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“Oh..Zen…” it shocked your longtime friend to see you cooped up in his bathroom after visiting. You told him you needed a friend but seeing you; eyes reddish and glistening, your voice so hoarse and weak like this; It broke his heart.
It hasn’t been long since you caught your boyfriend cheating on you, breaking your heart in the process. Saying that after that trauma you lost your spark and joy and became too much of a chore to take care of, a burden and that it was too much of a bother to be by your side. He hit you right where it hurts. He was so shameless as to even say that after you caught him in the act with another woman, in your very own shared bed.
“Oh, y/n..! God, that pisses me off! A trash like that doesn’t deserve your tears! You’re too good for him!” Zen couldn’t keep his anger in after hearing your story.
Seeing you like this, he couldn’t help but hug your undeniably precious yet pitiful figure tightly to him as he spoke, putting all of his effort to support you in every way he could.
“Zen..I really thought that he was the one..I. I don’t understand..my heart hurts so much…”
“Y/n..your tears are as pure and clean as your heart. It was never your fault for having been abused like that. He should’ve been there for you especially when you were having such a difficult time and I-“
“I..”
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“Zen? Are you okay?” Y/n asked him, concerned as she held his ice cold hand, shaking Zen from his reminiscence, pulling him back to the clarity, kindness and innocence she held in her eyes; driving his soul on fire.
*’Kgh! How can she be so innocent and cute like this and riling me up! She’s too adorable!’*
Back then, wanting to cheer you up, Zen asked what would make you happy, and your reply was that you’ve always wanted to go on a Christmas date but never got the chance to. So, on a pretend Christmas date you two chose to go, to heal both of your lonely souls.
“Zen?”
“O-Oh! Yea, I’m fine! I’m just worried your hand might become colder while holding mine, in this freezing weather. Uh-Um, would it be alright for us to hold hands in my coat’s pocket, y/n?” Zen asked, stammering as he barely succeeded hiding the creeping red blush on his cheeks at the way the girl he loved for so long felt so concerned over him.
“Oh. Y-yea. I’d like that. Sounds cozy.” Y/n whispered softly.
‘Zen is so sweet and kind..I know this is just a pretend date but he’s being so gentlemanly and considerate..Zen is always so fair and just. I wish my ex was by my side like this..But he hurt me. So badly.. Without even batting an eyelid..Just why? Why would he leave me when I needed him most? Am I really such a burden?’
“Hey. Hey, y/n, sweetheart, come back to Earth. By the frown on your face..you’re thinking about him?” Zen asked, squeezing the hold of his hand on you a little tighter, bringing you back to him and to this present moment you two shared together.
“Oh, hah. Heh, well..” you tried to brush it off, laughing softly in self pity, “..yea.” but due to the inner duty you held towards the truth, you admitted to the trailing of your thoughts.
“But, can we talk about it while we’re getting something warm to eat? Like goulash or bulgogi?”
“Oh? Sure! It’d be a crime to let such a cutie like you starve, plus I’m also starting to get hungry. Hot tender beef sounds delicious right now.”
“With sweet potato fries?” You both added in unison, cheering each other up.
After finding a seat in the heated diner, you felt compelled to continue your previous conversation.
“I just don’t understand..you know, at the beginning of our relationship he used to be so passionate, romantic and fair but after I became depressed I became this..this ‘liability’ to him..like I wasn’t worthy of his love if I couldn’t help him feel better by being the ‘always joyous, innocent, loving and supportive’ girlfriend role that he sought from me.”
“Hey, y/n, you’re allowed to feel upset and angry at him.” Zen, who sat across from you, gazed sincerely into your eyes. His eyes were full of acceptance and understanding as he took your hands in his.
“You’re more than what you can do for others, more than just sweet honey that melts in your mouth or the comforting purr of the cats you so love. You can also be the sharp sting of a bee, the claw or bite of a cat; and still be lovable. You’re precious. Undeniably so, to me.”
“Zen?” You asked, heart stirred up by his passionate yet steady gaze.
“Look, y/n. I know you’re still freshly out of a relationship and feel so broken and used by that trashy jerk ex of yours, but I love you. My heart has yearned for only yours for two whole years now and I just can’t keep it in any longer. I’ll give you all the time that you need but, please think about it, love. I want to give you all of the warmth, love and support that he couldn’t give to you and more. I’ll never hurt you.”
