#lost my minf

[daphnalia]

can already tell this is gonna be mentioned in history books

#brain chemical altering experience actually #we made it through season 2 with no proper oakson reunion and no yeet NOR killa #sobs #i lost today #..yesterday? #my minf is in SHAMBLES #i dont know how to feel #what happened to oakworthy #and gothcleats win??? #i mean that one i shouldve seen coming because of COURSE beth and matt would #im so upset and simultaneously so. happy? relieved??? #LARK SPARROW ANF MERCEDES KILLED ME #dndads #dungeons and daddies

[nyxi-pixie]

the is mike wheeler? universe expands now featuring is mike wheeler ukrainian? no u must mean his long lost cousin boris🙄🙄

#is mike wheeler a menace to society? #is mike wheeler going to beat the straight allegations? #is mike wheeler my best friend? #is mike wheeler whike meeler #imbsorty iver lost my minf #byler

[catfish-and-the]

i love volo hes so insane and therefore hot

#ignore me #pokemon volo #forgove my lewdness #i have also lost my minf #pokemon legends arceus #pla #volo #volo pokemon #pla spoilers #pokemon legends arceus spoilers

[ghost-of-you]

Touring season aka the "my lane is whoever is in my screen at the moment" season.

#i just saw a video of Michael's want you back solo in the Saturday show and lost my minf #and right beneath it there was a video of luke going at it during iwct and i lost it #i'm shocked #ksoaksoaka #i'm rambling

[askdaddydearest]

#my art #rp #my guy lost his fucking minf #mind*

[proseandpeonies]

i’m losing my mind a popular girl at my rich ass school who is so PRETTY commented on my instagram post and used 🥺 so i guess i’m gonna have a gay PANIC

#help guys help #ive lost my minf #mind #whatever im gay #i cant spe #spell

[writtenbyalon]

Peripeteia

Loving him secretly was so hard, but you are afraid to take the risk. You're afraid that you might lose your friendship, so you kept it by yourself. What if we won't work? What if he doesn't love me the way I love him. There just so many what ifs that was running in your minf and you don't know, you were so scared.

You were so afraid that you might lose him, you might lose your bestfriend, that your friendship might be ruined. You've been in love with him for a long time now. You couldn't remember when and how did it start, all of a sudden your heart was beating erratically whenever you're with him. Your heart flutters when he compliments you and whenever you see him laugh and smile. You even felt things that you thought that it was just in movies or books that you watched and read.

There are times that you thought of telling him what you feel but you were such a coward. You'vee been so coward since you don't know when. Maybe being in a broken family had left a deep and big scar that affects you and thought that there a chance that would happen to you too. You know, the saying 'history repeats itself', that what if you would end up like that.

But someone told you that love is always about risking. You would never know if you won't take the risk. If the person is worth it, you would take the risk even if there's no assurance the he would reciprocate it. That made you realize things and had a bit of courage to tell him. No, you gathered all your courage, pluck up your heart, or whatever you call it.

You grabbed you phone trying to message him to meet me up. You even don't know how should you ask him like it was new to you asking him out, when it was normal for both of you to messaged each other to bond. You've been typing for how minutes that day before you received a message from him, saying "Hey Amara, you've been typing for how many minutes now. Are you ranting something, tell me everthing later, okay? Cause I'm on my way to your condo, I brought your favorite." he really knows when you need someone, more likely when you wanna see him but before you forgot, you replied immediately saying "Hahaha you really know me so well. Take care!"

When he arrived, he sat down on the couch while putting your favorite ice cream on the center table. You saw him smiling, his smile was different, so bright like he won a jackpot or something. You went to the kitchen to get a spoon while reminding yourself that this would be the day, the day that you will confessed your feelings.

You went back to the living room, gave him the spoon and you both started eating the ice cream that he got for you. You remember his smile, that was kinda different, you felt that he was so happy so you asked why. "Remember the girl that I like?" he asked and you nodded. "She already said yes to me!" he was so happy and your world got crashed.

This was the first time you saw Brian smiling like this, you wanted to be happy for him too but you can't, your heart was shattered in to pieces, you wanna cry, you were teary eyed without you realizing it, he suddenly ask you why you are about to cry, you just told him that you were so happy for him. All the courage that you gathered suddenly got lost in just a snap, even your voice, you can't even speak but you forced yourself, you pulled up your shits and pretend that those tears were just a tears of joy. "Glad, you found the one Bri! I'm so happy for you! You deserve to be happy and she's so unlucky huh." you jokingly said.

You were reminiscing that day, now you are seeing your bestfriend teary eyed while at the front of the altar waiting for his bride.

You remembered something before this day came. He told you he loved you but he didn't take the risk because your friendship was more important than taking the risk without any assurance. He was thanking you for everything and that he would be always be here for you and his wife when you need any help. He just got married but nothing will ever changed he will always be your bestfriend, he assured you.

Life is so unfair, if one of you took the risk or made a move would this happen? You asked yourself but it was too late. Regretting and thinking of what ifs wouldn't make any change anyways. You have to move forward, and moving on will be your next move.

—end.

