#my biggest fear

[fiestasaur]

#goncharov #my biggest fear #elon musk

[classycookiexo]

#raymonte #moms #honestly #fear #my biggest fear

[artaxlivs]

i was afraid to follow

written for the July @steddiemicrofic prompt ‘pool’ wc: 442| rated: M 

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They’ve been kissing for long enough that Eddie has to remind himself to come up for air. Steve’s lips are puffy and spit slick against his own. His boyfriend’s lips. They’re boyfriends now.

One of Eddie’s arms is flung loosely around Steve’s shoulders, the other is buried in Steve’s hair tilting his head where Eddie wants it. Eddie’s doing all the work on the kissing part, Steve’s doing all the work to keep them afloat. His arms out to the sides to swirl and push at the water while his swimmer legs kick them back up every time they start to sink below the surface.

Eddie would kick, too, but his legs have other things to do. They’re busy wrapping themselves around Steve’s hairy thighs or squeezing Steve’s hips between his knees. Because neither of them is wearing swim trunks and Eddie can never resist having his entire body touching Steve’s entire body as often as possible.

They’ll have to get out soon. Pool sex is fun in theory but messy in reality. 

Tugging on Steve’s hair, Eddie gives him one last filthy kiss before pulling back and fluttering his eyes open.

It takes him a few seconds to realize what’s different. It’s dark. The pool light is off for some reason. In the light from the moon, Eddie sees the flash of fear across Steve’s face, his catch of breath, the tense of his core where it’s pressed against Eddie.

Eddie breathes out, “We’re okay, Stevie. It’s just the lightbulb.” There’s a second, though, where Eddie is terrified to put his legs down so they can swim to the shallow end. Steve’s legs are already extended though so Eddie does it, laughs it off. “Come on big guy, race you to the steps.”

Steve returns his grin and the tense of his muscles is different now, competitive jock posturing but Eddie knows Steve won’t leave him behind. Would never leave him behind.

And then the light flickers.

All the air in Eddie’s lungs evaporates. It happens so fast. Steve’s eyes widen, his pupils dilate, a water droplet falls from his hair and then he’s just - gone. Eddie wasn’t even holding on. His arms were just resting on Steve and now there’s nothing. The surface barely registers the splash.

Eddie runs. Swims. Pulls his naked ass up the steps and out of the pool to scramble away to safety. The light flickers back on and the pool is empty. No. No.

When the kids find him like that the next day, they’ll say Eddie couldn’t have done anything but that won’t be true. He could have followed. He could have followed.

#microfic prompt #steddie microfic #stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #don't hate me #my biggest fear #80s movies fucked me up #camp crystal lake flashbacks

[nofuckingbody]

they all say that it gets better but what if I dont

#my biggest fear

[mostlyhornyandsad]

my only goal while writing smut is to not sound like tedros tedros in the idol

#smut #my biggest fear #when he said “stretch that tight little pussy” #i wanted to die a little bit #i hate that show

[stevesnailbat]

haha steve nooo ur so sexy don’t sacrifice yourself for someone who doesn’t love you ….

#my biggest fear #steve harrington

[squirmydonnie]

Vent art from last summer.

#cheeseburgerboy #why does this still apply #my biggest fear #my art #i took a picture of this before i left

[koravelliumavast]

#my biggest fear #cosmere #stormlight archive #brandon sanderson #dustbringer moash #Moash #give him like a luke castellan treatment or something #I hate when authors do this but I hate even more unnecessary redemption arcs

[knifefightscene]

Moment of silence for people who were abused by their parents bc one day you’ll wake up n look in the mirror and your abusers will stare back at you

#my biggest fear

[alteanroyals]

across the spiderverse was so freaking EXCELLENT there's nothing more to say

#they have done it once again #and the voltron writers didn't fuck it up #my biggest fear #spider man: across the spider verse #across the spiderverse

[jiraitenshi]

i think if i die my phone should tell all my online friends and delete all my information so no one irl can poke their noses into my damn business

#my biggest fear

[rougvoid]

if i show up in any main tags btw im sorry and also pls be niceys !

#my biggest fear #i JUST wanna talk to myself

[girl4music]

Because who cares about being the heir or the chosen one when you can’t fight for and protect the ones you love? What does it matter to be any kind of hero or guardian or saviour if there’s nothing rooting you to the spot? Nothing keeping you from running away?

Wynonna is always “I need to protect my family” constantly. Over and over again. Her greatest fear is losing her family. Losing them to fault and failure.

But here’s the thing: Her only family - the only family that’s worth fighting for and protecting - is Waverly.

So when she says “I need to protect my family”… what she’s saying is “I need to protect my baby sister.”

And what really stands out about that is the whole “one person is an army” sentiment. She’s everything. She treats one girl - one human - one sister - as all of it. Everything that keeps her in Purgatory is Waverly.

And that’s why the only drama beats between Wynonna and Nicole are about and over Waverly. In the end she’s faced with the situation of leaving Waverly behind (because Waverly forced her to), to allow her new wife to be the one to protect instead. She’s says “you can take it from here, it’s your turn now” so that she can be selfish and think of herself and her happiness and finally live for herself for once.

At the end of the show she’s at her breaking point. Her anxiety is to the fucking max. And she still leaves her.

What’s wrong with that message? Absolutely nothing.

#wynonna earp #melanie scrofano #waverly earp #dominique provost chalkley #earp sisters #my biggest fear #joes #Youtube

[honeypleasejustkillme]

what if he shows a pic of me to his friends and they say “as long as you’re happy bro” :,)

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #my biggest fear

[ryssbelle]

#ryss responds #my biggest fear #math

[carysbug]

wouldn’t it be funny if I actually knew you irl and we just didn’t know the other had tumblr

that’s happened to me before

that would scare me to actual death

The facts that it’s happened before makes it worse

#quiestion #answer #my biggest fear