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syubub · 3 years

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May 13th Reading

Definitely long awaited and way bigger than I intended it to be so buckle up.

Funky disclaimer: this is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact! This is my interpretation of the cards!

Oh boy. The continuation of yoongis soulmate saga.

(Note frome future me: it's not proofread but I'm hungry. Sorry for mistakes!)

So so so so

Let's start.

I started with all the normal jazz. Connecting with his energy and shit. Same as usual same old same old. Platform= same same. I was like, "hey, let's talk about your soulmate and the whole may 13th shit" and we connected via energy stringy thing to the forehead and such. I was intresting bc my end of the string was kinda my energy color! Neato. Looks like some rest has really done me good!

Okay, here's where I start actually asking shit. I made notes at this point before the reading as I usually do. I'm just gonna insert the screen shot here.

The 14 thing really fucked me up. You'll see later. Also, when I got the whole Pisces Jupiter thing I had to do me some googling bc we established that Jupiter went into Pisces ON May 13th so I was like?? Am I missing something?

I was. I forgot that it goes retrograde and then co.es back to Pisces on December 28th. And I do indeed think it to be significant.

The shit about temperance makes a lot of sense. In yoongis first soulmate read I flipped my shit bc he was like, "You're gonna get temperance reverse" in regards to a card for his soulmate and I was like "pft whatever. Don't play me like that"

And then I got temperance reverse. It's been a significant card from the jump.

I asked him if he had any advice for his soulmate and that's what "Don't wait for big things, you'll miss the small ones that lead you to bigger things" and "Look for facts before assuming" and "Don't try pushing it, forcing it won't make sense" and "A spade is a spade/ ace is an ace" and "Don't make ill informed guesses" all were

Now this part:

"Union has happened , yet to on the physical"

Gave me some hints thankfully because he straight up said no more hints.

This ties back into the whole Jupiter thing too. The seeds are/ have been planted and now they have to grow before they can be harvested.

Well Mr. Yoongi, I'm impatient and I don't want to wait. I want to see you in love pronto.

Anyways

He showed me a little dream box/ trinket box looking thing and a super vague Keychain with no further explanation... so... there's that I guess.

I can't quite decide if "Don't make ill informed guesses" was a tongue-in-cheek pike at me or if it was genuine advice to his soulmate? He just loves to not explain things.

Now let's begin the monster read.

So. The first row of cards

I asked the question, "what the fuck was May 13th and what was it's purpose in regards to your connection"

Important is what it was lol. I interpret this as them finding their footing and this being the starting point of the genuine foundation being layer. Like they've been manifesting eachother for a while but May 13th marked the start of them making the real life changes in their actual lives that will be the set up for them meeting.

The seven of coins is about thoughtful planning and creating security/ stable plan. The tower is essentially ripping away anything and everything that was built on unstable foundation and challenging/ testing your character (an extremely rude awakeing if you will). Judgement is releasing the past so you can rise above it and confronting yourself as you are (Also legit awakening) the queen of coins is financial security and self confidence in your abilities. Ten of coins is prosperity and abundance and most of all, stability. Eight of wands is explosion of potential and rapid movement. Temperance is awareness and balance between physical and spiritual. It's also that quiet peace where you find balance.

So. Seeing all those cards it really does seem like maybe his soulmate took on something new that could lead straight to union? Same for yoongi. I'd like to analyze and recent or new-ish habits or hobbies he's picked up?

Moving right along though. I asked what the 13th did for each of them in their personal life and personal journey. Kinda like what came as a result of that energy? Let's start with yoongles

This was really intresting to me. I think he definitely gained some form of clarity about the situation with that sun card. The 5 of cups tells me that either he was kinda forced to confront some of his flaws in a way that he was trying to avoid or he had to consciously let go of something dear to him? Could be something he had to leave behind because it crumbled with the tower moment but he didn't see it coming or didn't know that it was time to part with it? With that queen of wands though fits beautifully with the sun! Its like he's found warmth after a long winter. Definitely found a spark of compassion and generosity from a place of happiness and love rather than anger, fear, obligation or pitty.

I asked for clarity cards/ anything else that may 13th signified bringing in and we got the 2 of cups and 10 of swords. I have two thoughts. Either he let go of a relationship that he was already in because he didn't feel as though they were particularly compatible anymore (Also ties into the above section) OR the 13th had made him very much consciously aware of his soulmates incoming status and he is now preparing and working on himself for when this person comes. The 10 of swords would be him releasing the past and the pain and any ill fitting behavior that don't vibe with him any longer. Yellow really seems to be working for him by the way.

Soulmate time

Lol. All signs point to his soulmate genuinely starting a new venture. New creative pursuit that will bring them good money. 10 of pentacles is abundance, prosperity and stability. The ace of wands is a new creative spark and passion and it's the first big steps into something new. The 2 of wands is "the world is in the palm of your hands" vibes. Choices need to be made swiftly and with the ace of wands I think they will be. With the heirophant too, it will be a well informed decision because they've been manifesting this and has been searching for all the possible information.

