katniss can’t (she’s hunting #and he picks them up after letting them play with their friends for a few minutes #in this pic toastbaby girl is probably 5ish and toastbaby boy is a baby so he wouldn’t be in school yet #I headcannon the siblings are 3ish years apart #but Peeta picks up his little girl from school and she’s not chattering about her day like usual #she falls asleep on his shoulder before they even leave town #her name is Willow #but he calls her so many endearing names #buggiebite #the hunger games #katniss everdeen #everlark #fanart #peeta mellark #thg #katniss everdeen fanart #district 12 #katniss mellark #katniss and peeta #toastbaby girl #toastbaby

[nyankoizumi]

Who needs normal robot replacements with arms like these?

Meet The Dark Lord 2.0. It's body was severely torn by The Second Coming, but with a little bit of technology, spider children and pure spite it turned himself into an eldritch horror. Good for him!

#animation vs animator #incase you're curious about his damage #he lost his legs almost completely. half of its left arm went kabloey so now its missing a hand. and the impact crushed a lot of bones so #the panel/ventilation thing and wires help it breathe #how do you call a spider butt #okay google is saying abdomen so thats his second lower abdomen #inside it theres all kinds of tech. mostly to keep him alive but theres probably a web thing there too #because its just a freak like that /j #ALSO the glowy lines on there are actually holes. and you do not want to be there when it spills out a few dozens of virabots hiding inside #avm #ava the dark lord #ava dark lord #avm the dark lord #spider!dark #tag just incase i wanna save stuff for the he #alan becker #ava au #fun fact this original idea comes from a half asleep little shop of horrors au where purple helps a half dying dark turn itself into. this #and then try to kill their friends #my art

[blubblubblue]

God just thinking about the companions slowly joining you in avernous is so funny to me. Like you start off with karlach and Wyll. Then astarions like oh no sun and I can suck all the devils I want? Sold! Shadow hearts chilling with her parents eventually gets bored and joins you. Laezels convinced none of you can handle yourself and comes in a lull between fighting Vlaakith and whatever else is going on on the astral plane. Gale actually comes and saves your ass when you least expect it he’s been trying to help this whole time but his version of that is digging through books in Candle keep…. I can’t I love them

#bg3 spoilers #they’re your friends and want to help you after you’ve helped them I…. #and ofc they wanna help karlach it’s cannon they all like her #bg3 #headcannons #I’m running my mouth because everyone here is asleep and I need to vent or I’ll explode #like Gale probably

[mattodore]

kavi and his business major backpack

#simblr #the sims 4 #sims 4 #ts4 #ts4 cas #river dipping #echthroi #kavi sunder #🦇 #MEANT to post this last night after all those cas posts but i fell asleep.... so instead you're seeing this now <3 #this is kavi he's one of theo's classmates... for now... i'm thinking he's a business major minoring in either a foreign language (german?) #or something lit related for fun....... hm. who knows... #i might add him to the friend group... idk haven't decided i just really wanted to make this sim #he's inspired by adarsh jaikarran who i've had a few pins saved of in my oc board for foreverrrr #i’ll probably change his hair to a shorter one but i still wanted to show how he looks with this hair since it's what i previewed before #its funny i used every single slot i could but i still feel like he needs more detail.......... it's killing me #even all the tattoo sections are full........ *jumps* #anyway i'm supposed to go to an appointment for my ears today so wish me luck with that......... i'm deaf in one ear #and my other ear has been making constant crackling sounds so... hoping i just need my ear cleaned

[hum-suffer]

I wasn't at fault. I wasn't at fault. I wasn't at fault. I wasn't at fault. I wasn't at fault. I wasn't at fault.

#desiblr #suffer ye suhana nahi #desi tumblr #sigh #will probably delete this as soon as i feel stable #this ruins the aesthetics of my blog but my best friend is busy crush is asleep and close friend is asleep too #i have three (3) people that I tell each and every small detail to and they're all unavailable rn

[coquelicoq]

wild to me how the english translation of natsume is just. largely out of print i guess?? like half of the volumes you can't get ANYWHERE for love nor money, not even on amazon (unhallowed be its name)! i've found like five sites that sell print volumes and they've all got the same selection (vols 1, 2, 17, 19, 27-29, sometimes 24-26) and if you want any others you are SOL. though what's interesting is i'm pretty sure last time i looked it up a few months ago, you couldn't get volume 17 anywhere either. did they do a print run just of that volume?? total mystery.

