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acquainted | five

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summary: the biggest goal of a grad student is to get through school in one piece - no petty drama involved, no sweating over the little things. however, that plan almost always never follows through. sometimes, you can’t help but fall into the most unthinkable, unexpected traps and learn the hard way. like, exhibit a: being unable to resist your engaged, substitute teacher, kim seokjin.

pairing: (2nd bts member to be revealed) x reader x engaged!teacher!seokjin

genre: grad school au, student life au | fluff, angst, smut (to come)

words: 4.2k

warnings: implied sexual content, cussing / mature language, relationship issues, angst, club scene, alcohol consumption, intoxication, seokjin is ready to risk it all cause reader is a huge flirt, the love triangle mess shall begin

notes: AH IM SORRY, THAT’S ALL I HAVE TO SAY?!? I TRIED to make this as fair as possible, but i..... clearly have an issue and just really wanted this to be messy lmao 

tags: @laurynne5 @yiyi4657 @miinoongi @teamtardis-notdead @bluesharksandfish​ @photographic-girl (pls msg me if you would like to be added to the taglist!)

"Waddup bro." Namjoon steps aside to let Jin in. "Wasn't expecting you to come by since we're seeing each other tonight." Jin chuckled.

"Fuck, that's right." Joon laughs as he hands Jin a bottle of water before sitting.

"What, you forgot? You planned this for your own stepbrother."

"No, I know. Just a lot of things going on." He sips on his water, manspreading in Namjoon's loveseat in the livingroom. He tilts his head back and closes his eyes, the headache he felt earlier this morning no longer as bad, but still lingered. After getting home last night, he had tried to push you out of his mind, but failed miserably. It didn't help that he really and genuinely tried to clear the air with Grace, only for her to push him off and sleep on the far end of their bed.

"You alright? What's going on? I feel like I haven't seen you this stressed in a really long time. Last time was probably when you were planning your proposal." Jin softly chuckles, his head still tilted back.

"Yeah, it's been quite the shit show lately."

"Can't be that bad, can it? Have you and Grace been fighting?"

"A tad."

"A tad? The way you're acting right now says it's much more than a tad."

"We've been distant. Busy. We don't do things together anymore." He shortens the shpeel cause quite frankly, he's tired of repeating the story even though he hasn't told many people.

"Why don't you guys talk about it?"

"We can't communicate properly. I try, she gets even more upset and blows me off."

"It's probably just a rough patch in your relationship. I'm sure if you just give each other enough space, you could figure out how to fix things and have a serious conversation about where you both are at and what you need from each other. Remind each other that you're a team, and not working against each other." Jin's slightly shot his head up, his eyebrow raised.

"That's actually pretty solid advice coming from you."

"Shut up, you need help right?" Joon laughs.

"You're right though, it's just been hard. I feel like we've been constantly pushing each other away."

"You two are stubborn."

"Yup, that too." Jin sipped his water.

"I know that's not the only thing on your mind." If it was anyone in Jin's circle, you could count on Namjoon to figure things out before you can even say anything to him. "It's a little hard to believe you came over here to tell me this." In which, he's right. Jin never really talked about his relationship problems, let alone did he go out of his way to tell his friends what was going on. It was more of a thing that naturally came up in conversation when they were all together.

"Don't know what you're talking about." Joon shakes his head.

"Who is she?" Jin watches Namjoon's curious eyes as he leans into the palm of his hand. He was trying to come up with excuses or find ways to see himself out of his conversation, but he couldn't. Namjoon was too smart for this. If it were Yoongi or Hoseok, maybe he could get away with it. The only thing that Jin can come up with is a stupid smirk before he shakes his head and breaks eye contact. "See."

"See what?"

"That smirk. You can't tell me I don't know that smirk. I've been there before, dude. Who is she?" He repeats, causing Jin to succumb to defeat.

"She's a grad student in my creative writing class." Namjoon pauses before he bursts out in laughter.

"I need to sit back and get comfy on my couch for this." He says leaning back and crossing his arms. "She's a grad student? What's her name?" Jin nods.

"Y/N. 25 and so fucking attractive. It's frustrating." Jin groans into his hands.