As for clarity, we have the moon. Damn. Soulmates been doing that shadow work. Dredging up all their bullshit and getting rid of it while still taking the time to sit with it and release it so nothing is unresolved. Also probably extra creative due to all the emotional baggage being thrown out. (Definitely helping with the ace of wands vibes tbh)

Now for the bad boys in the middle

The question I asked is what those individual changes (detailed in the last two sections) will bring for the bond and I just can with them. These fuckers. I am so invested in their love story bc it's so... them? And just so fucking ROMANTIC. UGH I CAN'T.

Back to the point. High priestess, 4 of wands and the lovers. The high priestess is deep knowing and insane intuition, the 4 of wands is the purest joy and marriage and the lovers is well, the lovers.a magical union.

FUCK DUDE I NEED THIS TO BE A ROMCOM.

For the row of bottom cards

I asked if they had anything at all to add so I'm gonna explain each card individually bc I think they could be individual tid bits of shit.

Knight of coins is good news about finances/ money looking promising and organized work (also dependability!!). Death is all about transformation, the beginning of a new chapter and accepting in order to move foward. Ace of coins is spiritual and material abundance and also a reminder to keep grounded. Page of swords is confidence, important news coming and really good insight! Roots out secrets or hidden things like a truffle pig. The star is promising potential, healing and guidance from an enexpected place. The two of cups is a soul connection, love, intuition especially in regards to another person and a good bind. The emperor is self awareness, foresight, fearlessness to achieve a goal and confidence. Eight of coins rev is poor discipline and skating by on low effort.

Now to the sides!

Yoongi is the left, soulmate is the right.

So, let's begin with yoongi. The first two cards are anything he wants to say to his soulmate. Wheel of fortune and three of swords reverse. I take this as "its all in divine time/ it's destiny" (wheel of fortune) and "trust your intuition. It's okay to get hurt, you just need to remember you can always pick yourself up" (3of swords rev.)

We have now cards that I asked what he was learning through this process/ in this time. Be positive and first step.

The last two cards are affirmations he wants to give his soulmate.

"When I introduce joy to a situation, I change the vibrational frequency of what's happening around me" and "directing my focus onto what's thriving creates more of what I want"

Now for soulmates cards (same structure)

Strength and eight of swords. "You're stronger than you think. Take every part of yourself and acknowledge it. You're a force to be reckoned with" (strength) and (soulmate snapped at him on this) "the only thing holding you captive is you."

Now we have peer pressure (I think soulmate is learning to say "fuck you" and "fuck off" to people who have a set idea of how everyone should be living their lives), emotional healing and open your arms to receiving.

Then we have "its good to feel good" (lol I feel like yoongi definitely needs this one) and "when I connect to the spiritual realm, I open the door to recieve divine guidance, clear direction, and great wisdom"

The last stretch my friends.

So. Completion, leave behind the things that no longer serve you. Exist in the present and don't keep mulling over the past or any future happenings. Magic, pay attention to the magic around you. Listen for the signs of the universe and take them as they come (essentially listen to divine guidance) . Be open minded but logical as well. Luminous warrior, try focusing on the good in yourself instead of berating yourself for every small flaw. Spiritual path, self explanatory. The blade, your power can be a weapon when used willy nilly (most often wounding the wielder) or it can heal. Don't fear it but also consider how you choose to utilize it. The give away, be greaful for the sake of being greatful for it, not because you want something in return. The rain maker, manifestation station. Create with the tools you have because you have everything you need in order to manifest. "Don't take life personally"

Now we have heaven sent.

""Let yourself be helped" assistance is coming your way so act on it and say yes"

" This Oracle also comes with the message that you are to trust in the things that you feel and say to others without knowing why. It moves them. You might not understand, but through trust you are allowing yourself not to overthink and censor yourself. As such you are able to become a vessel through which the spiritual gift can be passed on to others. Don't block yourself. Let life happen through you. Only benefit can come from this."

And free from judgment, free to love

" If you have been asking life for a solution to a specific difficulty you have been having, this Oracle comes with the message that a solution is in gestation right now. This situation is already being sorted out and the resolution will come to fruition very soon. Hold tight and wait for the eminent birth of that resolution."

" This Oracle also brings you a message about love. You may find that you are loving, or soon will love, in a different way. You may worry about this love, given that it defies what you have known or been taught about love. Perhaps you are becoming able to love another tremendously, even though you don't have much of a personal relationship with them. You might question if this love is real. It is real Kama it is just happening at a different level to the love and attachment you experience when you are involved in a personal relationship with someone. It is not more or less, it is just a different facet of love. It may be that you are opening up to love the planet and her creatures, including the animals, the ocean dwelling life, your own body, the trees and so on, more than before period you may feel passionately purposeful about giving your time and energy to causes that protect and nurture the Earth and her creatures. You are affirmed in this love too. The universal mother is operating through you to nurture life. She will support you in your work, so that you can continue To come from love and not become drained, depleted or lost in despair or fear of futility. Instead, you will be energised and expanded by your dedicated service to life."

