Hauuu~! My order from America arrived! Waay earlier than I expected tbh, with Christmas and all! I’m so happy!! Theyre gorgeous!! Seeing American address and store labels is so fascinating to me too xD
ash evil dead costume is happening this year 👍 thank you to maine-based department store chain renys for supporting me and my blue shirt n brown pant buying endeavors
Really debating going to Melbourne for the arsenal game.
On one hand, I’ll get to see arsenal play.
On the other hand: between flights, accommodation and tickets to the game itself it’s a very costly weekend. And I also have things on at work the Friday and Monday either side so it’ll be hella rushed. And I’m seeing the tillies play in Sydney like a week later.
Actuallly, one last personal life story this week kinda just to air it out? One of my coworkers who like graduates high school within the next month was serving with me on friday and he just out of nowhere looked me dead in the eyes with a like smile on his face but a kinda lost… helpless look in his eyes and said in a kinda scared desperate voice: “I think I might be depressed”
And like we aren’t really close? I’m his manager and he’s a team leader and he does talk to me a lot but just like over silly things like star wars and he asks me to watch movies and listen to music he likes sometimes, so my first thought was it’s a joke right?
But he’s not the kinda person to joke about that? And we were…. Kinda busy…? So i sort of just started asking him if school was almost over, cause he’s in a bunch of ap courses and had a lot of tests that week so i knew that was probably part of it
But then, i didn’t really… talk to him about it? And I didn’t close for once and forgot to circle back?
So all weekend I’ve been worried about him cause he’s literally just this… kid who is super smart and leaving us for a great college in the fall but is starting to get depressed and he clearly trusts me??? Which is horrifying, like of all the people he chose me to confide in???
So my plan is to get him something. Like physical that he can hold that will remind him that people care about him and are rooting for him and like i know that’s not going to cure depression but like maybe it’ll make him feel a little better
i have such mixed feelings about the new pack but im so excited to see everyone’s gameplay. i’ll wait til yall get it and then see if i succumb to peer pressure lmao