#and i feel so restless

[gunstellations]

gentle mornings

#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you #kazurei #buddy daddies #i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that #can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares #he wouldnt ask for it #it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first #rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always #managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow #even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise #that its safety and warmth and protection and peace #and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed #but #eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less #safer than the light #your heart becomes indulgent #and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again #its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together #but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it #thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up #she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then #one big pile of a warm and happy family #yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible #if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here #my art

[matchandelure]

lins

#you guys no charactter has ever given me such intnese gender envy before #these r so old but im feeling restless i just wrote my calc iii final and either bombed it or passed #doodling in goodnotes <333 #linhardt von hevring #fe3h #fire emblem #fire emblem three houses #my art stuff

[kaleidoru]

your luck ran out

#anthro #furry #cat #feline #witch #oc: the cat #oc: cat o nine tails #i can't sleep... feel too 'wired' up and restless #so i forced myself to draw

[kristoffs-lullaby]

Hugs

#varigo #vat7k #varian and the seven kingdoms #varian #hugo vat7k #i need walkies #FEEL. SO RESTLESS. need to bite smth #theyre so #dont ask why i changed brushes i just did

[etherealstardustt]

Wasn't feeling well and sort of weird yesterday, and I just shut my study books and phone down and went outside, saw stars and moon, felt it's warm glow all over and suddenly it all made sense. like everything IS about love, at the end, it's all that persists, that remains, that keeps us going. That's why we don't stop, even when someone we love hurt us, we don't stop, we can't stop actually falling in love with yet another person(And I'm not at all talking abt just romantic love btw). It exists guys, love exists. And it will find you. I promise.

#but literally tho it felt like the most beautiful realisation ever #not sure if it makes sense completely- #i was feeling restless and it kind of grounded me ig? #and then i immediately told a friend that he was loved and everything #cuz i was feeling really bad for him for the stuff he went through #i was hesitating a bit to do it earlier so yeah #<33 #love #nature #moon

[spacenintendogs]

fishlegs' giggles & laughs are everything 2 me

#brain is just static tv static nothing is happening i am exhausted and restless i want to make but i can not think of anything #so i go on autopilot #httyd #🌹 art #fishlegs ingerman #httyd fanart #i am not doing like. Terrible in terms of whatever overall like. i'm fine & will be fine #i just hate burnout so much #like. i've obv been drawing every couple days that's like. a thing but it's. nothing feels like my Best u know? #it's all been lazy but o7 we push pn #we party rockin #n e wayz #fishlegs.......

[sciderman]

You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting. #Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project. #peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance. #me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away. #take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me. #sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually. #all my relationships have been. pretty short. #and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t. #a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak. #but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing. #because I really don’t know. #I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days. #I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely. #I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time. #and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it. #it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything. #I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless. #but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

[mitamicah]

It is 4.50 am, I have been up for almost an hour. In about an hour we will travel to the airport - so excited 🤩

(Also sorry-not sorry for the gif xD)

#my inner clock was pretty spot on since it woke me up 6 minutes before my alarm #so that is cool :3 #thinking about how little i was able to sleep (almost always restless before some event i am excited and/or nervous about) #i feel rather refreshed #probably will go down when waiting in the airport tho xD #joker out spring tour 2024 #micahs foolery

[4x01]

[with startling clarity] I NEED TO GET TO A SWINGSET.

#sitting in my house going oh my god why do i feel so restless and under-stimulated #as if my life for the past few weeks hasn’t been drive to work -> come home -> work at home -> video game break for sanity #txt

[mwebber]

[x]

#mark webber #markwebberedit #.m #1:45 am and i feel so restless argh.. take these peace and love on planet earth

[captainsavre]

I hate being alone. Carina DeLuca || Station 19 (4.02 Wild World)

#stefania spampinato #the actress you are… #this ep has a special place in my heart for so many reasons #this scene being one of them #i also lost innumerous lives to covid 19 under my watch and to see them go completely alone is devastating and life changing #i had many moments like this and stefania does an extraordinary work portraying it #all the mixed feelings of anger anxiety restlessness revolt sadness powerless exhaustion #it gets me every time #save station 19 #station 19 #carina deluca #ben warren #jason george #4x02 #marina #maya x carina #maya and carina #mine #tv: cd #tv: s19

[fairycosmos]

my brain feels like it's on a hamster wheel just constantly seeking mental movement and stimulation but ultimately going nowhere and i know it's because im on that damn phone

#but i feel like i cant do anything about it. just so restless in my own head and life i need something #least its not drugs

[feluka]

the deaths from dehydration are starting and i don't fucking know what else it's going to take to open the rafah border. i don't know what to do or who to call but i feel every death on our shoulders as long as the border is closed.

#i feel like i want to jump out of my skin with restlessness #praying to hear word of ANY organized action at all to push for opening the border #the fact that there isn't any (considering everyone i know is vocally pro-opening the border) is so demoralizing #the fact that activism here is virtually dead. bleak. bleak. bleak.

[hella1975]

FRESH NAILS LETS GOOOOO

#they look so hot they’re so long and pointy. im gonna GET you #I’ve had such a productive day I finally cleaned up my revision pit that I left behind when I went home #so finally tidied my room and washed my dishes and emptied my bin and cleaned my surfaces etc #and then I got my nails done which is of course SUCH a slay #and then i went to boots and my mate has a loyalty card with student discount on it that i copped #tell me how i got hair dye (this alone was £8) body wash shampoo conditioner and a hair mask ALL for £13. insane bargains from me #and then i finally FINALLY did a big shop bc I’ve fully not done one since coming back after xmas #im so accomplished let’s gooo #honestly i feel really restless and like I’m staving off an inevitable episode bc I just feel soooo ough and unsettled #and it’s always Bad when it gets like this but if i just keep doing things and ignoring it then everything will be fine! 😄 #about to have a FAT bath. nothing is wrong with me #hella goes to uni

[fawfulydoo]

being painfully bored but fatigued and cant do anything is like unstoppable force vs immovable object

#ive been so restless but fatigued these past 2 weeks and its the worst thing ever #nothing satisfies me #i want to do something where i feel like i'm doing enough but i never feel it #how do i get this to stop

[dnangelic]

what kind of emotion(s) do u guys write from

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #i think abt tht post tht says siken writes w panic and mary oliver writes w hope n i was thinking abt #hiwatari's 'if a shadow is behind a circle then it's a sphere and if a shadow is in front of a circle then it becomes a hole' #obviously that can apply to dark + dai vs krad + sato as part of their dichotomy but its also applicable to both of them as individuals #if u include the manga bc of the way daisuke/dark's heart is. solemn and grandiose but vacant with nothing to satisfy anyone in it #everything they do or say comes from tht empty cathedral. a graveyard. the noble but desolate dust-filled underground of an opera house #i'm writing abt summer and winter but most importantly im writing abt love and light's echoes in a jet black space #i'm saying the reason dark and daisuke are always so grateful for others is because they're always so lonely #and emotionally if not socially malformed and outcast in their own ways #writing daisuke is anxiety and deep guilt on the surface with an undercurrent of pride and arrogance #writing dark is pride and arrogance on the surface with an undercurrent of anxiety and deep guilt #but anything and everything is sourced from that hollow and empty well. that 'nothing' that is a phantom thief's #restless and covetous heart #even within canon the things dark and daisuke both REALLY want- they lie to themselves lie to the audience about until they finally #either obtain or surmount it #well. anyways. sorry for tag essay #i had a lot of feelings and no place to put them 💀