" Finally, this Oracle has a message for those who may be feeling alone or lonely in a need of greater nurturing from others. You are asked to stop, relax, centre and settle into your body to feel your connection with life itself. The air in your lungs is the same as the air that moves through the trees. The water in your blood is the same water that fills the oceans and is moved by the phases of the moon. The flesh of your body is the same substance as the body of the Earth itself. The heat in your digestive system is the same fire and heat as that from the Sun. Feel this connection, then do something nice for another without agenda. Make a donation, even if just a small one, smile, say a prayer, sent out a good thought or make a wish for another. That's it. You have connected to life again and in doing so, life can connect with you. And so it shall.

And that's all for the cards but but but.

Someone (either my guide or yoongi) was like, "do a song. Do a song. Do a song." And I was like, "oki doki, sounds good.

So I asked what numbers I should try refreshing and then it hit me. The number 14 came up before the reading and it seemed a bit misplaced? So I did 14 shuffles and look what popped up

You gotta be fucking with me.

Istg these fools will actually be the death of me dude. Euphoria is so romantic and I lowkey feels like it describes a bit of what their bond must be like.

YOONGGGIIII

Anyway,

I came back to the platform to be like, "thanks homie" and it was weird bc he was practically pure energy? Like usually I visualize his energy as what his physical body looks like because it's easier to comprehend? But nope, he was just a big shimmery glob of energy.

As I was going to disconnect, a few things happened. I felt tingly and the platform was vibrating almost? So I was like, "hold on, what the fuck is this?"

And then

It hit me

"MIN YOONGI IS YOUR SOULMATE HERE??"

I could tell this fuckin asshole was smug even in his blue glob form.

The color was... blue like yoongi but also a light lavender/ pink kinda vibe. Pretty damn distinct.

I was so stoked and I thought we'd all get to chat and I could yell at his soulmate for being an elusive asshat

But Mr smug butt had different plans.

My dude dropped a little marble thing in my hand and I was like ??? And he was like, "you'll know when you need it" and I was like ?????

My guide took pity on me and said, "it's just a representation on information that you've been given but it isn't the proper time to unpack it yet"

Cool cool so like and energetic zip file that will release itself whenever it damn well pleases? Cool cool cool.

(Asshole)

Anyway, I genuinely think that my excitement of this whole situation must somehow also influence how yoongis energy handles my prodding? Like what the fuck is this marble bullshit?

To top it all off, he gives me a friendly shove off of his platform.

Thanks, buddy.

Now we are here. And as always, I'm left with more questions.

My main take away is that amay 13th through July 28th will be all the foundation and ground work and December 28th 2021 through May 10th (11th? 9th?) 2022 will be a more likely time for physical union and actual relationship stuffs.

Anyone who knows more about astrology please feel free to chime in on this whole Jupiter in Pisces bit! My understanding is super surface level!!

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That was a big boi and now my thumbs hurt real bad. Hope you were entertained by the chaos.

#bts #bts tarot #bts reactions #yoongi #bts imagines #bts readings #yoongi imagine #bts suga #min suga #suga #min yoongi

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fmdtaeyongarchive · 3 years

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q3 2021 update & plot call !!

below the cut, you can find an update on ash’s current life, career (or rather absence of), and development for quarter three, as well as plot and thread ideas! if you see anything that you’d like to plot out or write with him, like this or message me, and we can get to it! i have a lot in mind about where ash is right now, so i might add more and expand later on!

mentions of ash’s continuing struggle with mental illness under the cut in case you don’t wanna read that rn

professionally

ash is on hiatus the whole quarter so... not much going on here.

uhh basically the first two days of july he was still trying to get bc to let him take a break so schedule threads could be set then if they cross paths at the bc building! he’s going to be participating in concert rehearsals for knight to a less intense extent since bc, as of the beginning of his hiatus, fully intends him to participate in the concerts. he’ll miss about the first half of the tour, but in july and august he’ll still be attending knight tour rehearsals some to keep up. schedule threads can also be done then!

