#like homie why are you taking pictures of your game using your phone press the c button!!!!

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Looking on sims subreddits is so funny because it has the same aura as your parents/grandparents that don’t know how to work their mobile phones

#like homie why are you taking pictures of your game using your phone press the c button!!!! #there is a built in camera!!! #press the c button and just log on to Reddit using your browser!!! #and very rarely does someone say anything about the fact that there is a built in camera in game #I saw something that was like ‘appreciation post for x sims game’ #and it was ten blurry pictures taken on their phone and they were being sooo fr #I am a simming snob #and I’ve used tumblr for far too many years for this

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NSFW Alphabet - Miguel Galindo.

GIF is not mine, credit to OG creator. 

Cartel Daddy is here. Enjoy it, homies! 

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NSFW Alphabett

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Miguel drips charm and he pours it all over you. After sex, especially a rough session, Miguel will slide you into a waiting bubble bath and hold you close as your high fades. He will rub your muscles with expert pressure and tell you Mexican fairy tales as you soak into oblivion. Miguel realizes that you sacrifice a lot to be with him, and when he has the opportunity to pamper you himself, he does. 

B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Miguel loves his face - it is his brand. His rigid jaw line, salt and pepper beard, his blinding white teeth - he is an Adonis and he knows it. Appearance is very important to Miguel, but bed-head Miguel is one of your favorite sights. His loose waves, soft eyes, and lazy smile make you melt every time. 

He loves your hips - the feminine curve of your body keeps his hands itching to hold you. His favorite sight is your shadow, outlined by the moonlight, in front of the floor to ceiling windows that wrap your bedroom. He loves to hold them as you ride him - bruising your soft skin as he pulls you down on him. 

C = Cum (anything to do with cum)

Miguel prefers to come in you - less mess and it feels so much better, but when Cartel Daddy is feeling freaky, he will come on your chest or in your mouth. Watching you willingly open your mouth for him to finish is one of his favorite sites. 

D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Miguel’s phone could set the world on fire with a few text messages, but buried in his pictures are whole albums of you - snapshots from adventures together, candids, and stolen moments while you were sleeping. Miguel may spend days away from you, but the pictures keep you close. 

E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?)

Miguel’s entire life motto is quality over quantity and he feels the same way about his women. He’s had a few casual flings - everybody does in college, but as an adult, Miguel is selective - almost picky. He has to be. His world is illusive and everyone doesn’t get an invitation to the party. 

F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying)

Miguel is a dichotomy - both worlds blended into the most perfect Daddy, so it only makes sense that he prefers you in various ways. He lives for lazy Sunday mornings, when spooning turns into lazy love making with sloppy kisses and soft touches. He also lives for your body arched in front of him - his hand around your neck as he fucks you into the mattress - your moans barely audible over the harsh spanks and Spanish dirty talk. 

“Querida, I said don’t move,” His hand lands hard against your soft hips as he pulls your wrists together. “Take it.” He pulls your ass up - your body bending under his passionate assault. His gaze falls to the most intimate connection as he slides in and out of your warm heat - himself coated in your cream as you come undone. 

G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

Your Miguel’s safe haven and with you, he finds peace and the freedom to loosen the proverbial tie. While he isn’t performing a comedy routine by any means, he does enjoy the lightheartedness of being with you. His smiles cost you nothing but orgasms and soft, sweet kisses. 

The morning light stretches across the room - cover the bed with puddles of sunshine as you roll your body into his. “Wake up, sleepy head.” Your whisper is soft in his ear as your hand slides down his chiseled abdomen - nails raking across his skin. “Mi amor.” His voice dipped in playfulness as he rolls to face you - pulling you close. His hands cup your face with such gentleness as he smiles lazily - his soft brown eyes gazing at you. 

H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

Cartel Daddy is immaculate and below the belt is not any different. He is groomed, trimmed, and smells like money. 

I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

Miguel’s relationships, at best, graze the surface level of who he truly is. With you, he exposes himself and pours into you - all the secrets on the table, all the ugly and hard truths, because without an honest foundation, Miguel knows it cannot work. He may spend hours or days away, but he will send the sweetest text messages - paragraphs of love letters written to su reina as he manages both worlds. 

J = Jack/Jill Off (Masturbation headcanon)

Meh - in all the years you’ve been together, Miguel rarely fails to make it home, so jacking off isn’t something he thinks about or even engages in as an adult. 

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Daddy. 

Power. 

Money. 

Success. 

Miguel is powerful. He loves to feel that allllll the time. He has innate drive to win, to be the best, and if he has to be cunning and cutthroat while doing it, so be it. He gets off on the submission that you willingly give him. When you tip-toe into his office, dressed in your silk robe, and slide onto his lap and beg for his attention, he melts. When he’s knuckle deep inside you, with his hand wrapped around your throat and you whine for more from Daddy, that’s his favorite moment. 

L = Location (Favorite places to do the do)

Money buys freedom and you learned very quickly that when Miguel wants you, he will take you. Dressing rooms, darkened hallways, in the tinted SUV - Miguel isn’t burdened by rules. He makes his own. 

You slide into the waiting SUV as Miguel gave orders to Nestor. You were panting and he hadn’t even touched you. The distance, the longing, the attraction - it was overwhelming. You felt drunk. You smiled as you watched him - he was strong, dark, and intoxicating. As the car door opened, a partition slid between the front and back seats. 

“Ready?” Miguel slid into the leather seat as Nestor started the SUV. You slid into his lap and pressed your lips against his, rolling your hips into his. His hands roamed your body, tracing your curves and tender spots. His hands pushed your dress up letting it gather at your hips as you unbuttoned his shirt - sliding your hands down his chest. He felt your wetness as you rocked back and forth on his lap. You moaned in the pleasure of his hardness pressing against your most tender place. 

“Carina, I have missed you.” Miguel’s voice was dipped in lust as he continued to whisper in your ear. “I want to fill you up. I want you to scream my name. I want to remind you that you’re mine.” His hand slid against your slit as you rocked back and forth, panting for release. “Daddy, please.” You pushed against his hand as you begged him. Miguel’s smile was deadly as he slid two fingers into your warmth - circling your most tender spot. “Who’s is this?” His hand found your neck as he pulled you close. You rocked back and forth as you worked yourself out on his hand, whimpering with each new movement. “I love watching you fuck yourself. Come for Daddy.” His lips nipped and sucked beneath your ear as you bounced your hips against his rigid hand. 

The car slowed as you collapsed against him - a sweaty mess. 

M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)

Winning gets Miguel off and winning is a broad term. You coming three times before he does? Winning. He tricks the US government? Winning. He moves more heroin than El Chapo? Winning. He is naturally driven to compete and win and with each new success, he is motivated for more. 

N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Miguel didn’t share as a child and he most certainly doesn’t share now - especially you. He wouldn’t entertain a threesome or anything that would compromise your relationship. 

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

When you’re a brat, when you’re sassy, when you parade around the house in boy shorts and a tight shirt, his only solution is making you gag on his dick as he fucks your face. Saliva dripping down your chest as you choke to breath with his hand threaded through your hair, pulling your head up and down as he chases his own pleasure. 

“Mami, why can’t you just listen?” He urges as he comes in your throat. 

Yet, it is better to give than receive and Cartel Daddy will eat you like his last meal. Your favorite sight is the world’s most powerful cartel boss on his knees as he licks and sucks your most intimate place. When your knees close around him OR you grind harder on his face, he feels like he’s winning and you’re the ultimate prize. 

P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)

Whatever the mood calls for, Miguel will deliver. He prefers sensual and rough - bruises left from his rough grip, your body dotted with marks. 

Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

While Miguel loves you and loves being inside of you, if the time isn’t right, the time isn’t right. He may enjoy a quick session in the morning or even on a car ride home, but he isn’t intentionally seeking you out during the day for a quickie. It doesn’t mean anything, except that he’s busy af. 

R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

While Miguel would never be discovered, Nestor and his security team ensure that - the thought alone thrills you and him. Whether it be in a fancy bathroom at the country club or in the SUV or even at your own home, the risk is an aphrodisiac. Being pressed up against your floor to ceiling windows with Miguel behind you reminding you that his men are just right around the corner has you dripping down your leg as he bunches your skirt and slides right in. 

S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

Again, quality over quantity - Miguel may only go for one or two rounds, but you’ll come more than you can count. 

T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)

Toys give him power and he is more than willing to punish you with a crop or his hand and torture you with a vibrator pressed against your clit as he pushes in you over and over again. Sensory deprivation is big for Miguel. He will bind your hands, cover your eyes - all in the name of pleasure as he works your body expertly. 

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Like a classic Daddy, Miguel will tease you until your eyes are heavy with lust and you’re begging for it. 

“What do you want, princesa?” Miguel hovers above you - his hardened tip barely touching your warm center. “Is it this?” He pushes in - the stretch taking your breath away as he stays still - your walls clenching as he watches you grind against him, bringing your hips to his. “Harder, Daddy. Please.” Your legs wrap around him as he fulfills your request. 

V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)

He isn’t screaming, but he isn’t quiet. You live for his moans and breathless curses, and earning them comes with a cost that you will gladly pay for. Miguel’s dirty talk is about control and desire. 

“This pussy is mine.” His hand slides around your throat, tilting your chin as he fucks into you. “Who owns this?” The slap is harsh against your thigh. “Your’s, Daddy.” You whimper as his fingers press against your clit - your body releasing at his will. 

W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

Money is Miguel’s tool and he has no problem spending it on you. Weekends on yachts, helicopter rides to wine tastings, rented out restaurants and movie theatres - he will drop bags to make you feel valued and treasured. 

X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants)

Average length, thick, a slight curve. 

Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)

More than anything, Miguel craves you and that is not limited to sex. You’re his peace. You ground him when both worlds get too heavy and you help him see the bigger picture. While he always wants to fuck your brains out, he also thrives on quiet nights at home, you wrapped in his arms as the TV casts a soft light in the living room - letting him be normal, even if it is just a few hours. 

Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Cartel Daddy gets tired. When you’re both basking in afterglow, his eyes will flutter and he will be asleep ridiculously quick. 