"And you're telling me you see her more than just a distraction? I mean, I have to ask cause you are going through a rough patch with Grace." Although this is definitely not what Namjoon agrees with, he was only going to advise Jin on how to approach things. But execution-wise, it was up to Jin because this was his life. Namjoon was only part of it.

"She's smart, and she's fun. And.. she's refreshing."

"What did she do to make you feel this way?"

"She kissed me. In my classroom. And," Jin swallows the lump in his throat. "It happened again last night. It almost escalated into other things. But she stopped it." He quickly says because he can see Namjoon's facial expression changing. "She stopped it and she put me in my place because it just made things even more complicated. She said that we should keep our distance from each other."

"Which, she's right Jin. You really can't be doing this." Namjoon says sternly. "Please don't be stupid. This can hurt alot of people, especially since you're still engaged to Grace."

"I know, but likeeeeee--"

"No but's." Joon shook his head. Honestly, he didn't expect this behavior from Jin and it concerned him. "I can't force you on how to act, that's solely up to you. But you need to understand that it has to be one or the other, it can't be both. You either try and work things out with Grace and leave Y/N alone, or you call it quits with Grace."

"Y/N has been occupying my mind lately and it's been hard to push her out."

"Maybe that should be a sign as to what you need to do?" Joon sighs. "I don't know. I don't know her, so I can't say much, but are you really ready to throw away all these years with Grace for her? Like, is it really that serious?" Jin shrugged.

"I don't know, she doesn't want this."

"Correction - she doesn't want this because you're engaged. It's obvious that things would be different if the circumstances changed."

"I love Grace. A lot. We've been through so many things together, lots of ups and downs that taught us things."

"Yeah, and I love you both. I love Grace like a sister. But you can't stick around just because of history and because you both are comfortable, if that's what it really comes down to. It's not fair for both parties. If you find out that this is the end of your relationship with Grace, then it's the end."

"I'm just torn."

"Look, whatever you do, know that I support you no matter what and I'm always going to be here for you. But please do this right, no matter what that is. You can't have both of them."

"Yeah I know, I hear you." Joon nods.

"You're selfish, you know that?" Joon laughs. "You couldn't even introduce her to your single friends?" Jin smiled.

"Nope. Finders keepers." Joon rose his middle finger. "Just do me a favor and keep your mouth shut until I tell Yoongi and Hoseok myself."

"Sure, whatever. Not my battle anyways." He stood up and stretched. "So, where are we taking your little Jungkookie tonight?"

"The club so he can get some for his birthday."

"What a good older brother." Jin laughed.

"Is Grace in New York already?"

"Yep. I'm probably just going to head home and sleep until then. I don't remember the last time I stayed up this late, let alone the last time I went to a club."

"Yeah go home, and not to Y/N's house."

"Should I?" Jin joked, but Namjoon rolled his eyes. "I'm kidding, don't worry. Everything didn't just go in one ear and out the other."

"Yeah, please reassure me and tell me that I didn't waste time giving you advice."

"Oh my god, hurry up!" Jimin groaned loudly as he laid sloppily on your couch, getting restless while waiting for you, Ryujin and Taehyung to finish getting ready. To be fair, you all had been getting ready and fooling around for 2 hours, while Jimin sat patiently and watched whatever was on TV.

"Shut up, Jimin! I'm going to make sure I look good tonight." Ryujin yelled back.

"For who?"

"The dick I'll be getting."

"Why did I even ask?" Jimin sighed and dug his head into a pillow while you and Ryujin continued to yell and sing along loudly to every song that came through on your bluetooth speakers. "You all look good already, please, what else do you need to do?" He mumbled into the pillow. Don't get him wrong, he loves you all to death. He truly does. But it's just been such a long time since you all have gone out like this. He forgot what it was like.

"You know, she really means me." Taehyung tugged on his collar and swiped his thumb across his bottom lip.

"Okay, honestly. You two should probably fuck already. Get it out of your systems, you know?" You say as you dab lip gloss on your lips before shrugging and rolling your eyes. "Jesus Christ."