(note that he’ll be missing the bc city concert as well — i don’t see him dropping by just to support either tbh, sorry bc ppl. white knight duo ver tho let’s gooooooooooo)

ash will eventually start writing music and finding his love of that again though and that’s pretty much the most work he can do during his hiatus, so it’d be cool to maybe have him write, compose, or produce for a few people that might be releasing later this year or sometime next year if anyone is interested? :) we can see if ash would work for it. there’s also opening for him to ask a few people he’s close to to sing some demos for him when he starts trying to write again!

personally + plot ideas!

explaining how he got to his hiatus would take me all day but he basically forced bc’s hand in letting him take time off (well, he wanted to leave knight and retire ngl but his manager was like... you know that’s not going to happen let’s try a hiatus <3). you can read my badly-written solos for part of it (i still need to write more) but generally, the most other muses might know is that they might have run into him acting kinda moody/down or impulsive/irresponsible lately, he made a very uncharacteristic post on social media that hinted at being unhappy with his life currently and losing passion/excitement for even the things he used to value most highly before his social media was deactivated by bc lmaaooo. the post would have probably conveyed Something was up it it wasn’t like genuinely super triggering-level content i promise !! bc released a statement shortly after stating he’d be going on hiatus without mentioning a definitive end date.

so there’s the possibility a muse might have checked up on him after that post / the hiatus news to see how he was doing?

tbh ash isn’t going to be seeking out meeting new people during his hiatus. he’s taking time to himself and is only going to make any effort to hang out with people he’s comfortable with. those he’s not close to, he’s going to have to interact with by running into unintentionally.

he’s getting a place in jeju in the early-ish part of his hiatus. he’ll be spending a lot of time there at first because he just wants to get away from seoul, so it’d be nice to set some threads there if your muse has the time to hop over to visit him if they have anything resembling a free day. (again a certain level of closeness would be necessary, but i think one good heart to heart conversation beforehand could bring someone closer to him enough for that rn! even over text tbh lmao). chuseok would be a really good time for this !! i imagine catching up over lowkey dinners or heart to hearts under the stars, that found family ash has actively fought having lol

(that place in jeju is also going to be where he starts to want to write music again too, so music based stuff there would be chill?)

heart to hearts in general anywhere would be really good for ash right now so please give me those! they can be in seoul too for sure.

he’ll be moving into a new apartment in seoul eventually, though that will probably be a little later in his hiatus? he had some bad fan/sasaeng run-ins right before his hiatus and having so much time off makes him realize he wants to move. someone can help him house hunt or if someone else is looking for a place, they can talk together about it. i want him to realize he wants to move into a smaller place that can feel more like home

once he does move, muses are free to come over and help him set up / be his one-man housewarming party. that’s a little down the line tho !! so we might not want to plot that as a thread to write right this instant

he may also be getting a pet ! muses can come look with him at a shelter or he can run into people there!

this would be a little later in his hiatus, but it’d be interesting if once he’s doing a little better, he gets the urge to dance and runs into a muse at the dance studio. idk that he’ll ever fall completely back in love with dancing, but he might rediscover some of what he did love about dancing and ash and this muse often run into each other as he visits that dance studio a little more often and they eventually bond over it / do some dancing together.

those who still really have that passion for making music ash has lost, talk to him about it <3 he misses it. he might cry but tbh he’s liable to cry in any thread

he’s cutting his hair short and dying it back to black this month, so it would be possible to run into him at the hair salon!

ash will want to be inside at home mostly at the beginning of his hiatus, but as it goes on, he’ll start to branch out and that will offer some more opportunities to hang out. he’ll try not to go to bars and clubs really, but small music venues or jazz lounges, small indie cinemas, galleries, those kind of things will be up his alley

idk that there’s much plotting to be had around this, but this long hiatus on top of the other hiatuses he’s had and his acting out before this hiatus is going to make some of the bc team realize it might not be super wise to keep pushing him hard as a cf model (and in the long run, just less of pushing him as a major idol star within the company in general tbh) so he’ll be able to get some more tattoos and piercings and will become more comfortable, hopefully, with presenting himself how he wants to be seen / having some development in that good ol’ lack of bodily autonomy aspect ash has always had going on. he’ll be coming out of hiatus living much more of his 2021 jk fc truth with the full sleeve and the eyebrow piercing .

uhhh ? pretty far down the line but i’ll mention it while it’s on my mind :) i think it’d be cool if ash did a collab (mini-)album (or two?) at some point after getting off hiatus. i’d want it to be someone he really clicks with creatively (though they don’t have to be a songwriter — i can see it working as collaborative songwriting or as ash feeling really inspired to write for them) and wants to work with since it’s not going to be something he’s letting bc push him into it at that point, and something that just happens organically. realistically, this would work with a female vocal best by far, maybe a male rapper just based on the songs ash does / i can see him doing. probably wouldn’t want to commit to anything fully rn unless it really clicks but i wanted to throw the idea out there :)

uhmmm?? ig i should also mention ash will be paying attention to his health both mental and physical he’s been neglecting for a while. there isn’t too much to say regarding plotting here because he needs to handle it himself with trying new therapy, medications, understanding there’s some stuff beyond “just” his depression going on. coming to accept nothing’s ever going to be perfect, but that self-awareness and effort can help more than denial can. not super plot potential-y but i’ll mention it since this is all the personal update section

basically, ash is taking time to recover mentally (and physically) and ultimately hopefully leave hiatus in a better place than he started where he can be more comfortable in his career, even if just a little bit, in himself, and in his life. if he can have some good, developing threads during the time, that’d be great!

