#my biggest motivation at the moment dfsdadsjjhm

[dontneedmyheart]

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#i’m not ready to go back to work tomorrow #i have to be there so early too which is honestly torture after a week of getting to sleep late #also #the covid situation here is getting worse and everyone is tired and who the fuck knows when we will be vaccinated #i think i realised this week that this whole thing will still last for at least a year #not that most of the restrictions change my daily life at all because the situation would have to be zombie apocalypse bad #for me to not have to leave the house for work #i still go to work i still see lots of people #but it’s all the stuff that motivated me outside of work that’s still gonna be missing for a long time #traveling and seeing all my friends and going to the movies and i don’t know how many times i still have to say this #but i fucking miss it #and i’m exhausted #and i feel so restless #oh well #life goes on despite us being frozen in time #at least my life will have a meaning soon when tfatws starts #my biggest motivation at the moment dfsdadsjjhm #literally nothing is more me than feeling exhausted and unmotivated and lonely #but then five seconds later i’m like ’whatever there’s this tv-show that i’m gonna obssess over for the next two months’ #is this a healthy coping mechanism? were any of them ever healthy? maybe not but i’m taking whatever i can #to deal with the crushing pressure of capitalism and the existential crisis i go through every sunday afternoon