#miguel galindo #miguel galindo x reader #Mayans MC #mayansmc fanfiction #mayans fanfic #mayans fx #mayans headcanons

[calypsoff]

Six. Part 2

It’s nice that Rakim came but I was not ready for him to be here at this moment, not when I am ready to split with him. My family are making him feel most welcome, pulled him up a seat right next to me at the table and now I am just like what the fuck, is this the surprise he was saying. He bought my mother a bag, like this is so sweet of him to do that but now I feel bad, now I am feeling I have to hold back on getting rid of him but I need to do it “I will be back” I said to Rakim, pushing my chair out as I got up from the table. Walking around the table and crouched down to Mel “your man bought me a bag, girl. I like him” mean mugging her “be quiet. I feel bad now. What do I do?” I need her advice “I would keep him, I’m joking. You’re unhappy then admit to it, this is not your fault. You didn’t ask him to do this” she has a point “that dickhead text me, he had the nerve to say he misses my body and can we talk. I said no, who he is to even ask that when he’s with that bitch, he didn’t ask if I got back or anything, you know? A bit shit, not going to front on that, but I am” Mel poked her bottom lip out, she knows me “don’t fret over that” she pointed at me as I got up from my position “what are you girls gossiping about?” My mom asked “you, we dislike your top” I lied, she looks so offended for no reason at all “you bought it me?” Walking back to my seat laughing “I am joking mommy, stop looking so offended” sitting back down, shuffling my chair in “I missed you though, it was funny because homies were clowning when they saw you with that dude but you looked annoyed” I breathed out laughing “we just met up for a meal, you know how I am when I’m grumpy” I’ve forgotten the argument we were on at that moment, my phone pinged. Actually my phone has been pinging for a while, last time I checked Jay Brown has been messaging me, looking down at my phone. My bitch Katy texting me too, just under that Twin has text me three times now. Unlocking my phone.

Twin:

I’m literally at work and on my break btw....?

I was joking about that

Coconut head?

Exiting out of his messages and locking my phone “shall we say Grace?” My mom said, I thought she was going to say Grace. Placing my phone down and reaching over and holding Rakim and Noella’ hand, just as my mom was going to start to say grace my phone started to ring, seeing Twin calling “I will be back, say grace without me” getting up from the chair and grabbing my phone from the table, answering the call as I walked off “hi” I answered “knew you would answer, how easy of you” he’s actually being an ass “I am joking with you please break a smile” sliding the door open “I am smiling” walking outside “sure you are, I am at work you know. Like I was joking about all that thing” sitting down on the lounger “right, working on Christmas eve?” resting my head on my hand “that is what normal people do yeah” I sniggered “right, you called me for what? Not like you cared if I arrived?” biting on my nail, I just don’t get why call “I miss you, we still friends” taking in a deep breath “yeah, well I am going to go back in and have fun with my family” I want to say something but I won’t, this is up to him “that is cool” he said, a long silence on the line, there is many words between us but I won’t say anything and neither will he “bye” disconnecting the call, I hate to be cold with him but it is what it is.

My family really get along with Rakim, it’s cute to see and I want to feel bad, but I need to do it for me “hey” touching his shoulder “can we speak?” He looked up at me smiling “for sure” my brothers looked unimpressed, they are in a middle of a game but they can wait, this needs to happen now or I will end up backing out thinking of the consequences which I don’t need to do, I want to be happier and be free, I need that. Walking back into the home “I will be back down mom, just need to speak to Rakim” my mom smiled “I was just bringing some leftovers out, I know the boys get hungry” my mom is sweet “he will be back down” I think he will be, I was going to go upstairs but everyone is pretty much outside so I can just go in the spare room, I hope there is no raised voices well if that is if he is rude with it all, we shall see. Turning around to Rakim, he closed the door behind him. Something different about him, I can’t put my finger on it but he is giving me a different vibe, I am sure I will work it out soon, there is a 100% something different though “you good?” Rakim asked me, staring at him not knowing how to start it off, do I just say it’s over or explain myself “uhm” looking down at myself “there is like no real way of speaking on this, there is actually a reason behind why. I don’t feel happy” Rakim smirked “I also want to speak on it, I think we were better off as friends” I breathed out “oh my god!” I spat, that is the biggest weight lifted “flight here, I was thinking on how to approach the situation and I was thinking how much we had fun, we were happy. We aren’t good as being boyfriend and girlfriend. As friends we get on so well, and I didn’t want to upset you so I was going to wait it out because every day we kept up with this persona it was straining the friendship we could salvage, but we are better as friends” I am so happy “we really” I added “I came here with gifts because your family is mine and my family is yours, I want us to remain as friends, we are better that way” nodding my head smiling “you don’t know how much this means to me, I was so scared on how to bring it up” walking towards Rakim, we hugged each other close, I am glad he felt it.

Rakim held the door open for me “so petty things started to occur, I was being petty about small things that didn’t need to happen. I just felt like I need to be the bigger man in this, I don’t want us to fall out and we can’t be friends, I think what did it was the bed situation. But least we can enter the new year just being happy, if you happy. I am happy, we happy yeah?” nodding my head, this has to be the best situation “I think it hit me in a way, you started to slowly be mean to me and it hurt me because I did nothing wrong at times so yeah, least we can be adults about this. And friends it is, I feel like a big weight has been lifted Rakim, I have been worried and today I just thought fuck it let’s just get on with it. Maybe it’s me, maybe I am not ready for a relationship. I think that sometimes, I am very much in deep with my career, you know?” Rakim smiled agreeing with me “you’re in your peak Rih, but I think relationships will always be there. You got time, we still will go out to smoke though” he got his fist out to me “for sure” fist bumping him, my eyes searched for Mel and I found her just waiting for me “I am going though, like after this. I didn’t expect this to be done so quick, which happened” he was waiting just like I was “tell me before you go” walking off to Mel, I need to tell her the details now.

Looking over at Rakim with my brother “so! Spill the details” Mel hit my shoulder lightly “uhm, it went really well. It was weird, so I said I need to speak to you, and he was fine with it. I just said I am unhappy, and the flood gates opened, he admitted to the fact that we are better as friends. He seen us slipping slowly into something we both dislikes, the bed situation, he felt that he needed to stop this before it turned into something worse that we can’t come back from, he wants to keep the friendship because we are good as friends, and I am so happy. He said I want to be a man about things, and we are better off as that” Mel is shook “no way? That is amazing, he is really being a man about things then, chile. Here is me thinking he would be protesting about the shit, but he really doesn’t want to lose that friendship and I don’t blame him, you are a good friend. Well how does it feel baby? You got freedom, you’re a single woman” I shrugged “I mean it doesn’t feel any different, I don’t feel anything different because I didn’t feel anything for him, I am glad he was a man about it because this could have been way messier then it could have been” I have to count my blessings, this could have turned into something malicious.

Rakim is sweet, he bought me a chain “you didn’t have too, I mean I am saying this, but I also got you a chain. Not as good as yours but open it when you get home” holding the box out “I was thinking, shall we just break the news ourselves? I mean are you ok with me posting about it?” I asked, I don’t want to do it behind his back “sure, you better see me when you come to New York” he opened his arms to me, hugging him “I will, I feel so much better. I feel a better connection to you now” I admitted “same, we just two fools. And also Roc Nation mentioned it, we tried I guess” moving back from the hug “have a safe flight, text me to let me know” I pointed, he winked at me as he walked off. He is a good friend, and I do prefer that. Turning around to go back into the home “you ruin everything” Rajad spat, he is so stupid “be quiet, then why don’t you date him” closing the door behind me “we are still friends, he is like family so be quiet. Getting all worked up over an ex now” brothers are annoying.

I am going through deleting picture of us, I want it done and gone already, I also need to find a cute picture to post of us and I got it, I found one. This is when we were in Greece, I was ok there but not the best, I wasn’t the happiest but content, but we look cute. That is because I took the selfie, let me post this. Tapping on Instagram and then the plus sign, scrolling to find the picture which I did straight and tapping on that picture. Adding a caption to the post ‘Sometimes people are better off as friends and in this case, that is us. Greece is where it started, Barbados is where it ended but it ended with love’ pressing send on the post, I rather it came from me because speculation is a bitch, I don’t want people assuming I am doing this and I am cheating so it is better off I just announce it, and there we have, I am single and I do not feel bad about having sex with another man now, I am free to do what I please now. Drop down appeared, Twin has text me that quick, does he have my notifications on.

Twin:

You don’t play ! 😳😳😳

Robyn:

Something that needed to be done, it’s done now 🤷🏾‍♀️

Twin:

Single so you don’t need to be shy with the nudes?

Robyn:

Goodnight ….. FRIEND!

#Chrianna FF #Chrianna #Chrianna Fanfiction #Fanfic #Fanfiction

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24. Part 2

“Look at my daughter, got you boys all behaving good now” Noella said while walking down the steps outside the yard “I know, she got Lo to put out his blunt” I grinned saying, Majesty yanked my chain “look mommy, monster” smiling at Majesty “I see that baby, come on. Leave uncle Chris alone. You need to go to bed, say night night to him” Majesty placed my chain back down on my chest “night” she climbed up to kissing my cheek “aww thank you baby, see you in the morning” smiling wide “bobbin will be back when you wake up in the morning” Noella picked up Majesty “awww yeah bobbin” Majesty clapped “goodnight Chris” Noella said, waving at her “night” resting my head back on the couch “we can smoke now?” Lo asked, nodding my head “you about to be so uptight when you have kids, can’t even breath my nigga” licking my lips smiling “you can’t be filling up their young lungs with that shit, she don’t need it” feeling my phone vibrate against my leg, taking my phone out from my pocket and seeing Robyn’ name. Answering the call “yo babe” that better be shawty saying she is back “I will be landing soon, you can drive to the hanger now. I am so excited to see you, it feels like I have not seen you in years” I cooed out “alrght baby, I will just leave now” shuffling off the couch “love you” she said down the phone “I love you too” disconnecting the call “oh Robyn baby, I love you baby, oh yes baby” Fresh mimicked me “nigga is so whipped, my nigga!” shaking my head “you would be saying the same shit if you could bro, don’t give me that. I am one lucky ass nigga” I said as Fresh busted out laughing “game on point?” he said in a whisper “exquisite, I am living life. Come back to me when you can find a bitch that looks one hundred in the morning” walking off “man, fuck you” he shouted, running up the steps.