"Okay, no. You're supposed to be on my side, and that doesn't help." Ryujin's cheeks flush to a rosy tint as she pulls you aside. You knew damn well she was feeling embarrassed because it was true. She wanted to. Once Ryujin finally dusted herself off and was satisfied with her outfit, you both walked out into the living room to meet Jimin and Taehyung. Their eyes widened as they caught sight of you two, Ryujin in a pink, ruched dress with matching pink heels and you in a matching 2-piece skirt and low cut crop top.

"Oh shit, you both look good as hell." Taehyung says as he gets up and continues to eye both of you up and down. Mostly Ryujin, though. "Shall we head out?"

"Yup!" You say as you come to Jimin's side and lead the way out of your apartment. Jimin decided he'd drive tonight since he didn't feel like drinking too much, but he still wanted to go out and have fun. The crew headed to grab dinner at the Farmhouse Kitchen, which served the best Thai food in town. You all enjoyed some good grub, along with some really strong cocktails. You felt super happy that you all had time to finally do this since it's been a minute. You felt like you could finally let lose and get your mind off of things. The things that your dearest bestfriends don't even know about.

But, stories for other days. Tonight, you felt good and you looked good. You were all that and then some. Maybe tonight was the night you could meet a single, fine ass man to dance up on and act up with.

The cocktails were hitting you and Ryujin the most, already feeling tipsy before heading into the club.

"Wooooo!" Ryujin yelled before laughing out loud. "I'm ready!"

"Okay, yes, same, but please keep it together so we can at least make it inside the club." Jimin pleaded. He led your crew up to security, flashing your IDs one by one and paying for the cover fee before stepping in to the already packed nightclub. You and your friends ended up walking in a straight line, holding each other's hands to navigate through the crowd to the bottom floor. The top floor was the most crowded, being it was the house / EDM floor, while the bottom Hip Hop floor wasn't too jammed packed.

"Shots, my friends?" Taehyung asks as he swings over to the front of the bar. You follow behind him and line up against the bartender, asking for some good ol' Don Julio tequila. It wasn't your fave, but it was definitely Taehyung's go-to, and you can't lie, it got the job done quick for you. You all stick around the bar to take your shots, kicking them back to back [besides Jimin] to really get this night started.

As you waited for the final around, Taehyung is scanning the room and notices a group loudly making their way from down the steps and over to the bar. They were cheering on whoever the birthday boy was. A face in the group had looked familiar, so Taehyung squints his eyes to get a better look, and realizes its no other than Jin with his friends.

"Oh, shit! Look! Mr. Kim's here!" Taehyung laughs and says loudly, pointing towards the other end of the bar.

"Is he really?! Let's go take a shot with him and his friends!" Ryujin squeals as she sees him come into full view. You too, get a glimpse of him as they approach the bar and suddenly, you felt hot and nervous - the alcohol being of no help during this time. He looked good, and he didn't look like the already-handsome-professor you had. His hair was more natural, slightly curly, and almost like he had showered and let it messily air dry. The look was perfect on him. Not gonna lie, you were somewhat happy he was here to see how good you looked and part of you really wanted him to crave you until he couldn't take it anymore. You wanted to drive him crazy, and little did you know that you already were. It was a game you didn't mind playing, especially since you knew you couldn't have him.

You shouldn't.

"Ayeeeee! Mr. Kim!" Taehyung's ass yells with Ryujin cheering in the back. He does nothing but flash that smile of his while chuckling. His friends are all really handsome as well, one especially caught your eye with the way his wavy black hair fell down his eyes as he stood against the bar in black ripped jeans and a button up shirt. He seemed to be the youngest out of the group, but you were just assuming.

"Let's take a shot! On me!" Ryujin yells as she runs over with her loud ass. You follow behind her with Taehyung and Jimin, slightly hiding behind Jimin since you were feeling a little shy and awkward at this encounter. The events of the past days just flashed before your eyes, and you can feel Jin's eyes burning holes through you from your peripherals.

"These are your students?" You overhear as one of them looks behind at Jin and laughs.

"Yup." Is all he says, hands deep into his pockets.

"That's her isn't it?" Namjoon says in his ear, loud enough to make sure its clear over the music blasting. Jin simply looks at him without saying a word before returning his attention back on Jungkook, who he noticed was eyeing you. The look said everything to Namjoon.

