#legit she said 'why'

[vampryn]

i hate the music stores here!!!! nobody will help you find anything!!! theres like 90 employees standing behind the desk in blazers and shiny black shoes and talking about back-end music shit and you walk in and NOBODY ACKNOWLEDGES YOUR PRESENCE. like ok i guess nobody is going to help me drop a stack??? like fuck you im just going to buy my shit online, how is anybody meant to get into music if nOBODY WILL HELP ME!!!!!!! fuck yall im doing it by myself~

#legit i said hi to the employee and she looked at me like wtf why did you just talk..? #its also insanely quiet in there #there were dudes having a kiki in the synth room so i couldnt even check it out

[maddy-ferguson]

something from the book i so wish had been in the tbosas movie is the way snow thinks lucy gray is below him...and the fact that he never grows out of it (which doesn't mean he doesn't like her, he just also kind of despises her and people like her). when i reread the book i had just seen killers of the flower moon and snow and lucy gray's relationship was very reminiscent of ernest and mollie's relationship for me like when king hale asks ernest "can you stand [mollie's] kind?" even though their kind were doing unspeakable things to her kind? snow and lucy gray's relationship is very much like that to me and there's also the power he has over her by literally being responsible for her life and idk i feel like if you only watch the movie you can delude yourself into thinking he's somewhat overcome his prejudice against people from the districts by falling in love with a girl who isn't from the capitol when he never does he thinks they're savages from day 1 to day like 60 and he thinks it on day 55 too

#it's like this racial thing kind of which is why it really reminded me of killers of the flower moon because yeah that's a movie about #white people marrying into native families and killing them and inheriting their money and about leonardo dicaprio's character poising his #wife to do that and blowing up her sister's house. etc #and so i don't care about people being like oh snow's hot because like that's the face of an actor of course people would think that lol #but the takes i see about him and lucy gray's relationship i'm like. huh. #also the possessiveness. i could actually go on for quite a while about the changes in their dynamic that makes it not hit like it did in #the book or like he's still kinda possessive i guess but it's a little aw her ex-boyfriend is the reason why she was a tribute of course he #doesn't like him. when like. he legit thinks of her as belonging to him. in many ways #also the one change that i think shows that their relationship is portrayed differently in significant ways in the movie is the fact that #when he wakes up in the hospital he immediately tells tigris and sejanus that lucy gray saved him when in the book he was literally like NO #ONE CAN EVER KNOW #i was like oh! #and when you change that it's kind of like. what's the point then #there's also something to be said about how he says she's not really from 12 and about how it's unfair she had to live there at all. and #her not really being from 12 is something she says herself but! #also while i was reading the book i was totally reminded of the quote from that guy who made the last of us about how #intense hate is universal and about vengeance #like literally okay coriolanus snow #and like i say: brf slt

[menstits]

fontaines archon quest is probably the first time in genshin that replaying it gives you a new context of how furina acts like its crazy...watching my oomf play when i finished and seeing furina almost on the verge on a breakdown even on the first acts when most people thought she was just the typical chuniibyou ojousama in charge...crazy.

YEAH like... god it's really crazy especially with furina's initial approach at trying to be the archon like... What could have been her own way of doing it if the crowd hadn't immediately shot down her attempt at being genuine . Like how different that was from the way she had to act for the following 500 years... Man.🧍‍♂️