Seeing Majesty, she still ain’t even attempted to go upstairs “hey, come back here” catching her as she ran at me “I am going to pick Robyn from the airport, y’all good with my homies being here? Just that we was supposed to go to the studio and when I come back I will be going then” Monica waved me off “it’s fine, those boys are harmless” placing Majesty down “I need to go now, see you the morning” she is too damn cute “thank you for letting us stay here Chris” Monica said “it’s ok, I will be back. Don’t answer the door to anybody, the homies will stay outside” walking off towards the elevator, I don’t know which car to take but I think I will take the Bentley. I would have took the Lamborghini but I think Jen will need dropping off at home and that will be bad if I was to drive the Lamborghini not thinking of Jen, stepping into the elevator. I feel like batman when I go to my underground garage, it’s like the best thing to happen to me, besides Robyn of course.

Placing my hood up, how do the paparazzi know Robyn is landing here. It’s annoying, it’s luckily that it is the private hanger she is coming too, I got searched for nothing. The jet has already landed but the pilot is taking his sweet time to taxi it’s way here, sitting on the side of the car. I bet my wife is looking so bomb, she sounds very happy on the phone so I am excited to see her. I didn’t want Robyn to go at first but I had to let her go, I mean it’s random that she is in Hawaii with just Jen but what can they do, I am her husband and I let Robyn go. The Jet came to a halt finally, pushing myself off from the side of the car. The door opened seeing the flight attendant, she smiled at me stepping down the steps. Walking over to the jet slowly, the flight attendant paced the red carpet down “Mr Brown” the flight attendant said to me “hi” biting my bottom lip, where is my baby and why is she taking so long.

My smile grew seeing my baby with her legs out, that is the first thing I see. Booty shorts on with some slides, wearing a Black Pyramid tee “my baby!” Robyn yelped with her arms out, making my way to the steps. Wrapping my arms around Robyn’ waist and bringing her down to the ground “I have missed you so much” I said wrapping my arms around Robyn “I missed you too, thank you for letting me go” feeling Robyn pressing a kiss to my neck, moving my head back “you look so good” pressing kisses to her cheek “oh stop it” hearing Jen say, moving my arms back from Robyn “put her down, you good anyways?” Jen hugged me “yeah I am, I am happy. Robyn looks so damn good” I just want her pussy on my face “you look so handsome my husband” taking Robyn’ bag from her “thank you” Robyn placed both hands on the side of my face “I love you so much, I have missed you ever so much” she pecked my lips roughly “not a day went by where I didn’t want you” she wrapped her arms around my neck again “I love you so much” my heart feels so full.

I am sure the paparazzi have good pictures, they have been stalking us for a while “how did they even know you was landing here?” Jen said in the back, driving out of the private hanger “good question” waiting for the barrier to come up “this is a beautiful car, my god. It’s like being at home in the back” Jen complimented “have fun in the back, anyways. How was your time there? Tell me everything” I want to know everything, the barrier finally went up so I can drive “it was an eye opener, I met women that went through what I did. This one woman Chris, she had to give birth to her baby even though it died in her stomach. Her whole marriage fell through because of the strain, I couldn’t stop crying for her. I told them what I did, what happened between us and what I did. They said it was not my fault, I feel so relieved to hear it from the outside. We spoke on things that us women will only understand, I am so blessed to have got to do that. I have found inner peace, but there is something” that is so deep, to do that seems mentally draining to hear those stories “yes?” I answered, I want to get out of this airport “even though I am pushing for a baby so much, you wouldn’t ever leave me? Everyone in that group lost their partners” turning my head to Robyn, and then looking back at the road shaking my head “I love you Robyn, I would never stop supporting you but I don’t accept you being a drunk mess. That is where I say no but with the baby thing, I will be riding that wave with you. I got you” how can she even say that or even think it.

I have no idea why I am having to wait for Jen, she wanted to go to Walmart “why would you think I would leave Robyn?” I questioned turning off the car engine “because you was losing it with me, I felt like I was bringing you down and I felt it from you. I am so so sorry for throwing a plate at you” licking my lips looking over at Robyn “shit happens, don’t be sorry. I just don’t want you to drink like that, your body needs to be clean” Robyn grinned at me “ok Doctor Brown, my body is clean. I have made sure of it, I didn’t drink at all there. I missed you so much, I still feel bad that I did that to you. Must have made you think to the old us?” sighing out rubbing the side of my face “I felt more hurt than anything, it got to a point where I couldn’t speak to you and I felt kind of lost because you’re my wife, you’re my best friend but instead I had to speak to Mel and then when I came home you punished me for that, but it happened. I don’t want to speak on it again, I just want to know you’re ok” Robyn smiled at me slightly “I feel happier, I just want to do things. I am ready for New York, our marriage. I have so much to do and live for, I am leaving it in god’ hands” placing my hand on Robyn’ thigh “did god tell you that Chris needs sex?” tilting my head “don’t bother” she spat grabbing my hand before I got any closer to her coochie.

Looking in the back seat at Jen “what did you buy then?” I asked, she held the bag close to her “nothing for you, let’s go anyways. Back to your home” furrowing my eyebrows at her “why not your home?” I questioned “because I said so, why can’t I stay at the home?” why is everyone wanting to stay at the crib today “right” turning back around in my seat “well I will be going to the studio so y’all can do anything y’all want” putting the engine on “what?” Robyn said “what?” I retorted “why are you going there?” she asked “because my homies are waiting for me at the crib and I need to finish some songs” driving out of Walmart’ car park slowly “wait, your friends are where exactly?” coming to think of it, Robyn won’t be best pleased to hear that my friends are at the crib with her mom “uhm, at the crib with your mom but I asked before I left?” I hope she is not too angry “your stupid friends are at our home with my mom, seriously. I don’t want them there Chris, you better get them gone when we get back” she is not that badly angry with me “they will once I get back” they better not speak to Robyn, she really don’t like them at all.

Walking behind Robyn to the living area “where is my mom?” she looked around, I hope Fresh and Lo didn’t kidnap her. Making my way outside, I know that voice “I think I have found your mom” she is outside with the boys “you’re back Chris, can we go now?” Fresh looks so happy to see me “yeah we can, why is my mother in law sat with you idiots?” I am confused “man, she wanted to sit with us” Monica is something else “Chris, do not leave. Mom what are you doing here” Robyn said as she walked by me, Monica got up from the couch “sitting with the boys, they are lovely boys” waving the boys over, lets leave mother and daughter alone “can we actually go now though” Fresh keeps asking this but Robyn said I can’t go “do me a favour, get me the watch out of the Lambo please” making my way back in side the crib “the rest of y’all just go to the garage and I will be there, Fresh bring me the watch ok?” I do need to go soon, I have people waiting for me.

Robyn side eyed me walking back inside “you got my mom thinking those rats are nice people” smiling at Monica “your mom got nice taste, she knows” Fresh walked in front of me “waiting for you down there” taking the box from him “cool, I will be out” Robyn is watching everything “I have just come back, why are going out?” scratching my ear “erm, I set up some studio session that I need to do. I didn’t know this was going to happen but anyways, just look at this. I got you a little something” passing the box to Robyn “stop complaining, husband is going out to make money” a small smile played on Robyn’ lips “you already got me that charm and now this” she opened the box “Chris!” she looked up at me “seriously, you didn’t have to get me this” my hands behind my back “it’s a diamond encrusted Rolex, I want my wife flexing like me. I saw it” Robyn passed the box to her mom “thank you so much” she did a little run at me, Robyn jumped at me and wrapped her legs around my waist. Arms around my neck “thank you” placing my arms around Robyn “if you stay and don’t leave I will suck your dick” she in my ear in a whisper, her mom is just stood there in front of us but clearly Monica is busy looking at the watch “I’ve had a fresh wax, don’t you want to see me naked. Pussy all wet, for you” feeling Robyn lick my earlobe before sucking on it lightly, she pressed a kiss to my cheek. She unwrapped her legs around my waist, I swallowed hard as she bit her bottom lip “let him go” Monica said again, I have no idea where I was going in the first place “you know what, I think I am going to stay behind” Robyn giggled aloud “yeah, I think I am going to go to bed too” Monica passed the box to Robyn “what about your friends?” Monica asked, dragging my eyes away from Robyn “what friends?” my baby is back and bad as fuck I ain’t leaving.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Fanfiction

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27. Part 2

I was supposed to be going back to LA for Royalty, I know for a fact Nia called me saying I can take Royalty because she knows I am here so of course I can’t have her. She is such a bitch, I spoke to Royalty on the phone anyways. She didn’t really wish to speak to me, I was taking up her time. As long as my baby girl is ok and she is happy playing then I am good, I just need to get these interviews done here. Lighting my cigarette as I stepped outside Rylee’ parents’ home, I actually love it here. Besides the random fans that come to visit, they keep ringing the doorbell. Shamefully their home is not gated so anyone can come to the door, blowing the smoke out as I looked around. I am waiting on Rylee to get ready so we can go, she is taking her sweet time so I thought I would smoke. The SUV is here, my bodyguards is going to meet us at the power 105 studio. Bringing the cigarette up to my lips as I inhaled, seeing a female figure walking across the yard. Moving the cigarette back frowning, I have seen this face before “Hi, I am the neighbour” she waved, blowing the smoke out “oh” I said, I wonder what she wants.

This is so random “Hannah or something right?” I said, she smiled “yes, you remembered my name. I am Hannah, just live right there. Just came to see Rylee” giving Hannah a questionable look, I know Rylee don’t like her “we are actually leaving, she is coming to my interview” there was a blog rumour that Rylee was pregnant and I think she leaked this out “oh really? I saw you are releasing an album, I have always loved your music. I fell in love when I heard Take you Down” looking away from her laughing “thank you, I guess you a fan of my freaky songs then” she seems like the type “I like the turn up music but nothing can beat the freaky songs, it’s just weird that you’re literally living next to my parents home. I just came out and Chris Brown is stood here” this is so awkward and I wish she went, I know Rylee she will pop off on me “I know it’s private and your down time but can I get a picture please?” I want to say no but it’s just one person “yeah sure” reaching up and pulling my snapback down a little more, Hannah pointed her camera at us “I look a little stank right now and I am smoking so my bad” placing my arm around her “oh trust me, you are not stank. You are so beautiful in person” laughing as she took the picture, moving my arm back.