"Do you know her?" Jungkook points at you and Jin nods.

"Why?"

"Why? She's gorgeous." His eyes light up, causing Namjoon to slightly choke and laugh behind Jin.

"Go for it." Is all Jin says. He's honestly livid right now, because the thought of someone else being able to get a taste of you while he hasn't fucks him up.

"Ohhh, boy." Namjoon sighs. "I hope you're truly over her or else it's going to get really fucked up, you know that right?"

"Don't worry about it." He says, dismissing him as he takes the shot from Yoongi's hand and immediately downs it.

"Hey." The black-haired cutie that caught your eye pushed his way through the group to come into full view. "I'm Jungkook."

"Y/N." You lightly shake his hand before tucking a strand behind your ear.

"I just wanted to say that you're absolutely gorgeous." He says cutely, his hands tucked into his pockets.

"Aw, thank you. That's so sweet."

"I, uh—"

"It's his 23rd birthday today!" One of the guys against the bar yells, grabbing Jungkook's shoulders and playfully massaging it.

"Yeah, it's his birthday Y/N! Give the boy some love!" Ryujin winked from where she was at.

"Happy Birthday." You chuckled as he nods.

"Thanks. Maybeeeee you can bless me with a dance after this shot?" He asked shyly. Boy, was he fucking attractive. You could see his thighs poking through the rips of his jeans, his sharp collarbone poking out from the unbuttoned portion of his shirt and his arm muscles defined even in the dark.

"Yeah, I'd love to." You leaned back against the bar as he stood next to you, waiting for the round of shots to come. "Are these your friends?" He chuckled.

"More like big brothers? That's Yoongi, that's Hoseok and that's Namjoon. They're Jin's friends. Jin is my stepbrother." You swallowed the lump in your throat as you quickly glance at Jin, who's side-eyeing you as he leans against the bar. You have got to be fucking kidding me. God was truly testing you.

"Ohhhh." You respond. "That's sweet of them to take you out."

"I honestly didn't wanna do much, let alone come to the club. It's not really my thing, but I'm glad I did or else I wouldn't have met you." He smiled, his smile being just as perfect as his stepbrother's.

"I'm glad I could make your birthday a good one after all." Ryujin suddenly comes to your side and gives your arm a good squeeze.

"He's a cutie! You better hop on that since Mr.Kim is taken." She says in your ear, pulling you into a hug.

"That's his stepbrother."

"Even better!" She exclaims, making you shake your head. You all gather and take the last round of shots in honor of Jungkook's birthday and shit gets wild, quick. Your group led them to the dance floor, partying together like you had known them since forever. It didn't feel awkward at all knowing it was Jin and group of friends, but it did get awkward when you felt the tension with Jin every time you were near him. He didn't like seeing you dance all up on his stepbrother, getting all handsy and touchy-feely when just the other night, you were straddling his lap, ready to risk it all.

Hell, what was he gonna do though? He couldn't do shit. Not with his people around, especially Namjoon.

You knew this. He didn't have to say anything for you to know he wasn't a fan of it. You'd catch him looking at you throughout the night, his eyes hungry and almost dark. Let's get this straight - there's no bad blood here. You're not mad or bitter [slightly]. You're just having your fun because you're single and can do whatever the fuck you want. You know he wants you, what's wrong with a little tease?

A couple of songs have passed and Ryujin has made her way through Taehyung, Yoongi and Namjoon, and now she was back to doing her own thing on the dance floor. Jimin has had a couple of ladies welcome themselves onto his lap, and he gladly accepted. You loved seeing Jimin have fun and you especially loved when girls swooned at the sight of him because he was deserving of it and he was mighty good looking. He always worked hard and never gave himself a break.

You, on the other hand, had been stuck to the hip with Jungkook and you had brought him deeper into the dance floor, away from the group just to get a little alone time. You had danced up on him majority of the night, his muscular arms always gently bringing you back against his body. You both were feeling some type of way with the alcohol running through your veins, but you weren't complaining one bit. Alcohol or not, Jungkook was fine.