#&& there's nobody home | ooc #fmdcall #&& queued

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sethkate · 7 years

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First to roll out of bed when the baby cries in the middle of the night

tbh neither of them enjoy getting out of bed??? so i feel like they would be the couple who like when the first person wakes up hearing the baby cry they will both go back and forth nudging each other saying it’s the opposite one’s turn until one of them is just eventually like UGH FINE ILL DO IT. esp when they are super sleep deprived like maybe savannah will be better about it in the beginning when they first bring the babe home but then eventually she’s just gonna be toast so

Uses strange methods to potty train

caleb but tbh they’re probably not his ideas?? i bet you the neighbor lady from down the hall like stops him all the time to make casual conversation bc eventually she’s gonna think they’re all Tight™. and she’d probably ask about the baby and tries to give him like old school tips and tricks. some of them probably work, some of them probably don’t. (also it just hit me that like??? this is only possible if they stay living in sav’s apartment forever bc otherwise they are gonna move away and leave the old lady behind and like wow i just got sad over this)

Tries to sleep in the baby’s bed

savannah starts off the night there and then i bet you caleb eventually tries to join them and like?? if he can’t sleep in the bed bc i’m assuming it’s gonna be super small, he’ll probably grab a blanket and pillows and then be on the floor next to them

Struggles with changing diapers

savannah because she has absolutely no maternal gene what so ever and will probably be like ‘why can’t you learn how to change your own diapers???’ ‘caleb is it too early to potty train the baby???’

Panics that they’re a bad parent

i think this is something they will both struggle with? but maybe at different points in the baby’s life. like sav will probably freak out initially when the kid is a baby because she’s like?? never ever been around babies before and is convinced she’s probably going to break it. but then Caleb will probably worry more when the kid is older? like school age to teenager because i think he’ll have this fear that the kid will somehow go down some of the dark paths that him and sav have been down and obviously he’s going to want to do everything in his power to prevent that so it’ll just cause a bit of anxiety

Falls asleep trying to get the baby to sleep

both of them depending on whose turn it is to get the baby to sleep?? probably savannah more so only because i’m sure the baby will wanna eat and then go to sleep and since she’s the one with the milk supply???

Tries eating the baby food

they make darren try it tbh lmao and i have a feeling at first he wouldn’t be so willing but then they’re like ‘we’ll pay u $20’ then he tries it and is like ‘this is pretty good???’

Is hyper sensitive when the baby gets hurt

probably savannah because she’s convinced that the slightest thing in the world is gonna cause her baby to break so? i think she’d be better after the first kid tho because knowing their kid, it’s probably going to do stupid things and get hurt a lot and eventually sav is gonna realize that they are pretty resilient

Baby proofs the house meticulously

caleb. he probably thinks of a tooooon of shit that sav wouldn’t even consider. with his mother’s help i’m sure because I’m sure she wouldn’t trust them to think of everything on their own.

Follows the bus on the first day of Kindergarten

they both do. caleb drives, savannah sits shot gun like always. even if they both have to work savannah will make them both call off because she’s gonna be THAT mom.

Cries at the Christmas play

savannah because she normally hates the holidays and their lil cherub is probably going to change all that :) like the kid will probably force it down her throat so much that she has no choice but to like it esp since she’s gonna be the one that has to play santa and actually get into it and practice all the christmas carols with for the play??? maybe not make the cookies for santa tho so hopefully he’s ok with oreos or chips a hoy

Talks through the nightmares

caleb because i feel like?? since he’s the dad he’s like the protector from the nightmares and monsters and all that jazz. even though i picture him trying to be like super rational about it and like try to use logic to convince the kid they are just bad dreams and not real lol but he’s still gonna be super good at it anyway !!!

#shehasnoears #ship: savannah & caleb

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nostalgiaispeace · 7 years

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379.

do you like getting hickeys? no. they’re trashy imo.

oral, do you like oral? -

if you could see any musician live, front row, who would you choose? Lana Del Rey

plan on getting drunk or high tonight? Nope.

do you have any best friends that you only know online? Nope.

is it okay for people to cheat if it’s only online? NO. wtf

are you interested in anime? Nope.

do you have a favorite youtuber or do you not watch much youtube? yeah. Shane Dawson; Raw Alignment.

have you ever given a tattoo before and would you like to? i’ve never given one but i would TOTALLY give someone one lol.

have you ever made out in a hot tub? no

ever peed in your pants after the age of 10? yeah

what was the name of the last video game you played? Tetris.

what is your favorite elvis song? -

what is the last tattoo you got? ram skull

what would you say is your guiltiest pleasure? not sure.

do you let your pets on your furniture? yes

do you enjoy your job? if unemployed, are you content being so? no

what is something you have given a lot of thought to lately? music.

what is your favorite christmas movie? Elf.

what do you think of your best friend’s ex? can’t remember them.

are you biracial? no

be honest, does the person you like actually deserve you? or are they actually not worthy of your affections? i think so.

