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spacebarbarianweird · 2 months
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Hi! I love your writing and especially your headcanons🥹🫶🏻🥹🫶🏻
Could I request Gur/Monster hunter Tav with Astarion? I feel like it would be a really interesting dynamic, kind of enemies to lovers. It could involve Tav questioning their long-held beliefs about monsters and vampires as they grow closer to Astarion. I don’t know!
Hope you like the idea!🤍🤍🤍
Hi! It took me time to think something coherent about the Gurs and I hope it won't dissapoint you! In this HCs, Tav isn't a "tadfool" - she is a companion in the Astarion Origin Run he picks up in Act 2.
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Astarion x Gur!Tav
You were ordered to get bring to his master.
Once Gandrel failed and, presumably, died, you were ordered to complete the mission.
Of course, Astarion is a monster. He kidnapped the children of your tribe.
But you also question why your clan works for a vampire lord.
How come? Why?
The Gur demand their youth to respect the elders. You are violently beaten for disobedience.
Your people have a unique way of life. They are nomads who couldn't care less about the laws of big cities and small towns.
Laws are for the weak. Only the tradition matters.
And it often means violence.
You find the tadfools in the Shadow Cursed Lands.
They rest in the camp and Astarion is among them.
You can't believe those idiots allowed the vampire to be the leader!
You try to attack him stealthily while he's meditating, but he immediately wakes up and pins you to the ground.
The rest of the camp wakes up and, instead of helping, you they tie you up demanding to say who you are.
You keep telling them Astarion is a monster, he must be brought to his master...
"So, you think I am evil but it's you who work for Cazador? Am I getting this right?"
He tells you his side of the story.
Your ancestors decided Baldur's Gate was their hunting ground. He introduced the law to protect the citizens.
A night assault. Revenge.
The vampire, drinking his blood.
Slavery, tortures.
The miserable destiny of a spawn who can't say "no" to his master.
A mere puppet acting on his master's commands.
Your people - working for the person they were supposed to hate the most.
Hypocrisy.
It shocks you, but the puzzle comes together.
You stay at the party, not knowing what to do.
As the journey goes you see Astarion as someone you couldn't believe he was.
The leader. The fighter.
You constantly quarrel. He sees your people as no more than savages, the wild descendants of the Rashemi.
You prove him otherwise by telling what the Gurs really are.
Your honor, your beliefs, your world, your traditions.
It bewilders Astarion and he spends nights listening to your stories and legends.
And he introduces you to something else - the prospects of living outside the tradition. The chance to see the world from a different angle.
Your love evolves slowly and one night you offer him yourself.
First, your blood.
Then, your body.
When you reach Baldur's Gate, you are approached by the Elders - and you beg them to reconsider the decision to hunt Astarion.
Besides, what if the children are still alive?
You see the despise and hatred in your elders' eyes - your bite mark is visible in the sun.
The fight with Cazador goes hard, and you are at a loss for words, screaming to stop the ritual.
As Astarion collapses on his knees and weeps, you cover him with your cape, assuring he is safe.
Your clan promises they won't hunt Astairion down anymore - he is free to walk those lands.
But you-
You have to choose.
If you stay with the Gurs, you leave Astarion and forget him.
If you choose him, you are no longer a Gur.
Simple as that.
Your society is run on traditions as old as time. Your blood, your clan, and your family must prevail.
Astarion squeezes your hand and you know he will fight for you if necessary.
But you made your choice a long time ago.
You are a Gur. And will always be. The elders can't take this from you.
But if they can't accept you, so be it.
Post-game, Astarion and you become monster hunters and adventurers.
You go hand in hand into the future.
Your human life isn't going to be long - and Astarion is ready to spend with you every day till the death takes you.
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ramu-ego · 1 year
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(nsfw) RIOT GEAR :: x femdom!Reader
cw: fem!Reader, dom!Reader, aged up, electrophilia, sexual themes word count: sloppy headcanons character(s): Itoshi Rin, Hyoma Chigiri, Bachira Meguru, Reo Mikage, Nagi Seishiro, Isagi Yoichi
DNI :: minors, blank blogs + m!Reader blogs
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brat brat brat
of course he likes it but he's not going to admit that until his own pleasures on the line
what starts out as a passive aggressive way to help him "relax" during his yoga quickly turns into a groveling needy idiot
nothing brings Rin's turbulent mood to the brink of tears like the on/off switch to his blue lock suit
target different sections of his body, build up to it (trust me it's worth it)
from level one right up to the brink of actual pain, Rin can take it
extremely sensitive balls
use it on him in the most compromising of positions while he's stretching or meditating so you know that fabric is as snug as can be
bonus points if you do it in front of a mirror
watch him first hand though as he goes through every emotion the higher the setting gets and his body can't refute its own pleasure
from your face to his own reflection in the mirror Rin's inability to decide where to look is just as cute as his precum soaked blue lock suit
won't ever admit it with that pout but humiliate him and watch him as he cums like an untouched virgin in his blue lock suit every time
soften the blow with the sweetest words ever in the aftershocks of his orgasm
kiss the sweat on his brow and tell him to get in the bathes so you can clean him up before anyone sees
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princess needs to be careful of his muscles right? to avoid another tear?
bingo
guise of helping Chigiri maintain a healthy relationship with his injury makes it that much easier to drop the fact their suits are a little....unique
alright so fine he's intrigued but, y'know, for his career as a soccer player of course
a body does what a body's going to do you can't fault him for that! or for the throbbing wet spot on his crotch seconds after you turn it on the lowest setting
princess will grit his teeth and pretend like this isn't happening
it feels good...really good
until his hair is sticking to his face, lips parted and tongue darting over his lips like a mutt in heat
you haven't touched a single inch of him and yet hair is clumping against his forehead and Chigiri's thighs are trembling
get him to sit in front of you like he's riding cowgirl and you won't be sorry
cock leaking through his suit, he's a bit slender but does he make up for it in volumes of precum and later cum
not much later though because half way through the demonstration those well toned thighs are trembling, shaking and quivering the mere second he thinks he can hold out
cum painting the tight space between his belly and that blue lock suit and more to spare once it soaks into the fabric
if your in a rush...just have to send princess back out to practice with his cum soaked blue lock uniform
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excited! excited! excited!