"So, are you going to let me take you out on a date?" Jungkook asks in your ear, causing you to bite onto your bottom lip.

"I'd love to go out on a date with you." You face him, his smile going from ear to ear as he nods and starts taking down your number. To be honest, you could be here all night with him, but you decided you needed a break from all this dancing and from the crowded dance floor. You quickly excuse yourself to the bathroom, suddenly needing to break the seal really badly and freshen up. As you were exiting the bathroom, Jin was also exiting the men's bathroom at the same time. You both locked eyes, with you breaking the contact with a small, toothless smile before walking off.

"Y/N." He says, gently grabbing your wrist and pulling you back towards him. His body is against the back wall, both of your groups distant and not as visible from where you're standing. He looks down at you, his hand still wrapped around your wrist.

"Jin."

"You haven't said one word to me all night."

"I'm trying to keep my distance from you, remember?"

"You know that's not necessary." His hand was now on the small of your back, fingers gently caressing your back in small circles.

"It is. You know what you do to me." You say as you look down at his lips. Truthfully.

"And so do you." You can feel his breath against your skin and it sends goosebumps down your entire body. You're trying your hardest right now to not get turned on by this man, let alone throw yourself onto him. "This isn't fair, you know?"

"I gotta get back to everyone." You say, slightly pulling back.

"Just for the record," He gently pulls you back, his other hand lifting your chin. "Jungkook might have you right now, but I know in the end you'll be coming home to me and that's all that matters." He lets go of your wrist and walks away, leaving you slightly dumbfounded at the way he stood his ground like that. Your panties felt soaked, and you wanted nothing more but to ride this man into the next dimension. He was truly testing you, and quite frankly, you could burst any minute now.

"You okay?" Jimin says, lightly squeezing your arm. "You were gone for awhile."

"Yeah, long line." You lied.

"We're thinking about heading out, you good with that?" You nod silently. You look around to see Ryujin flirting with Yoongi and Namjoon, making you shoot him a look. "Not me, all you. Go get her." He shakes his head, chuckling.

"Alright, I need to say bye to Jungkook anyways."

"Oooh, Jungkook." He wiggles his eyebrows. You make your way over to the area that Jin and his friends are occupying, prying Ryujin's drunk ass away. You give Jungkook a tight hug and a kiss on the cheek, letting him know you'd be waiting for his text.

Finally, you all headed out of the club and into Jimin's car, Ryujin being the first drop off of the night. Thank God he had decided to drive, because all three of you were still pretty tipsy and in no condition to get behind the wheel.

"Y/N, listen to me. You need to hop on Jungkook because he's fine as fuck!" Ryujin's drunk ass yells in the backseat as Jimin is making his way to her house.

"Ouch, Ry, stop kicking my chair." Jimin whines.

"Y/N, did you hear me?"

"I hear you loud and clear, Ry. Thank you." You laugh.

"And you, Jimin! I hope you grabbed a ton of numbers because there were tons of pretty ladies feeling you tonight and you need a girl!"

"Perfect, thank you for pointing out how single I am." He says, making Taehyung snorts.

"What about me?"

"Shut up, Tae. You don't need shit. Mind your own business." You and Jimin laugh in your seats.

"Also, Mr. Kim was really eyeing the hell out of you tonight, Y/N." She adds, making you sigh silently to yourself.

"Actually, I concur." Jimin chimes in. "He couldn't keep his eyes off of you."

"Mistress Y/N." Taehyung calls out, causing you to turn and pinch him on the leg. If you haven't gotten it by now, Tae loves to tease the fuck out of you by calling you a mistress. It's been his thing since you got all googly-eyed for him. And you hated it. You truly wanted to fight him every single time.

"It was nothing. He was probably just drunk."

"Sure." Jimin responds. "Call it what you want, he was definitely feeling you tonight." The ride goes silent, which, you're happy that none of them are pressing on it. You were not trying to get caught up at this moment.

Ryujin gets dropped off before Jimin makes his way to your apartment, parking in the yellow passenger/loading zone. Taehyung is knocked out in the back seat, while Jimin throws his hazards on and walks you to the front door of the lobby.