would you ever wear black lipstick? do you know anyone who does? probably not; no

if you wear eye shadow, do you put on a dark color or a light? and if you wear mascara, what color is it? dark; black

what was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed? Mikes Hard I believe

are you any good with kids? i hope so.

have you seen the last person you kissed without a shirt on? Yes.

do you like watching jerry springer? no

have you ever fallen for your ex’s best friend? no

have you ever unbuttoned your ex’s pants? can’t remember.

have you ever deleted your facebook, then brought it back? yeah

have you ever kissed someone who smokes weed? Yes.

what’s your favorite brand of peanut butter? Jif

do you have a thing for shy/awkward hot guys? sure? i don’t know.

what’s your favorite lunchables meal? pizza.

have you ever eaten at golden corral? Yes.

do you ever decide to just dance crazy to a favorite song? yerp

have you ever watched fireworks with someone you loved? Yes.

are you good at memorizing phone numbers? probably would be.

do you like men who have a sensitive side? Yes.

have you ever used glitter as one of your makeup items? yeah

do you keep a memo book/agenda? no

is there a song in a different language that you can sing? no

what was the most expensive thing someone bought you? not sure.

how do you feel about bands that use pyrotechnics in live concerts? do your thing.

is there anyone on your facebook friends list that you dislike? why do you dislike them? yes; post too much

have you ever tasted baby food? how about pet food? no; no

have you ever thought about what you might call your children? or, if you already have children, what are their names? yeah

where is the person you would most like to see, or most like to be with? he’s at work.

find 5 people on your facebook friends list, whose name begins with K. who are these people, and how did you meet them? -

is there a person that you can go to in sweats, and still feel comfy? yeah

do you think the last person you kissed is nice? yes

how many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 2

how far away is the last person you kissed? not too far.

have you ever had a teacher that was like a second mom to you? No.

have you ever been in a school talent show? what for? no

was the last book you read for fun, or was it for some type of assignment? Career of Evil by Jo Rowling; i read it for fun

would you prefer to go out on a fancy date or just chill in his house? chill

do you enjoy long car rides? no

do you ever wish you could live on a farm? no

do you know how to play poker? no

have you ever had an ear infection? probably

what color is your favorite bra? i don’t like bras

what was the name of your first boyfriend? Kyle.

have you ever dated someone more than three years older than you? yes

have you ever dated someone a year younger than you? no

have you ever dated someone of another race? no

do you enjoy eating veggies? no

are you attracted to the last person you exchanged numbers with? naw

what do you think of country music? ew

do you think pigs are cute or ugly? they’re cute.

did any of your friends lose their virginity before they were 16? if so, did you feel pressured to do the same? probably; no

what kind of home would you like? doesn’t matter.

did you ever build furniture forts as a child? probably.

what kind of dog is your favorite? corgis <3

have you ever considered dropping acid? no

describe your music style: metal; jazz

are you close to any of your aunts/uncles? no

have you ever had a seizure? No.

do you plan on losing weight any time soon? i’m trying to now

what was your gpa in high school? i can’t remember.

if you have a favorite television show, who’s your favorite character? Supernatural - Dean

what is your favorite book series, if you have one? Harry Potter

have you ever had a parasite before? no

do you enjoy listening to older music? yes

have you been to disney world before? no

have you ever met someone who was really racist before? probably.

if you could be a disney character for a day, who would you be? Simba

would you ever want to swim with sharks? maybe.

what was the last thing that made you laugh? my psychiatrist.

ever used a bow and arrow? i feel like i have

occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? singer

tea or coffee? Coffee.

opinions on sex before marriage? do your thing.

who was the hottest teacher you ever had? none

have you ever walked on a beach at night? Yes.

when was the last time you baked something? did it turn out good? a while ago. nooooo.

do you think some of the stuff we’re taught in school is useless? yes

why do we put the clocks one hour forward or one hour back? because of the way the earth is tilted? no idea.

what song really gets to your heart and inspires you? so many

do you have fireflies around where you live, or do you wish you did? no idea.

what commercial do you wish they kept playing? -

what current commercial is your favorite? -

if you could have played in any movie, what movie would it be? Harry Potter

did you used to do easter egg hunts when you were a child? yeah

what would you rather live by: highway, train tracks or airport? highway.

do you believe that ‘hate’ really is a strong word? naw

if you have facebook, are you guilty of fanning countless things? no?

as a kid, did you love playing on neopets? yeah

do you often get bitten by mosquitoes, or rarely ever? rarely.

what’s your opinion on plastic surgery? ever thought about getting it? do your thing; i would if i could.

do you own any feathers? no

do you have a skype? yeah

the last person you had a thing with comes up to you and says “i’m sorry”? he already did

where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? no idea.

do you get mad when your current bf/gf talks about an ex? i get annoyed.