nothing is more tantalizing to the monster than the unpredictability of life - as he finds out when you control his anti riot gear
a click of a button and he could be creaming his skin tight body suit in no time at all
now that's a good time and by that, anytime is a good time
gives up total control just to know you've got him on your mind 24/7 with a trigger happy finger on his blue lock suit
doesn't mind if you use it during solo or group practice
Bachi has an exhibition kink lurking right under the surface so stroke that bad boy like none other
particularly fond of when you do it with the addition of watching him/instructing him what to do in empty blue lock rooms and he can't see you
an undeniable slut for your own entertainment
cock twitching fun when you give him erratic patterns that his body can't anticipate
on his knees the second you turn it up a notch and wants to strip down naked to touch himself but knows better than to interrupt you
cums in his blue lock suit without hesitation because it just feels so good
it's a draw between if his nipples or his balls are more sensitive when you're teasing him with light electro currents
won't wash up either (unless you tell him too) and will unabashedly go right back to practice with cold wet cum saturating his suit
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sure he's seen it but...will he like it?
of course he does!
the nipples, oh god the nipples, perhaps some of the most sensitive ones in blue lock?
demand some privacy with the rich boy because nothing is as wonderful as the sight of Reo with his cock out of his blue lock suit panting like a bitch in heat
if you want him to blow his load immediately sure keep him snug in his suit but he'll cum after the first shock wave
Reo can't help being a glutton for pleasure it's simply in his nature to want it all and then some
fingers wrapped around his neglected cock while the light hum of electricity ravages the rest of his body is simply a sight to behold
nothing he wants can compare to the desire he has to be leaned over a stretching bar with you jerking him off from behind with one hand and the riot gear remote in the other
milk him from behind and kiss the shell of his ear as the rest of him steeps in pleasure
nipples cute enough they poke prominently through his skin tight suit
cums between his own feet like a cum cash cow and even gives you a second little cumshot if you crank up the suit at the last minute
wash him up though because he can't be taken seriously going out to practice with dried cum on his suit
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an orgasm with literally (and physically) no work?
this is the kind of shit he signed up for
oh and it's a bonus if you don't have to do anything either Nagi guesses
lazy perv requires no persuasion on your part if you tell him pleasure and fun can cum his way at the click of a button
getting undressed is such a pain do it to him anytime you want in his blue lock uniform because he doesn't want to get undressed
edge him with it throughout the day but don't expect a knee quivering response just yet
honestly you can flick the switch and titillate him all day with it and you won't know the impact it has on Nagi until you crank it up to the point of no return
there's not guessing what that point is though but you'll know it when you see it
stupid horse-cock savant won't even try to touch himself if he knows you're the ones at the controls
leaves his cock throbbing for anyone to see (so probably be careful where you play with him)
no sensitive nipples or balls or even ass, focus entirely on his cock and you'll get what you came for
cum soaking his underwear until it's adhered to the blue lock suit and then some
unbothered load drooling down whichever leg his cock was throbbing against in his suit
Nagi will go back to practice and the rest of his day unless you clean him off
no he's not going to clean himself off that's just more chances for you to touch him and him to do nothing
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spring it on him then tell him what that was
Isagi a slut for surprises
that tingle he got in the middle of practice? wasn't just a new awakening after you explain what you did
and he wants more
overstimulate him though don't just let the light shocks do all the work
if his cock is the one receiving blissful electro induce convulsions then make sure to be twisting his nipples and playing with them until they're pretty, puffy and pink
and if its more torturous as you only let him enjoy the tingling sensation on his nipples and balls, he'll be begging for his cock to be relieved
no hands rule applies in soccer and when you're having fun
kneeling with his hands behind his back nothing is prettier than Isagi's cock in your fist and his hips working themselves overtime
will fuck your hand while you keep cranking up the buzzing fun
vocal and the center of attention, it's hard to not know when he's cumming
his balls tighten in the cutest way seconds before he cums and is always a dead give away with his moans
tease him about his load size
thick, messy cum down your fingers and the underside of his cock even if you have him leaned over
always makes a mess but you never have to clean it up so he goes to practice nice and clean like a good boy
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lunenights · 1 year
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DATING LIZZIE SALTZMAN HEADCANONS
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(gif creds to legaciesladies.)
Lizzie Saltzman x Fem!Witch!Reader
A/N: I miss my girl so much and got sm comfort from this😭 srry this is kinda short
• Hugs. Hugs. Hugs, and did I mention hugs?
• I can see Lizzie being the big spoon most of the time, but once in a while she needs to be held by her girl.
• Lizzie is very protective over the people she cares about, and will not hesitate to protect you any chance she gets. (It’s a hero thing.)
• We all know she’s the fashion queen, so she loves picking out your outfits! (and critiquing them👀.) “What about this?” “God no Y/N, have I taught you nothing?”
• You literally defend this girl with your LIFE. All you want for her is complete happiness and anyone ruining that will feel your wrath. (Penelope would know all about that.)
• We know that Lizzie has faced a lot of challenges due to her mental health, but you do absolutely everything in your power to help her. She needs to yell in the woods? There you are right beside her. She needs a meditation session? Oh, there you are joining in. She knows and appreciates every little thing you do for her.
• Forehead kisses are a big yes doesn’t matter if it’s giving or receiving.
• She loves doing spells with you!
• She always turns to you if in need of siphoning wither it being holding your hand, waist, or giving a you a kiss.
• If you are mad at her, she will try everything to make it up to you - even going to what she calls ‘extreme lengths’ to get you your favourite ice cream. “I know you’re mad.. but I went to very extreme lengths to get you f/ic/f, so if that doesn’t bring you out of your ‘mood’ I don’t know what will.” You frown. “Extreme lengths?” She crosses her arms nodding. “I had to walk through that disgusting shopping centre for ICE-CREAM.”