"Thanks for driving, Chim." He smiles and pulls you into a hug.

"No prob. Call me if you need me?" You nod. You walk in and get into the elevator, Jimin and his car disappearing in sight. You take a deep breath and sigh because you had been having an internal battle since the moment you stepped out of the club.

You were losing.

You stepped out of the elevator, only to step into your apartment to quickly freshen up and throw on comfier clothes. You find yourself heading back downstairs to meet your Uber. You knew exactly where you were going and you knew exactly what you were doing.

But you didn't give a fuck. You had been dying to get your needs fulfilled and the only person you wanted was a quick 25 minute Uber trip away.

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Otto Wood: Heaven Sent

A/N: So, uh. This is sad af and I’m sorry but part of the blame is on Admin Alex cause she wanted Otto content so likeeeeee

Based on the song: Heaven Sent by Front Porch Step

 I heard your name the other day And I got sick in the most wonderful of ways I thought about the days we laughed about our past And now you’re stuck there like the time I can’t get back

Otto's face dropped as a group of girls walked by. Obviously, they weren't talking about you but the name hit hard. His mind started running through all the wonderful memories you two had together. The little love notes he would leave when he left for tour or the mornings he woke you up with breakfast in bed. It was always the little things he loved to do because he loved seeing you so happy.

I said some things that I don’t mean When I said I hate you I was lying through my teeth And when you grabbed your bags and walked out of my door I lost the love, that couldn’t love me anymore

It was your first and only fight. Neither of you knew why you were mad all you knew is that you were. "God, sometimes I just hate you!" As soon as those words left his mouth, he immediately wanted to take them back. The air was knocked out of you as more tears streamed down your face. You didn't know what to do so you went up to the shared bedroom and packed your bags while Otto stayed downstairs and tried to form the words to get you to stay.

I miss your smile the way we kiss Who knew that hell could come from something heaven sent I heard your voice inside my head I drank all night so i could drown you out of it I woke up in my car but I couldn’t drive away I just couldn’t bring myself to leave the girl that couldn’t stay

It had under weeks since you and Otto had last spoken. He was completely broken and didn't know how to make things better. You were just as bad, but you'd never let him know. "I fucked up so much," Otto mumbled to himself as he finished the bottle in front of him. Slowly, he started to loosen up and lose control of himself. The next morning, he woke up in his car. It smelt awful and the keys were in the engine but he couldn't bring himself to do anything.

I miss your smile the way we kiss Who knew that hell could come from something heaven sent Whether I was right or I was wrong Or which of us hung up the phone I just had to write this song So I could just feel less alone

Otto sat on the couch, crumpled paper everywhere. His pen tapped on the page as he kept scrapping his ideas and re-writing them. It was time to start working on the next album and he wanted to be able to help. It was hard to think about, but writing about you made him feel like he was less alone.

I saw your name the other day I cried myself to sleep and crumbled from the pain And i couldn’t believe what your daddy asked of me I never thought id live to give your eulogy  

More tears streamed down his face as he read the article. 'Girl, 26, dead in tragic car accident.' He didn't know how to deal with everything. The girl he loved was gone. The next day, he woke up to a short text. Of course, he couldn't believe what he was asked, but he wasn't going to say no.

His bandmates and family showed up, trying their best to support Otto. They kept hugging him and rubbing his back, not knowing exactly how to help. It was his turn to go up, Geoff helping him out of his chair. "Many of you may know me. I was (Y/N)'s boyfriend. I, uh, don't really know what to say cause I never thought I'd live to give their eulogy."