do you know anybody who was abused? -

do you start feeling really gross if you don’t shower after one day? yes

do you pee a lot more after you’ve drank a caffeinated beverage? no

waiting for something? yeah

who is your last received call from? no idea. my mom?

how do you pronounce the name Sean when you come across it in text… “shawn” “sheen” or “shane”? Shawn

wouldn’t it be EXTREMELY weird if someone fell in love with you after reading your answers to this survey? ?

who is the next person you’ll hold hands with? Matt

have you ever pole danced before? no

what is something you used to be afraid of, but aren’t anymore? the dark

do you believe your dreams have any real meaning? no

what do you think of guys who ask girls out over via text message or internet? i think it’s lame.

do you drink more apple or orange juice? neither.

do you recall the first time that you learned the truth about sex? ?

do you find extreme body builders’ bodies to be attractive? no

does it bug you when people go ‘mhm’ all the time when you’re talking? Nope.

are your parents religious? no

what is your favorite hostess/little debbie snack? zebra cakes.

do you find it rude when you offer someone something and they decline? no

do you think benedict cumberbatch is hot? no

favorite disney princess? -

does your sibling have a significant other? idk

do you have any american girl dolls in your house? no

have you ever gotten in trouble at school for wearing revealing clothes? no

are you borrowing books from anybody at the moment? no

have your parents ever questioned your virginity? no

roleplaying is super lame, agreed? no

how’re you feeling right now? tired

does/did either of your parents serve in the military? yes

is there anybody you’re not ashamed to tell anything to? yes

are you prone to illness? yes

are you on birth control? Yes.

how bad are heartbreaks? no idea.

has a song ever given you an orgasm? alwayssss

have you ever made out in your room? last time? yes; last time i fucked.

if the last person that you kissed said they wanted to marry you, what would you say? he said that and i said yes

do you like your eyes? yes

are you attracted to the last person that you fell in love with? yes

do you have a big butt? -

would you be a good salesperson? lol no

do you like hot sauce? if yes, what do you usually put it on? no

can you do the ‘emo hair flip’? no?

do you know anyone that has dimples? probably

would you ever make out in front of your best friend? no

anything physically wrong right now? cramps

ever had sex under water? no

the last person you kissed on the lips said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them? yes

you’re having twins. what’s your first reaction? i’d be scared but happy

did your first love love you back? Yes.

do you have scars on your wrists? -

do you like fedoras? ?

have you ever wanted to get drunk and get your mind off everything? no

is there a band you like with amazing music but a bad vocalist? probably.

is there a band/artist who has strange lyrics but you love them anyway? yes

does your optimism sometimes hurt you? dunno

have you ever painted a piece of furniture? probably?

do you believe the fortunes in fortune cookies? no

what do you prefer more: waffles or pancakes? pancakes

did you love playing hide and seek as a kid? yeah

got plans after you finish this? sure

did you ever dream that you had a baby? yeah

have you ever been in a beauty pageant? Nope.

did you sleep alone? no

does your best friend approve of the last person you kissed? Sami - no ; Jordan - doesn’t care.

where is the last person you kissed at this moment? work

describe your dream girl/guy? Matthew

been arrested? for what? no

tell us the story of your first kiss? no

do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes

how many stuffed animals do you think you have? i have tons but i sleep with one

favorite character from finding nemo? -

how long does it typically take you to get over people? dunno

are you stressed out? always

so tell me one interesting thing about yourself. i can scream.

do you own a trenchcoat? Nope.

have you ever owned a tire swing? no

do you have a nervous twitch? No.

are you currently listening to music? no

is it easy to get a job where you live? Yes.

is your signature legible? probably

was the last time you cried because you were angry? no

is there an animal that scares you? yes

are you any good at video games? nooooo

has a jehovah’s witness ever showed up on your doorstep? naw

do you have a step parent? nope

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i need an explanation, the curiosity is killing me