#oneshot #day6 #day6 brian #day6 imagines #kang younghyun #young k #brian kang #day6 oneshot #writing #kpop #krock

[tsukishumai]

Omgg so I’m the anon who sent u the tsukki audio link n im sorry 😭😭😭 I didn’t know you prefer direct links (and honestly I didn’t know there was a difference between hyperlinks and direct links until like… just now bc I’m a little stupid! 😭)

It’s crazy cus I actually finally figured out how to do that lil hyperlink thingy specifically for That Tsuki Ask (cus I just NEEDED to tell u abt it) bc in the past I tried to send an ask w a link to another blog and it wouldn’t let me??? So I thought that was the only way u could send them this is so embarrassinghggjffbfgbcf and I literally seen another ask w a direct link in it gjggnkhtujvd

But yea I’m glad u liked it though!! And there’s TONSSSSS of good shit on that subreddit omg when I first found it I lost my got damn MINF…. and the VA of the audio I sent has some goooood stuff on his page but he doesn’t post that often unfortunately 💔💔 I’m so picky about degradation audios cus there’s a very thin line of it just sounding fuckboyish and it and I can’t get into it but that audio….god….it sounds like the type of degradation someone on here would write. It doesn’t sound like the type that m*n think is sexy 😭 if that makes sense

If u don’t mind me asking did u have a fav part? Mine was when he called the listener baby and then said “oh you don’t want me to call you baby” in that snarky ass voice WHEW yeah i definitely flatlined and replayed that 5 times 😭 *sighs* I’d let him (tsukishima,,,and the VA at this point) cuss me out badddd.

Omg this ask was so long but I’m yeah sorry for sending the hyper link?5;??,!)(( 😭 that’s literally what I meant to say n I got carried away goodnight <3

WAIT NO PLEASE DONT FEEL BAD YOU DIDNT KNOW!!! There’s been a lot of doxxing going around lately and I’m just trying to be extra safe (cause u can never be too careful u know) BUT DONT APOLOGIZE!!! fuck and the fact that you actually figured out how to hyperlink like I kinda feel like an asshole DONT WORRY FORGET I EVER SAID ANYTHINH 😭😭

I’m deadddd this is a new discovery for me haha there really is a subreddit for everything omg but yeah I know exactly what u mean and it was definitely a very good listen and I may or may not have taken notes HAHAH

I didn’t rly have a fav part but like whenever the VA would chuckle or laugh, I would start SWOOONINGGGG

#anon!

[lokbobpop]

Crash

crash (n.) 1570s, "loud, harsh, complex sound, as of heavy things falling or breaking," from crash (v.). From 1718 as "a falling down or to pieces." Sense of "financial collapse" is from 1817; that of "collision" is from 1910; references to falling of airplanes are from World War I. Crash-landing attested by 1928.

1a : to break violently and noisily : smash. b : to damage (an airplane) in landing. 2a : to cause to make a loud noise crash the cymbals together. b : to force (one's way) through with loud crashing noises. 3 : to enter or attend without invitation or without paying crash the party.

Crash c rash cr ash cra sh

Writing the word crash

Well last year i really faced this word when i found out my physical problem was fear of the girls having a car crash i saw i had fear and just hid from it didnt face it i need to face all my fears and not hide them.

Reading the word crash

The car crash i had as a young child I wasn’t sure what was going on.

Air crash the fear it brings up within me the thought of dying in a plain crash where you have not control over what happens and you would just have to bio through the motions of dying not in a very pleasant way.

When I first passed my test a guy crashed into me he was angry at me as i didnt worn him i was behind him when he reversed my parents never called him and asked for the money i didn’t know what to do plus only a few days after passing my test i was driving to down the rd with my brother a smashed the car into the school wall it was frighten but not as frighten as telling my mum what id done to her car we had to put a new side panel on.

Air crash investigation program i dont like to watch it as i fly to much.

War movies where there is plane crashes all the time people being shot down.

Bad car crashes i see them on the motorway then seen on the news people have died i see i fear car crashes because i don’t trust my own driving because i think im not good enough but also I don’t trust others as living in macau where a car would nearly hit you every single day i lost my confidence in driving and have been fearful ever since and just having got it out my head.

Saying crash out loud

The sound of something crashing down i remember all the big lovely glasses crashing down on the floor in the kitchen in shap long glass everywhere all broken the sound was loud we heard it upstarts

Money is going to crash they soon they say the usd first then euro then oz then china I have a fear of what are we going to do fears of survival comes up will chris be stuck in macau will he get back and stuff like that.

What a not so nice word a word you never want to hear really fearful

Sf

Does this definition support me no fear of crashing myself or to witness a crash and my daughters being in a crash the world crashing and we are all in a really bad way trying to survive

Crash cr AS h

When two things crash together or the ground and break

To crash my way through my mind to find me to live me whole

How wil you live this word ?i will live this word with crashing into me my mind and breaking up the minf construct bit by bit until im only me left the beautiful being my true inner self is left.

Living words self confidence self awareness

[shdwlurks]

Okey machine shut up

When i start trying the thought the process i the making am always lost .i have some sort of a deep identifying with my mind,i thi k i am my mind whilst wrting these letter

Could never escape my minf and thaughts

I think it constructs who i am,am.in need to stay still and see my thaughts .

To differenciate the me from the mind and from eveeything else

[ricorditatuati]

save me.

#lost my minf #mind #drowing #teenager #help #save me #sad #cry #lose #die #depressed #grunge #indie #dark