#asks #anonymous #they really have come a long way from the first few arcs #like. mondstadt was clearly a prelude and liyue was funny enough but neither of them was especially emotionally impactful #inazuma sucked ass beyond belief sorry. #sumeru was better to me like the deal with nahida and rukkhadevata was interesting and i liked dottore cameo and like #at least it felt like all the characters involved like. had a purpose and knew each other #because a lot of what bothered me about inazuma was also like how disjointed the cast felt and how superfluous like half of the cast was #like the resistance was so fucking pointless they didn't do anything and i didn't give a fuck about the random npc soldier either #while like... at least dunyarzad in sumeru was more interesting and they handled the theme of like... #terminal illness and chronic illness decently enough #in inazuma i legit wws like who the fuck is this again whenever teppei showed up and the story acted like we were supposed to know him #while like #I'm sooo glad that in fontaine they focused mainly on the playable cast and made them have interesting dynamics amongst each other #AND made them also like. all be present during furina's trial (except wrio and sigewinne i guess but like. that's fine. their deal IS that #they're a bit isolated from the outside world) #or i mean ig sigewinne did show up but she hsrdly said much #like sorry idk why both in inazuma and sumeru they tried to stick a random npc in there tyat we were supposed to get attached to for no #reason. instead of giving more development to the playable characters? and as i said i didn't even mine dunyarzad much because at least #she had like. a purpose in the story. #anyway sorry that i put my longer response in the tag instead of the actual post #ALSO. this gives me high hopes for snezhnaya. god please please be good I've been hyped about genshin russia since i got into the game #I'm not even thinking about natlan I'm scared it's gonna be racist again #anyway. #bye

[roseofcards90]

“I still like you though. I still like you, it’s difficult.”

I wanted to try and analyze the rest of the lines Kotoko says for the rest of the prisoners in Deep Cover later on, but this one 😭 the wording just has me so curious??? Like why “difficult”? Is Kotoko referring to how it’s difficult for her to fully trust Mahiru or see good in her because she was deemed guilty? Is she saying that it’s difficult to gauge Mahiru as a person in general because she can’t read her all the way? Idk it’s just so peculiar because why specify that part if it’s seemingly just another lyric? Why is hers the only semi positive one and not a jab or a general observation is the real question LMAO

#I saw another translation that used “tough” instead which isn’t too different from difficult I feel like #it’s so strange like I thought she was an airhead and a guilty person to you Kotoko lmao what did you mean by this 😭 #since deep cover is playing off of undercover a lot this would be in Kotoko’s pov and show her thoughts and stuff #also the “though“ as if to imply that even after everything you *don’t* hate her??? 🤨 #Kotoko we all know you’re gay we been knew that DJFJFKFK #anyways if Kotoko reveals that she heard all of what Mahiru said and that’s why she’s conflicted and why this line is the way it is #I will start sobbing like legit 😭 #deep cover spoilers #milgram #kotoko yuzuriha

[dazais-crab-addiction]

Guys I legit just had a dream where I read a bsd comic on here and it made me cry so much. And now im awake and its not real and I 100% do not have the artistic talent to recreate it (nor do i want to hurt myself that way, wow it made me cry so much)

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #crab says words #it was a soukoku comic and chuuya died and dazai freaked out and it was lowkey anesans fault #because it was a dream there were very casually homestuck trolls in the background that i didnt notice at first and idk why they were there #and like it was a modern au so they had to have been homestuck cosplayers?? like why were they there!! im so confused #in the comic dazai and chuuya use to be together and they did drugs and when dazai decided to get clean he tried to take chuuya with him #but anesan thought he was a bad influence as hes the reason they started in the first place and said she could take better care of chuuya #without dazai around so made dazai leave and not come back and idk why dazai did so but he did and he got clean and made new friends #but then he gets a call and is on a train and has to id chuuyas body cuz he overdosed and idk where anesan even is at that point #and i legit cried my heart out only to wake up and its not even real??? and i still wanna cry over it??? #this is not a very detailed retelling cuz i suck at doing that but like guys why is my brain doing this to meeeee

[bytesie]

#mass effect #me3 #mele #mass effect 3 #commander shepard #citadel dlc #clone shepard #flashing lights #??? i legit dunno what to tag tht srry xoxoxoxo #flashing images #fr why is this my favorite quote from teh citadel dlc #like it makes me giggle every time #she really said UNACCEPTABLE >:(

