#liveyours

[liveyourmovie]

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[itsnotamovie]

🎵Normal Girl - SZA 🎵

Quando a vida começa? Tipo, quando a gente começa a viver de verdade e não só sobreviver? Esses dias eu estava conversando com uma amiga que voltou da faculdade. Ela fez faculdade em outro estado e tipo ela simplesmente VIVEU durante a faculdade.

Ela tinha muita história pra contar, experiência pra compartilhar e eu fiquei simplesmente com vergonha porque eu também vou terminar a faculdade esse ano e, eu juro que não estou exagerando, eu não vivi e não fiz nem METADE do que ela viveu e fez. E falo isso com pesar por mim e não julgamento por ela. Eu queria ter feito tudo e mais um pouco.

Ai já fiquei com ciúme, não dela em si, mas fiquei triste porque cheguei a conclusão de que eu só trabalhei e estudei, eu não fiz mais nada, não aproveitei nada e não conheci nada. Claro que tem todo o lance de pandemia e câncer. Mas são pequenos detalhes. Risos.

Só que, não vou poder ficar jogando a culpa de eu não viver, no câncer e na pandemia para sempre. Uma hora esse “card” vai expirar e qual desculpa eu vou dar? Na verdade eu nunca usei eles como desculpa, usava mais a faculdade e o trabalho. Mas eu troquei de emprego e estou acabando a faculdade. Qual desculpa vou dar ano que vem?

Ai me bateu um desespero porque, na minha cabeça, estou ficando velha demais para certas experiências e vai passar de “ai que bonitinho ela se descobrindo” para “eita que ela tá velha demais pra isso”. Eu sei que só tenho 23 anos, mas minha consciência pós câncer ganhou uns 10 anos a mais.

E assim a gente percebe que, na real, a gente não viveu porque não quis. É aquela famosa preguiça emocional que a gente sente quando bate a ansiedade do desconhecido. Eu te explico: Sair para uma festa com apenas uma amiga, sabendo que lá você vai ter que conhecer gente nova e socializar etc. Ai você já não vai com preguiça de tudo isso.

Eu amo isso. Lugar novo. Gente nova. Novas experiências. O novo em geral. Sempre amei. Depois do câncer, fiquei um pouco insegura em relação a tudo e acabei deixando a preguiça emocional me dominar por medo de ter que tocar nesses assuntos: o fato de eu não saber nada, o câncer, a pandemia, como tudo isso afetou. Ou pior ainda: o fato de absolutamente não tocar nesses assuntos. Sempre fico meio confusa “comento sobre ou não? se sim, ate que ponto falo pra não tornar o rolê desconfortável?”

Sempre tem alguém que fica muito interessado, querendo saber muitos detalhes e tem sempre alguém que não está nem aí pra minha história. Quando é assim, a gente faz o que? No meu caso, eu fiquei e casa e deixei a fobia social me dominar. Mas não recomendo.

Recomendo que você saia e fale até onde VOCÊ se sentir confortável, e com quem VOCÊ se sentir confortável. Se você tiver que ficar desconfortável para tornar alguém confortável, vá embora. Tentar agradar a todos é “bilada cino” já que nem Jesus conseguiu. E olha que o cara era perfeito.

Eu esquecia que caso as coisas não fossem como eu planejasse, negativamente falando, eu podia simplesmente levantar e ir embora. Ou poderia fazer barraco. Tudo certo também. Mas eu não me sentia no direito, eu achava que eu tinha que estar desconfortável para os outros estarem confortáveis e isso não está certo.

Eu quero muito viver. Quero muito criar novas memórias e ter novas experiências. Eu espero ainda ter esta página ano que vem pra quando eu postar que minha vida é um filme, vocês me mandarem esse texto me cobrando. Vai dar certo. Tudo sempre da. Cada um tem seu filme e cada um vai viver o seu da maneira que conseguir. Eu quero viver o meu da melhor forma possível.

#liveyours #lifeainteasy #meninas #asi es la vida #outubrorosa #vidareal #vivendoeaprendendo #normal girl #sza lyrics

[i-am-ko]

Live Yours not a gang, it’s more like a cult

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[33lifestyle]

day in the life

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[eebie]

this is so unreasonably funny to me. what if i took a picture of a couple of birds i saw in the park that happen 2 be fluttering arund the same worm for a minute before flying away and never interacting again  and im like These guys are so fucking its not even funny Theyre so in love And u know theyre bumping beaks behind the birdbath You know you know Meanwhile theyre clueless to it all because theyre Wild animals

#EVERYONE IS ENTITLED 2 LIKE STUFF !!!! IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT I THINK #liveyour life Live your life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #every1 likes silly things I like silly things its OK

[stateswscarlet]

Hi scarlet! So I realized that I felt like I was being held back. I’d love to hear your pov.

Storytime: I was in a long relationship so I got accustomed to having my person (sp). He was my person and basically my best friend that I told everything to, I have always been very private about my life but with him in the picture, I would tell him stuff and forget to inform any of my other friends. I’m also very antisocial and introverted so finding my person was literally a dream come true.

This also resulted in me not rly having any actual close friendships and although I had like one real friendship, she got a boyfriend and became the same exact way I was but even worse (she frl be neglecting me).

We shared a friend group though and so if I wanted to go out because I didn’t want to neglect my friends we would go or vise versa. We didn’t just suddenly abandon them yk. He was the extrovert in our relationship. I spent every single day with him. We also weren’t comfortable with having friends of the opposite gender (if they were our friends before it was good and ofc we could have convos with the opposite gender). So I was completely fine with this bc I just don’t be talking to anybody.

