#my family hated any sign of my autism and tried to ‘nip it in the bud’ whenever something came up

[theshadowrealmitself]

Hello! I just wanted to tell you that your posts about aliens always make my day when I read them and I wanted to thank you for that :>

-🐰💖

Thank you, this really means a lot to me!!!

#I’m v serious about that #my family hated any sign of my autism and tried to ‘nip it in the bud’ whenever something came up #one of those things was hyperfixations #any time I got into something they would immediately force me to give it up under the guise of ‘self control’ while the rest of my siblings #were allowed to have merch and talk about the things they liked #and if I didn’t give up what I liked I was demonized and constantly insulted for it #having that constantly happen as a kid has turned into feeling immense guilt every time I like something now #it’s easier with d*p posts because I’m not the only one filling up the tag so it doesn’t remind me of my childhood #of enjoying something abd everyone hating me for it because it wasn’t the ‘right’ thing to enjoy and I was already talking about it toomuch #still having hella difficultly doing a rewatch without feeling terrible #but with h*man al*en posts whenever I look in the tag I don’t see other people posting similar stuff #and especially with h*man v*lcan posts I filled up the tag soo much #that it just really makes me feel terrible which is why so many of my posts like that gave me apologizing somewhere in them for talking #about it #even tho I know if people don’t want to see them they can just block me and there’s nothing wrong with my posts #but still #anyways this really does mean a TON to me anon ty 🥺🥺🥺 #♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ #I hope you have a great year!!!! #no fandom #anon #ask box #sorry about the sad childhood stuff I saw this ask as I was thinking about my childhood 😭 #terrible timing #or great timing depending on how you see it #holy shit did they all call me a monster for exhibiting normal autistic signs #jesus christ.