• Now, if she’s mad at you, you will probably face the cold shoulder for a bit, only receiving glares from her and sympathetic looks from Josie. While you are trying to talk things out with your girlfriend, You both find yourselves in confrontation with a monster. You saw it ready to attack Lizzie and instantly flung yourself in-front of her shielding her from the monster resulting in you getting injured. “Are you stupid? You could’ve gotten yourself killed!” She shouts absolutely mortified. “Better me than you.” You muttered, holding your head. She sighed, pulling you into a bone crushing hug. “Don’t scare me like that again.”
• From that moment, she knew you’d risk your life for her at the drop of a hat.
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zagubionywilk · 4 years
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can we talk about this ---
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zabrak-show · 3 years
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Hello there! Congrats on 300 followers!! I’m so happy for you! :D I would like to request some romantic headcanons for Maul (phantom menace age) and a reader? I’d love to know how Maul met the reader if that’s okay! Thank you and have a lovely day/night!
The Meeting
Maul (phantom menace) x Reader (gender neutral)
A/N: Omg thank you so much! And thank you for the request. I hope you like them and yes they are cheesy, but if you have read anything by me then that is hopefully what you are expecting 💝
It’s hard to think of who Maul could meet that he wouldn’t immediately want to kill, or later be forced to by his Master, but let’s have fun and play pretend! It is a galaxy far far away after all. (lord knows I bent a lot of canon for my OC and reader inserts and I know others have done so as well, haha, life’s too short, etc)
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Maul was on an assignment like any other, kill the target for his master, and report back at once
The target was easy to obtain, oh how easy it had been. Maul was annoyed. He wanted a challenge
He took what he needed from the worthless corpse and secured it on his ship
Now he was starving. Just a quick bite to eat, Master would never notice he stopped off somewhere. after all, the kill was so easy and quick this time
He roamed the busy streets using his nose as a guide. Rancor meat. There was rancor meat nearby 
The hunger pained him so much and he had relaxed his senses now that his assignment was done
 He didn't even see you there. You pathetic thing in the way. 
Had he not been an agile warrior strong in the Force, he would have tumbled right over you, but he caught his balance almost immediately
 You barely had time to register what was happening
Your balance was off-kilter, and you tumbled a bit into him, apologizing profusely
“What are you doing splayed out like this in the middle of the street?”
“Oh, I was painting the sunset. It’s a perfect view from here. See.” You grabbed his shoulders to guide him into your viewpoint. The sky painted pinks, oranges, yellows, and blues. “Isn’t it beautiful?” you asked him
He was too shell shocked to respond. No one had touched him with tenderness like this before. Not since he could remember anyway
He hummed and looked down at his robes covered in the paints you had spilled on him
You desperately tried to wipe away the paint from his black robes, seeing the blood on them and looking slowly up into his glowing amber eyes
He expected you to recoil in fear, but instead, your touch grew even more tender, worried that he may be hurt
There you go touching him with tenderness again. His head was spinning.
He tried to walk away but you followed, grabbing up your paints and canvas in a desperate rush
He walked into a diner and you followed eagerly, finally telling him you’ll pay for whatever he orders
Of course, he doesn’t need your charity. He’d rather you just leave him alone.
That won’t do for you though. There was just something about him that you couldn’t bear to let him out of your sight you’d decided
He couldn’t get you out of his head. The tender touch? The way you looked at him like he wasn’t a monster or someone or something to be feared? But someone you may even adore, respect, and trust
He’d never met anyone as beautiful as you, it drove him mad with desire, but he must hide these feelings from his Master
Everything is so secret between you two
He comes to visit you sometimes at the oddest hours
You send him along with some of your paintings every time
No one but him knows it, but your art is plastered in his apartment
It helps him meditate to think about you
Someday he’ll break away from his master to be with you truly
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chaneajoyyy · 4 years
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Do you know any plus size reader black panther fics?
I sure do!!!
PLUS SIZE READER X T’CHALLA
- golden girl, fingers dipped in gold series, early morning concerts, do it, a single prick series, singing lessons, lose that attitude, i’ve been going, his sixth sense, nice & comfortable, three kings of dreams, you may, comfortable, possibly, up and alert- @supersizemeplz
- family isn’t always everything, t’challa dealing wth his s/o having guardianship of her little bro, you and t’challa had a really bad breaku but he sees you at an event?, group text: date, in my feelings, t’challa after a hard day funning wakanda, “lemme show you how much i love you”, group chat: plans for tonight, love through tragedy, my apologies my queen, “choose”, lazy days (includes m’baku)-  @plussizeappreciationfics (search: tchalla and tchalla x reader)
-anonymous series, gentle giant series, the twisted ones, selfless series, all the stars series- @cassidyconner
- how the guys for the avengers would react to being twerked on (includes t’challa);  imagine you decided to post a sunbathing picture for instagram, knowing your husband, the king of wakanda will see. everything goes smooth until erik killonger decides to give you a lil too much attention. he ends up learning not to mess with the queen (fake social media au); imagine t’chala and his queen are execting their first child. the world is overy joyed by the little bundle of joy, imagine it ‘s halloween and you decide to dress up as your idol sorm leaving the entire internet shook (fake social media au), imagine it’s your anniversary with your boyfreind t’challa and he surprises you with a trip to the most beautiful beach you’ve ever seen- @papi-chulo-bucky (search: tchalla)
- headcanons: short reader, king of spring, hot cheetos, rays of sunshine, pineapple princess, your highness, jealousy- @littlemessyjessi
- cats, why series, enough for now, jealousy headcanon, lingerie headcanon, nsfw headcanon, kinks headcanon, dom/sub headcanon, height headcanons- @madamslayyy
- queen by spring series, “i have a right to what is mine”, t’challa is straight up missing you, t’challa needs to feel your finger in his hair, imagine t’challa helping you find more peace by bringng you into meditation, wakanda now bath salt baths and tantric sex; your favorite physical aspect of t’challa is his mouth, t’challa and m’baku both like gap tooth play but t’challa like to run it along the outer lips while m’baku likes to work it over the nipples (includes m’baku and sam wilson); cater, matchmakers, show me, to our bedroom (search t’challa x reader)-  @brownsugarcocoabutterwildflowers