[allofuswantgwinam]

my mom literally wants to be clueless and im so sick of hearing her say that

#this is why the world is fucked #bc people like her that don’t wanna give a fuck about ANYTHING #as long as she’s fine and I’m fine #well jokes on her I’m not fucking fine #im pissed #we didn’t argue about anything she just literally is like ‘I don’t wanna be i formed’ #but by golly she up Donald Trumps ass hatin him #THATS ALL SHE CARES ABOUT #AHE THINKS HE RUINED THE WORLD #BISH ITS BEEN RUINED #IM SO DONE WITH PEOPLE RN #I THINK IM PMSING TOO #WHUCH DOESNT MATTER BC THIS IS ALL LEGIT FEELINGS BUT YA KNOW WHAT IM SAYIN #I told her about the HB 500 trial thing going on in ky where they’re tryin to fuck with workers rights #and she said “no they can’t do that GIRL HAVE YOU LEARNE DANTTHING #THEY CAN AND WILL DO WHATEVER TF THEY WANT TO US #Jesus fuckin Christ #this woman’s gonna make me lose my mfing mind #I just stfu. I didn’t elaborate shit #no reason bc im just wrong and don’t know shit even tho I pay attention #not her #ME #but I’m fucking always wrong

[yuridovewing]

I wanna lean into DOTC being a tragedy in RazorVerse, however I decide to do that... but I'm pretty stuck on what I want to do with Bumble. Cause I like the idea of making folklore around her that shows just how disgusting and prolific the clans' xenophobia is (like maybe she's used as a warning against runners who want to be kittypets, "ohhhh but you'll be lured in by their own and used as a shield against the twolegs' cruelty!")

But at the same time I want to save her and give her a happy ending because jesus fucking christ.

#i think ive said this but i think bumble is legit the worst thing the erins have ever written #like. to me its above SpH. or at least right alongside it. #maybe most of the same stuff happens with bumble being shamed out of the group and blamed for what happened #and clear sky attacks her but shes left to die and a twoleg finds her and takes her to a vet #idk if they had microchips back then but since they cant locate her owner they took her in #and i want her to be a bookstore cat where everyone coos over her and kids ask to pet her #i also like the hc that she was related to one eye in some way. i like the idea of her being star flower's childhood friend maybe #and that made one eye protective over her. though that begs the question of why bumble didnt go to him after being booted

[heir-less]

All hatred of Meghan Markle stems from jealousy of some kind because notice how people never attack the things she actually says but instead target her wealth, title, and fashion. It's inch-rest-ing.

#there was this annoying sports announcer lady talking shit on twitter #and this woman literally was just like 'if she hates the royal family why does she use her title she's so fake' #name one time meghan has ever said she's hated the royal family ... legit name ONE time #and they can't do it because these people never actually read or listen to anything they just have 'bad vibes'

[angelnumber27]

men who think they’re entitled to free content ☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️☠️ get out of here cheap ass

If someone’s about her money for things that are literal services which require payment these dudes be like “ShEs LaMe” sweetie……….. therapy

[darabeatha]

/ Another meme about my muses if they were bitten!

#;ooc #ooc #;dash games #dash games #also n.ito is half transparent bc she wouldn't say freako but she would ask what are u doing #THE not now. depends but its like a firm emotionless 'not now.' DOT. #but m.edb also means not -now- it can be later- under different setlings- #d.uryo's 'not now' one is more like in a looser defeated way #like ur gonna add the cherry on top and do it in front of his nemesis??? COME ONNNNNNN #j.ason would 100% call u a freak and wave his arm frantically #the e n o u g h. list is the most serious one where it makes u take one (1) step back #except a.rju; he says e n o u g h. but not with murderous intent but in an enough of this. #like that one video where the person asks the cat that was biting them 'why are you doing this?' and the cat just #freezes and reconsiders his actions #that #OB.ERON'S ASS WOULD LEGIT SAY rabies? #and then prob die of said rabies

[leviiackrman]