Jumping as I heard the door bang shut, that is hurricane Rylee “it was nice speaking to you Chris” Hannah said as she walked away, blinking at her several times. I swear she came for Rylee, why is she walking away making this look so bad “that is right, walk away” Rylee said behind me, turning to her “she came for you” Rylee walked off, this is what I mean like I knew this would happen. Now she will be angry with me when I have done nothing wrong, walking behind Rylee to the SUV. Siding into the back of the SUV “please don’t speak” she said before I could say anything “nah, don’t cut me off like that. She came up to me, she said she was coming for you. She made out like I wanted that” Rylee looked away to look out of the window “but you put your arm around her” taking my snapback off my head “because she wanted a picture, she is a fan. The fuck do you want me to do?” Rylee turned her head to look at me “to tell her to fuck off, it’s fine. I have started my period so there is that” Rylee crossed her arms “wow” is the only thing I said “so no baby?” she shook her head “I said I was late but it’s fine, you keep speaking to Hannah I am sure she can provide you with your needs” she is so petty, I really had hope that she was pregnant.

A tap at the window, turning my head seeing Hannah at the window. Pressing the button so the window could go down “just wanted to ask if it would be ok if I post the picture? I don’t want to post it and expose you being here?” she legit just wants to speak to me “uhh it’s fine” she flashed me a smile and it was so flirty, she is pretty much flirting with me but damn my girl is here “can you sign the back of my phone please? I actually went to one of your concerts a while ago, I actually got invited backstage you know. Someone called Hood? You was there but you literally walked out, you invited us to your hotel. I came and you said hi to me” taking her phone from her “I have had a lot of parties and females around” I said while uncapping the sharpie “you took my best friend to your room” my eyes widened as I froze “can you please fuck off with your stories, I swear to fucking god I will beat the fuck out of you” Rylee spat “just letting you know that you ain’t special, just because you got a little ring and got invited back. So did I” signing the phone eyeballing it as I remained silent, the car door banged shut. My head shot up, seeing the empty seat. Placing the cap back on the Sharpie as I looked to my right “what did you say bitch? I sense a little hateration in the air, I mean come on. Say it? You want to act like a bad bitch, you want to flirt with my man like I won’t punch your fucking face in” maybe I should step out, maybe I should sit and watch “oh Rylee, come on. Why don’t you go back to Jordan” my eyes bulged out seeing Rylee punch her in the face before grabbing her hair and dragging Hannah to the ground, ok let me break this up. Pushing the door open “don’t you fucking speak to my man again, you fucking bitch!” Rylee shouted, Hannah screamed so loud “Rylee, let her go” Rylee has Hannah face down on the ground with her hair in her hands “Rylee, let it go please” looking around me, this will look so bad.

Placing the phone on the ground, I gasped as Rylee hit Hannah’ face to the ground “what on earth!” Harvey shouted, placing my arms around Rylee “let her hair go, Rylee please” Harvey came running across the yard, Rylee finally let her hair go “Rylee, what are you doing!?” Rylee elbowed me, moving my arms away from her. She walked off and then kicked Hannah’ phone away, crouching down to Hannah. I don’t want her to press charges on Rylee “you good?” Hannah sobbed out holding her face “Rylee, what is it?” looking up at Harvey, Rylee slammed the car door shut “what happened?” Harvey asked, Hannah finally got up and just like I knew it. She has cut her face “Mr Turner, your daughter hit me for nothing” getting up from my position “nah, that is a lie but I need to go” the SUV drove off with Rylee “Wait? What, hold up!” I shouted but the SUV went without me, that was my car and where is she going.

My mind is everywhere right now, Rylee didn’t even meet me here so god knows where she is. I had to get Harvey to drop me off here, I am late for the interview with Angie but I am here now. I just want Rylee to answer my texts, I want to know she is good because she snapped out of nowhere “if you have just locked in now then you are rocking with Angie Martinez and I have one of my favourite people with me, Chris Brown. I am so happy you are here, it has been so long. We have just talked about the album and you said it was a hard process for you this time around, what do you think bought that on?” she questioned, looking up from my phone “uhm, I think when I was starting with my album I was in a different mindset. My album came out to be more rap, more bops then RnB but things changed and I was going through a change myself. I couldn’t concentrate and the album took a whole U-turn” Angie looked at me frowning “where did this change come from Chris? I mean we was going to get to this but you are engaged and this was what? It happened less than a year, I was reading that Chris has changed and people think it’s just a faze but you tell me, you are head over heels ain’t you?” I couldn’t help but giggle “oh my god, he is giggling. Ladies Chris Brown is off the market, it’s real. If only you could see right now, tell me what happened? How did you meet her? I have seen pictures and she is beautiful” I can’t stop smiling right now.

I wish Rylee was with me “erm well it was by chance, I was having a party at my crib and you know with my parties I have so many females there. One of the homies bought her a long, I just happened to see her from across the pool. She was literally not caring, she didn’t care at all. I called her over and I was just being another nigga, I just told her straight that I like you and you want to go back to the crib for some one on one time” laughing to myself “you thinking she would give in?” Angie said, nodding my head “yeah, I mean I am Chris Brown. Who would say no, she blew me off and that shit played on my mind. Her face, her body I was gone. So I got my homie to bring her to my basketball game and I am out there trying to not look too thirsty, I am trying to be so normal and she goes to me oh meet me at Starbucks, I was like really? Starbucks? She gave me a time, she thought I wasn’t going to meet her at all. I met her and the rest is history. All I am going to say is that I put in work and I fell for her hard, I love Rylee so much and she means the world to me. I was so nervous to let her meet Royalty but they both love each other, my daughter calls her Lee and they just do the most together. I am blessed” I need to stop talking “I am so shocked! Who is this man? Wow, oh god. I am happy for you” rubbing the back of my neck “something I always sang about I am finally feeling it and it’s a beautiful thing” I want to see Rylee, she worries me that girl.

Rylee finally told me where she is, actually Joe found her. He asked the driver, she is sat in Central park but she did call me and said to meet her. I am not even angry at her so I don’t know why she ran away with my driver, seeing Rylee sat on the seat staring across the water “y’all stay here” taking the Latte from Joe, I am just glad to see her. She seems like she is in her own world though, anybody could kidnap her ass daydreaming like this “hey” holding out the Latte, Rylee looked at me in shock “thought you might like it” she smiled taking the Latte from me, sitting down at the side of her “thanks for taking my driver, I was late for my interview” I said smiling at her “I sat here listening to your interview, I got emotional hearing you say you love me to thousands of people listening. It’s a scary thought but my heart is so full right now” she took a sip of her drink “I am so in love, I don’t care about another woman. What happened to you earlier? So much happened so quickly. It escalated so fast” I said turning a little to see her face better.

Rylee looked to the ground “I feel embarrassed, I just snapped. I just got triggered seeing you talk to her, then she was flirting and then saying shit about seeing you and her friend, Chris I just saw red. She was making out like I was some side chick that got lucky and then I had that tiny hope I was pregnant. My emotions have been everywhere in the morning, I just got angry and then she said Jordan. I looked crazy but I am in love so I got scared to lose you too. So much in my mind I just snapped, I don’t know why but I had a little hope that I was pregnant. I thought I felt a change in me but it was nothing, I just started my period and I just feel useless and like shit. Now I have hit Hannah, my dad saw so I ran because I was just so upset” Rylee blew out air looking behind her shaking her head, moving my head to the side “I just feel so sensitive and I just want to cry” Rylee sobbed out “I look like some crazy bitch but I don’t want to lose you Chris, oh god. I just see better girls and I am just me, Rylee. I don’t have the biggest ass or boobs” Rylee leaned down placing the drink on the ground “I won’t front but I was a little upset but it’s fine, we can try again. Didn’t I say I would support you, I don’t want to hear that another girl can support my needs. I want you, I love you. I don’t care about the other girls. Stop crying please because she deserved it, I was rooting for you” placing my hand on Rylee’ knee “I want to be the man that holds your hair when your being sick because the baby is not having it, I want to grow old with you Rylee. We soul mates, it’s that deep. I do not care about other women, I care about you and I know Hannah said some shit but that was back then not now” I hope Rylee doesn’t take that shit to heart.

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Fanficiton

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4. Part 2

Slouching in my seat, I am about bored and I want to go home after this award, if I get it that is. I don’t feel like going up there, it’s too close to them where I go to pick up the award up “next, the award for top male artist” Tank said, sitting up in my chair, let me look like I care “we have many of great artists, but let’s see the nominees” the camera came up all in my face as they went through the nominees “you got this” Mijo hit my shoulder, I feel a little nervous “dad! My dad!” I can actually hear Liana as the crowd went silent for the camera to go back on to Tank “let’s put the nominees out of their misery” he quickly opened the envelope, licking my lips knowing it will be king Drake as per usual “my man” he chuckled “Chris Brown, where you at” I looked around me in shock while everyone clapped, getting up slowly from my seat, Mijo hugged me close “congratulations” Mijo said in my ear “thank you bro” stepping back to get the award.

Dapping Tank while taking the award from him, I am shocked I won it. Turning around to actually speak to the crowd “wow, since when does Chris Brown win anything. Is this some sort of joke” the crowd cheered, shaking my head in disbelief “thank you for the award, I appreciate it” looking down at the ground, I feel all nervous now “I don’t know what to say, aight” clearing my throat “I just want to say I know I am never flavour of the month, I am not everyone’s favourite but I do my best. I want to thank my fans, I love y’all. My mom and god, thank god because he blessed me with my daughter. This is for you stinker, love you baby” pointing at Liana, look at my baby “my biggest fan” blowing her a kiss “god bless and good night” I am about to dip from this place.

Tank patted my back “so happy you won it” he said to me “thank you, I am shocked” looking behind me, looking at Liana staring at me as I walked away, she pointed and her face scrunched up to cry. It is best if I just not go near that area at all, it won’t be good for me. Walking down the steps backstage and passing the award to the producer “so glad you won, I was dying to say that. I didn’t want to act like I wanted you to win but I am well happy, a good man like yourself deserves this. Remember you always got me here if you need me, just know that I am so happy for you and you have a beautiful daughter. Didn’t I tell you girls are precious?” I nodded chuckling “they are” I remember seeing Tank and he said I hope you have a daughter, you will love her and I didn’t believe it at first, but I do now “I think you need to go and give her a hug, her little face just staring at you when you was speaking” letting out a sigh “I can’t” I said shaking my head “you can and you will, that’s your baby. You go out there and give her some love” he hit my shoulder walking off.