-miles apart series-  @eriksjournal
- t’challa with his first bbw- @sisterwifeudaku
- he spills series @captainsaveasmut (includes m’baku and erik)
- where are we?, the wakandan boys when the’re sick (includes erik and m’baku) - @sonofnjobu
- al fics- @eerythingisshaka
- learn ya series- @wakandaforeverwrites
- let’s play- @wakandamama
PLUS SIZE READER X M’BAKU 
- all m’baku fics- @plussizeappreciationfics
- your cherries, wakandan events & natural charisma series, love berries, ain’t got no time, shadows in the closet, tamed, change in schedule, big baby, intersting theories, why?, forever my chieftess, three kings of dreams, long days and longer nights, i wouldn’t mind- @supersizemeplz
- gaining favor- @littlemessyjessi
- healing gardens series, it’s complicated series, extra credit series, coming home series (includes what’s for dinner?), warrior spirit, diplomatic affiars, fading away, gemini rising: birthday edition, just business series-  @jellybean531
- work from home series, fever series- @mbakusthrone
- warm colors series- @mermaidchansons
- a special visit- @yaachtynoboat711
- tradition series, mr. stamina, truth or dare series, give it to me, the garden,, princess, 2 hours, i’m right here, the wakandan boys when they’re sick (includes erik and t’challa), would you rather-  @sonofnjobu
-chieftess, giving m’baku a lapdance, t’challa and m’baku likes gap tooth play (inclues t’challa and sam wilson), tradition, watch-  @brownsugarcocoabutterwildflowers (scroll for m’baku x reader)
- an m’big surprise- @pastelastronomy24
- and i you, my love; hands, his girl, untitled, you are mine- @marvelmaree
- v.i.p (includes erik), you owe her an apology, no i can’t take a break, scraped m’baku headcanon, m’baku titty worship headcanon, whipped headcanon, the prince seires, is this love? series (ncludes m’baku) (with don’t be scared)- @madamslayyy
- fated instinct series, cabin in the snow series, whipped cream a la m’baku-  @greennightspider
- brown skin, oh angel, forever mine, best baba ever, the heat of trinidad series- @artisticestheticreads
- forget his name, our love in color series, a well deserved rest series, have it your way series, satisfied, another heir, what would you have me do? series, full body- @wakandan-flowerz
- crown royal on ice, two left feet, just for tonight series- @ghostfacekill-monger
- all fics- @eerythingisshaka
- all fics- @muse-of-mbaku
- mother may i series- @wakandaforeverwrites
- sweet thang series, the best part, bow to me- @wakandamama
PLUS SIZE READER X ERIK
- how i feel, right now, animal, chains series, purple herbs & gardens, risks & new beginnings series, better with time, let’s play, without a doubt, sizzling pans & slow jams, misinterpretations, visions of gold, out business, come through and chill series, nights, slow burn, a siren’s allure, venom, the one, maybe they’re right, sore loser series, i’ll be alright, spooky cookies & vampire fangs, screams in the night series; knock, knock series; imagination, the cure series, poptart man series, this must be our song, conversation starter, heaven is a place on earth, twins?, say it, i’m there, his princess, his for the night, sugar baby series, authority series, baby shark, lemme try, take our time, say the word, sudden reunions series, memories of you, more ways than one, lemme try it again (that’s my face), not in budget, i would like to see it, pease mama bear, she likes me, guess what, times like these, tell me your secret series, he gets it from me, baby see baby do, see what had happened was, who me?, so relax, three kings of dreams, deck the b-…halls?, do it again, be quiet, you so crazy, how that sound?, you’re so handsome, sit still, leave me aloneee, don’t hide, or maybe, send it to mommy, but i’m sick.., you thought i wouldn’t find out, he’d make you his, ballet baba, ain’t that right?, he wasn’t having that, being honest, that’s all it took?, then stop ignoring me, since you can, but i thougth…, jealous, i won’t tell you again series, hit me, no reply, i’ve alway been, you sure?, no more tummy time, toss ‘em, you done now?, sing it baby, doped up, battle it out, for however long, bath time, bedtime stories, i’m sorry, was that so hard?, i owe you that, whatchu say?, hard headed, it should’ve been you, take our time series, baba’s day, whatever she wants, nope, can’t even look at you, not again, nose wide oen, just a bit longer, come on over to my place, fences & bullriders- @supersizemeplz
- all erik fics and headcanons- @nahimjustfeelingit-writes
- all erik fics and headcanons- @eye-raq
- teach me series, when you’re mad series, waffles series, slow ride series, movie night series, let’s talk about sex series, mines, thunderstorm, girl fuck you, eat your breakfast seres (with eat your dinner), secret admirer, amusement park fun, displays of affection, night at the movie theaters, silent hearbeats series, kissing strangers series, worship, loving the way you love it, day drunk, smile for me daddy series, just like you, we goin to hell, breeding time- @thehomierobbstark
- refuge series, champion series, soft series, all dadmonger fics, erik’s getting soft series, erik and his princess, erik’s afraid of live, erik takes care of his sick princess, erik witha shy girl, erik’s created a monster series, afraid of heights, erik loves to spoil you, you want it rough, t’challa’s trusted advisor, first kiss, the legend series, you hurt erik, i love you, erik backslides, the proposal, daddy, accountability, noral, kinky, foolproof, erik ad your burn marks, erik helps you do pole fitness, i do, first date, erik teasing his short gf, erik cuts his hair- @killmongersgurl
- late again, halloween party, imprint, a man in love, v.i.p (includes m/baku), daddy’s home, y’all again?, okay? okay, prisoner of love, family cookout, kiss, what’s cooking good looking, expecting headcanons, food headcanons, crying headcanons, nsfw headcanons, foot fetish series, halloween headcanons, lingerie headcanons, jealous headcanons, kevin’s  heart series, untitled series- @madamslayyy
-carnal stimulation series, next lifetime series, hoe ass erik series, dirty little secrets series, hennything is possible, sunday dinner series (with payback), a.d.i.d.a.s., green goddess, suddenly stevens, beauty is her name, it’s complicated. i’m sorry, the great reveal, neighbors know my name series (part 2 to @hearteyes-for-killmonger‘s story of the same name), the devil speaks xosha, mile high, trap card, act up, let me smell it, up late, i’ll take your man, carry on, dreams & nightmares- @goddessofthundathighs
- headass youtube couple series, fix my crown series, all skate, cutting ties series, #tsrbaewatch,  @apantherinmypastlife
- all erik fics-  @wawakanda-btch
- all fics- @hearteyes-for-killmonger
- say my name series, beg for it, the coat room, charley horse, full court press, house party, boyfriend makeup challenge, gumby, the let out series, disorderly, token, all i wanted for christmas is you, hit the showers, neo, erica; veni, vidi, vici, i will be here, trick or treat, the wakandan boys when they’re sick (includes t’challa and m’baku)- @sonofnjobu
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@sagaiisms​ said: ⭐️ x 3 for aldo // ⭐️ x 3 for gaea. shape our world! tell us what we're going to do!