The MHA leaks are making me SO GLAD I made Gigi😩

#personal* #jess talks #mha spoilers #OF COURSE AFO was behind the reason shiggy even EXISTS #like of course he plotted his creation and gave him a quirk that wasn’t his original one #and the fact shiggy is just completely fucked has RUINED ME #AFO needs to DIE #I stg #even as an au in a different universe I’m SO GLAD I made Gigi #she can actually give him and these other suffering kids a good life😭 #it’s also making me think about Rin and how her story is progressing #(still need confirmation of Dabi to finalise her story) #but legit afo plotting so much makes me think that rins mum was working with AFO from the start #and HE said she needed to have a child for his benefit #not for the crime family to have an heir #which is why her mum never loved Rin cus she was just gonna sell her off to AFOs plans #and why when her mum abandoned her she was colllecting up kids to be experimented on (like toya) #and Rin was gonna be part of that but she never got the chance to catch her #god these chapter are making me THINK #and I back on my strong mha bullshit?? most likely.

[jasperakalucy]

Another one has fallen victim to the board (sent a non RT fan the board and they’re reading the whole post of their own volition and are going insane)

#legit started telling her abt rtumblr bc I think cupboard is rly funny #and ended up having to explain the board #and being like ‘are you sure you want to read the board. it’s so long it’ll lag your phone’ but she agreed #highlights from her reading it include ‘why is there garlic’ ‘why does the garlic have hats’ and ‘why is the whole bee movie script here’ #by the end she said she felt she was going insane and from her ik she means it. oops #but anyway after she finished it I sent her the lore masterpost and I think she’s gonna kill me #shout out to alyssa for continuing to be my friend after this #rtumblr #not art

[oveliagirlhaditright]

At this point, I honestly do think that Angel and Angelus are the same person (I'll probably make a more detailed post about all this later).

Like, the whole Angel/Angelus debacle--and us fans asking whether they're the same person or not--is because the show first tells us that a vampire is not the human person left behind with a demon in them: instead, the demon takes over the human's body--almost possesses them, if you will--and may have the memories and even the personality of the person they inhabited, but really isn't that human and has nothing to do with them at all.

But later on, things in the show (like how Spike was handled) make fans begin to question this.

So fans then usually come up with the idea that the Watcher's Council was wrong in telling us this first thing that we heard. Or moreover, that that's probably what they want their Slayers to believe, for obvious reasons. But really, vampires are the person they once were, they just have a demon in them now and no soul/conscience.

Like I said: I might get into all of that in another post. But like a lot of fans have come up with, I do now think that Angel/Angelus are the same person, and that Angelus sort of developed split personalities.

And fanfic writers usually give the following reason for this, if they also buy into this idea.

That when Angelus' soul was restored to him--and all the Catholic teachings he believed in and adhered to as a human--he couldn't deal with it, so came up with the idea that it wasn't really him (and in some ways, it wasn't. Because with a soul/conscience and without the demon, he never would have done that stuff). It was the demon. And thus the Angelus and Angel split was born.

I think another idea similar to that (I don't know if I've seen it in fanfiction, though maybe I have) is that when Angelus' conscience is returned to him, he can't handle all of the horrible things that he did--the mind can only deal with so much, after all--and so in order to protect itself, it comes up with the idea it wasn't truly him--and the Angelus and Angel split is born.

But one thing I feel like I've never seen anyone mention (that I was having a discussion about with a friend once)... is the possibility is that the Romani curse itself could have been responsible for the split. Or at least partly responsible for it. Because there's the loophole in the curse, that after Angel gets his soul back, he'll lose it again if he ever knows a moment of true happiness. But doesn't this make it so there will always be a monstrous version of himself that he can turn back into? It almost makes it sound like to me that the conditions of the curse make it so that "Angelus" can never be rehabilitated, even if he got a chip or whatever like Spike did, so there would always be evil for Angel to turn back into, if he had his moment of true happiness, all so the Romani could have their revenge that way. Does that make sense to anyone else, or am I just crazy? ^_^'