-End of story edit- So, I FaceTimed Admin Alex right after she read this and she was actually crying

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002 | Drogo

CHARACTER SHIPPING MEME || ALWAYS ACCEPTING.

how i feel about this character:

okay, so i actually love drogo. i know to begin with, he’s represented as this fierce warrior where his tribe sort of have no humanly traits or resemble the normal characters we see in episode one but lets not forget that the dothraki have always lived with a very particular way of life. i think his development in season one is incredible; how he is taught to be gentle and soft through an arranged marriage of somebody who is very foreign to him. i think his pride is definitely a strong suit when it comes to him as a character and i’m also gutted that his pride is essentially what kills him off.

all the people i ship romantically with this character:

daenerys, daenerys, daenerys, daenerys !!

my non-romantic OTP for this character:

it has to be drogo and jorah. i feel as though we didn’t really see enough of this in the show and i haven’t quite got there in the books yet, but i think what we did see in season one shows you that drogo is incredibly appreciative of the way that jorah looks after daenerys. it’s never really shown but jorah educates daenerys hugely on the dothraki lifestyle and i feel as though that’s something that drogo would perhaps strongly admire as the more of a khaleesi daenerys becomes, showing her strength with thanks to jorah for teaching her and helping her, drogo falls for her. i hope this is shown more in the books !! also can we talk about how minimal dany’s chapters are in book one like gimme my dragon queen goddess 

my unpopular opinion about this character:

i don’t think i really have any unpopular opinions on drogo !! he is a character with a very particular way of life and he strays away from that the more he gets to know daenerys as a character which i think is incredibly admirable, especially given the way that his khalasaar feel about her !!!!! there is almost nothing bad to say about him 

one thing i wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

that he lived longer and helped dany conquer westeros. if he was around, she would never have pursued anything with jon okay and he wouldn’t have killed her. i also think he would have kept her very level headed !!!! they would have been such a power couple and everything that he had ever promised her and their unborn child would have been fulfilled

my OTP:

drogo and daenerys !! hands down. lets admire the scene of them when dany is in the house of the undying and he’s there waiting for her with their child sigh !!!!! i always talk about this scene when it comes to their relationship because it melts me so much 

my cross over ship:

god … i can’t really think of anybody that would be well suited to drogo with the other shows i’ve watched ?? like i don’t think anybody from pretty little liars or the vampire diaries is applicable LMAO likeeeeee yeah. i’m yet to watch anymore period / fantasy dramas as such

a headcanon fact:

drogo fucking braids dany’s hair and the reason she styled hers the way she did in later seasons, with more braids, was a tribute to him. he absolutely inspires her still to this day 

#… ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴍᴇᴍᴇ. #braidedvictor

[armpitnoodlejuice]

So im taking a diversity class, not by choice. My school is about 95% white. I’m like one of 2 black faces in my classes.

Not that I mind, but......how do you have a class on diversity and the class isn't even diverse

I’m just saying

Like i don’t even see a Latino or Asian like damn.

This class is gonna be so bizarre for me

and what kills me is the first day our teacher passes us a personal letter an afro latina queer girl wrote about being the only person of color in her all white social studies class. She spoke about how she often got offended and wanted to correct the teachings of struggles on ppls of color--- but didn’t want to seem like that angry black woman.

likeeeeee damn, now everyone is gonna think I have the same thoughts as this girl we’re reading about

like damn lady I already feel like a fish out of water.

The irony is just hilarious. 

and damnnn I knew everyone was expecting me to raise my hand

so fuck it I did because I had to

everyone all gave our thoughts. White privilege black lives matter..  blah blah

honestly... there have been times when  in class I have heard things about my community that sucked and even hurt me. Learning about slavery isn’t fun and hearing your professor make racist statements is fucked up and confronting her about it is a lose lose situation or it was back then for me.

We got placed into groups. They’re all looking at me sooooo..... said  ya I know where this girl is coming from and at the moment times have changed a bit. Clearly, we’re reading this paper because we don’t want anyone to feel like this girl.

If I feel the way she does at any moment ya I’ll speak up and to be honest... there’s been times that I spoke up knowing I’d be seen as that angry black women and not caring cuz no matter what I do you’re gonna see me as that anyway. I always feel like I have nothing to lose cuz for any discriminated group it’s often   a  lose lose so what do I even have to lose?--- 

If we get close enough this semester and you get to know me-- you’ll see me past my color. Which is the point of this class.... I guess. You’ll see my anger as a normal human emotion because you’ll see me human...not a color.....and not a representation of a race, but of me ( or at least I hope so).--Spoke (2 cents in)

Let’s be real though. (What I am speaking of is not the definition of colorblind --- CB is BS- just being real. CB just isn’t feasible until racism and all types of isms ends when it does I will say I am color blind too). Hey, I have my own biases as well and I am not afraid to admit that. Believe or not I don’t agree with every idea a liberal has. I have my biases. I can admit that and If I couldn’t then I wouldn’t be willing to change my views and I really am willing to change my views. I’m not in the hate frame of mind, but I’m not entirely in the love frame of mind either. You and I have a shitload of work to do.