For each “⭐️” I get, I’ll write a headcanon about our muses.
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FOR ALDO ;
aldo would discover very quickly that geralt has trypanophobia despite being fairly ambivalent to most other phobias or typical fears .  Death ,  Injury ,  Loneliness ,  none seem to phase him but he dissociates even when aldo is the one administering any injections or drawing blood from him .  in more severe cases he’s seen geralt KICK ,  BITE ,  and PUNCH other administrators .  before he and aldo got to know one another he’d probably hit aldo at least once ( sorry aldo , , , )
in the apocalypse setting & lab setting both ,  Geralt only sleeps once every three days or so .  He meditates whenever he’s not actively engaging in an activity , especially in the lab setting .  he’s always on HIGH ALERT ,  but visibly relaxes around aldo after growing to trust him .  and no ,  Aldo can’t convince him to sleep more often .  Always stubborn as a mule :^)
FOR GAEA ;
they likely met after Geralt went after a contract she was already on ,  following after the monster only to find a strange female witcher already trying to take it down .  Their first verbal interaction was likely BICKERING over how to divide the reward . 
Geralt always takes some comfort in having a PARTNER in his work , he also has a great deal of anxiety that his actions will lead to more unnecessary deaths that he’ll inevitably cause .  In short ,  he has a bad habit of throwing himself into danger to protect her even if she has a good chance of being able to handle herself . 
FOR BOTH ;
bc i know you’re horny ,  Geralt has a habit of always marking up his partners up .  He likes using his mouth and he’s got sharp teefs ,  so it’s only natural  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Carli x Robbie Headcanons
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Carli never viewed Robbie as a father, which is why she never refers to him as Daddy or Dad. He told her very early on that her real family was somewhere else and that he was taking care of her until he could find them.
Carli would draw pretend pictures of her real family and ask if something she did or said was something her real family might have said.
Carli never begrudged her mother for dropping her off at the foster home, because Robbie said she was running from something terrible and Carli needed to hide. Carli drew pictures of possible monsters and thought of battle plans to help if they came knocking.
Carli’s household was very strict when it came to negative speech. Words like ‘stupid’ or ‘shut up’ were forbidden. Hitting was strictly forbidden.
Carli learned empathy from Robbie who asked her questions about how she was feeling, taught her meditation practices, and helped her cope.
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Robbie was a foster child himself and dedicated to helping children. He had a high level of Emotional Intelligence, meaning he could both feel, understand and cope with his own emotions while empathizing with and allowing for the emotions of others.
Robbie in particular understood children who had been abandoned and taught them (including Carli) how to cope with their own feelings.
Robbie worked 3 different jobs to make ends meet. Most of the foster kids were unaware of the cost of anything. They had what they needed and many times anything they ask for.
Carli was by far the most expensive child, thanks to her love of ballet. But she wasn’t aware of that until much later.
Robbie lived in a bad part of Chicago. He taught the children to run to a back room on a signal. He kept a loaded gun over the door if worst came to worst. He was prepared to both kill and die for those he called his ‘temp kids.’
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Monster Headcanons:  Caribou Shifter!
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Hello, darlings! Welcome back to another Monster Headcanons Post! This time for Caribou- or Reindeer, whichever you’d prefer! And it can also just straight up be taken as Deer Shifter or Horned Forest God- just take your pick, lol.  Anyway, let’s get to it x Reader: PS Reader, Plus Size Reader 
Tend to live in large groups
Families tend to populate a specific area
Vary in size
Tend to be someone who make a lot of noise walking around, lol
They don’t usually have a light step
Totally the type of person who’s boots clunk around and have a heavy gait to their walk
Extremely protective and very defensive
As sad as it is- quite a few end up in prison for murder
It’s usually a crime of passion thing though
If someone comes after a loved one- all they see is red and they won’t stop until they’re sure that they’ve eliminated the threat
It’s sad but true and many of them practice meditation and attend anger management because of it
Mating Season, lol
Well, I mean- I think you can draw your own conclusions
Their rut is insane 
especially if not dealt with
It can actually be very painful for them 
Usually vegetarians or even vegans
Best mac and cheese ever
Always has the best chips and dip
Usually spring and summer babies 
A great deal of them end up in the Taurus zodiac
Might be a player in their youth but usually settle down well
However, it is not uncommon for poly relationships to form
Boss herb gardens
Tend to travel
There’s usually a huge family vacation every year! 
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Sunagakure and Mental Health || Headcanon
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  Suna's views on mental health can be roughly divided into two sections: Pre-Fourth Shinobi World War, and Post-FSWW. Before Gaara became Kazekage, Sunagakure was known for the ruthless training of its shinobi. While not on Kiri's level, Suna shinobi are taught that their mission and duties come first, and feelings will only get in the way. They are taught to repress their emotions in order to be more effective soldiers - more effective tools.