But once we broke up I felt like I was missing out on everything. He had his guy friends and even made girl friends (my assumption). He was going out and even with these girl friends. I had nothing to do with my days. Now I definitely want him back. But my eye twitches when I overhear this girl saying “It’s not funny you woke me up when you called me and asked me to run” or when she’s all touchy on him.

Since I certainly know that, that would NOT be happening if we were together. I certainly know that if I want to get back together with him even hanging out with my guy friends alone would bother him (I would be too) and I just can’t have that guilt of knowing I want him back and hanging out with and talking (being friendly) with guys while being single. Because I know once we get back together I would cut all these guys off in a heartbeat and we would have a conversation on what we did when we were not together. It’s just embarrassing yk.

He was so madly in love with me when we were together but once we broke up, he honestly embarrassed me and I don’t wanna embarrass myself even more doing all this stuff when I know for a fact I would drop all these guys in a heartbeat and never look in their direction if we got back together

Sorry this was so long! I just felt like I’m not living life how I should be and I seriously have no friends (which I’m fine with) but if I was with my man, I would be out everyday doing something.

you do realize you can apply the law to having your ideal social life/friends right? it doesnt have to remain exclusive to manifesting sp.

i completely get where you’re coming from, and as someone who is also an introvert and wasn’t really surrounded by a bunch of friends and USED TO mainly rely on my bf for a social life (him being the extroverted one), I will tell you right now that being this way may seem cute and feel normal on paper, but its the number one way to become codependent on your bf and the relationship you have. you don’t need a massive friendgroup or a booming social life, but you CANNOT be waiting on sp to liveyour life. idc what you do but you need your own independence and personality and hobbies aside from the relationship, and you should have at least one friend who you treat equally as your partner (manifest a best friend if theres no one u have rn).

as for your guy friends situation i just feel like you’re overcomplicating this too much, if you feel uncomfortable then don’t hang out with them, but also keep in mind you’re not in a relationship in the 3D, so it makes no sense to act like you are and cut them off (if they’re good friends) just because you “know if sp was here you’d cut them off”; well sp isn’t in your 3D as your mans so you shouldn’t be doing anything that you would do in a relationship. whatever you do in the 3D never conflicts with imagination because everything is neutral and you aren’t doing this to see it in the 3D.

also, you need to forgive sp for hanging out with girl friends bc to be fair you guys aren’t together in the 3D and I understand feeling annoyed, but that is something you need to work on yourself and move on from otherwise you’ll never stay loyal to your new state. it sounds harsh but i promise i was in your situation too, but he isn’t responsible that you choose to have a different (almost nonexistent) social life. theres no point being hurt and annoyed knowing damn well you’re choosing this for yourself day after day.

[deliciouslytoolove]

[vanillaaa777]

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[teamlyde]

Whether you have an opinion or believe in #conspiracytheories, or it doesn't relate to you, having my youngest and oldest deal with #covi̇d19 can be stressful. The 🔑🗝 I've got to take away from this are: 1️⃣ Regardless of what I THINK, what I FEEL for my children during moments of crisis (KRST-IS) is indicative of my faith/fear.... 2️⃣ Life is STILL under-appreciated at times, until you are faced with circumstances or conditions that force you in SHOEL (Hell); always look for HEAVEN (treasure) in every moment of your life‼️ 3️⃣ How SOON do we forget that at some point, we will be in a similar situation.... even if it's not the same; be thankful where you are RIGHT NOW, but KEEP MOVING FORWARD 💯 I simply 💜 #family #liveyourdreamseveryday #liveyours #purpose #teamlyde #melissalyde #phillipllyde #inspirational #confessions (at Knightdale, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/CNxs2jej3-N/?igshid=1s4rp263ejkes

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[deanimacicli]

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[liveyourmovie]

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[kaiodsxx-blog]

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[dunnlemagnesworld-blog]

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[marlonben]

Statement #str8 #face #focus #grow #dreamdouble #liveyours #drive #your #life #to #sucess #believeinyourself #believe @dreamdouble_ @dreamdouble_store https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnls24JBPCrBrgNk_igwuB2c04lGZdUtZubeoE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p7shoikcw3m4

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[thecpdiary]

Writing and living my truth

Ever since I was a little girl, the truth was an important aspect of who I was. Not knowing about my physical, mental and emotional disability didn’t rest easy, although there was nothing I could do about it.

Easy would have been a fabrication of what was my truth, but a life bravely borne, and over the years a life that through my writing has come to reflect courage, understanding, truth and honesty.

We all deserve to have and live with truth, no matter what our growing up personal circumstances are. If the shoe were on the other foot, others would also have wanted to know, they would want the truth, they would want the same thing.

And even if they may not outwardly or inwardly admit it to themselves, we’re all human it’s what being human means. Searching for the truth is instinctive. It’s what many of us would choose to do.

For more inspirational, life-changing blogs, please check out my site https://www.thecpdiary.com

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[wilsonchifike]

Dear LIFE .. .. #lifelessons #noformula #behappy #liveyours #liveandletlive .. all I can say is ‘thank you LIFE’ for giving me #apartner to do life with .. I have #everyreason to smile .. @tabeaboye ❤️ #youaretheone I am #doinglife with #mrschifike Yours Truly .. @wilson.chifike #wilsonchifike 📝 (at Juliasdale) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJeUwHEjhqT5NWSotsDDPi_fySIsGhuGV91ZjY0/?igshid=12pzokd2e25fu

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