I know i got work. I know there a perception that only color blind white girls never want to talk about race, but I hate talking about race too. I hate talking about it... even though no one will shut up about it anymore. I hate it, but being in the skin I'm in I can’t and never could ignore it anyway. Now I am stuck in this class and I have to talk about it every day and unlike this girl in the paper we were reading about. I am not angry-- I am just exhausted. 

and I don’t want to be the poster black child for all the black questions in the class

likeeeeee fuckkkkkkkkk I know I’m black, but I don’t know every black thing. I can’t even do the duggie. I 2 step on the dance floor. And by hearing my voice and seeing me in this room--- you know damn well I am a token. I feel like my classmates are gonna mesh me with this black girl on paper. And beacuse of that 

The only input I could give at the end of this class when the teacher dragged on this discussion was just .... in my college educated voice, I pretty much said..... the four lines above before this paragraph to the whole class...including Please oh please do not make me your go to black person on all things black. The black struggle various across waters, classes, shades, and much more.  So like you guys I am learning...... about my people and yours... and other ppls. 

[lovelesstrainer]

DO THEM ALL

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yeah

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Meh 

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Like all the time tbh 

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Sure 

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Oh probably lmao 

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Nah 

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? hoodie, socks and sweats

8. How often do you listen to music? all the time

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? hello????? 

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? antisocial 

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? yep

13. What about ‘R’? dont think so

14. Can you drive a stick shift? mhm 

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? nah

16. Are you going out of town soon? no dont think os

17. When was the last time you cried? not sure. few days ago?

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? mhm

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? nah

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? sure

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. its 5am and i havent slept 

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? VERY

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? nope 

24. What are you sitting on right now? couch

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? mhm

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? yep 

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? UHHH 6.30 i think 

28. Do you get a lot of colds? nope 

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? metallica concert

30. Does anyone hate you? mhm 

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? nope 

32. Do you like watching scary movies? yep 

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? sure 

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 2010

35. Did you have a dream last night? nope

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? likeeeeee 4 hhours ago?

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? nah 

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? i hoep so 

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? no lmao 

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? sure 

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? :)

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? nah 

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? no? 

44. What’s the best part about school?  i dont technicallly have to go anymore

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? yeah 

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? yep 

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? meh 

48. Were you single over the last summer? nah

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? nope 

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? sleeping probably 

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? nope 

52. Are you nice to everyone? lol no 

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? yeah :)

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? mhm 

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? nope lmao 

56. Do you think you like someone? yesm. i know i do

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? dony think so

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? boys

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? yeh

60. Do you hate anyone? always

61. How’s your heart? meh 

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? lots of things

63. Have you ever cried over a guy? mhm 

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? David lmao 

65. Are your toenails painted pink? nope

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? nope

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? wtf no

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? nope

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? discord: sean and 2 randoms 

70. How do you look right now? trash 

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? yeah 

72. Can you commit to one person? mhm 

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? yep 

74. Have you ever felt replaced? always lmao 

75. Did you wake up cranky? usually  

76. Are you a jealous person? yep, extremely 

77. Are relationships ever worth it? not usually tbh 

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? nope 

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? kind o f 

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? eat? idk 

81. Last person you cried in front of? no idea 

82. Is there someone you will never forget? of course

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? i think so?? 

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? sleeping 100% 

85. Are you over your past? meh 50/50 

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? yeah 

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? mhm 

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? no lmao 

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? nope sorry 

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? LMAOyeah 

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? i hope so 

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? yeah, and every single one is a douchebag 

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? nope 

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? nope 

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? YES 

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? yes sam is cute 

97. Who do you have texts from? mom, sam, cousin

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? . 

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? yep  

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? me myself and I 

101. Ever kissed under fireworks? yep 

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? yes uwu