  There is overwhelming evidence of this in canon. We see the way Rasa viewed his son as a weapon first and a human second. Even before he became the fearsome "monster" infamous throughout Wind, he was not given the option of having real thoughts and feelings; he had a sole purpose to his village, and when he did not complete it, he was a failure to Rasa and the village as a whole - all at the age of six. We see the very cavalier way in which Temari handled Gaara brutally murdering the team from Sound in the chunin exams - she smiles, waves her hand, gives a perky "bye!". We see it, too, in the way Temari further handles her own emotions as she ages. She insults Shikamaru for being "less of a man" when he cried after almost losing his teammates in the attempt to retrieve Sasuke, and she consistently displays as blunt and stoic, often with a quick temper - qualities shared by many Suna shinobi, such as Baki and Rasa. During the Sasuke retrieval arc, Kankuro belittles Konoha by saying their shinobi are "softer" than Suna shinobi. In Baki's wiki page, he is described as "a loyal, kind and respected ninja, although, like many Sand ninja, he is ruthless and stern in battle, as they are all trained to put accomplishing missions before comradeship.” [x]
  What about other villages? We know Kiri is much more cutthroat. Konoha ostracizes Naruto his entire childhood over actions he could not control, and subjects him to chronic neglect/abuse simply because they could not conceive that a child could have any thoughts, feelings, or needs other than the demon inside him (the same went for Gaara, too). We see Kakashi's mental health routinely go unchecked. We see vast signs of PTSD (outbursts, flashbacks, anxiety, difficulty forming meaningful relationships, depression, substance abuse) all of which are normalized and often even encouraged within the shinobi world (Tsunade, Jiraiya, and Asuma, to name a few), with zero mentions of any sort of mental health treatment. We see a militaristic society under constant eras of war, with acceptable use of child soldiers as young as five - an age where many children don't yet know how to tie their shoes. The only mention of mental health treatment comes in the novels, when Sakura unveils a brand new mental health program for children - since before, there had been nothing.
  Impoverished, war-torn, and highly collectivist, it's shown repeatedly throughout canon that Suna spares little thought to the feelings and psychological needs of their shinobi. You do the job or you do not. You are an effective tool, or you are not. In canon, this attitude is also prevalent throughout other villages to varying significant degrees.
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  So what is there to be done in terms of mental health? Pre-Fourth War, options were limited. Particularly in Suna, revered elders served as fonts of wisdom and guidance, with civilians and shinobi alike seeking their advice for anything from mundane life issues to major decisions. Others pray to deities. For more severe cases, some seek out medic-nin who specialize in rehabilitating victims of extreme genjutsu, and often receive a pseudo-medicinal treatment of herbs, salves, meditation, and other remedies to soothe the nerves. Underground support groups could exist, but nothing official, and their presence is kept anonymous and stigmatized. Overall, however, the attitude was to shut your mouth and do your job, or be perceived as weak.
  Post-war, and even pre-war but during the the Fifth Kazekage's reign, Gaara makes pushes for improvements in the field of mental health. He works to break down the stigma of seeking help. He works with the hospital to train doctors on basic competence in assessing for psychological issues which crop up in droves after the war, and puts a plan in place to refer them to the medic-nin specializing in genjutsu - if they can work on the brain in a medical/chakra-sense, why not in an emotional one as well? Sakura’s input in this area becomes vital, and they become an effective team. He adjusts the Academy lessons, emphasizing the strong bonds of teamwork and the importance of shinobi as individuals.
  Change comes slow; Suna folk are hardened by circumstance and environment, and money is not easy to come by. But with the worst behind them, Sunagakure begins to forge ahead with a stronger understanding of themselves and each other, and better physical and mental outcomes as they look forwards towards a future of peace.
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spacebarbarianweird · 3 months
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Silent Scream
Summary: Another night and yet another nightmare. Tiriel and Astarion are discussing their traumas.
Pairing: Astarion x OC (Tiriel)
Tags: fluff, hurt/comfort, post-game, named Tav, established relationship, f!tav
Thanks @wilteddreamsofbaldursgate for beta-reading!
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Tiriel wakes up.
She doesn’t quite know where she is - the surrounding is too soft, too warm. Unlike anything she’s gotten used to.
The room in the inn.
Tiriel looks to her right and sees Astarion. He is on his back, eyes shut and hands on his chest as if he were resting in a coffin.
Is he sleeping or meditating?
She smiles, looking at his features. He is beautiful when he is this peaceful. Tiriel truly hopes that nothing is haunting right him now.
Tiriel gently touches his soft curls.
Life is so good with him. To have him under the same blanket with her—naked or dressed. To feel his kisses, to hear his voice.
Tiriel had never known bliss like this before she met Astarion.
Before, she always had to stand vigilant. Always be ready to fight back. A lonely woman on the road is always a target, though people who tried challenging her had their hands and heads cut off more often than not.
Before, she always had to be strong. As a woman full of rage, she turned to ale to numb the everlasting pain, if only for a little while. And no one had ever asked how she felt because people like Tiriel the Barbarian don't know pain.
Before, she had always been alone. Her mother had beaten her mercilessly. The stepfather who’d been oh so kind to accept a bastard child openly lusted for Tiriel even when she’d only been ten years old. No one had bothered to give her a name - she was a fairy, a pixie, a bastard. “I wish I had strangled you the moment I saw those disgusting pointy ears!” the woman had yelled, and her voice still echoed through the years, clawing at Tiriel and forcing her eyes to prickle with tears.
Don’t let them touch you. Don’t let them pity you. Don’t let them see you.
Always strong. Always independent. A woman of no home, no kin, and no purpose.
But this is all in the past.
Now, Tiriel sleeps without worries - Astarion guards her, never letting anyone mistreat her.
Now, Tiriel can be weak. She can cry in pain or let herself be carried away from the battlefield. Astarion washes her hair and tends to her wounds. Tiriel can complain about anything she wants and he happily listens to her.
She isn’t alone. As a child, Tiriel used to lull herself to sleep because her mother had refused to touch her. Astarion never lets her hand go. They can spend hours in each other's arms never having enough. Both are extremely touch-starved and even though they have been together for more than five years, the desire to hold each other hasn’t ceased in the slightest.
Tiriel props herself up on her elbow to see Astarion’s face better. Young and old at the same time, he is absolutely breathtaking.