I’m in 7th grade. (so ill let you take a guess at my age) i live in a small rural town in Georgia, I’m not going to mention the name of the town just for privacy issues. i go to a relatively small middle school where everybody knows each other, so whenever there is a new kid people usually will approach you and attempt to create a camaraderie. I don’t really talk much, and I’m one of the few kids who is excluded from a lot of the more social events that kids in my grade will hold. I was always into more alternative music (bands like tool and nine inch nails) but i never really had the balls to get into the style. Just because of how conservative the town is. and my fear that i might get bullied/judged. the farthest ill go is skinny jeans converse shoes, and maybe the occasional band shirt. I’m probably the only kid in this damn town who actually has good taste in music lol. everybody here listens to country or hip hop. Two music genres i despise. I have always been looking out for other kids who might be into the same stuff I’m into. but i can never find anyone who i could bond with music over. the closest I’ve ever come is with my best friend. but he’s more into the cure and PULP. you know, the 80s new wave gothic stuff. but i like some of it so we can sometimes talk about it without disagreeing too much. Now with all of this background information out of the way, i can tell you about the strange series of events that have been happening since the begenning of last semester. It was during bus call, and i was walking to my bus: when i saw what i assumed to be an 8th grader i have never seen before. He was really tall, like- taller than anybody i have ever seen at this school! had long black straightened hair. The ends were dyed green, and he had on what looked like one of those REALLY expensive, slim fit, form fitting leather jackets. He also had on extremely skinny denim jeans that were black just like his leather jacket and his doc martens. (doc martens were a pair of boots i had been begging my parents to get me for a while. but they’re so expensive that no matter how many A’s i make they still won’t budge.)He also had a messenger bag slung over his shoulder. He was walking incredibly fast. like abnormal fast. Thinking back now it was probably because of how tall he was. his long legs enabeling him to take long strides. he was looking straight forward and was somehow managing to walk through the large crowd of kids with ease. but the way he walked. i already mentioned that he was walking fast. but it wasn’t like he was afraid he was gonna miss his bus. it was more like he didn’t want to be seen by anybody. and he was doing a damn good job at it too. nobody seemed to notice him, which is strange considering how if there was somebody at my school who stood out as much as he did. and if they were NEW, kids would have been pointing and staring and even calling him names. but strangely enough, nobody seemed to be doing that. i didn’t want to miss my chance to interact with this kid who i honestly though looked super dope. so i impulsively exclaimed “I LIKE YOUR JACKET DUDE!” But i guess he didn’t hear me because he just sped right by me while putting his earbuds in. i contemplated dashing after him just to try and create conversation. maybe get a social media. but then i would really be risking missing my bus. So i didn’t bother to pursue him. that next day during school, i looked everywhere to see if i could find him again. but during lunch (which my class shares with a couple of 8th grade classes) and during class change, i didn’t see him once. then during bus call i didn’t see him either. i asked a couple of 8 graders that rode my bus who i talked to sometimes, if they had seen the new goth kid. none of them knew who i was talking about. Which was incredibly odd. considering what i said earlier about everyone knowing everyone. and you would think that a kid who stood out as much as “mystery goth kid” would draw intense attention to himself. Then about a week and a half go by, i see him again. During bus call. walking super fast to get to his bus. i was in a different testing class for 7th period, so i was out in the bus lanes hella early because the class was right next to the doors that lead outside. and there he was: dressed EXACTLY the same as last time. Then i realized why i had been missing him. He would always get out to the bus lanes super early. and speed walk to his bus. Why he did it doesn’t make sense to me. it was like he didn’t want to be seen by anybody. This only further peaked my interest. A few days later, after not seeing him. i saw him for the first time in the school building. it was 7th period and our class was coming back from a presentation in the cafeteria. we walked by the library. i looked over through the large windows. and there he was, sitting there by himself: on a laptop. i assumed it was his laptop because our school only had stationary computers. What was also odd was that 8th grades 7th period was in the connections hallway. and there were no connections classes in the library. so what the hell was he doing there? I decided i would investigate. so when we got back to our class i told my teacher i had to go pickup a textbook from the library. she gave me permission but told me to take my backpack with me, considering that the bell was about to ring. But by the time i got to the library he was gone. I honestly don’t understand where he could have went. maybe back to his connections class? idk. but when i went over to the couch where he was sitting (yes we had couches in our library.) i looked around, and in the cracks in between the coushins, there was a flash drive. i looked around to make sure nobody would see me TOTALLY steal (what i assumed to be) his flash drive. but it was the end of the day, so there was nobody in the library except for me and the librarian. who was distracted by something on her computer. I snatched up the flash drive and took a good look at it. it was one of those “geek squad” brand drives. I inspected it some more. Now i don’t know a whole lot about technology, but i do know that 512GB is probably a lot…

The bell rang and i dashed to my bus. anticipating going home so i could see what was on the flash drive. By the time i got home, i had already locked myself in my room (just in case there was anything sketchy or inappropriate on the flash drive, my parents wouldn’t see it. lol) What was on it both confused me, and intrigued me. There was an MP3 file, titled “I Get Along Without You Very Well” i played it. it sounded really old. like 1940s slow jazz old. It was mostly piano with a man with such a nice voice singing. (i later looked up the song and found it to be written by Chet Baker” After listening to the first 20 seconds of the song i opened up the folder that was beneath the mp3 file. the folder was titled “SPILL INTO YOUR BODY” and the only thing in it was another mp3 file titled “brokenfingernail.mp3” i played it. it was a very short audio clip of somebody saying (and i quote) “This is whats known as a disaster bag, this is used by the coroners office to pick up victims of the…accidents…of the…freeway.” i Couldn’t tell if the audio was from a movie or something. but it also sounded INCREDIBLY old. like maybe it was also from the 1940s. Why mystery goth kid had a flash drive with a shit tone of storage on it, and only 2 files…i have no idea. But its summer now and schools out. I haven’t seen him since that day at the library. if anyone has any explanation to this this disappearing goth kid, his flash drive, or its contents: Please explain.

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