#maybe it’s cuz I’m always overly self aware of how I act about ccs due to like leftover purity culture

[jrwiyuri]

I’m always so fascinated by fan culture.. is there like genuine research on why people act the way they do to normal human beings.

#stupid snake talk #like why ppl are obsessed with face reveals #and information in general but my mind went to face revelas #cause I remembered that one person who like.. analyzed faceless YouTubers handwriting I think.. or smth like that and tried to draw what #they imagined their face to be #and general people jsut being obnoxious about asking #I have never ever in my life cared about what a youtuber has looked like ever #I didn’t know a lot of herm1tcraft members were open about what they look like for that very reason #I JUST DONT CARE.. #so it’s like facinating to see it be such a big deal #like w/ r4nboo i never cared about seeing their eye #I could not personally give a fuck about what their eyes looked like at all #but I WAS happy that they were seemingly feeling more comfortable in their body #that’s cool #but even then it was like.. idk it was a distanced ‘wow proud of u’ #maybe it’s cuz I’m always overly self aware of how I act about ccs due to like leftover purity culture #but I’m always so aware of like.. I don’t KNOW this cc they aren’t my friend they aren’t my anything ever they just make content #and I never will and I also don’t have a desire to #and it’s just truly like incomprehensible to me that someone would #lol #this was a long rant just to say ‘I don’t get why that guy is so special.. that’s just a guy?’ #that’s a grown ass person I will never know and likely never speak too or even see in person #I got fictional characters to be rotating in my brain I don’t have time to think about what fuckin tu/bbos favorite color is or whatever #idc #at all