Tiriel smiles.
When she was little, the village healer told her a story. It was about a warrior whose ancestors were giants and an enchanted prince who had been turned into a monster. The warrior fell in love with him, killed the witch who cursed him, they married, and their descendants became the inhabitants of the Sunset Mountains. The prince was described as the most handsome man the heroine had ever seen, and little Tyriel was sure he was an elf.
Suddenly, Astarion sits up and presses his knees against his chest.
“Are you all right?”
No response.
Astarion clenches his fingers and his body shudders.
Something is wrong.
The fairytale ended with the wedding and no storyteller can tell if the prince suffered from nightmares and whether his warrior wife had to cradle him in her arms throughout the night.
Tiriel knows better than to touch Astarion right away. It’s always different. Sometimes he craves touch and begs Tiriel to hold him. Sometimes he snaps and pushes her away. It depends on what he saw in his nightmares.
If it was sexual, he feels his skin burn - and touches make it worse.
If it was torture, he just weeps in Tiriel’s hands until it all goes away.
Tiriel sits in front of him.
This is bad.
His eyes are shut but his mouth is open in a silent scream. His nails pierce the pale skin and there are droplets of blood.
The only time Tiriel saw him like this was in the mansion when he stood over his dead master’s body.
She didn't dare touch him back then. Just stood in front of him before Astarion managed to see her.
“Astarion, I am here,” Tiriel whispers. “Ikwe”
It doesn't help. Tiriel grabs a hunting knife and slices her wrist. The blood spills over blankets.
And she once was so afraid of vampires…
She puts her wrist to his lips and Astarion sinks his fangs into her skin. It is painful as hell - Tiriel thinks she will never like the sensation of being bitten. But her blood is the only medicine that saves Astarion from pain and nightmares.
“Seldarine,” he whispers, closing his face. “You are here.”
“I am.”
Astarion bursts into tears as silent as the screams before them.
“I killed you,” he finally manages to say. “I fucking killed you.”
“Nightmare, then.” Tiriel returns to bed and pulls him to her so that her nose almost brushes against his “You killed me?”
“Yes. I was… in that fucking mansion. And… you tried to talk me out of Ascension. When you refused, I… I murdered you. I was so sure it was real I was afraid to look back at your side of the bed.”
He keeps weeping and Tiriel strokes his mutilated back. When his tears cease, she asks:
“Astarion, what do I do to make you feel better?”
“Nothing. Go to sleep.”
“Be honest with me, please.”
“It’s just unfair to wake you up like this, considering you need more time to feel rested.”
“ It’s all right, Astarion. Tell me I will sleep better if I know you are all right..”
“Can you… tell me some fairytale? Please.”
Tiriel nods, and Astarion positions himself over her as a weighted blanket and she immediately runs her fingers through his hair. “A fairytale?
She often sings for him - ballads and songs of the Sunset Mountains, sometimes sad, sometimes cheerful. Astarion even thought for the first months she composed them herself before she managed to explain that her people are illiterate and pass down their stories by singing.
Astarion is less interested in human fairy tales, though she has told him one or two.
“Ok, I will tell you how the people of the Sunset Mountains came to be. A thousand years ago when the world was younger…"
He chuckles. “Darling, a thousand years ago isn’t some ancient time. It’s one elven generation”
“... There was a woman, whose father was a giant…”
Tiriel whispers the fairytale into Astarion’s ear. She heard this story only once when she was nine. A village healer told it to distract little Tiriel from pain after her drunk stepfather had cut her right ear. For some reason, Tiriel remembers the story word for word.
She notices Astarion gets unusually silent once the story comes to the enchanted prince part. The evil witch made him a monster and as a monster, he attacked the heroine. But she managed to see past the enchantment clouding his eyes and recognized his true nature.
By the end of the story, Tiriel feels her eyelids getting heavy. Astarion elbows up and kisses her cheek.
“For real, Tiriel? A woman who wielded a two-handed ax met a disgusting monster, decided he was a prince, saved him from the evil witch and they lived happily ever after? Did I understand everything right?”
“Yes. That’s my favorite one.”
“Because you see yourself in this… ancestor of yours? And wanted to get a prince?”
“I did. I also wanted her cape. All black with three golden runes. Home, Fire, Mountains. When the prince returned to his human form,” she yawns. “He was naked and she wrapped him up in that cape.”
Astarion chuckles.
“I am far from a fairytale prince.”
“Who said?”
“And you didn’t try to wrap me in your cape.”
“Because you were like an open wound.”
“I was.”
Tiriel yawns again and drifts into sleep.
** Astarion sits up on a bed. The vision of the nightmare is still in front of his eyes - a mutilated body, a cry of pain. But Tiriel is there. She is always there. Through his nightmare, pain, and suffering. Never giving up, never leaving. Her red hair and half-elven ears are the first things he sees when he wakes up and the last when he goes to meditate.
Her warmth, her kindness. Did that prince from the human fairytale pray to send him a hero? Was he too scared to recognize the hero in the half-giant woman?
Astarion prayed, that’s for sure. He hoped. Always hoped. And Tiriel came. Loud, rude, brave. His half-elven love who also fears nothing. No gods, no monsters, no vampires, no mind flayers. If the fairytale had any word of truth, she was a worthy descendant of that warrior of the past.
Astarion wants to do something for Tiriel. To give something to her, something she has never had. Something she will hold dear, something meaningful. Damn, Tiriel even didn’t have a name until she turned sixteen and took one for herself when she realized it wasn’t normal to be called slurs.
An idea comes to his mind and Astarion, making sure Tiriel is warm and comfortable in her bed, leaves the bedroom to disappear into the night.
**
It’s already late afternoon but she feels like she could sleep for another day or two.
“Hello, my sweet, awake already?” Astarion asks from the other side of the master’s bed. He is fully clothed and she notices blood on his jacket.
“Not really.”
“Well if you don’t get up you won’t see what I got for you.”
Tiriel tilts her head. “I am intrigued.”
“Get up, then.”
Tiriel stretches her back and stands up. She still feels dizzy but she also is hungry like a crag cat.