#and then amazon does have a handful of volumes you can't get anywhere else (used) but they're selling for $40 to HUNDREDS #OF DOLLARS??? the volume with yorishima's intro is going for $251 😭 #i went so far as to look up the french translation and of course THEY are all in print and selling for 8 euros. i'll be real. i am tempted #it's nice that i can read volumes online but i really want to read them in bed before i fall asleep and i just cannot do that w e-versions #i guess i'll just check back in every few months to see if they've decided to go back and reprint any old volumes idk #and probably go back to checking them all out at the library. but the thing is the urge strikes me suddenly and i want to read them #immediately #this is such a non-problem i'm just. surprised i guess? i understand this isn't a hugely in demand series but it is #still running...and they're making a new season of the anime...idk idk i just expected it to be more accessible #take my money viz media!!! #natsume's book of friends #natsume yuujinchou

[radlegowaffle]

now that we have our own lil housing system, sky should implement a mail or letter system

#i need to tell my friend who probably passed out irl that we can do stuff later I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THEM #THEYRE 16 HOURS AHEAD OF ME I CANT STAY HERE ALL NIGHT MY IPAD IS GETTING INSANELY HOT #I WISH I COULD THOUGH #sky: cotl #sky: children of the light #s:cotl #thatskygame #sky children of the light #sky cotl #rad.txt #met them doing dailies and they were just following me #theyre so nice ;;-;; #theyre also japanese and the in game translating is so nice #i feel so bad its an extra step for them but slightly easier for them to talk in their native tongue #also flex some of my japanese for the first time ever 😎 (literally basic sentences) #its so cute though. we both go back and forth saying stuff in japanese and english #we were looking for winged light to go through eden and i think they fell asleep irl #now we're both just passed out by the doors in valley #its so loud i wish i went somewhere quieter or with nicer music #i hope theyre doing okay #also never thought about how 'rad' would translate into japanese until today

[rmbaloncesto]

shai: the kid in Madrid 🇪🇸

#he also posted two videos but i can only post one so im nor posting any of them (ill just post them later (probably)) #shai gilgeous alexander #vini jr #vinicius junior #i never know how to tag him #oklahoma city thunder #real madrid #i hope shai enjoyed my city #i still dont know how or why he ks friends with vini but i won't complain because they are cute #and vini deserves all the friends #theres still more photos.... #but tomorrow because im literally falling asleep writing this ✌️ #enjoy my football bbay goat #OH AND EDER #eder militao #i forgot he was in a photo lmao #sorry eder baby #ill edit the tags tomorrow

[wayfinderships]

Gamers,,,did you know I love him? 👉👈

#Pan gushes #f/o: ❄️ #Afjsnfksjd #Ggjsnfksjfksjfks😳 #He makes my heart flutter so much! #I think about him 24/7 but the feelings a little extra strong when I start to get sleepy- #(Thank you to my friends who've heard my half-asleep Snow Ramblings gksnfjsjf You're the best) #Man...👉👈Snow probably thinks it's cute #Panchi isn't one for PDA. They don't hate it but they'd rather just be affectionate in private #And Snow probably thinks it's cute how Panchi gets extra cuddly and such when they're sleepy- #Snow has no complaints! He's really happy to cuddle his sleepy husband! #Afjsnfjd Ok that's enough rambling here for tonight- Goodnight gamers!

[hazmatazz]

realizing how much physical affection means to me literally. like i always get that as my #1 love language for every fun test i do but oh my god they're right. i don't get enough physical affection or i don't get people saying they're giving me physical affection when they can't and suddenly i'm staying up that everyone hates me

#logically i understand my best friend loves me but oh my god. we haven't hugged in a week. what if he never cares to see me again #or like . i understand my guy probably likes me but haven't been told i'm getting affection in a while . my affection has been rejected. . #so . ugh. just need a fucking hug dude #i wanna ask my friend for niceys rn but it's 3 am so she's probably asleep and also . :( what if he doesn't like me #(<- guy who's been friends with it for years) #like . i wish i could tell someone like “hey give them reassurance rn” without.... asking for that #like i'd post “need someone to be niceys to me rn” because that's usually the most i can do to communicate that but he rarely is on tumblr #and what? do i send this post to my friend? no wtf #this happens with like. everyone close to me btw. i just care a lot about my best friend #so just. ugh. gonna try and sleep now. i'm getting a hug from him tomorrow #i really hope he plans something with me...i think that's all i need reassurance wise #i don't plan shit with people because what if they don't wanna be around me? but when ppl plan shit with me? YEAH . <3 #godddddd #🤞 please invite me to something soon i miss you and i feel like you hate me for no reason but that i'm sad always

[fivewholeminutes]

No fucking euclid. Vessel give me your home address i just wanna talk-

#sleep token #kidding #i have just been talking with my friends and there were probably reasons for this #reasons I'm too tired to list now adios everyone i am dead time to be asleep also

[aroacehanzawa]

sick and tired of people being judgmental of my natural biological sleeping and waking rhythm that i have minimal control over. like i have had it to my limit i have had ENOUGH