Mijo came rushing to me, high fiving him “good speech, I was cheering you on” chuckling “I heard you, sounding like a damn monkey screaming” stepping back from him “little ninja gave me a hug, you want to go out there? I just saw Tank and he told me to not you” he really wants me to go out there “I guess you are grown” licking my lips “let’s go” pushing passed Mijo, fuck it. I just want to hug my daughter, I don’t care about Rihanna or him at all. The show is on a break so they all are everywhere, my bodyguard came running towards me “it’s cool D” I said to him walking towards Rihanna, I am annoyed but I need to not care about trash. Walking passed everyone as they stared at me, I look like a mad man right not but I’m not, I need to prove a point. Robyn clocked me walking and tapped Liana pointing at me, she is busy playing on the phone, Liana looked around confused and then saw me.

Liana ran at me, crouching down to her “you come” hugging her close “of course I come, I didn’t want to leave without saying bye now” with my arms around her still “I cry, you not see me?” shaking my head “you cried them fake tears?” she shook her head “upset dad, mommy say not cry” I can tell she has been crying, pressing a kiss to her cheek “don’t cry, you look so beautiful” moving my arms back, getting up from my position, holding Liana’ hand and twirling her around “go baby, look at my baby. You look so beautiful, my pretty baby all dressed up for me” she giggled nodding “for you!” she jumped in one spot “I got bag dad, look” standing up straight, looking at the crowd. The show is about to get under way again. Tank smiled at me, smiling back at him. Liana hit my leg “dad, look!” she pointed, grabbing my hand “I show you” I really don’t want to get too close to them, I can’t really yank my hand away from my baby. Walking with her slowly, my bodyguard is ever so close to us. She walked over to her seat “bag” she picked her little Louis Vuitton bag up “I love it, what you got in there though? Better be some snacks, come on. Open it” crouching down to her, she giggled opening her bag.

Liana looked at Robyn and then at me with her hand in the bag “what is it?” she has done something “I got this” she held up a Twinkie, busting out laughing “oh my god, you are my daughter” taking it from her, realising that the photographer is taking pictures of us. I can’t stop laughing “look, dad” she opened her bag for me to see “cookies? Oh baby” shaking my head laughing “I love you, I really do” kissing Liana’ cheek, getting up from my position “if you hungry homie, just come to my daughter” holding the Twinkie up at Tank, he pointed laughing “here baby” Liana took it from me, picking her up and placing her back on the seat. Every movement I do Big D kept moving with me, he is nervous “have a good time, I have to go now” leaning down “give me a kiss” Liana shook her head “why?” moving back a little, her face staring at me in sadness “I have to go baby” her lower lip poked out “Liana please, I have to go now” pressing a kiss to her cheek, moving back. Mychal glared at me but Big D got in my eye view “dad” Liana screamed crying, she is Robyn’ problem now.

Stood backstage with Trey, I was supposed to be gone by now but my nigga is here “you see our moms though? They be flexing more than us, we need to hook up more” Trey said hitting my arm “you know what, I saw a picture of them in the club. I text my mom saying go home and she blanked me. They be acting too young” shaking my head “look at his disapproving look” Mijo pointed laughing “you see how my mom had her legs out though” looking away from Mijo and seeing Mychal walking backstage, he clocked me and gave me a smug ass look. Trey ended up staring too “I don’t need a bodyguard” he said with his arms open “ignore him Chris” Trey said to me “you might need a bodyguard to teach you how to pleasure a woman” I half shouted, he glared at me but I laughed “least my woman doesn’t look like she been forced after giving her the D” waving him off, he is not worth shit “I fucked the woman you couldn’t keep though” this nigga is so confident “that is all you are, a fuck” mean mugging him “walk along now, you don’t speak about your woman like that nigga” Trey got involved which made him walk off.

I am so shocked I didn’t hit Mychal, I just didn’t hit him because I know Robyn is not happy with him. It won’t be long before she leaves him anyways, which also annoys me that she is with a man she is sad with. I know I upset her but I know how to make her complete too, pushing my front door open “glad to be home” I said to myself, it is so quiet here. I thought the niggas would be having a party here. Rubbing the back of my neck walking into the living area, I stopped midway seeing Ava butt naked in front of me “uhhh well hello?” I said confused “surprise” she spoke, I wonder what the hell she want now.

I am so blessed to have Joyce around, getting back into the SUV with Mychal. Joyce said she would look after Liana for me, Mychal wants to go out and honestly I feel like I could just stay at home but I won’t say no to him. The after party should be good anyways, I will stay for a few hours and leave. It was so hard for me to just sit there when Chris was next to me, Liana loves him so much which warms my heart but also annoys me, because Liana did nothing but cry and scream when Chris left her “his mom seems nice, he’s a fuckboy though” looking at Mychal “I guess you both got something in common” I said back, Mychal gave me a blank stare “so did you tell Chris we had sex?” scrunching my face up confused “no” I am confused where he got this from “you clearly did, you been talking shit about me to him?” shaking my head “are you being real right now? I haven’t say shit to him, I told you that you need to not be paranoid” moving away from Mychal a little “how can I not be paranoid when that nigga is straight telling me my dick game is wack, how the hell does he know that” shaking my head looking away from him “he is guessing, he is playing on your feelings” I am not about to tell him that Chris pulled me up, told me how he knows I have had sex.

Arriving at the club, I feel deflated now “I don’t want you to be telling him shit Rihanna, don’t get me annoyed with all that shit” who the hell he think he is “you what nigga? Annoyed? You getting me fucking annoyed now, before you begged me to have you I told you that Chris would be in my life, he guessed that we fucked and yes I looked sad because the sex was shit!” I screamed out, he is so fucking annoying “you fucking begged me for sex, guilt tripped me to it and you want me to be happy!? Fuck you” opening the car door and getting out, he has got me angry now.

Drinking the Vodka from the bottle “don’t you think you have had enough?” Mychal said in my ear, I been drinking since I came to this club, he took the bottle from me. Turning around, his face is all in my face. Pushing his face to the side as I walked towards the seating area in VIP, I stumbled over my own feet but a big pair of hands grabbed my arm and dragged me back up “you want to go home?” Rich said, shaking my head. Pulling my arm away from Rich and continuing to walk, holding the seat as I placed my drunk ass down. I have not drank like this in a while, look at me. I was all clean, clean from drink and weed but it’s all coming back to me and yet he is on my mind, I don’t know what to do with myself, I really don’t know anymore.

Downing the glass of Whiskey and passing the glass to my bodyguard, he passed me my mobile phone. Looking at Mychal having the time of his life with random women and men, I could not careless. Squinting my eyes at my phone, you know what. I am going to let him know how I feel because I am sick of him, I am sick of him acting like he knows me. Dialling his number, pressing my phone to my ear as I awaited for him to pick up. I can barely hear but I don’t care “Robyn?” Chris’ voice boomed through my ear, sounding out of breath “Robyn?” he said again, the music so loud I can barely even speak, pointless. Disconnecting the call, useless, sorry excuse for men. Throwing my phone to the side of me “men!” I screamed out “let’s go home” Rich grabbed my arm “fuck you” I pointed at Mychal, he is not even looking at me.

Sitting on the edge of my bed confused, why did Robyn just call me and she is in a club. She won’t even pick the phone up now “is everything ok?” Ava came behind me, wrapping her arms around my shoulders “I don’t know, I think she might have called me by mistake” I mumbled staring down at my phone, feeling Ava pressing a kiss on my shoulder “come back to bed then” she whispered “I will once I know she is ok, I just want to make sure they good” looking to the side of me “it sounded loud, leave it. Come on” shaking my head looking down at my phone “just let me call her again, I want to check if she is ok” I don’t care what Ava says, holding the phone against my ear.

Blowing out air as she didn’t pick up again, she is in the club so where is my daughter “why you all stressed for?” shrugging Ava off “because I want to know where my daughter is” I shrugged Ava off but she didn’t even move back one bit but kiss my face “Chris, I am sure she is ok. Little Liana will be fine” all she wants to do is have me back in bed with her but Robyn has side tracked me “aight, one last time then I will drop it” calling her phone again, I just want to know she good because I know Robyn, she does not ever call me by mistake, I would be the last person she calls.

The ringing stopped and then the phone fell “Robyn?” I said down the phone, what the hell is she doing. She is in a car because I can hear driving “Rihanna, you good there?” hearing Rich say, honestly this woman stresses me out and she is not even my woman “here” Rich said, I think he has picked her phone up from the floor, I think she is drunk “Robyn? Answer me stupid” hearing Robyn sigh, I know that is her breathing. I know her “you finna answer me or nah?” she has to be drunk “did I tell you that I hate you? I really hate you” she is drunk, rubbing my face “where is Liana?” I asked “why did you hurt me Chris? When all I want is you? I fucking hate you, you never listen, I say listen to me Chris. I didn’t cheat, why!?” she slurred out, getting up from the bed, Ava’ arms fell off my shoulders as I did “where you at?” I asked, ignoring the fact she is pouring her heart out “crying” she sniffled, walking off into the bathroom, closing the door behind me “don’t cry” I mumbled.

Why did anyone allow this woman to drink, she is a mess “Mychal is calling” Rich said, Robyn groaned out “I hate men, fuck him” raising my eyebrows “he wants us to meet him” I don’t want Mychal to go near Robyn in this mess, he is a douche “Robyn, just go home” I said to her “am I that bad?” she said down the phone “no, you not bad. I never said you was” I said back to her “can I hold you? I just want a hug, everybody hates me” she is real drunk, I have Ava here but I rather Robyn be here then Mychal being with Robyn in this state “I’m wearing no panties” Robyn said, rubbing my face “where did they go?” she is crazy “off for you, you left me for some hoe that was ugly” Robyn would hate herself for this “you love me?” I have to use this moment “I need some good dick” she spat, chuckling down the phone “come over, no need to ask” hearing the phone hit the floor again, what is wrong with her “Rihanna, get back up” hearing Rich say, I feel for him “phone!” Robyn spat, I hope she has her boobs away. This is hilarious “hello” I didn’t expect Rich to be on the phone “uhm where is she?” I asked “she is trying to find her seat” I see “bring her to my spot for me, I will look after her. Just please do it ok” he best listen “ok” he said before disconnecting the call.

