#mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

Stay.

I always forget things. Quiz on Accounting. Exam in Marketing. Turn off the lights in the cr. My toothbrush in the kitchen. My phone. My life.

But how can’t I forget about you?

#mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

Note number whatever

Relationships are like tv series. Every episode either wants you stay and keep watching it or stop and forget about what’s gonna happen next. But one thing's for sure, no matter how hard it is to move forward, you’d take the risk because even if it shakes you down on your knees you still look forward for what’s on the next page.

#mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

Look at the sky. They're beautiful.

If you really want to kill yourself? Don’t do it plain. Make it creative. Instead of hanging yourself, taking lots of medicine who absolutely taste bad or whatever boring way of cutting your life away why not try riding the longest roller coaster, eating almost poisonous exotic foods, cliff diving, sky diving or any forms of diving, or any life threatening adventures. Do what would you want to do if it’s your last day today. And if none of those made you feel alive, then okay. Maybe you’re meant not to feel anything. Think again, and go for whatever way you want to do it.

The point is, life may suck but there’s so much in this world worth living for. So hold on. Do little adventures evey once in a while coz as much at it freaks you out it makes you feel alive.

#mikeewrites #dailyreminder

[themikeeway]

Hey. You!

You're not in a i-hate-you-coz-you're-annoying level. You're in a you-look-like-a-medicine-to-me level. And if you would ask my mother how much I hate medicine you would definitely get a very elaborative answer from a ranting and sick of telling her daughter to take her meds coz it can kill her if she won't mother. So stop trying to cross that borderline between you and me bc it wouldn't change anything. Stop wasting your time on me bc I don't care about you anymore. PS, if you ever think that it flatters me that you care about me. It doesn't. So please just stop.

#mikeerants #mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

Tired.

I hate sad people, angry people, problematic people, shouting-at-each-other people. I want green trees, singing birds, beautiful garden, majestic sunsets. I want to breath fresh ocean air. I want my life to be as easy as wind. I want to live in a peaceful and harmonic home. I want nothing but happy people around me. Positive vibes eat me.

#mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

I always wonder why do we have to be attracted to people who don’t even care if we exist or not.

from a distant lover

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[themikeeway]

I love you from 1st of January to 31st of December.

a distant lover

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[themikeeway]

Life

Everyday I am trying to make sense of life because it's really hard. I need something or someone to hold on to because life is god damn fucking hard. I need to keep on moving forward, try to reach rainbow if there is such. I'm holding on. Trust me. I'm trying.

#mikeewrites

[themikeeway]

I have shed countless tears and none of them are worthless. Every drop is a learning I am grateful to carry on for the rest of my remaining years.

A Brief Review to Theory of Everything

#mikeewrites #shawkingisaninspiration #hatsofftojane

[themikeeway]

No.

I have fallen in your words I can hardly breath.

#mikeewrites #randomthoughts

[themikeeway]

Dear Crush

It makes me sad to think that eventhough we are given the fact that we both love the feeling of being loved, we can't still be together. You got me? I like you and you like somebody else who doesn't like you back. And if I know, she doesn't even know you too. Everything about love is so complicated. I just wish our love story will be an exception.

#mikeewrites #love #like #crush #lb

[themikeeway]

Pinch Me

Those points in your life when you're feeling insecure about everything. You feel ugly, unattractive, loser, nonsense. Evrything is turning down. You feel like the earth's trying to eat you. You just feel awful about yourself. And worst is you feel like everyone's hand in hand dragging you to hell.

#mikeewrites #insecurities

[themikeeway]

Friend, As I Call Them

As a stranger to everyone, it has always been my struggle to keep people I care about.

Just like every girl and boy of my age, insecurity has never left. It sticks to me like a red stain on your classy white dress.

It was one day, I woke up being so uncomfortable with my skin. I began to wonder “do people like me for who i am?” “will they remember me when I’m gone?” or worst “do I really have genuine friends who keep me because they like me not bc they need something from me?”. And then from that moment I started to keep distance from people.

Everyday was a struggle finding the real humans I can be with. I began to be picky. I found it really hard to keep conversation with people I think, I feel are not true to me. I began to clasify, to put labels on every people that come into my life. One must be like this, like that to be considered as my “friend”.

One morning, I realized that they were really few that I do count as my friend. And then I cling to them, thinking and assuming that they will never leave me. But fate never that good to me. One by one, my friends start to evaporate. I was left alone expecting them to give me happines but what I’ve got was rain. A huge ball of raindrops that never stop above my head.

#mikeewrites #fiction #itsnotme #itsmymindstory #igetthemallthetime #espatnight

[themikeeway]

Liar.

Everything is a lie.

#mikeewrites #about #liar #because #lies #are #everywhere

[themikeeway]

So Is He

That awkward moment when you know someone sitting in front of you for one hour but you totally forgot his name and his looking at you as if trying to make a conversation but you're just there stiffly looking down at your phone trying to avoid any eye contact because its goddamn awkward to talk to people you don't know what's their names, right? But your inner voice tells you "isipon jud na niya nga pamati kay ka" so I did say Hi. And he did too. The end. Hahahahaha gwapo kay akong story so is he. Haha huhu

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[themikeeway]

Journal #005

People to me be like 'Aaah. You're just going to be an ordinary office staff. You will never be a succesful "someoe" who lowns and lives in a condo'. Fuck all of you. I am going to be someone who can cut your throat if I would like to. I have to help myself and prove you, all guys wrong!

#mikeewrites