#i don't think my schedule is 'fucked' i think what's fucked is a society that does not accommodate for differences and expects everyone #to conform to a rigid schedule at the expense of their wellbeing and which causes extreme stress and chronic sleep deprivation to uphold #i'm gonna cry for real #also i know my best friend meant this lightheartedly so it's nothing to confront her about i just need to rant about it and move on. #because yeah my sleep schedule probably appears messed up to someone who is used to waking up no later than 9 #and is from a family of people who wake up at 'normal' hours #compared to my family who has no problems with when i wake up as long as i get enough sleep. and wake up on time for resposibilities ofc #what upsets me is the wider context of it and how people in general are so unwilling to be understanding #and assume that going to sleep late and waking up late is some kind of laziness or irresponsibility :/ #ok not crying anymore #like i'm pretty sure i have some kind of delayed sleep phase syndrome because even if i try to maintain a regular bedtime #i physically will not be able to fall asleep at progressively later times #until i have to forcibly reset it by pulling an all-nighter. and the cycle continues

[cerealmonster15]

theres a funny scene in portfest between Jamil and Azul (and vil) + the several times that Azul and riddle see each other as rivals + im p sure they menion that scarabia and octavinelle r academic rivals / riddle is stern about heartslabyuls grades, which all lead me 2 believe these guys end up studying 2gether accidently on purpose

#Can't wait til Halloween 2 which is probably next year #So many good Azul and riddle scenes lol #twisted wonderland #azul ashengrotto #riddle rosehearts #jamil viper #The mortifying ideal of putting my own stupid niche jokes that make ME laugh on the Tumblr #And then tagging it... scary..... #But I do it anyway. 2 desensitize me #Cereal tries to draw #Anyway. I think about Azul and the red themed boys he's kinda obsessed w/a lot lol #Jamil and riddleni want to be friends so bad lol they seem 2 more or less have a mutual respect usually #And both are immediately sour face mode when octavinelle is mentioned #And Azul is like yeah I'm gonna go hang out with those guys hehehehe #Pulls out my web chart of heartslabyul + scalability + Jamil connections djfjvjvjggjbjbn #Plagued by blorbos. #This is why everyone thinks Azul is my fave. MY FAVES ARE THE RED BOYS.!!!! #Azul is so funny tho I can't even deny that 😔 #OK. I really should be asleep bye lol #scalability???? i didn’t notice that autocorrect. that was supposed 2 say octavinelle 😒

[frecklystars]

i keep thinking about him today even tho i haven't watched crazy stupid love yet........... i can't wait to meet him i can't wait to fall in love i can't wait to start our happily ever after i cant wait to make so many drawings of us kissing and holding hands and going on cute dates... you see that necklace he's wearing? that'll be mine soon 😎✨

#wealthy man who sleeps around to fill the void bc money cannot buy his joy and he (probably) doesnt have close friends? #do you mean barney stinson? but as ryan gosling? and probably 90% less sleazy? GIVE HIM TO ME #love notes #💕♬♪ ♡ It feels different when you're with me - ̗̀☆🥂🖤✨☆ ̖́- #crazy stupid love #pretty ppl tag #hopefully this is queued for the afternoon. hopefully by the time u read this i am asleep #i've slept less than 10 hours TOTAL in the last 3 days i can feel my insides deteriorating

[magdaclaire]

my parents being fucking weird has ruined so many of the activities queers typically salivate over

#my mom and dad used to go axe throwing with my aunt and uncle once a week #my uncle built a forge out of cinder blocks in my backyard and we moved it with us after for like ten years #my dad forged for a long time #even like. making and serving alcohol or some shit. my dad is an alcoholic who used to make his own mead #cottagecore ass lesbians?? my mom was an apothecary and my dad has always had a garden #dark academia ass gay people? my parents get into ethical debates to pass the time when they're in line in stores #art or singing or dancing? my mom was a theatre major her first time through college. we do that here #my mom used to customize jeans for her friends free of charge bc she could just draw on them to stim during long conversations #my siblings and i split up roles in musicals before we start them bc of my mom #dancing is about my grandparents but anyway they were competitive line dancers and that's not the only dance they did #everybody in my family has adhd and/or autism and there are no safe interests in this house #and my siblings would probably say the same thing about shit that i've hyperfixated on in the past that they cannot look at bc i #talked about it too much. i know enough about literature to make any normal person fall asleep. i have a borderline encyclopedic knowledge #of big cats. i literally read a series of encyclopedias as a child because i wanted to have a base knowledge of most things #how was i not diagnosed !!!!!! how did no one diagnose me !!!!!!! #and it's bc everybody in my family thought it was normal for me to read at a collegiate level in first grade. please be so for real rn #this turned into talking about my family's autism but isn't that what it was always about lmao #mer rambles

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️