Walking back into my bedroom “snooping” Ava stood right outside the door “well I want to know what is happening” letting out a laugh “you’re leaving, that is what” walking to my walk in closet “what, why? I did this for us?” she said behind me “I appreciate it but I have a guest that is coming and needs my attention so please, get your clothes and leave” she best just leave me and go, she scoffed still behind me “bullshit! I am not going, I did this for you” turning around “and!? Ava you not my girl, just chill with that shit and get the fuck out of my home!” glaring at her, she mean mugged me before storming off “bastard!” she screamed loudly.

Sat in the living area with my security cameras on my TV, I have no idea if she will come but Ava is gone and I am alone. I am curious to know where my daughter is though, I can imagine her not coming now. Drinking my can of sprite, I am not even looking to get my dick wet. I just want to know she good, I rather her be safe then be with some random fuck she knows for like a month. I care about my girl, squinting my eyes seeing the SUV “she here” placing the can of sprite down on the table in front of me and getting up, let me see what mess she is in. Licking my lips walking to the door, I hope she has fallen asleep because from personal experiences, she is better to handle that way.

Her people ain’t even get out of the car, making my way over. Rich soon got out “you actually bought her” I said to him “what can I say, better the devil she knows” look at Rich, he has a voice. He opened the back door, peeking inside and seeing Robyn trying to put lipstick on, I snorted laughing “you are a mess, oh my god” looking on the floor of the car, she actually took her thong off “aight, I got her. I apologize for her behaviour” walking closer to the car “I am not beautiful enough” picking her thong from the floor of the car “who cares, just come” waving her over, her lipstick is barely on her lips “where your shoes gone?” she dropped her things on the floor, standing on the step of the SUV and reaching inside to grab her out “she good here?” Rich asked “yeah she will be” carrying Robyn “sick” she groaned out, my eyes widened, not on me.

Turning my face holding Robyn’ hair, her face in the toilet. What a turn off, why did I say for her to come here “uhhhh” she moved back, this is disgusting. Wiping her mouth with a tissue “is that it?” I asked, she didn’t say anything but move back more. Throwing the tissue in the toilet and closing the lid, flushing the toilet “you lucky I love you, so lucky” dragging Robyn up, she wrapped her arms around my neck “do you love me” moving my face back “yes I do, come let’s put you to bed crazy” walking with her, she is staring at my face “I hate myself, I gave myself away” I hate when she says that “stop it, it’s fine. Stop talking like that” it is better if I carry this woman.

Throwing Robyn on to the bed, she giggled and then I saw her pussy on show. She closed her legs and rolled on to her side “you don’t even love me, I hate you” here she goes again, watching Robyn self loathe while rolling around. I put her in the spare bedroom just in case she is sick and also, those sheets are not something I would put Robyn on. I am actually thinking with my heart this time, this is a change for me. Robyn gasped looking at her hands “my nail!” she whined, looking to the side a little “are you crying?” I asked, she sniffled “I broke it” she cried out, walking around the bed “Robyn, its fine. it can be fixed ok” she nodded with tears down her face, putting her hands down “tired” she sobbed out, she reminds me of Liana “then shuffle your ass up, lay on a pillow” wiping her tears.

With my back against the headboard, Robyn decided to lay her head right on my crotch. She is just laying her head there like it is the most comfortable place on earth, she has wrapped my arm around her. If she is comfortable and sleeping then we good, I rather she fall asleep and sleep this off. I am not even in it for sex with Robyn, I actually care so I am glad she is here and safe. There is actually something I do not like about Mychal, dude gives me bad vibes “you hate me?” I thought she was asleep, damn “why would I?” looking down at her eyes closed “I gave myself away” I sighed “we both did.”

#Chrianna #Chrianna FF #Chris Brown #Rihanna #Fanfiction

[lameiskate]

Do you take pictures of yourself on a daily basis? No

Do you like the name Adam? ACTUALLY I THOUGHT OF ADAM LAMBERT

What is the first liquid you drank today? .......wine bc I’m trash :)

Have you ever been to Los Angeles, California? I have not

Do you believe in angels? No :)

Do you prefer Pepsi or Coke? Or do you not care either way? Pepsi but idrc I’ll drink either

Is there anything in your past that you used to regret, but now you don’t? Idk maybe

When is the last time you ate donuts? Like two weeks ago

Are you left handed? No

Do you use your left or right thumb to press the space bar? LEFT THAT’S WEIRD

Have you ever had a Hershey’s bar with almonds? HELL YEAH I HAVE

Don’t you wish your girlfriend was hot like me? yeah :(

What cell phone company do you have? AT&T

Do you text on a daily basis? What about hourly? Yes &sometimes

What button on your keyboard do you press most besides the space bar? Shift probably

What’s the last song you listened to? Navillera - GFriend

When is the last time you sneezed? I... IDK

Who is the 3rd person you talked to this morning? Grandma ????????? Aunt Gina ?????

Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? I’m not dating my mom sorry :/

Do you like surveys that have good grammar and spelling? If the questions have good grammar ya idc if trash is written by someone else bc most of mine are trash :)

Does your knee hurt? No

Has anyone ever bitten your knee? u know I’m gonna be honest and say probably

Do you know anyone whose name starts with an X, Q, or U? I don’t think so

Do you know anyone whose name ends with a J, Q, or W? Uhhhhh Idk

8 Friends.

Morgan

Candice

Tayler

Jessica

Hunter

Haylee

Tessa

Alexx

Questions

Has 8 ever eaten in front of you? They have not

Have you ever been on a date with 1? no she has an std

Does 2 remind you of any cartoon characters? TINA FROM BOB’S BURGERS HONESTLY

Is 6 your best friend? SURE

Can 4 count backwards from 69 to -248? ..yes?????

Can 2 touch his/her nose with his/her tongue? Idk man maybe

Have you ever been outside with 1 when it was below freezing? No!!

Has 1 ever been skating with you? No!!!!

Has 5 ever let you borrow clothing before? I DON’T WANT HIS CLOTHES

Would 8 and 7 make a cute couple? Jesus christ no

If 2 and 3 both were in a wreck at the same time, would that be sad? r u ok

Did 4 go to 5’s last birthday party? No!!!!!!! His birthday is after school is over!!!

Did 5 go to 4’s wedding? SHE AIN’T MARRIED

Who is sexier: 3 or 7? THIS MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE

Is 3 your best friend? I don’t have friends I made all of those people up :/

6 and 7 just confessed they love you. You’re single. Which do you date? What the fuck neither :)

More questions about you!

Has anyone ever called you sexy? No

Do you have children? u know that scene from parks & rec where bobby newport’s campaign manager is in ben and leslie’s house and their kids r running around and shes just like ew ur life sucks mine is amazing well that’s me

Do you like raisins? NO

Would you buy three 12-packs of coke products if you liked Pepsi? ...Yeah fam coke products r more than just coke smfh

Did that question even make sense? NO

What is your favorite bug? NONE

What color is your camera? I don’t have a camera

Do you speak any language besides English? I can romanize & wrute Korean words and sentences and read/speak some of them for context???? It sounds like a lot but it’s not even rly basic Korean that I know idk what 2 call it?????? ...BASICALLY I’M WORKING ON IT

Can you eat cheese? HELL YEAH I CAN

Who was your favorite teacher in middle school? Mr. Stevens

Was math your worst subject in high school? Idk if it was math or chemistry

Are you in college? Yes

Have you ever driven a purple car? No

What about a green car? No

Do you drink hard liquor? The most hard liquor I’ve ever had was a single shot of bourbon like 5 years ago

Do you like scrabble? It depends on whether or not I’m winning????

What were you doing on April 21, 2008? Do u think I would rly know that

Can you count to 113 in a language other than English? No

What should you be doing now instead of this survey? WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT

Do you have a printer? No

What is your favorite food? Mac & cheese :)

Do you like sweet and sour chicken on white rice? HELL YEAH

Do you even like corn? ….Sure

Have you met anyone new yet today? Actually yes

What is your biggest pet peeve? I HAVE SO MANY GOSH WHERE DO I BEGIN I guess I’ll pick ppl who don’t clean up after themselves

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to? Probably

Do you wish it was 10 hours later than it is now? I do not

Have you ever been to New York City, Chicago, or Indianapolis? TECHNICALLY I’VE PROBS BEEN TO NYC but no

Do you want some pie? No

Have you ever stayed up until 7:30 AM? HOMIE I’VE STAYED AWAKE FOR 40 HOURS

Have you ever lived in Pennsylvania, Arizona, or Hawaii? No

Do you like ants? NO

Did you like the movie Antz? I’ve never seen it

What is your favorite Disney movie? Lilo & Stitch

What do you think of “Octomom”? FMSKDLFMSDLKF

Do you like octopi? SURE

Do you wish this survey was longer, shorter, or neither? Idc

What was your favorite ice cream flavor when you were little? Vanilla???

Is it still your favorite? No

By the way, what is your name? K8

And what time is it? 11:51 PM

What time zone do you live in? Eastern

Do you like drums? Sure why not

Have you ever drank goat milk? I have not

What is your favorite soft drink? Ginger ale

I see. So do you want to go to bed? YEAH BUT MY HAIR WON’T DRY

What’s your favorite video game? Kingdom Hearts

Do you like cats? Sure

Are goldfish your favorite fish? Tbh yeah

How many pets do you have? None

How old is the oldest person who lives in your house? 60.... something

Do you wish your house had a basement? It does have a basement

Do you like vanilla pudding? Sure

Which band is your favorite? English All Time Low Korean Apink

Does Taylor Swift suck? Ok homie imma be honest sometimes her personality sucks!!!