“I got up!”
“Such an obedient little warrior,” he smiles and reaches out for a soft bundle. “Take a look.”
Tiriel stares at the gift in disbelief.
It’s a black cape with bright golden runes.
Home
Fire
And the third one…
“I wasn’t sure what material your fairytale cape was made of but I assure you it’s very durable.”
Now it’s Tiriel’s turn to cry. “You made it tonight?”
“Lucky for me, you sleep like a bear.”
“But the runes? Those are Sunset Mountains runes! I thought no one knew them here!”
“Darling, these runes are quite spread among humans in the north. Though, I wasn't sure if I used the right ones.”
Tiriel sniffs and wraps herself in the cape. It is so thick and warm that it could very well protect Tiriel from both biting winds and freezing cold.
“Do you like it?”
“Of course I do!” She plants a kiss on his lips. “Thank you!”
“Did I do the runes well?”
“I thought you were sure you did them right? Yes, Fire and Home are.”
Astarion looks up and Tiriel notices his uneasiness. It happens to him when he makes mistakes - an echo of two hundred years of punishments and tortures.
“The third one is a different rune, it doesn’t mean “Mountains”. It has many meanings. But you mostly can see them on wedding capes. Astarion, it means “love”, “family”, and “bounds”. Are you sure you didn’t make this mistake intentionally?”
He grins and Tiriel knows he really didn’t mean it. She sits back and wraps the cape around them both.
“Well, considering we’ve been together for five years, I accept your belated wedding cape, my dear prince.”
They laugh and fall back down onto the bed. Astarion’s strong hands tug Tiriel closer.
“I love you, salen aravae,” he says, caressing Tiriel’s cheek.
Ikwe - get back! Salen arael - my greatest joy
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spacebarbarianweird · 2 months
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Omg hi!!! Love your Writting, could you make an Astarion x Eladrin! Reader please? It can be and fey eladrin or a celestial eladrin (tough i prefer the celestial ones). I'm surprised no one asked for an eladrin hc already, they're such dolls)
Hi! Eladrins are truly interesting. The difference between two types depends on what edition you play - before the 4th edition Eladrins were native to Arvandor, distant cousins to elves. Beginning with the 4th Edition, they're fey creatures from the Feywild.
As there is more relevant info about Fey Eladrin, I will write this HCs based on them but the difference between different types of Eladrin isn't really big.
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Astarion x Eladrin!Tav
Your ancestors were casted away from Arvandor along with other elves but instead of going to Material Planes they chose Feywild as their home.
Many of your kind have slowly lost their humanoid form and allowing the wild magic of the Faierie to change them.
The seasons for you aren't times of the year, they are places you can visit and the form you can take.
When you are a Spring Eladrin, you sing and dance but so easily fall in love that you lose yourself.
When you are Summer, you are a stubborn fighter.
As Autumn you are kind and generous but to trustful.
But as Winter you are depressed and melancholic.
In trance you change your season like a dress and your change appearance as well.
It drives Astarion insane because you have four different personalities and four different skins.
Fey Eladrins and stability are complete opposites.
But at the same he is attracted to your wild magic, so alive and bustling, nothing like what his undead existence is.
You are also a gender fluid since sex and gender are too limitimg when defined.
Sometimes you feel like a man, sometimes like a woman, sometimes you are both, sometimes you are none.
The adventures on the Material Planes is just another fun experience for you since you are not intedning to stay there.
As for Astarion he doesn't truly knows what to do.
The Undead don't belong to Feywild, he can't go there with you and he isn't sure he wants all this fey madness.
Meanwhile the Material Plane is too exhausting, too stable, too bleak for you.
But you decide to stay.
To stay to get him the cure.
Astarion doesn't remember being alive, but you know how miserable he truly is.
Hunger. Cold. Pain.
There must be the way.
Astarion gets used to your changing nature. You just become a very complex person to him but luckily your pysical appearance betrays your mood change as well and he always knows which "you" he is going to deal with today.
You spend a century looking for ithe cure but nothing helps. It's just a ghost you keep searching for.
And the Material Plane is draining you, sometimes you are so week,you can't move for months, lying motionless in your trance and remembering the Feywild.
Astarion begs you to go.
He will be fine. This century was the the best time he ever hoped to have. He will remember you. He will cherish the memories of you.
But you have to part ways. He is an undead, he belongs to the Shadowplace and all what is dread. He will wander the roads for eternity as the creature of the dark. And you will live your long life in the magical place of fey wonders.
He will never forget you.
Beaides there isn't anyone like you, his tiny wild love.
You dissappear like a mist in the morning and he hopes you are happy in the magical feywild.
He keeps living
Hunting monsters .
Adebturing here and there.
Sometimes he makes griends, sometimes he takes lovers
But in his reverie he remembers only his eladrin of tje feywild the magical creature who gave him hope.
A century passes.
Lonely ten decades.
Astarion meditates and his meditation is so deep it is more like a real sleep.
He feels that something is beside him someone warm, someone familiar.
He wakes up and sees you.
You lie beside him in your atumn form warm like a lantern.
You break the silence and brush his cheek, making him sniff.
"I know how to cure you."
You spare Astarion of details, he doesn't need to know what price you paid.
A century of slavery. Of servitude. Of humilation.
A fey, powerful and cruel, shoved the cure up to your nose, bragging they have it and you don't.
A century. A terrible, difficult century with every day worse than another.
Losing your humanoid form. Being an ugly beast for a decade. Losing yoir mind and doing the most disgusting things for your master.
The feys are cruel when they know you need them.
The transformation is painful and long and you are afraid the fey bitch lied to you.
They didn't.
Astarion opens his eyes and they are emerald greem like Feywild woods.
It takes him time to adapt to his mortal body but it's much easier in Feywild than it would be in the Material Plane.
You don't know what the future holds for you two.
The elven nature is fluid and unpredictable.
But deep inside you know you have always meant to be together, you are thiramins, elven soulmates. Maybe, you knew each other in your past lives. Maybe you are both something new.
And you have centuries ahead to figure this out.
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