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1,2,9 &10✨
Thank you so much for asking!🌟💖💗💘
1. Nose kisses or forehead kisses?
Forehead kisses! (Sheeptsuji, Moonlit Longing) Nose kiss~chu~<3 (Moonlit Convallaria) as well as plushie nose kisses. He has a bunny plushie and I have a kitty plushie and sometimes late at winter nights we love to cuddle and kiss each other with these plushies~<3 chu~<333
2. Neck kisses or Thigh kisses?
Neck kisses (Resonating Hearts, Moonlit Convallaria) & Thigh Kisses (Moonlit Longing, Sheeptsuji, Floral Hearts 💞🌷💖)
9. Playing with each other’s hair or rubbing each other’s backs?
Playing with each other’s hair (LambPa, Moonlit Longing, Sheeptsuji - Aoi likes braiding my hair and I love braiding Zen’s! With Juju it’s fun to tie his hair messily and he loves my curly/wavy hair!)
And with Yoh and Celis I love massaging each others’ backs (Floral Hearts 💞🌷💖, Lovers of This World // Turned Deeper Into One Another)
10. Saying I love you constantly or only during serious/romantic times?
It’s a strange mix. It’s like their (Moonlit Longing, Sheeptsuji) words and actions are always heavily thick with love and heart and adoration even when they don’t literally say I love you. It’s like the love just gushes from our auras and the adoration from our eyes, and the caresses and cuddles we share, with how soft and warm their whispers are, gosh I could just melt into a puddle of goo with my adoration for them. I’d be happy even if they asked me to die as their Juliet in our play. I just. Okay, wow, this was weird. But I can’t deny how deeply I feel for them!
#blessed asks#Sheeptsuji#Moonlit Longing#Moonlit Convallaria#Floral Hearts 💞🌷💖#Resonating Hearts#LambPa#Lovers of This World // Turned Deeper Into One Another#thank you so much for asking!!!#this was fun to write!
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#mystic messenger#blessed hbc#zen#hyun ryu#honey buddha chips#🎁💗!#Lambpa#can’t unsee the moon fairy Zen text message I received from him#wish it was Juju though#but this is incredibly sweet and heartwarming#so precious TvT#thank you Zenny#at first I thought the charming was ‘Prince Charming’ presents/offers a moonbug#but in actuality the presents themselves were charming#and the gifts were from the moonbugs !#I wish to be a moonbug too! loved safe beautiful and pure#my endless wish is to be beautiful loved protected and happy too#mysme matchup
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Twitter (🍊桔🍊)
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Twins Comic Twitter
#Mystic Messenger#LambPa#Zen x MC#Zen is so gorgeous and sweet#so romantic! Zenny is such a sweet and protective wolf!
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MoonDaran DeviantArt
#LambPa#Zen x MC#Zen#mystic messenger#Zen is so gentlemanly soft and kind my heart feels at peace and like I’m meltinggg
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Zenny (Twitter)
#Zen#mystic messenger#Zen x MC#LambPa#I love the way you drew their eyes!#Zen’s eyes are so mysterious and magnetizing#and our eyes are so bright and clear! like honey!
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Blossyay (Twitter)
#LambPa#Zen x MC#Mystic Messenger#Gorgeous art!#Zen is so caring loving and protective TvT I might be growing a soft spot for him
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Ames_ArtnAnimation
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#Zen Cosplay#my boyfriend is so outrageously and fantastically beautiful#his hands are so elegant. like the ruffles of swan wings#and his hair looks so silky plush and soft like wolf’s fur#and his soft pinkish lips !#so kissable !#LambPa
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#Zen is crying because I’m pursuing Juju again TnT sorry boo…I just really have a soft spot for him#LambPa#Moonlit Longing#after Juju’s route I’ll do your route I promise#mystic messenger#blessed hbc
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#mystic messenger#blessed hbc#LambPa#AAAA ZEN-OPPA!!!#feeding me food TvT !!!#I feel so special and pampered#it’s so nice to be spoiled >//<👉🏼👈🏼#matchup
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Happy Birthday Big Bro Zen, My LambPa! You inspire me tons, one of the people who gives me more courage to follow my dreams !
You always protect me when I get too timid or closed up and I love being your supporter ! - through ups and downs you’re always my bro and I love you so very much :’)
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To my beautiful angel,
Who has survived tortures none could ever describe,
You’ve got a soft heart that forgives all,
Your heart is kind beyond compare.
But some have found it easy to mistreat you.
Now I know it’s never your fault there are bad people out there.
They’re immensely cruel and I wish for my love Shiri to always be safe and protected. To be filled with light, happiness and innocence for all eternity.
To be filled with the courage and strength to block bad people out of your life. And I know you wish for that too; to be protected by your family and to stay safe with your loved ones.
I wish for my Shiri to always be loved, appreciated and protected. Never would my lovely Shiri ever hurt an innocent creature. If anything, only the culprits and sinners deserve to get tortured <3.
Other than that, my Shiri’s heart is golden and as pure as a swan’s.
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