What do you smell right now? Nothing

What is your opinion on abortion? Pro-choice

What is your opinion on gay marriage? HELL YEAH

What is your opinion on gay adoption? HELL YEAH

Care for a cookie? No thnx

Do you like crumpets and scones? I’ve never rly had them

Do you wish this survey was over yet? Actually ya it's gettin old

Why are you still taking this survey? I HAVE NO IDEA

Are you currently in a relationship? No

Are you happy about that? Yes tbh

What is your favorite David Cook song? HOLY SHIT DECLARATION IS MY SONG

How many more minutes until you will next eat? 483294823904

Is there a “merged” restaurant in your city (like Taco Bell/KFC)? Actually ya we have the Taco Bell/KFC

Do you like Pizza Hut? I don’t rly remember

Is A&W your favorite brand of root beer? Sure

Did you like this survey? Sure

[datingadviceonreddit]

Okay homies, first I want to thank God that we have a space for council where we can talk about our issues. The Bible says where there is many a council, there is more success...something like that. Okay. So I[22] met this girl on FB [25] she turns 26 in July. Some guy was talking bad about her on her post so I chimed in Goku style, you know..stood up for her like he did for us against Frieza. So we talk on FB for a few days not boring at all. She does take a while to respond (but later when text she says she horrible at texting and even her family tells her this.) the conversations Are flirtatious and just getting to know her. Then I pop the question. CAN I HAVE THEM DIGITS. She gives me the numericals and tells me to text her. We text, I find out more about her, I watched her fav movie and told her I didn't like it that much :/. But things are looking good. We exchanged pics (yes those kinds of pics) but only once. She sent them first but I asked. Y'all know how the dirty talk game go... But I have to pause and share something. I have anxiety...like...bad. Ughhkgjfb I hate talking about it. Anyway I started to see she takes longer to text back (yeah I was texting her everyday I know bad move bad move) so I took that as...she's no longer interested. So...I cut my loses. I deleted her off Facebook. Then I said to myself that was wrong, maybe I was wrong..:so I kept texting her. she told me I could come down to Atlantic City with her and her friends...UNTIL she caught on to what I did. In the middle of texting she sends me a picture of my profile and sees that we aren't friends. She asks why and I tell her....thought you didn't like me. She told me I was wrong and a few days later said it "kinda turned me off a little."She asked me "how would you feel if someone deleted you off Facebook and continued to text you" Honestly, I told her "I would feel like you didn't f*** with me." She just said exactly. I tried apologizing again.I send her memes from her favorite movie with the characters saying I'm sorry and what not she took to it lolShe go to AC I'm mad I didn't go so I send her a bunch sexually charged memes (this could be us but you went to AC without me.) She only sent this emoji 🙄 I don't bother her while she's there. I call her I think two mornings later we talk forty minutes. I bring up the FB thing once and ask why you denied my friend request (😂😂 I tried adding her again) she just said "why did you delete me." in joking manner. She told me she thinks I just want to f*** her-but added "but you're pesisistent so I guess that's a good thing"I AM persistent.Day or two past I start thinking in my head do she like me....homies....I blew this girl phone up on some WORLD WAR 2 S**! Basically like 20 unanswered texts. I know i drawled waaaaaayyyyyyeeeeee tooooo hard. She finally responded something like "lot going on in my life don't mean to hurt you I told you, you deleted me and that really made me feel some type of way. I just can't rn" My needy a* still looking for an answer. I ask "am I wasting my time with you" Her: I just can't rn I did respond after that a few times (unanswered) then chalked it let me give her her space.Days later I hit her up something like this "look I just wanna rap to you for a second, I was really feeling you, I know I made myself look stupid and unattractive, but just tell me your not interested, tell my you don't want me I will leave you alone." Her response: "I'm just going through some s*** with my cousin rn I just need to do me we can be friends but for now i just have a lot in my mind" Me: sorry for what your going through hope I didn't cause anymore stress.Now I say...maybe I should give her her space and just hit her up casual. And I did. I text her three days later and she seems pretty happy. I sent her a picture from the studio sent her my song she said she specifically liked the part in the song where I say "mad cause a ***** so persistent, be glad I got you on my wishlist" she pointed that out and said "I guess that's one of your qualities." We talk more that's it.Next day we text, joked about the rain and how I want to cuddle up with her and watch her favorite movie. Yes, the one I told her I did not like. She laugh you know "you don't even like that movie" Told a Lil white lie "yes I do I watched again" threw out some facts about it being based off earlier works you know gotta look smart gotta look smart. Then I tell her I'm tryna ...you know....you know...eat the cookies while she watch the movie 😂 She didn't respond lmao. But I said crazier stuff than that before to a response so I wasn't pressed. Only thing she didn't respond for a whole 7 hours until I accidentally butt texted her my location (these damn iPhones.) I text her back...no response. I tried calling twice...no answer. I text her "answer the phone you A**" joking No answer Then I text her "imma just fall back ard 👌🏾" Tried calling this morning her phones off...yeah I thought she blocked me to...but tried calling from my house phone (she doesn't have that number)...yep her phone off.And if you are wondering, she never initiated text first unless I messaged her and she fell asleep and she'd text me the next morning that she fell asleep. This happened a lot because I did text her almost everyday.I'm just wondering after all this has the ship sailed...is there still a chance? I told myself not to text anymore for at least a month and just hit her up or hopefully she hits me up within that time frame. Idk...is there a way back from this? via /r/dating_advice

#dating #dating advice #reddit

[noexit-ff]

9. Part 2

I am just thinking to myself now, why did I invite Mel when I have no intention of staying downstairs. I will let Mijo play with her, he has nothing better to do anyways. I can’t stay away from the crib for too long now, I don’t have house sitters and my dog’s need feeding. I can be away for a day or two but that is it “did you have a good time in Vegas though?” Mel asked in the back, tapping on my Instagram, let’s see what’s popping on this “yeah it was good, people expected me to do fucked up shit but I kept myself to myself. My homies are still there, they don’t have anything else better to do” squinting my eyes at Robyn, she really posting pictures like this like she ain’t got a photoshoot. She look sexy but I am annoyed, I can’t contain this anymore. Exiting out of my Instagram and tapping my messages.

To: Robyn

From: Chris

You got time to post pictures but not be here for my birthday? After everything I did for you because your boyfriend fucked yours up! Nothing will make up for what you did! Don’t even speak to me and take your shit out of my crib!

Pressing send and dropping my phone in my lap, I wanted to throw my phone there but I didn’t. Mijo pulled up outside my gate, letting the window roll down so he can enter the code for the gate “they are such bums, you do know that right?” the gate opened for him “I do, but they make me laugh so what else you want me to say” so glad to see my home so I can just sleep, I don’t know why I just want to sleep. I think it is because of how shit my birthday has become, I just don’t want to care. I just want my birthday to be over with so sleeping will make that happen, so I think anyways. My phone buzzed in my lap, she was quick.

From: Robyn

To: Chris

Don’t be an ass to me when I have things to do! You can keep my shit there

Frowning down at the text, I will throw her shit in the streets I don’t care. Writing a message back to her.

To: Robyn

From: Chris

I am changing my codes, your things will be on the streets! How dare you forget my birthday and send a little stupid happy birthday. Forget you! I can’t believe you

Pushing the door open in annoyance “come on in Melissa, make yourself at home” making my way through the lobby “I will thanks, you better have some good snacks here” pulling my jacket off, I am so annoyed with life right now. Walking over to my light switch, yanking the jacket off from my arm “make yourself at home anyways” putting the lights on “your home is so dope though” throwing my jacket to the side in annoyance, mean mugging the floor “women!” I spat feeling so stressed “surprise!” hearing people shout, I stopped abruptly looking up in shock. Seeing Jen, her husband and Robyn. Seeing my living area filled with banners and balloons “aww my baby he was all angry, I didn’t forget!” my face slowly dropped in shock “I have been busy Chris, busy shopping for you” I feel all choked up now “I thought you forgot” I mumbled, she shook her head “never baby, I came here for you that is it. I wasn’t even at a photoshoot, I was here while you were away” wrapping my arms around Robyn “aww look at him, he doesn’t even know what to say. He was texting saying he is throwing her things out, now look” Jen said, I feel bad now “I missed you so much” if I squeeze Robyn anymore I think she will stop breathing “I love you so much Chris, my baby’ birthday!” feeling Robyn pressing kisses to my neck.

Shaking Jen’ husband hand “Jen said to come, I know that you both are trying to keep things a secret. I wasn’t going to say no when Rihanna is cooking, she makes good food” stepping back “yeah she does, I guess you read the meltdown I had. She had the nerve to post pictures and I was like hell no” Robyn held out a glass of whiskey to me “thank you annoying ass” taking the glass from her “well Chris, I couldn’t tell you. I had to keep things a secret, it’s so hard to do things and I feel sad because there is not many people here” taking a sip from the glass shaking my head “this is what means the most babe, I just want people that can be here for me and be happy for us. It’s small but I appreciate it, I get to chill with y’all. Thank you” looking down at Robyn, pressing a kiss to her lips “I love you baby, thank you” kissing her lips again “I love you too” I am so happy.

Robyn keeps on giving me drinks, I am about to be drunk. I need to calm my ass down but this food will hopefully soak up the drink “so when are you both getting married? I really want to know” Jen asked wiping her mouth with the napkin “erm, I don’t know. People need to know we are together yet, I think Robyn wants the family to know but Jen. You know that I am not liked, you know it” Jen sat back in the chair “well you can’t fight fate, y’all love each other too much. When Robyn said it, when I knew you was sniffing around I knew it. I see my girl happy so who am I? I think maybe you need to show that you are real with it, I love what Rihanna told me, she said y’all are waiting it out. Better that way, I think maybe you need to be there or forget the world and just run away and do it” she shrugged “I will do that now, I can never let Robyn go. Not again, the food was beautiful thank you” looking over at Robyn “she is all ready to be a wife now, ain’t you?” Jen teased, Robyn sighed out “this is my time” she is right, it is her time.