#buffy the vampire slayer #long post #angel #angelus #angel(us) #also. i think the real reason for the inconsistent soul writing is (a)the writers didn't have it all figured out from the get-go and made #it up as they went along. and thus there are plotholes #and/or (b) they sometimes didn't care about the soul rules if better character writing could come out of it. so they just did whatever #and i'm not condoning them for that. at the end of the day i'd better have good character writing over consistent lore #like i said. i might make a bigger post about all of this someday #but they def didn't have all of this planned out at first. they didn't even know angel WAS a vampire at first. they thought he'd be a legit #angel. lol #but like... at this point. i just see too many similarities between angel and angelus to see them as different characters #and i think even in s2 we were supposed to see them as the same character (i think writing in later seasons changed this though like as4) #but notice how in bs2 that even when angel has turned evil the scooby gang still calls him angel #i think the tie-in novels (though if you want to see them as canon or not is up to you) has a somewhat similar belief #and in s3 buffy saying things like 'i know everything that you did because you did it to me. god i wish that i wish you did. but i don't #i can't' makes me think this is right. note that she doesn't say 'i know everything that ANGELUS did. because he did it to me' or anything #like that. it's 'you' #i know this might be an unpopular opinion among my fellow bangels though. and i can get why #but to me. this is what i think canon was trying to say. but if you don't agree that's totally totally fine #and i still think you can't really pin angelus' sins onto angel. and i get why buffy thinks that too #but also get why angel thinks he needs to make amends for them #but once again. the lore IS inconsistent. so there may be no real answer here. or we may get different answers. or more than one

[iwatcheditbegin]

Anti maskers who know they have covid and hang out with you are truly the most selfish fucks

#and yea this is directed at my mom #she legit said why do you care you’ve had it already ? yes from you and I am vaccinated #I have long Covid from the previous times she’s done this #knowingly infecting Someone is assault Idc if that sounds dramatic

[bahrmp3]

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#personal #now that the new year's has passed I feel like I can talk about it I did not have a good time lmao it started fine I guess? I was going to #play music for the new year but then mum made a comment about me still on laptop so I shut it bc ok fine let's not #then it was down hill from there? like I ignored it and was like let's not make a thing out of it so we are saying what we liked this year #/ what we want to do and mum goes and for my son I want x y z and didn't mention me so joe asks her and for if she has anything to say for #me? any wishes? but she doesn't lmao later on she goes (if only you would say what you want we do not know anything about you) #she didn't even mean it she said just to hurt like I was taking a video of this and lit off frame my face is dropping #later on she goes (and you didn't even say what you wish for us either) as she leaves and later when I'm talking to my brother #and I protest this he goes (welp what can I even say? like I told you before are pretty selfish) and idk what to say I was surprised I #don't think I'm selfish tho? I legit was the one to cook for us and got cake? I try so much but keep being labeled selfish this is the #second time he tells me that in the last two weeks I think and both are unfounded ngl anyway all of this pales in the last thing #so we call dad to say happy new year! Well joe does and I mean ok I was still pretty upset about what happened an hour ago so ofc I wasn't #cheerful when calling dad lmao but like I was saying all the right things anyway? but Joe kept gesturing at me to smile its a phone call #and after the phone call he has like (why are you always so depressed? if I were you and I finally got a laptop I would be flying from joy #why are you always so down? why can't you just be happy?) and I honestly don't know what to say lmao ok so I wasn't flying from joy with #my laptop but idk how to say it here but then like what's worst? being hurt and not a person recognising that you are hurt? and in fact #asking you why aren't you smiling? or idk being too depressed for others?? what's funnier is mum later on was like (don't let anyone words #change you you shouldn't yield to others) in reference to Joe's speech but like hello mama?? not 2 hrs ago??? #anyway so I asked her if I shouldn't be listening to her words then? and she was saying yes with confidence like does she not #see either how she hurts me? how she keeps hurting me voer and over and over??? #God I should have made that pizza and truly be selfish maybe I wouldnt have been hurt like that #tbd