#like when I did the flufftober thing it was just radio silence which I didn’t mind cause I was writing to free up my writing

[mebiselfandi]

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#yknow it feels a lot like nobody comments on my Neymessi fics #which jut makes me feel like I gotta write smth better so it’s actually not that bad #and it’s also not gonna stop me from writing #but damn #there’s this one fic #ain’t nobody said nothing #like was it that meh forgettable that nobody had anything to say #maybe I should just start writing smut only #I think I’m just like shit at writing stuff that isn’t smut #cause the radio silence is killing me #like when I did the flufftober thing it was just radio silence which I didn’t mind cause I was writing to free up my writing #hitch actually worked #cause I don’t take myself so seriously anymore so I can write a lot more freely now #but it’s like nowadays I write so many Neymessi fics and just keep them #cause it’s like everyone else writes and people comment #I write and it’s like *insert tumbleweed* #anyway #I’m just being bitchy #but I’m like this🤏 close to never posting my Neymessi fics again #anyway who cares #gonna keep posting and hopefully I won’t flop #why didn’t I write a multichap Neymessi fic at the beginning of the year that people would become obsessed with #now I’m just a floppy little one shot writer #so happy I don’t hate my writing though otherwise this might have actually depressed me #anyway weird vent sesh over #toodles✌️