Mijo and I stared at each other “nah, I am not having my thigh on his thigh” shaking my head, Robyn and her stupid drinking games, she is getting me drunk or maybe herself but I have done more drinking “well y’all gotta have a shot!” Jen pointed shouting “or I can change my motherfucking partner? I aint gay, why can’t I have Rihanna!?” Jen passed me the shot “nope, if we say attach your penis inside the vagina you would do it, you need boundaries so drink up” downing back the shot “done, I want to change partners, please” I don’t want Mijo “ok, ok. Can we just not play. I want to show Chris his gifts” Robyn has finally come back “forget the gifts, just come and sit on my lap” waving her over “no, come. I want to show you something. Forget it here is my first gift”” she held the bag up, shuffling off the couch. Sitting on the edge of the couch, placing the shot glass down. Robyn sat down next to me “so gift number one” she held the bag out to me “is this another engagement ring? You sent me another one for nothing” taking the bag from her “no, just look” reaching into the bag “you know I didn’t want anything, I am good like this” taking out a brown glossy box, seeing the Rolex sign. Smiling at Robyn “this gift, actually Mel and Jen put in” frowning “money?” I questioned “yeah, well. They wanted to pay and I said no, they wanted to get you it” I am shocked “wow” opening the box, the watch was already gleaming in the light “shit, this must have been a million?” taking the diamond encrusted Rolex “it was expensive, I want my man glistening in the light” placing the watching around my wrist “wow, this is beautiful as fuck. Thank you all so much, wow. I appreciate it so much. Come on ladies, give me a hug” pressing a kiss to Robyn’ forehead before getting up to hug Mel and Jen.

I hate this blind folding shit, I am not here with the shits “Chris, stop it. Just give me your hand!” Robyn yelped out, scrunching my face up. Holding my hand out, feeling Robyn take my hand “just walk slowly as I pull you along” I hate this shit, do I have to be blindfolded. Using my free hand reaching forward, moving my hand to the side “seriously Chris!?” Robyn spat, I chuckled “oh shit, your head, sorry. Ok Proceed” let me not do that again, she will cuss my ass out. I hit her head with my hand “are we going outside?” I said aloud “why is it so quiet” touching the side of the wall “he is here” Robyn said, my shoulder hit into something “shit!” I spat, touching what I hit and it’s a door “why are you like this” Robyn held my free hand, pulling me along with both of my hands “you’re so cute, just please do not move when I place you where you need to be ok?” I hate taking orders “is this kinky? Will you be naked? Are we having pool sex? Am I walking into an orgy?” Robyn let my hands go “always lowering the tone” Mijo shouted, pulling a face “forget it, this ain’t no orgy. Unless Jen is here? I don’t mind a little bit of Jen” hearing her husband groan out “he talks too much” busting out laughing, I’m nervous and I don’t like this because I am scared of the unknown, it’s weird.

Feeling someone behind me, the blindfold became lose. Squinting my eyes as the blindfold came away from my face, blinking several times seeing two cars on my drive “surprise baby, these are for you” Robyn stood at the side of me “you got me these?” I pointed, walking over to the cars in shock “oh shit” seeing the all black Rolls Royce “this is the Black Badge edition, oh wow! How!?” touching the side of the car “this is beautiful” I am in shock, she really got me a car “I didn’t know what the hell they did, I just paid for it but I know my man likes to be called Lamborghini Breezy so I went to the dealers and got you the newest model” placing my hands on the side of my face “this is so fucking beautiful, oh my god!!” I screamed out running around the Rolls Royce “oh my god!! Look at this nigga!” I shouted to Mijo, pulling the car door up “I feel so hard seeing this” the words slipped out of my mouth “you boys, god. It’s only a car!” Mel shouted, touching the seat “it’s a Lamborghini Centenario Melissa! Get it right!” I feel so emotionally happy.

Turning to Robyn “did I do good?” She said smiling “you did more than good, you did amazing. Oh god, I can’t wait to drive them. You know me, I love cars” I am just in shock, placing my arm around Robyn “I got the Rolls Royce because you know when we have a family, you can drive that” licking my lips looking down at Robyn “well I got a surprise for you too” looking up seeing Mel recording, she been recording everything “what is it now?” Robyn looks a little nervous “you can come off contraception, let’s start a family” hearing Mel and Jen gasp “awwww” Mel said “really?” Robyn said half shocked “yes really, we can start. We don’t know how long it can take but who are we to stop a blessing” turning to Robyn “don’t cry, you are an emotional wreck” Robyn face planted into my chest sobbing out, placing my arms around her “I am so happy for you guys” Mel joined in on the hug “same, I love you annoying assholes” Jen placed her arms around us.

I am expecting some sex but Chris is busy being a mess, I mean I am glad he is a mess in his own home but I didn’t want him drunk. Watching him and Jen gyrating, Jen is awful “ok, can you please not give him anymore drinks!” I shouted over the music “boo, shut up boring bitch!” Jen waved me off, well I want some damn sex. I don’t even care, I will have his drunk ass give me dick still. Sitting down at the bar stool, this has been so stressful. I have been taught about cars, speaking about shit I don’t even know. Then I had to keep it a secret, the car dealer thinks those cars are for me when I can’t even drive here. Looking over at Chris rolling my eyes, I didn’t want to drink because I wanted to get freaky with him but the girls had other plans, unlocking my phone ignoring the message from my team. Tapping on Instagram, I honestly forgot I still follow Adam. Let me unfollow him real quick, I am so glad I left that guy. Anyways back to my timeline, smiling at the picture Mel put up. This bitch sitting in my man’ new car, sliding across her pictures, she is being too obvious. You can actually see his art, I hope they don’t clock it. Stupid woman, tapping on my camera and flipping the camera to my face. Poking my bottom lip out taking the picture of my face, captioning the picture ‘When my dick appointment is drunk and I am sober, can I still fuck when he is drunk? Or is that classed as Rape? #BadGalGoneGood #IAmSadAF #DickTooBombINeedMore #IHadKinkyThingsToWear #BitterBitch’ I am actually sad about this.

Everyone in this room is drunk besides Mijo and I “how did this happen?” I asked him “I wish I knew sis, he is a mess. I think it’s funnier that he trying to act normal, Jen’ man is mad cool though” I wonder where he is going, god knows where his top has gone now “Rihanna” slipping off the bar stool, Chris calling me Rihanna now “you messed up my dick appointment” I pointed, he looked at me all dumbfounded “dick!” I spat, he nodded his head “I can give you dick” he slurred out “yes, sure. Maybe next time, where are you going?” I think I just want him to go to bed and sleep it off, he is stripping off too “no, no, no I’m fine. I need pee, it’s there” he shrugged, he is cute “ok, you go to pee” he widened his eyes falling back a little, grabbing his hand “I love you! I wish I wasn’t loved, money gave me nothing. I would come to Barbie, Bar…..” he paused “Barbados?” I finished off for him “yes, I tell mom we marry. You think I can love, I don’t want to hurt” he is talking so much shit “Chris’ it’s fine, you want me to go with you to pee?” he shook his head, letting his hand go but he stubbled again.

He is so fucking lucky I love him “Chris, seriously. You’re fucking heavy and you need to pee in the toilet” I don’t like this drunk Chris, is this what I am like. He keeps on resting on me, I am struggling here. His dick all out and I am just here “ok lean forward and place your hand on the wall” this could work, I want to laugh but I won’t. He is finally peeing, I love this man and he is lucky “Robbie you there” he was about to move “no! I am here” if he pees on me I will scream, he is stressing me “sex, we have sex” he thinks “sure, you done now?” there is nothing coming out but of course more did, I swear I should have banned booze. Looking down at my nails hearing him stop, looking up at him. Chris pressed a kiss to my lips but fell forward, he moved back “thank you for that Chris” leaning down, his dick all in my face. Pulling up his pants and boxers “you’re going to bed, no more drink for you” pushing his dick inside the boxers, he is not doing anything but walk up those stairs.

Looking around his bedroom, I hate it here. I was hoping he would come to my place but no, he has fallen asleep ever so quickly. Placing the watch on the side table, this room gives me horrible vibes. Other women have been here, it’s not mine. Leaning down pressing a kiss to his head, I can’t stay here. Making my way out of the room, I would expect Chris to be the same if I had several men in a bed. I love him, I wish it didn’t be like this and I was his only woman he had. Making my way down the steps “they fell asleep” Mijo pointed, those bitches “all of them?” I said, look at the living area seeing all of my friends asleep. Mel deserves to be on the floor, she bailed on me and got Chris drunk and then Jen too “well can they stay? They have too, can you drop me off at home please? Are you staying here?” I want them to be safe too, I want my baby to be ok “yeah, I’ll come back here. Come” I am sad, I wanted him.

Mijo is funny, he is enjoying driving the Rolls Royce “this car is so damn beautiful, the blue and black interior. I want to keep it” smiling at Mijo “you both are like brother’s, I am sure Chris will let you use it” it’s a beautiful car I got him, it was worth every bit of money “you think he was happy?” I questioned “sis, if you saw that nigga earlier he was in a bad ass mood. He wanted to hit this, hit that. I can’t believe she did work on my day, it’s my day. He was bad, that nigga is happy. He didn’t expect two cars and he loves his cars and then the watch? What made them pay? That is so random” rubbing my hands against my thighs “I don’t know, it was so random. They both said it and I said really? I mean it’s Chris and they said. We have known that boy since he was sixteen, he is twenty-nine why wouldn’t we, that shut me up” Jen and Mel really shocked me “wow, it’s been that long. Y’all fuckers still playing around, how do you feel about him saying about kids to you” sighing out, I am going to be home alone tonight “shocked, I didn’t expect him to say it so freely and this quickly. I am so happy, me! Having a baby? Crazy” I cannot wait to be a mother “Joyce was saying it to him, she said why are you waiting. Find that girl, I know your heart is with Rihanna but you can always care again. Be a father, I think Chris realised he needs to take that step into fatherhood. It’s different and I get it, it’s just one of those things and even with me. Am I good enough, you just want to protect them” Mijo is right, it is a scary thing.

Mijo parked outside the door for me “you going to be ok here alone?” he asked, nodding my head “yeah, I can’t stay there. I just want to move in with him already, I feel stuck because if we do then it will leak out. I also want to marry him without anyone’s sadness or disagreements. I cancelled everything for him just so I can be with him, and I don’t regret it but I want to wake up to him. I want to be free but I don’t know how to break it to the world” I have been stressing about this a lot “fuck the world, how about that. You don’t owe anybody an explanation, you want to marry that man then do it. Family will accept it, get over it. Go about your life, don’t stop it. I know Chris has been making sure everything is being stopped, people getting sued and statements being retracted, do it. I say, well personally. Y’all been hearing too many people’s opinions, y’all let people strain your relationship. If your heart says marry him, then do it. You will see who your real people are, and can you both just move in? Just stop making things hard, live y’all life” Mijo giving out the good advice “and please don’t say what if your mom hates you, then she doesn’t want to see you happy if that” he took the words right out of my mouth “ok, I am going. Bye” let me leave him alone.

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